#im SO TIRED of working paycheck to paycheck
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is there anywhere besides twitter or therapy where i can complain about the economy rn
#im SO TIRED of working paycheck to paycheck#i love my job but i work SO HARD where does all the money go#i work 40+ hours a week and make like 1600 a month that is not enough#i dont live with my family anymore i have cats#its all so hard but im doing everything right rn ?? what about when im struggling ?? this is torture#I LOVE MY JOB SO MUCH THOUGH i just keep wanting to spend money on my artist friends and good causes and stuff#but i cant afford my lunch by the end of the month#and i hardly have the energy on my time off for housework and making personal art#im only 21 what am i gonna do#shut up kyle#vent
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time and time again the only things that take me out of deep depressive states are having fun and spending time with people and yet everytime i get so shocked like wow! love and fun and laughter sure made me feel like life is worth it again. who would've thought
#phew. im so tired but im very relieved#today was a good day. it feels so rare to ever be able to say this but it was#i went to sleep properly and woke up early and took a shower and had breakfast#my brother got to skip school and so he stayed home and we hung out together#i figured out how to make my headphone's mic work so we played lethal company together#then we watched the entirety of the snapcube sonic rider fandub together (because i never saw it)#then my mom had to go out in the city and celebrated her new paycheck by getting us ice cream#then at night my friends and i did our weekly dunmeshi watch party and izutsumi finally showed up#and now im here. and i feel very nice. im glad to be here today#🧃.txt
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i have the day off work what if i did something wild and went to the zoo by myself
#they have a new exhibit ive been dying to see and im tired of waiting for my mom to want to go with me lol#god a ticket is almost $30#and i already have no money after paying some bills and getting cat food and litter#i mean im gonna need to dig into rent money for gas anyway so fuck it#appaeently they fucked up our pay bc everything is a mess at work and im supposed to get more but who knows#looked like a regular paycheck to me and they supposedly shorted us 4 days idk#kinda wanna go to hot topic and also see sinners tonight#which is my version of going wild and partying
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*Long inhale* *Extended scream*
#kind of like abed from community during daylight savings yknow#every day i feel more and more like abed#i just have no sense of time left#me: why did that post go out yesterday it was supposed to go out on tuesday?#me: wait its wednesday#me: wait fuck i havent done any hours of my remote job yet this week#im getting very mixed up with my full time job and my remote job#and dont tell my boss but im def not doing a full 16 hours a week of my remote job#i forget it exists and then make a bunch of posts in a panic#its the ideal way to do it#im considering going to the library today to do my remote job#i just got home from my in person job so im tired#but i should get out of the house more#and itd be nice to get my library card#i might do that tomorrow tho since i already have to go to a remote job meeting tomorrow#i have too many jobs. unfortunately the high of having money is addictive#thats why i like having a job that pays tips#and a job that i dont have to do much for to collect a paycheck#god im tired. today was a half day for the local school and they all decided to come to my job (dunkin)#and there were three of us. thats not enough of us#unfortunately i love food service and this wasnt as bad as some shifts ive had#okay i think today ill chill and do some remote work at home#and then tomorrow ill do laundry in the morning and then the phone meeting#and then go to the library to do a few more hours of work#and then theres a restaurant i want to try in the area#and thatll fuel me for the hiking trail i want to try#sounds like a plan#(cut to me tomorrow just laying in bed all day)#no i wont let that happen! its gonna be good! im gonna be productive and get a grasp of time and productivity!!!!!!!
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Another job another extremely incompetent manager
#it never changes im tired of the us work life#its like the stupidest people are put as managers#literally have told this woman every day the past few weeks that i cannot clock in as a new employee#she completely forgot to put my hours in for the first week i worked so im not getting paid#im fine with whatever other bullshit but once you start fucking with my paycheck thats when im over it#eberyone is saying its just a job and that its money but that doesnt work when theyre not even fucking paying you
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I really lost an entire fucking WEEK to being sick huh like hrrrGGGG i had STUFF to DO. also i felt slightly better today so i tried to like gung ho do stuff and honestly im exhausted from doing like two things :(((( AND i have to be at stupid fucking work at 8 am tomorrow DDDDDD:
#yes i am WHINING but i literally had THINGS to DO#i have like three major sewing project to try and get done in uh. seven days. and im still sick. and im working everyday this week#also my paycheck is a good almost $300 less than it should've been bc i was SICK for a WEEK#im genuinely like. angry.#also had to fucking bribe one of my coworkers to fucking go in to work to cover my shift#bc he was like. oh yeah i know i literally promised you less than 12 hours ago to go in but now i like. don't wanna. im tired#FUCK OFF???#im so annoyed im like that's not how any of this works. and this was like. less than an hour before the shift started he was like#well i don't like. want to#and im like cool. great. super cool.#*mentally adds u to my list of entirely unreliable people*#sorry for tag rambling i just feel like garbage#i missed seeing nightvale live because i was sick#this was the first week were i was supposed to have like loads of time and do some fun things and get some stuff done that i had had in lik#over a month?#so i was. excited. for naught.#anyway uhhh bite kill bite bite bite kill
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This is the only way to express how I'm feeling
#i try not to talk about my home life on here but im honestly so fucking frustrated that if i dont get this out i might just kill someone#my family car broke down in January of this year#my father refuses to get a new one because he thinks hes saving so mucj more money and he doesnt feel like he has any incentive#acting as if he was giving us free trips#i would literally pay him 100 dollars a fucking week to help take me in and out of work#and he just doesnt like acknowledge that at all#so now im having to take ubers to and from work every day. each trip is like 20+ dollars so that 40+ dollars a day five days a week#im averaging spending 200 dollars a week jusy to get into work#and i work a minimum wage shitty fucking job so all of my paycheck goes straight into ubers and fucking therapy every week#ive had to skip so many sessions becaause theyre all 50 dollars after insurance#and im just so frustrated#i want to move out so bad but how can i save enough if im constantly hemorrhaging cash#the only reason hes saving money is because he fucking works from home#i just dont know what to do at this point i feel so helpless#becayse even if hou casually bring it up my dad immediately assumes youre ATTACKING him and how DARE you and im tited im so fucking tired#how am i meant to move out in these conditions#how am i meant to do anything#i have no fucking social life because i literally just cant afford it im going to cry#i hate him. i hate my dad so fucking much#vent#ig.#scringee mouth
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What an absolute waste of the first day of spring. I woke up knowing I should call out and what do you know.
#chit chat#work stuff#i spent twelve fucking hours at work today and had a complete breakdown in front of my dad as soon as i got home#and then i had a quesadilla and cried for another hour and now i feel vaguely human again#i don't think i can wait until someone else hires me amigos#i was this close 👌 to straight up walking off the jobsite never to return#should have done it too#im so tired#i love my coworkers but it's not worth dealing with management and corporate for this#i can come back and visit miss marsha#i can't get back the three years i wasted only for my job to get more impossible while i still can't afford rent#we're getting raises on this paycheck i heard#twenty six fucking cents an hour
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really trying to convince myself that i need a job even if i have to work 6 days a week and only get around 12-15 hours notice for each shift so i can't plan anything in advance and never get to do anything outside of the house other than work
#i need the paycheck. its fine. its fine. there are worse jobs out there it could be worse#im so tired of the dual wielding work environment of small family owned restaurant + fast food joint.#theyve been pressuring me to become management and i've been like. kind of playing along bc of the pay but also get me out of here lmao!!!#every time i see a text or schedule app notification i have to resist the urge to end it fr#but no one else wants me... the only place i got a call back from had super illegal shit in their handbook and kind of sucked worse somehow#i don't even make a lot........ if the pay was rly good it'd be a lot easier to suck it up but :(
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I don't. Want to go to work the next two days
#ugggghghghghdhhddh im so tired#i just want a reset yknow. im tired of juggling part times and seasonal jobs and forcing schedules into working#and its not even worth it!!! my paycheck was so bad this week
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 271
Adjective: Menacing
Noun: Optic
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Menacing: suggesting the presence of danger, or threatening
Optic: a lens or other optical component in an optical instrument; (archaic) (humorous) the eye
#im quite late once again#i had an exhausting and rough day cos despite leaving my job i still had to do stuff for it and for me to no longer work at it#and trying to do everything right to make sure i get my last paychecks is stressing me out#i just want to be done with it and i dont want to deal with the people who have made me feel like i dont matter and never mattered#lowkey the trauma of the discrimination i was subjected to and continue to be subjected to is getting to me#so basically i accidentally fell asleep cos i was so tired and drained from all this bullshit ive been dealing with#anyway i love this prompt#mainly because the eye definition for 'optic' firmly and clearly evokes the magnus archives for me#but i also like the threatening aspect of 'menacings' definition and how it can play up horror#so im definitely gonna do a pretty spooky poem for this prompt#the magnus archives#tma#the eye#the eye tma#thanks for reading#writing#writer#creative writing#writing prompt#writeblr#trying to be a writeblr at least
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just finished a 9 hour shift (break counted for I worked at 7-4:30)
#txt#im so fucking tired bro#AND i work tmrw!!!!!!#its an 11-4 but god#if i didnt request to work that day i would call off#but itll get me like to like 74 hrs on this paycheck#i am gods strongest burger king employee
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Sorry if I get quiet
I nosedived mentally really badly all the sudden and I have no way to get my feelings out because I don't feel like I can talk to my mom about it and it really fucks with me badly
#fate rambles#i actually want to cry but im forcing myself not to bc i wont be able to explain why#but im tired of feeling like im suffocating in this house#but i cant find jack shit to move to even though i am looking so much#and im constantly feeling like i will never amount to anything bc i am living paycheck to paycheck#and all i ever get told is get another job#but like i dont want to work my life away just to fucking survive#i have been full-time at my job for 10 fucking years and i cant fucking live#i use selfshipping to escape because thats the only way i can even picture having a decent life right now#i dont want to feel like living isnt worth it bc i can barely make it through a week lately#vent tw
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#i have like 3 tasks ive been trying to complete the last 3 days n i hust#i literally Cant lol .#anyway im hoping i can do One tonight before i go to sleep .#bc its not Hard it just requires 3 steps rlly#but . i am Tired and Not feeling very good in any xapacity#im burnt out a lil i think . which yea okay#i havent Rested since like . monday so that checks out i crashed today and yesterday#tmr is tuesday n i am Hoping . i feel like a person enough yo do stuff n nthen go socialise#bc . yea tuesdays at my place of work go off#i get music control AND two of my fav coworkers are rostered#and free pool so .#im hoping i feel up to it .#bc i am Hating sitting at home im ngl#but .#i neef to find other shit to do#also a bar in town is Hiring n idk if id get it but i do wanna work tbere 2 nights a week#look . i just need an extra 10hrs in my paycheck thats . literally like . 2/3 shifts#i cant find it where i currebtky am so 2nd job it is#this $450 a week isnt getting me Anywhere im Suffering im ngl#i have $150 left after bills n it is Rough out here#bc that doesnt cover food or . my tobacco either so like :)) yea everything is sucking ass but its fine im gritting my teeth and Dealing#im mt fathers daughter i may lose my.mind over my rationships and emotional affairs#but u will never catch me complaining abt my finances / work situstion if i can Rlly help it#tumblr does Not Count . n neither does my father bc hes the rrason im slowly coming oit of this shit#but anyway . its fine :)#as far as anyones concerned im balling
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Cannot believe I truly thought I was going to get through 4 days of work.
Do I know NOTHING?!
#3 and a half#that's the paycheck coming up#if I had gone to work just one more day despite my period I wouldnt be in this mess#three and a half days in two weeks guys#that's what im working with here#im so tired of being disabled but not being legally disabled yah know?#anywayyyyyyyssssss#gonna go to work tommorrow and i have to go the whole day no question bc part timers dont have pto#:3#im doin great mentally#im not#i have to though#so i am
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not my coworker threatening to quit if she doesnt get to see a third stop of the same band i cannot physically take any more shifts i am already making myself sick from overworking all i do is work and sleep i work six days a week and forty hours a week
#space.txt#im in a constant state of exhaustion i have literally no free time#the one day i don’t work is Sunday and i need to sleep all day to recover#my boss said do you have any fun plans and i said no im always here#and he said but you have sunday off and i almost clawed his face off#im always at work. im always working. i am so criminally underpaid#i havent made any real money because my paychecks go directly into my rent#and i hate my apartment too i cannot fucking stand it#im so tired all the time
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