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jacks347 · 1 month

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I want to write a romance that feels like the way Escaped talks about his girlfriend

#like have you seen his rants #chloe our queen #you have no idea the man youve bagged #i cannot put into words how much i want that #not for me #just to write #someone so completely and totally in love #i simply dont have the skill for it #i reset my character in high school #switched all my romance points to angst #now i have nothing #sadge #anyway #im shutting up now #escaped audios

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tox-tea · 3 months

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The Flower Crown Martial God : His Highness Xie Lian (click for higher res)

#have I mentioned I love this man cause i love him so much #watch out hua cheng im coming for your spot as number 1 worshipper #xie lian unlocks my art skills in a way I simply dont understand but im excited about it #this piece was just me in my feelings about xie lians weapons and the stories attached to them #the idea of ruoye all wrapped all around him was such an interesting idea for the composition #was supposed to be a warm up sketch but xie lian decided that actually tjis was going to be fully rendered #xie lian #ruoye #tgcf #mxtx #tian guan ci fu #heaven officials blessing #fangxin #tgcf fanart #fanart #my art #digital art

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averlym · 9 months

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BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH ENTHU ANOOOOOON 🕺🕺💃💃

okay okay okay imagine this situation:

the queens are on a road trip and they have one of those vans where you can sit in the trunk with the extra chairs (course of course Jane/Lina would get them that) and at one point Anne falls asleep in the car and Cathy is just left there screaming crying dying internally and just is an absolute tomato (bonus points if Cathy is shorter since that would be funny)

PARRLYN PARRLYN PARRLYN-

zzz ///

#feel a bit like i did not read the brief. but all the elements are there except the van sdfghjk #oh and side note. i kinda referenced maoyuyy's work for this. such an artist inspiration ever??? i love the. way they do hands and draw an #the clean lineart!!! aaagh. i wish i had that. rly rly goals #i did not do a good job of reference. but on the bright side i did scroll through a lot of nice art trying to ref it.#guys!!!!i just.. highkey recommend this tumblr acc. please it's six and wenclair and the art is so so good hjfgdasjhghdf #（啊画的太好了。真的真的！我是个大粉丝 /// ）#anne boleyn #catherine parr #six the musical fanart #six the musical #parrlyn #enthu anon you rly put cathy into wlw crisis mode huh.#to quote wise advice from another irl friend “simply dont have a crush this is a skill issue''(have a homoerotic friendship instead! wheeze #cant relate tbh the last time i was on a bus trip sitting next to a friend we held hands and leaned into each other and fell asleep like so #platonic pillows >>> . this is maybe a casual flex.#anyways i have finally gotten around to listening to tswift's folklore album it is. quite nice. i see why people like it.

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honeybyte · 10 months

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a little affection

happy birthday @scummy-writes!!!

#ikemen prince #ikepri #gilbert von obsidian #GET U SOME LOVIN #HEY SCUMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!#GOD ITS BEEN. 5 YEARS #its such an honor and a delight to know you and be friends w you i simply cant describe #youre so kind and supportive and have such skill as a writer #your gil pieces have been driving me up the WALL i dont even play ikepri anymore but i love your work for it #like a stupid amount im so in love #in any case #many well wishes for you on your birthday #i hope the next year is kind to you!#i love you!!

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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 11 months

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oh yeah fyi im gonna be liveblogging as i explore the update, uhhhh prepare for me to be Absolutely Unbearable <3

#i mean if you wanna know whats up but dont wanna do the exploring yourself!!! you'll get it from me!!!!#i Will miss things!!! that is a Promise!!!#like im not gonna be going through the guestbook cause thats a lot of clicking and its just in general hell on my wrists #but everything else!! yeah!!!#i will provide Links!#but yes i will be posting my likely Numerous reactions and thoughts #i will tag it.... homebogging....#get it? home.. welcome home... blogging... bog... its my name....#but yes! if you would like to not see anything about the update from me! homebogging is the tag im gonna use!#absolutely unprompted #im gonna try to be thorough #watching the nightmind video all those months ago taught me a few tricks... very simply tricks...#i am not good with technology you see! im unlucky in general but my tech skills! nonexistent!#dont know shit about it to be frank with you all!#i know a teeeensie bit of html and thats where it Ends. thats the most impressive thing i know #but we'll see!#i might be able to spark some neurons to figure out secrets and such!#crack codes!#if there are any!#we're gonna have fuuuuuun tonight #i dont need sleep i need answers #ONE MORE HOUR BOYS JOYS AN TOYS LETS GOOOOOOO #stg if my stepdad is like 'heyyyy can we eat dinner together for the first time in literal weeks'#uh sorry homie but Fucking No! I Am Unavailable Once 7 OClock Hits!#EXCITEMENT!!!!!!!!

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cozybearz · 1 month

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one of those days where 90% of the shit im seeing on social media is pissing me off and giving me very little faith in peoples common sense and compassion. benefits r that it makes me want to not look at social media as much

#seeing people argue online is so…..#like. i know I dont have much skill in handling arguments much less bad faith ridiculous internet ones #but thats why i simply dont engageeee there is rarely ever benefit to ittttt #theres no mutual aim for resolution its simply not worth the energy #anyways

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bunnihearted · 1 month

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#so on my way home..#i walked by a school and besides the fact that i felt so depressed bc just looking at these kids and adults i have NO hope for the future #i saw two boys on a bench as i walked by... and i just thought they were talking. and too late i realized that no one of the boys were #bullying the other boy. the bully walked away and the other boy just sat there looking so lifeless and dejected #a teacher came and sat down w that boy and i just kept walking. even if i wanted to say smth it's like what would i even do abt that situati #that made me so sad both bc that boy.. he looked so dejected and used to it. that anxiety going to school knowing you're bullied is awful #and like i imagined talking to him and saying heyyy if you're lucky you'll grow up to be 25yrs old #live like a parasite off your mom and be on wellfare and never have had a job :)#you'll have no education or highschool diploma :) you will still struggle to finish hs even at an easier level :)#you will also not have had friends in 10yrs and you'll be terrified of ppl and getting close to anyone and even going outside!!#you'll have no interests and hobbies and skills! you'll simply be a waste of space loser being a burden on everyone around u!#whoop whoop stay alive buddy it will only get worse ❤️#god i just wanna cry. how did i let my life turn out this way??? i used to be full of dreams and life and passion and HOPE #i used to believe in things and in people. i had so many dreams and i wanted to try and do so many things #now all i can think is 'i wanna die i wanna die i wanna die'. im miserable wherever i go lmao #there's this bridge over the highway i have to cross when i walk to school and every time i look down at the trafic and when a truck drives #by i feel my entire body vibrate. i just wanna jump and get mauled by it.#or i dont *want* to but i feel so deeply and desperately that it's the only way for me #only way to make it stop hurting. and i am weak. i dont know how to just 'stop' or take control of my life. thats why i wanna die #bc i know that i wont be able to. that my life will never amount to anything #for fuck's sake my dream now is just to have my own 1bedroom apartment and have a shitty job - like in a grocery store or whatever!!!!!#not even that can i make happen! bc im so worthless i cant do anything. im also stupid so i wouldnt be able to do my job right #i dont know... i dont know... these feelings and thoughts are too much i just wanna relax #but i cant bc my ribs hurt and idk if it's heartburn or an ulcer 💀 why am i even alive???? what am i doing all this for? 😭#my thoughts ran away but i meant like seeing that reminded me of how much of a failure i became #bc of my circumstances and all the shitty ppl around me thru out my life

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dailycupofcreativitea · 1 year

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This is a shameless pitch for my field of work but if you like biology and you like coding...consider bioinformatics as a career 👀 Especially if you live in the US, as it's well-known for its bionformatics scene.

#musings #bioinformatics #stem #computer science #python #biology #i was just thinking about how not a lot of people know that a career like bioinformatics exists #hence my little post #most people i tell my job too just look at me confused like they didnt realize you could mix these fields #and a lot of people studying biology forget about how important it is to have a quantitative skill like math or computer science or physics #simply because the programs dont teach those skills #to do any sort of custom data analysis its important to have quantitative skills #and if you're passionate about genomics especially...and dna and the genome...then this may be the field for you!#good money especially in the states #of course a graduate degree is needed #masters minimum phd preferred #i have a masters

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springlock-suits · 6 months

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After the closure of Fredbear's Family Diner the animatronics were likely no longer being used as part of the main band, just as walk around characters, so it'd make the most sense if the springlock suits had the endoskeleton removed. To. Yknow. Prevent horrifying and unnecessary injury

#springlock suits #If they did that #it would certainly make it easier to imagine how William murdered several children while in a suit #no locks to fail with blood splatter #and you don't have to imagine him taking off the suit fully everytime in order to attack #And of course the Springbonnie in the saferoom would've been a model that simply didn't get this treatment #some troubles if you imagine Springbonnie in the saferoom WAS used for the murders #id say its william silently bragging/showing off how skilled he is with the springlock suits #the movie showed that the locks can withstand quite a bit #and the murders dont necessarily have to be bloody #in the end tho #i dont think freddys did this #considering the fnaf 3 recordings #fnaf #five nights at freddy's

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luvring · 10 months

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i totally get being annoyed/frustrated w x reader writers not adding read mores or tagging properly but hating on them Just Because they write x reader is craazyyy to me like what is inherently wrong w that. u can say u think a lot is written poorly but that has nothing to do w the basic act of writing x reader fics

#💬nia.rambles #x reader #// Rant !!!!#im doing my best to use the 'x reader' tag now / keeping off other tags etc etc but like #JUST for the Act of writing x reader . as if that is such a horrible stupid baffling thing #also. the thing abt being poorly written #like . theres a lot of writing out there that u can consider poorly written.#and in basically any other circumstance id see way more support for beginner writers / writing what makes u happy / etc #just. not here i guess.#like i GET the read mores and tagging. every time i see someone not add a read more i get annoyed #i used to use the main tags btw so My Bad srsly. i get it. its understandable #but like. mannn. u guys hold a lot of illogical levels of hatred in ur hearts i simply dont see the point of #esp if ur fine w ocs or play dating sims/done an optional romance route or have daydreamed abt a fictional chara etc #u r One Maybe Two steps away from the x reader community. at some point u have Understood/Stepped inside. some of u are LITERALLY in it #smth as simple as making hcs abt how a chara would react to smth is literally x reader behaviour like. jesus. let people be happy #also theres so many genuinely good x reader fics. like theres so many skilled creative ppl in this community #sorry if u never experienced nor will experience that. 2nd person pov can b difficult but pays off if done well imo #i dont usually take the aggression towards x reader to heart but it has definitely ruined my day before LOL

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trekkerac · 4 months

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grasping the mirror and saying old art is still good art and you shouldn't be ashamed of it because it still has your passion and your feelings of a past time. there is charm in every piece of art from a baby's scribble to a professional oil painting!! !! ! ...even if that head is way too big for that body and that whole lower section is inrecognisable as a human being and that is clearly not a hand and oh my god have you never even seen what a house looks like

#i was one of those bitches that never used reference. very bad thing. i am convinced that is 50% the reason it took me so long to gain skill #the other 50% was simply not caring about actively choosing to improve. which i would regret but i dont go king have fun with your art #rambles

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steine-druff · 5 months

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cold weather haters are only cold weather haters because they don't know how to properly stay warm. skill issue

#and i dont just mean like. layers #although a lot of people seem to also not understand that they simply have to wear more clothes when the temperatures drop #i also mean stuff like pocketwarmers and such.#hand warmers? idk the correct english word #anyway.#SKILL #ISSUE

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avenin7 · 1 year

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Nobody knows why it’s so hard to make eye contact with the Princess. Perhaps its because she’s royalty. Perhaps its something else….

I’ve always been taken with the idea that Zelda/Hylia is a very eldritch-type being; a favorite hc of mine is that after Link acquires the Sword he is able to see the divinity that envelopes Zelda’s every move. He is dutiful not because of his orders but because of her divine nature. It’s hard to disobey someone when you can see the presence of a god lingering around them always.

*DO NOT TAG AS ZELINK.

#wip #i actually liked this version a lot so im posting it #i wanna wait until its more polished but god i dont have the shading skills #anyway i could talk forever about how these two kids have *gifts*#do not tag as ship simply because i talked about them together #its been a problem lately #zelda #botw #zelda is hylia and hylia is spooky #eldritch hylia #hylia #artbart #digital art #loz

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quirinah · 7 months

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SLAY THE PRINCESS (chewing on drywall)

#oh my god the way this game has been festering in my brain since i watched rts playthrough of it ITS SO OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE COSMIC HORROR AND SELF AWARE TIMELOOPS AND THE ENDLESS FUTALITY OF THE NARRATIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I LOVE BIRD MEN AND GIANT MONSTER WOMEN AND NARRATORS WITH PERSONALITY!!!#sorry im normal.#quirinahscreams #no but i also love the voices of the main character and how the choices you make determine which one of them shows up (saying nonsense) BUT #ALSO HOW THEY EACH HAVE THEIR OWN SKILLS? IF THAT MAKES SENSE #like the stubborn and the hunted's affinity for combat/survival in the beast route or paranoids autonomic nervous system thing #she heart on my lungs till i liver nerves #I WISH IC OULD SAY MORE BUT SPOILERS BUT ALSO RAGHHH. they werent lying it really is a love story (gripping table so tightly it splinters)#THE WAY THE FIRST CABIN RUNTHRU IS LIKE UR DEFAULT SLATE AND THEN THE CHOICES YOU MAKE SLASH HOW YOU PERCEIVE THE PRINCESS IN THAT ROUTE #AFFECT WHAT SHE APPEARS AS TO YOU LATER #EVEN DOWN TO TAKING THE KNIFE #how shes docile and initially innocent if you dont take it but calculating and dangerous if you do #or depending on how you die she reappears as vengeful or simply cruel or resigned etc and then different voices show up to compliment that #i always feel so lame giving faceless characters visual appearances though its part of the mystique intrigue or whatever #but my boring hc for the mc is that hes like a harpy. a la howl movingcastle type beat but i also love birdman mc #its just that i wasnt paying attention earlier and imagined him as like a generic fairytale prince/knight and then realized oh he has TALON #I NEED TO SHUT UP OH MY GOD BUT ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT TO DRAW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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luigis-slut · 2 years

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So did any other autistic people have ABA therapists encourage your parents to have you participate in a "variety of activities" as a young kid to prevent you from developing special interests?

Did that prevent you from practicing an activity long-term, thus keeping you from being good at anything? And as an adult, did that inhibit your ability to develop hobbies and find interests that you're passionate about?

Because that’s sure what it did to me.

#autism #ableism #ableist nonsense #aba #anti aba #anti ableism #I mean its not like i didnt develop hobbies and find things that im skilled at #but i feel like the fact that my parents/ABA 'therapists' were trying to prevent 'autistic behavior' limited my potential #I'm glad that my parents encouraged my art skills to the point that it became my career path #and that Im at least skilled and talented in THAT #but i wish i could go back in time and trade all of those sports activities out for ONE sport and music #I did soccer. baseball. dance. karate. ice skating. etc. None of it stuck. I remember almost none of those skills now.#Because id only do it for a year or two before I was encouraged to try something else before it became a special interest #I feel like id be in a much better place now if i was simply allowed to have special interests #aba is abuse #aba is meant to eradicate autistic traits for the convenience of parents. not to produce healthy adults #Im trying to develop new hobbies now. But with the way i was raised its extremely difficult to learn and keep practicing #this certainly isnt the worst thing that ABA has done to me. But its one that i dont see many others talk about #i wish i had been allowed to have special interests. I wish i had been allowed to be autistic without ridicule #the fact that my family STILL looks back on my 'variety of interests' as a good thing is also depressing #the fact that they keep saying 'its a good thing we got early intervention' makes me upset #I know that they mean well. Theyre glad i can communicate verbally and could graduate college #But they treat my autism like its cancer. The constantly tell me that the abuse was justified. That i NEEDED it #this is why we need autism ACCEPTANCE. Not awareness. ACCEPTANCE.

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tastywaffles · 3 months

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what do we think!! i havent seen anyone post about it here so lets discuss ^^

#i like the song and i LOVE how much fun theyre having #and miko (i think thats her name?) is a very talented singer #i kinda dont like how theyre being advertised as babymetal 2.0 simply because all these girls are talented and skilled so-#its a shame to not let them have their own original group instead of a subgroup #but is it even a subgroup???? literally what is koba trying to achieve with them?#good song good outfits and great atmosphere #but what are they supposed to be exactly!!! koba explain urself #babymetal #metalverse #also negative points for whoever came up with the group name #sounds too much like metaverse #tagged as babymetal so more people will see this #Youtube

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