#im a perfectionist so all of these are taking forever lmao

[hexisssssssss]

Working on something for all of these but idk which to finish first 😭

[poohbea]

IM HERE TO BOOK MY MF APPOINTMENT BABEEEE🤭

so yk obviously i have to pick red w toji😵‍💫 and i just know that dirty bastard has a corruption kink so he got no issue handling little virgins😗 i’m thinking cute lingerie is involved, readers definitely overthinking everything until he fucks the nerves outta you😔

CONGRATS AGAIN ON 300 I LOVE YOU!!😚

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content: escort!toji, softdom!toji, virgin chubby fem!reader, implied black!reader (there’s one mention of skin tone but it’s very minor), lingerie, blindfold (you see that tie around his neck?), very light choking, pet names (baby, doll, darlin’, etc.), unprotected sex (use protection kids), unedited

note from pooh: the way i was in the ZONE while writing this goodness gracious me, i was literally in toji’s mind while writing, seeing you through his eyes, how you’d feel and sound like, heheheeeeee. why do i always get into that headspace when writing for him? i don’t even know 😭🤭 but anyway, im so sorry this took forever to come out, im lowkey embarrassed smh 😭 i blame my perfectionist ass, cause this wasn’t supposed to be this long lmao but i needed it to be good so here she is 🥺 i hope you enjoy my angel 🤎

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“My, my,” Toji purrs with the slight shake of his head. He admires the way your skin flushes under the intensity of his dark gaze, eyes raking your body shamelessly. His fingers trace the silken material of the remaining black lingerie, the lace hugging your hips in a way that made his dick all too hard. “Fuck, look at you, doll.” You had him thinking up the most depraved thoughts as you lay there on the bed, blindfolded, so open and responsive to each and every touch.

Innocent. It was the first word that came to mind when you walked through his door. It was difficult for you to meet his gaze when he spoke, often keeping your head down or picking at your nails out of nervousness. However, the more he pried, the more you began to relax, able to speak beyond just one word when he asked you a question.

Then he finally got your attention. “Are you a virgin?”

Your response was almost immediate, wide eyes, trembling lips, a shaky exhale, all before you confirmed it with a soft. “Yes.” It’s when he laughs do you panic. “T-that’s not an issue, is it?! I can go if-”

“No, no,” he interrupts your distressed ramble. “It’s…No, it’s perfect actually.” You were inexperienced, untouched, uncorrupted. And soon you were on his bed, expression resembling that of a deer in headlights, that was until Toji offered you his tie. “This might help with your nerves.” You eyed the satin with clear confusion, drawing a chuckle from the man. “Clients typically find it easier to relax with a blindfold on, gets them outta their head.” With shaky hands you take the tie from him and with some help you manage to tie it securely around your head, vision black and body on high alert.

“I’m scared.” You admit, huffing an anxious laugh.

“That’s okay, baby girl. You’re new to this, so we’ll go nice and slow.” You noticeably shudder as he runs his hands up your legs, starting at your ankles, fingers tracing the sides of your calves before dipping behind your knees, enjoying the soft moan you emit as a result. He knew every erogenous zone there was and just how to touch them to make you squirm. He didn’t have to wonder between your thighs to elicit a sound from those pretty lips, no, he’d make you beg with them first.

Before long he’s at your stomach, your hips following the arched path of his fingertips over your pelvis in a languid buck, goosebumps rising upon your heated skin. “So sensitive.” He can’t help but chuckle when you whine in reply, thighs clenching tight as he journeys over the swell of your breasts, just barely ghosting your already pert nipples through the thin lace.

The man didn’t mind the adorable sentiment, wrapping his gift in such a pretty material, all so he could remove it, layer by layer. But first he’d play with you a little, help unravel that tight coil of trepidation set in the pit of your stomach.

“Breathe, doll.” He whispers in your ear as he wraps a hand around your throat, relishing the way your chest falls on command. “That’s it, baby.”

“Toji.” Your weak pleas went ignored as he continued his amorous exploration, digits hooking the thin straps of your bra. Slowly drawing them down your shoulders, his lips followed suit, each newly revealed section of skin met with the heat of his kiss. And soon your top was off, lost to the shagginess of the carpet beneath the bed as he tossed it aside.

Which brings him back to marvelling at your figure, an irresistible softness beneath his fingertips as he plays with your pert nipples, humming as your back arches, body silently begging for more of his touch.

“Fuck, darlin’.” Was all he could manage before replacing his fingers with his tongue, drawing a sharp gasp from those pillowy lips of yours. You couldn’t help the moans that followed as it swirled around the sensitive bud, his hands massaging the soft flesh whilst he tended to them one at a time.

“Toji, shit.” His name was breathy as it left your throat, unable to lay still in the face of his teasing, teeth nipping gently at the cocoa dusted skin of your breast, slowly making his way down your body.

“Tell me what you want, pretty girl.” He mumbles against the plushness of your tummy, taking the string-like waistband of your underwear between his incisors.

“You, I need you, please.” Even blindfolded you still manage to comb your fingers through his hair, practically egging him on as he finally unwraps his gift completely, your panties still between his teeth when they slip from your ankle and onto the bed beside him.

“What do you need from me, angel?” He doesn’t miss the way you lick your lips when you hear his zipper sound, the button of his pants accompanying it as he draws the garment around his thighs, an already hard cock bouncing at attention in its newfound freedom.

“Make love to me.” Those four words stopped Toji in his tracks.

As an escort it was his job to cater to his client’s every need, to be the lover they’d always desired, they were paying him after all. However, it had been a very long time since he’d heard those four words. He wasn’t even sure he knew how to anymore, if he were truly honest. This line of work was no breeding ground for unstable emotions such as love, so with time he’d removed it from his vocabulary entirely. But the desperation in your tone stirred that forgotten feeling inside his chest. He supposed he could make an exception. You were still a virgin, and that alone blossomed a steely determination that steadily washed away any doubt clouding his mind.

“Say that again.” He huffs, taking his already leaking tip in the palm of his hand, spreading the pre-cum across the flushed velvety skin.

“M-Make…”

“Don’t go shy on me now, sweetheart. Let me hear you say it again.” You shudder when he removes the blindfold from your eyes, free hand parting your thighs, hips settling themselves against your own.

“Make love to me, please, Toji.” He has to swallow the growl rising in his chest as he witnesses you bite your lip, gaze never wavering. That hidden confidence finally reared its head unabashedly, challenging his own as he stared down at you with dark eyes.

Toji is silent when he glides the head of his cock through your unsurprisingly slick folds, the sensitivity of your body revealing itself in the form of a delicious glossy arousal that easily paints his tip. “Mm, baby girl, you’re making such a mess.”

“Don’t say it like that.” You whine breathlessly, eying the way he runs his dick over your puffy clit.

“Like what?” His head dips into the crook of your neck. “You don’t want me to tell you just how fucking wet you are for me, doll? How you’re dripping so much you’re ruining the bedsheets?”

“N-No.”

“No? Oh, but I think you do, darlin’. I think you wanna hear all about how wet you’ve made my dick, and how easy it’s gonna slide into that pretty pussy of yours. Isn’t that right, baby?” He rocks his hips into yours ever so slightly, just enough to nudge against the entrance.

“I-I…” You reciprocate with a needy wave of your spine, almost crying when Toji withdraws from your advances.

“I’m not gonna give it to you until I get an answer, pretty. All you have to do is admit it.” The ragged breaths that break the ensuing silence make him chuckle deeply. So he tries again, making sure to include your clit in the mix. “Do you like it when I tell you how wet you are, sweetheart?”

“Y-Yes, fuck.”

“Does it feel good when I run my dick over your clit?” He’s tantalisingly slow in his movements as he speaks, each syllable creating a tortuous cadence against the overly sensitive bud.

“Yes, Toji.”

“Good girl. Are you ready?” The question was answered with a soft ‘yes’, and as fast as those words left your lips was he sinking into you.

“Fuck!” Was the first word uttered by both parties when he’d done so, the tightness — even if expected — had his hips stuttering, your walls squeezing him so mercilessly he could've cum right then and there.

“Oh my go- mm, shit.”

“You’re gripping me so tight, baby.” His exasperated laughter shoots a spark down your spine, one that has your nails digging into his biceps for support.

“I don’t think I’ll ever get used to you talking like that. Makes me far too shy.” You mirror his lightheartedness, exhaling as you speak.

“Well,” he starts, nose tracing the curve of your jaw. “Let’s fuck that shyness out of you, shall we?”

tags: @gardenof-venus, @sailewhoremoon, @okhotel, @xharia, @chubbyblackthottie, @sakinotfound, @protectpancakes, @hoohoohope, @snake-titan

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[you-can-face-this]

anon friend- hi! im so happy that you were able to speak to your friends about it <3 i remember how hard you used to find it to open up to them but im really happy you have a support system now you feel like you can open up to eventually!!! and im so proud of you for taking a mental health timeout, there is no shame in that! i skipped class today and yesterday which i have never done ever since college (im a senior now)!! (perfectionist anxious human here) for similar reasons. I took time out too a few weeks ago because i was very unwell and that was super hard to do as well so dont underestimate how good that is because i wish i could do that for myself without feeling horrific after. anyway enough rambling from me!! i hope you are doing okay? take each day as it comes and remember to put yourself first 💕 thinking of you always

🥺🥺🥺 thank youuu i'm investing in & relying a lot more on my friendships this year since i'm living in a dorm & see some of them every day and it's my senior year too (twinsies!!) so i'm kinda thinking even if we have a fall out, i wouldn't have to deal with consequences for long lol so proud of u for knowing when to taking time off for yourself too!! i used to have an irrational fear that my profs would hate me if i did that but again senior yr is reducing the amount of fucks i can give & i figured even if they hate me it'd only be for a few more months lmao

other updates: i unfortunately did not get the eras tour tickets 😭 despite getting both a presale code AND a capital one card holder friend lol so that's been kinda disappointing but i'm kinda over it now by lying to myself that i'm gonna go to the tour anyway? like i will be there next year. how? no one knows. the guy i kissed while emotionally unstable said he caught feelings so now i'm Considering™️. i feel like dating is the fastest way to learn interpersonal & social skills and i finally do have the time for it but also like do i really want to risk catching feelings myself? no <3 it's thanksgiving break for us this week so i'll finally have some time to reflect on all my bs & catch a break from school hehe my friend invited me to her family home so i won't be alone for the entire thanksgiving break for the first time in college which is exciting but also i get anxious about going to other people's homes & meeting people's parents (since mine hate me lmao) so ahhh if this works out well it might be the start of me finally going on trips with friends, which i've been wanting to do forever but have been too anxious to rip

i hope you can get a break from school soon too & are taking care of yourself!! thinking of u too! 🥺

[alilaro]

I don’t like making excuses for my artistic abilities, but I genuinely wonder if the reason I’m so slow with output is disorder related? 

Like, it’s always been a huge issue for me to make art quickly. I’m very meticulous and it takes me days what takes others around a few hours...? 

And it’s not a topic of my art quality—my sketches, drafts, polished, all—they all take me so long to do because I’m so critical and I have to make sure, check and check again that it looks okay, to the point where I will delay uploading art for weeks just to see if my perception on it changes to where I then hate it, and can redraw the entirety of it again.

[miniyrds]

Honestly, I'm just tired of seeing Kevin being shipped with random ocs.

gonna be honest, the most I see about Kevin is from what gets put in the main aftg tag. (I dont know if that’s a lot or what, but that’s where all of my Kevin intel is from lmao). I have seen him shipped in multiple pairings but I typically scroll past because I have my own thoughts about Kevin. actually, most of my Kevin thoughts typically avoid him being in relationships. I honestly have zero opinion on him being shipped with anyone other than it’s not for me and how I imagine the character

anyway, now im gonna word vomit about my thoughts on kevin lmao

also!! these are merely my musings about his character, please continue to write what makes you happy and what you enjoy! this is what I enjoy :)

unpopular opinion, but I kinda dont mind that Kevin stays with thea. in my head, Kevin is aro and all he really wants is a family. (thanks to @sinistercacophony I am now deeply invested in Kevin’s family relationships bc we had like 2 convos about it)

I literally only talk to one person about weird fox headcanons so if anyone wants to bring some to my inbox or messages feel free, I love talking about them bc their lives are more interesting than mine

anyway, aro Kevin. both he an neil are on the same wavelength of “why tf can’t exy be enough” but I think they come to different conclusions at different times. neil realizes that having a found family and friends through exy is really important to him, and the fact that they don’t disappear when they leave college is very important to his outlook on things. Kevin, on the other hand, (in my head) is forced to reconcile his dedication to exy with his desperation to seem close to his mother. by nature, Kevin’s personality is obsessive to the point of desperation. if he doesn’t do well at exy, he loses the last connection to his mother (you can thank the nest for stripping Kevin of literally all other coping mechanism). eventually, he realizes that is not true because wymack is a huge connection to her even if it takes Kevin a moment to realize it. once he comes to that conclusion that he has more means to keep connected to his mother, the Kayleigh shaped hole in him looks less like an exy racquet and more like a family. he has Wymack and abby and neil and Andrew and by extension, the rest of the foxes and thea. I don’t think he holds on to the found family aspect as much as neil does, but he certainly holds on to wymack, abby, and thea. 

so what does that word jumble have to do with Kevin being aro? good question lmao. basically, I think Kevin really wants a family of his own. but, I don’t think in the traditional aspect, that could really work with the way Kevin functions (and not in a bad way, ya know?). Kevin and thea had a thing back in the nest that evolved from quick fucks to note passing. to pretty much nothing when thea graduated. they were never really *together* but they did on some level understand each other. they weren’t dating when all the shit went down with the ravens and foxes and I think that’s a good thing. I don’t think their (platonic) relationship couldve survived had Kevin been openly telling thea everything. (plus, Kevin kinda wanted thea to forget about him, despite her still being interested in him). however, with nearly everything out in the open, thea showing up to “check on” Kevin says something about them. they may not be cut out for traditional relationship stereotypes, but they kinda work as a unit.

for pretty much the rest of his college career, I see Kevin trying to forge his familial/friend relationships with wymack, abby, neil, and andrew. wymack and abby are integral in getting him through riko’s death and that really helps Kevin realize his “bigger picture.” he can’t play exy forever, but he can pass on his skillset and continue the Day bloodline (dramatic as that sounds). he can keep Kayleigh alive in the sport she co-founded by having a child and a family of his own

thea works out in this respect because she is down with having a kid and raising them on exy. her and Kevin kinda just work as a unit (I'm avoiding partner here because they aren't the same as raven partners. they’ve had enough time in the outside world to kinda work through the codependency to an extent)

Amalia doesn’t grow up with two affectionate/romantic parents but she grows up with love and support and a dad with a perfectionist tendency (but that’s okay because paired with Thea’s determination, she can keep her dad in check and still be amazing at exy)

[theywillcower]

WAAAAA CONGRATS ON 125, YOU DESERVE ALL AND MOREE!!! 🙌❤

for the match-up request, i'm bi with male lean, afab, 4'11 (yeah im smol, w h a c k). in terms of my personality, i'm the "baby" of the friend group and the one initiating the hangouts if not annoying them 😂 i can also vibe with people if they want me to. while that is so, i'm a big perfectionist when it comes to my skills and tasks so if i'm studying, playing, or making art, i will budge off my table for literally nothing because I'd like the end to be something I'm proud of (also i'm kind of an overachiever lmao). when it comes to falling in love, i'd rather that it's a best friend-lover type of thing. we just continue to constantly bug each other out for a great time, and that friendship caused us to grow and learn a lot from one another, from our dreams to our deepest insecurities and imperfections.

And now the question for the matchmaker...

Which agent will you choose to be my forever best friend? 👀

Take all the time you need on your requests and I hope you're enjoying yourself too ❤ *hugsss*

Ty so much!!! 💖💖

I match you with Phoenix!

Best friends to lovers, slow burn, 20k words here

Hes a total goof who will drag you away from the computer when you're overworking yourself, bugging you and teasing you (especially about your height). Both of you starting hang outs so you're always toeing that line of will we won't we.

[echoise]

I replayed Keith so now I have preliminary stats for a basic bio (◡‿◡) will update when i get the final stats or make a new one... and im too lazy to write out the actual bio part lmao. also, joining the picrew bandwagon.

under le cut. retribution spoilers also!

(obligatory INFORMATION IS SUBJECT TO CHANGE notice)

[the RE-GENE]

name: ??? Keith Kwon gender: male vice: coffee

scar: revenge motivation: life

subtle / forceful fighter / tactician tech savvy / streetwise

description: “Keith Kwon is an average Asian man in his thirties with blue eyes and short, wild and wavy hair. His sense of style is secondhand casual.”

biography: Keith is a dumb soft gay idiot thanks for coming to my TED talk

Keith’s biggest problem has always been empathy. It’s both a strength and a weakness - lately mostly the latter. He feels intensely enough even without telepathy, so being always connected to people makes his life hell (and he’s very bad at completely locking his talents down). As a result he’s constantly tired, grumpy, and guarded. Paranoid, even, since his return to Los Diablos - he’s not about to make the same mistakes that got him a fate worse than death in the past.

Having more of a tactical mindset, Keith relies on subtlety and stealth to get things done. Slow and steady wins the race, and he likes to consider every option before committing. Despite that he is quick to think on his feet when needed and can wiggle his way out of trouble... most of the time. But he’s not infallible and not without impulsivity, especially when it comes to certain people. It’s hard to remain logical when eaten alive by your emotions, and Keith has plenty.

Above all, Keith just wants to live. But the scars left by Heartbreak and the Farm run deep, leaving deep-seated hatred and fear, forming into a need for revenge. That need has grown into a desire to tear the system down, whatever the cost: Keith believes that’s the only way he’ll ever be free to live in peace. But he has doubts and hates the path he’s on: it’s only a matter of time before he breaks, hopefully by someone showing him this isn’t his only option. 

relationships: Has been in love with Ortega since forever. Lately Steel has also been on his mind, much to his confusion. He cannot figure Argent out and thus keeps his distance, and Herald mostly just gives him a headache (though he is growing fond of him). Despite trying to maintain only professional relationships as his alternate personas, he’s growing close with Rosie and Dr. Mortum (as well as tech shop coworker Marcia).

trivia: Apparently he reads Murakami, who definitely exists and writes in the FH universe because I say so. He also very much likes words just in general, reading and crosswords in particular. His favorite color is blue and he is unable to shave without leaving some stubble behind - maybe he’s lazy, maybe he’s incompetent, maybe he doesn’t care. Maybe it adds to the lowkey depressed aesthetic. Who knows. He also likes dumb sweaters (but the black turtleneck underneath is always the same - he probably has a dozen of the same shirt smh what a disaster).

health: (because apparently this deserves its own section!) Keith is an anxious, insomniac wreck with severe issues about intimacy, especially the physical kind. It’s not uncommon for him to stay up multiple days in a row, though the effects are somewhat less severe now that he can just leave his body and slip into Eden. He’s also a perfectionist and workaholic, so at least he always finds things to do. The most serious damage is in his hands: the heartbreak fall and glass shards severed and compressed his nerves, causing motor and sensory damage. As a result, they shake constantly and he has trouble distinguishing between temperatures and small details, and his pain reflex is suppressed. The shaking he’s happy to explain away as just a side effect of his caffeine addiction, which is no secret to anyone. He’s able to somewhat mitigate the effects with specialized gloves so he can still do tech work, and the villain suit has built-in accommodations.

[the VILLAIN]

name: Puppetmaster Evenfall armor: mysterious equipment: jump-jets and telepathic boosters debut: thief career: anarchist

description: “Evenfall’s suit is a shadow with a mirror for a face, revealing nothing. In its left hand, the suit has a neutered colony of nanovores functionally similar to having a disintegration touch, as well as being equipped with telepathic boosters and enhanced speed, as well as jump-jets.”

biography: sexy bastard after justice, mission focused, but has no body count

Evenfall is the polar opposite of Keith. He’s confident, cool and detached, menacing, and shares none of Keith’s many fears and anxieties. He’s willing to do what needs to be done, but he’s not unreasonable, quite the opposite. If he can, he will take a non-intrusive and peaceful approach, preferring a polite discussion to a brawl. 

Above all, Evenfall is after justice - and more specifically justice given, not taken. He won’t abuse telepathy to get people on his side, hoping to cause real change. It might be silly and idealistic, but underneath the armor is still the softness of Keith, and Keith doesn’t want to become what he hates so much. He still thinks like a hero and prefers to get his funding by stealing from other villains now that he can feasibly do so.

So far, no mission of Evenfall’s has gone wrong... badly, at least. The meticulous, almost obsessive planning has paid off, and he knows his limits. No objective is worth his life or his identity, and he’d rather back off to fight another day than risk it. 

[the PUPPET]

name: Eden gender: female description: “Eden is a tall Black woman in her twenties, with brown eyes and long curly black hair.“

biography: Eden is cocky and sexy but all about business so eyes up here yo

Eden is everything Keith is not. Confident, sexy, charismatic, mischievous, and very, very female. Not that Keith minds much, he’s good at compartmentalizing, and more importantly, he was always good at being he was supposed to be. That extends to his alternate identities.

Eden is a face, a business front, but Keith can’t bring himself to think of her as a tool. She is a person - not him, really, and also nothing without him, but she’s still a person. And though it’s not real, he’s growing very fond of the masquerade, and he’s very good at pretending things can be real. He does it enough in his own body. 

But more than anything, Eden is for business. Even if he sprinkles fun and games in between there with Mortum, with Rosie, that’s what she was designed for and that’s what she’ll stay as. If things go south, she’s the part Keith will have the least trouble abandoning.

[ddonggeun]

Hey! So I’m suspecting if I got adhd/add but is there any symptom idk. It’s really exp here to get it diagnosed

sorry it took me a while to get back to you because honestly i dont know whats a good alternative for you can be so i guess i can share my own experience? 

first of all i think googling symptoms and types of adhd and reading peoples account on how adhd/add manifest is a good start? my doctor and the reddit /r/adhd REALLY help me to accept myself (which is the first step i think) but the way i get diagnosis (i am adhd with predominately inattentiveness - but at the same time i have depressions and dyslexia which is like a killer combo 10/10 would never rec) is that i came across with an article a couple months about how girls with adhd are more likely to be (mis)diagnosed with depression and it basically fucks up multiple generations because they cant get the help they need and i was like wait whats describe in it sounds kind of like me but at the same time i have always been very lethargic and rather well behaved in class growing up i am nothing like what you would typically associate with adhd (you know the hyper-activeness) so during my next visit to the doctor (im getting treatment for my depression) i mention to the article to her and she said wait you know what describe how you feel in a classroom setting growing up and is there anything you do that teachers complain about repeatedly and tell me how studying and doing homework is like to you and so i did (i can go further into details of my life since a lot contributes to why i only get diagnosis when im 21… let me know if you would like to know i guess?)

my doctor (who just so happens to be an adhd specialist and is quite active in the research area i didnt know before then we stan forever i love her really she is so encouraging and so good at her job) took some notes as i was talking and after im done she said you know what i think you might be onto something but i cant be sure yet (since i have depression and dyslexia which both overlaps quite a lot with adhd/add) why dont i first explain to you what adhd is and i’ll give you the set of official diagnosis questions you dont have to do it just take a look at it first do some research organize your thought talk to your parents about it and if you think getting a test on it is something you want we can set up another appointment and we can go from there - which is really really nice because adhd has always been a taboo at least with my upbringing it makes you a loser socially academically and you know just in general its not something you will want to have…. 

in hind sight there are SO MANY SIGNS even in early childhood how come no one notice i dont know prolly because i grew up in the 00s if you are different you need to kys lmao rip: 

trouble paying attention in school or work,

the appearance of not listening - although im an audio learner funny enough

avoidance of activities that require sustained focus,

being easily distracted 

restlessness

fidgeting and cant sit properly - i shake my legs or click my pen so much especially when im thinking or anxious lmao, i got into trouble a lot when i was younger because i only sit in my seat facnig the teacher 5 mins max at at ime then i move around or i move the chair around i think better when i cross my legs but i went to a uniform school and i always make my skirt too short so you know

interrupting - if i dont say what comes to mind when it comes to mind, the thought is gone forever

frequent talking and talking way too fast - i get the exact same comment every single report day class from when i was 4 till i graduated high school im not even kidding “she has excellent comprehension skill and reading speed. it would be great if parents can help her out a bit in maths or chemistry.  she has a lot of potential if she applies herself, she seems distracted although when we ask her questions she can answer. very helpful and bubbly and yet she talks too much in class. she is not disruptive and her seatmate never complains but she just doesnt stop talking. we have been pairing her up with quiet students in class in the hopes that she will talk less in class but she just turn the quiet student talkative”

trying to do multiple things at once - i cant do one thing at a time, even when im say writing a paper i need to be listening to music or talking to someone if not switching between tabs or word files

mood swings

hyperfocus - oh boy oh boy oh boy

impulsiveness - i dont know if i get better as i age or is it getting worse i just know how to clean up my mess lmaooooo

poor time management - although i would say ever since i start listening to stuff 24/7 it really helps build a sense of the passage of time or whatever? its like now i know ok by the time i get to the third song in the shower i need to be washing out my conditioner; or say i need to go somewhere in 40 mins which is really abstract to me i set timers and put on a show thats 35ish mins even tho im not watching it just so im aware of time is actually happening if it makes sense

fail to follow through - i start things and once i have it figure out in my head i struggle to put it down in words or explain it to others i work well with other adhd peps tho

doesnt follow instruction and only do stuff their way

burnout - this is the worst especially if you are a perfectionist or a control freak and guess who is both 

trouble coping with stress - 

i luck out because im canadian and my doctor (in my schools clinic) just so happens to be a specialist who is very passionate about helping undergrads and grad school students to achieve as much as they can - so doctor and diagnosis for me is free. i do have to pay for my medications out of my pocket for a bit since im on vyvanse (to treat both my adhd and depression-lead anxiety its complicated but it makes sense when my doctor explained it to me lol) and this drug isnt covered by Pharmacare (CAD $130ish for 3 weeks worth of 30mg, im mostly on 30mg but on days when i dont have work on stuff or go to school i take 20mg just so my anxiety dont cause me to explode lmao) and very expensive but recently my doctor and i have agreed that vyvanse really work for me and it is something that i should be on daily for the foreseeable future we applied for special authorization which means i only gotta pay the tax… of course medicating isnt a must but it is what works for me and we figure out a way to make it affordable so i cant be more happy about that

at the same time i work with my psychiatrist to you know configure the whole adhd thing cause you know 21 years of repressing and forcing your feet into a shoes that not even your size frick you up thats something people dont tell you 🤷🏻‍♀️

what my doctor said to me then stuck with me - she told me adhd or add really is no monster or flaw in fact it is a very valuable set of traits we inherit from our ancestor - we hate it now because modern society render these skills useless well you see adhd isnt all about the hyperactiveness you see in the media people with adhd are extra sensitive to their surrounding and prefer hands on experiences (today we call them distracted) they are always aware of the change around them and is capable to attend to a couple things at a time and act fast because their brains are always making sense of things even when they arent consciously doing it. in todays society we dont want these kind of people why? because they ask questions they are curious people who notice trivial stuff that dont contribute to productivity they cant sit still which makes them not the ideal factor workers or pupils BUT! you have to remember that industrialization started like a century ish ago before that our ancestors live in predominately tribal society - adhd people then are the perfect caretakers and protectors, why? because they are always noticing things they adapt and react fast… so yeah it kinda suck for us growing up in a system thats designed to be everything we are and it is something that need to be changed but for those of us who “made it out alive” especially people who only get diagnosed in adulthood more often than not they look back and realize they have developed so many incredible ways to cope to make things work - are they always the perfect way? are they always health? no definitely no but at the same time it shows you how incredible these people are they make things work yes things are really hard sometimes but you got to give yourself a pet in the shoulder for not giving up… with the help of science and research we now know a little more about how adhd affect people we now have medication and programs developed to help people with adhd - they arent to dumb you down or numb you but instead it helps you to focus better so you can actually hear your entire thought and not just phrases or sentence fragments

[hcte]

hello kids you can call me l, 18 y.o, she/her. ( that’s an L not a capital i ) and this is august :D i am literally late to everything and have only half of his stats page up but it’s better than nothing ....  more info can be found under the cut and i’ll also list some plots i came up with that i really like !! ( going✈plot page later.. ) like/im me to plot so i don’t embarrass myself please :(

basically he’s his family’s golden boy/pride/joy/future breadwinner/etc etc but it’s all going to shit the deeper he gets into his family’s business ( a law firm his dad co-founded that dabbles in morally ambiguous dealings ) and it REALLY !! hurts bc all his life he worked his ass off with the goal of helping others in mind. fuck rich ppl !!!! 

his dad is a self-made lawyer who earns quite a bit as the co-founder of one of the biggest law firms in the area

not a troy bolton story of “dad this is YOUR dream not mine”-- his dad’s been his role model for forever and he’s wanted to work in the field since he was little

recent university graduate, top of his class, etc etc, law school bound. 

truly!!! the golden boy!! ambitious, philanthropic, calculating, etc and isn’t afraid to put the hours in to get what he wants

refer to: non-idle rich

despite his hard work he’s been accused of being a product of nepotism SO many times and it really grinds his gears lmao

an idealist/romantic at heart, genuinely thinks he can make the world a better place if he works hard enough

totally being ruined the more he sees the worst of upper class society (namely his dad lmao)

background info: he spent a year interning at his dad’s law firm but the dealings that happened under the table were oftentimes appalling (fraud, sabotage, threats against jurors, etc) and he came out of the experience half-jaded and half-confused-with-his-entire-life

confronted his dad SO many times but all he got usually was “that’s just how it is sometimes”

+ // driven, hard-working, well-meaning. genuinely optimistic in the world and wants to help others with his career. originally wanted to become a public defender (someone who represents people who cannot afford to hire one) but his dad was like Ummm no keep it in the family business buddy

- // self-righteous, perfectionistic, stubborn. has a bad habit of bossing people around; hard to convince him he’s wrong sometimes. HARSHLY perfectionistic and wants to be the best of the best at everything (it’s the virgo moon ladies!!) 

umm am i forgetting anything

probably

PLOTS!!!!!!!!!! i came up with these at 5am bored out of my mind but i really!! want them filled so please hmu im not a clown i swear 

our parents are cutthroat business rivals but i wanna take you on a date behind their backs

we graduated as co-valedictorians of our class and i’m still salty because it should’ve been just me

another rivals plot (i love rivals plots lol): we were rivals throughout college (should be someone also aspiring to work in law) and i hate your guts (confrontations in the bathroom after heated mock trials, backhanded compliments, having to pretend you get along in front of the heads of the department because you’re the top 2 students)

i know the awful illegal thing(s) you did because i helped with the court case (extension: i know the awful illegal thing(s) you covered up with money because i helped with the court case)

your family keeps trying to set me up with you but you’re in the closet/we don’t like each other like that at all and this is all just super awkward

our families are close but you’re the spitting image of snobby rich kid hedonism and i don’t like you at all

we’ve been best friends since middle school and you keep me grounded (banter, ranting to each other at night, supporting each other’s hopes and dreams???)

we were high school sweethearts but i dumped you for a law career and i haven’t seen you since then (or, you dumped me because it seemed like i was more in love w my career than you)

we hook up occasionally but you’re one of my father’s clients and we need to stop before this gets out of hand

these r just suggestions!!!! feel free to brainstorm w me if they dn’t fit ur muse(s)

[acrispyapple]

50 more interesting questions

Rules: fill this out and tag at least one person you’d like to know more about! Or just fill it out! Or don’t! Answer only some of them! Make up your own questions! “What kind of requirement is that”, you ask? A reasonable one! Who am I to tell you what to do? Anything goes!

Tagged by @incorrectmidc i had this open for days and i answered a few questions per night lol @o0w0o and @deathbymidnightcinderella  <3

1. What kind of food can’t you stand? spicy stuff and umm food loaded with exotic spices / herbs

2. If you could choose one minor inconvenience to never have to deal with again, what would you pick? my mouse ending up double clicking after a year or so

3. Have you got any useless talents? i have way too much trivia and animal facts. plus random skills with no practical use. oh and playing the piano is also a useless talent for me since i don’t really “use” it

4. If you were really really good at one thing, what would it be? my answer isn’t an “if” thing lol. i have a really good memory. it really helps with mostly anything i do + it makes studying easier. but sometimes people think it’s creepy that i remember little things about them, they think i keep notes about them or something lol-- but i really do just remember.

5. Name a few people you think are extremely good-looking - umm neil caffrey (matt bomer) from white collar, nick burkhardt (david giuntoli) from grimm, daniel shaw (brandon routh) from chuck -- i seem to have a type haha. omg i forgot jo in-sung. i’ve always thought he was handsome! 

6. What was your favorite way to pass the time as a kid? i was a pretty boring kid. i just read books, watched cartoons, and organized things. as a kid i’d look at my toys but never really play with them because i liked seeing them all set up nicely. i just kept collecting stuff i liked. the most i’d do that’s remotely active was play with my dogs

7. What is something you’re proud of? i do well academically and i learn fast. and somehow i’m proud of how i’ve remained the same over the years.

8. What’s one character flaw in people that you just can’t tolerate? i don’t know if this is considered a character flaw but i really dislike poor manners haha. it drives me crazy when people open their mouth while chewing or if it’s too noisy. i die a bit inside. besides table manners and manners in general, i dislike people who are rowdy during inappropriate times.

9. Do you consider yourself to be more of a leader or a follower? both but to avoid stress sometimes i just want to follow. i’m a bit of a perfectionist / rule follower so i get frustrated a lot. i know not everyone is like a machine but it’s hard with my ocd lol. and no this isn’t just me saying ocd like most people when referring to certain things, i actually do have it and i have medication for it

10. What kind of student are/were you? normal i guess. i got along well with people, i didn’t fail anything, and i never rebelled or did anything wild. it was uneventful lol. i’m still technically a student now, but i see it more as an adult thing.

11. Butterfly effect question! Has there ever been a seemingly minor decision you’ve made (at the time) that ended up having a profound influence on your life? i’m sure everyone has one

12. Name your most irrational fear/aversion well it’s not a fear per se, but i have an aversion to most asian food, sorta? the smell sets me off especially if it has a bunch of spices or herbs in it. my nose is just sensitive and i get affected easily by strong scents. but i’m fine with japanese food, maybe some korean and chinese stuff. for fears, iono, i don’t think it’s irrational to be afraid of spiders and big cockroaches ><

13. Are there any fictional characters you find especially relatable? a bunch haha but it’s mostly people associating them with me first. i’m not tsundere..... how dare they

14. If you drink, what kind of drunk are you? Alternatively, what sort of person are you at parties? i don’t think i’ve ever gotten drunk the way people imagine people getting drunk to be like. i remain the same except i get a headache. i don’t really change at all. and in parties i guess i just stay close to my friends. stranger danger lmao

15. Do you fall in love easily? Or does it usually take a long time for you to trust someone? umm no i do not. i mean i can trust them fine but i don’t think i can believe their feelings until they can prove it isn’t just a short time attraction. i’m in for long term stuff so i don’t really wanna waste time if it’s not headed there. but yeah currently in a long term relationship

16. Would you rather have one close friend or 100 casual friends? having fewer friends makes it easier for me to update all of them without getting tired of repeating the same story over and over haha

17. Do you consider yourself to be more of a slob or a neat-freak? always organized and no one’s allowed to touch my things haha

18. Describe a place (imaginary or real) that you would find incredibly cozy i’ve always wanted a seating area near a huge window with a good view, bunch of pillows, earphones + music

19. Do you have kids? If not, do you want them someday? nah i don’t think i can handle it. i’d probably go insane trying to control them and making them become my idea of what a person should be like

20. What was your favorite book as a child? the chronicles of narnia, still love it to this day because it’s really written well

21. Name one thing you just don’t get what all the hype is about WHAT IN THE WORLD DOES A FIDGET SPINNER DO -- yeah i’m sorry, i think it’s stupid

22. Name one thing that you think is tragically underrated i should have an answer for this but i totally forgot lol

23. If you had to be glued to a person for a month, real or fictional (who you have never met), who would you choose? since im in the midcin fandom i’ll just say byron

24. What’s something you’d like the chance to do someday? visit all the haunted places i’ve ever read about, and prolly explore old ruins. i was way into archaeological finds etc way back

25. Do you typically speak your mind when you have a controversial opinion? Or do generally prefer to not rock the boat? i try to say it in the most courteous way possible. i can’t keep it to myself because it would bother me and my mind would just dwell on it forever but i also don’t like offending people haha

26. What’s the dumbest fad you’ve been caught up in? sTiCkY cApS in chat (but i stopped after a month okay, and i was 12)

27. What’s something you thought was cool as a kid/adolescent, but now cringe at yourself for? typing in sTiCkY CaPs. kill 12 year old me pls

28. What’s a trait you consider to be very admirable? being kind and yet still firm when needed even when it comes to friends. i really admire people who don’t just blindly agree with their peers

29. Is there a particular kind of item people always tend to give you as gifts? (For instance, people always get you things with ducks on them because you like ducks, etc.) people give me stuff with owls, bears, hedgehogs, or stars because i love them. i also love stationery and pens. i like getting different colors and i never use them. i just keep them forever haha

30. Do you speak multiple languages? Which ones? i know a bit of stuff from other languages but not enough to be proud of it. i don’t want to be a poser and claim yeaaaahh i speak this and that lol

31. Would you rather live in the big city or the countryside? city please. i hate the quiet countryside. it’s like if someone comes to kill you and there’s no one around and you’d be all “this is why i should’ve been in the city with people everywhere”

32. Has there ever been something you were certain you’d hate, but ended up loving? byron wagner from midcin. when i first started and i saw him i was all, ehh eyepatch dude. so edgy. lmao. i even purposely skipped him during certain events and i regret that now.

33. Do you mind being the center of attention, or do you prefer the spotlight to be on someone else? i don’t want to be the center of attention, i’d feel awkward

34. Favorite holiday? the usual, christmas and new years eve... but i miss having an actual christmas where it isn’t summer...

35. Are you a more go-with-the-flow type of person, or do you need to have things planned meticulously? i always have a plan lol

36. Is there something you loved so much you wish you could forget it and experience it all over again? (A tv show, book, series–anything.) hmm, i can watch something over and over with no problem. all good

37. What hobbies do you have? reading (but it’s mostly fantasy and sci-fi), watching crap, annoying my dogs, playing video games, making stories in my head. I WISH I COULD WRITE AND DO IMAGERY WELL. oh well

38. If you could have a superpower, but it was only mildly useful, what ability would you want to have? the ability to moisturize instantly, one click. that’ll save me time daily

39. Something people are always surprised to learn about you that i like video games and anime lol. and that i’m happy to talk to them T_T

40. Something that took you way too long to figure out i still don’t know how to knife. how to knife~ i mean how to slice things or chop things or do anything in the kitchen

41. Worst injury you’ve had? is it considered an injury when you’ve had to get 4 major surgeries in a year? i mean i guess tending to / waiting for the surgery scars to get better can be considered an injury since it took a while and it was sorta a pain

42. Any morbid fascinations? umm, i can’t think of one

43. Describe your sense of humor i don’t really know lol. i make a lot of jokes and sometimes it breaks the mood for people lol

44. If you had to be born in another era/place, which would you choose? i really like princess stuff but the real medieval stuff would be dirty people who don’t take baths and really horrible stuff so maybe just the fantasy version of that + high speed internet

45. Something you are irredeemably bad at not rambling when i really like something. to the people who’ve ever had to listen to me whenever i got excited about something-- i’m sorry

46. Something that sucked but you’re glad you went through going to a nature retreat thing 3 months ago or something. i had no internet and it made me cry inside but i guess it was fine

47. Would you rather have a really godawful ugly tattoo in a place that is only slightly inconvenient to conceal with clothing (upper arm, thigh, etc.), or the coolest, most beautiful tattoo ever in the middle of your face? (Neither tattoo can be removed or concealed with makeup, and the ugly tattoo will deeply offend anyone who sees it.) i don’t really want tattoos in general so i guess the ugly one.

48. Are you more of an optimist or a pessimist? optimist

49. What would be the most flattering compliment someone could give you? something that isn’t physical or shallow. i’d be really happy if people noticed my achievements or if they liked something about my personality-- or if they found me funny lol

50. Something you feel people often misunderstand about you that i’m not nice lol because i keep to myself unless spoken to irl + that unimpressed scowl i always have. it’s like my default facial expression!

not forcing anyone to do it since it’s very long, just tagging for the sake of tagging! and i think most of the people i know have already been tagged? i’ve seen this tagged post done by most of them lol

@ashnable @nimmywik @captiveotomeprincess @otometrashcan  @princessdiarymdc @arimii @madamemalfoy21 @kinkymint @oh-my-otome

[lightwoodbane-family]

okay im really sorry i haven’t posted anything in a few days i have two issues:

1) school is killing me right now im literally so swamped lmao so im trying to get caught up there

2) it takes me forever to make gifs because if i don’t like them i can’t post them because im a perfectionist which makes it hard to post often but i PROMISE i’ll post something this weekend after homecoming (woo)

also thank you for 900!! love you all xoxo

[jeojungguk]

oh but i love it??? :( the thing will all the selfies... it's really cute and kinda helpful, like a resource. sorry for not telling you sooner and sorry for doing it on anon too but i really like your coloring so much and as i said, it's beautiful to see all their twitter selfies in one place! :))

Oh anon, thank you so much! :(( i’m unmotivated because i’m a perfectionist and it stresses me so much to match the colors and choose the order, it takes me forever LMAO but let’s see, because even tho im whining i kind of love making those comps HJSDHJSJASD but honestly thank u for this message, i love u!!

[bazingaholmes98]

yo

Tagged by the utterly fantastic @basmathgirl :) Here goes!

1. Coke or Pepsi?

Neither lmao. My mother scared me off of fizzy drinks when I was a wee little thing, so I never really acquired a taste for any. So it’s either stealing sips from a friend’s glass or nothing

2. Disney or DreamWorks?

... must I really choose? Well I guess Disney has a broader range with the stuff they’ve done (like Pirates of the Caribbean), and I fucking LOVE Epcot so. Disney.

3. Coffee or tea?

I may be Indian, but COFFEE ALL THE WAYYY.

But if I am really honest, I’m more of a milk + chocolate person.

4. Books or movies?

well depends really - if there’s a series I like reading the books before watching the adaptation, makes it all the more interesting to notice all the subtle symbolism in the images. But obvs you also just have film series and they work too :)

5. Windows or mac?

*shifts uncomfortably as I type on my mac* uhhhh yeah mac lmao.

6. DC or Marvel?

Well... I haven’t really read the comics. According the to Cinematic Universes uptil this point, Marvel for sure.

7. Xbox or PlayStation?

Playstation <3

8. Dragon Age or Mass Effect?

*crickets sound*

9. Night owl or early bird?

I love the night. I am the night. But my exams and hitting adulthood hormones are turning me into a semi morning semi night creature.

Having said that, I enjoy the darkness and the silence so.

10. Cards or chess?

Chess af. Even played it properly at competitions for a while

11. Chocolate or vanilla?

CHOCOLAAATTEEEEEEE

12. Vans or Converse?

Converse *Tenth Doctor vibes intensify*

13. Lavellan, Trevelyan, Cadash or Adaar?

?????

14. Fluff or angst?

Both. Both is good.

15. Beach or forest?

Well having lived near a coast for all my life, beaches have become slightly dull... and there are too many people around. Having said that, i do like getting wet at a beach :) Forests, but not the rainforest types with annoying insects. Peaceful coniferous forests which are nice and cool would be nice :)

16. Dogs or cats?

Both. Both is good.

17. Clear skies or rain?

Again, depends doesn’t it? Being Indian the rainy season is a fun time, but if I’m in an English countryside, clear skies are always welcome :)

18. Cooking or eating out?

Out. I’ll probably destroy my home cooking.

19. Spicy food or mild food?

Spicy and mild mixed. Essentially an Indian thing.

20. Halloween/Samhain or solstice/yule/Christmas?

Diwali kicks all of y’all asses :)

21. Would you rather forever be a little too cold or a little too hot?

Cold.

22. If you could have a superpower what would it be?

SHIT THIS IS HARD. Uhm... super intelligence? So I can procrastinate and be perfect at the same time without suffering near breakdowns and burn outs

23. Animation or live action?

Too vague...

24. Paragon or renegade?

paragon... as much as I like to think I’m a rebel I’m really not XD

25. Baths or showers?

SHOWERS. I’ve had baths all my life, taking a shower is like a luxury

26. Team cap or team ironman?

CANT. CHOOOSE>

27. Fantasy or sci-fi?

Well they’re both different sides of the same coin. Tho I guess sci fi is slightly broader.

28. Do you have three or four favourite quotes, if so what are they?

1. Anything that comes out of John Oliver’s soft face

2. Anything that comes out of the Doctor’s soft face

3. “I don’t go looking for trouble, trouble usually finds me” Harry im-so-done-with-this Potter

29. YouTube or Netflix?

YouTube

30. Harry potter or Percy Jackson?

POTAAAAHHHHH

31. When do you feel accomplished?

Coming back after an exam and being able to watch videos without any feeling of guilt.

32. Star Wars or Star Trek?

Haven’t really seen any of them... tho I saw the most recent Star Wars and I will watch it as soon as I can get my hands on them :)

33. Paperback books or hardback books?

Well I don’t really care, But i prefer hardback

34. To live in a world without literature or without music?

Again, one couldn’t be appreciated without the other. But I guess living in a world without music would hurt harder than literature.

35. Pale faded colours or vibrant colours?

Pale faded colours most of the times.

36. Good characterization with a bad plot or a good plot with bad characterization?

Good characterisation with a bad plot.

37. Favourite Disney movie?

LION KING

38. TV show adaptations or movie adaptations?

TV adaptations.

39. Museum or library?

Museum.

40. High School musical or Camp Rock?

Kill me please.

41. Three songs that have a special meaning to you? I don’t really have a real preference, all songs mean something or the other to me

42. What’s your 3 best / 3 worst traits?

Kind, compassionate, perfectionist/ perfectionist, stubborn, insecure

43. Favourite smells?

Coffee, newly bought books, earth after rain, chocolate

44. If you could do your life over, would you and why?

nah don’t have the patience.

45. Would you kill someone you love to save 20 strangers?

Nah lmao. Earth has too many people as it is.

46. If you could have personally witnessed anything, what would you want it to be?

The creation of the Universe. Cliched I know, but it’s really bugging me now

47. If you had to pick one colour to represent you as a person, what would it be and why?

Red

48. What passion would you pursue if there were no restrictions on your life (money, time, ability/education, etc)?

I have too many passions to really focus down on one, but mostly art and going into space.

49. If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be (can also be a mythical one)?

Well i have had cats I would like to have those, and dogs. I need some more animals in my life XD

When we are told to imagine our happy place, what do you envisage?

The TARDIS. Or surrounded by people I love. Or in the presence of people I admire.

Must I add a question?

well I would ask : Soundtracks or lyrics?

I shall tag @borealispolaris @banglesandanklets @ilovejohnoliver @adityavyas96 @spiritofcamelot

[merlinsorb]

do all the cities fill up that passport

ok jason derulo

Amsterdam: Do people think you are a complete "alien"?

no i don’t think so! i try to relate to people to avoid that tbh

Athens: Are you a perfectionist?

nah not really like i’d prefer to be perfect but im such a slacker it’s not super possible to procrastinate to the last minute and be a perfectionist

Belgrade: Tell me about the nicknames people give you.

a lot of things starting with mag! mags, magdalena, magnum

Berlin: How often can you get everything you really want?

i don’t really understand what this question means but i am really charismatic and somehow i have proficiency in persuasion because people give me things a lot. like if i just express an interest in something often people will offer to get me the thing and im like. that was not my intention friend. but i will not say no.

Bratislava: Tell me about the book of your life.

i wish it was this cool noir seattle detective series but really it’s a YA novel and the climax was probably my time at north seattle college where i got super depressed but idrk

Brussels: Do you use many different languages in a same sentence?

man i wish. i love that

Bucharest: Have you ever put someone in the Friend Zone?

lmao the friendzone is fake but i have absolutely been accused of it

Budapest: Have you ever been put in the Friend Zone?

the friendzone doesn’t exist but once i asked someone out and they literally said “lmao no friendzoned” it was an experience

Copenhagen: Have you ever kissed or been kissed by a complete stranger?

yeah kinda, i’d known him for a few hours tho so i don’t think it rly counts. i’d love to be kissed by a complete stranger

Dublin: Have you ever drunk to forget something and/or someone?

nah

Helsinki: Imagine you have to choose between love and your greatest goal in life. What would be your choice?

idk how to interpret this. like do i relinquish all love? i can’t experience the love my family has for me, or the love i hold for my friends? i’d definitely choose love in that case. but if we’re just talking about romantic love then maybe i’d pick my goals but honestly my goal is to like. make money (crapitalism ;)) and be happy and able to support those i love so i don’t think i could achieve that without love

Kiev: Have you ever felt hurt by words that cut your heart more than a knife could ever do?

lmao yes so much

when all my friends told me they didn’t want to be friends with me anymore

“get over it” 

i’ve definitely said more hurtful things though

Lisbon: Have you ever felt you were - absolutely - born in the wrong country?

no lmao im so privileged to be here but i do think i should have existed in wales

Ljubljana: Have you ever been mistaken as someone else?

i have! i met my friend luke bc he thought i was his friend hachi, but i am me!

London: More sense or more sensibility?

sense

Luxembourg: Have you ever deeply regretted something you done (and I really mean DEEPLY)?

i already answered this but to rehash ya the time i transferred schools bc it was unsatisfying and unnecessary but i met leif so ultimately im glad i transferred

Madrid: Which talents you don't have and you really would love to have?

i wish i could sew really well, and also fence. tapdancing would be cool. any instrument just something musical

Moscow: Are you able you sleep well every night?

it depends. sometimes but not always. most nights i sleep well i’d say

Nicosia: How often do you fall into a state of procrastination?

literally always. im procrastinating right now.

Oslo: What would give you absolute peace of mind?

fixing the goddamn planet so we aren’t destroying everything

Paris: Are you afraid of falling in love (in general or for a specific person)?

not really. i just gotta meet someone to fall in love with 

Podgorica: Would you die for what you believe?

nervous laughter idfk man probably not tbh

Prague: Are you a jealous person?

im not really sure anymore

Reykjavik: If you had to choose a country in the World to live forever and ever, which one it would be?

i think germany but i’ve never actually been there, maybe the netherlands

Riga: Would you take and publish a selfie if someone asked you to?

yeah!

Rome: Have you ever experienced undeniable and true love in any form?

maybe? if it was “true love” would i still be in it?

Sarajevo: How far would you go for the ones you love?

i would kill for the people i love

Skopje: What was the sweetest thing anyone called you?

Stockholm: Have you ever felt that you were an inspiration for someone else?

no

Tallinn: What was the strangest rumour you heard about yourself? 

Tirana: Do you consider yourself a sexy person?

yeah but i have trouble imagining other people consider me sexy

Valletta: Have you ever had a car or bike accident?

nope

Vienna: Choose a song to define your life and explain it.

Vilnius: Would you change your nationality if you had the chance?

yes

Warsaw: Have you ever suffered a depression?

literally every day of my life especially lately

Zagreb: Have you ever given your heart to someone who did not deserve it at all?

unfortunately 

Zurich: How important is money in your life?

well capitalism is pretty shitty and i hate everything so it’s p important

NOWHERE FAST: Don´t ask me absolutely anything. Tell – tell me what you think about the person that owns this Tumblr.

an anon sent this so i can’t! 

thank u for sending! this was fun !

[shakingsphere]

part 3

THE ONLY WAY TO KNOW ME IS ON THE ROAD TO NOWHERE

(Pick a destination on this European road trip- or more, if you like it) ugh everywhere?

Amsterdam:Do people think you are a complete "alien"? no lmao what

Athens:Are you a perfectionist? sometimes 

Belgrade:Tell me about the nicknames people give you. all through high school i was called by an acronym of my name but i dont really like it so i prefer to just go by claire

Berlin:How often can you get everything you really want? depends on how badly i want it and how hard i work. but not super often lol

Bratislava:Tell me about the book of your life. ??? bitch i dont read

Brussels:Do you use many different languages in a same sentence? when i speak french i’ll accidently mix in russian and english but in english i am très monolingual 

Bucharest:Have you ever put someone in the Friend Zone? yes several times

Budapest:Have you ever been put in the Friend Zone? kinda? they mainly just led me on and manipulated me tho

Copenhagen:Have you ever kissed or been kissed by a complete stranger? yes 

Dublin:Have you ever drunk to forget something and/or someone? not to forget but to let out anger yes

Helsinki:Imagine you have to choose between love and your greatest goal in life. What would be your choice? my greatest goal not everything is about love

Kiev:Have you ever felt hurt by words that cut your heart more than a knife could ever do? yes i’ve spoken to my mother before lmaooo

Lisbon:Have you ever felt you were - absolutely - born in the wrong country? no. 

Ljubljana:Have you ever been mistaken by someone else? no i dont think so

London:More sense or more sensibility? probs sensibility im a dumb bitch

Luxembourg:Have you ever deeply regretted something you done (and I really mean DEEPLY)? no i don’t really regret things i just take what im left with and move in

Madrid:Which talents you don't have and you really would love to have? i would love to be a good dancer

Moscow:Are you able you sleep well every night? i take meds to sleep so 

Nicosia:How often do you fall into a state of procrastination? not often but i do get never depressed

Oslo:What would give you absolute peace of mind? idk xanax

Paris:Are you afraid of falling in love (in general or for a specific person)? no but its also not something i seek out

Podgorica:Would you die for what you believe? yes probably

Prague:Are you a jealous person? no not really

Reykjavik:If you had to choose a country in the World to live forever and ever, which one it would be? i mean i live in america but canada seems nice

Riga:Would you take and publish a selfie if someone asked you to? if i liked the selfie enough i am a massive attention whore

Rome:Have you ever experienced undeniable and true love in any form? nooooooooo ew

Sarajevo:How far would you go for the ones you love? pretty far im very loyal but i cant think of anyone i would die for rn

Skopje:What was the sweetest thing anyone called you? my ex told me he liked me bc i am smart idk why but that 

Sofia:Have you ever been a victim of any form of prejudice? um misogyny (mainly academically) and some mild anti semitism lmao 

Stockholm:Have you ever felt that you were an inspiration for someone else? no and i should not be im a fucking moron

Tallinn:What was the strangest rumour you heard about yourself? that i was stealing from girls in my dorm lmao

Tirana:Do you consider yourself a sexy person? no not at all

Valletta:Have you ever had a car or bike accident? a car accident but no one was hurt

Vienna:Choose a song to define your life and explain it. noo too many songs brain overwhelmed but i like softly by clairo and white teen teens by lorde

Vilnius:Would you change your nationality if you had the chance? no i think thats so dumb and privileged, like being american does grant me a lot of opportunity and security. 

Warsaw:Have you ever suffered a depression? yes

Zagreb:Have you ever gave your heart to someone who did not deserve it at all? yes i have that problem

Zurich:How important is money in your life? i want to be able to live comfortably but i dont need to be wealthy