#i'm dying i love you both...

[kithmet]

see, i really love when buddie fight. i love it because within fighting (and especially because their dynamic relies heavily on the unspoken) there's this element of, "oh, finally they're communicating, even if it's fighting! they're saying these things out loud! progression is being made!" and it's not pretty, but life isn't always pretty. i love the messiness of a satisfying fight, where both are dealing with their own shit and misstepping how they're handling a situation, or throwing words around carelessly, or projecting onto each other. people who love each other as much as they do don't go into an argument that intense without knowing that in the end, things will be okay again. buck even said this in s4: "it's easy to lash out on the person that you know is always going to forgive you." i think subconsciously they know that sure, they might fight, but they will always be okay.

that being said. yeah, i love when they fight, but i do often hate how people talk about it. there's always this strange element of viewers trying to choose sides, which completely misses the point the show is trying to make whenever it depicts raw emotions and how those complicated feelings can intersect in relationships to spark conflict, conflict where nuance does exist. and this happens time and time again on the show and the aftermath—people are always so forgiving towards one of them, and less forgiving towards the other. yes, when times are tough, buck gets self-centred and unable to see past his own hurt, and yes, eddie hates seeing that gets mean about it. we've seen this during the lawsuit! we've seen it before eddie left for texas! and we're seeing it again now after bobby died. this is a consistent character trait for both of them, it's a thread that has remained true in their relationship and will probably continue to remain true because it's somewhere where they don't mesh well. it's juicy! but i don't think one of them is more or less right for feeling the way they do. the point is that they feel what they feel, and they get past it always despite clashing. and ultimately the whole concept of "choosing sides" when two characters clash is rooted in projection or relatability (or protection) of one character, which honestly lacks empathy and understanding of the fight itself, both character's motivations, and their relationship dynamics. the writers don't want you to choose sides. they want you to understand that sometimes situations are complicated and as humans, we butt heads but still love each other no matter what. it's really not a hard concept to grasp. and yet... we as a fandom go in circles about this topic every single time they fight.

[momochimchim]

I read ur tags HAND OVER UR DAYDREAMS MOMO!!!!!

GIVE HIM TO US!! (Please if u do not mind)

WELL YES OF COURSE DEAR BUTTONS!!! (i had a lot of fun but i'm still scared you won't like it oh Gods)

HERE YOU GO, I LOVE YOUR AUS SO SO MUCH!!! 😭💞 (I headcannoned so hard i'm crying, i love you Daydream)

ALSO, BABY NEXUS!!!!!

(Idk if Baby Nex can actually walk but the situation in my Head was so funny i had to draw it 🥺)

[bixels]

Hi great overwatch rant. Now I'm curious, what are your thoughts on TF2?

It's the Minecraft of sex.

[libraryofjupiter]

quotes that are stobotnik. to me.

(chateau lobby #4 by father john misty, you had me at hello by mchairi mcfarlane, the lost future of pepperharrow by natasha pulley)

[royalarchivist]

Slimecicle: Hey, do you know what- do you know what the mask does, dude? It keeps the toxicity out, man, and it keeps the clean air in. So we put those masks on, we take a deep breath. Bolas bolas. I'm going to give you guys a new contract too. You know what it is? It's gonna be at the top of your list. It says, "HAVE FUN." It says "Have fun."

For anyone feeling Strong Negative Opinions about Purgatory or any particular character, please remember these wise words from Charlie Slimecicle.

[shrimpbat]

i cant draw hands 2. response to the tempest waist snatching finnegan ask 3. sorry for this cursed thing bree

I OPENED MY INBOX AND THIS SCARED THE SHIT OUT OF ME I'M LOSING MY MIND

[hold-fast-to-hope]

Does anyone know a piece of media (preferably book or poem) that does successful courtly love. Not sure if I'm phrasing this right, but something where one person falls in love with a deeply unsuitable other person but they manage to make it something good, while never ending up with anyone

[causenessus]

OKAY NEW PLAN I come back around/on/before Thanskgiving with a fic but it may not be miya osamu it may be dazai osamu 😭 sorry chat

[lambilegs]

GUYSSSSS LOOK AT THE CUP MY FRIEND BOUGHT ME WHEN WE WENT OUT THIS SHIT BELONGS IN A MUSEUM LIKEEEEEE

[elenadoeslife]

❤️‍🩹

[passive-nightmaresans]

this was supposed to be a stupid mini comic... why are his cracks so detailed...

Anyways sneak peak on un corrupted silly mini comic :3

uh lore on my version on un corrupted nm I guess!! Below!!

One head canon I'll always have is that his bones are CRACKED. Imagine after 500 years of being like... a corspe??? I fear being encased in negativity for 500 or more years would absolutely destroy your bones. I think the only reason that corrupt Nightmare would keep Passive Nightmare's body is for stabilization. I mean he has to have at least SOME pain after being corrupted right?? I think somewhere along the way Corrupt just forgot about the fact he's a walking corpse OR WAIT BETTER IDEA. HE USES IT TO SCARE THE CRAP OUT OF DREAM AND OTHERS. Dude that'd be horrifying. I need to learn how to draw horror art immediately. Anyways I'm getting off topic. Nightmare has extremely cracked bones, that is my point. Also hOW DO YOU DRAW WEAPONS. I'm drawing sickles for him!!!! Moon... shape!!!!

[doctorweebmd]

so. i've been reflecting a lot about the existential grief people go through as they face the fact they're dying. the ones that i've been thinking about recently are the desire to 'leave a legacy' and to 'not be forgotten.'

it rings true to what i feared as a suicidal teenager. i was terrified of having no impact on the world. of existing for 'no reason.' of being forgotten when i'm gone. the idea of not mattering to anyone was even more painful than the sadness and grief within. its not an uncommon sentiment. people want to believe there are silent lovers in this world. that they matter more than they think they do. that if they disappeared, a myriad of people would emerge, saying 'i wish i was kinder to them' or 'i loved them all along and never said anything' or 'they changed my life for the better.'

this does not disappear with age. for adults, this often shows up in having children, grandchildren, a 'biological' legacy. of having their names live on in posterity. of writing a memoir or publishing art or getting their name on something that's been donated - of leaving a piece of their soul on this planet when their body passes. people want to be remembered. they want to matter.

this has changed for me over the years. why that is, i'm not quite sure. it could be from what i do for a living and the desensitization to dying. it could be from being assured in the love i have in my life and assured in who i am. it could be in the acceptance that i am just a human being that will likely never change the world, but hopefully i can put a little more kindness into it, and thats more than enough for me. and i want to be forgotten. i dont want the people that i love grieving me. i dont want to be a ghost haunting any joy they might find after my death. or to feel any guilt regarding me before or after death. like. if i'm dying let me die. pull every plug in the hospital room and turn off the lights. leave my ashes in the kiln throw them in the garbage i do not CAREEE. move on. i love you and all I want is for you to be happy. with or without me. that is ITTT.

[imerian]

I think i should grace all of with another charms i did, this time it's galex edition ✨

As always version without doodles under the cut and all details in the tags bc i physically cannot not put thoughts into what i do

[spliqi]

finally kicked my own ass into finishing gaiden this week and WHAT THE HELL. who gatekept this seven course feast of a light novel from me.

[magefeathers]

Day 25 of trying to Create Something every day: changing it up a bit and doing some crochet. The beginnings of a shawl with hearts in it! The pattern is available from Expression Fiber Arts and is currently free if anyone else is interested in downloading it.

[kennyomegasweave]

Not Methas telling JJ he'll give him his own physical therapy clinic! My god.

He tried to dress it up in a "I just want to see when you'll be selfish and not self righteous" but nobody (but JJ) believes that.

The man just doesn't know how to people and thinks paying for things is the same as expressing emotions.

I'm so here for it all.