#i'm losing my brain cells

[ask-icedouma]

you...swallowed a fridge??

[cinamun]

[zankydraws]

I'm working on a little series of El Cool P pics that are supposed to be funny and memey but I accidentally put a lot of effort into them xD

I am currently stuck making the third drawing because I just can't draw my man right 😔which is annoying and weird because I'm only making a sketch and here I am struggling dkfjhg

I also drew Blue GT who turned out fine at least jhghjf (his face is my mood rn)

I wanted to make at least three drawings and post them but if I don't manage to make this thang look good, I will just post the other two pics today I guess lol

[torgawl]

can we talk about sukuna and rika and why the king and queen of curses having a dispute is also narratively fitting? if sukuna is an heian era sorcerer with an antipathy and disregard of human emotions and the weak's will to live, blind to love and unable to comprehend the value of relationships with others then rika, as his counterpart, works especially well. rika is just a kid, or was just a kid. an innocent young girl who ended up dying tragically and saw herself transform into a vengeful spirit after being cursed by love. not only does she represent the weak (remember when sukuna's slaughter of women and children was implied?), she represents love itself. with her feelings lingering after death, she clinged onto her existence with the sole wish of protecting yuuta. it counteracts so well with sukuna's selfish will to kill time before his final breathe, which he admitted to be his will and motivation.

before i move on to my next idea, which let me preface by saying that it might be a little out there and dives into theory territory, i'm going to contextualise it with some information on the symbolism of "king and queen" that might help understand why this thought may make - at least some - sense.

in alchemy the king usually appears in conjunction with the queen, representing the sun-and-moon duality. in accordance with the theory of sulfur and mercury, which together, after alchemist purification, form the philosopher’s stone (also called the elixir of life, associated with rejuvenation and immortality), usually represented by the crowned hermetic androgyne (the union of the complementary male and female, achieving perfection or completion in the human state). according to jung, the king and queen also signify the spiritual conjunction that takes place when the process of individuation is complete, with the harmonious union of the unconscious and consciousness. jungian psychology has subjected the alchemistic tradition to extensive analysis and views the king less as an image of paternal authority and more as an archetype of higher insight and wisdom.

with that in mind, i think it's easy to understand where i'm headed but i want to add something else. remember jjk 0? geto's plan at the time was to obtain rika so he could use her power and move forward with his plan to annihilate all no-sorcerers. he believed her to be the key to achieve his goal and was willing to risk his own life for it. furthermore, the story is highly based on buddhist concepts and one of the core aspects of jujutsu kaisen is the cycles of suffering the characters are subjected to. in buddhism the goal is to become free of the samsara (continuous cycle of life, death and rebirth), eliminate suffering and achieve nirvana (enlightment). this ties withe the name of the series as kaisen is comprised of the kanji 'kai', meaning cycle, and 'sen', meaning battle, which combined with jujutsu (which means magic/sorcery but contains the word curse) describe the story as an endless battle of curses. and in a sense, the story also repeats itself, between generations and storyline-wise with the events circling back to how it all began. yuuta managed to land a fatal strike on geto once again, but now rika is pointed to be in a direct confrontation with sukuna as the queen of curses. now that i went through all the context needed to understand this, is it possible rika is once again in danger of being taken away? the idea of achieving a state of perfection with the unity between king and queen is quite intriguing. sukuna finally addressing yuuji as a worthy rival because of his unshakable resolve and unbreakable soul, is almost directly implying yuuji to be the one with whom sukuna has his last battle. an ultimate power-up (or the equivalent to), would be veyy cathartic before a final fight where yuuji would have the opportunity to finally go all out and have his well awaited and deserved protagonism (in my eyes, at least).

[genericpuff]

For your fertility avatar thing you just posted, please break down the relationships because I refuse to put my brain power into this dumb magical girl comic

ok first of all, rude, even dumb magical girl comics are more competent than LO /hj

second, i tried my best but bear with me because doodling this out was a nightmare LMAO

[alibraryofconfusion]

it's very talked about that during their explosive priesticide wedding, Lestat showed Louis the worst parts of his being - how passionate and violent he is in murder and in love. like Lestat wanted Louis to witness all that and still choose to accept him. And Louis did. but what I don't see getting discussed enough is that all the while, Louis is also showing Lestat the worst he can get. the hopelessness, the dejection, shame, the overwhelming guilt and suicidal tendencies. Idc if it wasn't intended on his part but it did happen and Lestat chose him in return, however misguided. homeboy probably thought I can fix him ("I can take away that sorrow, Louis") and made him much much worse

[agoodomenssideblogiguess]

Me: Aw, I'm sad, I haven't really been engaging with fandom at all these past couple of months. Am I not doing okay?

This blog: 🤨

The 1200 word meta I'm going to post later tonight: 🤨

All the meta posts in my drafts: 🤨🤨🤨

The extensive tags in my reblogs: 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

My notes app with random snippets of ideas for GO fanfic: 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

My folder of 32 more fleshed out GO fanfic drafts: 🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨🤨

[im-diseased-but-cool]

Gimme be honest fellas I can't stop thinking about the parallel of Lucifer loving God so much and God cast him away and fuccijf Sam and Dean like it drives me crazy. I hate these bitches so much they've ruined my life I have never thought about Cain and Abel but guess what folks! I AM THINKING ABOUT THOSE BROTHERS BEVAUSE OF THESE STUPID FUCKING TWINK ASS FAGS!!!!! Sam and Dean die maybe but don't god im in shambles

[aces-to-apples]

People who call the Jedi "therapists" drive me insane because it makes me positive they have no concept of what a therapist is or does. Or what therapy is or does! Like babes having conversations! With random people in your life! Is not fucking therapy!

[posallys]

I'm gonna be real, i'm like 5 minutes away from dropping out and finishing college online because i cant deal with the absolute dumbassery of the people at this school anymore.

[neonstatic]

i wanted to turn a cardigan into a cloak. all i needed to know for now was to undo the stitch from the sleeve's armpit down to the hem. except my fuzzy ass brain unstitched half a shoulder right to the collar. don't ask me how i did that. i woke up from that mistake and did the other side properly but this one... i'd have to sew it back and to do it well i need to use a machine and idk how 😭

[pinkieroy]

I guess I just really needed a lore drop episode

[trouble-warning]

I just wanna draw and show my Undertale AU outcodes' designs, BUT I HAVEN'T EVEN FINISHED THEM. I JUST HAVE THE FACES AND THOSE AREN'T EVEN COMPLETELY FIGURED OUT

I'm going nuts. I just wanna draw the ones I have already and ignore the rest BUT THEN I'M GONNA WANNA DRAW THE REST AND I WILL ACTUALLY SLAM MY FOREHEAD INTO THE CLOSEST WALL IF I HAVE TO MAKE THESE SANS ALTERNATES CARBON COPIES OF EACH OTHER BECAUSE I REFUSE TO DEPICT THEM AS IF THEY'RE THE SAME PERSON

you cannot tell me with a STRAIGHT FACE that you think Comic Sans the skeleton, AND Nightmare Sans from Dreamtale are the same person. Alternates or not, they're completely separate people 😭

[revoltinglesbians]

someone in my gender/sexuality and religion class said religion is inherently bad. girl why are you in this class?????

[passive-insomniac]

i lost my voice bc i have covid and i cannot stop going around my house saying "they're trying to SILENCE ME!"

[musical-chick-13]

UGH, I wish I could create polls because I kind of want to actually respond to that person who dm’ed me just to see what would happen, but also I might die, and I’m trying to decide whether it’s worth it, anyway, in lieu of actual polling abilities, sound off in the replies/asks whether or not you think I should message back the person I never met who has zero (0) mutual friends who randomly messaged me “I'm into loud and unhinged women” with no context or other information.