#i wish i could take it all back

[mobanjaree]

when sufjan stevens said "my friend is gone he ran away i can tell you i love him each day" and carly rae jepsen said "i still love you i'm sorry i'm sorry i love you i didn't mean to say what i said" and troye sivan said "i see a little house on a hill and children's names [...] but everything is shattering and it's my mistake"

[klodizzle]

Zach

I’m so sorry, I wish I could talk to you. Focusing on me has made me see how deeply insecure I am and also how shitty I treated you because of that. You never deserved any of it. I do miss you so much. I love you with everything in me and I’m scared that there is never going to be a point where I don’t feel that way. I’m scared to watch you move on from me when I do feel like you’re perfect for me. I want to live my life with you right here holding my hand. I know I have ruined your trust in me, I wish that I could’ve shown up better for you. I know we both have issues we couldn’t see and I know we both projected a lot. I hope you know no matter what how much I really truly do love and care about you. I know who you are, I know how kind and caring and smart you are. I know how sensitive you are and I know how much I truly have hurt you and I feel like I have been so so blind. I have continually hurt you and disrespected you because I felt you were doing those things to me. We both have acted immaturely. I know how many people have hurt you and treated you with zero disregards to how things would make you feel. It was nobody’s right to treat you that way and to not consider your feelings. You being hurt was a valid feeling that you let people beat out of you for their own selfish reasons. You are enough Zach, you will always have been good, you will always hold a spot in my heart because I do truly see you. I see all the things I feel like you can’t see in yourself. I love you for exactly who you are and no matter what that isn’t going to change. I know I’ve lashed out as you just as much as you have lashed out at me. I don’t know how to not see you as the person I want by my side forever and that’s what I am scared about, I don’t ever want to be just your friend, I want to be buried in a grave next you you. My love is possessive and jealous but it is also much more than that. You were worth every thing I tried to do to make you feel loved. You were worth loving, you deserved to be treated better than I treated you. You ARE special, you are uniquely you. I don’t care what you think about it because you are. I’m sorry that I put out your light. I’m sorry that I couldn’t see myself how you saw me until after I broke your trust and your heart. No matter what I will miss you every single day, I feel like nobody will ever compare to the way I feel about you. I’m sorry that I’m so young, I’m sorry that I took out so much on you. I’m so fucking sorry. I know what we had was real, I know I fucked it up, I know that I will regret it every day of my life. I know I stopped doing things to show you how much I really cared. I know that both of us have fences and walls built around our hearts and I know we’re both so fucking stubborn it’s insane. I do see my faults, but I hope you can see me through them. I am still the person I used to be, you are still the person you used to be. We’re both just more hurt and less trusting. I am really so incredibly sorry I ever ever made you not feel good enough. I did expect too much, my standards were way too high. They were built to keep people out and I know that. I wanted to go back to how things were but I know we couldn’t. I know why. I miss the little things more than anything. I miss being so close to you. I miss the safety I felt in your arms. I miss getting to witness you in the smallest moments. I miss waking up next to you and driving you crazy. I miss your toes in mine, your butt snuggled into my back. I miss the conversations we had before going to bed. I miss the attic, I miss it so much. I miss breaking the walls on accident. I miss how much time we spent just you and me. I miss you playing the flute to me. I miss your interests and you sharing them with me. In a perfect world we wouldn’t be so stressed and I’m sure we’d have been so much happier but we aren’t. I’m sorry I pushed you to the point you didn’t want that life with me that we talked about because I truly want it with you. I’m sorry I can never fully appreciate what I’ve got when it’s in front of me.

I miss you so much, I’m so sorry

[lydiaortega1996]

[fingertipstofingertips]

No but why is it that in high-school I refused the colour pink and hid that I liked Taylor swift and only listened to angry music and wore black and had such a shitty self righteous attitude because I didn't want to be like other girls and I wanted to have a hard surface but now I'm older and I'm so beautifully and wonderfully soft and I love other girls now and I'm so sorry if I ever made you feel silly for being in touch with your lovely feminine side. I wish I knew how much I love being a girl while I still was one because now I'm a woman desperately trying to hold on to girlhood

[lucabyte]

On autonomy, and what it means to be Obliged to Help.

Bonus:

[criep]

i’m really utterly and truly sorry. that’s all i can say. a million times i’ll say i’m sorry. and i’ll eternally be regretful and ashamed of my actions.

[icewindandboringhorror]

On average, what is the total MONTHLY amount that you spend on dining out*?

*(This doesn't only count going out to restaurants, but also stuff like picking up fast food to bring home, getting a coffee on the way to work, getting a premade sandwich from a grocery store deli during lunch, buying a quick snack from a convenience store or food cart whilst walking somewhere, ordering a pizza or any other food to be delivered to your home, etc.)

*(If you often dine out in groups/as a household: calculate and divide the costs so that you get a Per Person average. This is for YOU individually, NOT the total household/group costs)

(I'm sure polls similar to this have been made before (very common topic), I just haven't personally seen one that I can remember, so, I was curious to do my own! I was discussing this with a group of people today and it was very interesting to see how widely the number varied between individuals. :0c )

(Reblog for bigger sample size if you can, and feel free to explain your answer in tags if there's anything extra to add!)

[surreal-duck]

live drama adaptations part 2 (prev)

cast reveal and girls movie night 🔥

[salty-autistic-writer]

A canon bi character kisses a canon gay character on screen. We should all be celebrating and embracing the love.

[fingertipstofingertips]

No but why is it that in high-school I refused the colour pink and hid that I liked Taylor swift and only listened to angry music and wore black and had such a shitty self righteous attitude because I didn't want to be like other girls and I wanted to have a hard surface but now I'm older and I'm so beautifully and wonderfully soft and I love other girls now and I'm so sorry if I ever made you feel silly for being in touch with your lovely feminine side. I wish I knew how much I love being a girl while I still was one because now I'm a woman desperately trying to hold on to girlhood

[gingermintpepper]

One of my biggest pet peeves is the assumption that something has to be sad for it to be tragic.

I've always been a big believer of the 'Apollo has an awful love life'/'Apollo is plain unlucky with love' line of thinking but it does bother me that the general reasoning for that statement is given to the concept of 'Apollo is somehow undesireable and thus rejected' (Cassandra/Daphne/Marpessa) or 'his lovers die young and thus their love is unfulfilled' (Cyparissus/Hyacinthus/Coronis). I personally think that's a very unfortunate way of looking at things - not only because it neglects the many perfectly cordial entanglements and affairs Apollo has had, both mortal and divine - but because it presents a very shallow interpretation of the concepts of love and loss and how loss affects people.

Apollo can still grieve lovers that have a long, healthy life. The inherent tragedy of an immortal who knows his lovers and children will die and cannot stop it does not stop being tragic simply because those lovers and children live long, fulfilled lives. The inherent tragedy of loss does not stop being tragic simply because someone knows better than to mourn something that was always going to end.

What is tragic is not that Apollo loves and loses but that loss itself follows him. Apollo does not love with the distance of an immortal, he does not have affairs and then leaves never to listen to their prayers again. He does not have offspring and then abandon them to their trials only to appear when it is time to lead them to their destinies. He raises his young, he protects the mothers of his children, he blesses the households that have his favour and multiplies their flocks that they may never go hungry. He educates his sons, he adorns his daughters and even in wrath he is quick to come to his senses and regret the punishments he doles out.

Apollo loves. And like mortals, there will always be some part of him that wishes to protect the objects of his affections. Apollo, however, is also an emissary of Fate. He knows that the fate of all mortal things is death. He knows that to love a mortal is to accept that eventually he will have to bury them. There is no illusion of forever, there is no fantasy where he fights against the nature of living things and shields his beloveds from death. Apollo loves and because of that love, he also accepts.

And that, while beautiful, is also tragic.

[lovely-menza]

I went to pink floyd's their mortal remains in buenos aires last tuesday so I feel like sharing some pics I took there (bc I took a lot) :D

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

somewhat satisfied with this... pretty butterfly man...

[tarantula-hawk-wasp]

quite simply character of all time to me i keep coming back to doing screenshot redraws of Shiro in fall of the castle of lions & tears of the balmera. episodes of all time to me no notes.

[blu-ish]

HELLO I HAD ANOTHER DREAM

My dream was that it was discovered that in SA2, there was a second ending cutscene that nobody had ever seen before

It was discovered by a speedrunner that if you were fast enough throughout the level (or it may have been the entire game, not sure), and pressed "B" at the precise right time, during the moment after Sonic and Shadow yell "Chaos Control!" but before Shadow started falling, you would get a new ending where Sonic grabs Shadow's arm and manages to save him from falling to Earth, pulling him back to safety, and then when they got back with everyone, everyone rushed towards the both of them and hugged them

Rouge still asked if Gerald created him to carry out his revenge, but Shadow stayed quiet and refused to answer.

In the last moments, instead of "Sayonara, Shadow the Hedgehog", it was replaced with Sonic waving and a "C'mon Shadow! Let's go home!"

And instead of the picture of Shadow on the moon, it was a picture of Sonic with his arm around Shadow

I have absolutely NO idea why my brain created this alternate happier SA2 ending for my dream, but there you go!

The Ultimate Gaymer 😔

[sulky-cabbage]

AU: Where Sukuna Wins

Part 1

Part 2 here

Imagine an alternate universe in which Sukuna triumphs, dominates over Japan, and endures a lonely existence for many centuries, while allowing some humans to live.

They hold a grudge against him, of course, and want to kill him. They train at Jujutsu High and have some great fighters that occasionally provide Sukuna with some entertainment. 

They are so desperate for salvation, they can only find solace in prophecies about a figure with powerful blue eyes that will defeat the king of curses and rescue Japan.

And do you know what Sukuna does in response to that? One might expect him to go full Pharoah mode and kill newborns, but NO!!

HE DOES THE COMPLETE OPPOSITE !!

Whenever he ravages a village and devours the women and children, he ALWAYS spares the blue-eyed infants.

All the curses know better than to kill an infant with blue eyes. The last time a curse did that, Sukuna made sure to make an example of it.

Killing a member of the Gojo clan is also off limits, as well as anything that could delay the reincarnation of this certain person.

These humans are not the only ones waiting for salvation.

Sukuna is also WAITING...for his wretched existence to end at the hands of this person.

The ONLY one worthy of having the honor to do so.