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thedrotter · 2 months

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(cw for a gun, mild blood and suicide in the last drawing.)

Day 1-5 of drawing Re:Kinder daily for a whole month! I'll be doing that all month. ☺️

I did not draw Re:Kinder enough (said both sarcastically and genuinely, because while I know the statement is ridiculous I also do believe it www), so I chose to challenge myself. I will post these every 5 days to not clog the tag too much.

#re:kinder #rekinder #fanart #hiroto yamakawa #rei suzumura #aya hibino #sayaka akatsuki #ryou shimoya #takumi katsuragi #shunsuke takano #yuuichi mizuoka #AND CHIE!!!!!! :3333 #now... commentary...#for the first one i tried doing the proportions a bit more realistic than the chibi like ones i usually do !#although it comes with the worry they may seem like teens in contrast of how i generally draw them^^;... i hope they still look their age😢#second drawing is based on an idea from my sister that hiroto’s more responsible attitude comes from taking charge more than he should-#-due to his parents both being depressed. so i tried to express that idea somewhat... its more speculation than anything but still #third one is HORROR MOVIE TIME!!! this one was very funny to me because i dunno whos house theyre in but ryou looks right at home www #certainly not takumi's because that breaks the law children have of “its MY house so if i dont want to watch this movie we wont watch it”#fourth is SHUNSUKE VS THE SCHOOL TESTS!! based on him throwing out his school tests on the trash as mentioned once ingame.#in case it isnt clear the 12 is a 12 out of 100... im afraid i dont know how to make it clearer😓.#chie originally wasnt meant to be there but the compositions i came up with felt boring otherwise. so she was brought in to fill in the voi #final drawing is here to remind you this is a horror game about mentally ill children i am so sorry #im aware it is a bit jarring compared to all the (mostly) fluff but the rng said it was a yuu day he doesnt get any fluff #ah yes sorry spoilers he wont be getting any fluff there will not be a single drawing where he feels joy😭 i am sorry for this #this is because the ideas i never really got to draw (that are here) of him are the sad ones because i feel such a pity drawing him that wa #but i had to get to them eventually because i did want to draw it anyway but i was going to keep stalling them if i didnt do em here #so sorry no happy yuu the whole month😢#anyway i may redraw one of these later down the line (when its no longer august).#i do these with time limitations so i dont get to push them to bigger steps but if i feel one should get one i may redraw it LATERRR

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delicatetaysversion · 1 year

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after all we are the strongest

#i am unwell i watched ep 25 thinking it'll continue from s1 and they'll show stsg in the movie #WHY ARE THEY SHOWING THEM RIGHT AWAY I WASN'T PREPARED WHAT THE FUCK #so we're done with the trio? no more happy itafushi and kugisaki????? 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#i can already feel the mental illness taking over they are constantly talking as they walk on the phone when there's a blast happening #geto is lecturing gojo about being nice and respectful to adults and gojo being like nah i don't want to fuck everyone WE'RE THE STRONGEST #like stfu can you be any less boyfriends #vio was right they are not even half as subtle as itafushi AND IM SUFFERING

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skitskatdacat63 · 8 months

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I feel uninspired and lack motivation for art again so I thought of an ask game for me :)

Send me(or comment) a number from 1-34 and I will draw my corresponding oc

I mentally struggled over whether I should make this post, because ik ocs are niche and probably not many people care for it, but I realized I could have been using those hours to y'know. Actually draw something. So I might as well just post it

#i would do it with AUs but i would actually have to yknow think of a narrative #<- but tbh if you have any requests for au art i will take them 😭😭#also w that and this i cant make any promises if ill actually finish them so please put up w me thanks 🙏#i want to draw but #ive gotten into a bad mindset again #about measuring self worth w outside validation #which is very irritating 😾 stop it brain.#but yeah idk i reblog those posts often abt niche audiences #which im very okay w btw :)#but its still a very difficult thing to engrain that: ah people do care for my art!#and ik its unhealthy to seek validation #and i can and do draw for myself #but its not always fun to me if i cant discuss it yknow :/#if catie makes a piece of art in a silent room does the art really exist? blah blah blah #i need to go suffocate myself in the snow #im happy my winter break is so long but at the same time i think it just puts me in a bad place mentally #lack of social interaction and lack of enrichment and no motivation ig :/#and every night i mean to actually go to bed earlier and boom suddenly its 5 am #and i keep staying up in hopes ill actually yknow start something. art. writing. movie even #and then i just languish UGH #catie.rambling.txt

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orionis13 · 1 year

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Bought a ballgown today who wanna be lesbian spies with me

#i feel like in movies when the butch/tomboy has to wear a dress to go undercover except I’m happy about it #my arms look so good i feel so cool #it has a scarf!!!#i feel so handsome this is great #im gonna draw juno steel in it bc im Mentally Ill but also I wanna show it off and i dont feel like posting pics of myself in it hdjdjdjndd #juno time

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singeart · 18 days

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11, 18, and 20 plz!!!!!!! :3

11. How long, on average, do you spend on one piece of artwork?

This took me a few hours, maybe 2-3?

More complex pieces like this one always take at least 10 to line and render and that doesn't count the sketch phase which can involve many do-overs and which I haven't kept track of before because it would make me sad lol 🥲

18. How many WIPs do you currently have?

I'm actively working on:

7 drawings

2 fics

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20. Any advice for artists working through burnout or an art block?

When I'm feeling uninspired after finishing a big piece I've found it helps to just watch a couple of movies completely unrelated to the shows I make fanart for. Usually afterwards I feel refreshed and ready to get back into things so my advice would be to engage in media outside your usual genre (or medium), then rinse and repeat until something sparks inspiration 👏

Thank you!! ❤️

#would love to get faster bc i have one (1) million ideas i want to draw but #idk what im doing 😂#ask #the amount of times ive been like its so over ill never draw again and then i watch some random movie from the 50s and the next day #im like i want to draw so bad #ig half the battle of art making is Thinking About The Thing so its mentally taxing??#also when i dont feel like drawing sometimes- ill write- then i get sick of writing and want to draw so do a diff craft for a while? idk 😂

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cream-and-tea · 11 months

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and when i write the gravespeakertrilogybooktwo scene where pallas attends a church service and thinks about agnes. what then.

#this scene idea came to me in a VISION last night idk where it’s gonna happen but it has to happen #hmm i think maybe part two during the fucked up road trip. i think maybe the church is a converted mall movie theatre.#i think maybe they’re fucked up and bloody from a fight. i think maybe they’re weird about it.#thoughts and ponderings ohhh im so mentally ill about this #they want to feel close to agnes so they try get close to god #i need to write this book but more pressingly i need to write PALLAS in this book they are having Experiences and Revelations #wip: ghost story #pallas and agnes

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tylerhourman-remaking · 5 months

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theres so many interesting parallels to be drawn between thom and the starpeople that came before him but geoff johns and others were too busy writing the most ableist garbage to ever grace a comic page to deal with any of it

#im going to Get levitz for the shit he wrote in 2010 losh #like. his murder trial and ted and jack both having killed under terrible circumstances #him and ted spending times in sanatoriums #he and courtney's similar interim superhero identities (if this makes sense)#and both of them having connections to jack #theres just so much that could have been touched on that wasnt bc they were too busy making him a walking joke #rememeber when that jl/fatal five animated movie hadnt come out yet and everyone was excited for a superhero movie about mental illness...

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omegawolverine · 11 months

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are you also unfortunately falling into the depths of the mcu

ive Been in the depths of mcu since civil war came out where have u been

#shit self #i had a big mcu phase when civil war came out and then like the new spideeman movies came out and venom plus deadpool #ive hyperfixated on too many mcu movies to not be a little mentally ill about it but the current state of mcu is so bad that its like im #basically only here for spiderman deadpool and venom #i was also super into xmen growing up so that adds a layer i think #i watched the falcon winter soldier series and a bit of loki #saw the recent thor movie and that was rly bad #and since then i dont think ive seen anything marvel #i kinda just read fics for it from time to time but otherwise stay outta it #mcu is such a mixed bag #sorry for giving u all this idk if u wanted details but i gave them #asks #delilah tag 🌻#quackitytheduck

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lostenzz · 1 year

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SCREW YOU MAGNUS ARCHIVES FOR MAKING ME THINK OF WHAT ENTITIES WOULD BE IN A HORROR MOVIE I WATCH

Im watching Annihilation right now and all i can think of is which entities fit, right now i got The Corruption, The Spiral, The Flesh, and The Slaughter. Maybe a little of The Web

#tma #the magnus archives #gods im mentally ill #the brainrot is real #im a horror artist who loves watching horror movies for ideas #BUT ALL I CAN THINK ABOUT IS THE MAGNUS ARCHIVES.#the magnus pod

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mwagneto · 1 year

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I haven't talked to any of my irls since friday and they're all worriedly texting me but like what the fuck am i supposed to say. "sorry i am literally unable to talk to anyone who doesn't know just how deeply mentally ill i am and also i thought so hard about fictional gay people i forgot how to speak hungarian. dont worry this wont last long, probably only 2-3 business years and then i'll be normal except of course season 3 will be coming out by then so it's all gonna start over. see you!"

#I've barely moved from my bed since then let alone made any social contact how the fuck am i supposed to #communicate with anyone i met offline in the past year😭😭😭#i can literally only talk to my tumblr mutuals coz im genuinely too mentally ill to make myself palatable to normal ppl rn #that is a compliment @ my tumblr mutuals dw. but like mannnn i legit feel bad for my irls but at #the same time wtf am i supposed to do be normal? no can do unfortunately i live like this now #it was easier during rm coz the only ppl i talked to were 2 online friends and 2 irls one of #whom watched the movie with me in cinemas like 20 times we were both crazy #now I'm talking to like 40 ppl at the same time and im supposed to keep that up while not #being able to think about anything other than my hyperfix for more than 5 seconds? please 💀💀💀💀#i miss them but it's summer rn i need to dissociate and be alone and also eat my computer screen. yknow how it is #barking

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mifunebooty · 1 year

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Happy one year anniversary to one of the biggest mental breakdowns of my life That made me see i have to start changing my life to better myself and my relationships with others by being responsible for my mental illness upkeep and stop living for others and live for me and now im taking film and theatre classes with a job on the side and have a short movie to my credit

#cherry says #woooo its been a year .....#would i still do absolutely anything to take back what i did and not have wrecked that shit up badly #yes but it was my doing and my realization of the history of it caused me to see how bad my mental illness got #it is what it is but it did push me off the cliff to act and clean up myself #and none of it was fucking easy that mental rehab shit was so much work but it made me finally clean it all up #and start over and be responsible #and push myself out there #that fall semester was A LOT but i loved it i wanna stay in theatre its connections there #its like a rich fountain of connections #and you know what work creates more stuff to think about and thats okay #spring was more relaxing and i again accomplished a lot #that damn short movie y sabes que say what u will with Khalil but that there is a combo of networking #me finally being brave enough to make moves to somebody mixed with working on a movie #yea bitch...... worked on a movie before i got kissed or asked out but thats the lords doing #but i love where i am its always work its always getting up its always seeing what i need to do and fix #and its okay because its all good and everything rolls on like the great gatsby #we beat against the current bitch #im gonna go clock in now

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heartbrake-hotel · 1 year

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Are you looking forward to the Priscilla movie? Or dreading it?

hmmMMm nonnie i'll level with you and say i haven't quite worked out how i feel yet.? 🤔 tw i'm being bitchy ahead lmao

on one hand, i think exploring this aspect of the story is hugely interesting, especially given how it wasn't baz's focus at all and so has remained largely untouched during the recent elvis renaissance. i'm especially interested to see how this adaptation differs in comparison to the 1988 miniseries, given how different of an environment it's being released into... in regards to how priscilla's changed her story in the years since, the way in which protecting elvis' legacy has been a more so fraught endeavor, the increased visibility given the project in the wake of all the other successful elvis media we're seeing, and the fact that the emotionally nuanced story is finally being told by a female director.

on the other hand . i'm definitely wary, for sure, given not only the subject matter but with how quickly it's being released (tho i think that's mostly bc baz spoiled us w so much evidence of his meticulous research). i'm expecting to be disappointed bc i really don't think jacob elordi is a very good actor (sorry), and the only thing of cailee spaeny's i've seen is bad times at the el royale in which i thought she was largely forgettable. i know we've only seen a couple shots so far but what we know of the costuming also has me feeling meh. i liked marie antoinette but don't have much of an opinion on sofia coppola otherwise, and i still haven't seen an a24 movie i liked 😅😅

overall, there's.. not a lot that steers towards practical optimism, for me personally at least. and that's ok.! clearly i'm nooowhere close to being the target audience of this, lmao. i'll probably watch it just to say i have, but even in my wildest dreams i can't see it having any sort of ongoing impact in my life. i think last year kinda tapped me out on that front lmao

#ask #if elvis 2022 was for the louder faster confetti cannon mentally ill crowd #this is a movie for the arthouse coquetteblr girlies #and good for them !!#it just doesnt have much individual draw to me as a movie in and of itself #like beyond the generic appeal of what it stands for i mean #but im sure itll be much more exciting if thats already your cup of tea.!!#trying to keep a cautiously open mind while realizing that i probably wont give a shit about this movie #no bc of anything objectively bad abt it just bc vibewise it isnt my thing #ill live lmao

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rindomness · 2 years

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you know what idk if any tone shift is gonna get me quite like the first 30 or so minutes of promare. masterfully done

#rin says stuff #promare #IVE WATCHED THIS MOVIE SO MANY TIMES #I WILL BE ABLE TO RECITE THIS ENTIRE SCRIPT WORD FOR WORD ONE OF THESE DAYS #AND EVERY TIME THAT DOOR IN THE PRISON OPENS UP #AND YOU SEE ONLY WILDLY-INJURED CIVILIANS #IT GETS ME ALL OVER AGAIN #banging my hands on the wall. every second of this movie is doing a job #and they're all doing that job Beautifully #i need to actually Write that fic i have mostly outlined one day #revisit the ao3 #i got through the whole thing once maybe there's new stuff #every time i watch this movie. 'what the hell's going on you're just a kid' 'and who are you to talk' SCREAMING #'neither you nor i are worthy of this medal'#im . mentally ill about this movie

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dykeslimecicle · 8 months

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google show me andrew garfields boobs

#spinal.txt #mentally wrote this post and now im realizing this was a ranboo bit. they would talk about how tje ‘graphics’ in the the amazing spiderman2 #fuck my life im just a boober thats all ill ever be #syds movie tag

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