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torusblindfold · 5 months

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tw mentions os self harm and all that

had my first appointment w my new therapist yesterday and my mom mentioned the time she saw my scars and i was shook like 🙃

#its been years #i thought we had silently agreed to never talk about it #embarassing #i'll talk about anything but that please 😐#it kinda triggered me #i feel so weird now #i do not like this feeling #listening to dpr ian to recover but its kinda making me feel worse lmaoo #im fine tho no worries

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heynhay · 11 months

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you're my number one, you're the one i want

#klance #voltron #vld #it is some kind of insane miracle it took me this long to make this about mitski #i always be putting lance in situations...#HE IS FINE. HES FINE. THIS IS A HAPPY 'YOURE ALIVE' REUNION #anyway im signing things now. is it intrusive?#this is weird but the reason i never sign my stuff is cause im like...it ruins the immersion of the piece...#im not even drawing shit thats that good tho so idk what im worried about LOLLL #anyway extremely rare warm palette moment from me #art #my art #mitski

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crochetedcandy · 4 months

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My grandma is getting rid of her floor loom and offered it to me. The only issue is I have never even seen a loom in person. She got it 30 ish years years ago but it’s been sitting in her basement for I don’t know how long, so I don’t know what shape it’s in but I did find a listing from someone who has the same loom (X). Apparently it’s from a fairly local company and there’s only a few of these specific looms?

Im very excited to try weaving and have been watching Dolores Jacob’s Learn How To Weave playlist on YouTube and a handful of other videos but if anyone has any advice? Other YouTube playlists or books I could check for at the library?

#candy speaks #weaving #floor loom #idk I thinkkkk I’ll be fine it seems simple enough?#im just excited I wanna share lol #I might not even keep the loom #my pa wants it if I don’t but he want to disassemble it for the wood. it’s all oak wood so he’s hoping he can use it for something #but I kinda wanna see if I can convince them to donate or sell it to a ‘local’ weaving guild #even tho the closest guild is an hour n half away :/#they were gonna BURN IT if me or dad didn’t want it but after I found out the kind of loom it was uh I think they were talked out of that 😂#anyway I’m just gettin my thoughts out really I’m worried I’m gonna mess up the loom somehow or smth idk

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fauxvvounds · 6 days

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it's within self you can seek hope!!!

#vent art i guess?#im fine tho dont worry asdjkghkas #art #digital art #furry art #anthro #furry #fursona #artists on tumblr #my fauxworks

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catkin-morgs-kookaburralover · 17 hours

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"yes im so fine"

*researches whether i can get my hands on ipecac*

#tw ed #obligatory MASSIVE do not do this #straight up poison that can kill you from one (1) time #used to be used to induce vomiting #directly the cause of death of karen carpenter and countless others #i wont i swear i wont #but i still researched it bc i was curious #tbh there are easier ways of poisoing oneself than semi illegal drugs #also if yall remember the post about a poison i own: i did more reseach and while that amount would probably kill me w no medical #intervention; it would take just under three times as much to be absolutely certain of hitting the toxic dose (calculated quantity per kg #of the top end of a given range. so it could kill me but if i was gonna go out that way id want about three times as much to be sure.)#honestly surprised ive never heard of any deaths from it. the most likely way to survive would be to throw it up i think #(or present to hospital and take charcoal or smth)#honestly though. my research says loss of consciousness and required intubation within half an hour in case studies #hence if you werent in reach of medical attention youd probably collapse an die #and i am very deliberately NOT mentioning what it is bc of how toxic it is #ive thought of combining it and another method to be absolutely sure but eh #honestly if it DIDNT work it sounds straight up embarrassing to admit to people tho thats one of the things stopping me #but literally a dose in a child requiring intubation and kid ended up in a coma recovered w no ill effects.#thats the dream yk. try and succeed and youre free; try and fail and you see no ill effects.#but yeah i wouldnt try w only the amount i have.#so im safe #....rereading the above. okay i might be a little mentally ill lol #but i am safe and absolutely nobody call the cops on me.#im fine.#tw suicide #puddleglum hours #nobody worry abt me ok. im fine.#just thinking silly lil thoughts like usual :)#EDIT: just occurred to me that using this poison could make it not look like a suicide

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oscxrpceo · 5 months

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@inhcritance liked for a starter! (clone-ish shenanigans!!)

Harry Osborn is no stranger to waking up in strangely familiar places, whether that's the bed of the random person he went home with the night before, or, more recently, his bed -- in another universe. Somehow, he can always tell he's not in his home universe just by the way the sheets feel. Sometimes, they're a nice silk, othertimes an annoying microfiber cotton.

And, unfortunately, today is one of those days where he wakes up in a bed that something in him tells him is his, but not. He just hope this universe's Harry is, for lack of better words, living.

The ones where he's not are always harder to be in. He's a walking corpse in his own universe thanks to the botched Spider-Serum he'd attempted to make, but sometimes it's worse when that's literal.

He also hopes that he's not, well, currently dating someone. That'll make things awfully awkward.

"At least I'm not made of paint," he says.

#inhcritance #the 'verse where everything is happy and nothing bad happened ever. except for everything bad thats happened to him bc oscorp -#-started dabbling in multiversal travel #also i have Not finished sm2 but im not scared of spoilers if u worry abt that lol #i'm TRYING to finish it but i havent had the time rly #i Am already in love with that harry tho. and ur harry!!!#also -- i know in ur rules the way u format ur posts; would u like me to bold my dialogue as well for accessibility reasons or is it just--#--stylistic choice?? either way is fine with me!! i just wanna double check <3 #ALSO ALSO. sorry im so normal. anyways. idk where ur harry in relation to mine but i imagine he's at least close enough to hear/see mine --#--just. appearing out of nowhere.#v: multiverse (tasm)

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beaulesbian · 1 year

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Trigun Stampede || episode 10

#trigunedit #trigun #trigun stampede #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #vashwood #vash #wolfwood #mine #gif:trigun #why did they had to make this scene in the darkest room possible :'))) coloring this is the worst #anyway... vash apologizing even tho he knew it was wolf's mission to get him there... it hurts #and how wolf looked at him when vash thanked him ;-; the painn #and vash still managed to smile about it......this is fine #i forgot to post this.. i had it in my drafts for few days...#im worried about the new ep tomorrow ;-;

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koko2unite · 5 months

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i dont know why but im scared of visiting twitter right now... lol?

#recently posted new art there and i dont wanna see it for some reason #i keep getting sb'd everytime i post new art so i guess its from that #dont worry i'll post it on tumblr too #only two of them tho #the rest cant be posted because theres peanits #for some reason im fine if an art is not well liked on tumblr but on twitter i just feel so offended i start getting upset lol

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mirick-vn · 8 months

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[ wip ] drawing that one scene of noé dragging domi under the blue moon for an art assignment :3

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milkweedman · 8 months

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Potato leek soup and some honey whole wheat bread from yesterday.

#they go very well together but not quite as good as if id made soda bread. the honey is a little too much for soup i think ?#was glad to try out the recipe tho. i wrote it up from memory for a friend and have been worried i was wrong #abt proportions and all but its fine.#tbh the way i cook is like. if the recipe require specific amounts of stuff and substitutes dont work #then im not gonna make it. im a #'throw stuff in a pot on autopilot' kinda guy. like with stuff like quiche especially #i dont HAVE a recipe i just do some stuff with what i have and then bam. delicious quiche every time #so... writing up recipes is a little difficult but im glad this one at least worked for me xD #cooking #baking #now all i need is some tea... too lazy tho

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betweenblackberrybranches · 1 year

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Sorry for not posting much depression is hittin me hard rn

I really wanna make the next part of the comic or some cute doodles or even just answer asks or talk to my moots and reblogg their super cool stuff but everything is so hard for me rn nd i am so very exhausted and thats so frustrating

I wanna have fun with all of you right now but i just cant >:( sanch

#i ramble #im just really really tired #i know its going to get better again but i dont know when #i also really wanna do an ask game again but that means i have to actually sit down and write down stuff #which usually would be fun but right now my head spinns just thinking about it #i mean all of this isnt new to me i have been struggleing with depression for over 10 years #but its still sad when the things that usually make you happy just leave you exhausted and empty suddenly #sorry for the ranting #also do not worry about me its all fine #gonna get through this like i did a million times before #its still not great tho #im just gonna roll up under my bedsheets and take a nap now #like some sort of hibernating hedgehog or something

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kingsis · 4 months

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Fellas if I end up in the hospital anytime soon u better carry on my legacy

#melon talks #hi i have. severe blood loss and blood clots but its fine bc im afab and i was born to suffer :)))#its genetic tho so don't worry. the only solution is getting scooped (which they won't do bc 'what if i want kids')#god i love having no rights to my own fucking body. i love the reminder that i literally cannot live a normal life

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stormyrainyday · 25 days

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man growing up without any privacy is a fucking trip what do you mean i'm scared my mom found my imagine dragons CD it's imagine dragons for fuck's sake why would i get in trouble for that

#i want to buy a bunch more cds too #but if my mom looks too closely at my music i think i'll die #since she has a history of being weird about it #okay sorry i discovered my chemical romance when i was twelve #it was a decade ago #am i allowed to listen to sad songs now #or songs where they say “fuck”#any time i want to buy something i evaluate in my head if it's okay for me to have first #the way i triple thought before buying mayday parade merch when i went to their concert #because of fear #and it's more than just music #i chat on discord so she never finds my messages #exclusively use it on incognito so i can close out at a moment's notice #because she went through my text messages #i don't keep a diary because she'd read it behind my back #i hide my sketchbooks because despite being a medical student i worry she will be weird if i know too much anatomy #she was weird abt me not drawing a shirt on a bust drawing #that didnt even include shoulders #like jeez #anyway #sorry for venting in the tags lmao #sometimes i forget that people actually read my posts #and im not just existing here lmao #erm close your eyes im fine #i really want more cds tho #sour #collide with the sky #scoring the end of the world #folklore #ugh just so many

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goyurim · 1 year

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why does everyone want mr. ji to be the killer. why can't he romance yeong-ju, the hopeless romantic, in peace. she fell in love with him at first sight she deserves at least that much :(((

#crash course in romance #i know theyve had like one (1) scene together but still #i want him to be clean :(((#i want sun-jae's brother to be clean as well but at this point im not too worried about him he seems like a red herring he's fine #we know nothing about mr ji tho so your suspicions are valid #but i just :((( i dont want it to be him :((((#moon talks

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tabbyrocks · 9 months

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thought up a monodeku scenario last night and it followed me to today so here we go

It's their second year and its currently prom or some shit idk. some sort of big school party event.

and the two are talking (Monoma and Izuku obviously) and Izuku brings up that he does, in fact, not know how to slow dance.

and Monoma is SHOCKED. appalled even. so naturally, he offers to teach Izuku because he's just so great and amazing.

but he didn't exactly think about all the physical contact that is involved with slow dancing, so when Izuku has to put his hand on his waist Monoma just freezes.

he's gay. he's panicking. boy oh boy is he panicking.

#monodeku #monoma neito #izuku midoriya #izuku is somehow oblivious the entire time this is happening #they successfully slowdance #monoma is just awkward tho #monoma and his adhd impulsivity #izuku is also a little bit gay hes just hiding it better #they are both nervous wrecks #izuku defo asked if monoma was okay like 5 times too #monoma would say yes everytime #“monoma are you okay you are like really sweaty do you need water”#“im fine and like so normal rn dont worry ahahahah”#but internally hes like #“oh god hes touching me hes touching me and looking at me and TOUCHING ME WHAT DO I DO HES STARING AT ME WITH HIS EYEBALLS HELP ME”#I am a touch starved monoma truther #people don't touch him a lot bc they are scared hes gonna copy their quirk or something

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indilaras · 1 year

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Cytham Week Day 3: Modern AU

(yeah im shuffling prompts what of it punk??)

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"I guess it's just us today."

"Bookstore date, then? My treat."

"...you won't be saying that once you see the price tags on those Genius Invokation figures."

#my art #cythamweek2023 #genshin impact #cytham #haino #cyno #alhaitham #lumine #paimon #dehya #dunyazard #rip lumi and paimon... stuck in inazuma... flight canceled bcs of bad weather #dunyazard will be fine but her parents and dehya are reasonably very worried still #i could've finished last night but nooo i wanted to color it ughh (but im glad i did tho it looks nicer)

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