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catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 4 months

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i wish someone would love me

#and this i specifically mean in a romantic context #like - i wish there was someone who would confidently say and i could believe them that they'd stick round for me forever and ever #idk im lonely lol #haven't had a hug for ??? some time so

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freshgreenmilk · 4 months

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sunset background

#art #digital art #fanart #my art #cookie run kingdom #pure vanilla cookie #crk #crk fanart #pure vanilla crk #pure vanilla fanart #a background thingy i made #based on a video i saw and i decided to put pv in it cuz why not lol #im proud of this one #i was trying to make it seem comfortable but lonely at the same time #idk if shows that but yeah!#backgrounds

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deoidesign · 7 days

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A "dtiys" is a "draw this in your style" challenge! I think I'd pick a panel or a few panels for it.

Or, I could just make it a fanart contest, where you could draw/write/create anything!

I've seen other comic artists do this, but what do you think?

Also, if you have prize suggestions/interests, do please let me know! I've got some ideas but there's no better way to offer what people would want other than to ask!

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bunnihearted · 29 days

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#might disappear from here for a little bit... i havent decided yet i might come back immediately lol #im just doing... so bad. worse than ever. idk how i'll make it...#being so incredibly lonely only makes it harder to be anywhere that's social where i can witness all the human connection i lack #but yeah... ^-^#maybe i'll change my mind soon maybe i'll just.. disappear for real but we'll see #either way i'll still be on insta & goodreads if anyone wanna interact there c:#i have lots of scheduled posts tho so if i disappear they'll still come #and maybe i'll be back later today sksksk who knows omg 🙃

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nuppu-nuppu · 1 year

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Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again

#pls dont read if you cant handle venting and whining #once again i am here to say that i am the loneliest person alive and i feel like i can’t grasp the basic consept of friendship and do it lol #like idk how to be friends #i feel like i will forever be sad and lonely #and i know everyone will say you can talk to me and i know that but i’ve just been by myself for so long that i don’t remember how to have #actual conversations with people i feel like i am disconnected from reality #i feel like i am an extremely unlikeable person and that’s why i was all alone in highschool and idk i am oversharing on the internet again #because it’s the only place i kind of feel safe doing it #pls take care of yourselves first before comfoting me or anything im sorry i sound very pathetic #how do i start living again #how does one live anyway #im just in my head all the time #this was supposed to be hot girl summer but it’s once again summertime sadness #im so stupid!!!#im so anxious and depressed that i dont know what to do with myself #im so sorry for oversharing i have a therapist dont worry im kind of taking care of myself #but the eternal loneliness just wont let me go #idk how to be a person anymore #i’m just sad #thinking of going to a church and pretend to be a believer so i could have a community again lol

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what-even-is-sleep · 23 days

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thinking about Bodkin again bc I mean,,, ALL THE SYMBOLISM OHHHHHGH. i NEED some tumblr film analysis hobbyists to watch this show and tell me all the themes n such

#yes I’m making all these posts in a row #it’s bc I’m obsessed atm #mypost #Bodkin #bodkin netflix #PLEASSEEEEE #WHY DID THE PAPER MACHE HEAD LOOK LIKE GILBERT #CAN WE HAVE AN IN-DEPTH CONVERSATION ABOUT EVERYTHING ABOUT GILBERT BEING FORCED TO SWALLOW/CHOKE ON HIS WORDS (recorder) BUT THAT SOUND—HIS #STORY (HIS pov. however ‘abstract’ and detatched from consequence it may have been) BEING WHAT CATCHES EMMY AND DOVEs ATTENTION TO SAVE HIM #. LIKE #OUGHHHHHWJEHQIHSJSBWJXNAJSNNQJZNWHXJWHXJEBXNDUSBJS #AND THE WOLF IMAGERY PLS SOMEONE TELL ME ABOUT THAT #IS THERE MORE THAN THE SURFACE? what do I not understand? as im writing this out am thinking: ok its cause dove is a lone wolf #WAITTTT WAIT OMFG AND when she remembers that her mom told her to howl when she was lost… bc wolves actually have family and I’m p sure the #lone wolf thing is a myth… after she realizes that she’s not alone and she can choose to interact #GOD GRAHHHHH IM GOING CRAZY OVER THIS SHOW #other things I’m thinking abt (will maybe make a post abt?)#OUGH YEAH OK dove symbolism: wolf/lone wolf. sunglasses/shielding herself (OUGH AND SHE PICKS UP THAT XTRA LAYER OF DEFENCE WHEN SHE COMES #BACK TO HOMELAND/familiar space… bc she’s vulnerable to her past here…. hrahhh #. also LMFAO when she calls the sheriff a piggy #hrmmmmm aughhh I want to dissect Gilbert and Seamus’s friendship oughhh #ok wait even more on Dove: I want to dig into when she calls Emmy Emmy vs Sizargd (will have to look up the spelling whoops) —was it always #blatant manipulation? how much of it is a reflection of what she is? hrmmmm there’s so much there I think #another Q: why did Emmy call the tech guy Shitpants again at the end? ik there were the stakes I just wanna dig into her character more. why #would she say the shitpants thing instead of manipulating him in other ways? (not saying her was was unreasonable at all lol-j wanna dig #into her character.#OH prob something abt the whole ‘her needing to release her anger’ thing? idk ahh I want to analyze her more

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welcometoteyvat · 8 months

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trailer thoughts

FURINA!!!! shes still not a fave (yet) but holy shit WHAT IS THE DEAL!! "the penalty is a death sentence" what do you mean. what do you mean!!!!!!

the version art with like 4 of her is SO GOOD. so good. amazing incredible showstopping. like look at this!!!!! the symbolism?? superb

also furina's alt outfit (the black version of her suit) is SO FUN!! I like the dark colors it's refreshing and has some nice contrast :3

thank you for bringing navia back I miss my golden buttercup (but she sounds like she's going through it this vers.. :'))

NEW REGION !?!?!?!?!? the golden tree and ethereal scenery holy shit im going there immediately. it looks more ancient/antediluvian than anything fontaine has shown so far (aka mostly 19th century inspirations). im so hyped I love ancient ethereal trees (shoutout to tree of barsom, harvisptokhm, mt. kanna's giant tree on tsurumi, nantianmen's tree etc)

furina and charlotte's themes!! bangers

Also. can we talk about furina's little sea creatures being called salon solitaire, aka lonely hearts salon??? LONELY HEARTS? :''') screaming.

skirk? my reaction: watching everyone else's reactions with a bowl of popcorn next to me (but seriously. wow thats a lot of hate)

i understand that everyone is disappointed, she's too honkai, jingliu copy, design doesn't translate the abyss warrior vibes, blah blah blah but goddamn i dont think people have gone so insane (negative) over a character

FREMINET EVENT ALERT!! my small guy........ the penguins look so cute 🥺🥺 his fairytale mechanical penguin wah

suspicious lack of arlecchino in the trailer unless I missed something?? but if they really just Left Her Out of the trailer like that... something's up

Was watching the chinese livestream so idk if these apply to the english. However omg furina's little bit at the front so cute JSDDJSKF her inner monologue is so funny

also Neuvillette's CN voice actor?? Hilarious actually?? his banter and jokes were so fun i had a seizure when he said 'byebye' but in like. the most Voice ever

#furina is The Moment omg #im making a :\? face at everyone who hates her without any nuance #because like why? she's so interesting lol idk about yall but i'm putting her in a terrarium with her lonely hearts salon for enrichment #ramblings!#liveblog insanity #genshin impact #furina #skirk #freminet #livestream spoilers #genshin spoilers

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puppyeared · 8 months

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if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing #i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though #at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself #as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed #escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date #although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL #ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting #workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety #i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back #AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO #im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts #i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem #in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material #and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school #maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess #only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard #hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms #i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work #not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall #anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh #yapping

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a-little-artsy · 4 months

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been feeling really demotivated and almost forgetting how to draw but its ok picking up the pace now

anyways have rick listening to music

#i might ask for ideas but im too lazy and i have so much other wips in my gallery uhh woops #anywayhs rick would most likely listen to laufey #probably self reflects on his lonely ass love life tehe #most probably relates to the falling despair of falling in love but not knowing what to do #off topic again lol #unikitty!#richard unikitty #i keep switching from drawing og rick to my design of him idk which one to keep drawig

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atlas-five · 25 days

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if anyone has any pleasant TMA discord servers I'd love to know

#fighting off the lonely rn 👍#and my roommates are DEFINITELY sick and tired of hearing me talk about tma #idk how to tag this im sorry in advance #i should also note that i am. really awkward sometimes so if youd rather not put up with me fair enough lol #tma #the magnus archives

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napping-sapphic · 27 days

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I know it’s already getting unbearably hot but who wants to come try and nap with both me and my heating pad anyway

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #it’s like a knight’s trial #having the actual worst period cramps of my life rn #and i’m Suffering with this heating pad #i hate being hot but jesus christ ow i need this to try to make my organs CHILL #and the worst thing??#absolutely NO ONE is here to cuddle with me #offensive #THIS. THIS is one of those situations where i KNOW the nap would be better with someone else😤#even if it’s just because then i wouldn’t be lonely lol #pls come nap with me and overheat and also listen to all my complaints - again OW - and love me anyway #my craziest fantasy🥵🥵#oh and also NO judging all my crying my period loves making me cry smh #im literally crying over nothing right now🙄 like it’s just a Thing™️ okay #im a CATCH #wait god the heating pad turned off for a sec #saw my life flash before my eyes when it started cooling down😓#crying even more now🙄🙄🫠#it’s going swimmingly very good like i said im a CATCH #🙃🙃🙃#sorry for all the tags idk what im even saying anymore smh #im gay and i like sleeping

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geffenrecords · 15 days

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i get too scared 2 move cos im a fuckin' boy ..

#i was planning on posting this to violent pornography system of a down but then was while i was finishing this story of a lonely guy came on #n i was like waitttt...lol..#grayling #chloe #my ocs #i loveeeee u blink182...4ever #nyways idk what this is .ijust wanted to draw her like this . first time ever drawing a chainsaw u guys gotta go easy on me.#dude i like actually kinda rendered this one too .crazy. im so dumb tho so it looks so half assed . sigh.

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evansbby · 6 months

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#random and emo and will prob delete but #sometimes i feel so lonely in this fandom 😔😭#like amongst the writers of this fandom I mean #like it feels like all the cevans writers are friends with each other and I’m the local weirdo on the other side like 🤠#obv I talk to some people and am mutuals with some people whom I loooove but like #idk I’ve always felt this low-key 😂😂😂#it’s bc I’m so awkward and I think that they all think I’m annoying #like I automatically assume most of the big writer blogs hate me lol #which is deffo just in my head and I’m insane yall know im fucking insane and jump to conclusions 😂😂😂#but idk sometimes I just feel sooo lonely #well not LONELY bc I love my anons and my mutuals and I’m always on here yapping about something or the other 😅😅#but I feel like I’m not part of that amazing writer community where everyone’s friends with everyone #MAYBE BC I NEVER FUCKING TALK TO ANYONE BUT THAT IS BC I AM SCARED SO I NEVER PUT MYSELF OUT THERE #😭😭😭😭😭#but yeah lol #no fr tho why can’t I be normal lmaoooo

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blumisiu · 6 days

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hi guys <3 gonna take a little break because of health reasons :( i’ve nearly finished the sungho fic and i will be back to post it, probably tmrw!! soo look out for that :P i’ll see you soon! <3

navi

#promise i won’t be gone long #hopefully #but my mental health is deteriorating #idk i just feel sad and lonely :/#and idk ive been having some kind of respiratory issues and heart palpitations that won’t go away so #super awesome #hoping it’s just anxiety and stress #i rlly don’t wanna be gone for long </3 #so im gonna try and rest up as much as possible !#i do hv a discord & ig if u still wanna talk lol just dm me if u want them!!

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kaeyapilled · 8 months

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ragbros melt team save me. ragbros melt team. save me ragbros melt team

#im gonna make it an ACTUAL melt team instead of #the melt-superconduct-overload-freeze-vaporize thing i have going on there #maybe put bennet in there.? and someone else who's cryo idk #.... i dont know how to make a melt team #i dont know how to make ANY team in fact #anyway i digress i just miss the ragbros #im tired of playing diluc which is why i havent been using my main team a lot #i guess my new main team is my kaeya-rosaria-layla-barbara freeze one now lol #what pisses me off about diluc is that he's built to be main dps he doesnt do shit off field!!!!#i dont want to play him i want to play kaeya:/ he should be there for support. fucking lone wolf ass

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mooodyblue · 4 months

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so sorry for disappearing :( i miss yall lots. i open tumblr every day and think ill finally reply to people and reply to asks but then i just don't do it. i feel bad that i always have to come here and apologize (even though i know i shouldn't have to or feel the need to) and i always feel like im being down 24/7 /:

truthfully i stepped away because my depression has been at it's worst and everything is beginning to feel like a chore and i don't want to bring that energy here at all :(

i miss you guys and i'm going to try and get my shit together soon and reply to everyone. hope everyone is well ❤️

#ive been mostly on twt tbh #but yea #im sorry guys #im just like #not okay #this has been a very bad month #and life is very overwhelming and im overwhelmed and tired and just #im trying so hard #everything fr just crashed all at once tonight and i felt like i should come say smth tonight lol #i really need to come back and write but it's not making me feel better #i've also been busy trying to find online work because i have no money and nobody is taking me #there's just #so much going on #between money issues and me being soooooooo lonely that it's eating away at me i'm just dusbsjsshxjsj #anyway #idk if im gonna post again after this for a hot min i kinda wanna wait till march #we'll see

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