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#i reread this like 15 times before posting and giggled
forestmossling · 1 month
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eddie, sweating: stevie, i think we should scrape that extra f from our relationship status
steve: what relationship status?
eddie: as bffs
steve: what are you talking about? robin’s my bff
eddie: …
steve: wait, are you saying you don’t want us to be best friends forever?? man, that hurts
eddie: steve, i want you to be my boyfriend
steve: oh-
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1,3,15 for the fic ask prompt!
1. A fic you bookmarked recently
the scenic route by izzyxhands
very sweet very cute smau where Ed is a shark conservationist!! it's got it all (transmasc Ed, autistic Stede, blåhaj) I devoured the whole thing in one sitting because it's just so sweet and also I fucking love sharks 🦈 and the author is also SO clearly passionate about sharks and conservation as well, it's lovely to read because the enthusiasm does shine through!
3. a fic that made you laugh out loud
ohhhhh the latest chapter of one more troubled soul by nervous_jester had this exchange that made me giggle:
“Sorry,” Stede says as his laughter bubbles away, “I suppose I’ll just sit here like a bloody sandwich for a bit.”
Ed snorts, half-heartedly rolls his eyes. He wants to say something smart back, something like ‘I’ve never wanted to kiss a sandwich before, I guess there’s a first time for everything’ 
also this is truly a wonderful post-canon fic, I love the way jams writes the characters (Fang is my favorite, he's so sweet and kind in this, also the Ed in here is so, so good), they're all so perfectly balanced with the comedy and the serious emotions and the general vibe of silliness that they all possess! it is such a lovely fic and the characterizations are just so spot on
15. a fic you wish you could display on your bookshelf
oh you KNOW it has to be a love that won't sit still by gangnamstiles....
this series is the type of thing I wish existed as a physical book so I could highlight and underline and annotate the absolute crap out of it (as it stands I simply am confined to leaving ridiculously copious and lengthy comments, sorry adrian). when I came across it for the first time I was like ".... mafia au?? I guess I'll check it out" and then my brain chemistry was permanently altered by those silly little guys and the way all of adrian's writing is permeated by their whole vibe of hope and healing and resilience and love. scratches that little "hurt/comfort 100k+ words I want to cry and then have a bandaid placed gently on my heart" itch. very special to me, it's in the little list of fics that I go back to and reread frequently
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2, 5, 6, 9, 13, 14, 15, and 18!
2. Do you read/reread your own fics?
of course. Once I get over the "oh n o i can't believe I posted that terrible monkey mishmash of words" phase. I mean, who do you think i wrote them for.
5. What’s a fic idea you’ve had that you will never write?
uhhhhhh SBI professional horse racing AU. I just really wanted to name a horse Jubilee Line and the rest of it fell into place. And honestly there are probably a ton more fic ideas that will never be realized but oh well.
6. Are there any fics from others you reread all the time?
oh most definitely yes. check out my bookmarks page on my Ao3 account. everything there is read, reread, and read once again for good measure and probably once more just because :)
9. Do you write every day? If you wrote today, share a sentence of what you’ve written!
*shamefully rushes to hide my writing habits in the nearest closet* of course I write every day like a Normal Committed Author and look! <- there's your sentence I've written today!
13. How much planning do you do before writing?
sometimes I write a fic five times over in my head before it makes it into some sort of readable format and sometimes i just mess around and something pops out. there is no pattern and I have no control over it.
14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick?
oh g o s h.... you just ask me this as if I don't lie away giggling and scheming at what different fics would look like as movies.
But probably To Build a Home. At least, at the moment out of my committed stories.
15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters?
uhhhh i stare at the little title box on Ao3 for five minutes and write down the first thing that comes to mind that sounds halfway decent
18. What’s one of your favorite lines you’ve written in a fic?
um. well, the first thing that comes to mind is probably the line in the summary of That I Could Fear A Door about Phil "building a life for himself and his sons with the sticks and stones thrown at him"
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galpalpetraral · 7 months
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[20 Question Fic Writer Tag]
(tagged by @darlingpoppet)
1. How many works do you have on AO3? 17 currently, but I'm a serial deleter and I always wanna keep it under 20. would be like. 69 by now otherwise
2. What is your AO3 word count? 217,645...and see above LOL I shudder to imagine what it would be if I wasn't always deleting
3. What fandoms do you write for? mostly cql and asoiaf in recent years. tho I also have a zelda wip I've been kicking around for a while...we'll see if that ever amounts to anything :') and I'll still keep a few snk fics up, being mighty fond of those days
4. What are your top five fics by kudos? tuck the darkness in (wx shrinking haunted house fic), sunday night lights (eruri football au), friendly fields (wx ghost baby fic), fourth one will prob be deleted soon so it doesn't count lol, and where they grow (madam lan lives au).
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? yep every time! at most it'll take me a month to respond but I never let it go beyond that. even the negative ones (I'm a Pro-Crit Fanfic Guy sorry)
6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending? the ending to our shadow over the sea (rhaenicent fic) has garnered many delightful threats upon my person and I cherish them all. that and two slow dancers (eruri vampire au): FIGHT!
7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending? most of my other fics tbqh ugh :( maybe set me as a seal (eruri reincarnation au) just bc happy endings for the ruris are rare wah...
8. Do you get hate on fics? idk if I would call it hate, but criticism yes! most common word I hear along that line is "boring" which is definitely understandable lol, there are times when I reread my own works and find them too generic/not rly offering anything new, in which case I take that forward with me into new works to try to enrich them. although I guess if by "hate" you mean like, troll type hate on pairings & things, then yeah who doesn't LOL
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind? yep, and more so in recent years! and it's the kind of smut that's way too sappy no matter the situation no matter the tone UGH :(
10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written? snk/asoiaf crossover for my yumihisu rights...idk if it counts as a crossover since it's just snk characters in the asoiaf world, but I did go Very heavy on the asoiaf lore lol whoops
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen? yeah lol multiple but I kinda forgot until this was asked, can't bring myself to care unfortch, peace be with you
12. Have you ever had a fic translated? yes!! southern cross translated into chinese by gloria_77, set me as a seal translated into chinese by applethief326, and sunday night lights translated into russian by ackermantihora! and I know there's still several translations of deleted fics out there heh. I so appreciate the hard work of you amazing translators!!
13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before? not since I was a kid doing it for giggles with friends, but definitely a lot of fun :)
14. What's your all-time favourite ship? eruri literally life-changing, so. and korrasami
15. What's a WIP you'd like to finish but doubt you ever will? oh man there was this one hannibal wip I had back in the day that like, the themes and imagery and stuff would've been so legit but I needed someone smarter than me to write it :( it was about will & hannibal taking sanctuary in that one silician cathedral while besieged by police. kinda weaving back and forth between past and present, contemplating God and gods and stuff. someone write this please. also there's this one cql post-canon fic but it's all about accepting death and the curse of immortality and stuff and it's kind of a bummer to write LOL maybe will keep chipping away at it one day
16. What are your writing strengths? seems like I'm good at getting across my goal themes & purposes - ppl seem to pick up what I'm putting down often and it makes me happy! because I do tend to err on the side of vagueness & trusting the audience, and it's nice when it's rewarded :)
17. What are your writing weaknesses? like mentioned before, my fics have been called boring & I think that has a lot to do with some generic imagery/syntax I've relied on - definitely something I've tried to improve on but it's a work in progress! like I've sometimes sacrificed diction for story flow ya know, it doesn't work on shrewder readers and I def respect that & want to do better
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic? if you know what you're doing, cool! but I've come across too many instances in fics where the author demonstrated a lack of basic understanding of the language & not only does it throw you out but it feels disrespectful - I know ppl get all "it's just fanfic I'm not being paid!!1!!!!11" but if you're going to work within a culture that's not your own, research. not exactly sure if that's what the question is asking LOL but that's been my experience both as a reader and a writer
19. First fandom you wrote for? legend of zelda!! I wrote a billion words of ocarina of time pre-canon fic about the three goddesses at age 10 on a beat-up floppy disc. those were the days man
20. Favourite fic you've ever written? man something happened with southern cross that I've never been able to truly replicate...looking back there's a few too many extra words, few too many instances of passive voice, but for the most part I'm just like damn dude...what was she cooking
if you're a writer and you haven't been tagged yet I tag YOU!!!
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san-shui · 3 years
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HAPPY (late) BIRTHDAY MY BELOVED! @djts-arts
i'm sorry this took a while but here's ur gift! it's based off on the MLB AU but doesn't follow ur plot. basically - let parrmour be happy lol! anyway i love you and hope you enjoy it!
i also posted it on ao3
On Monday
On Monday, I met you
It was the first day of school and the first akuma attack when Jane Seymour, a.k.a. Chat Noire, met Ladyblue.
How they met was by accident when Ladyblue flew into Chat Noire, who was walking along her baton like a tightrope, learning her new abilities. Their time to get acquainted was cut due to having to fight an akumatized classmate, Stoneheart.
But the moment Chat Noire met her partner in crime, she was entranced.
I liked you, I liked you
The girl had bronze skin and short, dark curly hair that parted on her left side with blue highlights hanging over her deep brown eyes.
Her skintight was black with light blue on the front in the style of an opened short sleeve jacket that stopped at the waist and on the legs from the knees down her to her feet, and within the light blue were black spots while white pearls lined along her wrists and waist into a “V” on the front. Her mask was opposite of the suit (light blue with black spots), and on her head was a black headband with silver spikes.
Even though she was in her superhero outfit, Ladyblue was gorgeous. Appearance was one thing, but her personality was another, and it's just as beautiful as her. Her bravery, her cleverness, her strength, her positivity, and her confidence.
It’s Monday – bad day
After defeating Stoneheart for the second and official time, the superheroes checked to make sure that the citizens were alive and well. To their surprise and glee, the akumatized classmate ended up dating their crush.
But good day for us
“They’re made for each other,” Ladyblue awed.
“Like us two,” Chat Noire flirted, offering her new partner a hand.
Good for us
Right then, Chat Noire’s ring beeped as the fourth paw flashes green – signaling one minute left before transforming back into civilian form. At that, Ladyblue grabbed her wrist and pulled it forward, showing the ring.
“Uh-oh, you see that?” Ladyblue asked lightly.
Chat Noire glanced at it then at her, and noticed how close their faces were to each other.
Even though they just met today, Chat Noire briefly wondered how those lips felt against her. It must’ve been subconscious because the next thing Chat Noire knew was her eyes drifted close then getting shoved back.
You wouldn’t let me kiss you
“Time to split,” Ladyblue said, releasing her hand.
Too stunned to move or speak, Chat Noire merely stood and watched as Ladyblue walked away.
“See you soon, Chat Noire,” Ladyblue said with a wave, then swung her yoyo out and launched herself into the air and behind some buildings.
Chat Noire smiled and dazely waved.
And that is why
She’s been in a relationship before and truly thought she was in love with him, but he turned out to be douche. She thought she learned to not fall in love so fast, but fighting alongside Ladyblue, Chat Noire was willing to do anything to get closer to her.
“Can’t wait, milady,” she whispered, then turned and vaulted away.
You were my kind of guy
~~~
Then Tuesday, I called you
Chat Noire was playing with her baton while lying lazily on a roof. After defeating another akumatized civilian, the superheroes agreed on doing patrol around London to further prevent harm and more akumas. Chat Noire wanted to talk to Ladyblue, but she left before Chat Noire could get a word in.
Chat Noire wasn’t sure how she felt about that. Wasn’t Ladyblue curious about her partner too? Or was she just too busy today? Chat Noire knew what it was like to be busy. Her civilian form, Jane Seymour, was a famous singer in England, she was bound to be crowded with meetings and rehearsals and classes.
Still, why did Ladyblue leave in a hurry?
Chat Noire supposed she could learn more about her baton’s gadgets. She had the rest of the day anyway. She was boredly pressing buttons when Contacts popped up on the screen. Seeing the only contact on her baton was Ladyblue’s, Chat Noire perked up.
She immediately pressed “call” under Ladyblue’s profile and waited eagerly. To her disappointment, the call went to voicemail. Chat Noire frowned, but it quickly vanished when an idea hit, and she pressed “call” again.
Several hours later, Chat Noire had left about 15 voicemails for Ladyblue of her rambling about her day. Unlike the others, the last voicemail was sincere as she asked if they could meet and talk. Assuming Ladyblue wouldn’t answer, Chat Noire set down her baton, sighed, and gazed at the starry night.
Ignored me, straight voicemail
A minute later, her baton vibrated with a beep, and Chat Noire glanced to see a notification from Ladyblue. She excitedly opened it to a message.
You texted back saying:
Ladyblue: play hard to get. ready. set . . .
You wouldn’t let me see you
Baffled, Chat Noire reread the text over and over. What was that supposed to mean? Was Ladyblue interested? Did she think she (Chat Noire) was messing around? She knew she was a jokester between the two, but she’s real when it comes to feelings.
Whatever it meant, it was clear that Ladyblue was not going to video call with her - at least for today.
Got so depressed by your test
Chat Noire sighed. That’s fine, she didn’t want to pressure her partner to the point of scaring her. Although she probably annoyed her with all of the voicemails. Chat Noire would gladly wait to see her lady, but that didn’t dismiss the depression that she felt at unanswered calls and the game Ladyblue set up.
Still I thought
Yet, a smile crept on her lips at the excitement of the game with Ladyblue, and she typed her response.
You’re the best
Chat Noire: u’re on >:P
‘Cause I’ve been so juvenile
That to take my time is just not my style
~~~
Come Wednesday, black coffee
After purifying the akuma, the victim offered them free coffee. Chat Noire happily agreed, while Ladyblue hesitated but agreed.
“You like black coffee?” Chat Noire asked her partner.
“Yeah, and you don’t?” she countered, raising a brow.
“Just because I look good in black doesn’t mean I like black coffee. I prefer flavor like myself,” Chat Noire teased proudly.
Ladyblue rolled her eyes, and Chat Noire laughed. Once they got their coffee and gave their thanks, the heroes left to drink in peace. They decided to sit on Big Ben, having a perfect view of their city.
Pure talking, clean touching
For hours, they talked and laughed. At some point, they discussed their double lives as being superheroes. While Jane was thrilled to have more freedom as Chat Noire, Ladyblue appeared anxious and concerned.
“I’m glad doing this to save London, but I can’t help but think I’m not the right one for this job,” Ladyblue confessed, staring down at the busy streets.
Chat Noire frowned and leaned back on her hands, gazing up at the sky.
“I get that. I doubt myself too sometimes. This may be bias but–”
Feeling bold, she placed a hand on Ladyblue’s. Startled, Ladyblue stared at their hands then at her with wide eyes.
“–I think you’re perfect for the job. Sure, we have flaws, but that’s what makes us human. I’ve never seen someone as smart, brave, and strong as you. I know we’ve only met and done this for three days, but it feels like a lifetime, and I can’t picture a better Ladyblue than you,” said Chat Noire sincerely.
Chat Noire wasn’t sure if it was the sun’s lighting, but she could’ve sworn she saw color on Ladyblue’s cheeks.
Oh, Wednesday, hump day
Ladyblue averted her eyes and stammered.
“I– um, thank you, Chat. I couldn’t have a better partner than you,” she said, facing Chat Noire again.
From the soft tone and her genuine eyes, Chat Noire knew she meant it and smiled. Then, to her astonishment, Ladyblue turned her hand over, grasped Chat Noire’s, and squeezed it gently. Chat Noire’s heart skipped a beat, and a silent gasp left her lips.
But we just held hands
“And I can’t picture a better Chat Noire,” Ladyblue whispered, giving her a small smile.
Chat Noire beamed and laughed.
“That’s a relief to know,” she teased.
Ladyblue giggled then gazed forward again.
You wouldn’t let me take you away for the day
As much as Chat Noire wanted to do more than hold hands, she was content with this for the day. Facing out, she too stared out at the city. About an hour later, Chat Noire decided to push her luck for the day.
“Are you up for hanging out more? Maybe go see a movie?” she asked.
Ladyblue chuckled and shook her head.
“Sorry, kitty, but I gotta stay. I have some things I need to finish,” she excused apologetically.
Chat Noire tried her best to hide her disappointment.
And I felt so juvenile
“Oh, that’s okay. I’ll see you tomorrow then. Good luck on your stuff,” she said.
Chat Noire then took Ladyblue’s hand, who was close to resisting until Chat Noire simply kissed her knuckles.
“Goodnight, milady,” she said, shooting her a wink.
Suppressing a smile, Ladyblue shook her head.
“Night, Chat Noire,” Ladyblue said.
Chat Noire smirked then jumped away. As she leaped from building to building, a part of her was feeling impatient with her and Ladyblue’s relationship (friends or more). She was clearly pushing it, but she didn’t know what else to do with these feelings – especially towards a girl.
The logical side of her informed Chat Noire that she’s taking this too fast, but the emotional, useless, romantic side of her wanted her to pursue this. Hell, she only knew her partner for three days, and Chat Noire was willing to do anything for her.
You gave an inch of time, and I took a mile
If Ladyblue wanted to just be friends, she would’ve said, right? Maybe she was interested in Chat Noire, but was too afraid to admit it or didn’t know it yet.
Arriving at her mansion, Chat Noire jumped through her bedroom window and landed quietly on her floor. She de-transformed into her normal clothes then walked over and face planted on her bed with a groan.
“You’re such a useless lesbian,” Plagg said bluntly, floating above her head.
“Shut up, Plagg,” Jane mumbled into her pillow, but Plagg ignored her.
“Psh, why love a complicated human when you have camembert!” Plagg said, throwing a piece of cheese up and into his mouth.
Jane flipped over onto her back and stared at the ceiling.
“She may be complicated, but she’s still amazing. I’m still not sure how we ended up getting these miraculous, but we’re meant to be. I can feel it,” she said thoughtfully.
Plagg rolled his eyes. “Yuck. You being all gushie is making me sick. If you need me, I’ll be in the cabinet with my love,” he said, stroking a piece of cheese then disappearing into a desk under the TV.
Jane grinned and shook her head then stared out her window at the moon as thoughts of Ladyblue swarmed her head.
I was so juvenile
‘Cause to take it slow is just not my style
~~~
Then Thursday, like Tuesday
Fed up with her family, Jane used Chat Noire as an excuse to flee her house. She roamed around London for a bit, helping citizens here and there, then ended up relaxing on top of a building.
Similar to Tuesday, Chat Noire called Ladyblue and left voicemails about her day. She probably shouldn't bother her, but Chat Noire found comfort doing this. She’s not sure why, but being able to talk to someone other than Plagg was relieving.
But unlike Tuesday, Ladybug never responded. This baffled Chat Noire. Was it something she did yesterday? Everything seemed fine . . .
Your “day off” from me
A loud crash came from behind, and Chat Noire turned to see a large robot stomping through the streets. It was about to hit another building until a yoyo stopped it, restraining its arm back. Chat Noire followed the line to see Ladyblue tugging on it.
Maybe that’s why Ladyblue hasn't responded. Whatever the reason was, Chat Noire had to put the issue aside as she sprinted to help her partner.
~~~
But Friday busy
Twice, Chat Noire tried to bring up Wednesday’s night event, but Ladyblue kept dodging it, using an akumatization or needing to hide before transforming as reasons to avoid the topic.
And Saturday too
Another victim saved, and Ladyblue and Chat Noire’s partnership appeared alright, but Jane could see through the mask (figuratively and literally) that Ladyblue was evading more moments with her. Jane’s heart broke the less Ladyblue interacted with her when they’re not fighting alongside each other.
Not wanting to deal with this game anymore, Jane made certain Ladyblue would talk to her the next day.
What’s up with you?
~~~
On Sunday, after a well fought battle with an akuma, Chat Noire caught Ladyblue before she left.
You don’t wanna kiss me
“Ladyblue, wait!”
You don’t wanna see me
Ladyblue froze and stared at her with apprehension.
You don’t wanna take me
“You’ve been avoiding me and I want to know why. I get you don’t wanna kiss me, but why don’t you want to see me? Or even be with me?” Chat Noire asked desperately. “Look, if it’s something I said or did on Wednesday, then I’m sorry. I know it seemed like a game and it’s only been a week now, but I really really like you. But if you don’t feel the same, you can tell me. It’s okay.”
So let me go
Chat Noire lowered her head and closed her eyes, waiting for the heartbreaking words. Instead, a gentle hand rested on her shoulder, prompting her to look up into kind eyes.
But you said:
“There’s things I know . . . you are cute, but juvenile,” Ladyblue said, booping her on the nose.
Then she placed her hand on Chat Noire’s cheek, who happily leaned into the touch.
“Don’t you know the greatest love takes the greatest while? So if you’re willing, take my hand and take the trial for just a mile and then another mile. Be patient for that one day.”
Before Chat Noire could blink, Ladyblue kissed her on the other cheek. When she pulled back, both faces were blushing. Ladyblue chuckled and looked at the sunset.
“Look, kitty, it’s Sunday,” she said, then glanced back at her. “Come with me, and I’ll make it worth your while. Maybe it’s not far away or coming down the aisle, but . . . I do wanna kiss you and try this out if you’re okay with going steady,” Ladyblue asked shyly.
But I wanna kiss you now
Chat Noire beamed. “Can I kiss you now?” she asked eagerly.
Oh . . .
Ladyblue giggled and nodded.
And kiss you
Chat Noire grinned and cupped her cheeks then connected their lips.
And kiss you
Ladyblue tasted like sweetener, and Chat Noire couldn’t get enough.
And kiss you
They broke away for air, but they could barely get some as they laughed at one another.
And kiss you
They then rested their foreheads against each other as they calmed down – goofily smiling.
And kiss you
“Is it too soon that I just want to kiss you?” Ladyblue asked in a hushed tone.
And kiss you
Chat Noire giggled. “We can do it as much as you want, milady,” she whispered.
And kiss you
Ladyblue chuckled then closed her eyes and kissed her again, which Chat Noire gleefully returned.
Till Monday
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I love these fanfic asks! 1, 2, 6, 7, 14, 15, 17, and 18 (I have MANY questions)?
1. How many WIPS do you currently have (be honest):
I am usually a monogamous WIPer. One at a time.  However, I have many docs with random ideas and nonsense at all times. Right now I have one big longfic WIP that I have been working on since the dawn of time and (after counting) five idea/early draft docs. 
2. What’s next on your to-read list (fanfic or otherwise):
I just got Lindy West’s Shit Actually (otherwise-wise) and I am not sure of my next fic. Because I’ve been writing, I am behind on reading, but I have With a Twist (I am not just saying this because you asked lol), MoreHuman’s Fifteen Minutes, and the new grapehyasynth on my list. I am also lucky enough to beta for some super talented people so I have those on my to-read list too. (I just realized this is why I am so behind on fan fic. That and my reading system is both very organized and highly random.)
6. What’s the last thing you read that made you laugh?
Oh boy. Probably my DMs from @vivianblakesunrisebay but in fic, @justwaiting23’s Are They...You Know gave me some giggles.
7. What’s the last thing you read that made you cry?
I shall preface this with the fact that only writing and the state of the world make me really cry and it isn’t something I generally do. The last fic I got emotional during was @middyblue‘s Immortals fic but I reread Blackbird Fly by Distractivate recently and straight up sobbed. I did the first time and I have every time since.
14. A line of dialogue from WIP without context
“Tragedy has been written in that hashtag.”
15. Post the last line you wrote without context:
David’s name is the candy in the piñata of Patrick’s thoughts and while he generally doesn’t crave sweets, well, he can’t seem to get enough. 
17. Describe a fic that is still in the ‘ideas’ stage
Sadly I feel like my longfic of 31k words is still in the ideas stage. BUT. I am thinking of doing another sickfic because I really enjoy reading them and write the fic you want to see in the world, right? I was thinking David would have a chronic illness, maybe chronic pain, that is mostly manageable until it isn’t, and what that is like for Patrick, whose default is to want to control things, and what that is like for the very independent David. Plus there is a lot of opportunity for tender care and everything that makes David and Patrick strong.
18. Do you have a fic reading/writing routine?
Clearly my reading routine is effed. But I just scroll back in the tag to where I left off (sometimes months back) and binge when I can, especially when I am on writing breaks. I try to wait until WIPs are finished to read too. Writing-wise, haha, what is a routine. I do like to write in the morning and I can’t have music or distractions. I like to write on the front porch with my feet up and a Coke Zero handy. I also try to make deadlines for myself so I won’t procrastinate but truly, if I don’t feel like writing I don’t. Hence the six month lulls in posting. I do better when I have a clear picture in my head of what needs to be happening rather than staring at a blank page. Oh! I always always watch a movie with a similar trope before I start a fic plus gather poetry and songs that match the theme. And I can’t write without a theme. And then I rewatch episodes so that I can make sure that I can hear my themes in their voices. Plus see if there is canon I can pilfer. Wow. I have a routine, who knew. (Narrator: the writer did not know.)
Thank you for all these questions! I am sorry I am so wordy and boring!
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powerpuff-ali · 4 years
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Ok, so here's my first official drabble I'm posting ever. I'm just tired of rereading it at this point and too nervous to post.
I really just needed some wholesome, slightly domestic greens... Trigger warnings: none
Rating: teen and up? Nothing explicit and very moderate language.
Edit: trying to figure out how to shorten this post.... Also word count is 3,054
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Buttercup growled to herself as she left the gym. Pounding the pavement as the sun beamed down on her already overheated body. It had been another grueling day at work and she was beyond her limit. Anything that could go wrong, did go wrong. 
First, the ellipticals needed to be regreased, then the dance rooms weren't properly stocked or cleaned, some of the lockers were dented and therefore stuck, and on top of all of that, one of her clients tried lifting the heavier weights despite her suggestion not to. Of course, the man then blew his back out. Truthfully, the list could go on but she was done thinking about work. What she really needed was food, a shower, and a nap. Desperately, in that order. 
Buttercup quickly raced to her boyfriend's apartment. Butch usually hid the good snacks in his room away from his brothers. She attempted to take a discreet sniff of herself while waiting for the light to change. Eh, she's definitely smelled better. Maybe a shower before eating would be best. 
She greeted the doorman with a weak smile as he opened the lobby doors for her. Once in the elevator, she looked down at the key. Butch had forced the key on her in an attempt to be romantic. She chuckled to herself, remembering how flustered he was and just how oblivious she was to what he meant. 
He kissed her hands, biting her left pointer finger, " I love you so much."
She giggled at the gesture, " Yeah, yeah. I love you too." 
He turned on his side, propping himself up slightly, " No, really. I mean it, I do. A lot." He leaned in, kissing her nose softly.
" What? You think I don't mean it?" Buttercup squeezed his jaw affectionately.
" I didn't say that. I'm just saying, y'know, you have the key to my heart," Butch had slipped a metal object into her hand. His eyes fluttered to the hand he was holding before looking up again.
Buttercup locked onto his forest green eyes, unaware of the object, " Alright, something's up. What stupid shit did you do?"
" I put something in your hands. Look," Butch pressed the key into her palm.
" A key? Like an actual key to your heart? That's nice," Buttercup used her entire will not to laugh. She didn't make an attempt to take hold of the key. Did he get this idea from Boomer?
" Ugh, no! I'm just saying since you have the key to my heart, you should finally have the key to the apartment," he pressed the key harder in her palm to get her to grip it. 
" What do I need this for? You're always here anyway so you'll just let me in, " the blank stare in her face was infuriating for him.
" Yeah but it'd be easier if you had your own key. Maybe moved some more of your things here since the gym is close by," he cooed at her.
She cocked her head and met his eyes, " But then I wouldn't have my things at home where I need them."
" Yes but then you'd get to be with me more," his eyes widened at her trying to get her to take the hint.
She watched him, narrowing her eyes, " Do you get high before I got here?"
"Ugh, woman! I can never be romantic with you! I'm asking you to start moving in with me," he covered his face, hiding his exasperation, " God, you make it fucking impossible to be romantic."
Buttercup grinned foolishly to herself. She wasn't too caught up on being romantic and neither was he but when he was, he could usually ease her into it. She stepped into the apartment and made a beeline to his door, "Butch."
Butch briefly turned his face to her before settling back on his screen, " Hey beautiful. No not you, jackass." 
" You playing with Boomer?" She tossed her equipment bag to the side and kicked off her shoes. She stretched, flexing her legs to get that extra stretch.
" More like beating his ass. How was work?" Butch smashed at the buttons on his keyboard furiously, dodging shots from Boomer's character.
Buttercup sighed, " I don't even want to think about it right now." 
" Hold on, Boomer," Butch gave her his full attention. A sigh wasn't good. It was never good, " Everything okay?" 
" Yeah, I just need a shower first, " she pulled a fresh set of clothes and her towel into the bathroom. 
" Alright," he turned back to his game and yelled expletives at his brother for trying to steal his loot. 
The cold water cascading through her hair felt like heaven. Her scalp tingled, rinsing away the heat of her stress. She questioned whether or not she should head back home to the Professor today. No, I open tomorrow so I should just spend the night here. 
Although she was 22, she chose to stay at home to live in her childhood home to have proper space from Butch. They had gone from enemies to lovers in highschool and since they both decided against college, they had seen each other almost every day since then. Ugh, how am I not sick of him? Smiling to herself, she knew she couldn't get enough of him. 
The water shut off and she dried herself. Wrapping her shoulder length ebony hair in the towel, she tossed on his shirt and her briefs. Her stomach growled in protest. Right, I need food. I could really go for a-
A grilled ham and cheddar cheese sandwich, chips and an ice cold cola were plated for her next to Butch's half eaten sandwich, " Babe, I put mustard in yours already. Boomer, shut up. I've heard the shit you call Bubbles." He had actually taken the time to make her food while she showered.
" If he's home too, why didn't you two just sit on the couch and play?" Buttercup's mouth was full, munching away at her food. She loved sitting together with Blossom and Bubbles for game nights. It made gloating about their wins so much more enjoyable.
" And actually spend time with him? I don't think so. Shut up, Bubbles is with you in there too," Butch smashed his mouse down, the plastic cracked under the pressure. 
Buttercup watched as the keyboard clacked under Butch's excitement for a while. She finished off the last of her cola as the exhaustion set in. She lifted herself off of the bed and straddled his lap. Burying her face in his neck, her left hand pulled at his raven hair slightly. She could feel him swallow faintly.
Butch kissed her temple. Muting his mic he pressed his cheek to hers, " Wanna talk about it now?"
" Fred blew out his back and nearly his rectum too while doing squat lifts after I told him he wasn't ready," She breathed out.
Butch bit back a laugh, " This isn't the first time. Why does that old man think he knows better than you? A literal trained professional."
" I don't know. I still don't like seeing my clients get hurt," Buttercup could hear Boomer yelling through Butch's headphones.
" Boomer, stop yelling. I can hear you," he muted his mic again, " Well, you're home now so just relax." 
" That's what I'm doing," Buttercup closed her eyes and breathed in his scent. He smelled like her green apple shampoo. Something that he had once considered too girly to exist in his  bathroom was now his favorite scent. Mostly because it reminded him of her but he claimed it actual smelled edible.
Butch cradled her so she could position herself better on his lap, " I'm logging off now. Yes I am. Because something way more important requires my attention." He tossed his head set to the side and squeezed her hips.
" You didn't have to end the game," she hummed into his neck giving him instant goosebumps.
" I wanted to. I missed you today," His fingers traced down her spine. Butch loved that she wore his shirts. According to him, that's when she looked "the hottest". 
" Hey, how long have we been together for?" Buttercup opened an eye and stared at the bed, the sheets beckoned for her muscles to rest against them.
He hummed for a moment, " If we want to get technical, we've been officially dating since I turned 18 but if you want to count all the other fun shit we used to do, then we got together when we were 15." 
" No way," Buttercup recounted the years in her head, " Weren't we 17?"
" No, we were definitely 15. Remember it was at the homecoming dance? Bubbles dressed you in that god awful neon green puffy dress and black knee high converse sneakers. We ended up slow dancing and I kissed you. Then we were making out regularly, we started fooling around and then during the summer before senior year, we finally started hooking up but then I had to actually ask you out because you were completely clueless that we were already together."
She scoffed," You were always playing games, that's why. Some days you didn't look twice at me and other days you had me cutting class so we could go hang out." 
" Dates. Those were dates. Also, I was trying to play it cool that you would ignore me by ignoring you," He squeezed her tight, kissing her right shoulder blade. 
" You needed to be more direct," her shoulders shook with laughter.
" Woman," he sighed out softly, he knew she was pressing his buttons, " if you're asking me how long I think we've been together, my answer is since we were 15. We've been together for seven, almost eight years." 
" I've seen your stupid face almost everyday for eight years," she sat up to kiss his cheek, " Eight years well spent."
Butch was grateful she had settled down against him because she would've teased him for the blush on his face, " I'm glad you think so. You'd see me a lot more if you lived with me full time." That was what the key was for!
" I already see you everyday," she leaned back to get a good look at him, her eyes heavy and forearms aching. 
" I'm convinced you don't love me by any means," he shook his head, grinning at her.
" So tell me what you want from me and I'll tell you yes or no but first, carry me to the bed. I feel like I'm about to pass out," she pointed to the bed and pouted, something she knew he couldn't resist.
Butch rolled his eyes and tossed her onto the comforter. He turned off the lights and snuggled underneath it with her, " Okay so I want you to move in full time and actually live with me." 
" Live with you and both your brothers while also having to deal with my sisters being here? That's a lot to ask for," she felt his hand wrap around, fingers toying with her stomach lightly. 
" Then maybe you move in and we can save up for our own place. It's not like we don't have money saved up," Butch traced her abs. He loved how strong she was, how passionate she was about pushing herself to do more. She was the reason he stayed motivated. 
" I like that idea better. Okay, I'll move in then. What's next on your list?" Buttercup adored when he traced her abs. She could feel it in the top of her head and trickle down her spine which made it all the more relaxing. When was the last time I got him in the gym?
" Hmm, let's see, we should get married," he felt her core tense up. It was an idea he had flirted with for a while. Originally, he just didn't understand why it was so important. After overhearing Blossom and Bubbles talk about what they would want their weddings to be like, he didn't want to wait any longer with Buttercup. I know I want her forever. Why put it off any longer?
Buttercup's big picture never included marriage. Was it really that big of a deal? What was all the hype about? Was he going to expect her to be a stay at home wife? He knew better, right? " Not if you're expecting me to be like a stay at home wife. I don't mind caring for you but I'm also not going to be waiting on you hand and foot."
"No! Of course not! That isn't who I got with. That's not who you are and that's not what I'm expecting," he kissed her ear gingerly. 
" As long as we're on the same page then yes," she could feel his grip tighten.
" Okay, I want kids too. At least," he squinted his eyes, thinking for a moment, " Five."
She flipped over and glared at him, " I want kids too but I hope you're planning on carrying the other three because the most I'm giving you is two. Are you seriously insane? You want me to have five? Five pregnancies?" 
" Babe, if I could I would. Aren't you tired? You said you would only say yes or no but I'm getting back talk for everything!" His fingers glided down her spine, resting at the small of her back. Those lime green eyes lit something up in him he was never able to explain.
" I am tired but you keep saying ridiculous things," she hooked her leg over his to pull him in closer. 
" Fine, you're right," he closed his eyes. A nap definitely sounded good. Between his programming job and playing online with Boomer, his eyes were sore. 
Except for his humidifier, the room went silent. Soft sounds from the living room thrummed through the walls, " So when are we getting married?" 
Butch's eyes shot open, "Huh?" 
" I was thinking when we were closer to our thirties but," she paused for a moment, " eight years is a pretty long time to be together."
He pulled back to watch her face, " Are you awake or asleep?"
Buttercup opened one eye and met his, " I'm awake. You have me thinking now though. Maybe you have a point and we should get married sooner."
" Don't say it like that though! Do you want to be married to me? Is this what you want?" Butch positioned his arm under him to sit up.
Buttercup toyed with the idea of marriage. She loved him. She wanted no one else but him. Her mind wandered for a moment. Two moments and she smiled, " I want us to get married so you can be my housewife." 
Butch pulled her on top of him, " I want to be your house wife too." 
" I only want to get married under one condition though," Her muscles throbbed each time he moved her.
" Name it."
" We get married in Vegas. I don't want frills and whatever other crap. I want us to do the whole drive through wedding officiated by an Elvis impersonator in a '65 green Ford convertible. We check into a nice hotel, hit up the casinos and have our drunken wedding pictures taken by our siblings and a photo booth," her eyes lit up, speech sped up. She was definitely awake now. 
Truthfully, Butch hadn't pictured her the type to want a classic wedding anyways so knowing she had actually somewhat thought this through was comforting to him, " Bubbles might want to kill you. Hell, your father might want to kill me. Both. Both Bubbles and your old man would kill me if I agreed to this but this does sound so much better than some stupid big wedding."
" Doesn't it sound like fun though?" She nudged him, " Come on, this is, like, our dream wedding! This suits us!"
Damn it, she's right. " How about this, we book a trip to Vegas, all of us, and we get married like you just described without telling them. Then Bubbles can plan you some princessy wedding and we satisfy everyone."
" Ugh, I don't want a princess wedding! I'm not a princess!" She sat fully up now, crossing her arms over her chest like some overgrown child.
" You're my badass princess but I'm scared of your sister so you'll either be a young widow or you suffer in silence for a day to keep me alive," he treasured seeing her so electrified.
Her cheeks burned slightly, " Not a princess and yeah, okay. We'll have two weddings then."
" Fine then you are my queen. So how about we do something even crazier?" Butch pushed against her knee to lift himself up, " Let's get everyone to drive out to Vegas and we get married this weekend?"
Buttercup smiled deviously, " Are you asking me what I think you're asking me?" 
" Buttercup Utonium, I'm asking you to do me the honor of being my amazing partner, beautiful wife and take on the burden of having me as your dashing husband," her hand in his, he matched the spark in her eyes he had fallen for all those years ago.
Oh wow. Her breathing unexpectedly hitched at the flicker in his eyes. Hearing it really was a different experience like Bubbles had tried to explain to her numerous times. She squealed, jumping on him, " Yes! Of course, I will!" Her heart lightened, stomach fluttered. She didn't imagine that him asking would be a big deal but somehow it felt amazing hearing the words. 
Butch wrapped his arms around her tight, " Alright so after our nap, we can make more plans, okay?" 
Buttercup kissed him sweetly, " I love you." 
All the blood in his body rushed to his face, " I love you too." How did I end up so lucky? Maybe that should be the theme. Lucky cards, lucky life.
With that, Buttercup settled her cheek against his chest, listening to his heart surge. There were so many things to think about now, so much to plan. The air was cool and comforting. It cradled them. Marriage! Before their siblings at that! Who'd have thought the greens would have an actually successful relationship?
" I think I still need to mature before we have kids though so maybe we save that for our thirties?" Butch broke the silence, his eyes focusing on their posters.
" It's funny you thought I would have it any other way." 
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Hope you enjoyed. I'm sorry if it's messy or lacking detail.
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dear-felony · 3 years
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i’m gonna put my notes for you here, just in case i’m not here when you are. i’m so sorry i only was able to do them for the first three weeks. ilysm, i’m gonna miss you with everything. @lovely-demon-loved-by-knight​
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I realized that you wouldn’t have hugs from me while you’re gone. So I’m gonna leave some hugs right here and whenever you need one, you just use it then, okay?
>> *wraps u in a soft blanket and sits down next to you. puts both my arms around you and holds you close for as long as you need*
>> *holds u very tight to me n rubs your back*
>> *soft, long and safe hug*
5/25
Dear Felony,
I know today is probably so hard for you. I don’t want to add to your anxiety or your pain about leaving, so I’m just gonna make you a little calm place instead. Imagine we’re sitting together on a picnic blanket in the grass under a big tree. The picnic blanket is light blue and soft, and we’re both cross legged and leaning against each other. I’m laying out lemonade and cucumber cream cheese sandwiches I made before you woke up. (You slept in today, because there was no need to get up, and the sounds of me in the kitchen and the birds in the trees kept you so calm.) You’re telling me a story and I’m giggling. A squirrel runs past us. Everything is calm and safe. You’ve got this, Covi. I love you so much.
5/26
Dear Covi,
Since this is a road trip, I’m guessing you’ll be in a car at some point today. If you are, would you do me a favour and look out at the trees as they pass? Looking out of car windows is so universal. You’re looking at the trees and ground rushing past there, and however many miles away, I will too. We’re together in that moment. And since I’m with you, know that I’m squeezing your hand and telling you I’m proud of you.
5/27
Dear Covi, 
Today I’m gonna tell you some of my favourite colours. Maybe when you get back, you can tell me yours. Or you can write them down somewhere now and send them when you get wifi. I’d like to hear them. My collection of colours: passion tea, the sunset, sunlight shining through leaves, the farthest water away from the shore, wet moss, male mallard ducks’ feathers, theatre popcorn, fox fur, honey, brick, and rose quartz. I hope you’re doing okay my Felony, and I hope you find a new colour for your own collection today.
5/28
Dear Felony,
Today I’m gonna tell you about a stuffed animal. I have a buffalo named Bull-Bull from when I was very little. (I couldn’t figure out if he was a buffalo or a bull so I called him a buffalo and named him Bull-Bull.) I remember the first time I went to the orthodontist I had him with me, and I was crying cuz I had to get an appliance and tonsil surgery and I was scared, and my orthodontist told me I could get a special case for my appliance with a buffalo on it. I never did get it, but at the time it helped calm me down. I like telling you stories. I wanna tell you all the stories of me. The little memories that maybe don’t matter but maybe do, you know? And I want to hear all of yours.
5/29
Dear Covi,
I think I will draw you lots of pictures while you are gone. Then when you get back you will have them all. Or maybe I’ll make another sideblog and post them on there each day, so I can feel closer to you. Maybe you can draw a picture for me if you want to, just to remind you that you’ll get back to me, and everything’s okay. I’m very very proud of you, Covi. I love you so much. You’ve got this.
5/30
Dear Felony,
At the dollar store near my house you can get a big bag of theatre popcorn. I really want to get that and maybe apple slices and cheese and just have a movie night with you. Or maybe you could show me Julie and the Phantoms. I would love to watch it with you. Not only am I sure I’ll love it, I’d adore just seeing you happy and being able to lean into when I want. It just sounds very soft. When you get back, if you’re still into JATP, I am definitely going to watch it. It’ll be summer, so I’ll be able to. I love you.
5/31
Dear Felony,
I hope you see a dandelion today. I don’t know if it’ll be the season for them yet, but if it’s one of the fluffy ones that’s even better. I used to hate dandelions, but it’s tiring hating things. They’re bright and pretty and I like them. I hope you see one. It will be my little forehead kiss for you.
6/1
Dear Felony, 
You’ve made it through the first week!! I’m so proud of you. You can make it through the rest. I’ll give you some things to help you keep going: my soft blue blanket you can wrap around your shoulders, an aero chocolate bar (my favourite), a woven bracelet that I made you with the help of a ton of youtube tutorials, and a few of my favourite gel pens to colour with. I’m sorry they can only be imaginary, but I hope they help a little anyway.
6/2
Dear Covi,
Today I am going to give you some song lyrics. I am pretty sure I have sent you this song before, but it’s important to me you hear them now.
/ Sweetheart, you look a little tired
When did you last eat?
Come in and make yourself right at home
Stay as long as you need
Tell me, is something wrong?
If something's wrong, you can count on me
You know I'll take my heart clean apart if it helps yours beat \
6/3
Dear Covi, 
I’m going to be honest, I’m really sad as I’m writing this. I’m thinking of how hard it’s going to be without you. I’ve tried to make these positive as much as I can, because I know you don’t deserve more worry. But it’s hard. Just know that if you miss me, I am over here missing you too. But as long as you get through, so will I. I love you so much.
6/4
Dear Felony,
It’s really late here. I wonder what time it is where you are, whether you’re cuddled in a hotel bed or in the back of your car or sneaking peeks at your phone during a long walk. I hope wherever you are I can bring you some comfort. Just imagine me under a blanket in the middle of the night, blinking away sleepiness so I can write to you. The light is on outside my door and it’s shining through the pride flag, which is pretty cool. I bet it’d make you happy. I hope you’ve seen lots of things that made you happy this trip. I want to hear all of them when you get back.
6/5
Dear Covi,
I’m proud of you, you know that? I hope you know that. I’m so, so proud of you. You have dealt with a lot, you are dealing with a lot, and you somehow still light up the world. You really do. And you don’t have to always be in touch, or always be ready to help people, to light up the world. Your existence is enough, your perseverance is enough. You deserve to take care of yourself, and to be taken care of. I’m so proud of you.
6/6
Dear Covi,
I have this really big amethyst and sometimes tiny pieces of it will break off on the edges. I save the pieces in this small box I have and they mean a lot to me. I wish I could put them in a locket and give them to you. So whenever I was holding my amethyst I knew wherever you are you’d have part of it right there too. 
6/7
Dear Felony,
I wanna walk in the rain with you. I wanna run through it shielding each other with our hoodies and laughing, or walk slowly under an umbrella together watching the little streams that gather on the sides of the road. I wanna twirl you around in the soaking wet grass and then make hot chocolate with you to warm up when we get inside. I just think that’d be nice.
6/8
Dear Felony,
Two weeks!! I don’t know how you’re doing right now. I really really hope it’s alright. I’m proud of you for this, I know it’s hard. You’ve got this, I love you so much, and you know I’m thinking of you.
6/9
Dear Felony,
I wanna build a little cottage in minecraft with you and have a bunch of dogs and sheep and cats and parrots and a lil cute farm and a windmill because it’d be adorable. And I would go collect a bunch of flowers for you because I can. Ily :>
6/10
Dear Covi,
I have a little rainbow pin and it is very very cute. This is important for you to know. I wish I could get you a little one to match it.
6/11
Dear Covi,
Your daily I love you, m’person *tips hat* you are wonderful and perfect and amazing and I love you. Thank you for lighting up my world every day, even when you’re not here.
6/12
Dear Felony,
I wish you could play with my hair. That’d be… so soft. I would even let you braid it if you wanted to, even though I don’t usually let anyone braid my hair. But I just trust you. So much. And I know I’d feel so safe.
6/13
Dear Felony,
I want to memorize your handwriting. I want to read enough little notes from you that I could recognize each letter anywhere. And I want you to be able to know mine. If I could write you little notes in paper airplanes and send them to fly to your lap I’d run out of origami paper in a week.
6/14
Dear Covi,
I want to bring you little gifts every day. Like a little rock I found or a flower for you to tuck behind your ear or a little origami animal or your favourite candy that I walked to get from the store. I just love you so much and I want to show it.
6/15
Dear Felony,
You’ve made it through three weeks! I’m so frikin proud of you. You can make it through the rest, okay? And soon you’ll be back, and I will require many many long cuddles after your absence.
I’m so sorry that I didn’t have time to write a note for every day you’re gone. I hope these at least help a little, and that you can reread them if you need me. I’ll miss you so, so much. I love you with all of my heart, my knight, always.
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19. If you had to pick one fic/scene/chapter of your work to describe your entire portfolio to a stranger, which would you pick?
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LOL I’ve received 3 asks for this list of questions & they are ALL for #19 so I’m feeling like I’d better pick the right thing a;sldjds
Also I’m just now realizing that I’ve totally reblogged this list before & answered this same question but I can’t remember what my answer was??? Not sure what that says about me lmao.
God this is a hard question. I went to AO3 & checked my stats for shits & giggles & found I’ve posted about 357k words since last February…so that’s a lot of material to choose from. If I wanted to take the easy way out, I’d just say Between the Lines & move on, but…
Hm. I think I’m going to go with chapters 15 & 16 of BTL. There’s lots of kissing, it’s a little steamy, there’s a LOT of feelings—Emotions? What do???—awkward boners, wanking, bad jokes, some corniness, a bit of anxiety (side note: any time I reread any of BTL I mostly skip over the OCD bits. They embarrass me? Or...maybe that embarrassing feeling is just Vulnerability. Same thing)...but most important are the EMOTIONS. I write to explore their feelings, the multi-faceted experience of love, etc etc. I’m pretty proud of those chapters, & I think they sum up what I do nicely. 💜
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40 Questions — Meme for Fic Writers.
Thank you to @soniabigcheese @gumnut-logic @onereyofstarlight and Anon for the ASKS you sent my way. Since I wanted to answer in detail, I’ve had more than 1 question, and I’ve not had a lot of spare time today I thought I’d answer all in this one post…
So first up @soniabigcheese sent me: ‘How about ... 9 ... 15 and 19? Please.’
9: Which fic has been the hardest to write?
All have been challenging in their own individual ways. Yet, really thinking about it I’d have to say GONE. For various reasons – It was my first Thunderbirds Fanfic, the longest story I had ever written, at this point the one I’ve had to do the most planning and research, and finally because of the emotions that needed portraying. However, the elation at finally finishing the story was amazing and has certainly inspired me to continue.
15: If you could choose one of your fics to be filmed, which would you choose?
Oh my God, that would be amazing! I would definitely have to go for Bad Day (Virgil’s day keeps repeating. What will it take for it to end and a new one to begin?) I had so much fun writing this, it’s one that I’ve reread a few times since competing, and it still makes me giggle. I’m sure I’d be in stitches if I got to watch it on the big screen. Although due to some of the contents towards the final chapters it would definitely need a UK PG or 12A rating.
19:  Stephen King once said that his muse is a man who lives in the basement. Do you have a muse?
For Thunderbirds fanfiction my muse is definitely Virgil, The-Virg, It’s definitely his creativity and those eyes, plus that mouth, also those eyebrows, and his muscles… Sorry getting distracted – Actually, thinking about it, Virgil’s more of a distraction than a muse. Especially with my new mobile screensaver which I keep staring at.
Okay, back to the question. I don’t think I’ve got a muse – just a little voice in my head that won’t shut up when I have a story idea until I’ve written it down.
Next we have @gumnut-logic who asked: ‘Writer meme question thingy - 1 & 12.’
1: Describe your comfort zone—a typical you-fic.
I always seem to revert to the family dynamics rather than a full-on rescue story (which is probably why I’m struggling with two of my fics which need to  have rescue bits written in) Basically, I love to go deeper into the descriptions of the physical/emotional whump, and how the family deal with the situation (hidden feelings, tempers, how they bond) during and afterwards.
12: Is there an episode above all others that inspires you just a little bit more?
Yes, for both TOS and TAG.
The original series: There’s a few – Terror In New York City (Yep, the beginning in particular) The Perils of Penelope, Sun Probe, The Uninvited, Edge Of Impact. After thinking long and hard to narrow it down I’d have to say that while Terror In New York’s my favourite. The Perils of Penelope inspired my naughty fic The Night of Anderbad (Penelope & Virgil pairing) plus the idea of Virgil having a secret crush on her in later chapters of The Tracy Family and a few other one of fics.
TAG: There are a few earlier ones which have inspired fics – Grandma Tourismo, Flame Out, Hyperspeed, SOS pt. 2, Signals pt. 1, Upside Down. There are probably others and these last few episodes have been really inspiring. However, I think I would definitely have to go for the more recent SOS Pt 1 & 2 and Signals Pt 1 & 2. (I’m sure the finale of Season 3 may change this answer)
Third we have @onereyofstarlight who asked: ‘2 and 37 for the ask meme.’
2: Is there a trope you’ve yet to try your hand at, but really want to?
Yes, I would like to have a go at Were Virgil at some point. Also, would like to try doing the boys ages differently to see how the dynamics changed – Alan as the eldest, next in line is Gordon, then Scott in the middle with John then Virgil as the youngest.
37: Talk about your current wips.
Lol, I have a few so this could take a while :D
I will start with ones that I’ve posted on FF.Net & A03 (Probably also shared them here at some point.
1. Avalanche: TAG.
This story began as a prompt that suggested a story that begins and ends with the same line but the meaning/feeling of the line changes. I started it with the intention of writing just 1 chapter …hahaha… of course I ended the story on a cliff-hanger and couldn’t leave it there, so it’s been continued and I’m so glad I did because I personally feel it is nearing the top of my best written list. The story itself is set when the boys are just children and focuses on the tragedy of the Avalanche and the emotional repercussions. I’ve just reached chapter 14, and probably have another 2-4 chapters left.
2. Lucille: TAG
Synopsis - A story about the unseen woman who watches over International Rescue."I am a wife, I am a mother, and I am the one who watches over International Rescue, making sure I am there to catch them whenever they fall. My name is Lucille Tracy and this, well this is my story!"
A story told through the eyes of the boy’s mother. This is one that I keep stopping and starting, most likely because I hadn’t planned it out. It’s currently on-hold until I finish some others, but I will complete it.
3. The Games: AU - Thunderbirds Are Go mixed with the concept of the Hunger Games. (Although, only Thunderbirds characters will make an appearance)
Here’s my synopsis - Climate change, famine, war. In the end another major war lead to the richest creating the Global Defence Force and 'order' was restored. To celebrate and keep control the Hunger Games were created. This was the 100th games.
The fic started from the Whumptober Prompts and I decided to continue it, wrote half of the 2nd chapter then promptly forgot about it. I’ve recently been looking at this again and have started to reread The Hunger Games for inspiration. However, like Lucille this fic is currently on hold.
4. Virgil Drabbles: TAG.
Started out as a challenge to see how much I could get across in just 100 words. All chapters are based around the lovely Virgil - TAG (but with him being the middle child – started before the Grandma Tourismo episode and apart from a few fics where I write it the other way around I prefer it this way)
The story starts from Virgil’s birth and I’ve now got him attending Denver. I still have a fair few chapters to write but the rest is now all planned out.
5. Reflections: TOS.
Set after Virgil's crash during the Season 1 episode 4 of 'Terror in New York City.' Short reflections from each of the family on nearly losing a brother and son. (Previously Titled, Fallen Brother)
I had always wanted to write something based on my favourite TOS episode. Then Shane Rimmer passed away and this was inspired. Slow updates on this one but I’ve finished telling myself the story just need to edit/rewrite that into something coherent.
And now we’re onto the ones that I may have posted snippets for or just 1 section for on here, but nothing officially posted as yet.
1. Two Untitled Prompts: TAG.
Both prompts were given to me at the end of November and I actually wrote out both (Plotting, thoughts, and telling myself bits of the story) Then December knocked me sideways and my writing suffered. Back to working on these 2 again now and really enjoying them. Without giving to much away, the one features a heart-broken Alan and the other (which with Avalanche is at the top of my pile) features Virgil having a day from hell with added whump.
2. Two Whumptober Fics: TAG.
Posted 1 or 2 chapters for each of these back in October and decided that they could possibly be extended/completed before posting. (All short fics)
The first one is titled Coffee Shot: Virgil gets shot in a café and emotions will run high. Fully planned out but decided to finish some others before I continue working on this.
The second is currently titled Ransom and is set when the guys are children. Scott and Virgil get kidnapped – Only done some basic plotting for this and it’s currently towards the bottom of my WIP pile.
The third is untitled and at the moment my word file is saved under the imaginative title of ‘Virgil Whump’ (Posted 1 snippet that I wrote in 15 mins at the beginning of October then left it because of other projects) In this one the guys are all extremely busy with call-outs and Virgil needs to go to a rescue on his own that involves Fischler. Unfortunately he ends up getting trapped, injured, and because its Fischler left on his own. Fully planned out.
3. Working Title – Shattered Hope. TAG
A story idea that came to me over a year ago, written some short bits, planned out most of the story but because of one small element I need to wait until TAG Season 3 finishes.
Here’s a bit from it that did get shared to Tumblr…
‘How had it come to this?’
Just a short time ago they’d been happy, enjoying some rare downtime in the sun, five brothers together. It shouldn’t be like this… With him cradling one brother who was bleeding from a bullet wound after saving the youngest from certain death. The other two close-by. One with a dislocated shoulder, the other with a broken leg, he himself had a stab wound to his arm... All of them with numerous other injuries… Beaten, bloodied, bruised… And praying that someone would rescue them!
Fourth we have anonymous who asked for ’35, 38 and 39.’
35: Would you ever kill off a canon character?
I’ve killed poor Scott off a few times HERE ... HERE and another time as an old man where Virgil also got killed off. (The fic scarred me – But, at the same time I think it’s the best short I’ve written - It’s called White Light if you want to give it a read)
I’ve not killed any of the others yet, and I keep telling myself that I won’t do it again, but it will probably happen again at some point…
39: Do you ever get rude reviews and how do you deal with them? 
I’ve had a couple, but they are usually anonymous ones. I normally just delete them and move on because people like that have nothing better to do and are not worth any upset. But if it does affect my confidence then I’ll reread a couple of nicer comments, then when I’m ready I’ll continue writing. I think there was only one that really knocked me for six and that was an anonymous rant on my Bad Day fic because I’d dared to pair up Virgil and Brains. (I’m sure you can imagine the content)
38: Talk about a review that made your day.
Even though 38 comes before 39 I wanted to save this one for last.
Every single comment I’ve ever got. No matter how short or detailed has brought a smile to my face and helped inspire me to continue writing – If I had to single out one then it would actually be a private message that was sent to my Fanfiction.Net inbox. It was over 2 years ago and unfortunately I can’t find the message now but whoever sent it to me said that they’d loved my Fics, in particular Gone which they had read several times and that I was their favourite writer. I was beaming for weeks afterwards.
So, whoever you were thank you - and to all who comment, re-blog, like or kudos my stories. Thank you from the bottom of my heart… Seriously you all make this fandom such a lovely place to be!
All my current posted fics and their status can be found via my: Thunderbirds Fanfiction Masterlist 
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Fanfic Author Meme.  Keep Reading after question 2 for 3-50.
1. What was your first fic and could you stand to reread it today?
Jesus Lord, no.  I’d die of secondhand embarrassment before I got halfway through it.  It was never published online, thank Christ.  It was called … ugh, I don’t remember what I called it, but it was a line from Edmund Spenser.  (Don’t judge.)  It was an OC female character and Autolycus, from Hercules and Xena, played by Bruce Campbell.  It was… a SHAMBLES.  Self-insert, wish-fulfillment of the worst kind.  But, my friend Alicia read it at the time and she told me how great she thought it was, and I should keep at it.  So, thank you, Edmund-Spenser-titled-fic.
2. What’s your most recent fic and how far do you think you’ve come?
It’s called “i commit sins every day but i never give my soul away”, and it’s on my AO3 at https://archiveofourown.org/works/22951009.  And I actually don’t have a unit of measurement for how much I’ve improved.  But it’s also been… God, I’m 43 today,  so it’s been 27 years I’ve been writing.  Almost thirty years.  Shit, I’m old.
3. In your opinion, what’s your best fic?
Oh, man.  Tricky question.  If by best you mean technically written, most enjoyable?  I’d say maybe wasting the dawn.  Definitely By Inches We Fall.  But to be totally honest with you?  I think my best fic, the one that got me, personally by the throat, shook me, and hasn’t let me go?  Shoah.  It’s one of my earlier fics, from the Sentinel fandom, but man.  Writing this was rough.  I did my research on concentration camps, and I couldn’t sleep right for weeks.  Lisa and Patt were holding my hands over AIM practically every night when I was sobbing that I couldn’t finish it, that I couldn’t do it, that it was too much.  (I’d have been about fucking seventeen, maybe nineteen, when I was writing it.)  I bit off way more than I was prepared for, but I didn’t quit.  And I’m proud, quite frankly, that I even finished the damn thing, but even this far removed from it, I still feel that gut-punch when I go back re-read it, which is why I don’t.  And haven’t for a couple of years.  
4. In your opinion and without looking at any numbers, what’s your most popular fic?
It’d probably be Consortio.
5. Is there any fic that makes you super happy to reread and remember you wrote that?
I actually feel that way about 99% of my stuff.  Even some of the older stuff, I re-read it and I get really happy because not only do I see myself changing and maturing, I realize I was harder on myself than I should have been.  I didn’t suck like I thought, and I get the warm fuzzies.
6. Is there any fic that makes you super embarrassed to reread and remember you wrote that?
Er, not really?  I mean, there’s some cringey shit I wrote when I was like, twelve, but not even I know where those notebooks got off to.
7. What’s the fic you most want to continue (unfinished or no)?
By Inches We Fall.  It’s my only Game of Thrones fic, and I feel like I really want to continue the story of Jamie and Brienne and their kids, and of Jaime being Hand to King Jon and Queen Sansa.
8. What’s the oldest (longest since last update) fic you most want to continue (unfinished or no)?
How Firm A Foundation.  It’s a Deadwood fic, and I (many years ago, when Deadwood was actually on the air) actually sketched out how every chapter would go.  There’s a few things I’d change today, if I started it again, just because I can plot better than I could ten years ago, but I think the thread of the story is gone forever.
9. Have you ever written for a fandom without watching/reading/playing the source material?
Yami No Matsuei.  A friend of mine was actually heavily into YnM, and I wrote several stories for her.  Later I’ve watched some of it, and I realize I did okay on my characterizations, but there’s always things I could have done better.
10. Have you ever written for a fandom without reading other fanfic for it?
Pretty much every fandom I have ever been in.  I don’t read a lot of fanfic, because I’m afraid (almost paranoid, in fact) that I’ll internalize something I’ve read and later spout it out in my fic, and I don’t ever want to copy anyone, deliberately or otherwise.
11. Have you ever written a fic for a concept you know someone else has done before? How did it impact your writing process or feelings after posting?
I have, and I didn’t publish it for the reason above; I didn’t feel like my take on it was original enough to bother.
12. Have you ever written a fic and decided never to publish it? Why?
Lots of reasons, actually.  Sometimes I write with the intention of not publishing, it’s something just for me.  I’ve also written a few fics that I ended up absolutely hating, and they’ve never seen the light of day.  I’ve also done some that I felt wasn’t original enough, or they were written about the trope du jour, and I had nothing else to offer that ten other people hadn’t already done.
13. What’s the biggest change between your style when you started in fandom and today?
Sentence style and structure.  I used to do the whole, “He said.”  “In reply, she said.”  “The sky was blue when he rode in.”  And then a few of my better friends (and betas) took me in hand and showed me how to mix it up, chop my comma addiction in half (seriously, I once had a single sentence run on for twelve lines.) and I feel like I get a better grip on characterization.
14. What’s the biggest change in your taste between when you started in fandom and today?
Sex.  I used to write it in everything.  And then the more I wrote, and the older I got, the less I wanted to write it (or read it, or talk about it.)  So I’m a lot more comfortable writing non-sex stories than I used to be.
15. Have you ever purposefully written one fandom/fic idea over another because you knew it’d be more popular?
Of course.  I think everyone has, at one point or another.
16. Have you ever stopped writing a fic/for a fandom because it wasn’t receiving enough attention?
Anything I’ve ever abandoned was lack of my own attention, not anything else.  I’m kinda used to not getting a lot of attention.
17. In your opinion, what’s your most overrated fic?
What He Wants.  It’s pretentious wankfic, for a pairing I don’t actually like all that much (Lucius/Harry), and I just feel like everyone loves it way more than it deserves.
18. What’s your most underrated fic?
I’m gonna pick on Shoah again, because I feel like it just doesn’t get enough love.  I’m biased, because of how emotionally attached I am to the fic, but I feel like it’s ignored.
19. If you had to pick one fic/scene/chapter of your work to describe your entire portfolio to a stranger, which would you pick?
Wasting The Dawn.  It’s a Magicians fic, and it showcases every character from the show, and I think I did a passable job of hitting every voice.  So I’d be proud to show that one around.
20. Have/Would you ever rewrite a fic? If yes, would you take the original down?
Would I rewrite it?  Sure.  Would I take down the original?  Um, that’s a little more difficult.  On the one hand, I’m not really ashamed, as such, of anything that I did.  But having two copies of things would get really complicated and onerous.  I might actually start a second pseud, like maybe kelex-originals or something like that, and move the originals over to that, and leave the rewrites on my main, with a link to the original in the notes.  Yeah, that’s probably what I’d do.
21. If someone starts kudosing and commenting your fics in a spree and has a few works of their own, would you go look through theirs?
HELL YES.  Mostly because I’m always looking for shinies to read in fandoms I don’t write for.  I also kind of like to read their stuff and get a feel for who they are and why they like what I’ve got.  But mostly, I just love it and it makes me giggle watching someone go through my fics and like EEEE THERE YOU ARE AGAIN.
22. Has there ever been anyone who’s made you freak out because they read your work and followed/favorited/reviewed?
Fucking scads of people, actually.
23. What’s the nicest review you’ve ever gotten?
Oh man, I’ve got a fuckton of good ones.  But the one that I always get a kick out of is on one of my Gotham fics, and the comment was along the lines of, the tag mentioned bed-sharing and they thought that was all it was going to be, but it was so much more and they got caught up in it and it was wonderful.  And that’s my favorite (if not the nicest) because I love the fact that I was able to give someone something they enjoyed, even more because it was unexpected!
24. What’s the meanest review you’ve ever gotten? Do you think the reviewer intended it?
It was a review back in the days of OneList, and I was told that my pencils should be broken and my keyboard taken away because I was a terrible writer.  And yes, I know they meant it.
25. What constructive criticism, however well-meaning, always makes you feel bad when you see it in a review?
It’s less a concrit and more a crit.  But it’s always, “why did you do X?  It was out of character!” and that makes me grit my teeth.  Mostly because I feel like I’ve always explained, thoroughly, why I’ve done something (whether in dialog, in the writing itself, or heavily implied in monologues), and that question always makes me want to throttle someone because either they didn’t get it, or I didn’t.  
26. What aspect of your writing do you most enjoy to see praised?
Humor.  I’m a sarcastic bitch, and when it’s appropriate (and sometimes when it isn’t), I have funny characters or have characters deadpan things.  And it delights the fuck out of me when someone highlights that as one of their favorite parts.
27. If you could only ever write crossovers or single-fandom fics ever again, which would you pick?
Single fandom fics.  I’m not a fan of crossovers, though I’ve written them from time to time, and probably will again if I think it’s appropriate.  I just prefer not to cross the streams, as it were.
28. if you could only ever write for a single crossover or a single fandom again, which would you pick?
Good Omens.  Hands down.  So. Many. AUs.  So many ideas.  So many delightful characters.
29. Does the division of your writing across fandoms line up with your reading? What’s the biggest discrepancy?
It does not.  I read far, far less than I actually write.
30. Do you continue to write for a fandom after you’ve moved on or do you focus solely on the new one?
I usually focus on the new one, however, I’ve occasionally re-visited a fandom after I’ve left it, because inspiration hits me, or I’ve gotten back into it.
31. Who’s the one character you’ve just never managed to get perfectly right?
Margo Hanson, from the Magicians.
32. Who’s the one character who shines without you even trying?
There’s a few.  Eliot Waugh, Lex Luthor, Jack O’Neill, the Doctor (9 & 10 mostly)
33. Is there any particular character whose scenes always wind up being longer/more frequent than you expected? Does the quality hold up?
Not really?  Characters and scenes are as long as they need to be.  I do think the quality holds up, though, because honestly, by the time they’re done, I’m done.
34. Was there any fic that you wrote that really surprised you in the fandom reaction? Was it just by the numbers or did they take it an entirely different way?
Not really, or if there was, I don’t remember it.
35. Have you ever written a ship into a fic without meaning to?
Yup.  It snuck in there, especially in the background early on, and by the end I was like, what the fuck, I don’t even ship you, YOU DON’T EVEN GO HERE.
36. Have you ever sincerely written a ship you do not support into a fic?
Nope.  If I don’t like a ship, I don’t write it.
37. Have you ever purposefully bashed a character/ship in a fic?
No.  Not as a writer.  But like, I have written a character saying “I don’t think X belongs with Y, they belong with me!” because that’s pretty much how the actual relationship went down.  (Spike, Buffy, Riley most specifically.)
38. Have you ever purposefully written something you know your readers would find uncomfortable/would not enjoy? If yes, why?
Very, very, very many years ago.  I wrote it just to see if I could.  I could, I did, and I haven’t written it again.
39. Do you consider yourself to have a readership?
No.
40. Do you feel like you put out enough content?
I feel like I put out what I need to.  Is it enough?  idk.
41. If you cross-post your fics on multiple sites, do you have a favorite? Are there certain fics you would only post on certain site?
AO3 is, hands down, my favorite.  For awhile, I was posting to WWOMB (Wonderful World of Make-Believe) but I’ve stopped there, sadly.
42. How many views has your most popular fic gotten?
Consortio is my most popular fic, and it’s gotten 21,658 hits.  Although the fic is multi-chapter, so I don’t know how to break that down into individual hits. In fact, four of my five most popular are multi-chapters.  The only single-chapter fic is What He Wants, clocking in at 6,743. 
43. Your least popular?
The Rose and the Yew Tree, with 0 hits.
44. Do you follow/favorite/kudos/comment/review more stories than you have received?
Unfortunately, no.
45. If you had to call yourself an author of a single genre (besides fanfic) what label would you give yourself?
Pornography.
46. Do you consider yourself a diverse author?
Diverse as in fandoms?  Yes.  Diverse as in style?  Not so much.
47. If someone you know in real life who isn’t involved in fandoms asked to read your work, would you let them? If yes, what would you recommend they read first?
I’ve done that before, and I’ve tailored it to the person and what I know they like.  For example, my old boss got me hooked on La Femme Nikita (the Peta Wilson one), and so when she wanted to read my writing, I gave her my LFN fics to read.
48. Does anyone you know from outside of fandom know you write fanfic? Are they involved in the same fandom too?
Yes, and some of them.
49. Has anyone in your life ever read your fanfic just because you wrote it?
Yes.
50. Has writing fanfic had a significant impact on your life? Would you say it’s entirely positive?
It has had a very significant impact, and no, it hasn’t been at all positive.  Some of my best moments, as well as my worst, are because of fanfic and fandom, but fanfic in particular.  Fic’s brought me close to people, fic’s pushed me away from people, and it’s made people change the way they look at me.
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Chapter 2/19
THE BOY WHO LOVED Chapter 2
-The Forbidden Forest Topic -
“Martino! You with us?”, the teacher made Martino jump out of his thoughts as he called him out.
“I... yeah, I´m here”
“Well then?”
“Then what?”
“I´d like to hear the answer to my question, Martino”
Fuck. Yes. He didn´t pay attention and he had no clue what was going on right now. His thoughts had drifted away again. To a certain boy. A certain boy with black hair and beautiful eyes...
“I´m sorry, I-”
“You didn´t pay attention, I know, Martino. Please, focus! Back to our interpretation of Ovid´s text,” the teacher said while he turned back to the blackboard to write down notes. Marti heard giggles from behind his back and as he turned around, he saw Gio and Elia making funny faces and laughing at his faux pas. These fuckers!
The moment the bell signalled the end of the school day Marti left the school as if his life depended on it. Today was one of these days his six hours of school felt like twenty. One of those days he wasn´t able to concentrate on the things he should. One of those days his thoughts drifted away every few minutes. One of those days he can´t wait to go home and lie down in his bed again. Post something on his Bookstagram. Read a book.
But before he could do that, he was meeting up with his friends in front of the school.
“Hey Marti,” Gio greeted him as they fist bumped. He repeated it with Elia and Luca and after it they fell back into the conversation they had before Marti had arrived.
“It was literally the best, especially as Il Peccio started to dance, well “dance”, you know, Marti?,” Elia asked him and grinned. “Oh no wait, you would have known if you would have been there.,” he continued and his gaze roamed over to Marti.
“Hey! I already told you that I stayed at home with my mom. And I promise, next time I´ll be there,” Marti said, his remorse hit in.
“You better be! You really missed something!,” Gio said, patting his best friend´s shoulder.
“What? Peccio dancing? Believe me, I´ve already seen that and honestly, it´s nothing I´d like to repeat,” Marti answered, grinning.
“Better, Marti! Better! Just one word: Girls!,” Luca butted in.
Girls. The one, constantly recurring topic. The one topic Martino is sick of. The one topic he really doesn´t want to talk about: Girls this, girls that. This. This was one of the reasons which would bring him to tell his friends about his feelings, his love life. Which nearly brought him to do so a few times already. Tell them that he likes boys. To not have to endure these talks, this topic anymore. Well, at least to not have to pretend anymore. To pretend that he feels like them, that he feels the same about girls as they do. But to do so, one thing is missing. This one person, this one boy who´s worth it to tell his secret. To accept the possible outcomes of his coming out. That his friends would not think the same of him anymore as they do now. Or even worse, that they would stop being friends with him because he´s gay. No more hugs and late-night talks with his best friend Gio. No more teasing Elia or getting teased by him. No more listening to Luca´s stories about his failed attempts at flirting. No, he would not want to risk this. Never. His friends were too important to him.
His angsty spinning thoughts got distracted by Gio waving his hand in front of Marti´s eyes. It happened again, his mind and thoughts completely drifting away.
“Martino! You with us?,” he tried to imitate their teacher from before, a big grin on his face. As he looked at Elia and Luca, he saw that they were mirroring Gio´s expression. Assholes.
“Oh fuck off!,” Marti said, trying to push his best friend away, but Giovanni was faster, already stepping out of his personal space.
“But well, are you coming with us, Marti?,” he asked and looked at Marti, expecting.
“Where?”
“At my place, getting pizza before and playing a few rounds of FIFA. I´m ready to kick your boring ass, Marti!”
“Oh, you sure about that? If I'm right I was the one who won all of our previous matches. So dream on!,” Marti said cocky, now being the one who had a grin on his face.
“Let´s see, Marti, let´s see!”
“But another time. I really need to go home and catch up on some school work, I´m so far behind”
“Boring, Marti, boooring,” he heard Elia say as he was already ready to get going, Luca next to him.
“See you tomorrow, guys,” Marti said as they started to head to the bus stop. Before Giovanni was leaving, he turned back to Martino, giving him a fond smile.
“Everything okay with you? How´s your mom doing?,” he asked Marti, a hand on his shoulder. A gesture, a touch that would have made Marti´s heart beat faster a few years ago. But it´s over now.
“Yeah, everything good. With me and with her, both of us. I´m just really tired as... I stayed up a little too late yesterday and I really need to do some things for school,” Marti answered.
“Okay, that´s fine. I´ll see you tomorrow then”. After a short hug Gio disappeared and went after Elia and Luchino. As he was out of his sight, Marti turned around in the other direction and headed home too. Finally.
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As soon as he closed the apartment door behind him and put his keys away, his mother was already appearing, giving him a hug and a kiss to the cheek.
“How was school, sweetheart?,” she asked him as she stepped back, heading back to the living room, Marti behind her.
“Nice... I mean, okay. A bit boring, but well, I guess it was okay,” Martino answered.
“Well then. By the way, I´m going to watch a movie, maybe make some popcorn. Do you wanna join me?,” she asked her son, waiting for his answer.
“I´d love to, mom, but I´m actually really behind with some of my schoolwork and need to catch up as soon as possible. I´m sorry, but I would love to do this any other day again,” he said, a guilty look approaching on his face.
“Don´t worry, Marti!,” his mother smiled at him and he couldn't help but mirroring her expression.
“I love you, mom,” he said as he went over to her and pressed a kiss to her cheek.
“I love you too, Marti,” she answered, the smile never leaving her face. And with that Marti left for his room, sitting down at his desk. School work. What a wonderful thing to do on a Monday afternoon.
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Well, being productive looked different. He really wanted to do something, catch up with his school work. But he couldn´t help. And so it happened that Martino was sitting on his bed after already 15 minutes again. His phone inn his hands., ready to post a new picture on his Bookstagram account. He was scrolling through his gallery, searching for a pic he hasn´t posted yet. After a few minutes he found one, a picture of “It” by Stephen King, a book he read back in summer. And he loved it! Well, let´s just leave the fact aside that he finished it in the middle of the night and literally had a nightmare as he went to sleep. But still, he really enjoyed the story. He added a caption under his post, including his opinion on the post and a bit of more or less unnecessary chatter. He hit the post-button and after a while, the first notifications started to appear. Many likes, a few comments complimenting his picture, a few comments sharing their own opinion on the book, a few people trying to promote their own account or business. He loved it, the communication with his followers. One of the best parts about the whole Bookstagram thing! But especially one comment caught his attention.
nicoissurroundedbymuggles: and again: YOU FOR REAL?! YOU LIKED THIS CRAP BUT CAN`T STAND HARRY POTTER?? WHAT`S WRONG WITH YOU?!
martislibrary: @nicoissurroundedbymuggles and again: if you can´t live with my opinion... *Marti has left the chat*
nicoissurroundedbymuggles: @martislibrary Still not sure if this is how Instagram works, Marti 😛
A grin immediately appeared on Marti´s face. Wide. Bright. Radiating happiness. And suddenly he felt the urge to reread these messages. The messages between him and Nico. Well, no sooner said than done. He opened his and Nico´s chat, scrolled to the very top and started reading. Going through all the emotions he had whilst writing and reading these messages yesterday night again. Especially one caught his attention
“nicoissurroundedbymuggles: Well then you need to do the Pottermore test for you to be sure and accept that you´re not in Slytherin”
Pottermore. It´s not that he was actually interested in anything Harry Potter related. But his curiosity won. His curiosity to know what Nico was talking about. He took his laptop from his desk, placed it on his lap and opened his browser, typing “Pottermore” into Google. The first result already was said website. As he opened it, dozens of different articles and photos immediately caught his eyes. “The top five most fashionable teachers of Hogwarts”, “Take a new look at Hagrid´s Magical Creature´s Motorbike Adventure ride”, “The definitive Rubeus Hagrid quiz”, and so on and on. Nothing special, nothing that would impress Marti. It seemed like the perfect website for Harry Potter fans and stans. Like Nico. But then one button caught his attention: “Sorting”. Clicking on it, the next page showed the line “Discover your Hogwarts House”. This must be what Nico was talking about. Martino actually didn´t know what got into him but suddenly he saw himself creating an account on this website and starting this quiz. Answering questions. And honestly? How are questions like “Moon or Stars” or “Left or Right” supposed to tell anything about the house you're in. And again, he was wondering why he bothered to think about such topics. Anything related to Harry Potter. A book he didn´t like at all. Well, a text conversation with a cute boy exactly about this topic later and he sat in front of Pottermore. Marti shook his head, immediately trying to get his thoughts about this “cute boy” out of his head. And he continued answering the following questions of the quiz. The Sorting Hat quiz. Honestly? How drunk or high must a person be to come up with a talking hat?!
A few minutes later, he leaned back as he finished the quiz, waiting for his result. And then the page showed him his apparent Hogwarts house.
“Congratulations on being sorted into...
...Slytherin.”
Ha!
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The Sorting Hat spoke: Marti is a Slytherin, wuhu :D
Thank you for reading and I’d love to hear what you think of it in the comments or my ask box <3
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That Special Place
The Elementalists/Ellie and Beckett 
Summary: It’s only been two weeks since the wedding. Beckett and Ellie can’t keep their hands off of each other still acting like newlyweds. 
Authors Note: option A from my last post. Hopefully it’s really cute! 
Tag list: @flyawayboo @queen-among-writers   @cosigottahavefaith  @am-i-invisible777 @countrymusicandncis-blog @fluffy-cat-whisper @melodyofgraves @symonde @feartheendlesssummer  
It had only been two weeks since their wedding. The new Mr. and Mrs. Harrington were enjoying their time together after work. By now school in full swing as Ellie went in for her teaching job she had at Penderghast and Beckett working for his dad.
On her lunch break a letter had arrived for her. Ellie looked at the letter before curiously opening it. Her eyes widened in surprise to see that it was wax sealed and handwritten. This had Beckett’s name written all over it as she checked to make sure she was alone.
To my beloved Ellie…
Oh, oh, she thought this was a love letter that he wrote himself. Her cheeks grew warm reading the next part telling her of the stirring he felt in his body in that area. That had turned rather heated as she adjusted in her seat out of breath. Her breath quickened as she read You’re my angel and my guiding light. I don’t know where I’d be if it weren’t for you. She nearly swooned right out of her seat.
“Are you okay Ellie?” asked Professor Kontos as he made his way into the teachers lounge.
“Just fine,” she said keeping her voice from getting higher. “Teaching has been fun so far.”
“I’m glad you’re enjoying it,” he said sitting across from her as Ellie put the letter in her lunch box. She was going to be rereading that for awhile throughout her breaks. Ellie smiled softly as she finished her lunch with her former professor and now co-worker, telling him about how it felt to be married for two weeks now.
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Later after work Ellie went to check her mail that the maid had gotten out of the box. She gasped as she saw the package that had arrived as she let out a small squeal of excitement. Then proceeded to go through the entire thing herself as she grinned happily at what she pulled out. That was when the door opened as she rushed to get her husband.
“Beckett guess what came in the mail today…”
“Bills, coupons, tax information,” guessed Beckett as that’s usually what it was.
“You are terrible at guessing and that wasn’t even fun guessing. It’s the wedding photos,” she said gleefully as the 25-year-old sounded just as excited as a teenager going to prom. She clapped her hands before pulling him to the living room with most of them laid out to choose from. Then she found the book she was given as a present to put them in.
“You can help me pick one out for my office,” he said with a grin. Ellie’s eyes lite up herself as she showed him to the living room where the pictures were already laid out.
The fact that he wanted to take one with him to work was a little surprising. Beckett grinned as they thumbed through each photo one by one as he watched Ellie. She looked so happy and content just leaned up against him pointing out her favorite poses, how the light looked, and fawning over each picture. She was practically in his lap at this point giggling finding her favorite.
“That one,” he said picking out his favorite.
They were outside just as the sun was setting. Ellie sitting on a rope swing both of her hands lightly touching the rope and Beckett behind her. Neither of them were even looking at the camera, but at each other. Her eyes were sparkling and a soft genuine smile adorned his face. The small pond behind them made the scene even more serene.  
“Perfect,” she said kissing his cheek. Then showed him the one she picked out of them where she kissed his cheek and her veil swinging in the breeze. “You know there’s something else we could be doing as well…”
With that Ellie kissed his lips softly as her hands went to his hips tugging his shirt off. He groaned his hands going to her hips, forgetting eating dinner, they had each other.
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After their round of love making did they lay next to each other in bed only half dressed now, food in front of them. Beckett stroking her thigh as Ellie gently pushed a grape into his mouth. Plans to invite over their friends for a lunch next were made and grocery shopping together tomorrow at the market.
“Hey Ellie,” said Beckett after laughing about last time they were at the market. She had nearly convinced him to get a pound of chocolate before grabbing for the bananas. “You want children still right?”
Ellie only shook her head a little as she giggled. “Of course, I’m not taking my pills anymore for a reason. Why? Please don’t tell me you changed your mind.”
“Never,” he said kissing her head. “I just remember seeing that would be perfect for a nursey when we were at the square. How many kids do you want?”
“I never even thought to look,” she said before thinking of teasing him. “Children wise I’m thinking 12 maybe 15?
“WHAT!?!?! Oh oh very funny Ellie,” he said dabbing sour cream on her nose as Ellie laughed. That was perfect teasing as they pushed the tray of leftovers to the side.
“Chill, I’m kidding. I’m not giving birth more than two times. So, if you want more than two you better it’s twins both times.”
“Two is perfect,” he said as he wiped the dab of food from her nose. “One girl and one boy sounds perfect.”
“If we had two daughters, would you want a third?” asked Ellie now a little more alert.
“Whatever you want darling,” he said before kissing her once more leaning back into the bed. “I live to make you happy.”
Her warm body tucked against his snugly as they kissed once again. She smiled sleepily at him before being lulled to sleep as he stroked her dark hair. Beckett only sighed happily glad to be waking up next to her every morning. Beckett found himself drift off listening to the sound of her heart beat.
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Brown Sugar and Honey
This one is about a new girl group at SM. You could say EXO sister group there may be a love line put in it who really knows. I mean I know but then again I might not know. Heads up I’m sorry for any spelling mistakes or grammar mistakes after rereading it over and over I can’t deal with it.
Oh the reason I came up with this title is because the main OC is black and DO KyungSoo looks damn sexy and handsome when his skin is dark and tan and NOT WHITE WASHED!!!!! STOP THE WHITE WASHING!!!!!!!!
If there is a love line then it will be my first Kyungsoo series. Hope you like it but if you don’t guess what I don’t give two shits leave my blog then. Anyways enjoy bye.
Warnings: Fluffy, Angst, Language, Bullying, Stupid, May not make senses, Brain frat, May not have smut, Trigger, Suicide talk, Racism, Blood, etc.
Pairing: OC x DO Kyungsoo
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Chapter 29
June 15, 2019
“Where have you been?” Jisoo asks walking over to Renesmee. Renesmee turns around looking at her. “Really you’ve been mia for a while.”
“I’ve been dealing with my life.” Renesmee says rubbing the back of her neck. “But I have been practicing so need to worry.”
“Are you okay?” Jisoo asks watching her and Renesmee nods smiling. “Are you sure?”
“Yeah never been better.” Renesmee nods getting ready for practice. The girls get ready waiting for the music to start.
Once the girls start practice they give it their all making sure each more and point is spot on. After 7 hours of practice their manager walks in looking around.
“Nessie I need to talk to you.” He says and Renesmee pouts as she stops dancing. “Come on let’s go.”
Renesmee sighs gripping her staff following him out the room. He leads her to another room holding the door open. “What did I do now?” She says looking around before spinning her staff practicing.
“Wanna tell me what’s going?”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about?” She turns looking at him and he just looks at her. “I mean it I don’t know what you’re talking about.”
“Are you hiding something from that I should know?” He asks and she tilts her head watching him. “There’s rumors about you dating going around.”
“Really I had no idea.” She says retracting her staff as she stands there. “Who are they saying I’m dating now?”
“There’s a picture of you and Kyungsoo.” He says folding his arms. Renesmee hums nodding her head as she watches him.
“You of all people should know that can’t be true not after what he did.” Renesmee says trying to cover the truth. “I mean why would I?”
“I’m not buying that so when ready to talk let me.” He says walking over to her watching her. “Now I texted you saying you’ll be on Go Fighting which start January and ends in February.”
“Yes I remember are you going to tell me more about it?” She asks looking at him and he smiles. He nods grabbing a file walking back over to him.
He hands the file to her tilting his head. Renesmee hums taking the folder opening it. “Li Xiuying…who is this and why does he look familiar.” She speaks looking at the picture.
Her manager watches her tilting his head again. “Oh wait a minute I know who this is.” She says looking back at him and he hums in shock.
“You do?”
“Yeah famous actor in China Déshì told me about him.” Renesmee speaks nodding her head and he just sighs. “I think he said that’s his dad.”
“Did he now I see well he will also be on Go Fighting with you along with Lay and a few others.” He says and she nods looking through the pictures.
“Wow I can’t believe I get to be on Go Fighting.” She says smiling rocking side to side. “Better question why am I going on Go Fighting?”
“You were asked to be on the new season.” Her manager says smiling watching her. “Just be careful okay.”
“Are you not going with me?” She asks looking up at him.
“No I’ll be there I’m just telling you be careful.” He replies nodding his head. “Oh and I know about your sleeping problem, thanks to your mom.”
“So please be extra careful during promotions.” He adds pointing his finger at her and she smirks shaking her head.
“To many people are talking to my mother.” She says walking towards the door leaving expanding her staff. “I don’t like that.”
June 20, 2019
Kyungsoo sits there watching Renesmee as she practice. “So the MV dropped last night?” He says looking down at his phone. She nods still dancing and he hums looking up again.
“Did you watch it?” She asks as she humming to the song.
“Not yet, me and the girls are watching together over vlive.” She says as she jumps up flipping back. She stops looking over at him and he just smiles.
“So are you going to watch it?”
“Uhh I’m watching it later with Chanyeol and Sehun.” He says watching her walk over to him. She tilts her head to the side standing in front of him.
“Then what are you doing?” Renesmee asks running her fingers through his hair. He smiles looking back at his phone.
“I’m doing what I said I would.” He speaks grabbing her hand pulling her next to him. “I’m promoting the MV and album.”
“You posted a video of me on your page?” She says pouting and he nods. “Why?” She whines looking at him and he just grips her hand.
“That’s not the only one.” Kyungsoo says going to his profile. “I posted the one of you and Kai plus the one of you and Sehun.” He says scrolling through his Instagram.
“You are so lucky I love you.” She says sighing looking at her lap. “Ugh I can already feel the stress piling on my shoulders.”
“You’ll do fine just remember to always fine time to relax.” He says kissing the back of her hand. “Wow I’m shocked you didn’t try and pull away.”
“I’m working on it.” She replies letting her shoulders drop. Renesmee looks up hearing her phone go off. “Ugh who is calling me this early?” She says reaching over grabbing her phone.
“Déshì?”
“Hmm where has he been?” Kyungsoo asks looking at her phone.
“China.” Renesmee says before answering the call. “Hello dork how may I help you?” She says holding the phone to her ear.
“Nice MV but that’s not why I called.” Déshì says and she hums nodding her head. “I hear you going to be on Go Fighting?”
“Yes I am and I have a feeling you have something to do with that.” Renesmee speaks resting her head on Kyungsoo shoulder.
“Why do you assume it was me?” Déshì asks and she just sighs. “Well no I didn’t I just agreed that you would be a good candidate to be on the show.”
“So you did have something to do with me getting on the show.” She says looking at her shoes humming.
“Has he told you anything else about your past?” Kyungsoo asks biting the back of her hand.
“You’re with D.O?” Déshì asks and she smirks.
“Yes I am.” Renesmee speaks looking at her hand. “The last thing he told was well more like it slipped out that my father is an actor in China.”
“And Ximen was he old manager.” Renesmee adds poking his cheek. Déshì hums listening to her and he just smirks. “Now for some reason he can’t tell me more.”
“Hey don’t blame me your mom said not to tell you anything else.” Déshì says and Kyungsoo hums hearing him.
“Fair enough.” She says turning her head biting Kyungsoo shoulder. He sighs tilting his head watching her.
Renesmee bites harder watching his face. “Really?” He says looking at her then down at their hands.
“Are you free for lunch?” Déshì asks and Renesmee hums sitting up. “If not I can just bring you some food.”
“Chicken.” Renesmee says smiling and Déshì starts laughing.
“Okay I’ll bring you girls some chicken.”
“Yay!” Renesmee yells stomping her feet on the floor. Kyungsoo hums watching her trying not to laugh. She looks at him shoving him with her shoulder.
“Okay then I’ll see you later.” Déshì says before ending the call. Renesmee drop her phone in her lap.
“Don’t laugh at me.” She says pulling her hand away. “Leave.” She says pointing to the door.
“Fine.” He says getting up picking up his bag. Renesmee pouts looking up at him and he looks at her. “Don’t pout you told me to leave.”
He says walking towards the door. Renesmee gets up going after him. She jumps on his back whining. Kyungsoo stops catching himself from falling.
He looks in the mirror seeing her as she wraps her arms and legs around him. “Really?” He says turning his head to the side.
Renesmee smiles before biting his neck. “Ahh Nessie.” He groans his eyes screwing shut. Renesmee smiles seeing his reflection in the mirror.
She holds up her phone taking a picture before kissing his neck pulling away. “I’m going to get you for that.” He says rubbing his neck.
“But I got a nice picture though.” She says showing him the picture. Kyungsoo smirks looking at her phone before pushing his hair back.
“Yeah and you left a mark on my neck.” He says tilting his head to the side looking in the mirror. She smiles kissing the spot and he smirks. “Now you wanna break out your shell?”
She giggles resting her chin on his shoulder. “You know you love me.”  She says poking his cheek. “Isn’t that right D.O oppa.”
“Stop calling me that.” He says and she pouts looking at him.
“Why?”
“Because your my girlfriend and I said so.” He says grabbing her arm biting it. Renesmee whines watching him.
“Wolf man mean.” She pouts pulling her arm free.
“Like the vampire is nice.” He replies patting her leg and she drops off his back. He turns looking at her. “I’ll see you when I can seeing how you’ll be busy now.”
Renesmee nods wrapping her arms around him. He smiles watching her stand on her tiptoes. “Okay but when do I get my present?” She asks looking at him.
“I leave the first one in here I’ll just hide it.” He replies placing his hands on her hips. “The other one we can meet at your house.”
“Just call it ours already.” She says smiling leaning closer.
“When you stop calling me D.O oppa when it’s just us two then I will call it our house.” He quips leaning back and she pouts pulling him back.
“See what I mean evil.” She says and he smirks. He leans down pressing his lips against hers. Renesmee smiles kissing him back.
Kyungsoo pulls away quickly kissing her nose. “Bye have fun.” He says letting her go and she nods letting him go.
“Bye.”
June 22, 2019
Renesmee walks into room following the others. “Can I just say how weird I feel.” She says looking at her outfit as she stands there.
“I asked you if you were okay with your design?” Roxay says pouting looking at the older girl.
“Not that I love the outfit.” Renesmee says sitting down getting ready for the stylist. “I mean I feel weird being here; remember I wasn’t on the last album.”
“You’ll do fine, it’s like riding a bike.” Sora says as she waiting her turn. “You know the dances like the back of your hand.” She says nodding her head.
“So unnie where did you get that necklace it looks new.” Yiyang says looking at Renesmee and she turns around looking back at her.
“Good luck charm from a friend.” Renesmee says tapping the necklace before turning back around.
“By friend do you mean Taeyong sunbaenim?” Moka says tilting her head and Renesmee smirks.
“No.”
“You and Taeyong sunbaenim seem very close.” Roxay says smiling and Renesmee just rolls her eyes.
“That’s because we are friends.” Renesmee replies placing her hands in her lap. Once the girls were done they head for the practice stage.
Renesmee stands off stage watching the girls as the rehearal. After they finish with the run down they head back to the dressing room. The girls sit there getting their makeup and hair touch up.
Once the show start the girls wait to be called. “Okay just give it your all and whatever happens just happens.”
“No matter what we are family and will always will be.” Renesmee says as they stand there in a circle. “But most important have fun.” She adds smiling and they nod.
The girls head out making their way to the stage. As the fix their mic sets one of the stage helpers help Renesmee into the coffin then takes it out onto the stage.
She takes slow breaths closing her eyes as she waits. The fans watches as the girls walk out into the stage. Sora and Moka stand in the middle of the stage.
Jisoo and Roxay get into the other coffins. Yiyang, Eunjin and Chaoxing get to their spot getting ready. The fans scream seeing the girls as they get ready. As the light go off Xiaoling runs out getting to her spot.
There were three beats and the light come on as the intro starts and the girls start dancing. Renesmee nods counting the beats as she waits. Once they finish Renesmee sighs opening her eyes hearing the beat change.
As the chorus gets near Renesmee coffin starts shaking as smoke fills the stage. Renesmee smirks as she kicks the coffin door open stepping out as she sings her part. The fans start screaming seeing her and she smiles making her way to the front.
Renesmee pushes her hair back looking into the camera biting her lip before looking back at the crowd. Once the girls finish they head backstage. “You girls did amazing!”
Renesmee says hugging them smiling. Moka smiles walking over grabbing her tumbler. “I have a feeling we might win this.” She says taking the top off.
Moka takes a swig before holding it out for Roxay. Roxay smiles taking it from her and Renesmee hums watching them.
“Since when do you drink it?” She asks.
“About two weeks before you came back to the dorm.” She says smiling as she licks her lips. “Really good I like the strawberry kiwi flavor the best.”
Once the last group preforms the girls make their way back to the stage with other groups. The girls stand in the front with the other two groups with high counts. Renesmee smiles wrapping her arm around Roxay kissing her cheek.
Jisoo looks over at them shaking her head. Roxay smiles tilting her head to the side. As they add up the scores Renesmee looks over hearing a fan yell her name.
She smiles nodding seeing his face just as she looks back up the confetti canons go off. The MCs call out Royal 1004 as they go off and Renesmee gasp covering her mouth.
Moka and Eunjin both gasp looking at each other. Yiyang covers her face curling into a ball as she starts to cry. Jisoo grips onto Chaoxing so she doesn’t fall back. Xiaoling crouches down next to Yiyang rubbing her back.
Sora turns her back trying to hide her tears. Roxay looks back at Renesmee as they hand her the trophy. “We won?” She mouths still in shock as she looks at the older girl.
As the other groups start to walk off the girls stand there in shock crying. Renesmee quickly kneels to the stage floor giving the crowd a formal bow. The girls follow her lead also bowing to the crowd.
As they sit back up Renesmee holds her mic up as she covers her face. “Thank you to everyone who streamed and listen to our song.” She says crying looking down at her lap.
Jisoo gets up and walks over to her helping her up. She takes the mic hugging Renesmee rubbing her back. “Thank you to our sweethearts without you we couldn’t have done this.” She says looking at the camera then back at the girls.
They all say something taking turns holding the trophy. Right before they walk off stage Renesmee takes the mic again. “I would also like to thank EXO sunbaenim for their help with this.”
They all look at each other bowing once more. The girls make their way back to their dressing room. As they walk into the dressing room they stop looking around.
“We won?” Sora says looking down at the floor.
“We really won.” Eunjin speaks smiling as she grabs Sora by the shoulders shaking her. “Can you believe it we won!”
Renesmee falls to her knees leaning her face on the couch cushion. Jisoo walks over sitting on the couch looking at Renesmee. She smiles rubbing her back.
Yiyang places the trophy down walking over crouching down next to Renesmee. “Unnie you did it you really did it we won.” She says smiling and the others look over watching them.
Roxay skips over sitting next to Yiyang hugging Renesmee from behind. Renesmee nods still crying and Jisoo pushes her hair back tilting her head. She turns her head as the others walk over sitting either on the couch or floor.
Jisoo reaches out gently wiping her tears. “I told you we would win.” She says smiling and Renesmee smiles laughing as she turns looking at the others.
“I’m so proud of you girls.” Renesmee says looking at them. Yiyang leans closer hugging her. The others smiles joining the hug as well.
Their manager looks at them taking their picture. “Now do you believe in yourself Nessie?” He says looking at her and she lifts her head looking at him.
Renesmee nods wiping her face again. “Okay girls lets go tonight dinner is on me.” He says clapping his hands and the girls jump up making their exit.
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Part Fifteen: Trakas Family Epilogue (Series 12, Part 15 of 15)
Series Twelve: Putting the Children First (15 Parts) Part Fifteen: Trakas Family Epilogue (Series 12, Part 15 of 15)
Masterlist
Book: The Royal Romance (After Book Three)
Pairing: Bastien Lykel x OC Rinda Parks Word Count: 1,008 Rating: M for Language Author’s Note: Obligatory disclaimer that Pixelberry Studios owns the TRR characters and my pocketbook with those darn diamond scenes. OFC with all of her quirks is all mine. My apologies if Tumblr or I do something stupid when I try to post this. The keep reading link shows up on my laptop but not my phone. Ugh.
Thank you @asherella-is-a-dork-3​ for always being my sounding board! Thank you @liam-rhys-deactivated20180927​ @silviasutton1989 @bobasheebaby for still being a part of the journey!
Series Summary: We’re wrapping up week six and moving into week seven, the week of October 21st. Putting children first is the priority in this series. Rinda and Laura advocate for more social workers and psychologists in Cordonian schools, and the Cordonian Safety Response Program keeps moving forward. Vivian Trakas still isn’t prioritizing her own children, and Henry deals with his own struggles with losing his dad.  
Chapter Summary: The Trakas girls will still be around in future series, but this is a good place to explain what happens to their family members.
Trakas Epilogue In the months ahead . . .
Mr. Trakas gained full custody of his children and no longer had to pay child support to his ex-wife. His lawyer also fought for a reduced monthly alimony payment. Mr. Trakas had been working so many hours to help support his wife’s lavish lifestyle, and without her in his life—and with a reduced alimony payment—he was able to cut back his work load and spend more time with his children. Mr. Trakas was so happy because this is what he wanted to do all along, but Vivian insisted that being a man meant providing for her every materialistic need. He hired a governess to home school Stephan and help with child care while Jenna and Gracie continued to attend school. It was important to Mr. Trakas that things were as normal as possible for his girls while still giving Stephan the extra attention he needed. Mr. Trakas attended therapy sessions with his children and he was there for all of them, but the additional child care gave him some flexibility when he worked from home or when he spent individual time with each of his children. Little Gracie bloomed and her smile was a constant reminder to Drake that yes, he did make a difference. Even though teachers and staff weren’t supposed to have favorites, Drake loved getting a special hug from Gracie and Jenna every morning when their father dropped them off at school. . . . . . A/N Do you remember dinner with Mr. Geoduck? If you need to refresh your memory, please reread “Dinner with Mr. Geoduck” here.
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Because of their hard work to convince the Royal Council and representatives in each duchy to expand social services in the schools throughout Cordonia, and to celebrate Bastien’s promotion, Queen Riley insisted on treating Laura, Rinda, Drake, and Bastien to a special dinner at a fancy restaurant. Laura and Rinda begged Bastien to convince Riley not to go through all the trouble. Really, just a place where they could wear comfortable clothes and get a good burger. But Bastien had strict orders to make sure Drake wore a suit—and he had to take a picture and sent it to Riley as proof. Laura glared at Drake, and she made him promise to get her a burger afterward if she was still hungry after eating rich people food.
It was the restaurant where Laura went on her date from hell with Mr. Geoduck, and Rinda and Laura were gasping from laughing. It just got better and better, although they did want the opportunity to say hi to “Tria,” and Rinda could finally try the halibut special.
Rinda’s eyes widened when she saw a server deliver a very large bouquet of flowers to a table, and she started giggling and poking Laura when she saw them delivered to a table with Mr. Geoduck and Ms. Trakas. He made a production of announcing loud enough for everyone to hear that she deserved three dozen roses because this was their third date.
Bastien looked over at Rinda, chuckling when he heard her snort. “Oh wow, Laura. His dick must be even smaller than we thought.” Drake smirked and Bastien just shook his head. Laura and Rinda could be more immature than their students.
Now Mr. Geoduck was pontificating on specialty foods, and whenever Ms. Trakas would try to turn the conversation to her, he would firmly redirect it back to himself.
Laura couldn’t get enough of it. “I know this is a celebration dinner, but please, can we just watch this train wreck for a little while?”
Drake gave her a wicked grin. “Okay. Think of it as dinner and a show.” Bastien turned to Rinda, and she gave him a warm smile when he took her hand and kissed the inside of her wrist. “I’m glad I’m here with you this time.” “Me too, Tiger.”
Suddenly Rinda’s breath caught, but it wasn’t from her Tiger’s kiss. Just then Johanna, the server who introduced herself as “Tria” when they first met, came over.  “Oh, Johanna. Please no. Is this what I think it is?”
Johanna grinned. “Yup. I wanted to be sure you didn’t miss it.”
Ms. Trakas’ face paled when she cracked open the egg and saw the duck embryo inside. Mr. Geoduck assured her, with a sleezy wink, that it was an aphrodisiac and she’d thank him later. He tipped back the egg, swallowing the egg yolk in one gulp, licking his lips as he encouraged her to do the same. He scowled when she refused, and Rinda heard him comment that she’d better be prepared to swallow for him later.
“Tiger . . .” Bastien and Drake were already standing before Rinda said anything. No one, not even Ms. Trakas, deserved that treatment. However, when the owner personally escorted Mr. Geoduck out of the building and permanently banned him from the establishment, Ms. Trakas grabbed her three dozen roses and coyly asked if she was still going home with him.
Bastien and Drake looked at each other and shrugged. Not their problem anymore.
They went back to the table to enjoy the rest of their evening and when they left, Rinda made sure to take home some melomakarona cookies for her Tiger.
Later that night Bastien teased Rinda and asked if she wished he had Johanna bring three dozen roses to their table. He knew Rinda hated those kinds of public displays, and he knew she hated the cliché red, long-stemmed roses. That wasn’t his Tria. She loved wild, rambling roses.
Rinda just laughed. “No. God no. But please do keep bringing me flowers. You always bring the perfect flowers for me, and I love it when you spoil me like that. And I love you. But instead of three dozen roses, I would like three dozen kisses from you, please.”
She felt Bastien’s smile against her lips as he began with kiss number one, and she gasped with pleasure as he moved his lips for kiss number two, and three . . .
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I hope there's not a question limit per ask lol... Paint it Black: 3, 4, 5, 11, 12, 14 and 15 (or as many of those as you feel like answering lol)
Okay, two things.
A. Of *course* there’s no ask limit. I am an attention whore and will talk all day if you encourage me. Ask away!!
B. WTF tumblr? When I reposted that, it was a paragraph basically saying “ask about my fic!”, but now there are NUMBERED QUESTIONS? What? Where was the second half of that post when I came across it in my dash? 
ANSWERS
3. What’s your favourite line of narration?
Oh geez. How the hell am I going to answer that? I have favourite lines per chapter, I have favourite lines per scene! Each part I’m reading at any given moment happens to be my favourite. Every time I reread it, I find something new... and... maybe I suck for saying this... but I think “you’re a fucking genius”, then I get all sad, because I think that was probably one of the last great things I’ll write. I’ve been going downhill ever since... but anyways, to seriously answer your question, I’ll give a few examples... 
 - That face off scene between Regina and Snow, where Snow claims her father was a good man and Regina answers “To you!”, the entire scene is charged and emotional and brings up so much shit between them that was never explored in canon. 
- The flashback of Emma’s tenth birthday (technically collectively, all of the flashbacks, really. They’re angsty as fuck, but so formative in their characterisation that sometimes I forget they’re not actually canon). I have this habit of tearing Emma down to her bare bones and then trying to build her up again. I actually do this with most of my main female characters, and I do apologise for that Buffy, Kaylee, Veronica, Emma, and Alex. You all deserve so much better than me. 
- The scene where Regina is alone in the castle and revisits the old chamber of Leopold’s. It’s hard to read but that is some weird little cathartic release right there. There is some great imagery that I don’t think many people allow Regina when it comes to her healing. Everybody tends to go the “being married to Leopold was a BAD THING” route, without ever really exploring the day to day soul destroying aspect of it. The reality of being the King’s prisoner wife. But giving her the ability and strength to revisit it, so she can finally acknowledge to herself how damaging it was, to close herself off from it both literally and figuratively, and then to be self aware enough to compare that situation to the one she has Emma in. That is empowerment. 
- The parallel scenes of Emma and Henry at the start and the end of the fic. The first being when Henry is so adamant to rescue Emma and curse everyone again just to take them back... and the last where you can see how much indoctrinated he is into the fairy tale land, how much he is drifting from “our world” being the real one, to the fairy tale land being his reality, and how his morality has shifted... but then... he also brings it back by getting vulnerable and shows his concern not just for Emma but for Regina... which also shows great advancement from the child like black/white morality of good vs evil he begins with to an acceptance of a more adult grey-area morality, his willingness to examine the facts and the truth to make up his mind. 
All the minor characters... Nancy (sweet, voiced Nancy), and Miss Edith (poor Miss Edith), Rachel, all the little characters that had such minor parts, but had such great effects in the lives of our main characters. 
Oooh, writing Rumple was fun. I got to write him as nobody really does. As that creepy reptilian imp from the first few flashbacks in S1. Before they really woobified him. The hysteric giggling, maniacal creature who smelled the air and exuded pure malice. It was really enjoyable writing him like that. 
Well, this went terribly off topic... anyway, yes, flashback scenes and confrontation scenes, be they between Snow and Regina, Emma and Regina, Regina and Maleficent, Emma and Snow, Emma and Henry... it’s in emotion that the true power of the fic lives. 
4. What’s your favourite line of dialogue?
oh, this is harder than the first. It would take me ages to reread this fic (and now I most likely am, thanks) to really go through it and cherry pick my favourites. But, if a line has happened to truly hit home and resonate with you as a reader, it most likely did the same for me. I remember quite a few times writing this fic, thinking “holy fuck!” and knowing, just knowing, that it was definitely the line to write. 
5. What part was the hardest to write?
The first two chapters. Up until the pivotal moment where Regina heals Emma, those were difficult to write and definitely difficult to read. I’ve had many readers tell me they were about to give up, bc it was too much torture porn to enjoy, but that moment specifically was a turning point for them because it built up the trust that I could and would reign Regina in beyond the point of no forgiveness or return. 
11. What do you like best about this fic?
I liked writing it. 
It took me to some pretty intense places. Fic writing, for me, has always been a form of therapy. I work through to some pretty intense fucking emotions through the angst of it all. Like, no, I have never been magically transported to a fairy tale land, collared, enslaved, and held against my will for the sake of my family and community’s lives... but if you look deeper in my life at the time, I had just been through a pretty horrific pregnancy that nearly killed me, my spouse and I separated, and I was left ill, recovering, and a single mother of a toddler and infant. I felt like I was being ripped apart from all angles, forced into a live of servitude for the betterment of everyone around me at the cost of myself. Even, though, like Emma, I didn’t blame them, it was still a period of mourning and loss.
I didn’t realise it at the time. This revelation happened years later when rereading the fic and trying to see where all the emotions had been coming from. It happens a lot with some of my more intense, dramatic, and (strangely enough) most popular fics. I don’t always see the correlation to my life at the time, but if I look back I can generally trace the rationality behind what my muse was trying to work through. 
12. What do you like least about this fic?
The polarisation. The controversy. That fucking chapter fucking four. I still cannot reread that chapter without having to take a step back and breathe. That scene has some good imagery, but even now sometimes I just skip it. It’s not worth the shakes or unease or... ugh, just thinking about it upsets me. 
I made a mistake in the tagging and I learned from it, but holy fuck was I attacked at the time and used as a sacrifical cow to the radfems. It was, honestly, surprising to me. Not only the reaction, but the harshness of it, all the accusation and personal attacks aimed at me.  
I mean, I knew the fic was always going to be confronting to some. It dealt with some pretty hard issues and subject matter. I had warned for all the violence and non/dub con. But... I didn’t expect or prepare for the backlash in including a male, even if the male used was... just used... and never actually amounted to anything more than a tool for Regina to control/bind/further entrench Emma to her own will in one scene. 
I, very naively, went into it thinking “surprise!”, and that an almost canon past pairing that was heavily explored in the actual show would not be controversial in the least. More fool me, I suppose. I definitely went back to re-tag it, I apologised. I am not sure what else I could have done, but to this day this fic is held up as an example of queer baiting and everything wrong with false lesbianism. And it is definitely used as an example by biphobic people as to why bisexual women cannot be trusted as we’re all “really straight women at heart”.
To be fair, I never explicitly labelled the fic as “lesbian”. I begin all my fics (no matter how AU or ‘out there’) from a canon stand point. Meaning, everything that happened in the show up to that point counts. Which includes every prior relationship both Emma and Regina had been in up to the Season One finale. Which, surprise, were with men!! 
14. Is there anything you wanted readers to learn from reading this fic?
I don’t know if there’s anything they should ‘learn’, but I definitely hope readers realise that this is in NO WAY AN EXAMPLE OF A HEALTHY BDSM RELATIONSHIP. It is not meant to be a guide, a ‘how to’, or a ‘goal’. This is an incredibly fucked up way for two already fucked up characters, to find some kind of semblance of existence in a world/s stacked up against them from the very start. I didn’t think I needed to state that out loud, but apparently I had to. Many times.  
If not that... then definitely I hope perhaps some of the writing made people think about the characters more in depth, or differently, that it gave the reader a new way of thinking about the show and the storylines/characters in it.  
15. What did you learn from writing this fic?
Tagging. Tagging fucking matters. Tag properly. Like, just do it. 
In all seriousness, though... I think I learned a lot about my own trauma. 
I also think my writing developed throughout the fic. There is a definite shift from the first two chapters... you can definitely see where it became less of a short one off smutty fic set up and more of an in depth angsty character exploration of the soul kinda thing. 
I learned about set up and development and bringing in stray bits of plot development later in the story to tie up loose ends.  
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