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realizing i do this thing that i really really hate which is when i’m originally super excited about something but the default reaction is something negative i’ll eventually just start spouting off a million disclaimers every time i bring it up. like yeah i’m majoring in creative writing haha don’t worry i know i’m never gonna make any money haha i’m definitely going to just get a practical job and publish on the side maybe if i’m lucky!! like NO bitch have some confidence in yourself😭😭 goddamn i’m such a pushover
#did this with minnesota too#i was so excited to move and it was my top choice state#and so many people reacted negatively that now every time i tell someone i’m moving im automatically like#yeah it’s gonna be really cold!! haha probably won’t survive the winter!!#which is like. TRUE but i hate that those statements now override my original excitement#anyway was thinking about this bc my mom now knows about my major#which means i had to hear her ex boyfriend bitching about how im never going to make any money#in the middle of our living room at 9 am#like. thanks for the input patrick. jesus#anyway idk if this is relatable im just tired#personal
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📢‼️UPDATE ON THE DHMIS REANIMATION COLLAB‼️📢
Hello! on October 4th 2023, i announced i was hosting a DHMIS reanimation collab. And thankfully, every part got taken.
but unfortunately, half of the people taking the parts didn’t get back to me (possibly forgot, decided not to, lost contact etc). exactly half of the parts were animated, but half of it is still unfinished. that’s why i’m making an announcement that 9 MORE PARTS ARE NOW AVAILABLE! (as of now.) please check my pinned post immediately for info and which parts are available if you are interested! i plan on getting this done on or around JUNE 19th!
There’s also discord for people who are joining! the link i currently have doesn’t work so please ask @mtsodie for the discord. i would also like to thank him for helping me with the collab :]
REMEMBER!
-please keep in contact with me if you are accepted! (in my DMs)
-only ask to join if you know you can get your part done near june 19th
-check the pinned post for updates on which parts are and aren’t available
-and obviously, only ask to join if you can animate.
-make sure your animation lines up with the time and audio of your part.
-when you’re finished with your part , email it to [email protected]
THATS ALL FOR NOW! remember to reblog :o] I’ll see you soon! 🏠
#yeah guys i’m really tired haha#sorry if this is too much i just wanted to get most things clear.#really excited about this still! i thought it’d be better to have a deadline#not sure what to say here. should probably start putting normal tags#dhmis reanimation collab#animation collab#reanimation collab#dhmis#don’t hug me i’m scared#dhmis yellow guy#red guy#duck dhmis#animation#animators#☎️
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What are some ways that help you sped up your art creation? Like they all say "work smarter not harder"! Your quality is always amazing & you post quite often, so I wonder about your time management/things you do in your art process!(coming from another artist lol)
I adore your bkdk btw!💕
I think the biggest thing for me is letting go of my perfectionist tendencies. When I get too laser focused in on details and start worrying about the way every single line looks, I end up taking twice as long, so I try to keep lines loose and quick!
Also my sketches are pretty clean so usually I don’t change much to go from “sketch” to “lineart” except erasing a few guidelines. It speeds up my process a lot when I don’t have to start a whole new layer for line work lol
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Your welcome home OC is always so pretty :o
#Asks#i appreciate you#thank you!#I worked very hard on her design#So I appreciate this so much!#She would give you kiss for sure#I’m blushing fr#You guys are so cool#im getting really tired#I don’t think I can draw much more today haha#Zzzzz
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Steve seems like a power tool kind of guy but honestly, so does Eddie! He’s like ‘let’s get a chainsaw!’ with a little too much enthusiasm for Steve’s liking (especially because they live in an apartment 😜)
#Steddie#Steve x eddie#Steddie headcanons#I might be projecting the qualities of someone I know who reminds me of Eddie onto him juuuust a little bit lol#but he really does seem like he’d enjoy them haha#and also sharp things!#pizzaqueentxt#i have more thoughts on this but I’m tired lol#eventually they live somewhere with like trees in the yard and one has to be cut down and Eddie’s so excited#but he and Steve fight over who gets to do it 🤣#(not the whole tree because you should so not cut down a whole tree yourself although tbh I can see these dumbasses thinking they can handle#it on their own lol Steve might be a little more cautious though and caught between wanting to use the chainsaw and not wanting to destroy#the house or you know himself haha)#anyway this is stupid I’m sorry#i just don’t have any fic to post and I feel bad#plus I wanted to share this silly little thought
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why do some fevers feel so much worse than others oh my god i am wearing a crewneck sweatshirt (with a shirt underneath) under a hoodie sweatshirt with my winter jacket zipped on top of it and i’m still so cold. having a temperature just makes everything that’s already painful a million times harder while forcing you to shiver violently through the aches
i wish someone would just help me pack (or maybe just pack for me while i lay there and thank you while also apologizing for not helping) and then play with my hair and gently soothe me to sleep…i have those silly ghost chills that you only really get with fevers (the ones that kind of just dance right on top of your skin) or right before you start to run one but at the same time i feel so deeply cold.
i know my face is burning and it feels uncomfortable, but at the same time the chills run all the way up to my cheekbones, and the thought of a cool compress sounds soothing while also sending subconscious full-body shivers through me to match the ones sent by the fever
#i have#a fever#and i don’t feeel good at all#nothing is going right but that’s okay#i’m#so#sorry distracted#hands are warm#now#but toes are cold#haha#i will#update these tags when i’m not feeling so silly#not silly but loopy with pain and fatigue and a litttle kinda high fever#and i’m a little maybe not that much sort of scared to sleep bc those make my ptsd nightmares come out to PLAY#and im too tired for that#wait wait#tw ptsd#cw ptsd#it’s really cold#it took me so long to finish writing this post#bc my brain is slowlyyyyyy inching its way down the hall thinking i won’t notice#sorry horrible unfunny joke#i wish someone would hold#me#but i would feel#bad#waking anyone up#my body hurts
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okay guys…
i have planned prof! toji series part 2!! 🤭
#[azra speaks]#i have a few details left to add to the story arc#but it’s ready enough#i’m also so sorry for being inactive#i’m tired and i’m trying to relax since i’m on holidays haha#i also need to catch up with kinkoctober#i’m so late but i really didn’t have the time
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So I’ve kind of been MIA…….so I thought I’d give some updates on my life
#honestly I didn’t realise it’s been so long since I’ve done a post#especially a personal post#it’s been about a month#anyway I’ve been super busy#since I’ve mainly been working#which is good but also bad because I’m tired all the time 😭😭💀#for example I started work today at 7am so I got up at 5:30 which was a lot so during my shift I got kind of drained#but I’ve been well#if I’m not working I’m relaxing and crocheting because I really want to finish this project#but apart from that let’s talk about some exciting stuff#I start uni in about 3 weeks which is really exciting#so hopefully closer to the date I can talk about that if I don’t forget 😅#I’m also going on holiday in like two weeks which is nice#it will be the last hurrah I guess before uni#there’s still some stuff that I’ve got to sort out before uni#but I’ve got like all the stuff I need I think#I’m just really excited#and I guess a bit sad my gap years over#like that definitely flew by haha#gatherrambles#g/gapyeardiaries
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You post a lot of beautiful pictures of ballet. Do you have any old photos or clips of you when you were a ballet dancer? Whats the best one you have?
Firstly, thank you 🥰
I have a lot of photographs but sadly none are amazing quality (ballet photography is apparently rather difficult)
Only ones on my phone currently are terrible quality 🤦🏼♀️
I’m hoping to get back into dancing professionally/semi professionally but to lean more into styles I prefer this year, so maybe I’ll be able to get some better pictures 🤞🏻
#questions#ballet#sorry if this is worded badly I’m so tired#also I waffled a bit and I know no one really wants to hear me talking lol#As for videos I’m in a few on YouTube haha and some really bad phone quality videos
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me when it’s the week before my period:
#I’M TIRED OF THIS SHIT!!!#why is this week worse than my period#like as soon as I get my period??? everything’s fine#but that week and a half before??? category five extinction event for my mental health#and I’m so tired and drained and so angry all the damn time#tired of this#anyway#we ball 😤#(I am in tears)#the best part is when you go to the doctors and they’re just like oh well are you eating?#sleeping? you’re a student so you’re probably stressed about exams#so you should be fine there’s nothing really wrong#…thanks doc yeah it’s so normal for me to imagine a world where I don’t exist#it’s so normal for me to lie awake thinking about what would happen if I just peaced out of this mortal plane#haha but yeah I guess I’m stressed about exams!! :P#but ANYWAY I’m fine. I’m okay. don’t worry.#just needed a rant because whew it’s been a day#mini rant warning#vent post#ramblingeyes
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#i am so sad i am so sad i am so sad i am so sad i am so sad i am so sad#i am so sad. and i am so tired. and i am so sad.#crying for real haha#i am going eat dinner. i guess. i’m not really hungry#but i need to eat something so i can take my meds#and then i’ll play with my beads and make bracelets to give out at pride and watch d20 and i will be okay
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i have this weird thing where i want ppl to be really nice to me and pet me and etc but like, i know that’s not possible, at least for me, cause no ones ever gonna see me as a cat. i’m just some guy asking for attention, not this cat you spotted and wanna call over, i am just never gonna feel as innocent as i want to. it hurts so fucking bad
#kitty talks#on the come down of the shrooms and felt a lot today and im thinking a lot and i’m just like haha idk i rlly wish inwas a cat#i wish i could never feel a thing ever. i want thr bliss cats have. i want ro be loved. i wanna be cute. i jusy wanna be small#ive been edging breaking down for so long but it really does suck i really jusy wanna be hugged but i dont wanna be Hugged i wanna be hugged#and i wanr ro cuddle but not like that. i want to be a cat that crawls into bed with someone warm bc i like their heat. i uusy#i dont know i feel so fucking weird rn and it’s mostly bc im like fuck dude is this jusy how ill be forever like am i seriously not gonna +#get over this. am i just gonna live my life begging to be loved like something im not?#am i even acearo? like i am but do i really know what i mean by when i say i dont Like that stuff?#like am i just not interested bc i know it’ll never be possible to truly Be Like That with no worry?#idont know im jusy really sad and im cold and i wish someone was kissing me right now and i wish i was being squeezed#and i am also so tired of dressing up just to feel uglier but i love dressing up and make up too much to Not do it#idk. basically. i wish i was a cat and i wish i didn’t frel ugly all the time
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I’m always coming on here to have public mental breakdowns now I guess
#Idk it’s my blog and it’s hard to talk about this stuff one on one with people. I feel like I always have the same problems that never#change anyways so people around me are probably tired of hearing about it? Like not in a disparaging way just. There’s really nothing they#can do about it at this point and if I’m just rehashing the same shit then I mean. They already know#I used to never do this so like you can really tell it’s been Pretty Bad#I am literally always under 10000 pounds of stress lately. Being unmedicated is starting to get Very Very Difficult haha.
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#the walten files#twf#susan woodings#twf susan#the walten files susan#twf fanart#the walten files fanart#art#digital art#procreate#fanart#doodle#headshot#kinda just vibing here idk#i guess I’m#growing used to living in a hotel but I’m getting tired of how there’s always police activity outside here#it’s not safe to walk outside and it sucks#I’m still really mad that I can’t have my own room and space rn and I wanna live somewhere else but alas I am not a successful member of soc#of society#also I just do Not wanna live with my parents haha lol
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FR I’m rewatching Voltron cause why not and just the “Voltron” tag is completely full of Keith/Lance like can I just see some fanart of the characters and some gifs PLEASE
GOSH I HEAR YA. I feel your pain in my bones anon. I never finished Voltron for various reasons but maybe someday…I count myself lucky I was offline for the worst of the apparent drama. Easier to hold onto the fond memories of when it was starting out and such! But yea even then, ships were everywhere….and not the spaceships I wanted to see in my sci-fi haha 🥁🐍
ANYWAY scraping for platonic content or even just content on blorbo themself (Keith in my case here) has been an age old struggle for me, but the prevalence of kl**ce didn’t help :/ like I’m not gonna go after people enjoying what they love, good for them! They’re having fun! I’m just. Tired, yknow? I think a lot of people don’t know how to interact with media except through shipping characters together. And as someone who can’t really relate to it on a personal level (I don’t hate romance I even enjoy it in media sometimes) I just. Want some variety. Blease. I am so tired.
So yeah firm handshake there anon good luck hang in there 🤝
#breezy babbles#anonymous#I’m not gonna tag the series or ships I don’t wanna start anything#just…yelling for a bit#feel free to go through my voltron tag anon since the ships aren’t to my tastes it should be free of them#even if the posts are maybe old because it’s been AWHILE#it just really stood out to me#maybe loud fandom��.not sure#discourse#I guess?? just complaining here as a tired aroace#I could rec some other blogs for you if you want…or fics#I may not have finished the show but I know ALOT second hand haha
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anyway i have a crooked smile that curves to the right so sukuna and i are basically meant to be <3 together our smiles make one massive whole <33
#HAHAHAHAHA#no but really i have a crooked smile#in pictures i have to consciously force my smile to be even and balanced#and i don’t know if that’s just my face or if it’s because i stopped giving a fuck about my elastics near the end of my time with braces or#whatever it is i have a crooked smile now#i might’ve had a crooked smile as a kid too who knows!!!#omg i should show u guys that picture of me as a lil butterball at 3 yrs old HAHA#baby clari’s eyes are like O.O LMAO#they’re too big for her face#anYYYYYWAY GOOD MORNING MY FRIENDS#i am ready for another day of christmas baskets!!!!!!#i’m having fun but i’m also super tired n i can’t wait to#come back to my blog n get back to writing n all that haha#also my body is screaming at the physical labour but it’s okay!!!#pls have an awesome sunday <3#clari chatters
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