#idk why I’m such a wreck

[siminiecricketart]

Ha ha I cannot believe in four hours I will be on a plane to go to America for the first time in my life. I am shitting it personally

[prism2674]

The greatest misfortune for Dazai’s enemies, is that they are Dazai’s enemies-

And the greatest misfortune for Asagiri’s favorites, is that they are Asagiri’s favorites:,)

[fandomfairyuniverse]

The don’t worry darling stuff is sending me into orbit like “my favorite thing about this movie is that it feels like a movie” bestie what is it supposed to feel like??????????

Also how much did Chris pine get paid to do this because it’s clearly not enough

[aengelren]

Attack on titan is now permanently over,

messages from the dub voice actors, go leave a comment on their pages

forever grateful for the memories of this journey and having shared it with you all

[swinging-stars-from-satellites]

i can’t really figure out how to say this but there’s this theme in MCR’s music where like, they’re always kind of telling a story and acting it out through their lyrics, they’re always writing concept albums and things that weave a narrative, but there’s this one story they tell over and over about love like so much of their music is and it’s one person saying to the other, you’re my priority. it’s Vampires Will Never Hurt You, if they get me then put this spike in my heart. and what’s unspoken there, or rather, is spoken primarily through the title intertextualized with the narrative of the song, is the idea of, if they get me, they’ll get you next. I’ll get you next. vampires will never hurt you even if they’re me because i won’t let them and that means you have to kill me. i don’t want to hurt you i won’t let them hurt you through me i won’t let you let them put this spike in my heart. Save Yourself, I’ll Hold Them Back. save yourself. save yourself. you’re all that matters to me. give me all your poison, give me all your pills, give me all your hopeless hearts and make me ill. give it to me. save yourself. put that spike in my heart. in any world in any story in any timeline i will die for you i need to die before you, if one of us has to go it has to be me at any cost when i’m here no longer you must be stronger because you have to be the one to live. you have to be the one who keeps the light behind your eyes. if you just stop breathing i’ll stop my heart i’ll stop breathing too honey if you stay i’ll be forgiven, you have to stay, save yourself, save yourself, save yourself

[random0lover]

I can’t stand having to go into stores or food places. It literally makes my heart sink down into my chest, I’m so socially awkward/anxious. It’s not that I can’t handle having to talk to the employees or anything it’s the fact that I’m always over analyzing everything around me and over thinking everything I’m going to have to say so I come in feeling like I would rather just have to go home instead of dealing with the situation.

Venting below

Probably will delete later

For example this morning my brothers wanted a strawberry shake each so I did a mobile order for a place near by cause I know they usually have the machine going and all that by that time so it should be fine. Well the morning shift there at the beginning of the week have always been kinda weird towards me but this morning I come in (after it let me order said shakes) and I come up to the counter and everyone is just ignoring me and I’m kinda just standing there waiting (which I didn’t mind) until a guy walks by and looks at me and when he stops I tell him I have a mobile order.

And he kinda just laughs at me? And says “yeah we can’t make that right now *cue another laugh* the machines down” and this is the point where I’m trying to decide what I’m going to do so I look down at my phone and then back up and he’s squinting his eyes at me with his head slightly tilted? Like he’s looking at me like I’m weird or something? Anyways I ask him how could I go about getting a refund and then he laughs at me again and says “what?” And I repeat myself and he just shrugs and says you’ll have to ask her (there was a lady behind him who I’m assuming is his manager or the shift lead) and laughs again when he turns away to tell her. At this point istg I’m crazy cause I’m like did I do something wrong or am I being weird 🤦🏻‍♀️

But the lady turns around and says “what” so I tell her the same thing about the order and I make sure to tell her that I’m not upset and that I know it’s not her fault but that I’m just wanting to get a refund which I’ve had to do there before because they didn’t have an item I mobile ordered before and they gave me a refund just fine. And I kid you not this woman looks at me and tell me that it’s not her fault with major attitude which is when I once again tell her that I’m not upset or angry and that I just want a refund and she says that she can’t do that and that I’ll have to call the number on their app or they can give me something else (mind you the app says you have to contact the store you ordered the items from for a refund 💀). So I leave because my nerves were up really bad and I knew she wasn’t going to help me. I called them when I got home though and they said I could come back in two hours when they turn the machine on even though I was told the machine is broken not just turned off 😭 I just don’t know how to feel about all of that y’know? I’ve been in there plenty of times and I’m always polite so I don’t know what I did…

I’m just wondering if I went about something wrong? I thought I waited patiently and made it clear I wasn’t upset about the shakes, I didn’t raise my voice or anything. What makes it even worse though is the guy was attractive and I understand to some people that doesn’t matter but when you’re getting laughed at it sucks but getting laughed at by an attractive person? That makes me want to crawl into a hole and die

[milimeters-morales]

Peter: you seem in a really good mood today

Miles: yeah my parents finally woke up from their month-long comas and I won’t have to keep running from CPS anymore and I can finally sleep in a bed again ^_^

Peter, about to faint: that’s great kid!

[riboism]

going through the jungkook smut tag after years of avoiding it, I have truly reached the peak of insanity

[cryptidafter]

finally having an allergy test done on Wednesday but uhhh still really nervous

Living in a house with mold for 10+ years fucking sucks 0/10 would not recommend

[bytebun]

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[romanticoutcast]

i’m adding tom as pearl in a pearl au to my scream queen (gender neutral term) list, he’s joining huck as carrie there

[theconfusingfrog]

I’ll never forget the one time my classmate tried to mansplain film making to me and I got to pull out my resume:

-I’ve worked as a cinematographer for local sporting events

-I was the youngest person in my class at my state’s governors school for film

-The Film I made while at film school was accepted into the largest student film festival in the world and nominated for multiple awards

I dont argue very much but let me just say I kicked his ASS in that debate (•_•) ( •_•)>⌐■-■ (⌐■_■)

[yaminerua]

fuck man

I love the Beatles