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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 9 months
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My rendition of @tempo-takoyaki's DTIYS!
Congrats on the milestones! And to everyone else, please go check out their 'Drawing TGCF (except I haven't read the books)' series!
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arcadekitten · 3 months
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Arcade! As someone who also has OCD (and autism, but thats besides the point), I just want you to know that it DOES get better! I dont know if thats the only issue youve been dealing with lately (other than the computer one), but I just want you to know that you *can* definitely take a break and that it WILL get better <3 And dont worry about your patrons at all, we're much more worried with your mental state than with our rewards! <3
This message is so sweet of you it genuinely brings a tear to my eye, thank you ♡
I've definitely got a lot of stuff to sort through on my plate right now, while the OCD is definitely a big contributer to all of this I (and people i trust) also think I had a lot of stuff piling up for a while and it kinda became a whole "straw that broke the camel's back" ordeal. Just one of those unfortunate situations where I always tried to look for help but couldn't receive it until it actually became an emergency. (Don't recommend that btw--if you need help then keep pushing for it until you get it)
It really does mean a lot to hear you say though. I feel bad for feeling bad because I care about you guys and especially the ones going out of their way to pay me! I have always been met with so much kindness and generosity and I feel terrible when I can't provide for those who have showed so much love for the things I make! It can be hard not to be impatient with myself because I love making my art and games and I love when I get to share them with you all and seeing the joy you get from them, and I'm sad when I can't do that and I feel bad for you guys when I can't do that!
Luckily though I'm finally receiving much-needed mental health services. I'm still just only beginning but I'm at least seeing the tiniest slivers of progress and it makes me hopeful, at least for today.
I do intend to take the rest and recovery I need, but I will still be excited for whenever I get back to the usual fun we have around here. Thank you for your patience, understanding, and incredibly supportive words. They mean so so much more to me than you could ever know ♡♡♡
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itwoodbeprefect · 4 months
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infomercial audition tape behavior, or: if i had a nickel for every time this happened in thai BL i'd have two nickels. and also two raw eggs dripping all over everything
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allgremlinart · 5 months
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there's only 7 a/b/o jetko fics on ao3 (in which jetko is the main pairing/isn't a "past jetko" situation) ... this is so crazy... did I just imagine there being more... it seems like there would be right.? its so yaoiful a pairing that I just assumed there would be... something should be done about this...
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ratwednesday · 9 months
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bro i love your dragons they’re so so cool
thank you so much, anon! I'm so glad that you're enjoying them <3
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dreamaze · 4 months
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ONEWE ⟡ '천체 (COSMOS)' TongTong Culture performance excerpt (tr.)
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excerpts from my months old wip "think i'll miss you forever (like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky)"
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handweavers · 11 months
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when reading scripture or religious texts in my studies from a variety of religions (a not-insignificant part of my education has been religious studies) i can appreciate and understand the beauty and appeal of it and make sense of its internal logic system and worldview and feel that i'm picking up what it's putting down even if i don't necessarily identify with it on a personal level, but i gotta be honest i always feel like i'm missing something or losing my mind when i read christian texts like i don't get it and it doesn't make sense to me and nothing about the trinity makes sense to me and the entire worldview feels so harsh and terrifying and bleak for no reason and every time i've asked anyone in my family (on the christian side) to explain any of it to me like sincerely i just feel more baffled and whenever i've had to read passages of the new testament i dont get it at all like even abstractly i don't understand and it makes me feel crazy like what i'm looking at has to be completely different from what other people are seeing and i don't mean it in a reddit atheist smug asshole way like it's genuinely beyond my comprehension I Don't Get It and i don't think i ever will
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heybiji · 2 years
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This week has been the pits but seeing Dandelion not once but TWICE in one day has made my week so much more bearable
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sorry exposing myself as an emotional baby but this comment has made my also-the-pits week significantly better and got me all misty eyed, i'm so happy my dumb boy could make your week a little better and thank you SOOO so much for sending me this you lovely lovely person
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dlnqnt · 10 months
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You Won't Be Alone 2022 — It's a burning, breaking thing. This world. A biting, retching thing. And yet...And yet...
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zens-time · 26 days
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ding dong I'm never posting finished art
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msmargaretmurry · 9 months
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the image of ratsequel quinn being so resigned that he's going to love brady for always and nothing will come of it, such delicious angst, so painful... I haven't found a fic that makes him cry yet and I feel like this would get him close...
so resigned! so resigned that he comes all the way back around to thinking it doesn't matter! because he's accepted it will never happen which is the same as being over it, right???
i do love to make a boy cry in a fanfiction..... i got so spoiled writing tnno because dylan is a real life easy crier and now i have all these other boys and i have to EARN the crying. i am not deep enough into the ratsequel yet to know what the crying content might or might not be but i can promise a lot of feelings!!!
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灼灼风流 The Legend of Zhuohua (2023)
Xu Haiqiao as Shen Jinghong | Weibo
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mariocki · 5 months
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What Ever Happened to Baby Jane? (1962)
"Jane, did you ever stop to think that... if anything happened to me, I mean anything bad, there wouldn't be any money for you? I wouldn't be here to sign the checks. You wouldn't even have pocket money. Did you ever think of that?"
"Yeah, I've thought about that."
#what ever happened to baby jane?#american cinema#robert aldrich#1962#joan crawford#bette davis#lukas heller#henry farrell#victor buono#wesley addy#bert freed#maidie norman#anna lee#marjorie bennett#anne barton#dave willock#robert cornthwaite#barbara merrill#julie allred#gina gillespie#frank de vol#revisiting after a long long time. watching this as a teen (too many moons ago) it was Joan that bewitched me; i was deeply taken by her‚#fell a little in love even. coming back to it now and I'm baffled how i slept on Bette's performance‚ arguably the showier and more#rewarding (from an actors pov). she's ott and grotesque but there's real depth to the role too‚ she delivers with nuance and there's levels#to the character‚ tragedy too (the completely unexpected way she says the line 'You mean all this time we could have been friends?' is#beautiful). also Buono?? I'd honestly kind of forgotten that there was anyone else in this film but Bette and Joan but my god‚ in his first#major film role‚ he's amazing! and funny! easy to forget just how funny this film is‚ in amongst the horror and the sadness and the waste#of it all. beautiful little film‚ i know it has its followers and is appreciated as a high camp classic‚ but it's honestly so much more#than just that too. Aldrich (truly one of The great genre directors) does wonders with sharp‚ unforgiving black and white photography#(beautifully contrasted with the soft warmer footage of younger J and B from their hollywood heyday). masterfully constructed too
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jiangzongzhu · 2 years
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fun thing that folks really apparently don’t want to acknowledge if we’re discussing canon Jiang Cheng and the thing I think people are truly failing to grasp in regards to fans of his and why they care about him. His actions throughout the story repeatedly, over and over again, belied his words. Yes, he has a harsh exterior that is used as an armor against this world that repeatedly took everything from him. He uses words as a weapon at times, but his actions say everything his words don’t.
Additionally, he fucks up. He doesn’t always do the right thing, but that’s the thing about MDZS, not a damn one of these characters were in the right 100% of the time. But he cares and he works hard to do what is right by his sect and his family and yes, at times, those two groups come in conflict and he makes tough decisions because of that, but regardless he still repeatedly shows his love.
And it may take an additional time through the story to see that, but the narrative supports that fact time and time again despite the fact that Wei Wuxian as the protagonist doesn’t see it (but their struggles in communicating and understanding one another’s actions and intentions is a whole different discussion).
And that’s not even mentioning the whole plethora of cultural context that is being ignored, but again. different discussion.
#not tagging this anything fun I just wanted to ramble#because man the “high horse” the folks are on as if fans of the character completely lack an understanding of him#or like we got our understanding of him from a fic here or there and some fanart#its got me bummed at 8pm on a saturday night#I love me a good murder kitten#See: both of my DnD characters or Qi Rong or Xue Yang#but I love jiang cheng for his complexities and his pain and his imperfections but also his unwavering strength and his heart#and I don’t particularly appreciate folks acting like this character I resonate with so deeply is just something#that we as a fandom have collectively hallucinated#and yes I’m screaming at a brick wall that won’t be swayed by anything I have to say#I’ve been in fandoms since I was 14 and I’m… much older than that now. I truly understand this is not a winnable fight#I just don’t care for the shitty insinuations being made#because while he’s my perfect baby boy who I love with all my heart and has never done a thing wrong in his entire life#he’s also the man who kept chengqing in perfect playable condition for 13 years#and had it on his person at guanyin temple despite only going there for JL#he’s the man who begged to be taken instead of his nephew when JGY had a guqin string around the boy’s neck#the man who took a knife for wwx after everything#and who was willing to sacrifice himself to the Wens for WWX knowing there was no good outcome to that choice
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stormyoceans · 5 months
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would love to say that sleeping on it helped me gain some perspective like the functional well balanced depression free adult im supposed to be unfortunately the thought of not having a new jimmysea series to look forward to for who knows how long is still making me want to end it all fr
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