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penguuthegentoo · 1 year
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Taking a pause from my mouse posting to drop some concept sketches for my high fantasy take on my clangen cats 🙈
Introducing Juniperwhisper! A childhood friend of Redsmoke. He's rather soft spoken and good natured and often finds Redsmoke's rare prickly nature rather amusing.
SO inspired by the idea that Redsmoke was actually an ancient starclan cat reborn-- I ran with it. Putting it under a readmore cause it's _a lot_. Can you tell I've been playing a ton of dnd lately lmao??
In this wc world, there was a mythos about cats back at the dawn of the clans that were blessed by these great mythical beasts. The Unicorn, the Chimera and the elusive and unknown Phoenix.
Cats blessed with by the horn were made to be great healers, using some inate magic within the horn to convert their own life and spirit into intense healing. Tragically, that life transference lowered the life expectantly of those blessed by the horn.
Cats blessed by the claw were born with intense strength and battle prowess and were often given the role of guards and warriors. They were the ones tasked with defending the clan against threats of harrowing size (like wolves and mountain lions and other large, dangerous creatures.)
Cats...er... the cat blessed by the flame, sports a wing like pattern on his shoulders and has the ability of the Phoenix to be reborn again. In actuality-- he has an ability similar to the protag of Erased LMAO. Bit of a groundhog day situation where he has to figure out what is wrong and how to fix it before the day/moment repeats itself. No one other than him really understands the power of the Phoenix and don't really piece together the work he's done for his clan.
Fast forward to modern day. The clans are returning to their territories after the Ashen Plague hit and made the entire area unlivable. Feeling daring and adventurous, a young warrior begins to explore the barren ashen wasteland that was the Great Tree and stumbles upon what she thought was a dead petrified cat-- but was actually a living warrior! Redsmoke! How curious...
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bloodmoonblitz · 11 months
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wizard, cleric, who cares? this guy casts SPELLS
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hlo-pok-hopey · 8 days
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What if mold simply doesn't know how to human?
Let's say there're 3 types of the infected:
- molded (mold completely overtakes the body)
- controlled by Evie (e.g. Jack, Marguerite and Mia)
- conscious (e.g. Lucas and Ethan)
As it was stated in the game, mold is very defensive.
Take Lucas' case for example. He already feels threatened, unloved and unhappy. Mold simply takes on these emotions and also amplifies the already existing mental illness, leading to extremely violent behaviour.
In Ethan's case, he doesn't feel unsafe. Therefore, mold doesn't act up during the break between re7 and re8.
If we talk about Jack, Marguerite and Mia, their violent behaviour is caused by Eveline. Evie's case is similar to Lucas'. She was deprived of family and love since birth, which obviously made her traumatized and unhappy. Mold inside her tried to compensate this unhappiness by protecting Evie from everyone who tries to harm her and also by giving her comfort in creating a new family for her. However, Evie doesn't know what family should be or feel like. Her frustration activates mold's defensive mechanisms, which leads to violent behaviour in Mia and the Bakers.
In addition, mold itself might have trouble grasping the concept of humanity. After infection, it acquires all of its host's memories, but it struggles to properly execute human behaviour. This might also be the reason for exaggerated facial expressions seen in the Bakers (especially Lucas). Mold is trying to figure out emotions, affection, love and human connection, but fails miserably.
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brechtian · 5 months
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love Cthulhu as a system but just cannot find any actual play of it I click with 😭😭
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uvwx · 7 months
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"Fate" - Miariel
After recording everything that would happen from the creation of the gods and mortals to the downfall of them. and storing the records in her core, Miariel soon turned to solid gold. The only two allowed to tap into her core, or see into the records, are Raelzaroth and Aeriollis, her two 'firstborne'. Chaos is only able to access the future, which he refuses to do, while Order is only able to see the past. Miariel is seen as a mother and creator first and is also worshipped for fertality and twins. She is highly regarded by both the mortals and gods
Commissions Open
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astrxealis · 10 months
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good morning my personality for the day is that i'm uncontrollably sobbing on the inside about ff9 and ff10
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#RAGHHH FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AGAIN....... feels unreal tbh lol whatever#i'm a tad bit sick which is worrisome and it's been raining a fuckton in the ph . thankfully i'm not affected#but my heart goes out to those who have :') you guys here stay safe okay!!#and HIII I HOPE YOU ALL ARE WELL <3 it's way too early for me in the morning i woke up at 5 holy fuck uh. i hope u all are well#anyway Not Alone and Suteki Da Ne and Melodies Of Life ..... i am ruined#the ending of ffx . the whole thing with Friendship in ffix.#yk the funny thing... ffx was my childhood it is and was everything to me and my first final fantasy but i still haven't finished it actuall#ik the story and i'm literally at the end but my spheres suck. i was not even 13 when i started playing okay.... on ps3 And ps4#:(( tidus and yuna are everything to me. the whole main cast is tbh. i love them dearly#ix i have not actually played yet hahaha i'm crazy ik but my twin has!! anddd i just love all final fantasies vvv much#ik some stuff abt ix but obvs it's nothing compared to. Actually Playing The Game#i did play a bit tho ^_^ until the#vamo' alla flamenco!!#oh i had to search it to make sure i was right in spelling and Bless. i actually was lol#honestly idk my fav in ix but x it is . tidus yuna rikku. can't pick! but yes i adore tidus he's everything#uhmm ix tho... freya? zidane? dagger? vivi? ya#awh. i love ff sooo much#still also very much in a xiv mood btw. uhmm raha themis alisaie hyth zenos zero my beloveds!#those r my top favs me thinks but i have wayyy too many :] lyse... magnai... fandaniel... venat... thancred... ryne... urianger... fordola#and etc. dhgjsbsj there is a Lot. my heart goes out to so many of them but i think my top favs are the ones i said first fr ^_^#funny daniel got demoted to a lesser fav i'm sorry luv LMFAO but maybe when i'm in a fandaniel mood again someday. yay!
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lol men are an interesting specimen, call them out on their bullshit and they are impressed smh like bhai if I were to be a screenwriter toh sirf monologues hote don't you understand I WOULD BE A BAD ONE, stop trying to show your lit nerd music fandom rizz @ms-phoolandevi tags padho told you he's shady
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smalltown-babygirl · 1 year
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Officially entered my heartstopper era
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plinkcat-gif · 2 years
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OBKK IS A SMALL SHIP?? i mean there aren’t a Ton of people who ship it but i feel like there’s still a substantial amount
yeah on tumblr at least </33 ik it’s more popular on twitter and stuff but i don’t think twitter would be a good app for me and tbh. i don’t really like any other social media shdjksjsjd
also just. not gonna get into it bc ewwww opinion put it away but there isn’t a whole lot of fresh and new content for me to consume. personally. like within my very obscure interests that i recognize are obscure and stuff jdjskajajdj
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yume-fanfare · 3 months
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i'm not sure what's worse, the fact that my first response to strange man showing up at the doorstep asking if i wanted to sell my house was "i'm 15 and i don't know anything about propriety management" or the fact that he fucking believed me
this is so real though i do it too
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satrs · 10 months
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Not a request just an ask, in your opnion who are the top 5 kinkiest caracters in bllk? (Sorry for any grammatic mistakes)
ᥲ/ᥒ ꜝꜝ ✎ Hi nonnie! Dw about any grammar errors, I’m no better LMAOOO
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1. Shidou
I think this is self explanatory. Ik he got some crazy kink. Like, CRAZYYYY Kink. I mean, he almost bursted bc of soccer he is insane. He probs has kinks no one ever heard about man. fucking in public? check ✅ bdsm? Yuuuup ✅ ik his mind is running wilddddd with fantasies he wants to fullfill
2. Isagi
Hear me out. HEAR ME OUT OKAY THIS GUY IS INSANE. Thigh fetish says it all. This man probably tried everything on the kink list at least once. Or twice. Or more times.
3.Ness
Ohh boy. Is kinky but just occasionally. Can be rlly vanilla but when his switch flips, good luck💀 kaiser approves
4.Sae
He is the definition of “quiet boys are kinky” Bru, he likes ass. There’s no way he is not drenched in filth!!! (He’s a sadist I know it)
5. Oliver
He probs wants his girls to call him daddy I’m sorry 😭😭😭 He’s kinky, but to an extent. He got some things there and there but not that intense stuff.
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lalalian · 2 months
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introduction?
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date: march 15, 2024
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hello, I’m a shifter from tiktok (eeewwww, ik)
here’s a few basic things about me:
I’m 19; bisexual + demisexual or aegosexual (idk atp, I’m somewhere on the asexual spectrum tho); I’m Thai, Chinese, and Hispanic; I love shifting (duh). I would say that I'm a really creative person so I'm definitely posting some DR ideas on here. Edit: my pronouns are she/her, I’m a cis girl.
asks & questions:
I’m open to pretty much any question as long as it’s not crazy inappropriate. I’m open to suggestions and post requests as well, so feel free to do that if you’d like! All script requests should be submitted to my script request forum!
dni list:
Anti-shifters, people who shift to kill for fun (shifting to the backrooms, Mandela catalog, or somewhere where it must be done is smth I’m more comfortable with), pedophiles, people who shift to be in romantic relationships with existing children from this reality (like if you’re 20 and attracted to an 11 yr old in this reality, then shift to be in a relationship with them in your DR), racists, misogynists, people who hate on kpop just because kpop is made by Asians, sinophobics, Asian fetishizers, proshippers, comshippers, MAPs
warning:
I’ve experienced CSA the majority of my life, please be aware of that when making comments on my page. I tend to get more upset at the mention of people with romantic affections for minors because of this. Especially if it’s between a father & daughter. I don’t take this subject lightly.
if you also shift to be East Asian just because you want the ‘cute dolly Asian aesthetic’ please go away. I have dealt with enough Asian fetishization all my life + racism to hate this kind of garbage with all that I have.
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my drs: (I have too many, but these are the ones I’ll be posting about most often) I think..?
- fantasy romance novel inspired DR (aka my Alruna DR)
- dragon rider academy DR
- fantasy bakery DR
- love and deepspace DR
- laurier academy DR (if ykyk)
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I’m new to tumblr in general, so forgive me if my posts + blog seem kinda ugly 🫶
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raven-the-claw · 8 months
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A Complete Guide To Chaotic Academia
bc its my fav aesthetic and there is not enough content about it
Outfits
most people say that chaotic academia is just dark academia but a little bit more messy, and, well, chaotic. the truth is, chaotic academia is A LOT more messy than dark academia. you can still use dark academia as kind of a "base", but you are going to replace your blazers with flannels, your turtlenecks with tshirts. as for pants, you can go with litteraly anything: cigarette pants, tailored trousers, ripped-up jeans or normal black leggings. i personally really ike ripped up overalls bc they give that "i dont really give a damn, im so misunderstood, my parents didnt love me, im a crazy lonely introverted teenage child" vibe...idk. whatever you wear, make sure you feel comfortable in it! even tho in chaotic academia there are almost no rules at all, here are some things that might help you!
colours: any earthy tones are fine, brown, caramel, dark green, dark red, white, etc etc
fictional characters that might inspire you:
-remus lupin
- any dpc character
- jess mariano
- sydney novak
accesories: flannels (a personal fav + they make even the most boring fit look better), cardigans, converse (bonus points if you draw/write on them or if you have them laced in a weird way), bracelets or necklaces that mean something to you, harry potter back packs, tote bags...
hairstyles: whatever you want, just make sure your hair is ALWAYS messy, looking like you just fucking woke up
Activities and Traits
ok now we're getting to the actually important part bc (repeat after me): chaotic academia is not about how you look, its about how you live and how you act. so here r some thing that might help:
- annotating books with the most unhinged random thoughts
- learning poetry or speeches word for word but not remembering most of the things for school
- studying in the (school) library and being besties with the librarian (optional)
- leaving notes (on trees, mailboxes or library books) for strangers to find
- "studying while listening to classical music" and then instead of studying you end up agressivly mouthing your favorite song
- im sure yall already heard this one, but yes, swearing and slag while discussing deep academic topics is incredibly important
- speaking of important topics: posting something important on social media knowing no one will read it
- doodles on your hands 24/7 (NO SUSAN, I DONT GIVE A DAMN THAT ITS BAD FOR MY SKIN)
- sarcasm. a lot.
- random thoughts
- random quotes
- knowing a ton of conspiracy theories that you dont even beileve in by heart
- listening to all different types of podcasts
- one day reading the classics, the next ya fantasy and day after that ao3 smut
- multifandom, multishipper
- tea/coffee addiction
- adding b.c. to todays date when writing it in school
- random thoughts and the weirdest annotations in your school notebooks, especially the classes that you find boring
- "going to the bathroom" and then spending half of your math class drawing/reading/smoking/crying/thinking/whatever the fuck you wanna do there bc ur tired of everything
- stealing random stuff from stores (tho it is not encouraged blah blah blah)
- watching gilmore girls every fall
- telling people ur favorite colour is green even tho it isnt just to let them know that ur gay
- reading in class, on breaks, at home, parks, meetings, aethletic events, and generally all the fucking time
- doing (mostly) everything last minute
- bad at photography, but you enjoy it
- cold tea my beloved
- wearing one item every day: it can either be a necklace, a flannel, a bracelet, a badge, headphones, earrings etc etc
- extremely messy handwriting, always writing with black pen
- crying at least once a day, but only when ur alone, being super emotional but never showing it
- hobbies include reading, screaming in your pillow, learning unique languages that you will probably never use, rewatching dead poets society, harry potter, enola holmes, end of the fucking world and gilmore girls
- massive bookworm, reads all the time, always has a book with them
- skipping class, not that often tho
- 💫anger issues💫
- hyperactive and lazy at the same time
- uses big words but makes fun of other people when they do it
- writes (rebellious) book quotes everywhere, every single one of their notebooks had IF WE BURN, YOU BURN WITH US written in them lol
- random useless powerpoints
- analysing taylor swift's folklore and evermore instead of sheakspeare because its just better
- retired almost-emo, had a phase when they wore black and acted all mysterious but were never really emo i cant explain it
- likes mcr. this one speaks for itself.
- gay and sad. no explanation needed.
Books, Movies and Music
Books:
- Harry Potter by you know who (WE DONT SUPPORT HER THO)
- The Secret History by Donna Tartt
- Night School by CJ Daugherty (is that how u spell it lol)
- The Ninth House by Leigh Bardugo
- Six of Crows by Leigh Bardugo
- Heartstopper by Alice Oseman
- Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen
- Emma by Jane Austen
- Hamlet by Do I Really Need To Say Who
- The Perks Of Being A Wallflower by Stephen Chbosky
- The Picture of Dorain Gray by Oscar Wilde
- Frankenstein by Marry Shelley
Movies/TV Shows
- end of the fucking world
- heartstopper
- harry potter
- enola holmes
- dead poets society
- gilmore girls
- httyd (no kidding lol)
im not really a film girlie so if yall have any recs please lmk
Music:
- Mother Mother
- Taylor Swift (obviously)
- Lana Del Slay
- Conan Gray
- Olivia Rodrigo
- My Chemical Romance
- Lovejoy
- Bowie
- Queen
- Radiohead
- Björk
- Those random Disney songs i know you scream to at 3am
also whoever sings the IMJUSTATEENAGEDIRTBAGBAABBYY song
here is my playlist if yall wanna listen to it
hope that helps lol
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justblades · 2 years
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𖣯 FOR THE : SLICK&SLOPPY! 500 EVENT
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♡ CHARACTERS : mysta, shu + ike x gender neutral! reader
SCENARIO : INCUBI MYSTA SHU & IKE ! WC : 1.4k
WARNINGS : SMUT, MDNI. dubcon, blood drinking, cum eating, teasing, groping.
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MYSTA — it was starting to feel lonely, you were starting to feel envious of couples who could indulge in their fantasies with no worries. you could get a partner yourself as well but . . . you don't want to be bound by commitments. you also don't have a big circle to fool around with. you were beginning to get tired of your toys, which are inanimate and didn't get you hot anymore. it would feel rather nice to have someone. just someone.
as you shut your eyes and turned off your phone in which erotic scenes were playing, you were then lolled into a deep sleep. a slumber that felt so comforting you could nuzzle your head in. but then, all of a sudden, the vivid place you were encompassed by transitions into dark tones, your skin feeling sticky by strange liquids. your heart starts to pound like crazy, and when you ran into nowhere, you jolt awake from a surprising weight sinking on your body. someone was on top of you.
trying to brainstorm who could be the possible people, your thoughts snap as a dyad of bright auburn wings uncurl from a particular someone's back, their canines beaming as they hiss in victory. you flipped the night lamp on the bedside swiftly, only to see a male whose characteristics looked so peculiar and wild— the fangs, wings, clothing and long nails digging lightly on your flesh.
"i heard your plead that you wish for someone to pleasure you sexually and that is the reason alone why i have descended. i'm here to milk you dry." he says, the voice sounding rather raspy underlying a menacing tone to his words. "mysta. mysta rias." casually introducing himself, you feel your consciousness cease the next, unable to believe that such folklore creatures actually exist. nonetheless, the incubus starts his deed, playing with your passed out body for his own satisfaction.
you wake up from the extreme sensation of your genitalia being ferociously licked and pumped multiple times, that each movement he does, your body instinctively flinches from the incubus. you bite back your unwanted moans from spilling out, but mysta only finds it more gratifying that you don't want to reveal your true colors to him. "playing hard to get? you still haven't told me your name yet." he says as he crashes his lush lips on yours after, the juices you creamed earlier from the oral teasing, he was now pouring into your mouth.
the liquids tasted something sweet tinged with a bit of sourness, your face crumples as he forces you to swallow them all. he breaks apart the kiss as his petrifying, gigantic wings flit, a sinister smirk next tugging the corner of his lips. "mortals . . you're all so appetizing to revel on . ." beyond belief, you couldn't do anything but lay on your bed in shock, while the incubus was doing all the movements to keep the momentum going. "that's only the first, there's still lots of things i have to do to you."
SHU — "i have no idea how to start." you tell shu as you seat yourself on the edge of his bed, arms propped on either sides of your body while you watch your partner for the project settle his school stuff down on his desk. shu lets out a short chuckle and responds, "i think i have to get the materials first." you hum in exchange and watch the male exit his room, proceeding to descens the flight of stairs to fetch the requirements in his house.
with a short span of time, shu swings the door open with a huge smile. "got it." he updates you as you proceed to whip out the handkerchief you stored in your bag. "let's begin now then." you answer, the raven haired plops down on his swivel chair as you creep up carefully behind him. proceeding to tie him the blindfold just enough to cover his sense of sight to start, you query. "i just have to document your feelings as i do this, right?"
shu nods and you carried on with the procedures for the project. gliding the cold block of ice within your fingertips on shu's arms, you could see the goosehumps breaking out on his skin the longer you brushed it past. the male also hums in shock but tried to stifle the weird noise he's been letting out. next, it was a fuzzy, furred, feathered toy. eyeing it carefully, it definitely didn't look like a basic one but you shrugged if off and focused at the matter in hand.
you slowly trail shu's neck with the object, to which his fingers move in an eccentric manner upon feeling the feathers. the next thing you knew was the blindfold got ripped open, enormous amethyst gradient horns grow on your classmate's head. your jaw falls agape witnessing everything unravel, shu looking back at you with a looming figure and facial features sharp than before. "can you come here?" much to your surprise, his voice didn't change significantly. however as you were panic-stricken, you couldn't do anything but to oblige.
you stand across him, peering straight into his soul with perplexion filling your gaze. a long tail from his back emerges into your sight, its tip being a pointed heart in shape, its color being tar black. it elongates until it reaches your body, his tail wrapping around your thighs sensually. shu watches your feigned composure break down in amusement, lips tugging upwards; the smug smile spreading wider. you have heard of incubi existing— it's just that you didn't know you'll come across with one.
"shu. . what about the project?" you ask, eyebrows furrowed as you clench your fists tightly. his tail keeps snaking above your thighs to which the tip is basically toying with your clothed genitalia— "we can do that later once i have my fill from you." he coos, lilac eyes narrowing; shu then licks his lips in anticipation. the incubus arises from his seat, towering over your wobbling stature. his pointy nails hold on to your chin, his face drawing closer to yours. "now, i wonder how do you taste like?"
IKE — your partner finally arrives at your doorstep, the familiar two toned locks of his hair welcoming your sight. you immediately jump into the male as he greets you with a tight hug, flashing you that angelic smile of his. ike's jadeite hues twinkle into two crescent moons, happy that after a week, he could finally feel you in his arms. "i missed you so much." he says and nuzzles his face on the crook of your neck, also shutting the door behind him as you two take steps inside your home.
combing his hair with your fingers, his signature scent of sage and sandalwood wafts into your nostrils, inhaling his perfume relaxes your mind most of the time. meanwhile he's still there, arms encaging your body, making you confused. "did you really miss me that much? that you're still not letting me go?" you poke fun at your significant other, but it immediately fires back when you feel his lush lips press open mouthed kisses on your neck.
they were slick, sloppy in texture that you unintentionally mewl from the sensation. come to think of it, it's been a long time since you got unholy. taking steps back and feeling the edge of the marble tabletop hitting your back, you stop on your tracks. the novelist still doesn't halt, his tongue now twirling on your sensitive spot.
"ike . ." whimpering his name just like that, his fangs then dug onto your skin, making you jolt from the feeling. the wound leaves a throbbing sensation on your neck and surprisingly, the male sips the blood coming out from holes he made. quickly distancing yourself from your partner in a nanosecond, you grasp your neck only to see blood staining your fingertips. "that's too much." a scowl paints your expression but ike heeds no mind.
he chose to approach you like nothing happened but you quickly pick up a major detail about him. his viridian irises have changed, becoming tainted of crisp cerise tint. "ike?" you try to call out to him once again; only to be met by nothing but silence. not until then, two wings sprawl out of his back followed by two curled horns on his head, nails growing longer as he continues to tread towards your figure.
"what's wrong? why are you looking at me like that?" his usual honeyed voice sounding like a sweet tone to your ears lowered while you glared daggers at the unfamiliar figure approaching you. "you're not ike." you blurt out and once you pivoted away from your partner, his wings have encompassed your figure to prevent you from escaping further. there you were pulled close into his body as he whispers to your ears. "just trust me." ike says as he rubs your sex in stimulating ways.
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sleepstxtic · 4 months
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Hellooo!!
I just wanted to come over here and say that I just now finished reading your 'the greatest game' fic and let me tell you when I first saw the fic and then saw the tags and then the summary I had cheered SO LOUD!! I couldn't believe what I was seeing a drarry in tennis World fic?? And then i opened it and the "4 consecutive Wimbledon's" and then the "long cargo pants and sleeveless shirts" thing came and i thought A DRARRY AS FEDAL FIC ARE YOU KIDDING ME?! Cause these are two of my biggest hyperfixations tennis (ofc fedal my favourite always) and drarry!! And then I saw not only was it based on fedal it was based on THE fedal era of Wimbledon finals from 2006-2008 i cannot tell you how much I was giggling this was like if someone had taken a look inside my brain and saw my biggest fantasies and combined them because that 2008 final quite literally changed my life, it was the match that made me start tennis and made me crazy over fedal for life 😭
This fic made me relive the entire experience and hype around fedal and their rivalry and their leadup to 2008 and the numerous tournaments before the way you WROTE the matches had me feeling anxious and excited as if I were actually watching them in real time again!! They were written so perfectly and the tennis lore and quips and references my god I loved them so!! Also you incorporated Rafa's traditions and quirks about the bottles so well I laughed so much at that reference it was so amazing and the not crossing lines reference too! And the Muller Weiss thing! You wrote that so well too it was making me feel so giddy with joy that you know fedal so so well and incorporated their traits and story so seamlessly into pre existing characters with their own personalities and actually made them feel like their own person instead of it just feeling like it's someone else's personality it still felt drarry even with fedal's story and that was sooo amazing ik I've rambled on and on but it just made my week and i HAD to gush over it!! It was so amazing thank you for making it! 😭🫶
Anon! Hello! I am so, so sorry it's taken me so long to respond to this. I really wanted to sit down and give this wonderful ask the proper time it deserves.
Thank you, thank you, thank you from the bottom of my heart for your kind words. I've reread this more times than I can count. It's such an inexplicably heartwarming and exciting thing to be able to share my love for this sport and Drarry and Fedal and fanfic with someone who 100% gets it. I definitely put in a lot of research and read a bunch of different biographies for inspiration, and I'm so glad you were able to find it immersive! Also! The matches! I'm so glad you enjoyed them because I was definitely worried it might drag the pace of the story - so this is a really heartening thing to hear. I really did take all my love for Drarry and Fedal and mash them together and I am so, so grateful to you for reading it, picking up on it all, and coming back here to tell me about it. I appreciate this more than you know. Thank you <3
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leechs · 4 months
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ik i said i wasnt gonna engage but considering lolita is one of my favorite novels and people are slandering my capacity for literary analysis ill do it here...this comment is so annoying to me in particular bc it shows 1) the surface level brainrot of the average redditor and 2) that the reason this was so offensive is bc it was misunderstood as a cheap gag about age when its not ......first and foremost lolita isnt just a book about a “coquettish” young girl being taken advantage of by an older man...ive posted the quote on here before but nabokov himself has stated that its about the narrators romantic fantasy world and the destruction that it causes to the women around him... the character of lolita doesnt exist beyond the rose-colored image that humbert has created in his own imagination and this is ofc what is presented as fact to the reader...with that in mind the “at that point youre humbert” joke is funny bc whether you like the songs or not lana is doing that same thing with these lyrics...humbert impresses the archetype of the “nymphette” onto dolores which then purpsoefully skews the reader’s entire conception of her character and humbert’s relationship with her....a similar thing happens in lanas song(s) albeit from the perspective of lolita herself instead of the narrator...of course i personally like these songs but it doesnt mean that you cant understand their literary context and its actually crazy to me how so many people think the lyrics to “lolita” and “1949” are somehow verbatim evidence of lanas individual life experience with pedophilia/abuse and therefore off limits to analysis or critique? yall are insane
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