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oceanwithouthermoon · 12 days

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i posted abt this on my tiktok story but i need to rant more so im putting it here 😭😭 the way a lot of mikosai shippers (on tiktok, pinterest, reddit, etc) are is such a big reminder to me of why i hate the strictly romantic soulmates trope with every fiber of my being 😭😭😭 people who interpret soulmates as "that means theyre canonically together" regardless of how the characters actually feel about each other and if they ACTUALLY get together is so fucking gross to me oh my god its so fucking gross i hate forced romance so bad 😭😭 someone cant just say "hey, we're soulmates so you HAVE to date me and its literally weird and impossible for you to like anyone else because i said so!!" and also aiura WOULDNT do that anyway ???? HELLOOO???

you have no idea how many people ive seen call all saiki ships with anyone other than aiura "problematic ships" just because "theyre soulmates"

#SOULMATES DOES NOT MAKE A COUPLE CANON <333 #'she SAID theyre soulmates so that means hes HERS now and its gross for u to think he liked anyone else'#hey thats actually... really bad!! hey she actually cant and wouldnt force him to date her!!! hey what the fuck!!!#not a mikosai hate post #only weird forced romance likers hate post <3 #if someone doesnt like someone then they dont like them... them being soulmates doesnt change that...#thats actually just not how it works and the idea that that WOULD be how it works is gross #and a lot of the fics ive read of them end up with aiura being all 'ha i told you so! i knew id break u eventually!'#'i knew id get to u if i just kept calling u my boyfriend without permission and saying we're soulmates!'#which like not only would she not do that... its also just really gross #like u really thought 'he doesnt like her so she wears him down and doesnt leave him alone until he relents' and like... u went with that?#oh...#weird...#idk maybe im crazy and also im having a hard time phrasing any of this #but it just brings up so many consent issues and it makes me really uncomfortable #like according to THOSE shippers it wouldnt be by his own will or feelings if he eventually fell in love with her #it would just be because the universe said so and he never had any choice #mikosai is so cute when u think of it in like the totally opposite way #in MY opinion i love mikosai AFTER aiura accepts that soulmates doesnt mean he HAS to date her #that HAS to happen before they date and THEN theyre really cute #saiki k #tdlosk #the disastrous life of saiki k.#meows post

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whisperinggbreeze · 9 months

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"Has anyone here heard of a god known as the Crown Prince of Xianle?"

Silence.

"Where did you hear that name?" A voice asked sharply. It belonged to General Xuan Zhen.

"I read it in a scroll, and I was curious why I'd never heard of such an interesting figure," Hua Cheng replied smoothly. "It seems like everyone is in the know except me."

General Xuan Zhen scoffed. "If by 'interesting figure,' you mean 'pain in the ass,' then sure. Be glad you've never heard of him. Don't mention him again."

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writterings · 3 months

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the thing they don't tell you about most mlm romance books is that they fucking suck ass

#thinking about like. rw&rb. anything by that author that wrote boyfriend material. most anything on kdp. only one i fw was ari and dante but #even then the random transphobia at the end gave a real bad taste in my mouth #im just in a hater mood rn ignore this unless youre also a hater #but anyways that boyfriend material and the sequel husband material books fucking suck so bad #couldnt even finish the second one #felt like it was trying to make a comment on the queer community but in the most lame and het conformist way possible #literally having a boring lawyer character being like ' i dont feel represented by this #when hes talking about a rainbow decorated gay bar #like ok whatever man but why do we care? why is the author trying to moralize this? why does teh prose suck and why is so much casual #bigotry against welsh people in these books #like fr they call out british bigotry against the irish and then turn around #and every welsh character is bumbling idiot with no personality besides being an idiot and talking about being welsh #like. hello???#also i keep adding to these tags but anyways the author also tried to like #make the main character out to be the bad guy?? when his ex boyfriend exposed all his secrets to the press??#and the author like. portrayed the mc as the bad guy for being upset?? like that is what the second book is about???#its so stupid and victim blamely and utterly lame like these books are so uninspired and feel like the author was just. idk???#also dont get me started on how much i hated rw&rb and finished it #i think i have a post somwhere on this blog abtout it

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darnellthefirestarter · 6 months

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Anyways uhm

I'm not sure what to post now, so have a Boyfriend. He's doing very well.

#friday night funkin #random thoughts #boyfriend fnf #boyfriend #help #i dont know what people like for me to post #art? questions?#idk but #yeah #we are so fucking back #we are getting this game!!!

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kiddokori · 2 months

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i dont ship them per say i just think they understand each other in a way no one else can and while this could bring them together it’s much more likely for them to reject the horror of being known and cannibalize each other like oscars

#eunyung baek and haejoon goh. to me #i dont think they’re getting together i think theyre going 2 years without talking and then runners into each other and acting like no time #passed at all i think theyre just like adult besties that kinda hate each other #like yeah thats my best friend hes a shithead tho. kinda cant stand him. we’re going out for drinks thursday and i just know hes gonna be #a mess and itll suck. but ill go anyways #haejoon texts him like hey man whats up its been a few months whereve you been #and eunyung sends a photo of himself like in the mountains or some shit with no context #hes like yeah i joined an expedition lol ive been living in the woods for 3 months #they go like a full year without talking and haejoon goes wonder what hes up to and its always something crazy #i think thats how theyd have to be i think if the less time they soend together the better friends they are #eunyung: i joined a commune i think its a cult tho idk its kinda fun #haejoon: please just fucking use my guest room for the love of god #eunyung transitions and visits for the holidays because juwan invited him and haejoons like #something is different. is it weird if i ask. does everyone else know. will they think im homophobic if i ask #eunyung: hey can i bring my boyfriend to thanksgiving #haejoon: absolutely fucking not.#eunyung: homophobic.#haejoon: im gay bitch i dont want anyone youre dating in my house regardless of gender. im going to hate them.#haejoon sends him job listings and apartments and is like i will drive you to your interview please get a normal job #and stop getting involved in multi level marketing schemes #and eunyung goes no 🫶 die #i hust wanted to talk about them. miss them. i caught up to my translation im reading and now i gotta wait for updates

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genekies · 3 months

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tag vent

#i have to move back to my hometown due to a mistake. a misunderstanding. and being too trusting in others ideas #and my boyfriend is moving an hour away as well. neither of us have been able to get a car or license yet due to money and i dont know when #we can see eachother again after we both move. since we started dating weve been sleeping in the same bed because we were/are roommates #just being gone for the weekend in my hometown is hard because i cant stand to be here but its worse because hes not in my bed every night #ive grown so used to falling alseep in his arms that i dont know what to do at night. i dont feel safe without his arms holding me #ive never felt safe where ive lived before. ive never felt safe in a relationship. ive never felt loved for who i am. that was until him.#now i feel safe in our home. i feel safe in our relationship. i feel loved for who i am. and now we have to be so far apart.#ive done long distance before but this is going to hurt so much my cat loves him she is super cautious and scared around new people but #she loved him since the start. not to mention shes my esa so that really mattered to me. he wants to move with me but it isnt happening #he got definite housing an hour away for super cheap in a town where he knows everyone and i have possible in a town where im surrounded by #people i know but am terrified of. im scared to move back here but have no choice. unless i make that terrifying choice of going with him.#the apartment he is getting is a two bedroom. id only have a studio. hes offered for me to come but im scared to move that far away again #i want to be with him but im scared to move to a whole new town with him. i know hes an amazing guy but we'd be moving away from my friends #and family. i already have to move away from all my friends if i go back to my hometown but this would be a different story.#moving to a whole new town with a guy that i only started dating 2 months ago? like yes. i lived with him previously and knew him for longer #than we dated but im still scared. i think rightfully so. but still.#but there are some pros to moving with him. hometown has no music scene and his town does and thats really important to me.#we'd also be close to his family. but farther from mine. hed be around friends and id have none no matter where i go.#idk im just rambling but i really needed to vent. i lost my best friend recently to the point of them siding with strangers almost and they #helped them break and enter into the house to intimidate me and bf and then a few days later came with cops after saying repeatedly that #they were an anarchist and acab but only when they dont use them apparently. because i guess morals/values only matter when its convenient #im so tired though but i cant sleep so i might write some cringe poetry and try to chill out before going on a late night/early morning walk #tag vent #vent in tags

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twinkalicious · 16 days

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castlevania: nocturne of recollection was crazy for a lot of reasons, but i think the craziest part about it was how it strongly implied that alucard turned one of his situationships into a vampire. and then that vampire proceeded to fuck off and leave his ass for like 350 years before coming back to murder him and his latest situationship out of what was presumably jealousy and/or demonic possession.

#the way it absolutely NEVER explains what happened after alucard bit his boyfriend will never not be funny to me #like the audio drama really said idk man we dont know why they broke up and we dont know why that ones a vampire now #use ur imagination #the general consensus tho is that yeah alucard absolutely made that boy a vampire and then got dumped for doing so #double homicide tho cause that ex bf literally came back with another one of alucard's exes and tried to ruin his life #im paraphrasing obviously but this is how the whole situation reads to me fr #nocturne of recollection #castlevania #we will never get to see this in the show i fear but god i really wish we would #alucard my beloved heartbreaker who doesnt know hes a heartbreaker

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cryingincrocs · 2 months

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the day that a cis man says to me that he respects my identity as both a non-binary person and as an asexual person and actually means it is the day that I consider putting them back under my umbrella of romantic attraction.

the bar feels so low for them but by god do they manage to limbo a little lower now right under it

#do not he/him or boyfriend me. i am not your boyfriend #dont ask me what to call me in a relationship and ignore when i say im only comfortable with partner #do not say its okay that im asexual and then think i wont find out you think i'll fuck you anyway #asexual #non binary #idk what made me think of this again but something did and i need new ways to get the anger off my chest #besides calling and screaming at mentioned cis man

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thewickerking · 11 months

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had a dream I had a boyfriend and he wanted to come to a therapy session to talk abt smn unrelated to our relationship (this was 100% cool with me) but my therapist instantly hated him and she was like "justify to me why you're here 🤨🤨🤨 name something u like abt ridley and then maybe ill let u talk" like what 😭😭 it was just me being a mediator bc they were arguing. Which is insane it was like couples therapy but evil

#it was very strange.. the boyfriend was a completely made up guy also not anyone i know #also like. idr what it was but i wanted to talk abt it with my therapist and he was being encouraging and asked if him joining + keeping me #on track would be helpful and i said yes bc i thought it was/would be sweet and there was so much dread bc my therapist was MAD #i also remember we hadnt been dating for very long so i hadnt talked a lot abt him to my therapist prior but she was livid it was weird..#i also was like. well. if she hates him maybe im stupid and we shouldnt be dating and maybe i should go die in a hole also #it was so strange.... hmmm. i have more thoughts now actually but that may be deeply personal..#i will say my therapist kinda felt like my mom in the dream. i wanted her approval sooo bad. i met with my therapist today btw it was normal #like. i care what she thinks but its not as intense by any means and like. idk. i dont think im capable of having a normal therapist-patient #relationship. not bc of any therapist being bad at their job/boundaries i just get very emotionally invested in them as a person #IDK thats also complicated. maybe ill make that a different post or never talk abt it again well see.#so many thoughts in my brain but probably a bad idea to elaborate heavily. idk. maybe ill talk abt it with friends later maybe i wont 🤷‍♂️#.ares

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lost-in-the-planetarium · 4 months

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system things is who's fucking idea was this

system things is guarding my headmates from texting our ex

#dissociative system #plural system #system #system stuff #system things #plural #traumagenic system #system memes #alters #actually traumagenic #🔭🌸#🔭?????#🔭🪲#🔭planetary system drink LESS OFTEN PLEASE #when it becomes days in a row it's not good for us #what if i texted my ex tho #what if ramona backed off and i texted my ex #planetary system might be getting a fucking boyfriend tho bc this guy likes us SO MUHC #i showed him my blood vial and he was on board with it #he called me emp and goth and i'm niether #he's also 1.5 years younger than me and i feel weird about that #also unpacking so much trauma from my ex and idk if i'm mentally stable enough for this but i like.. attention #he thinks i'm pretty #thinking about texting my ex #SL DRJNK DRANK SO MYHC VODKA AND JACK DANIELS PLEASE DONT MIND ME #DONF LOOK AT ME #the more i unpack my trauma with my ex the more im like.. she was manipulating me right? but i feel guilty about that #planetary system wonders if their the problem and like YEAH they're mentally ill but.. not the biggest issue their for sure #am k going to explain my system to a cishet guy???#he called me babygirl and like BRO OKAY BHT KM MOSTLY NOT A GILR

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bottom-slut-unionizer · 4 months

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Not to sound emotionally damagee, but my first ex did literally cheat on me 4 times to get back at me for trying to have a conversation with him in order to set up boundaries with our polyamory. N later left me for a guy he was seeing on the side (but the guy didn't want him lol)

#it has actually made my self esteem and trust tank so much #idk if i can handle another relationship #i tried to be so patient with him. to try to meet him where I was amd rather than talk to me #hed just text the guy he was cheating on me with n tell them.#n then that guy woul text me n tell me to kill myself for treating my bf that way #.... ways my bf refused to tell me #he'd literally lie to my face that it was okay #every time i checked on him #every time I tried to just trust n believe him hed be hiding something from me #n get mad that the things he never mentioned were problems kept happening #n of course if i mentioned this was bullshit n we need some level of trust n communication #hed run out on me. drive away. n cheat again #he was my first boyfriend #i dated him all through college bc I thought he was the one #n he dumped me 3 weeks after my dad died n the day after he met the person who raped me when i was a kid :-(#i just #I thought i could make it work #i just wish i knew what went wrong #he keeps saying he'll talk to me soon about it #but then he keeps blocking me or telling me how he now has a new boyfriend #want enough closure so i can trust myself again #or at least so i dont keep hating myself #but i guess thats just hopeless to want

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be-good-to-bugs · 4 months

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you would think considering how much it loves sleeping that my body would, yknow, sleep when i ask it to. or even just when it has barely slept in days and im trying so hard to sleep

#the bin #uugghhhh i woke up at 1pm today bc my stupid idiot body refused to go to sleep at a reasonable time even tho i was alreday so sleep #deprived. i have to work at 6:30 tomorrow morning :/ so i guess i wont be sleeping till then bc i still have to clean stuff and shower #maybe maybe maybe ill get a nap in but idk. bleh. i hope after i get home my stupid body will sleep. its gonna have to bc i work 7 hours the #next day so i cant do that too sleep deprived. i really really hope i dont have to :( hhhh #i wanted so bad to get high last night mosty bc my body has been refusing to sleep this past week but my sister n her boyfriend didnt come #over so i wasnt able to get more edibles :( or boxes for packing. hhh. i need to move so soon! i have no idea what day its even gonna be yet #i badeky have an idea of how much its gonna cost either. they finally gave me a gas cost estimate afeyr ive been asking for 3 weeks #hhh. well. whatever. i only have 4 more shifts. im kinda sad tbh. i really like working here. my coworkers are so nice #tomorrow is probs the last time ill ever see my fav coworker. shes so nice. shes so nice she used he/him for me and calls me orb #i just mentioned the name in passing once after i changed my pronouns on my nametag and she noticed and she remember!#and before she used it for me she stopped and asked if i was comfortable with it or if i wanted to keep it private. i have never EVER met #another cis person who would even think to ask that. most cis people dont understand why you would care. shes like. the nicest person ive #ever ever met. why did i have to find such a great place to work in minnesota? well. even if i am super tired tomorrow morning itll probably #be ok. butbi really would prefer not to be.#i dont know why i havent been able to sleep properly. bleh. i do liek what edibles do to me its a fun time but its kinda annoying that i #cant use them very casually for sleep or pain. they incapacitate me for 14 hours minimum.#well. at least no matter how stressed i am abt everything. i will definitely be elsewhere in 18 days max. should be less than that.#i will miss this job and these coworkers but i am relived that i wont have to go to work for awhile. esp with this tooth pain.#and im so excited to be able to draw again! im glad im moving a month before artfight bc itll give me time to get shit prepped #i wanted so bad to participate last year but i wasnt able to come evn close to finishing any attacks bc i was too tired from working

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widevibratobitch · 6 months

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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa #something is Wrong lol #i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡#and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches #all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now #but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit #and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on #to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back #like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend #i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect #i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back #but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms #or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations #or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings #or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af #because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff #im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility #i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn #but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself #and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc #i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself #and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it #i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do #i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it #and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person #<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation #of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡#like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT

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eebooduh · 1 year

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Up until recently I was very confident in my identity as an aroace person. However lately all of my friends have been getting into relationships and it seems like all they want to talk about now is their romance and sexlives. We used to meet up and talk about our interests and the world and the future. Now all I hear about is dates and sex. It's not bad to be invested in your relationship and its not bad to want to confide in people about it. I would absolutely not mind talking about it but I wish it wasn't all we could talk about now. I feel lonely while I'm with people I've been friends with for years because we can't connect when we're together anymore. And maybe thats selfish of me but it's not like I don't want to talk about romance and sex at all, I just want to be able to talk about other things too.

#asexuality #aromantic #aromantism #asexual #aroace #I don't know man its just that when we hang out for 3 and a half hours and you spend 3 of them talking about your boyfriend its like #what do you want me to say about that #because i cant reciprocate with any stories of my own #and im having a hard time faking how excited i am to hear about how deep he apparently was last night #like girl i dont need to ever know that #this post is very specific to something that happened to me yesterday because i met up with an old friend who i hadnt seen in months #we used to have so much in common and we would spend hours on the phone every few days but now its like we cant talk at all #it also happened with another friend where we hung out for 6 hours and im not even joking she spend all 6 of them talking about the guy she #had a crush on #like i want to hear about your life and im fine talking about your sex life but bro #i have stuff to talk about too #and like??? how is this guy your whole life #what about your career and your hobbies and all that?#idk i think i just dont get it cause im aroace but it makes me feel lonely while im with people

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faaun · 1 year

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im actually becoming a littol bit annoyed by smn 😭

#we are on a camping trip and im having sm fun and i love her sm but mein gott #basically she talked abt her boyfriend a lottt like right from the start of the trip from the car #and i thought it was like. yay bonding time. shes telling us abt her loving healthy relationship #and then it kept going to the point where eveey convo literally every single convo is abt her bf and yow great he is #at first it was sweet but now its like i cannot open my mouth without her being like. yeah my bf us xyz like in legit not #exaggerating its every single convo. like it is becoming absurd atp im rly happy for her but...what abt like #hobbies and like...the convo were having #and ar first i was gen happy bc i gwt the feeling of being in a healthy relationship but some of the stuff she says is quite concerning too #like we were all talking abt our insecurities and stuff and it was quite a deep/intimate convo and one of my friends #shared how he feels bad bc hes underweight etc and she was like. since being w him i feel great abt my body #but rhis happens so often #w any other topic. i cant even bring up my own relationship without it becoming and her bf like . he does that but Better #like me being like i love cooking tgth w my gf and her being like. ive never even cooked bc he cooks for me all the time. etc etc #bro one time i shared an insecurity shared an insecurity i had abt my relationship and her immediate response was abt how they dont have #that issue bc hes so great. it gets concer ing too bc she says stuff abt . like. bc of him i dont sh bc of him im not depressed bc of him #bc of him i feel worthy etc etc...also oversharing stuff abt his ...like genetalia that im like idk if hed want us to know all this #anyway no one has said anything and im afraid im delusional..or like its acc sweet and im just not being nice etc #which yeah it is sweet but in the length of me typing this out she has made 5 (five) comments abt her bf it is non stop no other #topic of convo . i dont wanna rain on her joy either bc i get it but omg 😭 every #single conversation...

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menlove · 2 years

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my autistic ass hasn't known peace for like 2 weeks bc someone said neurotypicals have been using "we love that for you" as an insult and that it's usually an insult and for the literal life of me I cannot fathom how that's supposed to be an insult and I haven't slept since

#LIKE I DONT GET IT #even if it's like sarcastic the things it's said in response to like.....??? wouldn't make sense with saying that sarcastically?#idk it just doesn't make sense to me it hurts my poor autistic brain lmfao #if anyone can explain it that would be great #I asked my boyfriend and he was like idk it just is 🤷‍♂️#AND IM LIKE..... WHAT. THAT DOESNT HELP WHAT DOES IT MEAN IF ITS SUPPOSED TO BE RUDE #I'm so confused genuinely

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