#im just feeling sappy okay

[neoxsanctuary]

Mutuals i am giving you all a forehead kiss

[skitskatdacat63]

Okay now where's the Seb teddy bear so I can make them kiss each other!?

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[enhanced-operatives-division]

Prism's concept art has been. Deeply on my mind. They had some killer ideas for her and ummm.....sobs in my hands. I love her?

[oceaneyesinla]

uMmmmmM!!!!!

I'm gonna use this as an excuse to be INCREDIBLY sappy (being a soggy sappy loser is my whole thing this isn't unexpected)

Thank you to everyone who has read my writing and interacted with my posts and said such kind lovely things about it all. Real life is a bit of a shit show right now and I appreciate all of you more than you'll ever know

Also a giant I LOVE YOU to all the amazing friends I've made - you make the world brighter and you're all so talented and so friendly and I'm just really glad you exist okay?

[sparrowsortadrawzzz]

hey, listen kid, it'll be okay. humans take things too far sometimes. but I promise it will be okay <3 don't listen to someone being overly extreme with a toxic idea or behavior, you don't need to live in fear. not everything is awful, I promise. there is good around us every single day, one just needs to look away from the negative for a moment to see it. be the reason someone looks up. don't forget to look up sometimes too, it'll do you good. live how you need to to be happy as long as it doesn't harm someone else. nature will take care of the rest.

this too shall pass. just breathe. 💜🌌

[laurzvahll]

Feeling really emotional!?!??! rn bc im happy and surrounded by kind friends and just bahh literally like 3-4 months ago i was feeling so alone and now i have more friends than ive ever had in probably my entire life. Hi guys

[scionshtola]

corishtola. send tweet.

[chemblrish]

x

[windupaidoneus]

this need for approval is a fucking disease it is absolutely mind boggling that i need feedback on what i say & post or my mind decides everyone takes a look at it & goes yep here goes this annoying freak again talking about his annoying freak things. & im not even like that with everyone. it literally does not fucking matter oh my goddd grow UP! im normal now. i understand my minds machinations. misto is nodding in approval at me

[meatriarchived]

not to be a complete sap at six thirty in the fuckin morning but like.

Its been a trip and a half this past what month and a half maybe since i came back to this account? After leaving it over nearly two years ago and expecting not to, especially after everything that happened last year

(can skip over stricken part ♡) ------(finishing degree, brothers dog passing from cancer, moms cancer diagnosis, helping dad be her caretaker and watching her wither over the two months of treatment, family being insufferable and unreliable and still demanding shit from her during that time, the stress of preparing for my graduation and losing her right after, my youngest cat passing)

and the last thing on my mind being trying to write. In spite of mom telling me to get back into it, it was just one of those things where i couldnt really find the push to do so. Grief for my sister twenty years ago gave me the drive to write because she used to write poetry, and grief for mom and my cat-baby had seemingly killed it this time last year.

I really wasnt expecting to come back to tumby to write when i came back here, and i expected that itd be a week before i disappeared into the ether again, but ive genuinely had so much fun this last month and a half writing and chatting over disc - which was also VERY MUCH unexpected because i really never was comfortable with using it or joining servers but im seriously so happy i finally did - with those who have gone on silly lil tangents with me over these silly lil guys on my roster. Who've made all these different lil dynamics with me, for all the boards and the affiliates and all of that.

Ive really had such a good time the last few weeks, its given me a much needed push in terms of getting out of bed yknow? Not letting grief have me in such a chokehold.

And its very much appreciated, truly, to just come on here and be silly and feel welcomed. It's something very much new in spite of being all over the rpc for years. You guys are seriously such a breath of fresh air and im very happy and very lucky i feel being able to write and talk about a game and characters i quite literally have never even played dhudsb

All that to say, ive just been feeling alot more lighter since coming back and alot of its to do with how sweet and lovely and welcoming yall have been.

Before i let myself get any Worse on the sappiness, just leaving a Thank You for yalls patience with me esp this past week tryna get my damn brain back from being lost in luggage sbdjvud vacay brainrot is still lingering but hopefully goes away soon.

Its just been very nice since returning. Yall have been more than lovely vibing with and letting me ramble about muses with near nothing to them that ive yoinked from gun to my others from near non-existant r.pcs like my remakes and trials peeps. And with my little bird.

Im a ridiculously reserved and quiet person and my anxietys got a chokehold still that makes me hesitant in reaching out / talking as often as i wish but i do feel like ive started poking out of that since joining the server. (I also often sort of. Blank out. Time passes me by very strangely and it sometimes comes with me not realizing hrs or at times literal days have passed without me registering it has. So, especially thankyou on being patient with me c;)

Thank you for the last month and a half ♡ its fuckin wild to me that its both been a month already and that its only been a month. Feels like its been simultaneously much longer and much shorter somehow.

[topflights]

i’ve got another 20 mins left in 2022 so i’ll get sappy rq. i’ve really, truly, genuinely enjoyed being on here w y’all this year. i joined wrestling tumblr near the end of 2021, so i’ve had this blog a little over a year now, and i’m really grateful i made it and joined you guys on here. thank you for looking at my silly little posts, thank you for thirsting abt wrestlers w me, thank you for sticking around and being generally welcoming to a new face around here. it’s been a really fun year enjoying wrestling with you guys, and i’m excited to do it more in 2023 💕💕

[maiteo]

[silks-up-my-sleeve]

Thinking about how when I started this year, I never knew I would be ending it with a best friend who lives on the other side of the globe and who I've learned to fill out customs forms to send things to. Someone who's seen my best and my worst and still loves me regardless. Someone who gave into hearing about my favorite band and now it's one of theirs. Someone who I've built a deep trust with over such a short period. Someone who I'm glad to have met and someone I will choose in every lifetime 💕💕

Hey I'm being sappy abt u @loser-user-noaccuser

[pl-ceh-lder]

i got so unbelievably fucking lucky with my roommate i can’t believe it like i cant even put into words how much i love them and how grateful i am for their patience and consideration and consistency

as much i love them all, i really think if i lived with anyone else in our program the sheer stress of the work would bleed into the home and they wouldnt be as tolerant or cognizant of my peculiarities, so i think i truly am very blessed to have all that i do and i’m glad my roommate and i can grow and learn and accommodate one another together instead of letting stubbornness and different needs pull us apart

[kate-m-art]

Y'know, think it probably says something about me that the top song on my YouTube Recap this year is one I fell in love with because it makes me think of Autumn and Maeve TvT

Just like first half is so Maeve to me, it's how they met TvT She saw him passing through town at midnight and brought him in where it was warm, gave him food ♡ she's so good at really listening and then talking him down when he needs it, putting things into perspective when he's spiraling

And then second half is Autumn, he doesn't see himself as a good person, but how much he cares about her makes him want to try. She's probably the first person he really intentionally went out of his way to help and tried to make happy. She doesn't have a lot of people that will *really* listen to her the same way she does for everyone else but Autumn will.

They're just sweethearts and I love them TvT so much selfless love in both of them for the other

[spaceprincessem]

i should be writing but to my beloved mutuals i love you all so so much 💗 you make my day with your thoughts and fics and art and writing so thank you 🥹