#im just. auuughh

[kiiirtiiiniii]

new fun poses for Sovi's refsheet ::]

[lemodoe]

sweats.oh no

[endersdead]

and like fuck i hate being sad on a great day todays a like really amazing anniversary for me & our partner & im so over the moon happy about it i just also cannot stop crying lol

[rockintapper]

guh,,,,m,m,,,, rhythmtober day um 5. different outfit

EHEHEHEEEE i love this remix so much. The rotten

\/ funni reference picture \/

>:3

[tillman]

New image making me feel like my heads underwater

[technicalknockout]

In a steven universe community im a part of suf is still recieved as "TERRIBLE TERRIBLE WORST PART OF THE SHOW WHY DOES IT EXIST" and im just standing in the corner like. None of you understand

[rc-colaa]

back on tumblr despite how confusing it is

[groovygianni]

going to the doctor today to pathetically admit to him not only has it been like a month since my last HRT injection, but I also keep putting off/missing the window of time to pick up my prescriptions I need at the pharmacy.

Also I really REALLY need my ingrown toenail dealt with and my shitty ankle fully looked at too TwT

[bunniehunn]

HIII BUN!!!!!!!! I JUST WANNA SAY THAT I LOVE YUUBENI X VIL💖💖💖💖 THEY LITERALLY SCRATCH AN ITCH IN MY BRAIN THAT I DIDN'T EVEN KNOW EXISTED

EUH? EUUEUEUEU AUUUHHHH???

IMMMMMMM IEUEUURJEUUUUUuauauauUauauuauAUUUUSUHDGGDHDHSGSGGDHZJZJZJKSJAHHAGAHAUAUUUUUUUUUUUUUGGHHHGHGGHHHHHGGGGGGGHHHGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG

CECEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭🥺😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺🥺😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😢😢🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺😭

OUUUUUUUHHHHHGHHHHHGGGGGHHHHHGHHHHHHHHH I LOVE THIS SO MYCH UGOMH💕💕💕💕💕💕💖💖💖 AUUUUUGGHHHH THEYRE SO CUYGE BENI IS ADORABLE OOUUUHHGHHHG AUUUGHH UUUUEUEUEURURUEUEUEUUE 😭😭😭💖💖💕💕💕💕💕💖 AUUGHHH YUUBENI IS SO BRIGHT IM BLINDED/POS AUGGHHH

AGAHAGGAGAGAGSGGSGSGYSGSG THANK YOU SO MUCH UUUEUEUUEUUAUUAUAUAUUAUAUAUUAUAUuu AUAUUAUU IM GONNA CHERISH THAI SHHH IS SO CUTE

[izzyatchi]

i was scared to show i liked mother ships and all, especially when one of my fave artists actually hated mom ships and would block the tags n people…

SO I GOT REALLY SCARED, i didn’t wanna reveal i liked any of them because i didn’t wanna be hated over it let alone blocked. understandably so why cause they’re all children but auuughh im not even trying to be weird about that and i just wanna like ships..for fun? I wanna be serious with mom art and draw sad stuff but also have fun moments that make me feel happy as the artist drawing it!! and joy!!

umm, im still a little worried showing i liked mother ships now, but honestly i gotta say - the whole reason why I ended up revealing I liked mother ships was because of @nanaten!!! I ended up reallly liking clausten and discovered the clausten blog she has, and i found her main blog llike a good couple weeks later and AAHHHHH ❤️ her clausten art and her blog encouraged me to actually want to draw the ship for the first time - and post it on tumblr too! It’s not even just nana anymore though, there are so many mother artists im mooties with who do ship art too and it feels great!! sure, maybe i’ll be hated, but i’m really relieved i get to be open about it and just..enjoy ships without having to think of who’ll hate it behind the screen because i focus on the positive comments i get with my art iwndkwnjd

it feels good for me to speak about this i think :"D i even considered making another tumblr blog just to do seperate mother ships but i’m glad i chose to go “screw it lets just post on main”, because i then got to meet the right people in the fandom that appreciate it for what it is - and also even people that respect the art even if they don’t like mom ships!!!

as i said, i’m still nervous about showing i like it. but i think talking about this here makes me feel a little better to keep it up

[conclaveconfessions]

I kinda wanna ask my friend if we can make our conclave OCs fall in love but AUUUGHH IDK IM ACARWD AND I DONT WANT THEM TO SEE ME AS PUSHY OR WEIRD

I mean it doesn’t have to be reciprocated and it could be one sided, or they could just be friends, but like. The potential is there.

What do I do😭

You miss 100% of the shots you don’t take child, the worst thing that can come is your friend says no and you respect that.

[proship-confessional]

"oh boy i hope i dont get attached to an incest ship!" i said with joys. i was then shot 57 times /ref

AUUUGHH. gonna use 🐑🥭 for it 4now..... aauuugh fuck i love dadson IM SO NORML

🐑 being too lazy to tell his dad he likes him so he just sits in his office doing fuckall until his dad, 🥭, visits his office to scold him for not working. Can anyone hear me

-🎰💉

<3

[scyfozoa]

Where the silent Irbis heads, the frozen reaper follows

"If you're trying to get a hold of Kou, I doubt sticking around here just waiting for him will work. He's on a break right now, so he probably headed for the mountains to cool off with Katu– ah, nevermind that. If you do see him, tell him to head back for dinner soon, okay?"

— Baizhu

◆ Name: Kou

◆ Title: The Irbis and Winter's Reaper

◆ A half-adeptus working for the Bubu Pharmacy, a Snezhnayan spirit alongside him

◆ Vision: Cryo

◆ Constellation: Panthera Uncia

AUUUGHH kou drip marketing..... used his splash art here but im not happy witj it so . ill defo have to remake it but. artfight....

heres the other drip thingy !!

[peachphernalia]

POINTS. VENTURIANTALE?!!??!???? I HAVEN'T HEARD THAT NAME IN YEARS.............. AAUYGHHG IM AGINGGGF IMOLLDDDD AUUUGHH /SILLY

yeas sorry to jumpscare you . i miss it every day …… well i Don’t miss it i just miss johnny ghost everyday . really

[crushedsweets]

in a far away universe where ninakate is canon in creeped verse how do u think their future together would be like? Like moving in with each other...getting married...adopting pets etc etc

AAGGGGHHH OK OK this is SUPER fantasy-type for me, not really realistic for the lore itself... but au where ninakate is canon is fantasty anyway so i do as i please. this is so fanficy and cheesy and stupid and goofy but i dont even caaareee they make me really happy I MISS MY GF(i saw her today. mb)

so this would happen LONG after kate finally heals from O/S syndrome. she is no longer a proxy, no longer has 'the chaser', has spent years working with toby, nat, jack, and nina to get better. get her GED, heal her overworked body, etc. i think kate would have to get a new identity/SSN from BEN so she can work. . . OR she'd wipe all of her missing person files and he'd get her a copy of her SSN, so everything can still be under her name?! i dunno, something super over-powered LMFAO

they'd move close to the coast. a quiet beach city filled mostly with old retired couples and young families. they rent out a small, quaint little house from an older butch/femme lesbian couple. its a short 30 minute walk from the beach (nothing for kate, good for nina). nina works as a nail tech, kate works at a morgue. lots of night shifts for kate, but nina has a disorganized sleep schedule, so she'll be awake when kate leaves and comes home. . .

nina would want marriage sometime into their 30s. without a doubt. and i dont think kate would mind. 'its a piece of paper' (its a legally binding life long commitment but she dgaf) .... nina would get so emotional talking about it, kate is like 'ok well why wouldnt i do it. make her happy.' nina wants a huge, dramatic, extravagant wedding... but i think they'd have a small, private wedding on the beach with very few people. nina wears a mermaid style dress with a dramatically long veil thats dragging all in the sand and was an obecjtively bad decision but kate said it was pretty so nina HAAAD to wear it. kates in a suit. with a pink little pocket square. cuz nina wanted to have pink in the wedding. they probably organized it all themselves, having them + toby and clocky thrift a ton of rando wooden chairs and toby/kate hand made the arch while clocky/nina put flowers all over it. AUGH. come on.

nina wants a chihuahua sooo badly sooo bad so bad. or a pommie. just some cutesy small dog. kate wants like a huge guard dog. smth smth 'for when im not around' and ninas always like oooooooo u care about meeee . LMFAOOOO. so maybe a pommie and a rottweiler .... crazy cute combo, of course .. .

they'd still have issues to get over. neither of them are very healthy partners for a long time, with nina being so horribly anxiously attached and kate being so distant and avoidant. kate being so bad at communicating would trigger the fuck out of nina. and nina is quick to raise her voice, and kate is selectively mute, so nina would trigger that as well. which frustrates nina, then upsets kate, which is a shitty cycle. nina has horrible self image and self esteem, and kate is NOT equipped to handle that - her appearance has never mattered to her, and nina being so worked up over superficial stuff is bothersome. they have a LOT going on that they NEED to work through. and since this is a fictional fantasy ship, THEY WILL LOL they will. because i want them to. and i think they deserve it.

auuughh i just. . . i like them :(

[clamsjams]

opla thoughts:

i already heard abt this from someone on tiktok but it was still a little disappointing to me that they changed namis story. like don’t get me wrong it was amazing and i did end up crying at one point but like

the tragedy in the live action of nami sacrificing herself for her village, and the villagers not knowing abt her deal with arlong and hating her for it, thinking she actually joined up with arlong, including her own sister, was good but i prefer the animanga version. because not only is there the tragedy of namis abuse at arlongs hands and being forced to work for her mothers killer, and the villagers hating her, there’s the reveal that they knew all along. it’s like a double whammy of tragedy

nami works to free the village, with this basically impossible deal that arlong had no intention of honoring, while shouldering the villagers hatred, because even if they don’t know what she’s doing, it’s her home and family and she’ll save them no matter what. only the whole time, they knew exactly what she was doing, because genzo got suspicious on his own and made nojiko tell him, and they’ve been trying to make her hate them so she’ll give up on saving them and run away to live her own life. it’s just sooooo good. the tragedy of both sides trying to save each other and accepting that they need to be hated to do that, because they want the best for the other even if that means theyll never see each other again. because the villagers wanted nami to run and live her own life, and if she did then they knew she could never come back again because of arlong obvs. and on the other side i fully believe if namis deal had worked out she would’ve left cocoyasi and never come back bc that’s what she believed the villagers would want

auuughhh it’s just sooooo gooood. both trying to do what they think is best for the other but being too stubborn to try and work out a better way. being in a shitty situation and trying desperately to do what you can even if it hurts you

and also the individual relationships! like i wasn’t a huge fan of the fact that nojiko didn’t know abt the deal and also hated nami. i rlly like how in the manga nami still has one person she can trust and rely on even if nojiko can’t really help out, and she won’t let her try to help. and nojiko watching her sister work herself into the ground and not being able to do anything except have a home for her to come back too. and i believe she also knew about genzo and the villagers plans too, so seeing nami hurt by the villagers hatred and knowing it’s false but not being able to tell her

and genzo too! he was the one who realized that nami working with arlong was suspicious, made nojiko tell him about the deal, and came up with the whole plan. because before arlong came he knew nojiko and nami best he was basically their dad. he was watching over her when she was with arlong and he saw her being hurt but he couldn’t do anything!! auuughh!!! he wore that stupid pinwheel on his hat for her!! bc it made her laugh!!

in conclusion i liked the live action but im sad that they took away a lot of the depth of some of the side characters and boiled it down to just “oh yeah they all hate her for real”