#i wanna sleep for all of 2024 but i have exams

[arom-antix]

Disclaimer: Do not attempt to copy the actions illustrated, you will not have fun. Just trust me on this one.

[maopll]

"you should take a little rest"

He looks at you from the doorway of the room. He was leaning on one side with arms crossed and hair in a mess. He was about to go to sleep, but the constant keyboard clicking and you exasperated sighs stirred him from slumber.

"I will after this is done"

you said so after taking a sip from your third cup of coffee. You voice raspy and tired as you survived on that three hours of sleep you got. Amidst countless yawns and you rubbing your eyes in an attempt to stay awake, you were hanging by a thin thread from collapsing then and there.

"It's all going to be a waste if you fall sick from staying awake like this you know"

he walked over with gentle, soundless steps and carefully took the coffee mug to put it in the sink for cleaning in the morning.

You eyes almost dazed over as the words infront of the papers became more and more incomprehensible even if they were written in a language you have spoken since your birth. You attention, long forgotten as the only goal in your mind was to stay awake and complete the works which are way past their deadline by now.

"only a few...pages left" the pauses in your sentences were a dead giveaway of how much you yearned the sweet sleep in that state of yours.

"If I said I feel lonely in bed without you would you then come and sleep?" his hands caressed your shoulders in an attempt to make you feel more drowsy. His hands ruffled your your hair and massaged your scalp which felt so soo good..

"If this is your way of making me sleepy..." You tried to use that little ounce of energy you had left in you to see if you can stay awake, but it seems like you've really reached your limit, "...then you've won..." you shoved the damn work on one side and hastily closed the books that were splayed open.

"Come on, get moving." You dragged him by his hand into the bedroom. He wrapped his arms around your upper body from the back and hugged you while practically leaning all his weight on you because the drowsiness was also creeping up to him, yet it did not feel uncomfortable or something rather it felt quite...homely

"Thank you for taking a rest"

— WRIOTHESLEY, ZHONGLI, kaeya, ayato, neuvillette, kaveh, ITTO, TIGHNARI, kazuha, diavolo, MAMMON, malleus, VIL, LEONA, YUUJI itadori, geto suguru, nanami, YUTA, luocha, GEPARD, JING YUAN, + anyone you wanna add !

a small fic because I'm burnt out as well because of the exams and also to those who are working constantly as well :')

© 2024 maopll. do not copy, repost or modify my work in any form

[graceslcver]

all da ladies love leo valdez ! leo x daughter of poseidon!reader

｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ in which, leo has a crush on yet another girl that’s beyond his league, percy’s sister … and his friends flame him for not being able to confess his feelings!

— this is set in like… university ?? obviously jason doesn’t die…hope u enjoy my first ever fic on here!! might be ooc, soz🫐 also jeyna is a thing…. sorry not sorry!! 🤓😂 (it’s actually not even relevant to this story, but i thought i’d let u know…)

IMSG, “THE LOST HOES 🫤” July 4th, 2024

beauty queen

do yall ever wonder how it’s impossible to not pull hoes

like it sounds like a real SKILL issue

superman

who are you talking about, pipes?

beauty queen

who do u think I’m talking about???

the only mfo who doesn’t have a gf???

do NOT play dumb jason grace

latino elf

oh wow

talking shit in the gc is crazzyyy

superman

i wasn’t!

she was.

beauty queen

do not make me pull up our private messages

latino elf

i see how it is…..

😔 it’s always the bitches u think u can trust…

superman

ok

beauty queen

why is he the driest man alive

this why we didn’t last ong😭

latino elf

or maybe because ur lebanese ???

superman

she’s cherokee huh

wait is that supposed to say lesbian?

latino elf

isn’t that what it says…

beauty queen

💀💀

ok… anyway can we talk about the fact that leo has

been madly in love with y/n since like… forever???

latino elf

no thanks

didn’t ask

not true

lying on my name

superman

yeah yeah whatever helps you sleep at night

beauty queen

he’s down bad shhh

latino elf

OHHH GODDD 😭😭😔😔😔

ok so what if i like her shes so fine

and so nice and sooo mermaid 🧜‍♀️

beauty queen

she is very fine and very nice

and yes she’s very mermaid

superman

we all know he isn’t going to say

anything to her, though, right??

latino elf

hahaha 😂 wdym 😂

i’d tell her if percy weren’t her brother

superman

that didn’t stop you from trying to

flirt with MY sister though???????

latino elf

yeah that’s different tho

she COULDNT go out with me

beauty queen

not like she wanted to anyway

latino elf

gtfo

anyway i don’t plan on telling her that

i have any slight interest in her! 😎

superman

you should though

bet she likes you too

beauty queen

don’t feed into his delusions

superman

gosh pipes, pipe it down a notch

latino elf

fr listen to my bro ‼️

how would i even tell her dawggg

WHAT IF she rejects me 🤨 BOOM FRIENDSHIP GONE

superman

yeah i guess so

but yolo ???

latino elf

yolo my ass bro😒

superman

ok sorry for trying to help

beauty queen

this why she dont want u

latino elf

yeah nd thats why yo relationship was a LIE 🤣

superman

😐

beauty queen

🖕🏼

latino elf

lol ur mad

ok bye u guys are a snooze fest 😴

beauty queen

go talk to ur gf

latino elf

i will, beauty queen 🫡

IMSG, “Y/N 🦈” July 4th, 2024

leo 🛠️

hey hey mermaid

y/n 🦈

hi leo !

whats up :)

leo 🛠️

the sky duh

nothing much tho, just chilling in my dorm

u should totally pull up

y/n 🦈

we’ll see 🧐

i’m in the library rn

leo 🛠️

nerd alert ‼️

y/n 🦈

ok but when u fail our exams dont come crying

leo 🛠️

if it were math/science i would be resting peacefully

but no fr i did study, trust 🙏🏼

y/n 🦈

not that u needed it though

you’re smart enough

leo 🛠️

wowie thanks mermaid

da ladies wish they had my smarts

y/n 🦈

🤨🤨

leo 🛠️

sorry that came out SO wrong 😭

y/n 🦈

ok ok well pull up to the library

perhaps i need ur smarts

leo 🛠️

si señora

will be there in a few 😎

shark_girl • 2h

send message ♡ ➣

pipermstealer replied to your story

omg he wants uuu 😳😳🤣😂

shark_girl

why are u insane

😅😅😅

pipermstealer

i am not insane he wants u

what boy willingly wants to study w a girl

shark_girl

one that’s my friend???

pipermstealer

friend my ass bro

he wanna kiss u so bad…

matching usernames??? THE MAAAN WANTS UU 😭

shark_girl

be fr we’ve had them since we were

like fifteen 🙄🙄

pipermstealer

bro get out I’m actually DONE

u have to wake up queen 😭🙏🏼

IMESSAGE, PIPER & JASON July 5th, 2024

pipes 🌸

i am so SO DONE with yn

jason ⚡️

why

pipes 🌸

bc she’s convinced that leo don’t want her

jason ⚡️

i think its very obvious

do you think yn wants leo thats the real question

pipes 🌸

ABSOLUTELY ?????

she has extreme heart eyes for him

but she’s better at hiding it

jason ⚡️

wait are you being serious

NO WAY

NO WAY??

a girl out of his league actually wants him 🤨

piper 🌸

wait I thought u knew???

jason ⚡️

uhm no

she must be good at hiding it

piper 🌸

or boys are just dense

jason ⚡️

ok well…….

we have to get them together

cause I’m so tired of hearing leo ramble abt her

piper 🌸

ok well i’m tired of yn too

how do we get them together

jason ⚡️

uh I don’t know?????

now why would you think I know

aren’t YOU the daughter of aphrodite

maybe YOU should know 😒

pipes 🌸

someone’s mad

but i don’t know?

one of them has to say something eventually….

jason ⚡️

no way, leo would never… not too sure about yn though.

leo cares too much about their friendship

and he is convinced she only sees him as a friend

and he’s deathly afraid to ruin their friendship

pipes 🌸

why do we have dumb friends

why can’t THEY SEEEE

jason ⚡️

yeah it’s very annoying

man, maybe we shouldn’t interfere?

let them figure it out themselves

pipes 🌸

unless u want leo to date the first girl

who gives him the opportunity to date her,

i think we SHOULD interfere! not a lot just a tiny bit 🤏🏼

jason ⚡️

well i guess you have a point… but how?

pipes 🌸

OK hear me out fr

u share a dorm with leo, yeah?

he always leaves his phone unattended

go into twt and make sure he isnt logged into his private account

jason ⚡️

where is this headed

pipes 🌸

ok shut up

OK but make sure hes on the main

since he always talks about her on his priv

so if yn sees a tweet about her then

SHES GOTTA KNOW

jason ⚡️

FIRST OF ALL thats an invasion of privacy

SECOND OF ALL what if she doesn’t see it before

leo realizes that wasn’t tweeted on his private account

pipes 🌸

no she like stalks his twitter so she’ll see!

and uhm so what if it’s an invasion of privacy

he’ll thank us once he gets the girl of his dreams 🙄

jason ⚡️

ok then….

i’ll do it

but if this backfires i was not apart of it

pipes 🌸

yeah yeah whatever

i’ll take the blame

FIVE DAYS LATER, TWITTER!

IMSG, “THE LOST HOES 🫤” July 10th, 2024

latino elf

HOLY SHIT

HOLY SHIT

IM JUMPING OFF THE NEAREST CLIFF

it was so nice knowing u two

superman

don’t kys ur so sexy haha

what happened though

latino elf

i accidentally tweeted something

about yn.

on my main.

superman

hey man, maybe she didn’t see?

beauty queen

yeah she probably didn’t

latino elf

yeah u guys are RIGHT 😅

she DIDN’T SEE IT!!!

beauty queen

mhm

latino elf

you’re being oddly quiet…

beauty queen

sorry????? IM BUSY

latino elf

yeah huh

superman

you’re crazy

latino elf

oh my god i’m gonna throw up

my friend ship is over with her

she messaged meEEE

HELPPPP

superman

MESSAGE HER BACK???

GO GO GO GOOO BRO

latino elf

no i’m leaving her on delivered

beauty queen

i swear to gods if u don’t message her

jason and i WILL jump you 😭😭

superman

exactly!!

latino elf

it was so nice being her friend 🫤

beauty queen

BRO STFU AND READ HER MESSAGE???

latino elf

ok fine

bye…..

IMSG, “Y/N 🦈” July 10th, 2024

y/n 🦈

leo did u mean to tweet that?

leo 🛠️

tweet what 🤨

y/n 🦈

you know what I’m talking about

you’re not stupid

leo 🛠️

you’re crazy

i got hacked by

jason

y/n 🦈

you’re crazier for thinking I’d believe you

so… u did mean to?

leo 🛠️

i don’t want to ruin our friendship

please don’t let this ruin it

you’re my bestest friend

y/n 🦈

gosh let me talk

i thought you didn’t like me

so i never said anything…?

but i like you, leo. i really do

leo 🛠️

oh my god

are you serious

wait i’m going to your dorm

y/n 🦈

what??

Delivered

Leo looked at his phone for a good second and then left it on his bed, unattended. he ran to your residence hall— it didn’t matter to him that it was quite literally on the other side of campus. he needed to hear you say the words he had been waiting to hear since he was fifteen. he’d always had a slight crush on you, mostly off and on.

But during the summer, he had fallen for you even harder than he thought he could. he never thought that he could love someone as much as he loved you. anyway, he was practically dying as he ran to your dorm! his hair was disheveled, and he was panting a bit. he wasn’t sure if he was sweaty because he was nervous, or because he had just ran to get to your dorm.

He knocked on your door three times.

You jumped out of your bed. you felt like throwing up from how nervous you were. you quickly slid on your slippers, and looked in the mirror before you opened the door for him. (making the poor boy wait). you adjusted your hair, making sure it sat right.

You took a deep breath before opening the door. you almost didn’t, but a voice in your head was telling you that you’d be an idiot if you didn’t open the door. your hands gripped the doorknob, and then unlocked it. leo was practically dying because you were taking years to open the stupid door. you finally opened it, getting met by a disheveled-sweaty-flushed leo valdez.

“Hi.” he croaked out, his voice cracking slightly. he felt like he was on fire, literally. he wanted this to be over with! well, no, that’s a lie. he just wanted to be your boyfriend already.

“…Hi.” you answered, your voice was quiet. you had an awkward smile on your face. you were praying that you would just drown at this moment. you’d much rather enjoy that than this.

He cleared his throat, and finally spoke after a long minute of awkward silence. The two looked at each other “I really… really like you. I.. Uh.. You obviously know that already, but I wanna tell you in person?” he said, nodding along with his own words. his hands went to fumble with the hem of his shirt, anxiously waiting for your response.

“I really like you, too.” You replied. you didn’t feel as nervous as anymore when he started to talk. you felt your face getting hotter, and your smile getting bigger. he grinned at you like an idiot.

He thought that he was dreaming when you said you liked him. The start of something. “Really?” He asked, just wanting to hear you say it again. He couldn’t help but grin like an idiot. He thought never in a million years that you’d ever like him! You were totally out of his league. you were so awesome, so pretty, and so sweet.

You nodded again, rolling your eyes. “Yes, really.”

THREE MONTHS LATER… INSTAGRAM!

shark_girl

🎶 let the light in : lana del rey (feat. father john misty)

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shark_girl happy three million years with my boy!!! i love u so so so much leo 🫶🏼🫶🏼

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lava_boy who is that sexy man in the 2nd slide

→ shark_girl idk i found him at the store……

lava_boy we’re literally like this 🤞🏼👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

lava_boy te quiero !!

→ shark_girl 🤍🤍

lava_boy ugh why do we literally solo everyone in new rome

→ shark_girl ntm on percabeth !!!!

→ percysbeth 🫡🫡

pipermstealer yeah you’re welcome 🥱

→ supermantaylorsversion i did all the work

→ pipermstealer i gave u the idea

→ lava_boy thank u jason 😒 thank u piper 🙄

→ pipermstealer i hope she leaves u

→ shark_girl woah guys no need to say that

percysbeth i support 🤫 (pls cook for me leo)

→ lava_boy on it 😎

lava_boy

🎶 ivy : frank ocean

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lava_boy I would like to thank poseidon for being a father to my wonderful girlfriend of THREE DECADES 😎

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shark_girl I THOUGHT THAT I WAS DREAMIN’ WHEN U SAID U LOVEEEE MEEE 😭😭😭

→ lava_boy the start of nothin 🦈

shark_girl i’m taylor lautner

→ lava_boy FORREAL

shark_girl hi bf 👩‍❤️‍💋‍👨

→ lava_boy hello girlfriend.

→ shark_girl 😭😭😭

pipermstealer no because you guys are actually cute

→ lava_boy ACTUALLY cute 🤨

→ pipermstealer what do u want me to say yall are actually ugly

→ shark_girl pipe it down a notch 😔

supermantaylorsversion he’s a romantic now

→ lava_boy erm i’ve always been one get out 🤓

percysbeth no cause yn has actually dressed up as a shark

→ lava_boy send pics or it didn’t happen

→ percysbeth check imsg

→ shark_girl i thought that was PRIVATE

→ lava_boy LMFAOO U LOOKED SO GOOFY

→ shark_girl you’re done….

｡ꪆৎ ˚⋅ hello….. first smau done 😎 hopefully u really like this bc i died ten times whilst making it !!! uhmm pls lmk what you thought about it 🥲!!! i was sort of rushing at the end, so umm.. shhh 🤫…. @thelostheroo @amoosarte

also i will have a master list soon….???? (hopefully) and my requests are OPEN! so, plsplsplspls request…. con amor, mo!

[2myl0ver]

your scores don't define you. ☆ asakura jo

Genre ⋅ fluff Wordcount ⋅ 406 TW ⋅ none Masterlist ⋅ here

Request ⋅ I really loved your jo fic, can you make a jo fic where the reader is bummed out because of a bad score and jo comforts them?? If your free! Xoxo

Author's note ⋅ I hope this fic reminds people that getting a bad score doesn't define who you are. for those struggling with their studies right now, know that you're not alone. <3

© 2myl0ver Copyright 2024. Do not copy, repost, or translate without my permission. ♡︎ and ↻ are very much appreciated !

closing your laptop as you sigh, wanting nothing more than to plop on your bed and go to sleep for the next 2 days.

and you did just that, except you needed to get up in 6 hours. you opened your phone while getting tucked in your bed trying to get in a comfortable position.

going through your contacts and face timing jo's number. he picks up quite fast considering the time, you smile immediately at the sight of him laid down on his bed comfortably. "did I wake you? sorry."

"no! not at all, I just got out of the shower." "okay, good. I just finished studying I'm so tired."

he frowns, slightly. "you should go to bed and rest your eyes. don't worry too much about the exam, I know you can do it."

"thank you and I will. do you mind staying on the phone with me? I don't wanna be alone right now."

"of course." he agrees in a heartbeat.

"goodnight, jo."

"goodnight y/n, I love you."

you let out a small breathy laugh, "I love you too." you say going to bed with a smile on your face.

after the exam, you walked out of the classroom with your head low, looking down at shoes only looking forward to seeing jo in the hallways.

you looked up from your shoes after someone had stopped in front of you, coming face to face with your boyfriend.

he pulls you in a warm hug with a small smile on his face before pulling away. "you seem down, what's up?"

"nothing, I just got a bad score on the test I stayed up on last night. just disappointed a bit, I thought I would've gotten a better score this time." you said with a weak smile on your face.

"awh, it's okay there's always a next time. what score did you get? if you want to tell me."

"I got a 21 out of 30." you say silently.

"oh that's not that bad! I got an 18 on that test.." he scratches his head in the middle of his sentence with an embarrassed smile.

"no way, really?" you blurt out in disbelief , looking at him with wide eyes.

"uhuh." he laughs, noticing you've brightened up. bringing his hand up to your head and playing with your hair, "well I have to get to class. meet me in the cafeteria at lunch, okay? don't let that score bother you too much, don't let it define you."

"okay. I'll see you at lunch, thank you jo."

[winterfliee]

Habits for 2024!

Alright so I need some damn discipline in my life, 2023 has truly been a rollercoaster and so has been my mental health. The first six months of 2023 were spent in being stressed cause I had a really important exam in April and then May to June I was pretty much sad cause I didn't get the score I needed and had to settle for some other college, which just sent me more into the victim mentality (not recommended at all) Then in July my first sem started and it affected me even more cause this college has nothing fun going on only lectures, seminars and workshops (tho i manifested a fun event which is happening in two months) and thennn November came and I had a little heartbreak situation which I am sort of moved on from but not entirely. To sum it all up 2023 wasn't that cool I was way too affected by the 3d and I got really disconnected from loa and i definitely don't wanna take this into 2024 so I'm going back to being myself who always knew that the 3d doesn't matter and was more connected to herself! And MY way of doing this is by affirming you can do any method or no method at all simply just live in imagination but for me affirming is THE method which helps me manifest ofcourse but also to keep my mental health in check so I'll be using affirmations and some other habits (non-loa related are added as well) listed below-

Sleep early and wake up early.

STUDYYY, study for atleast one hour each day no matter which subject your future self will really thank you bitch!

Affirm and persisttt. The 3d is neutral it's not bad it's not good it's simply neutral unless you assign meaning to it!

Journal. I have never journaled but I wanna try it this year and it's not loa related i just want to write down how my day was even if it's just one sentence.

Cook more and vlog it. I wanna learn cooking and i just started in August and i really like it. I wanna vlog it cause it's fun watching it afterwards plus the recipe stays with me.

Dress up! Even if it's just for running errands, dress up change the PJ's add some accessories and look cute.

Wear more accessories. I always liked wearing a lot of jewelry but I was in convent school and it was never allowed but I wanna get back into it now.

Track my menstrual cycle and learn more about it!

Alright ig I'm done but I might add some new habits if I remember any, you guys can also send any suggestions for it I'd love it!

[maanvinderpilania]

Taylor Swift Midnights: Review

So I’ve been listening to the Midnights album of Taylor Swift a lot lately, since midnights era is coming to an end with the release of TTPD. This is basically my first ever review of Taylor’s album that what I think, which song I most relates to and other things. I just love writing . I love writing poems, songs, stories and sometimes I even writes a script of a short film but I always scrap that because its not like I’m gonna be a writer for a film. Whatever, this review is basically the result of the urge to write something because whenever I’m bored, I don’t feel like doing anything else except I wanna write something whether it’s a poem or a song. And that’s is how I ended up writing three album worth songs which in my head are part of a same universe like as a Trilogy. I have only shared those with my friend and he loved all those.

Taylor has officially ended the Midnights era by announcing a new album at the Grammys in LA, which is “The Tortured Poet’s Department”, which I’m so excited about. It’s slated for the release on April 19th, 2024 and it’s a very good time to hear because at that time I will be preparing for my CUET exam and I would love to hear new songs during that time because it’s gonna be so hard but as the mother said, “you’re on your own kid”. Yup! On my own in this!

I wouldn’t start by saying this album is amazing. Blah blah blah but I will say this album is the most amazing album of Taylor I’ve ever heard. It might change in future as mother loves to change genres haha. The greatest thing about Taylor’s albums are like you just can’t have a one favorite album. That’s what I personally thinks about because it all depends on Seasons, your mood, the whole mess of feelings You are feeling. So if someone says their favorite album is Midnights, make sure you check on them. We all are great actors in our personal lives when it comes to expressing what we are really going through. We don’t like others to know what is bothering us as it takes a lot to explain to them and their reaction to what we say to them is a whole lot scary thing to think about. So most of us likes to keep things up to us only. The hardest part in the 24 hours is the Midnights, when you know everyone else is sleeping and you just know it is your time. You are now free to Cry alone in your room, nobody will ask you anything. As the album’s concept itself is about the 13th sleepless nights, the album is a sea of emotions. You Cry listening to THAT song which you relates to the most. Midnights is an escape from the feelings that is keeping a hold on you. You cries and you let those emotions out but still some things can’t be replaced so there’s obviously that will keep you hold onto the memories of a person. The most relatable song on this album are: You’re On Your Own Kid, Bigger Than the Whole Sky, Dear Reader. If you don’t know the last two songs, they’re from the 3 AM edition of Midnights which is different from the Standard edition of Midnights.

The song Bigger Than The Whole Sky reminds of a person who was the most important in my life and I never got to say goodbye to her. I miss her in my dreams and I never got to tell her how much I Loved her. I think of my mother whenever I listens to it. The song You’re On Your Own Kid makes me wanna hug a pillow and cry myself out because its not just a song, it is basically a story of every that person who was made feel bad, whose ideas were undermined or who was being hurt by the words of other’s. I had friends who were kind in front of others but loved to talk shit about me, spread rumours about me and made fun of me, always making me feel like an outcast when I was trying to fit in. I wish I had never known them but the scars are here to stay and all you can do is move forward and never let anyone down again. The song Dear Reader, is clearly a letter from the Mother to her fans and there is no reason to hate it. It would be stupid of you hate it. The line “greatest of luxuries is your secrets”, hits me every time. Do not share your deepest secrets with anyone, even if you trust them. That’s what I always interpret this line as. And the most amazing part of the song is the bridge, “so I wander through the nights……”. You always don’t need someone to dedicate a song to. The best time to listen the Midnights is obviously the Midnight when the songs blast in your ears like a book full of messages to learn from every song. The album is for everyone who made feel that they’re the problem, that they’re the villain of the story, everyone who was made feel bad about themselves, everyone who was hurt from other’s views. As I earlier said, Midnights is a sea of emotions.

The collaboration between Lana Del Rey and Taylor Swift on this album is like a dream come true. Snow On The Beach never fails to make your feel you’re in love while listening the dreamy voice of Lana & Taylor The song is magical itself and you feel like standing on a beach with cold breeze of air touching your face and you feel happy from inside with that one person. This interpretation is all based on imagination because I don’t have anyone to stand with someone on the beach and also like beach is hundreds of kilometres from the place I live in, funny haha. If you are a real swiftie, you surely would have listened to all the remixes of the Lavender Haze just like me and it gives you a party vibe every time you listne to it where you are dancing with someone. For a delusional person like me, it’s enough to feel those feelings in my imagination. Every song on the album is like a story and in your head you can see them happening like a movie. Like in the song Maroon, when Taylor sings, “and I chose you the one, I was dancing with in New York, no shoes” never fails to give the feeling of how much that person is in love at that time and at the same time bringing us out of the feeling by singing “The rust that grew between telephones”.

If you ask me which songs should have had a music video then on my list Midnight Rain is at the top. Imagine Taylor standing in the Rain and singing this song like in the Delicate music video. The song is magical in itself, it expresses all the feelings without having any music video. Another song that I think should had a mv is Maroon. I just love everything about this song. There are still so many songs on this album that are left for me to talk about but I won’t do that. Sometimes good things should always be left for the interpretation of other peoples. Taylor makes us feel things, even if you have never felt those before. I can go on and one but I feel like I’m expressing too much about love which is basically not under my own right! So bye from me now..i’ll see you soon with another story when the urge to write something will be high that I will end up writing about TTPD??

[onlyswan]

Hi arttttt❤️🫶❤️🫶❤️🫶

How are youuuu??? I missed you sm😭❤️😭❤️

How have you been omg!!! I feel like I missed on a lot of stuff lol

I LOVED THE NEW DRABBLE😭 it’s so fucking cute ahh jungkook and oc are the cutest!!!

AND???? THE END ??!??!??!!!!! ART???

What the fuck is going on!!!!!😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

I am so excited for whatever that beautiful mind of yours will bring next!!

I’ve been busy with uni (when am I never busy with uni smh) and I finish this long ass term on the 28th of December ugh I’m so excited to just be done with these 6 courses that I am taking.

As for the year-end survey I’m going to answer the questions (even if they’re a bit hard😠)

what is your favorite/s from the drabbles i've put out this year (second in which collection)?

I’ll give you my top 5 drabbles from this collection:

1. in which jungkook wants you all to himself (and bam) and you buy him flowers

This one never fails to make me smile

2. in which jungkook is giving up on you but you have so much love left to give

This one^ killed me but I love it

3. in which you make jungkook’s world spin and you tend to… make him a little too dizzy.

I read this like 1000 times I love it so much

4. in which jungkook can’t sleep, and he can’t stop kissing you either.

This one made me giggle and kick my feet

5. in which a shameless ex-lover makes your bad day worse and jungkook can’t help but to go wherever you are.

me 🤝 oc

themes, lines, paragraphs, or scenes that stood out to you?

art i’m not gonna lie to you these type of questions are the ones that I get on my exams 😭

For the themes ? Idk I just like soft fluffy things 🫶 so soft it makes me wanna throw up

and I like angst (ONLY SOMETIMES PLEASE)

I think this line from in which a shameless ex-lover makes your bad day worse and jungkook can’t help but to go wherever you are. is cute

“aigoo, why are you so messy?“

for scenes I think this one is funny

“ow- ouch- baby! what the hell? what was that for?”

with doe eyes struck by headlights, he gapes at you in surprise as he rubs his poor shoulder that was slapped without warning.

and if it is not too much to ask- who is your favorite character, oc or jungkook?

Not answering because I love them both DONT TRY ME😠

which year/s would you like to see more of from 2017 to 2023?

I really dont mind anything! But I feel like 2019 jungkook is just ❤️‍🔥 and 2022 too oof.

and which season (spring/summer/autumn/winter)?

I’m a winter girlie so obvi winter

I think that’s all of the questions! I had fun answering them haha (even though they reminded me of my literary criticism course 🥲) I am so excited for what the new year is going to bring!! I love you art I hope you have a wonderful Christmas and a happy new year!!!! I hope that 2024 will be an amazing year for you!

Love, 🥨

PRETZEL ANONIE MY BABY LOVE I MISSED UUUU SO MUCH 🥺🥺🥺

i’ve been doing much better since my break from school started !!! i really needed this for the sake of my sanity. hehe this is why i love the holiday season :P

AND THE NEW DRABBLE YESYESYHDJSHDFJJD IHHH IM SO GLAD YOU LOVED IT 🤭

as for the ending… no comment for now bcs it’s so fun seeing y’all freak out <3

goodluck with the rest of your term plssss don’t forget to take care and enjoy your well deserved break after 🥰

OOP YOU SAW THE SURVEY

your top 5 i loveeeee 🥹 also you’re so real for the #5 i think this is the first answer it was mentioned. i’m blushing and giggling just thinking about it rn likejsjdhsjdf

i had to search for which drabble is the scene with the ouch and IM LAUGHINGDHDHFH I FORGOT ABT THE LIP PIERCING DRABBLE. oc’s humor >>>

Not answering because I love them both DONT TRY ME😠

i’m sorry for my fault 😞 i bow my head down again

I had fun answering them haha (even though they reminded me of my literary criticism course 🥲)

this is so funny i’m sorrydhdhsjdhjshf 😭😭😭 i’m a literature girlie through and through i fear. but fr thank youuuu so much for answering i had fun reading your answers too :") hehe you made me smile a lot. i love you sm and i hope 2024 treats you well and brings you an abudance of everything nice in life 🩷 happy holidays!!!! please eat lots of yummy food too hehe :")

[fragile777cosmos]

May 5th, 2024 - Silence before the storm

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My exam week begins tomorrow. I didn't study anything, I don't know what I'll do. But I'll be fine. I hope so.

I lost a part of my swan necklace. I'm so angry. But I'll find a way to fix it.

In the meantime I ate chocolate cake, drank hot chocolate and bought a new headband. I like it a lot, I think I'll use it for school tomorrow.

I'll read one or two chapters of my book and go to sleep. I have a lot of studying to do. I'm actually really scared about it.

I didn't check Google Classroom. I hope nobody uploaded anything for tomorrow. It's gonna rain again and I can't go to the photocopy store.

I hope everything turns out okay.

Today I just watched TV with my mom and walked a little bit with her. The river flooded the tourist resort again. It's a shame.

I love that place. In fact, I spent a couple of years living there with my parenrs when I was little. It's been a while since I went there but if course I can't go.

I wish everything were as good as those years. I know I was barely making memories in my brain at that age... but I was so happy.

It's a shame that things die... as well as people.

Anyway, I'm getting too depressing. Sorry about that.

I'm not fully convinced with my Instagram feed. I actually don't know what to post. I feel like I shouldn't be too obvious with what I write, but I can't help it. I also don't wanna be like the rest of people that I follow, but I feel like I'm somehow exactly like them.

Maybe this is not for me... I don't know. I don't really care anyway, it's all just for fun.

I'll go to sleep now. I'm gonna be busy in the morning. Rest well.

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[randomstudentblog]

March 16, 2024 @2324H

Exactly 5 days before D-day. I still have a lot of things that I dont know, a lot of things that I fail to remember, especially the right answer in the practice Qs that I have already answered (make me hate myself for this).

*sigh* I just finished praying. Im trying to correct my sleeping sched already. Will wake up tomorrow @4am so I can start studying at 0430.

Tbh, the thought of failing the BE won't leave my mind. A lot of regrets creeped in last week. "I didn't do my best."This isn't my best" keeps lingering my mind.

Idk. Idk. Idk. I no longer know what to do. But I just keep my head up, read, and answer things that I still can cause I wanna finish this strong.

I know that God is with me, with us, all takers. I know that I should not be afraid 'cause God will make things work in accordance to His will.

But what if this isn't His will for me?

It'll be painful. Im still a human, after all. Knowing I have to go through the process all over again. That's why I keep asking God to give me enough strength and courage to accept whatever the result of the examination is. But I know even if God does so, I will still be in so much pain. (I dont wanna entertain this thought for now)

Lord,

I may not be one of your nicest and kindest children, but I pray to guide me all throughout this journey. With the 5 days remaining before our board exam, please help me choose the right material to go through for the remaining days. Please obtain for me the same fate that happened to me during our revalida.

I can't do this all by myself, Lord. I need you. I need you, Lord.

[bigearsbunbun]

New Year !! 1/30/2024

its been ages since I last posted in this account er.. well things had been busy with school and I completely forgot this website existedT.T

So um a lot has changed for sure!! though I dont really know where to start....

well school um...I became an achiever in the first quarter can u believe it:O well obviously my math is still terrible but um Im trying my best still!! we're still waiting on the second quarter card (grades) which I think the card giving will take place next month? they havent really announced the date so we're just waiting for them to...

okay social life.. have I made some friends this school year...well yes a lot actually they're very friendly I guess some people I just happen to have the same interests with and some are just sociable T.T though I still prefer my grade 9 friends...but Im sure ill get close with some of these people in 3rd quarter cause thats how it all started in grade 9 anywayTT

my grade 9 friend group is still alive so Im pretty happy we hanged out like after exams and got some milk tea:D some of our friends weren't able to come though but its okay...

lately Ive been helping my aunt clean her store and she offered me to work there part time.... well I think its a realy good opportunity since Im really saving up for some stuff Im planning to buy:D example a new phone because the one Im currently using isnt really good anymore and Ive had it for ages already...

In regards of my new years resolution I guess I do have a few that I wanna start doing...like reading more books...sleeping some more and avoid staying up till 2 am everydayTT....continue learning languages...and journal some more...Im actually itching to go to the store and buy a sketchbook to use it as a journal because its just way cleaner to use a blank paper than some paper with lines since I can just adjust the size of my hand writing however I like

Okay now...my arts...I was literally stuck in art block for 3 weeks..... couldnt draw at all I was so out of it....but now Ive been drawing some doodles so I guess thats a good thing at leastxD my aunt gave me her coloring pencils since she said she doesnt even use them anymore..I was so grateful since I dont really have a proper set of coloring pencils...and now I have like so many coloring materials..I have 2 sets of crayons the other one having like 96 colors pretty crazy ik....i hate 2 sets of coloring pencils...coloring markers...I have some paints and a watercolor...IK so manyTT AND I HAVENT EVEN MASTERED USING COLORS YET gosh goodluck to me>.<

well I think thats about all...I really do feel like Im missing some stuff but er I'll write those in the upcoming posts in the future:D if I ever dont forget about this website again that isx3!! WELL BABAIII<33!!

[luxxxe-haze]

Therapy has been going well, honestly a LOT better than I ever suspected it would. I'm surviving the semester and I've already tentatively registered for spring classes. I'm currently up to my ass in studying because I have two exams this Tuesday... but I'm making it. I've made it to the gym here and there, not as much as I've wanted to, but I'm at least trying to make it happen. I've even been sleeping a little more too... of course, the lack of sleep caught up with me. I ended up getting a pretty nasty stomach bug a couple weeks ago. The bright side is that it made me sleep.

I've read 10 books so far this year. I set out to read 20 in January so I'm definitely behind but it's not like it was time wasted. I'm reading one called The Bell Jar right now, and I ordered a few books earlier to add to my shelf. I'm going to cheat a little and try to read all the short books I have to see how close I can get to 20 books by the end of the year.

I sure hope that I get a pretty good grade on both of these exams. I calculated (hopefully accurately) that if I can just manage to get a B on every assignment I have left for the semester in math, I can possibly get either a B or maybe even a low A. I'll probably pass my government class just fine. I'm just hoping this advisor will let me take all of the classes that I wanna take next semester... and maybe even that I get into this wintermester class that I'm waitlisted for. That would be optimal... If I can do all of that, I'll only have 6 credits (basically can be done in 1 semester) left on this student financial appeal plan shit and I won't have to meet with the advisor or jump through fucking hoops anymore. Not that I plan to slack off then but it's really annoying to do this in the first place. For classes I dropped/failed 10+ years ago. That weren't financed by financial aid. Dumb.

I just sincerely want to get my degree already. I'm tired of being broke and worried about money all of the time. Possibly, if all goes well, I'll graduate in Fall of 2024. Finally. A college degree.

... and then I can debate grad school lol

[fragile777cosmos]

April 29th, 2024 - Chains

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My new necklaces are actually very thin chains with shiny charms. The one with the dice was tangled in my jewelry box, I don't know why. But a friend fixed it for me.

I had my English exam today. It was pretty easy. I shared my macaroons with my classmates and even my Law teacher. It was a great time.

It was so rainy today. My mother drive me to school but I had to run like an idiot to get to the entrance. Somehoe I barely got wet.

I slept for like two hours when I came home. I haven't done a single thing from my Economy homework. I'm sure it won't be too difficult tho... I guess.

I'm dying to read "The Picture of Dorian Gray" but I can't. I sleep, do homework, or eat, but never read. I'm such a fool.

I've been thinking that I should change my Instagram account already, follow all the people I actually see on my profile, and pray that my classmates don't find it.

I should block them all, honestly. Except for my friends. But I'm too lazy to do all that. But I'll do it someday.

Aaaaaaaaaa I'm tired. I really wanna go to sleep but I have to finish that goddamn homework. I cannot avoid it anymore. Well, I actually can procrastinate until tomorrow in the morning. I don't know.

I'll watch some TV and go to my room. Rest well.

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PS: Okay I don't understand. I saw a picture of him at a party a few minutes ago. He looked... quite ugly, I'm gonna be honest here. I don't know if it was the lighting, the whole vibe, or if he's just horrific and I don't see it. I swear he looks better in real life. I have to admit, sometimes I think, "how on God's sacred Earth could I think that way?", and then I say, "oh my god, he's actually very handsome". I have some... peculiar taste.

That motherfucker never smiles for photos, apparently. I guess that's the proble. Come on, dude. Smile. I like it.