#im done with my art queue for today

[nordicbananas]

i do not like setting up my art queue.

[soundsdangeresque]

days 3, 4, and 5 of inktowbew!

i couldnt think of anything for day 3 so i mixed it with day 4 and drafted bixby o7

[good-beans]

I do believe it's bedtime 😌

[eluvixnsarchived]

gud morning i remembered to take my medication and have a plan for the day i will inevitably stray from bc i am unsupervised and left to follow the dopamine

[kellystar321]

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[mothsantics]

the closest we have gotten to caring about social media guidelines or whatever as of late is that we feel the need to space out art posts. other than that? doesnt fucking matter “who give a shit” -karl marx yknow

[bonesandthebees]

on another philosophical note sparkle emote (im too lazy to switch to mobile for the emojis kfjdsksd)

this is why i like . idk i love being online. i went on a whole rant today with my friend about like the freedom that having an online persona can give you. it's so much easier to experiment with gender identity with pronouns, etc etc

and even like... pfps. pfps mean so much to me. i have discord nitro and like . i literally thought it was useless until i did it to match pfps with my friend and then i never went back whoops, but i just... love being able to have multiple pfps. i love being able to express myself in so many different ways. i feel like having one pfp is so... constricting. i don't change my personality (or at least not consciously) when i talk to people online. in fact i feel more like myself online than in person lol but, it's nice to be able to express different parts of myself all at once.

and the amount of people who ive met online who are more comfortable with their online name than their irl name, idk i just find it neat :) i love seeing people having a safe space to truly be themselves eueueueu

agreed I love being anonymous online it's very fun to be able to give yourself kind of an alternate 'persona' where you can try stuff out like that!! names are especially fun. for pretty much all my teen years I could never come up with an internet pseudonym I liked more than my real name so I just. used my real name. because I was a little dumb BUT I didn't give away any other personal info about myself (like I never put my last name anywhere or anything) so I was fine

but yeah once i got into uni I started trying out internet nicknames and I have a lot of fun with them! I still really like my og nickname that I went by for a long time (I went by Cactus hence why my main blog is called bonesandcacti), but then when I got into mcyt I wanted to switch it up again. I liked the idea of going by bones, but I also wanted to try out bee because I have a bee tattoo and I love bees so I thought the name was cute. so that's how I got where I am now.

now it's reached a point where I go by bee in irl situations if I'm meeting people who (might) know me through my fics 😭 like anytime I'm in a lovejoy queue I introduce myself as bee, and when I was at twitchcon I only said my name was bee. I'm lucky that bee could also pass as a real name so it never raises eyebrows lol. I do actually really love my real name though. if I ever do get published you guys will find out what it is so you'll finally be able to call me it which would be fun

internet names are very fun and people should have fun with them :) I've never found a huge attachment to any of my pfps, except maybe my twitter pfp atm since it was art of me done by my dear friend @/aweirdlisa for my birthday last year. I love that art sm. but other than that I don't find I have a huge attachment to my pfps but I get what you mean. if I had full discord nitro I'd probably switch it up depending on the server just for funsies

[straykidzstay]

Fated Passion Pt. 1

This is a new series im working on. I have no clue how long it will be. It is FelixXFReader you are a very popular streamer in America. Felix is well he is Felix. Reader is clueless about K-Pop (seems to be my normal go to im sorry everyone!).

Felix rushed into his room to get on discord and hop on his PC. This had been his routine for the last year all his free time had been spent on online talking and playing games with you. At this point Chan was convinced you two had an online relationship. Sadly you didn't Felix knew he liked you alot but he knew you didn't like relationships. Plus you ran your own twitch channel. He didn't think you would want to deal with the stress of a long distance relationship. 

You lived in America a whole ocean away from him it wouldn't be fair to each other. Plus he was scared what fans would do, not just his but your’s were rather unhinged. He would love to tell you how he feels that he wants to be more to you than someone you game with. He wants to be the person you call when you're having a bad day. He wants to be someone you want to travel to see. He wants you to be out in the crowd at his shows. 

That was one thing though he still hasn't told you he was in a K-Pop group. He wasn't even sure if you knew who Stray Kids was or if you even listened to that kind of music. He was sure that if you were a stay you would’ve recognized his voice. Plus you two snapped and texted you've seen pictures of him. So you've never recognized him, which is something he was grateful for. Pulling up discord he noticed you were streaming. Which meant he was going to watch and bully you through text.

As of lately you had been streaming alone but today you were streaming with your best friend Emma. Felix enjoyed when you played with her you would usually let her play music. Not that your banter was boring, he just really liked to see what music you liked. He watched your eyes flick down to the chat smiling before you said, “What’s up mate.” He laughed behind the screen at your fake aussie accent. Typing ‘hello’ in reply to the chat. The way you would always say hello to him when you saw his username always warmed his heart.

Reader's POV

“Yo! Y/N!” Emma said to you as you waited for Dead By Daylight to queue up. Humming back in response as you were talking trash in your messages with Lix. “I wanna show you some songs I found on tiktok.” 

“Oh geez.” You said this locking your phone making a cringe face into the camera. “Well everyone it's been awhile since we've done this.” Being the party leader you canceled the queue pulling youtube up. “It’s  everyone's favorite game ‘Y/N reacts to whatever the hell Em found on tiktok’.” Placing the cursor in the search bar you waited for your friend to tell you what to type, knowing she could see you.

Giggling with excitement as she figured out what she should make you watch first. After a minute she finally decided “Look up Wish you the best by Lewis Capaldi.” Instantly you searched the video pressing play. By the end of it you were tearing up a little bit.

“Why do you gotta do me like that man?” You said this, making your friend laugh. Then she showed you an animated show she had found called ‘Helluva Boss’. Honestly you loved it, the humor, the art , all of it was appealing to you. “I love that! I think i'm gonna continue watching this later.” 

She giggled to herself happy with the fact you enjoyed it. “Ok, the last thing I'm gonna expose you to before I gotta go is Stray Kids.” 

“You mean like orphans?” You asked confused about what Stray Kids could be. “I know what this is though right? Am I wrong chat?” You watched as your viewers laughed at what they thought was a joke. However you were serious. 

You could hear Emma facepalm at your lack of knowledge you had. “No dummy! It is a K-pop group.” When she said this you mouthed “oooohhh’. She laughed and told you to choose any video. Searching the group you choose Maniac as the first video to watch. “Why does this give me JoJo Bizarre Adventure vibes?” This definitely seemed like something that would be in an episode. After watching for a minute you felt like you had seen one of them somewhere before. 

As the video ended you were truly puzzled as to why the blonde with a deep voice was so familiar. “So what did ya think?” Emma excitedly waited for your opinion on her new obsession. Still assessing the video you pondered for a moment. “We could watch another one search God’s Menu.” Shrugging your shoulders you put the video on. As the video played you still had this strong feeling you've seen one of these guys before. Does the guy with a deep voice look like Felix? No Felix has freckles but everything else was spot on. 

There’s no way he wouldn't have told me about this right? Shaking the thought out of your head. “Hmm, they definitely aren't bad.” Saving the last video so they would start coming up in your playlists. “I'm definitely going to start listening to them. Emma giggled in response, clapping her hands in amusement. Both of you signed off and you immediately called Felix in discord.

Felix's POV

His worst nightmare was happening in front of him and he could do nothing about it. He watched you type Stray Kids into the search bar and every fiber of his being cringed. “Fuck!” He dragged his hands down his face in fear. You didn't seem to recognize him so far. He was genuinely hoping you would just skip over him. When you started watching God’s Menu he knew there was no way you wouldn't recognize him. He basically saw you figure out the moment he was on the screen for longer than 3 seconds standing still. 

He knew you were going to ask him about this and he wasn't prepared, not in the slightest. He felt like if he had any chance with you before now it’s completely destroyed. He saw your live end and 5 seconds later you were video calling. Taking a deep breath he answered your call. The screen loading in showed your confused expression. “Hey Y/N!” he said sweetly trying to pretend you didn't figure it out. 

“Felix.” you said sternly, raising an eyebrow at him. “Do you have something you would like to tell me?” 

He avoided looking at the screen for a long time before he sighed out. “Im Felix from a popular k-pop group called Stray Kids.” he said, slightly embarrassed. “I'm sorry I didn't tell you before.”

“It’s okay, I just wish I knew sooner.” You said this like you had something heavy on your mind. You leaned your head into your hand looking down at your desk to him you looked sad. 

Watching for a moment he tried to examine your features to determine what you were thinking. “Y/N, what's wrong. I'm really sorry i neve meant to hurt you by not telling you.” He was frantically thinking of anything he could say to make you forgive him. You looked up at him softly, not a look he'd had been expecting at this moment.

“I'm not mad, Lix.” The use of his pet name brought him immediate comfort. “It just makes things harder.” That statement confused him. Makes what harder? His eyebrows pulled together trying to find the answer in your face. As if it would be scribbled upon your features.

Finally he got his words together to ask, “Makes what harder Angel?” 

“Before I had to worry about my fans, now I have to worry about yours.” 

“What do you mean?” He asked this breathless he felt like he was dreaming. 

Looking down embarrassed he watched a small blush creep onto your cheeks. “I feel like it's obvious Lix.” Looking back up at him. “I'm in love with you.” 

[osaemu]

life update under the cut bc this is a blog and people talk about their lives on their blogs!

omg okay so its only wednesday but I SWEAR ITS BEEN A WEEK SINCE THE WEEKEND. i have a five-slide presentation due at midnight that i havent started ((its 7:30 pm here)) and math homework due tmrw and im procrastinating bc i dont wanna do them 😭😭

ummm i have to make my queue post and then my mutuals post sometime soon. maybe ill do a selfship one too when my comms are done!! comms meaning art comms from other people but im writing in exchange so i have to do those too. maybe ill open writing comms for money whenever i set up paypal or something idk

kinda sucks that we finally got topless gojo but not the way we wanted it LMFAO,, sorry gojo nation. i would be devastated but dazai my number one pookie bear had the best day ever today so..... womp womp. also chuuya was so cute n silly in todays episode so i just cant bring myself to be sad rn lol

i think its funny how i stay up until 2 am most nights willingly and i dont drink coffee or energy drinks at all. im just built different!!

oohhhh i wanna talk about my irl friends rn. so irl whose codename is gonna be link on here is super cute n silly, she also writes fanfic but not nearly as often as i do. shes an ao3 girlie and shes super into zelda and thinks i write too much lmao which is probably true.

codename elsa is literally gorgeous. perfect breathtaking amazing in every way possible. shes a year older than me and i love her sm!! she thinks dazais very skinny which is true but...... hes my bf (real) (not clickbait)

codename jeanmarco is three years older than me and goes to berkeley :D theyre super fun to talk to and i cant wait for them to come back n visit!! i told them about the bsd and jjk updates today (theyre mostly involved in the aot fandom) and they said they were happy dazai survived bc otherwise i wouldve gone insane :3

honorable mentions: codename cat who got me into jjk (my old crush) left me on delivered for a whole month LMFAO, if it was anyone else they would be blocked but he leaves everyone on delivered so. im trying not to take it personally bc hes sweet but very bad at person-ing edit: he liked my spam post right after i posted this wow i manifested that so hard yall

also codename partay! keeps saying that if i were an animal id be a cat. idk why, i was whistling the other day bc i love whistling and she was like "hannah if you were an animal you'd be a cat".

EVERYONE ON MY SPAM TODAY SAID I LOOKED LIKE RAISIN BREAD TODAY. HOW DO I LOOK LIKE RAISIN BREAD.

anyways thanks for reading my life update ima do these more often now lmao!

[risingsunresistance]

ok im going a *little* bit mad w the garden update ... ive not done as much as i would like its prolly a rather unimpressive amount really bit im SO excited for stats abt it ... skycrypt garden stats pretty please 👉👈 ALSO just checked the visitor list on the wiki (the guest book i dont have patience to look at</3) and im ESPECIALLY excited that the puzzler?? can come by?? ough i REALLY wanna see the puzzler.... also i lovee that tia herself can pop in what a delight .... hhh its such a delightful visitor list ... anyways i need to lament somewhere that ive got a full queue of visitors 4 of which want ungodly amounts of ench pumpkin and 1 of which wants 4 ench cookies ..... dire straits !! im gonna hafta start setting up a ton more pumpkin minions at this rate</33 Any Ways i am having a delightful time w the garden i REALLY didnt expect to get into it much but i just need to walk around and use the replenishing hoe i got and my personal compactors take care of the rest its soo nice to just put on a stream/vod in the background and just go .... augh i have the lotus stuff i wanna say already but idk if its been that quick.... ive got 3 plots all fully planted in and more farming than ive ever done by hand in a few days </33 garden update my beloved ..... also since odowa is one of the folks wanting ench pumpkins from me i looked up their name and saw that odowa means trader :0 waugh... TRYIMg to make a drawing abt it ehehe

-crenshaw121

(i copy pasted the image without thinkin uhhh idk if itll show up but . yea :])

YOOOOO ART!!!!

i haven't done anything with the garden yet bc i cant afford to get invested rn </3 i playtested on alpha and stuff but i'm refusing to get too into it, i have to graduate lmao. i logged in for the first time in weeks today and decided to set up one (1) plot full of wheat, then bought like 100m worth of combat gear bc i felt like it. me and ark did 3 runs of f5 and decided that was enough for the day :P

[whump-queen]

alright here it is~

Whump-Queen Wrapped ✧.* 2022

I posted 2,389 times in 2022

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#whumper pov just sorta shows up in my brain while i’m writing like ‘hey babe what’s upp bestie were gonna torture some people now uwu ✨💖’

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#5

Seth looking whumpy as hell in last week’s chapter

Normally I’m not much for sick fic but this… this hits different

This doesn’t contain any direct spoilers, but im putting the rest below the cut bc it is from S2 E35… check this last one though :)

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141 notes - Posted June 30, 2022

#4

❣️New whump picrew tag!❣️

I love this picrew so make yourself or make an oc — idk just express yourself, have fun with it and tag those beloved mutuals!! <3

rip they didn’t let me have my fourth eye

145 notes - Posted November 18, 2022

#3

now get out there and torture your little fictional characters today 💖

353 notes - Posted July 8, 2022

#2

A sense of horror

One of my favorite tropes that I honestly think is pretty underrated is a loved one or an onlooker’s overwhelming sense of horror when they discover what has happened to a protagonist/MC.

Like, a character stumbling in, bleeding and broken, their loved one’s dread building and building as they unwrap the layers of mc’s clothing with shaking hands, only to find more and more and more blood— their panic and anguish overwhelming them when they discover just how deep the injuries go.

MC being brought home after a near-disastrous rescue mission, and the caretaker is finally able to get a good look at their injuries in proper lighting, and the horror hits them like a destructive blast when they see deep, bloody gashes, whip marks crossing along their back, deep cuts and bruises in various stages of healing, a broken bone jutting out awkwardly at an angle it definitely shouldn’t be, and they’re just so overcome with revulsion and terror and heartache at what mc has had to endure. 

And the fact that, that whole time, they had no idea. There was nothing they could do, but god, they didn’t know it could get this bad. 

Or an onlooker, struck with a nauseating realization of how twisted some of their companions can be; the guilt of a bystander a weight that grows and grows, as they wrestle with dueling urges to help and to stay silent. (shoutout to @whumpsday for giving us another perfect example of this trope just yesterday)

Or even a villain/whumper, who agreed to participate in the cruelty, at some point down the line becoming too repulsed by the bloodthirst of their own comrades or fellow whumpers, suddenly unable to look anymore, wracked with guilt and disgust and thoughts of ‘god, what have I done’ 

A caretaker, rescuer, or even a new captor obtaining a whumpee who has been so conditioned by their past abuser that it makes their skin crawl. MC asking, begging to be punished at the slightest perceived mistake, or just bringing their new captor or guardian something to beat them with before falling to their knees. Anything that leaves them horrified, wondering ‘what the hell did they do to you’ yet also being too afraid to ask. The “are you my new master” trope may fall under this category and is also just immaculate. 

God I love this trope, whatever you call it. 

More whump inspo

379 notes - Posted September 15, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Y’all.. if you’re following me and your blog looks like this I’m literally begging you to give me something, anything, to indicate you’re a real person and not a bot.

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448 notes - Posted October 12, 2022

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[i-fondued]

i came on here just to say i love you all, im working insane hours right now so i haven't been posting as much outside the queue.

also...i got fall out boy tickets today?? because they will be at fenway on 8/2 which is my birthday so it felt like it was meant to be

also also i am working on sinners however i am most likely going to have to move the update day to saturday instead of late friday depending on how much i can manage to get done in the next 24 hours, wish me luck ghesties LOL

also also also...I STILL DON'T HAVE POLLS HOW DARE YOU STAFF >(

and I am so close to hitting 1666 followers, when i do i plan to do a giveaway so stay tuned for that

ghisses xxx

i-fondued

oh, and side note...Ive started the labyrinth x ghost [probable] one shot based on missy's art so stay tuned for that ehehehe

[ss-trashboat]

I posted 1,502 times in 2022

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#5

and here we draw hands and shirts for adam cole bay bay ~

29 notes - Posted February 17, 2022

#4

Wrestleblr Secret Santa

welcome! this is just a fun little thing to spread some serotonin this holiday season. not necessarily holiday related, but something to pick up our spirits this holiday season ~

here is the form to fill out (i hope it works i haven't made one before lol). there's something for everyone here: writers, gif makers, editors, all artists welcome!!

i will be accepting applications for a week so they will close at midnight est on december 4th. then i will start assigning people! will be done through tumblr messenger so if you're not cool with that let me know please.

pieces are due to your partner by the end of the year, december 31st, but you absolutely can post sooner! if something comes up and you're unable to complete, let me know! we will have an option to be a back up artist, and i will also be a back up artist for anyone that's unable to complete on time.

most important, have fun! this is a super casual thing (i've never thrown one of these before so it's a learning process lol) so enjoying yourself is the most important thing. let me know if you have any questions, and share to tell your friends!!

43 notes - Posted November 27, 2022

#3

happy death before dishonor day, part two. beloved boi yoots, cause ofc i had to get all those emotions out of my system oof

45 notes - Posted July 23, 2022

#2

hey guys

so i wanna put together a fund of sorts to get night back to the states for a con in february. not much has been fleshed out as they're just announcing people, but there's a sentimental one for night and i just really want this to happen. cause who knows when we'll get to do this again. and i just. really miss my best friend

i know this is a long shot, especially before the holidays, but any little bit helps. i'm linking my ko-fi here that has the goal. i have some tiers set up as well as commission options. i'll also add the art i have for sale over time too.

share and tell your friends. let's start 2023 off great for night <33

55 notes - Posted October 18, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

babe made me a sheet to make things easier to share, but im taking sketch commissions! these will be on smaller paper, around 5x7 and 7x9, and can be shipped to you! only one person per page tho as they're smaller. will also do non-wrestling. these are for trip funds so please share and tell your friends!!

68 notes - Posted June 22, 2022

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[arcaneyouth]

its insane how much happier i feel when i participate in art fight/chat with people about art fight. genuinely feel like this might be some kind of hyperfixation. cant BELIEVE i considered quitting for 2 days there

[cozylittleartblog]

commission for Whimsyteller on deviantart, who wanted their two OCs in a style inspired by this ol thing of mine

dont tag kin/me or repost without permission - ko-fi & commission info in sidebar

[vanillabat99]

Heyo!!

Queue ran out!!

School just started back up and I also have a bazillion appointments this month so it might be pretty empty for a smidge. I'll probably kick it down to like 5 posts per day or something until I can get back on top of things!!

Don't worry, I'm still here!! I just might take longer to reply to things. My askbox is still open, my messages are still open, if you want my discord all you gotta do is ask. I will still gladly support you if you need it!! Feel free to send in positivity, ask for advice, send in questions, tell me about your day, literally whatever!! I love and care about all of you very much!!!

Thanks for being so patient!! Wishing you all the absolute best 💕💕💕