#im 35 i guess

[blueskittlesart]

cant post this comic yet bc its not done but the difference between these roughs is sending me. lovingly rendered perfectly in-perspective boots vs A Literal Screenshot Of Some Rando On Youtube's Letsplay

[dashflashy-arts]

Contained into a sealed glass case

[sonknuxadow]

NOOOOOO i caved and decided i would just buy the lps from the target website anyway and they decided to go out of stock as i was about to check out. throws up

[scary-monsters]

You're not supposed to message your exes and that probably applies to ex best friends as well, but I'll probably always be too headstrong to do what I'm supposed to.

I remember when you thought it would be a miracle if you made it to 25. I'm glad you did. And now just shy of 31. Proud of you. Glad to see you still can't help but love as loudly as when I knew you. I hope that never changes.

Since the last time we talked, I've learned a few things and one of them is that love is never wasted. It is an investment into a market incapable of crashing. If you feel like life has no purpose, putting love into the world is always time well spent. I hope, for the sake of the world, that you are around a lot longer to keep putting love into the world and to receive it in return.

Sincerely, someone who hurt you and was hurt by you. Someone who loved you a long time ago and loves you still. Someone who does not regret the love that was between us, because it was love well spent.

i've been sitting on this ask for a couple days now, both because i was busy with family obligations and also because i debated keeping it to myself and not answering, but that felt wrong and impolite. especially when this actually like.. did a lot for me. apologies in advance for me being overly emotional but, alas, this is just who i am.

there's a very small handful of people that this could be, because i have not had very many best friends in my life, but based on context clues i think i know who it is. regardless, i'm really touched that you remembered me and wanted to reach out, especially since i've been going through it pretty heavily lately and very few people tend to check up on me (which is okay and i'm not trying to be a brat about it, my point is just that we haven't spoken in years and yet you still remembered me, that means a lot). i have been avoiding social interaction for the past week for personal reasons, but i've felt incredibly alone and unfortunately when my mental health tanks i tend to isolate even further. it always feels like self-preservation, so i have yet to learn how to stop doing it, but i really wish i could. just one of many things i'm working on with regards to myself, i guess.

i tend to believe that, when i part ways with people (especially when it's messy and emotional and not very amicable), i always leave a very gross taste in their mouth and that my memory will always be tainted by the hurtful things i said or did. i worry that i have done nothing good for anyone in my life ever and tbh that fear often keeps me awake at night. i want to be a good person so badly and i try my best but i'm painfully aware of my faults and my capability to be a Very Not Nice person. i will admit that for years i looked back on people who hurt me or abandoned me with little to no love in my heart but in recent years i've done a lot of work on myself and i do consider myself a fairly forgiving person. i try to live life as patiently as i can with regards to other people, i always try to understand what someone else could be going through. so no matter who you are, i promise you i have let go of that anger. it's in the past now, i really hope you are doing well and living your best life and i sincerely apologize for the pain i put you through. i imagine it was never intentional, everyone i have ever loved in my life, i have loved fully 🧡

[weird-life-of-a-closet-fangirl]

I mentioned in the tags of one of my previous posts that before gilear was depressed he was probably pretty badass, bc sandra lynn has a type, and i just saw him straight up threaten fabian into giving him 250 gold pieces bc they were on the same level for that one moment, y'all i'm calling it now, the gilear chosen one bit is actually gonna be true bc when he's not constantly cowed he can be pretty intimidating

[bunnyb34r]

Having to explain to my mom that 5min crafts is a content farm/what that is. That sure they have some genuine hacks, but a lot are genuinely dangerous and bad

It's like I'm not trying to be the parent, but I've been on the internet daily since I was 9 years old and you respectively have only been on it for maybe 8 years? Consistently? And only on Facebook. Like man the shit I have seen has aged me a lot more mentally than I care to admit.

It's so hard too bc I know I should like a know it all/conspiracy freak when I tell her not to get a reddit bc she's gonna get sucked into a WS cult and get radicalized, or when I tell her Facebook reels is the same as tiktok. Which she has continuously forbade me to have since it came out (bc evil chinese company. It's okay when it's an evil American company though). That she needs to be careful and not just believe whatever she sees, but it's like for once I DO know more and I DO need to be the adult.

Like I remember having so many fucking talks to get her out of that SAVE THE CHILDREN shit and debunking the wayfair shit, and the Hillary Clinton shit, and all this shit. I constantly am telling her "nope that's antisemitism in disguise, heres why" ab stupid theories and shit and why they're harmful and it's like I want to fucking scream

Idk where I was going with this but like god I'm tired

[anotherpapercut]

my city has 2 gay bars. recently several people were attacked AGAIN at one of them :/

[cerealandchoccymilk]

what do you mean eczema/atopic dermatitis is comorbid with depression, anxiety and ptsd?????

[shapa-likes-art]

Ourough school is kicking my ass SO hard right now

I wanna cry

[evermoredeluxe]

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[the-real-list-of-ominous-threats]

Continue provoking me and you'll spend the rest of your days in a never-ending college orientation session

[theninjamouse]

Im falling asleep behind the camera, quick someone say something that'll wake me up

[sonknuxadow]

mannn what the hell the new lps are on the target website now so i was thinking about just ordering them there since target seems to be the main place people in the us are finding them and the only one anywhere near me still doesnt have them and even if they did i cant go right now for various reasons. but they literally refuse to sell them to you online unless you spend 35 dollars or more? hello ive never seen an online store do anything like this before thats so weird

[smidge-j]

Free me from this prison cell (sick)

[moeblob]

As a brief acknowledgment: I checked online for nearby electronics stores stock and sadly, nowhere had what I was looking for in regards to drawing tablets. So I have no ordered one online but it said earliest I’d get it is January 4.

I still plan to update daily but it will be pen doodles for the next... more than a week. Not much I can do about it since it’s the holidays thus the worst time for an electronic to break when shops only wanna stock the expensive stuff in store. If you stick around for pen doodles, thank you. If not, I get it. I really miss digital art already myself.

[peachrote]

friends. i am never beating canto IV 4-48 at this rate. LMAO