#i want a apolagy

[queenmouseyy]

Sayo-Nara

[dancingrain9625]

I feel sick

G/N Reader x Sagau

I want you to imagine for a moment being hunted down to the ends of the earth for a face that wasn't yours... and then it all suddenly stops with the pursuers having no idea you were the one they were chasing.

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I feel sick.

Hey, Y/n come here! I have a new song I want you to listen to! Let's go to Windrise and I'll play it for you there!

As the Bard pulled on your arm you nearly cried out in pain as old wounds were stretched but the smile on your face didn't disappear. Even as memories of wind-made arrows piercing through you resurfaced.

I feel sick. I feel sick. I feel sick.

Y/n, thank you for joining me today. I'm sorry I forgot my wallet once more but I hope you enjoyed our time together as much as I did.

Staring at the consultant for the Wangsheng Funeral Parlor you did your best not to act disgusted. Even if the man flirting with you nearly killed you ten times.

I feel sick. I feel sick. I feel sick. I feel sick. I feel sick.

Y/n, my sinscerest apolagies! I had thought that this batch turned out far better than the last.

As the Raiden pat your back, you wretched over the balcony and into the sea below. In truth, it was not the sweets she made that were the cause of your sickness. But rather the thought of getting close to one of the people so hell-bent on your death.

[toothfa-1-ry]

THEY'RE THE PERSON OF MY DREAMS, BUT WAS I EVER EVEN A PART OF THEIRS? - Na Jaemin

Jaemin loved you. He was utterly inlove with you, heads over heels inlove with you. He was willing to live for you, to die for you, he was willing to do anything you wanted him to do. So why couldn't you even spare him a small place in your heart? Even when his entire heart only consist of you?

GENRE: Angst, toxic relationship

PAIRING: Non Idol Na Jaemin x toxic reader (gender not specified)

FEAT: Jaemin's bestfriend Jeno

WARNING: toxic relationship, manipulative reader, toxic reader, reader is a major asshole to Jaemin, suggestive themes, swear words

A/N: By NO MEANS am I glorifying or romanticising toxic relationships at all by this fic, rather I'm trying to show how much a toxic relationship can affect someone. If you find yourself in a toxic relationship or know someone who is in a toxic relationship please don't hesitate to get some help and talk to someone. Your worth more than those assholes who don't deserve you, your worth more that half assed apolagies.

Jaemin stares at your lips,

He's been staring at your lips for some while as his own fingers lightly glide over his own lips unaware that your silently observing him.

He wonders how it would feel, your lips against his. Those soft beautiful lips he dreamt of everynight he laid in his bed, he wonders if you ever dream of his own lips like he does to yours.

It's not like you guys haven't kissed before, because you guys have kissed eachother many times before. Sometimes in the alley behind the club you always force him to go with you, or sometimes in the middle of the night in his room whenever your feeling a type of way.

But Jaemin wants to kiss you properly, not those half drunk half sober makeouts you have with him. Not those kisses which only leave him feeling empty and broken

Actually, to be really honest,

All Jaemin really wanted was for your to actually kiss him. To kiss him like you liked him, to kiss him the way he always kissed you. He wanted you to kiss him and also feel the butterflies he felt, for your heart to also race as you kiss him. For you to feel all the things he feels whenever the both of you kiss.

At a certain point, Jaemin wonders what he is to you. The both of you never put a label to your relationship. All Jaemin knew was one day you would start ignore him. Maybe you'll ignore him for days, maybe for weeks and then suddenly your there on top of him, kissing him like there's no tomorrow as the both of you lay on his bed.

He liked you too much to stop you, fuck he was inlove with you. But were you inlove with him? Did you even like him? Did you even think of Jaemin the slightest bit of the the way Jaemin thought of you? Or did Jaemin only come to your mind when you felt the need of someone's company?

"what? Why are you looking at me like that?"

Jaemin's thoughts are interrupted by your voice, your finally looking at him instead of your glowing mobile screen

"no- no it's nothing" Jaemin stammered. He always felt nervous around you, maybe even a little scared. Afraid that one small mistake, and you'll get angry. One wrong move and you'll turn cold and distant.

"huh? What's up with you? You wanna makeout or something?" You smirk, your fingers still busy on your phone

"what- I. No I mean- I don't know"

"what's that suppose to mean?"

Shit shit shit

"do you not like hanging out with me? Is that what your tryna say here Na?" You ask him, your eyebrows knit together

Jaemin feels like running away, he feels like begging for your forgiveness but he's frozen. The weird feeling he always had whenever he was around you only growing even more

"is that what your saying? I'm so boring that you can't even think of something to talk with me about?"

Jaemin's mouth runs dry as the words come out of your tongue. He blinks once, twice, thrice unable to say anything, to do anything. All he wants is for you to not be angry at him, to not scold him. All he wants is for you to love him or atleast pretend to even if it's just for a second or two

"i- that's not what I meant.. I-" Jaemin's words are cut short by your scoff, he watches as you roll your eyes in annoyance

"i- i- i- what Jaemin? Spit it out. Your being so annoying these days. Honestly I'm getting tired of you"

All the words in Jaemin's head vanishes, he feels the pool of water forming in his eyes, the lump in his throat as he struggles to think of something to say. He always ends up feeling this way with you and he hates it. He hates it so much. But what can he do? When your the one he loves so much? The one his heart aches for, the one his heart yearns for

You seem to notice Jaemin's teary eyes and the slight shaking in his body. Jaemin hears you sigh.

"Jaemin-ah seriously? Your getting upset over this? Agh this is so irritating do you understand?" Jaemin can hear that your getting even more annoyed but he can't do anything, he's afraid to do anything

"y/n I'm sorry- I'm so sorry" the words come out as a sob "I like being with you, I just- fuck I like you so much. That's all" Jaemin chokes out as he fumbles on his words, his head looking down afraid to make eye contact with you, afraid of your reaction

He's ready to hear you scold him more, maybe even threaten to leave him. Hes ready for you to go away and leave him alone for a few weeks before you come back as if nothing happens. He already hears you getting up from his bed, he doesn't want you to leave, he doesn't want to be left alone.

Jaemin probably knows that this isn't the best time to say it, he's unsure how you'd react to it, if you'd get even more angry at him but right now he's willing to say anything for you to stay

"it's just that- I love you"

There, he said it. Jaemin said the L word, he said the L word to you. A memory of him telling his bestfriend Jeno that he loved you comes to his mind. The way Jeno reacted, the way they disapproved, the way they tried to tell him that he didn't love you but he couldn't care any less, not when looked at him like that

"you- you love me?" You ask, your hand on the handle of Jaemin's door and the other hand holding your phone

"I do- I love you. I love you so much y/n"

You look at Jaemin in a unexplainable way. Your face a mixture of shock and another emotion he couldn't exactly pin point

"Na Jaemin what the hell are you saying? what the hell do you think your sayin-"

"please y/n. Please just say that you love me back. Say tht you atleast like me back y/n" Jaemin pleads, he hears the tone of his voice and for a split second he couldn't help but wonder how Jeno would react to hearing him like this

"just say it, that you like me. Even if it's only a little bit, that's all I need. Say that I have a place in your heart. Even if its only a small place I don't care-" Jaemin's eyes looked at yours "just say that you care for me"

You don't say anything for a moment and neither does he. The both of you just stay there unmoving. Jaemin remains where he is, holding his breath even, afraid that one small movement will drive you further away from him

"Jaemin-"

"y/n? I really-"

"Jaemin you fucking crazy- your fucking insane. You can't be serious right now"

Jaemin watches you, his eyes widened, mind racing, heart beating ever so fast. He watches as your face contorts into anger and disgust as you look at him in complete dislike and discontempt as if he carried a deadly disease you didn't want to catch.

"don't fucking play stupid games with me Na. I dont have time for you or the bullshit your playing with me right now- I'm leaving, for good- don't fucking call me you stupid fuck" you slam the door behind you and quickly walk out of his apartment leaving Jaemin alll alone

You leave a broken Jaemin behind, a crumbling Jaemin whose entire room began to fill up with his sobs as he began to wonder if you ever even thought of the idea of liking him, probably not.

He hates himself for thinking that you could like him, for thinking that there was something in between the both of you that the both of you mutually shared.

"you stupid fuck Na Jaemin" he tells himself as he cries himself to sleep, the bed feeling as cold as it ever did, even when you slept in it with him.

-

It's going to be a few days, a few weeks, maybe even a few months later when Jaemin would receive a message from you again. He'd completely ignore everything that happened before, all the things you said before and go out to meet you. Craving your touch even more, your affection even more

By this point he knows something is wrong and whatever he has with you isn't healthy, it isn't even safe but he can't stop himself, especially not when you call him in the middle of the night begging him to talk to you. Not when you whisper those sweet words in his ear which he knows you don't mean.

It would take a year or two, maybe even 4 years, maybe even 6 but one day Jaemin would let you go, actually let you go.

And one day Jaemin would find the love he has been giving others, he'll find the same love he always gave you. One day someone will love him like how he loved you.

But this is the future we're talking about, not the present.

For now, Jaemin is going to lie down next to you as you fill his head with pretty lies, he's going to hold you in his arms as you kiss his face with empty kisses, as you break his heart. For now Jaemin is going to continue wishing that you'll learn to love him, that maybe one day you'll love him. That maybe you do love him, you just don't know it yet

For now, he's going to let you continue breaking his heart again and again until there are no pieces left to give you. Until the cracks fill his heart up that there's no space left for you in it.

For now he's going to pretend he has a place in your heart, even when he was never even there in the first place

[victoria-haunted]

I just had a maribat prompt idea

After a little bit of research, I found out that Joker became insane from the death of his wife and unborn child.

What if Red Hood successfully beat the shit out of Joker, but when he was about to kill him, Batman called him in and so he had to go to avoid bringing the big bat to joker and bringing him back to life, especially since the likelihood of joker surviving was very small.

What if he went insane whilst imagining his child, assuming is a daughter, grew up to kind and a sunshine child similarly to his wife, who often found things to laugh about and brighten people's days, hence the laughing gas.

What if a new to Gatham Marinette finds Joker in the alley and doesn't recognise him because of how soaked in blood he is, and using her time as ladybug to her advantage, carefully lifts Joker and brings him inside, patching it up, like a pro that she learnt in case the cure wouldn't work ( through YT, experience and an army medic course) .

What if the first thing a concussed Joker hears is Marinette laughing over the phone at something her dad or mum or even Jagged said, while wrapping his ribs in a makeshift cast to help heal his broken ribs.

What if all his make up is removed and only the tips are green due to how much she had to wash it to get rid of the blood and make sure he won't bleed to death?

What if he has such a heavy concussion that he has temporary memory loss, and her black /blue hair make him think she's his unborn dead daughter, who coincidentally was planned to name Marinette after his wife's family member (mother/sister/ idol maybe?) That he's upset when she explains that she doesn't know him and just found him hurt in an alleyway?

What if they bonded over fashion? And Marinette taught him to make his own clothes when he was healed enough to do so? What if she taught him how to bake? What if he slowly over the months of healing got mentally better?

What if everyone is on edge cause the jokers been missing for months but there is no report on him being dead and red hood is doing his best to find him and kill him since its obvious that he survived since there was a slight bloody trail left,though it suddenly disappeared (thanks to the use of the house miraculous)

What if, due to being on bedrest and banned from watching the news to avoid getting stressed, he doesn't get his memory back until he only has a broken hand left and 2 stitches, from 2 knife wounds when he is finally able to leave to help get up on his feet since unless he's his own boss, he's most definitely fired.

What if once he has his memories back, he doesn't necessarily want to go back to being a criminal? What if he lets joker be declared dead and meets with Marinettes parents who welcome him fo the family like they did with Jagged and he becomes Jack Dupain?

What if after 2 years of being happy, guilt starts to eat him alive? What if he is a co-creator of clothes with marinette to allow her to have twice the amount of commissions so he too is rich now. What if he "annominously" gives money and printed apolagy letters to EVERYONE he had hurt, red hood for killing him, families of people he killed, Harley for all the mental damage he did, people that got injured in his attacks, all singed by Joker. What if he finally confesses about everything to his new found family and they don't treat him any differently than they did before, because in reality, Tom and Sabine knew all along, having recognised him but saw that he had decided to change for the better?

[iwillstopcrying]

I love him, he writes apolagies that are properly sincrere. it makes me happy, it makes me feel wanted for a while. now i have to wait 3 weeks to see him, now i have 3 weeks to wish i was being held. now i have 3 weeks to imagine i was cared about.

[heartsoulspiritelite]

Kris Statlander x Orange Cassidy

Summary-

Kris wandered around backstage waiting for her cue to go out and to reveal herself to the fans, Well not just reveal the fact that she has returned but to also reveal her new look.

When she went to go give her friends and hug she looked at Orange standing behind watching,

He looked a little frozen and in shock. She looked over trents shoulder and gave Orange a small smile. He tried to give one back but he really couldn't, he didnt know how to react.

Where's his little Alien?

~

I missed you

Kris wandered around backstage waiting for her cue to go out and to reveal herself to the fans, Well not just reveal the fact that she has returned but to also reveal her new look.

She is no longer the adorable alien from Anderomeda Galaxy- Well she was but she wants to experiement and find out what it would be like to be a human.

She was really excited to see her friend again. She couldn't help but be nervous though. She knew they would obviously be extremely happy to see her but what if they didn't like her new look?

There were countless people backstage that gave her hugs and told her how happy they were to see her and they made her feel really special, they told her how beautiful and good she looked and that made her smile, but did that mean she wasn't beautiful before? Did people not like her?

She started overthinking a lot and discovered a tear falling down her cheek, she quickly wiped it away and did her part in fighting Jade and winning her tbs championship.

Looking down at it and hearing all of the fans cheering for her with confetti falling everywhere, she felt amazing and that was all the confidence she needed to wash away the nervousness and to show off her new title to her bestfriends- especially one certain bestfriend.

But deep down she couldn't help but still overthink and doubt herself, she shoved it down and went backstage feeling the adrenaline rush from her victory.

When she arrived backstage she only had one destination and she made that her top priority. ignoring everyone else and muttering nd quick apolagy, she finally made it to her destination- The best friends lock room. She barely even got to knock a second time before the door flung open and she felt everyone hugging her. Well almost everyone.

There was one person standing behind them just observing everything.

Orange Cassidy.

He looked a little frozen and in shock. She looked over trents shoulder and gave Orange a small smile. He tried to give one back but he really couldn't, he didnt know how to react.

Where's his little Alien?

When Chuck and Trent broke the hug along with Danhausen and they really took in her look.

"You look amazing Kris, im loving the new look" Trent compliments her

"Yeah you do, We're so happy to have you back dude" Chuck agrees

"Danhausens thinks Kris looks very nice and  also agrees that it is nice to see her back" Danhausen also agrees with the two

Kris smiles at them and mutters a thank you while blushing, She adverts her gaze to orange who still has yet to give her a hug.

The other three see what is happening and excuse themselves after whispering one more welcome back before they leave to go to either the hotel or catering.

Once its just two of them, they both stand there staring at each other.

She starts to think Orange is mad at her. But before her thoughts get the best of her she feels Orange practically jump on her and give her big squeeze making her laugh.

"I missed you' He whispers into her neck

"I missed you too" She whispers back

~

~Cross-posted on wattpad & ao3~

I know before she got injured and returned again she was already out of the alien character but I decided to write this because why not🤷‍♀️

[zuko-always-lies]

I read these interesting fic about Iroh's role in Zuko's crew from season 1. (One was from madmog i think? i cant remember what the other was)

It was from the perspective of Jee and pointed out that Iroh was always in control of the ship. Iroh is a general but he's 'Zuko's advisor' which leaves him in a wierd place mililtary wise so people dont know whether to listen to him or the Prince. He also pointed out that Iroh overturned Zuko's authority to change routes to get 'souveniers' which made the crew respect Zuko less.

In these fics, it implied that Iroh either coddled Zuko (by not letting him be in full control of the ship) and unintentionally sabotaged his relationships with them.

I might be missremembering (apolagies in advance) but i find it interesting as well.

Zuko can get tunnel-vision and that is a major flaw of his, but he still cares for his people (hence the agni kai that started all of this). If Iroh was with Zuko all the time its less of 'our 13 year old Prince was burned and banished and is on a ship with strangers and barely any funding' and more of 'Our rich Prince and his Uncle are going on this pleasure cruise' considering none of them knew about the Agni Kai until season 1.

Mind you he was with this crew for 3 years. Iroh never told Zuko explicitly he was never wanted back home and kept feeding that hope that they'll be able to return. If Iroh wasn't there, i doubt Zuko would go anti-fire nation immediatly but i think it would make the crew more aware of his circumstances (and maybe they go anti-fire nation first or they'll be closer)

I know the fire nation people are still imperialists but theyre still people, considering none of them known about Zuko's circumstances, to them he was a rich kid on a pleasure cruise. Not a teen abandonded by his father to persue a fairytale.

I dont know, but the idea of how the dynamic would play without Iroh always interested me. Im curious on your opinion on how Iroh affected the ship dynamics or if he had any influence over them at all.

This is an interesting idea. I think Iroh being on board always had the subtle effect of undermining Zuko's authority since the crew respected much more, but also that the crew might have basically mutinied and rejected Zuko if it wasn't for Iroh's calming influence. They were very close to doing so in "The Storm."

[natswritingz]

Hi so apolagies if this is messy (its late) i am in love with your writing 💕 (just putting that out here) I wanted to ask if you would be open to write some Eddie Smut where the reader has a thing for his hands (like don't we all just have a thing for his hands??) I dont know headcanons or a fic about what he all does with this hands? (Spanking or just holding readers face, cuddling or strocking our skin, holdig their throat not chocking just softly holding it?) I warned you it is messy 😂 Hope you get the Vibe i am going for i am in fact not good at this, have a nice day/night okey bey 😂

Thank you so much for the kind words! I so very much appreciate it <333 I was going to reply to this with the fic (hence why this is kinda late so I do apologize) but I’m currently in the process of moving out of state for college so things have been crazy hectic.

I’m working on your fic and I should have it out over the next day or two. I just haven’t had much time to sit down and write! I will be sure to tag you and give you credits when I get it out. Thank you again! :)

[cronchthepotato]

lmao me

[pandorcas-endgame]

❤- you're so good with the aesthetics :))

(Feel free to not do it if you dont want)

Thank you for the ask x Apolagies for the long wait but I finally got round to doing this. Let me know if you like it or want anything changed <3

[ficsforeren]

Rockstar!eren .....i-

Anyway I gave you this as an apolagie for all the questions im about to ask about reader (I just really want to know how is she as a person and if we would get along)

1. Is she introverted or extroverted

2. Could you trust her with your secrets

3. Whats a toxic traid about her

4. Cats or dogs

5. HOW TALL IS SHE?!?!? I mean when you said in chap 2 I think? That her nose was touching erens chin I was like????? Cuz im 179💀 so its not much difference between me and eren BUT ITS OK

6. Does she get in arguments alot?

7. Is she like a calm person or really hiper energy

8. Does she put her partener needs above her own when they get intimate

BTW ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE SO SORRY IF I FUCKED SOMETHING UP

Hi, Diana! Sorry that it took me a while to answer this 😅but don't apologize for sending messages (or your english cause it's perfect!), I love answering your asks!

well, since y/n is obviously a self-insert character, I'm not sure how to answer this (or if I even should answer it) but since I never imagined myself as her, I think I can share how y/n looks like in my head.

so to answer your questions:

introverted. she doesn't have a lot of friends, and she doesn't enjoy being in the spotlight. she likes to spend her precious time by being with her loved ones or just by reading books all day long (and cuddling with eren these days, obviously, but don't tell him that)

Yes, I'd definitely trust her! she's not the type who likes to gossip or tell other people's secrets for fun. she doesn't even tell pieck about pokko's feelings for her, so yeah, i can trust her

toxic traits? hmm... well, she's an ISFJ so she tends to be a perfectionist, shy, and take things personally. she can be honest and straightforward sometimes, if needed, but most of the times, she just likes to repress her feelings.

dogs (and she sometimes thinks eren reminds her of a huge siberian husky lol and she loves him for that)

ALSKDJFKALSDJF YOU'RE SO TALL!!! well y/n is probably around 1.65 - 1.7 m?

no, she hates getting into arguments. she'll try to avoid it as best as she can. she's the type who will keep her mouth shut to contain her anger so she won't make the situation even worse. unless she's really angry though, and if she has a good reason to be angry. she can stand her ground if she has to.

a little bit of both? she's pretty chill but she can get a bit too excited sometimes when it comes to her favorite books/movies/bands

omg yes, take a look at chapter 10 and 10.5. she went through all of that effort to please our man. but eren is like that too so they please each other equally in bed.

[ask-ikeprichevalier]

Prince Chevelier my apolagies if im interupting but i want to ask how can you read prince Clavis's hand writting? Beacuse when he send me a letter i cant read it and it looks like a chikens scratch. .

Ah, I knew someone would ask eventually.

It's best to treat it as an entirely new written language of It's own. Start from the basics; it's a Latin based alphabet so look for different individual parts to distinguish letters. Look at his handwriting and analyze it to see where letters end and where attempts at sophistry with decorative nonsense start that way you'll be able to ignore the spirals and loops that don't belong in the future.

It takes a bit of practice but once you're used to it, it's fairly easy to read.

Best of luck, you'll truly need it.

[ember-da-toon]

Catching up?

A ficlet/backstory continuation for Amethyst my Addisona.

Gloom and dread washed over Amethyst like a rip tide. Pulling an pushing mem in between.

Amethyst had searched every corner of the Cyber World but to no avail had found any sign of their beloved friend.

"God damn it Ame, you should've listened to your heart. Just stick by him just in case," Amethyst began to noome but memself as they walked down the alley way back to their shop. Wrapping their arms around themself.

"Now hes missing. He must be so alone right now," Amethyst gripped their arm.

Out of frustration they kicked a rusty can and it hit the dumpster making a loud clang. Amethst winced at the sound and sighed covering their face with their hands feeling as though they were about to cry.

Then, they heard shuffling before the dumpster lid opened up.

"Hey! Whats all that [Noise] out here?!. Some people are trying to [Get some Zs] around here!" Called out a voice.

"O-oh! My apolagies I didn't mean to-"

"Ame?"

Amethyst looked up and tuned to the dumpster and couldn't see clearly through the blur of tears before wiping with their sleeves.

A little better with their vision Amethyst blinked for a moment before recognizing the figure.

"S-Spamton?" Amethyst muttered under their breath.

Spamton yelped and close the dumpster lid before Amethyst could see him clearly.

The purple fellow walked over to the dumpster and opened the lid to see Spamton curled up in the corner facing away.

"Spamton, is that really you?" Amethyst asked leaning further into the dumpster. Spamton turned around shyly and nodded. Amethyst held out a hand and Spamton hesitantly looked at it before he leapt at them and wrapped his arms around their neck.

Instinctively, Amethyst wrapped their hand around the smaller man tightening the hug.

"Oh my moons, I knew it!" Amethyst exclaimed excitedly as tears prickled their eyes. "Amethyst! Amethyst im [SO SORRY]! I'm sorry I abandoned you and the other Addisons! [I should've listened] to their warnings!" Spamton cried out.

Amethyst shook their head. "No im sorry! I wasn't there when your sales dropped. I could've helped you. I could've at least convinced Queen to let you stay while you tried again," Letting tears roll down their face.

Spamton and Amethyst parted to dry their eyes. "[No No No], Ame. You didn't have to anyway. I'm just glad you're alright," Spamton said.

Amethyst nodded and dried their tears with their sleeve. "So, you're planning to stay in a dumpster?"

"It seems so..." Spamton fidgeted with his fingers.

"Spamton... I- why don't you stay at my place?" "I can't Ame. I don't think I'm ready to face the others just yet. I'm sure they've heard of the [Newsflash!]..." The shorter sighed feeling ashamed.

Amethyst scratched the back of their neck, "I could hide you in the mean time. They don't have to know,"

"Thank you for the [kind offer] Amethyst but I'd rather live here. Like the [Piece of garbage] I am..." Spamton insisted as he hopped back inside the dumpster.

The other shook their head and got and idea. "I'll be bal in a minute!" They exclaimed before they raced down alley as Spamton watched them dissapear after turning a corner.

He sighed and carefully shut the lid down.

Barely ten minutes later, while Spamtom was curled up in the dumpster still feeling god forsaken awful he heard a knocking on the lid again.

He pushed it open, mildly struggling, and saw Amethyst with a bunch of stuff with them.

"If you don't wanna stay at my plave and want yo live in a dumpste instead, I have to at least give you some house warming gifts,"

Spamton perked up, Amethyst was still the same the last time he saw them.

It wasn't long until the dumpster was somewhat tidier. The trash was moved to another dumpster, there was a decently soft tarp and a throw pillow as Spamton's bedding and some extra space.

"I was planning on getting a new mini fridge and throwing away the old one. But I guess you can have it?" Amethyst offered as they sipped on some tea Amethyst got from the other day.

"That sounds like a [Terrific] idea," Spamton beamed.

Both were sitting inside the now neat dumpster catching up. It felt like forever until Amethyst realized it was almost 1 am. "Oh golden peppers! I need to get back to my apartment!"

Amethyst got up and hopped out of the dumpster as Spamton poked his head out. "Right! And before I go," Amethyst fished into their coat and pulled out a mouse plush.

"Here, its an apology gift for... ya know, abandoning you," Amethyst said awkwardly handing him the toy.

Spamton took the toy happily and waved Amethyst goodbye before he close the dumpster lid again after loosing sight of Amethyst.

He inspected the mouse plush. It was white grey with various colored patches decorated it's fur. He found it adorable and noticed the mixed yellow and pink button eyes were just like his own.

Tldr;

Amethyst finally found Spamton in the dumpster and had a cheesy reunion. They offered him their place for Spamton to live in but he declined still feeling ashamed of himself and not wanting to be seen by the Addisons. Amethyst decided to make his dumpster somewhat more comfier and before leaving, gave Spamton a mouse plush that has his iconic eye colors.

[bookdorp]

A Court of Wings and Ruin ; Chapter 21 to 26

Chapter 21. Feyre’s back is stiff from wing-making, and it’s decided she and Cassian will be the ones going to the Prison to talk to the Carver. Because taking Rhys would be to obvious apparantly and they don’t want to look too eager for the Carver’s help. But I think Maas just wanted to bring Cassian for a change. Have some bonding between him and Feyre.

Oh, and they keep it a secret from Amren. Not really sure why but I think they don’t want to make her angry? 

Also Nesta and Amren seem to get along well. Amren is trying to teach her about her possible gifts. I like them bonding. Nesta needs a friend, though I’m not sure if Amren is friend material? But then again, they are very similar in some ways, so good for them.

And Feyre has a nightmare again, for the first time in a long time.

In chapter 22 we are at the prison and the weather at the prison is the same as last time. The Carver is a little boy again to Feyre, but for some reason we’re not told what he looks like to Cassian. It’s a short chapter, we talk a little to the Carver and the conversation goes on into the next chapter.

Chapter 23. Not sure why this conversation needed to be 2 chapters long. We get some backstory for the Carver. The Weaver apparantly is his sister! Twin sister. And they have an older brother who we haven’t met. Yet. I think we will at some point. Anyway, they are all deathgods with the Weaver and the older brother the worst of the trio. The Carver didn’t feel safe from his siblings so he let himself be caught and locked away. I don’t really understand why but from his explanation I think he was just afraid of them? A Fae warrior once weaked the Weaver and the older brother but I’m not so clear on why the Carver hid from them.

But it is why he refuses to help them at first because he likes it in the prison, away from his much stronger siblings. Ofcourse he will relent. If they can bring him the Ouroboros Mirror he will help when the time comes. Only they still need to find out how to free him. Amren might know.

How did this chapter not end with Feyre asking Cassian what the Carver looked like to him?!! Really! That’s what I really want to know! I don’t remember if it is brought up again later in the book, but seriously! Why did no one bothered to ask Cassian?! We know about Rhys seeing Jurian.

Oh, and Feyre realized that the Carver’s little boy appearance is actually what her and Rhys’ son would look like. In ACOMAF I though at first Feyre was seeing a very young Rhys. But I guess now we know they’re going to have a kid at some point. 

In chapter 24 Feyre goes to seek her sisters. Nesta is mean again but it’s a...nicer mean? She’s protective of Elain but it’s weird that she still feels like she has to protect Elains against Feyre when she knows Feyre has always ever protected them in the past.

Elain speaks in riddles. Somehow everyone seems to think that means she’s crazy? Seriously! Feyre is Made into a Fae and she has special powers. Nesta is Made in the Cauldron and has special powers. Elain is Made in the Cauldron...and she’s crazy? When someone in a Faerie story talks in riddles it should be obvious there a magical reason. I feel like Maas wants to make this a plot twist by telling us through Feyre that Elain is crazy, to then at some point say!! *LE GHASP!* Elain isn’t crazy after all! She has VISIONS! Which is what I think the speaking in riddles is. How are they sometimes so smart and other times so stupid. 

Anyway, Feyre and Nesta ignore Elain and then hide when Lucien walks in looking for a book but finds Elain. He’s really kind and sweet to her. And full of guilt. Which we know because Feyre uses her Daemati powers to go into his head and listen to his thoughts while he speaks to Elain. Which is...wrong? But also understandable. They don’t trust Lucien yet and Elain is her sister so she wants to protect her. I’m with Feyre here. Do what you must to protect the family!

But Lucien has only good intentions for Elain. But is that because she’s his mate? Would he still be nice to he if she wasn’t? Who knows. But she is his mate so this is what we get.

And thanks to Lucien telling Feyre Elain needs fresh air and gardens, she finally takes Lucien and her sister to the town house in Velaris. I was wondering when that would happen since we all know Elain loves gardening and flowers and there is no garden in the House of Wind. 

Elain seems to get along with Azriel. He’s a quiet guy, calm and collected. I think that’s what Elain needs to recover. He gives her space and quiet. I hope they become friends in the future. 

Feyre and Rhys prepare for the Hewn City and talk about mates. No one really knows how mates are chosen for eachother, it just happens and it’s random. Or if it’s not random somehow mates are chosen for eachother to produce the best offspring? Maybe? It’s not clear and no one knows.  Also, somehow, Rhys is the only one who allows females to reject their mates while the rest of the world is an evil place where males are (mostly) allowed to own their mated females like property. Why does Maas need to make every place that is not Night Court aweful just to make Rhys and the Night Court look good?! 

Where are the places in this world where there is no sexism?! Everywhere women and females are treated like second class people. There are only High Lords, except in the Night Court where Rhys makes Feyre a High Lady. The Illyrians cut the wings of the females to prevent them from flying to ‘protect’ them, and Rhys is the one who outlawed it. The rest of the world treats female mates as property. Except Rhys. I GET IT, RHYS IS SPECIAL AND EVERYONE ELSE IS AWEFUL. Why aren’t there places where women are treated well? Why does the whole world need to be evil just to make Rhys look perfect? This is bad world building. Are you really telling me, with all the powerful female fae we’ve met so far, there isn’t a single territory where females rule? Seriously? This is not worldbuiding, it’s Rhys-building. All to make Rhys look like he’s the best of all. To make Rhys and Feyre special.

*takes a deep breat* There is enough sexism in the world to deal with, I hate when books go over board with it for shock effect or to make certain character look perfect.

On to chapter 25 and 26. We go to the Hewn City to get Keir’s Darkbringers. Nesta and Amren come too, and Mor and Azriel. Cassian is on protection duty in Velaris. Nesta and Amren pretty much immediatly dissapear to test Nesta’s powers. Feyre gets to sit on the throne since there is only one. And then they all go to a council room.

There we learn Rhys has been hiding things again. I thought Feyre was his equal High Lady so why didn’t he share this plans with her? That’s what equal do I guess Rhys isn’t ready to share all power yet.

Rhys anticipated Keir wanting acces to Velaris. And, to Mor’s absolute fear, he agrees, under terms and rules ofcourse, that Keir and the people of the Hewn City can visit Velaris. I don’t understand why he couldn’t have just explained to Mor before they went to the Hewn City. Mor isn’t stupid. If he’d explained, she would have understood and allowed it. She just wouldn’t have want to be there. So unless Rhys knew Keir would only say yes if he saw the devestation on his daughter’s face, Rhys was a real dick here. He should have trusted his Inner Circle.

But if Keir in Velaris isn’t enough to break Mor’s heart, Rhys also invited Eris. Like, talk about slapped in the face by your best friend in front of the two people you hate most in the world. I really feel for Mor here. Rhys lost friendship points in this one. Here he is the absolute dick and prick the world thinks he is. 

Eris wants his dad’s throne and wants Rhys to kill his dad. Rhys refuses but he will let Eris take the throne after the War when Eris’ father dies. Not sure why everyone’s sure Beron will die. I guess Eris has his plans pertaining that.

And Eris is mabe not as bad as everyone always thought he was? He says he had good reasion for treating Mor the way he did, even going to far as implying he did what he could to help her. And that he helped Lucien escape the Autumn Court as well. I’m not buying it. Eris was an aweful person in ACOTAR and ACOMAF, and suddenly he is all misunderstood? I feel Maas pulling a ‘misunderstood baby’ thing.  Just a little bit, enough to allow the Inner Circle to trust him and work with him. 

And the chapter ends with everyone going back home.

I still want to say one more thing. Something that has bothered me about the Hewn City since the first time we learned about it through Mor’s backstory. Somehow everyone in the Hewn City is aweful and evil. Despite Mor having been born and raised there and who turned out to be a different kind of person. And I started wondering if maybe others like Mor lived in there. And then I started thinking that the people of the Hewn City don’t really get a chance to be different. Rhys keeps them isolated and inside, he let’s them all do aweful things to eachother, never trying to chance things, and then calls the place evil. Like, Feyre talks about taking and acting the way she wants in there, without apolagy or gratitude towards servants when they bring her wine. But I wonder if the servants are treated well? do they deserve Feyre and Rhys treating them like trash?

And Rhys, a few chapters ago, told Feyre how he helps abused and hurt women by giving them a safe place to live, the Library. And now, when Keir says one of his lords needs help with a daughter who won’t behave, Rhys does nothing. I mean, we know Mor was treated aweful and that all the females in the Hewn City have no rights and are just used and sold for breeding, but no one does anything to help those women inside the Hewn City? Rhys is not allowing them to leave and be free? He’s not offering them a library to live in safety? Why hasn’t Rhys tried to change the Hewn City and free those that are mistreated? 

We are supposed to believe Rhys is mister perfect, that he is the only High Lord allowing woman to have equal rights, who has a High Lady, who forbids the clipping of the wings of female illyrians. But somehow he is ok with the Hewn City treating it’s females like cattle? Treating it’s servants like trash? And now that Feyre is High Lady, she is allowing it too. She knows about Mor and what happened to her, but not once does she think about freeing the rest of the women in the Hewn City. And as far as we know, Mor doesn’t either. 

And maybe, maybe they are all dark and angry and cruel there in the Hewn City, but if you’re born in a place like that, it’s hard not to become what the world you are born into teaches you to be. So instead of hating on them all, maybe give them a chance to be better.  Hw can they change if Rhys is puprosely keeping them isolated in darkness? How can those people inside the Hewn City who want to be different, who are different and who want to be free, the women inside who want to be free from being property and cattle, how can they leave if Rhys and Feyre won’t give them the chance to get out?

I refuse to believe Mor is just that one special person who different from all of the others in the Hewn City. I really don’t.

[mamaroelinka]

Happy new year!

Skillbuilding time! Only level 4

Oh dear drama! I only forgot to capture the drama... Rosette has someone else "visiting" her and she wanted to come to. Sorry I could not resist!

She saw Rosette kissing someone else.. Not amused

Rosette`s attemt to get it right.

The audacity of not accepting her (not meant) apolagies!! NEXT!

[dreamingwithbts]

My Badass Witch

Genre: Poly!Au; Supernatural!Au; Fluff; Angst

Pairing: Vampire Jin x Witch Reader x Werewolf Namjoon

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Right now, I'm in my spell room, looking through some very very old witch spell books of my family and I found a spell than amplifies my hearing and now I'm happy let me tell you why, I have two handsome boyfriends, Jin who's a very gentle but cocky vampire and Namjoon my strong silly werewolf, both have the ability to hear everything and I may be a powerful witch I can do anything but I don't have that ability, so they always make fun of me from that but now with this spell I can have my revenge.

The boys came home an hour ago for the university and since I've lived for so long I don't have to go there any more, so I do the spell and I start hearing things outside I couldn't hear before, smirking I start leaving the room but quickly fade away the moment I hear my boys talking.

"Did he bullied you again Joonie?" I hear Jin ask. "Ya, I drop the pencil again and when I went to pick up, he throws my things off the table for me to pick up, and he starts joking again for being clumsy, you know the usual." Joon answers. " You need to say something to him!" Jin says to him. " You're the one to talk! What about you, did he do anything?" Joon asks. " The usual, they don't believe with are dating Y/N, they keep calling me a liar and ugly." Jin says. "You know you're no ugly Hyung." Joon says. "Of course I know! They just need glasses." Jin says. "Come on, we need to study for the exam tomorrow." Joon says and I hear them leaving to study and I stay in place red in anger, for them being bullied and for them not telling me, I enter inside the spell room thinking of a plan.

The next day my boys went to the university like everything was normal without knowing that I knew about their bullying, now I'm in front of the university waiting for them and for the others.

Thirty minutes later I see my boys walking leaving the building hand in hand, smiling I start walking towards them only to stop when I see two boys behind them laughing and pointing at them, I start walking towards them in confidence they still not seeing me.

"Joonie, Jinnie!" I say and I run a little to them, kissing passionately both in the lips, they look at me shocked. "Y/N!" They say. " Sorry boys, I need to take my men home." I say to the boys I assume are the bullies, I take Jin and Joon hands with them still in shock and start going away until the bullies opens their mouth. "There's no way this babe is your girlfriend." One says. " Never knew you were so obedient wolf Namjoon, can't believe you let a woman be dominant." The other says. Joon got ready to go to him but I stopped him, I do a spell making the two stupid boys levitate and putting them upside down and then I say. " Excuse me. First of I'm not a babe and it's not Jin fault your face looks like that and you can't get a babe. I think I have a spell that could fix that but it's so bad that maybe it wouldn't work." I say making Jin and Joon laugh behind me and the boy looks very embarrassed.

"And now you, I lived almost a century and I been never so disappointed of a person, your younger than me but your thoughts are too out dater, for the love of the great witch where in 2019 any woman has the right to do anything especially if she wants to be the dominant and with your way of thinking maybe that's why you are alone and Joon isn't. Update yourself." I say.

I let go of the spell and put the boys back on the ground. "Now both of you apologize to my men." I say. " Were very sorry." They say to Jin and Joon who accepted the apology. "Anything more boys?" I ask and suddenly they knell on the ground bowing to me leaving the three of us shocked. "Were very very very sorry Miss, were going to be better persons for now." They say and I accept the apolagy too and the two run away from us.

"See boys, that's how you do things." I say smirking to them who laugh at me. " You are our badass witch." Jin says. " Let's go home and be busy, dominant woman." Joon says thinking dirty. " Oh no, no, no. You are both in trouble too. You are grounded for a week for not telling me your problem." I say, and they both drop to the floor crying and I left them going home smirking, loving being a powerful witch.

Note: Loving this Halloween vibe! Happy Halloween everyone! Hope you like it! @killcomet