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[mattodore]

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[seventhemaverick]

Astro Observations 2 🪽

Thank you for 120+ followers!! <3 this post has opinions and personal observations. Don’t take it too serious my babies. I love ur feedback. Please be kind, inform me otherwise!

☁️ I love how many people in the Astrology community are Scorpio risings, have dominant scorpio/8H placements/degrees, strong pluto influence like we’re all trying to find the meaning to all the f*ck shit that happens in our lives

☁️ Another dominance that I see in a natal chart that is really into these practices is Uranus and Neptune.

☁️ Lilith dominance in a natal chart can be rough especially when they make conjunctions to mars or Pluto. Men can sometimes be so mean to you especially when you both are around other people and you’re just like what just happened 😃? You were just telling me your deepest secrets and desires?? Odd… Á la poubelle 🚮

☁️ Speaking of Lilith, I get annoyed hearing that certain asteroids like Lilith and Chiron aren’t considered a part of a stellium 🙄 because if you can have Lilith dominance in your chart you should be able to consider it a part of your stellium as well? Same with Chiron. If there’s many aspects to those signs as well and if everything is energetically interconnected like astrology tries to show us, you would think those two asteroids at most would be considered. Especially because these asteroids play significant roles in HEALING *cough Chiron cough* and stepping into your power (Lilith). Both asteroids take a shorter amount of time to orbit the sun than most outer planets and some inner planets likeee cmon y’all.. me complaining because I’d technically have a Sagittarius stellium if Chiron and Lilith was included

☁️ Whatever quadrant(s) the majority of your placements fall in is what you are meant to focus on in this life. In the last quadrant, your focus could be on the world around you, humanitarian causes. A lot of planets in your first quadrant your mission in this lifetime is to be more self focused.

☁️ Intercepted houses are interesting... I’m very thankful I don’t have them because my chart is already 😀😗 .. yea. But I realized I’ve come across a lot of people with them and those houses if you don’t know already have a lot of focus on the house it pertains to. Example: intercepted houses in the 1st and 7th house means one of your life’s mission is learning how to assert yourself, set boundaries, find balance in relationships and your free time.

☁️ People that have intercepted houses usually attract people that has signs that rule those houses to teach them significant life lessons. So if you have 1st and 7th intercepted you’ll have someone who probably has Aries/libra in big three or within their chart , if you have 2nd and 8th you’ll attract someone with Taurus/Scorpio in big three or in their chart etc etc

☁️ If you’re feeling unstable it’s best to connect with the element you have most dominant in your chart. Whether it’s literally connecting to that element by physically interacting with it or you are doing the themes in relation to that element. This also applies to whatever sign your mars is in. Surrounding yourself with the element associated with your mars can allow you to release and ground yourself.

☁️ For instance, if you have a lot of water in your chart/water mars, swimming or being by the water and journaling, drawing, whatever creative outlet feels most healing to you by the water can bring you some peace. Talking to the ocean, lake, etc. can be grounding and if you’re really into esoteric practices you can give the water an offering in exchange for peace of mind. Earth, going on a hike, feeling the earth (not concrete yuck) with your bare soles/palms can be helpful, hugging and talking to trees. (Side note fun fact, removing vines that are wrapping a tree is also like an offering because vines growing around trees are invasive and preventing it from receiving sunlight, ultimately killing it. Save your local trees!! I see this as a form of an offering as well) Mother trees will help you most. Fire, first and foremost please be careful. Secondly, working with candles can be very healing and watching the light, taking walks when it’s really sunny, sun bathing, solar plexus yoga could bring much peace. Sun bathing your yoni when the sun is at its peak :) it really works. Air, burning incense whilst having good air ventilation, journaling, stimulating activities like running or jogging while simultaneously working on the breath. Breath work, mental workouts like chess. I might do a post about all Mars signs and specific activity outlets. Lmk in the comments if you guys would be interested :)

☁️ To break out of your comfort zone, to attract newness into your life, connect with the element you have least in your chart!

☁️ The element you have least of is what you tend to attract in others

☁️ People that connect more to sidereal astrology usually have some old soul-ness to them. I’ve observed it’s usually modern Astrology earth placements, mostly Taurus placements that tend to value that system more from what I’ve seen

☁️ I’ve noticed water sign placements/dominance like anime and k-pop a lot. Honorary mention is Aquarius but more towards anime.

☁️ I saw @harmoonix say this in one of their posts recently but this has been sitting in my drafts for over a month so I’m gonna agree and add on lol (love ur posts fr— trendsetter 💐) Aquarius placements, especially in the big 3, love video games. Love playing games on their phone and on a console. Love technology, it’s their safe space— a way to get away from the world. Aquarius does rule over technology! They’re the most tech savvy in the family. Their elders in their home relied on them for that stuff lol.

☁️ Sagittarius placements, esp mercury usually have different genres and languages of music in their catalog

☁️ For Sagittarius to be in detriment in Mercury that placement has many fantastic writers, poets, lyricists etc.

☁️ Earth placements, especially Capricorns can out smoke you. Out-any-substance you fr it’s actually crazy to witness 😂😂.

☁️ Your Groom (5129) or Briede (19029) in your natal chart can not only show the actual sign or house placements that your partner may have but the synastry overlays you both may have as well. For example you may have your groom asteroid in the sign virgo. Your spouses natal placements especially big 3 could have those planets fall into your sixth house. Virgo rules the sixth house.

☁️ This picture above is all Libra placements during this south node in Libra transit. The area Libra resides will show up and out! Villain era fr. Big 3 Libra placements will feel this way the most! This transit has me not giving ANY f*cks!

☁️ Your solar return rising sign is very important. It will tell you the themes that will take place in the new year ahead. For example: Virgo rising in your solar return has you more work and health focused. Should I make a post about solar return risings lmk in the comments!

☁️ It’s also interesting that your rising and moon sign in your solar return chart can pertain who you most come into contact with during. So if your rising is Leo that year you’ll probably befriend, get closer to, date many Leo’s or people that have Leo placements/degrees in their chart :). I can confirm that within each ascendant I have had in my returns since studying astrology the people I was closer to/in contact more with during the time period had those placements in big three especially.

☁️ not an observation but a statement of a dilemma of mine because I cannot choose between placidus and whole sign system. I deeply relate to both. I thankfully don’t have intercepted houses but I can see both sides to the placements in my chart and the different houses they reside in with both systems 😂 ok moving on

☁️ I use placidus house system mostly when I’m reading other people’s chart and whole sign when I’m reading compatibility charts

☁️ placidus is a better system to use for most people because we live in different hemispheres and that system caters to that imo

☁️ I realize most Pisces and Sagittarius placements loveeee green. It’s that Jupiter calling in that abundance!

☁️ Scorpio and Aries are ruled by mars and I have realized people with these placements like purple a lot. Capricorn placements tend to like purple too and cap is exalted in mars! Purple and black are associated with satur(n)day!

☁️ Saw an observation about sag mercuries always interrupt you and it’s true LMAO but they’re very passionate people and I think they just wanna get what they have to say off their chest

☁️ Sagittarius mercuries are the smartest Mercury sign imo.

☁️ Pisces placements especially in the big three are very crafty when it comes to talking their way out of being held accountable

☁️ Being around people that have the signs in your 2nd and 8th house can easily trigger you if you’re not actively working on healing your wounds

☁️ I haven’t met an air sign that doesn’t speak with their face and hands especially Gemini chile

☁️ Mars rules celibacy, Venus rules lust. I realize that people with strong Aries/Scorpio/Capricorn are not into having sex with multiple people simultaneously or can go long periods without having sex. They view sex as a very intimate activity.

☁️ hate to come down on my Venusians but Taurus and Libras and let’s not forget about my girl is exalted in Pisces! People with strong placements in these signs can be loyal but sometimes there can be wandering eyes. Like an itch they want to scratch so bad. Even if they’re very loyal in nature it’s more possible for them to flirt for fun or get into affairs more because they’re hedonistic in nature

☁️ when a Capricorn loves you they will always have your back and put into you financially to help your dreams come true. One of the most attentive , supportive people to have in your corner!

🪽 I wanted to post this sooner but I’m currently grieving the loss of my Capricorn dominant grandmother who was my closest confidant and greatest inspiration, about a month ago. She passed during her Saturn return and Uranus return. She lived an incredible life. Strongest, most fearless person I know. An entrepreneur who knew how to get it! Some people didn’t make it into the new year with us and I hope you know that you have now gained an angel. I’m grateful to the Tumblr astrology community for sharing their knowledge. Astrology really helps me make sense of the world and I’m happy that we all find peace in that. Sending my love and best wishes to you all. Thank you for reading and tuning in xoxo 🪽

[soleius]

🌷 astro observation I;

helos and welcome to my first post of many astro observations ;w;

this has been sitting in my drafts FOR AWHILE and thought i might as well just post them

ofc this is for pure entertainment, however pls feel free to refute a point or further dive into one if something resonates

i’ll happily discuss 💫

enjoy loves 💞

i often see virgo placements having stomach issues but has anyone ever talked about gemini’s and their stomach issues?

to my scorpio moon babies, how bad were your cramps growing up? i remember having nights where i’d be rolling in bed and contorting in any position to ease the pain of them

leo moons are ones with lion mane like hair— big in appearance and in most cases really thick

libra in big 3, specifically libra risings are often close to their parents or will try their best to maintain a good relationship to them— even if it means having to make sacrifices on their end

aries mars you guys do thorough research when it comes to finding the best of anything especially when it involves spending money

sagittarius in big three makes you an effortlessly entertaining story teller

your mars sign could indicate what type of driver you are on the road

1st house aquarius/uranus placements often do something different from the rest, theres a need to stand out and often not it manifests in unique approaches and creativity

7th house stelliums are (if not absolutely) hyper-dependent when it comes to relationships, and it doesn’t have to be romantic ones. theres a deep desire to be close with at least one person they know they can trust and rely on with everything whether its a friend, partner, or family member.

neptune 1st house (depending how its aspected) can struggle with self, whether it’s identity or self-image

something i’ve noticed when it comes to libra placements in your big 6 is that they dont give out unsolicited advice unless if asked for their honest thoughts and opinions

next / latest

© soleius 2023

[zeldasnotes]

ASTRO OBSERVATIONS

-Real Life Edition-

• I have a friend who works as a hairdresser and she got the most beautiful hair Ive ever seen. Its like a lions mane, thick and huuuge! And ofc her husband is a Leo Venus.

• The most down to earth person Ive ever met had Venus in the 8th house, Virgo Moon and Aquarius Rising. She was sooo kind, honest and genuine. She had like this angelic aura surrounding her.

• The two most kind men Ive ever met both have Moon conjunct Venus. One of them got the conjunction in Cancer, can you imagine what a teddybear he is.

• I know 3 people who lie habituallly they cant even help it and they all have Neptune in the 3rd house. One of them got Mercury Square Neptune too. One of them showed me a picture of a less known actor and said it was her boyfriend💀😂.

• My archenemy from high school got her Chiron conjunct my Moon, My Chiron conjunct her Mars. Our Venus Square eachothers Ascendant. Her Nessus conjunct my Ascendant. Mars conjunct Mars. Moon Square Moon. Sun opposite Sun. We laugh about it today but we used to HATE eachother so intensely that we both would dream about eachother at night because all we thought about during the days was to win over the other. Yes we got a water mars

• Me myself got Mars conjunct Dejanira and Ive been in abusive situations with men my whole life.

• My dad got an Aries Ascendant and he have always been the one that family & friends call when they got problems or need someone to help them fight someone. People always call him for backup or just for him to come and scare someone. And he always gets in the car as soon as he gets the call, he never backs down from confrontation.

• I have Nessus in my 11th house and I was very abusive to my friends when I was younger. Still dont know why I acted like that.

• I know three women who are EXTREMELY beautiful like they would definitely get noticed if they went to hollywood. Two of them got Venus conjunct South Node and the third got Venus conjunct North Node conjunct Ascendant.

• I know two guys who had women they were not in a relationship with plot to have a baby with them. Both guys got Venus in the 5th house.

• My stepmother got Moon Square Lilith which is like THE placement of triangledrama and her parents are cheaters and she got involved with my dad when he was with another woman. (Not me spilling the tea about my family😂)

• The most shallow person Ive ever met in my entire life was a Libra Rising with Chiron in the 1st house, Venus Square Ascendant, Saturn Opposite Ascendant and Venus Square Saturn. She would hide her face when she saw a car drive by if she was out walking her dog without makeup. She was also OBSESSED with men.

• A famous person was having a Q/A on her instagram story and I was like disagreeing with all her answers. Like the food she liked I dont like, completely different taste in EVERYTHING. I had to check her chart and ofc our Moons are in Squaring signs. I could really feel how different we were at the core.

• My best childhood friend with Scorpio Rising and Cancer Moon was the one who always warned the friendgroup about fake people and didnt want to let anyone hang with us. We always thought that she was judgmental and bitchy, turned out she was right about all of the people she warned us about. Her intuition was SCARY. If she ever have children I hope they listen to whatever she says.

• I know a woman who is the kind of woman you can call in the middle of the night and she will jump out the bed to come and get you and ofc she got Moon in Cancer. Such a wonderful woman.. Its square pluto in Libra tho so dont betray her.

• The two most argumentative and competetive people I know got Mercury conjunct their Mars. They think everything is a competition.

• I know someone who I suspect to be a narcissist. I cant diagnose someone im not a doctor but she got all the signs. Both her daughters got Lilith in the 4th house in their natal charts and her husband got Chiron and Pluto in the 7th house in his chart…When I see someone with Lilith in 4th Im careful with their mom.

• A girl I went to high school with who I still talk to sometimes but she moved to another country, she was HATED by other women. She was seriously like known in our town. When I used to hang out with her people even messaged me asking me why I hang out with her and that shes disgusting. She got threathened by girls she didnt even know. Slutshamed in a way that was horrible and abusive. Yeah she got Lilith in the 1st house in Libra conjunct Moon in Libra.

• The people I know who have a dad whos in prison got Sun aspecting Pluto.

• My sister with Moon in the 10th house is a preschool teacher.

• The women I know with any kind of dislike towards children got Lilith aspecting their Moon or/and had Virgo placements.

© 2022 Zeldas Notes

[berberriescorner]

Until The Cops Come Knocking

Characters: Kevin Atwater x Black!Reader.

Summary:  A simple house call turns into a pleasant surprise.

Warnings: Let’s see, just a smidge of spice. Fluffiness and flirtation included. There are a few sprinkles of profanity. There may be instances where you cackle loudly.

Word Count: 2,700+.

A/N: I know. You’re shocked I took time away from my baby daddy, Rio. It’s just something about Atwater and Halstead, though. Wait until you see what else I’m cooking up for those two. I honestly couldn’t tell you how this random idea came about. That’s the joy of being a Libra. My imagination just keeps going and going. IT’S LIBRA SZN BABY♎️! Enjoy my sweet lovelies.

Song Inspo💞:

Boot-covered footsteps thumped down the winding stairwell of the run-down apartment building. The creaking door of the entrance swung open as both detectives released an exhausted and irritated breath. Both men took in their surroundings as they approached the large pickup truck they arrived in. Seeing nothing lurking about, Jay slid into the driver’s side as Kevin took residence in the passenger seat. The men released another irritated sigh before Halstead spoke, “This damn case has us running in circles. There has got to be something we’re missing here.”

“These dead ends are wasting valuable time. If we don’t get a hold of things soon, this sick psycho will slip through our fingers. For all we know, he could be halfway to Mexico by now. None of these witnesses are going to cooperate.”

“We’ll figure something out. We just have to find a way to convince them we can protect them and their families from this monster. We should wrap this up for the night, though. We’re both too tired to follow up on any more pointless leads. I say we head back to the precinct, check in with the team, and call it a night.”

The men agree it’s probably the best bet as Jay turns over the engine. As they begin the journey back to the precinct, a call comes in over the radio. There are multiple reports of a noise complaint about a party at a property in a neighborhood only minutes from their current location. Atwater shrugs his shoulders at Halstead.

“I mean, we are only five minutes away. Might as well check it out real quick.”

“It’s probably some spoiled-ass rich kid throwing a kegger,” Jay responds. “Let’s just get this over with,” he chuckles, shaking his head.

“It’s strange. This address sounds familiar. Have we ever answered any calls or done investigative work on this street,” Kevin questioned.

“I feel like I’ve been here with Haley or Voight, but I can’t say for sure.”

Kevin gave him a slight head nod as his phone vibrated in his left pocket. Checking the notification brings a small smile to his face. Atwater’s eyebrows twist in confusion as he reads the message. Jay glanced in his direction, laughing at his friend's facial expression.

“Bro? Are you good? If you stare at that screen any harder, it may glitch,” he joked. “What’s wrong? Are you in the dog house or something? And please don’t hit me with that, “who says I’m dating anyone nonsense.” The girls are on to you. You’ve been missing happy hour for months now. Giving us the excuse that you’re tired. You’ve turned down every woman within the last four months.”

Kevin ignored most of what Jay said, returning to the initial question. 

“It’s this text, bro. Either words are missing, or I’m being butt-texted. Is that even a thing,” he asked, still puzzled.

Before Jay could respond, another text came through. Kevin read the three-word text and guffawed. His tongue wet his bottom lip before the bottom lip tucked between his teeth. He was fighting the heat from the three words on his screen.

Mamas🤤😈🫶🏾: need fuck daddy

Baeee🙈💓🫶🏾: Oh! That’s how you’re feeling, mamas? I thought you were out with your girls tonight.

Mamas🤤😈🫶🏾: M so tips feels so goods need daddy😩🤤.

Baeee🙈💓🫶🏾: Drop your location, baby. I’ll come to get you. I’ll scoop you when I finish up here. Stay put, love.

Mamas🤤😈🫶🏾:

“I see you’ve deciphered the message. What’s up,” Jay asked.

“It’s nothing, dog. It’s just a little inside joke. You wouldn’t get it,” Kevin lied.

“Your reply sounds suspicious as hell. I would question it further, but we’ve arrived at our destination.”

“Damn! You can hear the music from the gate entrance. Don’t they have security? It is a gated community.”

“They’ve visited this house twice already. They told neighbors to call the authorities a third time.”

“This should be fun,” Atwater responded dryly.

Jay was the first one to approach the door. With a gentle nod, both men positioned their hands on their holsters, and Halstead gave a firm knock. 

“Sounds like a bunch of drunk women,” Kevin whispered quickly, releasing a small laugh.

“Dear Lord. It sounds like we’re about to interrupt girls' night. Brace yourself, brother, if these women are as drunk as they sound. It could get a little handsy.”

“If one finger lands on you. Upton’s going to kill you. You have to stop falling for your coworkers, Halstead. You take the term work wife too seriously,” Kevin jokes.

The door swings open, halting Jay from giving a rebuttal. Both men angle their heads down, spotting a redhead who is no more than four foot eleven. Her gaze creeps over the detectives slowly as she mumbles, “Good Lord. Money well spent.”

Jay and Kevin look at each other, confused by her words. They identify themselves, but it goes ignored. Another woman joins the redhead. She appears to be Filipino and just as tiny as her friend. Kevin starts to identify himself, but both women turn toward the rest of the group.

The redhead purrs, “Ladies, get your ones ready. The entertainment is here!”

Both detectives look flabbergasted as they try and correct them. The ladies are seriously inebriated. None of the words leaving the detectives’ mouths are getting through. Red continues, “Ms. Maid of Honor! Do us the honors and get the Bride-to-be ready for her lap dance!”

Her fellow tiny friend squeezes between both men, pulling them inside the house.

“Wait a minute, sweetheart,” Jay tries to reason.

“Hold on there, ma’am. You’re mistaken,” Kevin interjects.

Surrounded by a pack of drunk and lust-filled women, Jay attempts to talk over the boisterous crowd, “Ladies! Let’s keep things calm-.” He’s thrown off as someone grabs his ass. “Come now, ladies. Let’s keep things civilized and respectful.”

Kevin cackles as Jay’s face starts to redden. That is until one of the women starts running her hand up and down the veins of his forearm. The women begin catcalling them, going on about how sexy they are. “If I would’ve known they were sending strippers this fucking sexy. I would’ve paid double. Cuff me, Mr. Officer,” the redhead panted.

Kevin stepped back and politely removed the thirsty woman’s hand from his person. He started to reiterate that they were the actual police. Those words stuck in his throat as he felt dainty arms wrap around his waist. As if that hadn’t thrown him off guard, the unidentified woman began thrusting her hips, humping from the back. Just as he was about to turn around and reprimand the stranger, he heard a familiar voice. To Kevin’s surprise, he turns around to find you, his tipsy girlfriend smiling and slapping his ass. Jay looked at his friend in shock as his face lit up with laughter at your slurred words.

“This ain’t no strippaaa! Back off, you thirsty bald-headed hoes! I’m just joking. Not really. This MY MUTHAFUCKIN’ MAN! My man, my man, my man, my man! We go together. Real bad.”

“Okay, Yung Miami. You need a break from TikTok, baby,” Kevin teased.

Jay, assuming his friend was enduring harassment, attempted to diffuse the situation and calm you down. Kevin releases a deep chuckle, patting Halstead on the back.

“It’s all good, bro. Shortie can touch me however she wants,” he insists, licking his lips and staring at you with hungry eyes. “You lit, ain’t you, mamas?”

Halstead looks on in complete and utter confusion. “She’s beautiful, man, but don’t forget we’re on the clock. Voight would have our asses for indulging in this.”

Atwater smirks at Jay as he shrugs his shoulders. His eyes travel back to your face. Kevin reaches out, placing his hand on your waist. He tugs at you, pulling you into a quick peck.

“Relax, Halstead. Little mama’s telling the truth.” 

Jay, looking at him puzzled, waited for Kevin to explain. 

“Halstead, I’d like you to meet my girlfriend. We’ve been dating for the last six months. It’s an odd way for you to find out, but yeah. Jay, this my lady.” 

Embarrassed, you released a tiny giggle, burying yourself into Kevin’s side. Pulling back, you looked at him in a lust-filled, drunken haze. 

“Hiii baby,” you slurred, smiling ear to ear.

Kevin smiled back, biting his lip, “Wassup, beautiful? Listen, we hate to break up a wonderful time, mamas, but it’s pretty noisy. As a courtesy to the neighbors, could you tell the crew to simmer down a little bit,” he said in that tone that always made you shiver. 

“Okay, baby,” you smiled, nibbling your lip.

Atwater leaned in closer, whispering in your ear, “Yeah? You can do that for Daddy?”

Releasing a shaky breath, you nodded yes in reply.

“That’s my good girl.”

Jay looked at Atwater with raised eyebrows as you settled the girls down.

“Very impressive. Teach me your ways, bro.”

“No can do, brotha. If it’s in you, it’s in you. Can’t be taught, my man,” Kevin boasted.

You managed to calm the girls down. They all relocated to the kitchen to make a fresh batch of margaritas. Your best friends, who had answered the door, instructed you to find out if Kevin’s partner was single. They trotted off heartbroken after telling them Kevin had mentioned a girlfriend to you before.

You stumbled back to your chuckling boyfriend, who wrapped you in another bear hug. Pulling away, he looked at you like you had been caught red-handed.

“I know you’re the maid of honor, but did I hear the word strippers? Yes, I’m almost certain that’s come up several times since we arrived. You don’t need all that swinging in your face. Come on, my little drunken love. We’re taking you home. Your little ass is about to pass out. How much alcohol have you had?” 

“I’ll go,” you stand on your tiptoes to whisper in his ear, “If you take me home and put me to sleep, just the way I like.” You finish, biting his ear playfully. 

“That can be arranged…for tomorrow. I want you sober, mamas.”

Kevin laughs at your drunken pout. “You’ll be out like a light before we make it to the house. It’s going to be alright, love. Sleep it off some, and I promise I’ll break you off afterward.”

“Let’s go so I can get you back to your car, bro. You’re not having sex in my truck,” Jay joked, but at the same time, he was serious.

“Halstead, be easy on the jokes now. I’d hate to have to inform Hailey about the many times you got groped tonight.”

Kevin gingerly swept you from Jay’s truck, transferring you to his own. He managed to buckle you into the front seat and nearly made it out of the parking lot unnoticed. His head shot back with an exasperated sigh as the exit to the precinct flew open.

“Nice try, Atwater. We want to meet your gorgeous lady friend Halstead’s exact words. Better watch your girl, Kev,” Burgess taunted. 

Hailey followed close behind, hands on her hips and a smirk on her face. “You honestly think Jay was going to keep your secret? Not a chance, Atwater. Before you try to snitch, I already know how he was treated like a sexy piece of meat tonight,” Hailey sassed.

Kevin shushed the women and directed their attention to your sleeping frame. “You two can give her the third degree another time. I’m taking my little party animal home,” he whispered, looking at you with adoring eyes. “I’ll bring her by the precinct to formally introduce her soon. Just not tonight, ladies.”

“Bachelorette parties are the best. I’m looking forward to mine,” Upton sighed.

“Jay should be worried if Burgess is throwing it. I’ll see you two tomorrow. Let me get my sleepy baby to a comfortable bed.”

You had slept the entire ride to and from the precinct. Kevin carried you into his home, taking you straight to the master bathroom. You began to stir as he placed you on top of the vanity.

“How long was I out,” you groaned.

“About an hour,” his lips brushed against your forehead. “Do you think you can handle showering on your own? Or do you want me to help you, love?”

“I want cuddles in the shower. Shit! I don’t have my overnight bag. What about my hair,” you whined.

“You gon’ be good, sweetheart. One second.”

Kevin started opening cabinets and sitting items next to you on the vanity. His face spread into a shy smile when he saw you holding back tears.

“Why the watery eyes, mamas?”

“Two things. First of all, sir. Bless your parents. I’ve never had a man love me this way. Baby, you went and bought all my hair care products.”

The both of you looked lovingly at the pile on the counter. Kevin had purchased every single product you had in your bathroom. Everything you usually brought with you lay there.

“What was the second thing?”

“I’m an emotional drunk.”

“Yeah, I kind of guessed that,” he chuckled. “You can sleep in my clothes. I’d prefer you slept naked, but that’s up to you,” he licked his lips.

“That depends.”

“On?”

“If I’ve sobered up enough for you to slide up in it,” you purred.

“I’d say you’re thinking pretty clearly, love. Let’s get cleaned up. I’m starving, and I got a taste for something sweet.”

“Yeah,” you questioned breathlessly.

Kevin stepped between your thighs, kissing you hungrily. Releasing your lips a few moments later, his hand brushed against the outside of your shorts. “Yeah. It’s nice, soft, juicy, and delicious. You gon’ give me a taste, love?”

“Start the shower before I come all over this counter.”

Hours later, the two of you lay in bed panting and satiated. The room rested in a comfortable silence. Your head rested on Kevin’s chest as his fingertips drew patterns against your naked skin. His lips left a litany of kisses across your temple. He pulled in a breath before speaking.

“Baby girl,” he whispered.

“Hmm?”

“Move in with me. I want to build a life with you. I know it’s only been six months-.”

“Yes.”

“I wanted to ask you another question, though,” he playfully scolded, giving your butt a light tap. 

You looked at him and smiled sheepishly.

“Sorry, continue, baby. Either way, the answer is yes.”

“Cool. So we’re getting married then?”

“Ye-wait. What?”

Kevin flipped you both. Lying on top of you, he brushed the hair from your face.

“Marry me, mamas? I know it’s way too soon-.”

You kissed him to shut him up. It lasted long enough to calm his fluttering heart.

“Yes.”

Without another word, he kissed you hard, stealing your breath. Tender touches morphed into desperate touches. In an instant, the room filled with pants and moans as he slipped back into you. Thrust mirroring thrust, as Kevin drove you to the brink of ecstasy until your tired body would no longer allow it. He littered your face with kisses as the both of you whispered words of affirmation until sleep claimed you both.

The aching in your bladder woke you as the morning sun crept into the bedroom. Not wanting to wake your sleeping giant, you wiggled free. Tip-toeing into the bathroom, you quickly relieved yourself and washed your hands. You unboxed one of the toothbrushes Kevin bought, quietly falling into your morning routine. Standing in the mirror brushing your teeth, your free hand brushed curls from your face, and you froze. The toothbrush dangled in your mouth as you stared into the mirror, shock written on your face. Hand frozen mid-air, you gawked at the beautiful diamond sparkling on your ring finger. You startled as a voice sounded behind you. Kevin stood in the doorway, muscles rippling, in all his naked glory, staring at you in the mirror. He walked up behind you, pressing his chest to your back, and whispered against your neck, “I always come prepared, baby girl. Notice it’s the correct size and the cut you like. Do I know my woman or what,” he bragged, finishing with kisses to your throat.

Throwing a finger in the air, you quickly rinsed your mouth and toothbrush. You placed the brush in the holder as you spun around, snatching Kevin’s hand. Pulling him back toward the bedroom, he questioned, “Where are we going, love?”

“Back to bed. I’m going to suck the soul out of you. Then I’m taking my ass to the kitchen and cooking you breakfast in bed.”

Fuck I love this woman.

Hope you enjoyed it, my sweet babies! Reblogs and comments are greatly appreciated!

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[astrologicalsstuff]

Astrology observations

Another one I think this is 3

Back at it again with the astrology observation again please don’t take my ideas I actually work so hard to come up with these concepts

Capricorn placements are so funny I swear to god. They are underrated in this regard because they don’t make a lot of jokes but they always have the perfectly timed dry humor that is just so funny. They can make giving you a real talk so funny because they just make everything else seem so dumb.

Idfk who said libras were balanced under developed these people are so selfish it’s like whatever their version of balance is…

Virgo women can get really caught up with trying to be the “perfect” or ideal women. They struggle the most with self image issues.

Pisces placements… I’m so sorry and I never speak in absolutes but spirituality community service or art is really the best manifestation. If you have Pisces sun or moon you have to learn to be in service of something or you can lose your sanity pretty easily and you may not be able to tell. Pisces is a karmic sign that has debts to pay. Maybe you don’t have to be the most selfless person because that doesn’t always do Justice but you have to learn to devote yourself to something or you could be susceptible to mentali ilness, alcoholism, depression, or drug abuse.

Scorpio mars anger is so real my little sister has this and she always bring up shit from when we were 4 in arguments. I’m 20…

Cancer taurus and Scorpio mars hold onto shit for WAY TOO LONG

Gemini + Virgo big three = a know it all

Even if they don’t know they act like they do

Aries moons are the true babies of the zodiac watch them react when something doesn’t go their way(esp. if mars is debilitated)

Virgo mercuries can be so… confused? I know they get the credit for being smart and I don’t doubt they are but when it comes to real world experiences. I don’t wanna sound mean but this placement can be so clueless. I think they get really fixated on details that they can miss quite a bit.

Venus debilitation mostly just has to do with self esteem and how it relates to your relationships. These people are so attractive tbh.

10th house ruler in the 8th has so much potential for success.

Pisces moons roll their eyes or look up when they’re lying thank me later. (Women)

Planets at home can sometimes just be way too much cancer moons are overly sensitive Virgo mercuries can be fixated on minute details venus in Taurus will never get over their person.

I don’t know why Pisces is exalted in the Venus position, they are the people always getting walked all over in relationships because they love their partners so much.

Sagittarius and Pisces moons escapism😔

Scorpio Mercury likes to be exclusive. In friend groups they like to make sure people know that they’re lucky to be in this closed circle with them. (ESP. W libra sun/placements)

Water sign moons (under developed) can be so untrustworthy tbh. They’re on your side till you piss them off then they use your vulnerabilities against them. This is mostly true for cancer and scorpio.

I have so many Venus conjunct mars in scorpio in my life and let me tell you👏👏THESE👏👏PEOPLE👏👏 GET 👏👏WHAT 👏👏THEY WANT👏👏

Not in a malicious way it’s just they’re gunna do what they wanna do.

With sag sun though🫣 very sweet people but when they’re not paying attention to your needs you gotta step it up if you want them to be held accountable.

Libra moons are annoying asf cause how u always get me to agree w u. Like these people are so charming it’s annoying.

Taurus moons are the best and there’s no competition

Gemini Mercury is very good at talking and listening but Mercury in the 3rd are the really talkative ones.

Check aspects to your 10th house ruler to discover your relationship with your father.

If you have planets in the 8th house im sorry there’s always some sort of intensity there but tbh as a person with 8th house placements I wouldn’t want it any other way.

Mercury placements are usually so thin… and Mercury risings can have problems with eating.

Libra risings are so soft spoken. Even when they’re yelling it’s like 🎶🎵🎶

[yourpsicodelicbitch]

Astro observations pt 3? bc I haven’t finished what I was supposed to post 🧍

This picture is from Pinterest.

I knew someone with the same ascendant and sun as me but I didn’t noticed bc of the moon energy. How important, necessary and notorious is the difference in the big three depending on the element of the moon sign. My big 3 is libra sun, pisces moon and aquarius rising. The energy I give off is more dramatic, sensitive and playful. On the other hand, her moon is in virgo, so the energy she give off is completely opposite than mine: she’s serious, distant and helpful. But we do share the same 2 placements of the big 3.

I didn’t have interest in history but when I had the opportunity of having a class with a new teacher, I liked it. The passion and dedication of the topic they spoke about, and the most important thing is the objectivity; he spoke facts, with sources, without any intention of his students to memorize the information but understand it, observing and analyzing it. Teaching without any misrepresented information. How he -the teacher- spoke about certain topics that in the past, I preferred to pass out than be present in the same class. Being able to be emotional and logic. Would I be embarrassed if I said I loved it? -the manner of speaking and sharing ideas, how he teach-. What placements he has? moon 3H and mercury 1H. Moon in the 3rd house makes the individual learn how to communicate during their whole life, specifically about topics that turns on their sensitive nature. They are balanced: too emotional and logical when it comes to speak up, with time they learn how to be. They’re open minded, they want to listen to different point of views, to understand their own and to extract what benefits them and etc. They observe. Mercury in the 1st house makes them a COMMUNICATOR. That’s why he has the ability of changing my mind, my opinion or point of view, be interested in a topic minutes before I wasn’t. Sophisticated. They have this air that makes you believe them, that you know they’re not lying to you, that they’re transparent and have the sources and motives to back up their ideas. They’re intelligent. They want to learn and this curiosity push them to new fields. They could use their attachment to their origins to transmit ideas, from an specific point of view, that’s unique. Is wholesome, that I had the opportunity to be their student, for have been able to witness this placements 🧍

People with Neptune 7H is so pure. When I first knew this friend, my first impression of her was that she was shy and now I think that we must protect her bc she’s a baby 😭 They often give more than what they receive. They idealize or have a wrong idea of people in their relationships. They tend to ignore or avoid what’s happening in that topic. They think too much about the idea of who surrounds them: think better of them, that the relationship is deeper than it actually is. That’s why they struggle in the social/relationships, specifically in the romantic ones. I’ve seen this people have a good relationships with their friends¿? They could expect too much of their partner, later, realizing they’re not who they thought. Also, they could be shy or reserved because they’re scared of judgement, by being capable of living dreaming.

Moon square Jupiter aspect people always wants “peace” in their relationships, even if its imposible -not everything is going to be pink-. Their moods change A LOT, they could take everything personal. They could feel threatened and bc of this are alert the whole time. They’re inestable, they start the day with a shiny face and then they remember something that happened in the past: their day is ruined -by themselves-. This people get carried by what others think and say about them, they struggle on believing in themselves, with their self-wroth. The environment where they grew up made them doubt. They may support themselves in a religion or spiritual stuff, they could feel peaceful knowing that something has their back, that they don’t suffer alone or is “for some reason”. They could also attached themselves to a person in specific. They want to know more and more -about religion/spirituality- but they’re scared of not finding the answers they want -but the ones they need. They suffer, trying to understand the meaning or accepting the reality. That they can’t hold anymore to a false reality -that’s their copy mechanism: to create a reality that’s total opposite of the one they grew up, to finally fulfill the necessities of their inner child-.

Scorpio mercury: I love my placement. It’s so fucking 🤯 My sarcastic ass bitch wouldn’t tell otherwise. They observe, when they’re in a new situation -this is a specific case bc they always do-, they analyze the body language, the conduct, the gestures, how they express, how many information they give and what type, their confidence, how they present themselves, everything you would imagine. I LOVE IT. Once I read that with a scorpio mercury you would never know about them, and that ended up being true: they will get information from you in a subtly manner, you don’t realize what you’re saying to them. They’re fucking sarcastic, they love to joke around but not in a goofy way? but they don’t insult an individual, they don’t like it -in my case, 7° (libra degree)- . They get to the point, they’re straightforward, their words can cut you without a warning. They don’t like when people keep making the same questions (repetitive) when it comes to know them, bc it’s obvious -in their eyes- that if they don’t answer or try to avoid it, it’s not necessary to tell you what’s happening -that they don’t like the situation-; and more when they’re a reserve person, they don’t like to reveal their lives if they’re not comfortable/don’t want to. Even worse when someone that they don’t like, take their information and spread it like nothing, without their permission; they will warn you in front of everyone that they didn’t like it and you didn’t have the right to do it. Those little things that I just mentioned are EVERYTHING for them. Don’t you dare use what they told you about themselves in a manner they will not agree. You have the honor of knowing at least a little bit of them, don’t waste it.

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•This is based on my personal experience and what I’ve analyzed in my surroundings.

•English is not my first language.

•I’m not a profesional astrologer.

Thank youu. baibaiii🫣🫶🏼💋

Do not copy. Please give me credits.

[mercurytrinemoon]

Break-ups and comebacks, jealousy and infidelity: Gwen Stefani and Gavin Rossdale synastry analysis

I was watching the livestream of No Doubt's Coachella set and reminiscing on the good ol times, thinking of the songs Gwen wrote about Gavin Rossdale and their on-and-off relationship and then the trainwreck marriage (spoiler alert: he cheated on her with their baby sitter) and of course, I had to look at their synastry. And let me tell you, it is something.

Let's look at Gavin's chart first and see what we're working with.

His chart is of a successful person first and foremost. A Scorpio stellium and rising gives allure and clout - paired with a Sun in a trine with exalted Jupiter in the 9th, that combination will sooner or later bring a lot of accomplishments. A flowing aspect like this brings optimism and lucky events in the person's life and the planet of grandiose and expansion in the house of achievements just strenghtens that. His ascendant ruler, Mars gives him some traits of brattiness, being in the loud and fiery Sagittarius. Right next to it is Venus - both yin and yang planets coming together endowed him with a huge charisma. The downfall is, that conjunction is closely squared by Uranus and Pluto, which can give not only sudden changes of the heart but also excessive secrecy, push-and-pull dynamic in relationships and someone who generally may like to play the field, especially given the mutable traits of Sagittarius. It is even more pronounced because Venus rules his 7th house of relationships.

His 5th house of romance and sex suffers as well, having both malefic Saturn and wounded Chiron in it. The ruler is that Jupiter in Cancer but its retrograde notion can bring some hiccups along the way.

Capricorn Moon in detriment may also carry some trauma surrounding parental figures that has a potential to repeat family mistakes and what google just told me is that his parents were married three times. Talk about troubled relationships.

But Moon in itself signifies women in his life, as well as his partner. The luminary is trined by that Uranus-Pluto conjunction, which definitely speaks of him having many admirers. This gives him even more charm. This is definitely a chart of a rebellious heartbreaker.

And then we have Gwen. Her chart is also very success-friendly with a Libra stellium in her 10th house of career and exalted Mars on the ascendant that blessed her with powerful personality that stands out. Capricorn ascendant brings slow rise to success but also hardships in life and its ruler, Saturn is retrograde in the 5th house (both of them have that placement in the 5th, which is interesting) - this makes her focused on creativity and her kids but the retrograde motion brought a lot of issues with her breaking through is her younger years. Mind you, No Doubt's real rise to fame happened during Gwen's Saturn return (and yes, that's where the album name "Return of Saturn" came from; also, side note, she learnt about it through Gavin himself).

Gwen has a lovely domicile Moon in her 7th house, which should bring prosperity in relationships - and we gotta admit all of her relationships were long-term. Unfortunately that Moon is tightly squared by Jupiter, which talks about possible naivety and legal issues - that can hint at things like divorces. Moon in a square with the Sun and Mars can also signify severing and distance from a male figure in your life, which can very much be a life partner. What isn't helpful is also fallen Venus in Virgo, which can bring a troubled love life.

Okay so let's get into the synastry

The first thing that comes forward is their Moons being opposite. Gavin's Moon is right on Gwen's ascendant, which probably made them gravitate to each other in the first place as Moon touching someone's ascendant can act like a glue. This also underlines his changeability towards her - the Moon comes and goes, it's moody. Of course, Moon oppositions can be lovely as they may compliment each other and probably at some points in their relationship it was like that. But these Moons don't have much of a support from other planets aside from her Moon trining his Saturn and Chiron, which can definitely act like a glue between two people and the need to build a life together. It's not really an affectionate aspect, but it's binding and full of care.

Now if you look at synastry, what you should pay attention to is recurring aspects. Because they have Moon oppositions and because Gwen has a natal Moon-Sun/Jupiter square, what that results in is that his Moon also squares her Sun-Jupiter conjunction. This just adds to the fuel and makes the negative aspect more potent as it's an aspect of a separation.

The other tight opposition we have here is his Sun with her Saturn. That is… not the best. And again, thse planets don't really receive any other strong flowing aspects. The Sun-Saturn opposition is extra tough because Saturn already has a distancing attitude towards everything. Put it against the Sun, that's two leadership-hungry planets having a constant fight. It also brings possible disappointments, resentment and cold treatment as well as suspiciousness on the side of the Saturn person.

I've mentioned Gwen having a square to Jupiter, which can bring legal issues. Here Gavin's Jupiter is tightly squaring Gwen's Mercury - this just reinforces that and also brings conflict between their worldviews, thinking patterns and day-to-day tasks. An aspect like this can make one of the pertners too permissive or full of neglect. Heated arguments or heavy debates can arise with it as well.

Aside from the mentioned Moon on the ascendant, a pretty cosy aspect, Mercury-Neptune can bring some dreaminess to the relationship as well. This is also a great thing to have as an artist as you can be each other's muses. On the flipside, whenever we search for deception, Neptune is where we point at. And conjunctions with a planet like this can go both ways. In this case, it's Gavin's Neptune that was pulling wool over her eyes.

And if we think of infidelity, we look at the 12th house because it rules all things hidden from us. In this case, they both have planets in each other's 12th houses. Gavin has his Venus and Mars in Gwen's 12th house - these two planets placed like this can definitely point to romance behind your back. And then her Libra stellium is in his 12th house, which can show neglect and not seeing her - especially her Sun, which, as a luminary, definitely wants to always be seen.

"The most gorgeously jealous kind of ex-girl"

I accidentally found a scan of an old article about the pair from 2002 where Gwen discusses how jealous she can get over Gavin. She justified it with the fact that he's a desirable frontman followed by a swarm of groupies. I mean, the assumption here might be reasonable but shouldn't be the case if your partner assures you of their loyalty by their actions and such. So, where do I sniff jealousy and the lack of trust?

First, we may go back to the 12th house overlays situation. Rossdale's Venus and Mars are both in her 12th house so she had a constant feeling of something happening behind her back and because of the nature of these planets, that something is related to other women and romance.

Gwen's Jupiter in a square to his Moon might bring a few things: being overly permissive ("somehow I'm full of forgiveness", as she sang in a No Doubt song), having issues just getting along sometimes, bad spending habits and, again, divorce and court disputes. And speaking of his Moon, it is not a tight conjunction but the luminary is very sensitive: Gwen's Mars touches it with a 7° orb. A Moon-Mars aspects in synastry, especially conjunctions can make Mars very protective but also very possessive over the Moon. Especially that her Mars makes natal squares to her planets, which makes it kinda competitive in nature. Gwen's Venus in a square to Gavin's Mars is a spicy, alluring aspect but it can definitely bring out some jealous feelings as well - more so from Mars' side but it can go both ways.

My favorite part: timing

The pair met for the first time in April of 1995 (might've been April 11th but I'm not sure) when transiting Jupiter was in the middle of Sagittarius. For Gavin it was directly touching his Venus and Mars, for Gwen - it was sextiling her natal Jupiter exact. Jupiter transits can definitely bring a new partner in a person's life, especially one that might be seen as a blessing or a lucky coincidence. They also usually point to long-term partnerships. Interestingly, the ascendant in their Davidson chart is right around the middle degrees of Sagittarius as well.

Spiler alert: Jupiter themes will show up again.

They married on September 14th 2002 with Moon conjunct Chiron in the sign of Capricorn as well as a tight Jupiter-Neptune opposition. The big benefic was transiting through the sign of Leo, making a trine to the Jupiter in Sagittarius that took place when they met and started dating: this means both of them received positive Jupiter transits around the wedding day but it also gives us a clue that Jupiter cycles play a huge role in their relationship (aka they had their relationship milestones when the planet was going through fire signs).

The couple fired for divorce in August of 2015. Now, if you've been paying attention and you know math, you'd know that this is not only a full Jupiter cycle gone but also… *drum roll* Venus retrograde period in Leo!

Their wedding lasted a whole Jupiter cycle, which is pretty common given Jupiter rules legal matters. And their Davidson chart? Has Jupiter in Leo. It was of course also marked by the Venus retrograde. To be more impactful, Stefani was going through a Venus-ruled profection year.

Transit-wise, Gavin was just at the tail end of Saturn transiting his 1st house, while for Gwen, it was a Saturn opposition.

During the divorce, as Jupiter was moving over Gwen's Venus, she started getting closer to Blake Sheldon and the couple began dating in November of the same year. They're now married.

[lynxastrology]

𝕭𝖑𝖚𝖓𝖙 𝖆𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖑𝖔𝖌𝖞 𝖔𝖇𝖘𝖊𝖗𝖛𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓𝖘 🔪

these are just my personal observations. I don’t mean to slander or put down any placement <3

🩸 people with mars in the 7th house, you don’t have to be so nice to the ppl who don’t deserve it.

🩸 scorpio moons are/have been really fucking dramatic about everything atleast once in their life. y’all just love the attention 💀

🩸scorpio degrees (8°,20°) on the moon can give major trust issues. y’all don’t trust a single soul

🩸 libra+scorpio in the big three, y’all are really good manipulators. y’all think that you’re right all the time, but that ain’t true.

🩸gemini placements, y’all are smart asf but never ever challenge scorpio or aquarius placements. these guys are fucking geniuses.

🩸 aries moon/mars, having anger issues or being angry all the time doesn’t make you scary, it just makes you a 5 year old baby.

🩸 cancer/libra/gemini placements if underdeveloped, are the best liars. Can be very manipulative and two- faced.

🩸 underdeveloped leo ascendants are SO desperate for attention and can be really be petty and immature.

🩸 capricorn mars, the sex drive you guys have is insane and y’all don’t express it easily. you guys are the SCARIEST when angered like someone please call an ambulance 🚨🚑

🩸people with harsh moon-pluto aspects, you guys are way too intense and you guys have the WORST anger issues like please chill out.

[ms-m-astrologer]

Transiting Mars enters Pisces

Friday, March 23 - Tuesday, April 30, 2024

Pisces isn’t exactly Mars’ favorite place to be - it favors direct action, not swimming around (apparently) aimlessly - but this isn’t as challenging a position as, say, Mars in Taurus or Libra (deteiment), or Cancer (fall).

It’s easy to make the most/best of it, this time, with three very nice transiting sextiles in April. Although just like a in fairy tale, there are some difficulties to be overcome first! We have to earn that happily ever after.

Physical strength - can be a little diluted, or at least feel like it’s sapped. We have to stay alert for sneaky ways our strength dissipates. This isn’t the best time to start anything that requires direct action - but it’s great for the creative visualization piece.

Energy levels - with any mutable sign, Mars’ energy will fluctuate between full-bore and fast asleep. Ditto about vigilance for dissipation. Our intuition (if we let it) will let us know when it’s time for a break.

Sexuality - now, this can be wonderful! Romantic, courtly, chivalrous, all the goodies. Not always a lot of staying power, and we sometimes get too caught up in the vision of what’s happening, to reality.

How we go after what we want - often forced take circuitous routes, willingly or not, the journey ends up being at least as important as the destination. Or maybe the journey is the destination…? Can also go very “behind the scenes,” working indirectly and using manipulation.

A day or two on either side of these aspects should be sufficient.

Monday, April 1 - Tuesday, April 2:

Mars/Pisces opposite Juno Rx/Virgo, 7°38’

Mars/Pisces square Pallas Athene Rx/Sagittarius, 8°31’

Mars has been in Pisces for a while, by the time we get this far. Gender issues, fighting the wrong battles, zealotry getting us into trouble. Maybe some painful disillusionment about a partner or a cause, that we have trouble processing.

Wednesday, April 10 - Mars/Pisces conjunct Saturn/Pisces, 14°40’. Since it’s Pisces, this isn’t so much Saturn slamming on the brakes, as Mars realizing we haven’t even been moving. It’s time to take spiritual stock of the situation.

Tuesday, April 16 - Mars/Pisces sextile Ceres/Capricorn, 19°11’. Can be fertile, so if you don’t want a baby take precautions! Nice for puttering around the house. We’re a bit more sensitive to family members and can build rapport with them.

Friday, April 19:

Mars/Pisces sextile Jupiter/Taurus, 21°29’

Mars/Pisces sextile Uranus/Taurus, 21°46’

This is the day before that Jupiter-Uranus conjunctions matures, and may well trigger some manifestation! Taurus keeps our feet in the ground, while Pisces dreams big - as long as we don’t just dream about it, but actually get off our butts and do it. Can be arrogant and headstrong, as well as generous and lucky.

Sunday, April 28 - Mars/Pisces conjunct Neptune/Pisces, 28°52’. A vision quest, or a crisis of faith? Or both? A little Piscean ambiguity is an appropriate way to end the transit, especially if Mars has learned that not everything is on/off, good/bad binary. (The next time these two are conjunct, April 2026, it’s going to be in Aries. Mercury and Saturn will be there, too. That’s when we may have to take a stand.)

[littledigest]

Astro Observation: Beauty and Attraction in Astrology - Analyzing the Big 4 of the Golden Age of Hollywood - PART 1

There are many iconic Golden Age actresses, but I feel like these four are the most talked about and referenced even today. This is an ongoing "study," so I will definitely look at other iconic Golden Age actresses and celebrities now in the future.

NOTE: There are so many ways a person shows beauty. Please know that these are only four women of a specific time. They are beautiful in their own ways but are not the sole ultimate beauty standard.

THE BIG 4

Marilyn Monroe

Audrey Hepburn

Elizabeth Taylor

Grace Kelly

LUMINARIES

Among luminaries [Sun and Moon], each of the four has one mutable sign and one fixed sign.

Marilyn Monroe = Gemini Sun (mutable) + Aquarius Moon (fixed)

Audrey Hepburn = Taurus Sun (fixed) + Pisces Moon (mutable)

Elizabeth Taylor = Pisces Sun (mutable) + Scorpio Moon (fixed)

Grace Kelly = Scorpio Sun (fixed) + Pisces Moon (mutable)

The mutable and fixed combination shows a mix of flexibility and staying power. Iconic stars like these 4 actresses would have had to change with the times (mutable) but also stay at the top (fixed).

VENUS + MARS

Three out of the four have Venus in Aries. Grace Kelly has the opposite sign of Libra. This means all four have Cardinal Venuses. All four also have Water Mars.

Marilyn M. = Aries Venus, Pisces Mars

Audrey H. = Aries Venus, Cancer Mars

Elizabeth T. = Aries Venus, Pisces Mars

Grace K. = Libra Venus, Scorpio Mars

Aries is associated with the head and face. Having Venus in this sign could show an endearing baby face. Notice how Marilyn, Audrey, and Elizabeth all have that youthful baby face, but Grace Kelly has a more mature image. Her Venus is domicile in Libra, which means it is comfortable in Libra and can easily express Venus themes. Cardinal signs, in general, are pioneering signs, the go-getters. These women were, in many ways, pioneering forms of femininity. They defined beauty and feminity for their generation and beyond.

Water Mars are emotionally driven, imaginative, and intuitive. Sometimes, it is not enough to just feel emotions; they have to express them physically in some way. These 4 women were actresses, which gave them an outlet for emotions that needed to be expressed. Also, water signs are typically more feminine and soft, meaning having feminine or soft behaviors and ways of moving.

OFFSHOOT: Venus in Aries = Many Relationships?

Not related to beauty but notice that Grace Kelly (Venus in Libra) only married once and stayed married. Whereas Marilyn Monroe, Audrey Hepburn, and Elizabeth Taylor (Venus in Aries) each married and divorced more than once.

Venus is in detriment in Aries, meaning it is in the sign opposite of the sign(s) it rules. Aries (and Scorpio) is ruled by Mars. Libra and Taurus are ruled by Venus.

In detriment, Venus does not express Venus qualities or themes as easily. Many Venus in Aries people confuse lust, attraction, and the honeymoon stage for real, lasting love. Not to mention, they can be impulsive and daring in relationships. They can marry quickly and then divorce when they realize the relationship is not what they expected or needed.

ANGULAR PLANETS

Marilyn M. = Sun 10th, Moon 7th, Mercury 10th, Jupiter 7th, Saturn 4th, Neptune 1st

Audrey H. = Moon 1st, Venus 1st, Saturn 10th, Uranus 1st

Elizabeth T. = Venus 4th, Uranus 4th, Pluto 7th

Grace K. = Sun 1st, Mercury 1st, Mars 1st, Neptune 10th

I was shocked at how many angular planets each actress had, especially Marilyn. Our 4 angles are like the 4 pillars of our chart. Having planets in those houses and/or on the cusps makes those planets prominent. Those planets tend to be noticeably expressed and are more visible to others.

MOST COMMON SIGN / MODALITY / ELEMENT / RULER

Pisces is the most common sign among personal planets, ascendants, and midheavens. Scorpio comes in second.

There were no Virgo or Capricorn placements among personal planets, ascendants, and midheavens of these 4.

The most common modality is a tie between fixed and mutable.

The most common element is water.

The most common sign rulers are Neptune, Jupiter, Pluto, and Mars.

MOST COMMON ASPECTS

Moon-Jupiter (3/4)

These aspects could show indulgence, expressive emotions, optimism, and an attraction to emotional experiences. MM (conjunct), ET (square), GK (square). Only Audrey Hepburn does not have this aspect.

Moon-Saturn (3/4)

This shows conservative emotions, emotional responsibility for others/situations, and emotional maturity. Brings seriousness to handling emotions or a tendency to make emotions "useful" in some way. In this case, these 4 women made acting their career and their stardom included adjusting their outer self in contrast to their inner self (regulating inner emotional deeper self). MM (square), AH (sextile), GK (square); Only Elizabeth Taylor does not have this aspect.

Mercury-AC (3/4)

Communication abilities are prominent in Mercury-AC people. They speak/write well and could be witty, sociable, and clever. They can also easily express thoughts through facial expressions and gestures. Generally speaking, there could be an urge to express and share thoughts frequently and effectively. AH (square), ET (square), GK (conjunct); Only Marilyn Monroe does not have this aspect.

Venus-Neptune (3/4)

These people are creative and artistic souls. It can mean literal artistic skill, but not always. They are good at creating fantasies and are most likely romantic or have a very romantic style. Neptune is a blurry planet, so Venus-Neptune tends to blur the lines in love, art, and attraction. They may be attracted to or want to exude otherworldliness or something higher. MM (trine), AH (trine), GK (sextile); Only Elizabeth Taylor does not have this aspect.

Venus-AC (3/4)

This is a classic aspect for beauty, attractiveness, charm, and/or popularity. This aspect could also show insecurity and/or being very occupied with your looks and mannerisms. Venus-AC people emphasize Venusian themes in their lives; they may look at the world through an artistic eye. AH (sextile), ET (trine), GK (conjunct); Only Marilyn Monroe does not have this aspect.

Venus-MC (3/4)

Venus-MC people want to live and breathe Venus qualities and often achieve this goal. Their careers have to do with Venusian themes, and/or they may become known as a beauty or a channel for beauty/love/relationship-related things. MM (conjunct), AH (trine), ET (opposite); Only Grace Kelly does not have this aspect.

Saturn-Neptune (3/4)

This aspect could show someone who works to make dreams a reality. They do not just dream away their lives but can adjust their dreams to be realistic. This can also show seriousness in spirituality. Saturn and Neptune are not personal planets, but each actress has either Saturn or Neptune or both angular, except for Elizabeth Taylor. MM (square), AH (trine), GK (trine); Only Elizabeth Taylor does not have this aspect.

Uranus-MC (3/4)

This aspect shows a striking quality to the career and reputation or a desire to stand out in one's career or social sphere. This person can be progressive and unconventional in career or life choices. AH (trine), ET (opposite), GK (trine); Only Marilyn Monroe does not have this aspect.

MOST ASPECTED PLANETS/ANGLES IN THIS ORDER:

Moon (19)

Venus (18)

Jupiter (17)

Neptune (17)

Ascendant (17)

Chiron (16)

Sun (14)

Mercury (14)

Mars (14)

Saturn (14)

Pluto (13)

Midheaven (13)

Uranus (8)

North Node (8)

Although I did not find any Moon-Venus aspects, Moon and Venus are the 2 most aspected planets. Both are feminine planets, which is no surprise in our little study. Moon is associated with our basic femininity and our emotions, which matches the acting part of our subjects' lives. All four women acted as a career but also had to put on an act outside since they were always in the public eye. I would imagine this requires a level of emotional regulation, knowing when to express certain things and when to keep feelings to yourself. Venus is associated with beauty, aesthetics, and love. All four of these women were known for these themes.

Jupiter and Neptune tie back to the Pisces energy. Pisces tend to have a flowing, ethereal vibe; they seem out of reach. This makes sense since these four do not give off girl-next-door vibes. They exude glamour that can't be easily attained.

Jupiter and Neptune are also expansive planets, referring to their fame and wide reach. Jupiter is a benefic planet and bestows many fortunes and luck. Note that the typically malefic planets like Mars, Saturn, and Pluto are in the bottom half of the list. Neptune is often associated with illusions, beauty, art, photography, and film, blurring reality and non-reality. I believe these four are still famous because they utilized reality and non-reality very well.

The Ascendant being in the top half of the list makes sense since much of their careers were based on their appearances and mannerisms.

FORMATIONS

All four have Grand Trine formations.

Marilyn Monroe

GRAND TRINE (water) = Mars [Pisces 8th] - North Node [Cancer 12th] - Saturn [Scorpio 4th]

Marilyn's Grand Trine shows confidence in working to improve and make herself even better. Working for self-improvement seems obvious and natural to her. It is in water signs and water houses. Deeply emotional but deeper emotions are often hidden, confident in knowing what she is feeling, ease in understanding non-quantifiable things like spirituality, emotions, etc.

Audrey Hepburn

GRAND TRINE (fire/earth) = Venus [Aries 1st] - Neptune [Leo 7th] - Saturn [Capricorn 10th]

Audrey's Grand Trine shows ease in expressing art, creativity, and beauty. She takes her artistic self seriously and makes it work for her. All are in angular houses, which emphasizes that all things beauty, attraction, aesthetic, etc. are very prominent and confidently expressed in her life. Her Saturn is in its own sign and house, which shows that Audrey's work ethic is probably unmatched; if she wants to work toward something, she will go ahead and take the steps to get there.

Elizabeth Taylor

GRAND TRINE (fire) = Venus/Uranus [Aries 4th] - Jupiter [Leo 8th] - AC [Sagittarius]

Elizabeth's Grand Trine shows an ease in expressing a sparkling personality or persona. Venus and Uranus together in Aries make for a dynamic beauty and love nature. With Jupiter in Leo added to the mix, sparks in her personality are made into fireworks. And this works well with her Sagittarius Ascendant. She is modern, fiery, and spirited, which is confidently expressed. Her 4th and 8th water houses also point to depth in her character; the "sparks" are there but sometimes just below the surface, making her all the more interesting.

Grace Kelly

GRAND TRINE (water) = Sun/Mars [Scorpio 1st] - Moon [Pisces 5th] - Pluto [Cancer 9th]

Grace's Grand Trine shows intensity and depth in character. A lot is contained, but this is not a disadvantage. Instead, she can project her energy out when she wants and in the most effective way. We have a lot of water here with all 3 water signs, Moon and Pluto. But then we also have a lot of fire with her Sun, Mars, and all 3 fire houses in this trine. This shows an innate passionate and deep emotional energy. Self-expression, creativity, impulsiveness, action, emotions, etc. are under her control alone.

See PART 2 here!

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[doihavetosaymyname]

SIGNS YOUR MANIFESTATION IS ABOUT TO COME TRUE

Pick a pile and get a reading <3

Art credit: YOSHITAKA AMANO.

Pile one

4 of wands, the Tower,  king of pentacles, the Fool, 9 of swords rx, 3 of swords rx, 4 of wands (again), the Star. 

Channelled message: Don’t lose hope.

Phoenix rising from the ashes symbolism; a shocking event that will make you reevaluate your whole life might happen shortly before your manifestation. You may feel like you hit the rock bottom but you are  also free. The moment you have nothing to lose anymore your dreams will come true. 

Your manifestation seems to come true during the Aquarius season. Also manifestations may happen during the time you attend lots of celebrations: weddings, birthdays, baby showers, etc. 

Pay attention to 4444 synchronicity. 

Song: SZA —Far. 

If nobody wants you, you’re free. 

Pile two

The Strength, 7 of pentacles, 8 of cups. 

Channelled message: No need to proof anything to anyone.

You have been waiting patiently, you have been putting in work to hone your craft; you walked away from things that no longer serve you, cut off some friends. May feel bittersweet about it. Once you ‘tame the beast’ inside by doing shadow work, your manifestation will come and hit you out of nowhere. 

Leo season is important for you, you may have Leo in your big three, too. 

Occurrence of number 8, 8888 synchronicity may be a sign that your blessing is close. 

Song: FKA twigs — lightbeamers. 

Tell yourself you love you so

Lay down your fears, baby 

Ain’t anybody dies from it, no

Pile three

2 of swords, 9 of wands, king of wands rx, 8 of wands, the Emperor, 7 of pentacles, 8 of wands rx (again), the High Priestess

Channelled message: Keep going no matter what .

Expect your manifestation to come true during the Libra full moon (Aries season). 

You may feel like you do not have control over anything in your life, things would become very fast-paced and unpredictable. Lots of people may reveal their dark secrets to you; you may hear information you think you were better off not knowing. There is a possibility of getting into a love triangle, too. 

Fire element plays an important part in your life. Candles, lights, and even fire sign people may be a good luck omen to you. 

Song: Beyoncé — Break my soul. 

You won’t break my soul. 

Pile four

5 of wands, 9 of cups, the Devil rx, the Hermit, the World, 4 of cups, 6 of swords, queen of wands. 

Channelled message: Use your gifts for good and you will receive 10 times more goods back.

Seems like you will be blessed with material abundance in that period of time. Overindulgence, hedonistic approach to life, lots of sex with no genuine connection. All of it is fun at first, you even mistake your physical wealth with your manifestation coming true. Eventually this kind of lifestyle leaves you bored and empty. You will experience lots of fighting, too. 

And then, during that period of isolation, your true manifestation will actually hit you. There will be an opportunity to travel, to finally reignite the spark in your soul. You will regain passion for life and feel truly happy. 

Number 9 is important to you, you may be a life path 9. Capricorn and Virgo season are your most lucky times of the year, you may have those signs in your big three. 

Manifestation may come true during your North node/Sun/Venus/Jupiter 12th house transit. 

Song: Frank Ocean, Earl Sweatshirt — Super Rich Kids. 

Oh, real love

I’m searching for a real love. 

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[deepmochi]

Asteroid Bean 13606

I didn't find info about this asteroid, so I searched my placement to find a close answe; this lead me to create a theory.

This asteroid was named after the astronaut that discovered it. Due to it's cute name, I decide to investigate about it because an anon asks it. After evaluating my own placement, I believe the definition of this asteroid refers to where or which area grows faster than others. If you don't have harsh aspects, harsh aspects indicates slow process or bumpy process. Why is that? Bean seeds don't take too long to give their last product, mostly around three months. So, your bean placement indicates easy aspects that enter into your life or adjust to your personality for bad or good.

Aries / 1st house: It means that you should leave impulsivity out of this frame because you are already assertive. Learning about your body, dancing, exercising and general moving requires patience comes easier to you, so results are evident. Also, discovering your identity or style.

Taurus / 2nd house: Being patient and taking care of yourself brings fast results. Working steady and smart gives you great results. You take small steps to have a consistent routine. Finances or business relationships also work evenly (Money comes easily). Procrastination and self-deprecation comes easily too, just don't do it.

Gemini/3rd house: Adaptability and communicating skills, plus intelligence. If you struggle with this, don't pressure yourself too much. Take baby steps to polish your skills by committing yourself. Relationship with siblings, being expressing, working with words, writing easy peasy for you bestie. Gossips too, just be careful.

Cancer / 4th house: relationship with your family help or nurturing yourself are easy aspects. Creating a home, and being emotional with others. Honoring your emotions and feelings. A home, a place that you call home, your root and how you view the past, traditions and new traditions. Just be careful with boundaries. Energy vampires are attracted to you, careful.

Leo/5th house: Leo qualities like leadership skills, being proud of yourself, confidence, being grateful and positive. With your self expression, creative talents, your self esteem. Your essence, style or presence. You know how to make it happen. Egocentric or arrogant vibes comes easy too....just don't

Virgo/ 6th house: Take slow your judgement though, but you are good with detail observation; build an honest relationship with others, don't overlook your efforts. Your actions and helpful skills. Health issues or healthy routine may work fast for you, so daily improvement will be present.

Libra / 7th house: Your relationships with other people either romantic or business come easy,but don't jump into a relationship without growing a seed. Baby steps, sweetie. If you do that,you may find hidden enemies in them too. Besides, diplomacy and balance are aspects that you note or learn fast.

Scorpio/8th house: Recalling your hidden power and learning from you shadow self. Exploring your traumas or fears. Studying the inner world like a career (Psychology). Inheritance. Expressing your sexuality or having intimacy. Be careful with debts too, so be careful with contracts. All of this come easy, be aware.

Sagittarius/9th house: learning and experiencing new philosophies or places, you can take notes for your life. Higher education or your may take two careers. You may spend a lot of time in University (teacher? Too) . You can save money easily for vacations or trips. Be careful of distractions or fear of stagnation.

Capricorn/10th house: Working constantly and believing in your goals. Building your reputation and public image took time. Gaining respect from others also. Also, working or finding your ideal career is easier to you. Be careful of burnout, stubbornness and arrogance.

Aquarius/ 11th house: Learning to be more empathic towards others and yourself. Finding your large community or a charity foundation. Opening up with friends isn't hard for you. Intelligence in mathematics, science or any other subject comes easy. Just be careful of being too detached and radical.

Pisces/ 12th house: You cultivate patiently your spiritual journey, na the result share noticeable. It may seem like you lack realism in your life, but you just know who life works. However, don't live in fantasyland. Being an imaginative and hopeless romantic person easy peasy. Reality needs your sweetness too; please escapism will not work.

Take care, mochis 💚🐥

The images are not mine.

© Deepmochi, 2022

[simulation-machine]

Uhhh so apparently at some point during my first week back to school I got 200 followers? BONKERS. I think I follow like 900ish folks but am endlessly delighted that anyone would look at my pixel babies! <3 So, in celebration, here are some details of each heiress from the first Sims 4 legacy challenge I ever completed (the Autumnal Zodiac Challenge). It was a 12-generation legacy challenge and took me like 7 months to do since I was playing it on the normal lifespan. They are very much alpha, and from before I learned to clutter up my spaces.

In order: Calliope, Tallo, Alice, Harriet, Deborah, Marlowe, Hannah, Eleanor, Penelope, Tilly, Sinead, annnd Amser!

Calliope was the Aquarius generation, she liked yoga and hosted a weekly movie night with her best friends. Her husband was Akira Kibo, and they had 3 kids overall.

Thallo was the youngest child of Calliope and Akira's kids (who died while she was still a teen), and was the Pisces. She was bisexual, a hopeless romantic, with heterochromia. She loved dyeing her hair and painting, and had two daughters who absolutely loathed each other. Had a lot of romantic drama before marrying the only child of Gunther Munch and Liberty Lee, Scott Much-Lee.

Alice was your stereotypical hot-headed, high-energy Aries. She and her older sister fought nonstop until they were both young adults. She completed the athletic aspiration, so lived long enough to meet her first great-grandchild before kicking it. She only had one child.

Harriet (Taurus) loved gardening, cooking, and karaoke in fairly equal measure. Since she found being an only child to be quite lonely, she had four kids, two of whom were twins. Possibly one of the most peaceful generations of this legacy.

Deborah (Gemini) was one of my most favorite heiresses to play, since she had such a messy life that consisted of moving out to the big city on her own, cheating on her partners, having twins of her own, living in an apartment that required constant fixing-up, and making it as a freelance writer. She was also a total dog person, and loved spicy food. I don't think she ever missed a festival in San Myshuno.

Marlowe (Cancer) was the older twin, and aspired to be the perfect mom and housewife. She made a packed lunch for her kids and husband every day, had her family and friends over every Sunday for a tea party complete with three different types of pastries

Hannah (Leo) absolutely hated how smothered she felt by her mother and dreamed of being a singer-songwriter. Which, she was very successful as, and ended up being the first celebrity in the family. She had a one-night stand with a fan after a show and ended up pregnant, but had very little interest in parenting. She had a number of lovers throughout her life, but never married.

After a rough childhood in which she was more or less ignored and left to her own devices, Eleanor (Virgo) was the definition of self-reliant. She and her husband separated for a brief time due to him cheating on her, but they worked through it. She created a robot that helped her by cleaning the house and cooking while she focused on her science career.

Penelope (Libra) was another favorite heiress of mine! She was an internet celebrity due to her family blog. She loved taking pictures, and in fact had an entire wall in her Windenburg home covered in the family photos she had taken over the years. She loved camping, traveling to new hot spots, and spending time with her big family.

Tilly (Scorpio) was an actual genius who grew up to become a police detective, specializing in solving murders. She was a big fan of psychological thrillers and mystery novels, and upgraded every single appliance in their house. Her husband, who was her high school sweetheart, ended up cheating on her with her younger sister, which shattered her heart. She remarried a coworker when she was an elder.

Sinead (Sagittarius) was a hot mess who loved clubbing, hooking up with random men, and traveling. She lived in Selvadorada, Sulani, San Myshuno, and finally settled down in Strangerville. She had three daughters with three different men, never married, and never wound up in a committed relationship. Btw, the first picture of a toddler wandering off towards the moon is of a baby Sinead, already demonstrating her wanderlust.

And finally, we have Amser (Capricorn). Ngl, she was my favorite. As the eldest of her siblings, she had a strong sense of responsibility starting at a very young age. Since her mother provided no direction, Amser was extremely self-disciplined, getting A's throughout her childhood and college years. She was a lesbian and had no interest in having her own children, having more-or-less raised her siblings, but she was a dedicated aunt and loved cats. She became stupid-wealthy, impressive since by this point the family was already crazy rich, and when she died she divided her assets amongst her siblings, niblings, and grand-niblings.

And that's it! I had a lot of fun with that legacy challenge, and have wanted to complete another ever since. I did several in Sims 3 and Sims 2, but for some reason seem to get a lot more easily distracted for Sims 4.

[stigmvtas]

TALES OF CAMARA — SOLEIL GODELIEVE.

welcome to marina, SOLEIL CAMARA ( demi woman, she/they ) ! they are a TWENTY SIX (TWENTY SIX) year old VAMPIRE / HUNTER who resides in PROSPECT HILL. They work as a CASHIER AT BUY N' GO'S and are said to look a lot like SOPHIE WILDE. People around the island find them to be WHIMSICAL and DROLL, but also CHARY and DELUSIVE. what do you think?

CONTENT WARNING FOR DEATH, BODY HORROR, AND VIOLENCE.

profile.

full name — soleil godelieve camara.

nickname(s) — sol, occasionally.

date of birth & age — may 4th, 1998. twenty6.

gender / pronouns — demi woman. she/they.

sexuality — bisexual.

typing — hunter. human vampire.

occupation — cashier at buy n' go's. vampire hunter ( ironically ). for now.

astrology — taurus sun, virgo moon, libra ascending.

interests — wood whittling. the midnight moon. walks alongside the river. red ceramics. stained glass. their own blood - soaked knees. reminders that they're still alive - in their own way. furbies. vintage stamps. haunted objects.

aversions — the hunt - feels like going against the grain, now. not that they were ever good enough. thunderstorms and lightning bolts. liars. recently - other hunters. their family. looking, talking, and walking like a vampire.

next in queue — wait by the river by lord huron; sea, swallow me by cocteau twins; changling by hexvessel .

notable features — hair chopped short - blunt ends from blunt scissors. sharp teeth they're quick to hide behind close - lipped smiles.

general disposition — wide - eyed and doe - like; constantly red - handed & burnt bright in shame.

last known location — running out of buy n' go after a customer dropped a jar of pickles and sliced their thumb against the broken glass. now her coworkers think she's scared of either pickles, broken glass, or the sight of blood. maybe all three.

scrying mirror & kindred — jane eyre ( jane eyre ), monica dutton ( yellowstone ), inej ghafa ( six of crows ), elisa esposito ( the shape of water ), fantine ( les misérables ).

brief history.

soleil grew up in a cabin far off into the woods; a small plot of land secluded from the sightline, with enough of a garden to supply what food they needed. her parents were hunters, survivalists - and isolationists. content in a world of their own, away from the community - and from the monsters that lurked among humans, wearing their skin.

it was a lonely childhood - homeschooled and surrounded by nothing but woods, the only time soleil got to leave their cabin was when her father headed into town for the few supplies they needed consistently replenished. as he walked store to store - soleil would wander the playground, or trail behind him as he spoke in hushed whispers to store owners. they never stayed for too long.

death / body horror; they hadn't always been so - far removed from the other citizens of marina. it was a tale often repeated to soleil - her mother's brother going on the hunt after a notorious vampire in the area, one their family had hunted for millennia but hadn't managed to stake; and his splayed - open body, innards unraveling from where they'd been pulled out. a warning - a threat.

soleil's identity as a hunter was... odd - fitting. her parents a mix of overprotective and ruthless - she had trained from the moment she could stand steadily on two feet; but she hadn't been allowed to join them on any hunts. instead left to sit inside their cabin, shutters drawn shut, crossbow by her side.

part of her always wanted to be normal - and part of her didn't know what that even really meant. her friends were mostly stuffed animals - ones she would reconfigure into different things. teddy bears with baby faces sewn over - furbies stitched into one, endless motorized monster. an old walkie talkie radio and the voice on the other side - and her favorite knife - all her companions.

the older soleil became - the more they would let her wander into town alone. always in the daylight - always in plain sight. no houses, no secluded corners. always keep her wits about her.

she accepted this life - because it was all she ever knew, and the older she got, the older they got - and the more they relied on her. when her father broke his hip, and her mother her mind - soleil took up a job at the grocery store to keep both a steady income and her mind off of the slow decay of her parents - and the life she knew.

but maybe soleil was too - inexperienced for life outside the cabin. too foolhardy. eventually she made friends with her coworkers - and one of her coworkers had invited her out one evening. soleil insisted on being home - but they wore her down; and after her parents had gone to bed, she set off towards the address her coworker had left for her.

violence; she'd never been to a party before, much less drank - and before she knew it, she'd been stumbling out of the house in a drunken haze. it was too much for her - the loud noise, the crowded rooms. her parents were right - it was all too much. and in her hurry to return home, she hadn't noticed the vampire trailing her - until they attacked. it was a blur - one she barely remembered; just the sensation of something sharp, searing - burning - spreading across her neck and over her body; almost calming in the way it hurt - like it was trying to lure her into an endless slumber - and her refusal to die. blood - both hers and theirs' - and a last second instinct to sink her own teeth into the vampire.

by the time she woke up - the vampire had disappeared, and her heart no longer beat.

facts & temperament.

soleil was bit maybe a week or two ago and it's been a constant panic since. she's never been much of an anxious person - had no reason to worry, but now it's all she ever does. constantly on edge - like someone's going to come up and stake her.

she doesn't talk about the moments after her reawakening - or the great thirst she felt, or the blood she spilt to quench it. it's shameful, still. everything her parents hated.

is currently hiding the fact that she's a vampire from her parents and just about anyone around her. the day of her turning was a blur - but under the panic and pressure, soleil managed to contact a witch out of desperation and use the rest of her meager paycheck to get some sort of - suppressor. charm, amulet - whatever. soleil doesn't really get witch shit - but it hides her vampiric aura from those who'd otherwise detect it. the sun is a whole other issue - so far she's only been going out at night.

outside of - the panic. soleil is a bit odd. unsocialized - her humor's often deadpan, or lackluster - she doesn't really understand jokes, or a lot of modern things. her parents were vehemently anti technology - the most she ever got was a record player and her walkie talkie. even had to do laundry by hand. still hates doing it.

friendly enough - she likes listening to people talk, and share their stories; everyone's life is just some part of a fairytale that she hasn't read yet. don't mistake that as - naivety, or blind trust, however. soleil learned quick that nobody is as they seem.

she enjoys dissecting people - sometimes silently, in her mind. sometimes outside her mind. things often sound like questions coming out of her - or observations. talks more to herself than to others - even when directly communicating to them.

probably wouldn't admit it because she's going through some identity crisis self - loathing, but feels a certain ease being able to wander the night. not getting tired - but hates feeding, and the trail of bodies she's left behind in her inability to control it.

a bit whimsical. a bit dreamy. loves looking at the stars, can name so many constellations. still is a big fan of furbies, and collects a lot of little trinkets to pass the time.

that's all i have for now she's very new so<3