I like how every person who has a ship tend to be "my babies", "I love them 🥺", "coochie patooties" and all the love while me and the other twenty people who are still into spideypool are literally that meme "I'm sick of this guys".
Like it starts with love but most of us are just fucked out tired but our brain can't stop feeding the clown4clown bullshit
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Hi Uncle Neen! HYH! It sucks to see you struggling cuz you are a big inspiration of mine :( but you said you did your makeup the other day. Can we seeeeeeeeee maybe?
d'awwww ksahdlkdss, you are so sweet, nonnie! thank you so so soooo much, baby! xx i really needed this. i hope i heal ( i will...i have to, i am too much of an asshole to let god win, fuck him ) and i hope you heal from whatever harms you as well! you can do it! mWAH!~
-- also brb crying ;-; <3333 whenever y'all tell me i inspire you, it seriously makes me want to cry; you mean SO much to me, so to mean so much to you; it's Everything to me, my love. thank you for believing in me, know i believe infinitely in YOU and will keep fighting the good fight, living authentically and modelling pos behavior on this blog bc i take being a role model very seriously. :')
BUT ANYWAYS! sakhdlasd oh my god aaAaaAAAaa please!!! YOU ARE SO CUTE, THIS IS SO CUTE OF YOU, hELP AAAAA!!!!!! but yes, of course, of course. considering i am super bacteria nina right now and had to resign from my ( admittedly ) trash job and am no longer, at this moment, an education girlie ( besides on here, ofc, educating you on my two gay sons in love ), i can freely exist and post pictures of myself again! thank you for for giving me a safe place to do that. <3
i'll elaborate on what 'safe' means to me down below, but just for context i took this...sigh...last week, when i was told i would 'all better', just trying to feel like myself again after a month of being unmadeup and unfitted and ugly and troll-like and on death fucking row and fucking miserable as hell, i had my new hair appointment lined up, was about ready to take life by the balls again...and that shit BLUE BALLED ME SO HARD AND SAID *ravenstan vc* JK, BABY!
okay, sorry i have some really bad scarring and wounding up there by my neck so i had to cover her up but...there she is! the she beast!
as for posting pictures of myself just...please...PLEASE BE KIND. and i wish i meant that as a joke, i mean it very, VERY seriously. i am at a point right now, where i look my very fucking worst, i am weaker than i have ever been in my life, there are abrasions all over my body, which per the results of my culture ( i was right...several fucking times and no one would listen to me ) my body is trying to kill me and right now...it is Winning. ( i'm not gonna lose tho, dw, i am a nasty bitch from hell and i refuse to die this ugly, i fucking won't; choke )
tldr; I AM VERY VERY VERY SENSITIVE ABOUT HOW I LOOK. I DO NOT FEEL PRETTY, I AM LIKE ONE BAD COMMENT AWAY FROM TEARING THE SKIN OFF MY FACE AND I AM TELLING YOU GUYS I CANNOT DO THAT, I CANT CREATE ANY TEARING ON MY BODY OR THE BACTERIA WILL TUNNEL AND ITS HARD ENOUGH AS A BITCH WITH DERMATILOMANIA.
PLEASE BE NICE TO ME.
i know we shoot the shit on here and are funny and clown eachother, you guys are my family; it's what families do, but my boundary is that you can say i am pretty and be objectively kind or Please do not send me anything At ALL about how i look; i CANNOT take it rn. i know were just joking, but please, please, PLEASE Do NOT compare me to any ugly creatures, make me feel weird about any part of my face, tell me i look blurry, say anything is too big or too small…
please don’t meme on me abt my appearance...Ever.
it’s a very sensitive spot for me and makes me v anxious.
all this to say, i love you; thank you for being my home.
HYH.
-uncle nina, single ravesey mother and human petri dish
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did you think i had it in me? - aaron<3
THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT - THE ANTHOLOGY BY TAYLOR SWIFT PROMPT LIST // @cursivebloodlines
Was it right to admit? Probably not. He should lie and say no, he didn't think she had it in her. Never. It was the right thing to say, and that's really what Aaron should be preoccupied with, but lying to her was not the right move. Ever. Or so he gathered from their shared stories. Aaron cleared his throat, looking up to meet her expecting eyes. He had already delayed his response. "Yes I did." He paused, expecting a quick reaction from her or a slap to the face. Either was acceptable, but it never came. He took the opportunity to remain alive, and continued talking before she changed her mind.
"I did, but hear me out. Lydia, I...I never doubt you. I could never doubt you. I believe that you're capable of anything and everything. It's a bit scary, not gonna lie, but mostly hot. Very hot actually." Okay, he was getting a bit sidetracked. Could anyone be blamed for believing that she would do something like that? The stories they shared of their exes got a bit heated, her anger was difficult to ignore. Aaron didn't want to believe it, but he couldn't discard the possibility. "The point is that you're capable. You're capable in ways I can't even begin to imagine. So yes, for better or worse, I believe you had it in you. But I also believe you over anyone else. Anything you say, I'm on board." Part of him had already come to a very concerning conclusion. It came from an afternoon of processing and disbelief. Say she did do it, what was he going to do? Turn her in, catch her in a lie so she'd admit it? No. There was a part of him that had made a concerning decision for his morals. If she did, he would never say. He'd stand by her side, but doubling down on the whole, 'yeah I think you killed him' would probably not help Aaron's case.
Was he even making sense? Aaron pinched the bridge of his nose, wishing his brain was a tad bit more organized. "It's probably not what you want to hear, but I promised you honesty." From the moment they met, she was brutally honest and, in between Aaron's amusement, he decided he'd do the same for her. Brutal honesty.
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