#911 buck

[meep-meep-richie]

Guys, I think Tommy is cool

[dudesrysly]

When buddie becomes canon, I want Oliver and Ryan do the “two best friends in a room, they might kiss” challenge so sooo bad…

[emolionsrawr]

chimney: i never thought i'd have to say this

maddie: what's that howie?

chimney: it's something i would never wish upon my enemy

maddie: howie you're scaring me

chimney: *passes a clipboard to buck* please take over our wedding planning

buck: *tears up* i won't let you down chim!

maddie: oh my god you initiated clipboard buck

chimney: ITS THE ONLY WAY MADDIE!

[bumblebbelle]

Buck hating Eddie on SIGHT and his reason basically being “but IM the baby of this firehouse😭😭” is blessed

[verysaltynik]

Guess who's hands are these ;)

[groupielove21]

I need a Buddie fanfic inspired in "Down Bad" by Taylor Swift's because that song screams Buddie.

Imagine this...

"Did you really make me up?

In a cloud of sparkling dust

Just to do experiments on

Tell me I was the chosen one

Show me that this world is bigger than us

Then I sent me back where I came from

For a moment I knew cosmic love"

Eddie already left Marisol because he realized that he actually likes men, but Buck is still with Tommy and Eddie realizes that everything he wants in a relationship he already had with his "best friend", but now not even that exists and they have to learn to live in this new world where Buck begins to spend less and less time with the Diaz boys.

"Now I'm down bad crying at the gym

Everything comes out teenage petulance

"What if I can't have him"

"I might just die, it would make no difference."

Down bad, waking up in blood

Staring at the sky, come back and pick me up

What if I can't have us.

I might just not get up

I might stay down bad

What if I can't have him

Down bad

What if I can't have him"

The only moments Eddie and Buck spend together now are in the gym between shifts, and as Buck trains, Eddie thinks about if this is all they're going to do now, if this is all he can have from the man he loves.

If the hands that saved him from bleeding to death in a street on LA would only touch him again just to heal some wound, but would never touch him because they really want to.

Buck will never touch him the way Eddie wants.

"Did you take all my old clothes?

Just to leave me here naked and alone

In a field in my same old town

That somehow seems so hollow now

They'll say I'm nuts if I talk about the existence of you

For a moment I was heaven struck

Like I lost my twin

What if I can't have him

Down bad

Down bad

Waving at the ship

What if I can't have him"

And Buck doesn't notice any of this.

On the rare occasions that he spends the night at the Diaz house, he continues to steal Eddie's sleeping clothes.

And Eddie always has to stop himself from shouting how much he loves him, finding relief only when he sends long messages to Hen, who tells him that it's crazy to suffer so much for Buck if he's not going to do something about it, but Eddie can't do anything.

The prospect of losing Buck feels like a piece of his soul being ripped away.

"Encounters closer and closer

All your indecent exposures

How dare you say that it's -

I'll build you a fort on some planet

Where they can all understand it

How dare you think it's romantic

Leaving me safe and stranded

Cause what if I was in love

What if I can't have us.

Cause what if I was in love"

And one whole day, it just...explodes, right in Eddie's face who has to listen (again) as Buck talks one night about Tommy, as he is the first person who, beyond seeing Buck for what he really es, he also loves him completely, unconditionally, and Eddie just can't stand it because it's not true.

It isn't true.

Because Eddie has loved Buck for everything he is for years and he's not going to stay silent again.

He refuses the idea of ​​living in a world where Evan Buckley doesn't know that the first person who loved him with all his heart is Eddie Diaz.

(And we could have an chapter dedicated solely to Buck figuring out his life and returning a week later to his favorite couch because he's not willing to lose the love of Eddie Diaz.)

If anyone writes this, let me know so I can read it and put it on my fanfic masterlist!

[buckslvrz]

BI BUCK IS REAL!! WE WON OH MY GOD!!!!! WHAT JUST HAPPENED PLEASE HELP!!!

[catscardigan]

Aaaaaand he’s complete 🔥👨🏻‍🚒🚒

73,000 stitches, measuring at 37x49cm (14x19 inch for my American fam)

Very pleased to have finished this in time for the S7 premier this week.

As always, a huge huge thank you to the amazing Linda @skyhighrollins911 for the permission to use her incredible work as my inspiration for this piece.

Just need a bloodied up Eddie to match…..

[makorragal-312]

Have you spent the last 24 hours liking every single picture and gif of the kiss since the episode or are you just in a good mood?

[lafdbitch]

maddie saying you’re more than an ally is still sending me

[meep-meep-richie]

Buck: sorry girls, i'm currently obsessed over a hot helicopter pilot who has a cleft.

[onlyyoudude]

I already love Tommy, he’s so nice and confident (which I also think is an amazing thing for Buck to receive first hand since he has issues with feeling like he’s not enough and having Tommy openly show him affection and making the first move will probably help him in their relationship so much)

BUT

I really hope that if Buck and Tommy do not work out, that Tommy and Josh date. Because Josh deserves a man who is not afraid of being gay or dating a man. Josh deserves someone who will confidently date him and show him love and I think Tommy would be perfect for him especially with how he was with Buck, making sure he has the vibe right and still being sure of himself and what he does. Josh has been single for basically the entire show, only having one date end up being a criminal that severely traumatized him and probably turned him away from dating, especially when it comes to strangers. Having Tommy and Josh date seems like it’s just obvious, even if it seems like pairing up the only 2 openly queer men on the show besides Buck (and Eddie?)

[emolionsrawr]

buck: hey tommy, this is my son christopher

tommy: hi chris- wait, evan, isn't he eddie's son?

buck: no he's my son

christopher: yeah tommy i'm his son

eddie: *running up to buck* STOP TELLING PEOPLE HE'S YOURS!

christopher: BUT DAD

buck: BUT EDDIE

tommy:

eddie:

tommy:

eddie: this is what i get for making you his legal guardian

buck: *tearing up* what? 🥹🥹

[bumblebbelle]

The “you two have an adorable son” scene happens in season TWO? And people say they weren’t setting Buddie up from day 1?

[lowquats]

buck begins

[groupielove21]

Buck throughout 07x4 was jealous of Tommy and Eddie, but every scene always has Eddie as the focal point of that jealousy and that's the biggest thing I feel like most are missing.

Buck likes Tommy, it helped him see that indeed he also feels a sexual attraction to men and he is going to enjoy this whole new side of his life with Tommy.

BUT-

He was jealous of Eddie, of how his best friend (the man he truly loves) was spending more and more time with a man who is not him.

Praising another man, laughing with another man, fighting with another man, being a team with another man.

And that was what bothered him.

Just like seeing how Chris, the only child he considers important in his life (besides his niece obviously), was happily talking about another man in his life was literally driving him crazy.

So yeah, Buck likes Tommy and is probably going to be very happy with him for a while, only to realize that something is missing.

Tommy is not Eddie.

Tommy is not his family.

He already has one.

(Also, I love Tommy because he's going to help Buck be more himself, I hope he doesn't get too hurt after this and finds his own Eddie!)