#911 eddie

[meep-meep-richie]

Guys, I think Tommy is cool

[dudesrysly]

When buddie becomes canon, I want Oliver and Ryan do the “two best friends in a room, they might kiss” challenge so sooo bad…

[makorragal-312]

Honestly, I'm just waiting the Eddiesol relationship to be the breaking point for Chris and he goes off on Eddie about all his past relationships and how annoyed and tired he is of his current one:

Eddie: Chris, why are you so adamant on not getting to know Marisol?

Chris: Why are YOU so adamant on trying to find me a new mom?!

[bumblebbelle]

Buck hating Eddie on SIGHT and his reason basically being “but IM the baby of this firehouse😭😭” is blessed

[emolionsrawr]

buck: hey tommy, this is my son christopher

tommy: hi chris- wait, evan, isn't he eddie's son?

buck: no he's my son

christopher: yeah tommy i'm his son

eddie: *running up to buck* STOP TELLING PEOPLE HE'S YOURS!

christopher: BUT DAD

buck: BUT EDDIE

tommy:

eddie:

tommy:

eddie: this is what i get for making you his legal guardian

buck: *tearing up* what? 🥹🥹

[verysaltynik]

Guess who's hands are these ;)

[groupielove21]

I need a Buddie fanfic inspired in "Down Bad" by Taylor Swift's because that song screams Buddie.

Imagine this...

"Did you really make me up?

In a cloud of sparkling dust

Just to do experiments on

Tell me I was the chosen one

Show me that this world is bigger than us

Then I sent me back where I came from

For a moment I knew cosmic love"

Eddie already left Marisol because he realized that he actually likes men, but Buck is still with Tommy and Eddie realizes that everything he wants in a relationship he already had with his "best friend", but now not even that exists and they have to learn to live in this new world where Buck begins to spend less and less time with the Diaz boys.

"Now I'm down bad crying at the gym

Everything comes out teenage petulance

"What if I can't have him"

"I might just die, it would make no difference."

Down bad, waking up in blood

Staring at the sky, come back and pick me up

What if I can't have us.

I might just not get up

I might stay down bad

What if I can't have him

Down bad

What if I can't have him"

The only moments Eddie and Buck spend together now are in the gym between shifts, and as Buck trains, Eddie thinks about if this is all they're going to do now, if this is all he can have from the man he loves.

If the hands that saved him from bleeding to death in a street on LA would only touch him again just to heal some wound, but would never touch him because they really want to.

Buck will never touch him the way Eddie wants.

"Did you take all my old clothes?

Just to leave me here naked and alone

In a field in my same old town

That somehow seems so hollow now

They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about the existence of you

For a moment I was heaven struck

Like I lost my twin

What if I can't have him

Down bad

Down bad

Waving at the ship

What if I can't have him"

And Buck doesn't notice any of this.

On the rare occasions that he spends the night at the Diaz house, he continues to steal Eddie's sleeping clothes.

And Eddie always has to stop himself from shouting how much he loves him, finding relief only when he sends long messages to Hen, who tells him that it's crazy to suffer so much for Buck if he's not going to do something about it, but Eddie can't do anything.

The prospect of losing Buck feels like a piece of his soul being ripped away.

"Encounters closer and closer

All your indecent exposures

How dare you say that it's -

I'll build you a fort on some planet

Where they can all understand it

How dare you think it's romantic

Leaving me safe and stranded

Cause what if I was in love

What if I can't have us.

Cause what if I was in love"

And one whole day, it just...explodes, right in Eddie's face who has to listen (again) as Buck talks one night about Tommy, as he is the first person who, beyond seeing Buck for what he really es, he also loves him completely, unconditionally, and Eddie just can't stand it because it's not true.

It isn't true.

Because Eddie has loved Buck for everything he is for years and he's not going to stay silent again.

He refuses the idea of ​​living in a world where Evan Buckley doesn't know that the first person who loved him with all his heart is Eddie Diaz.

(And we could have an chapter dedicated solely to Buck figuring out his life and returning a week later to his favorite couch because he's not willing to lose the love of Eddie Diaz.)

If anyone writes this, let me know so I can read it and put it on my fanfic masterlist!

[lafdbitch]

maddie saying you’re more than an ally is still sending me

[adorebuckley]

Buck: Please Eddie no I love you

Eddie: I'm sorry I have to

Buck: Eddie please I'm begging you! After all we've been through together...

Eddie: I'm sorry.

*places a +4 card*

Eddie: uno

[cinematics123]

Buck: soooo… you and my sister got married for tax reasons, right?

Chim: no, we got married because we love each other. The tax thing was just kind of… the kick in the pants we needed to finally just…. Do it, Y’know?

Buck:

Chim:

Buck:

Chim:

Buck: Do you think Eddie pays taxes?

Hours later

Buck (walking past Eddie): how do you do, fellow tax-complaint citizen?

[claremontwille]

'buddie is not canon' yeah tell that to oliver and ryan (pt.2)

[meep-meep-richie]

Buck: sorry girls, i'm currently obsessed over a hot helicopter pilot who has a cleft.

[makorragal-312]

Not Buck literally saying what we all knew his "relationship" with Natalia would be like XD

[bumblebbelle]

The “you two have an adorable son” scene happens in season TWO? And people say they weren’t setting Buddie up from day 1?

[elgascreamslikehell]

Eddie: You need to move on. I have

Buck: *moves on*

Eddie:

[groupielove21]

Buck throughout 07x4 was jealous of Tommy and Eddie, but every scene always has Eddie as the focal point of that jealousy and that's the biggest thing I feel like most are missing.

Buck likes Tommy, it helped him see that indeed he also feels a sexual attraction to men and he is going to enjoy this whole new side of his life with Tommy.

BUT-

He was jealous of Eddie, of how his best friend (the man he truly loves) was spending more and more time with a man who is not him.

Praising another man, laughing with another man, fighting with another man, being a team with another man.

And that was what bothered him.

Just like seeing how Chris, the only child he considers important in his life (besides his niece obviously), was happily talking about another man in his life was literally driving him crazy.

So yeah, Buck likes Tommy and is probably going to be very happy with him for a while, only to realize that something is missing.

Tommy is not Eddie.

Tommy is not his family.

He already has one.

(Also, I love Tommy because he's going to help Buck be more himself, I hope he doesn't get too hurt after this and finds his own Eddie!)