#i’m just a sleepy little guy

[ace-of-drakes]

y’all i think i fucked up my tea leaf reading cause they told me that im never going to properly rest but im going to be happily married and also someone with a “C” name is going to cause a scandal in my life like bro i just wanted to know if i should take a nap

[thedonnerpartayyy]

If there’s one thing I’m gonna do it’s sleep.

[chaoticconstellation]

i think after the fourth snooze on your alarm, Siri should just call you and tell you to wake your bitch ass up 

[glxthoughts]

i wasn’t able to spend as much time as i’d like on this since i’ve just started uni, but here’s my submission for @j11nko ‘s DTIYS!! congrats on 2k!!

[colourfulmes]

Demon!Natemare doodle for tonight because why not :) ((I drew this yesterday—))

[readyforthegarden]

it should be illegal to have to work when you’re so sleepy

[campirebites]

So my nose isn’t fractured but the internal bruising is pretty gnarly they said so they gave me some anti nausea and some pain medication and said I’m good to go so yay not broken and medical professionals validated me and my level of pain and helped me get pain management! Success!

[fraberry-stroobcake]

is it gay to be so overwhelmed with emotions by thinking about someone you care about so much you almost want to pick up writing again

[stereotypical-something]

What if I’m so sleepy. So eepy. Just a eepy little guy. What if I eat capitalism

[kippyzzworld]

dyeing my hair makes the gender dysphoria go away…

i love my little radio

also some aled drawings and an unfinished UC drawing

[avamoeba]

life update for tha mutuals👯‍♂️💕

[loves2spwge]

Stan…… SAVE me!!!!!!!!!!! <- me after finishing bigger longer and uncut and replaying it again

[watcherglowcloud]

didn’t sleep well so now i feel deeply unsatisfied with all things pertaining to life and love. you know how it is

[fishyartist]

Tryin 2 do portfolio shit…. I’m gonna find a way to make this fun if it kills me ok?

[no-brain-just-good-omens]

i’m not built for capitalism i’m built for being a sleepy sad little guy

[floral-hex]

Two hours. I got two hours of sleep. I’m so frustrated with myself.

Went to the ER. Everyone was very nice. They gave me an IV bag of fluids (I was dehydrated! Sad cactus!) and a little ativan (teeny dose), which was nice at the time! Just a little amount, but the (mostly) quiet room, fluids, and meds managed to relax me a lot. Could have fallen asleep if the bed was actually comfortable. Then they packed me up, gave me another little Ativan to take home for tonight, and said they’d contact my primary. Cool cool. Got some much needed food on the way home, then took the pill and got comfy. Again, smallest dosage they make, so no feeling too good. Managed to muscle past my anxiety to fall asleep, and… 2 hours. Woke up. Tried to go back to sleep. Too frustrated and anxious and I feel like crap. What should I do? Just eat a whole gummy and hope that knocks me out? For me, that feels like playing roulette. Could work, yeah. Could make me sleepy and pliable. Could also backfire and make me feel sick and extra anxious for another 5 or 6 hours. What do I do? Roll back up to the ER? “Hewwo, I woke up and I need more benzos 👉👈🥺” haha funny, but I’ve seriously been thinking about it 😑

God, I’m miserable. Been sitting outside on the porch for a bit. Not quite an hour. Needed to get out of the apartment, but tbh, nearly 4am outside isn’t doing much for me. I just feel alone. It wouldn’t help with sleeping, per se, but just someone, I dunno, hugging or holding me for a few minutes would honestly save me a little. What a mess. Oh yeah, and apparently my kidneys are going 👎👎👎 down. Bad meat. Not great test results. Not what I’m focusing on tonight. I’m a mess. Anyway, this was my update. Sorry for all the walls of text. Suppose this is mainly for me to look back on in the future, but can’t pretend it’s not at least a little validating to put this all out into the world and knowing that maybe one or two people read this and I didn’t suffer completely without recognition. Yeah…