How'd you choose your user?
when i was really into genshin, i didnt get raiden so i was stuck wit c6 sara
i ended up cherishing that woman, so i made my tumblr user a shortened version of "chocolatesara" bc those were the two most random things i liked AHAHHAH
so when i read my username i read it as "chalk-sara" STOPSWN
thank u sm for asking tho !!
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My brother apparently got a call from our mom apologizing about some of her behavior when we were kids. He said she was sincere and said I hope I get some apologies myself. Problem is...
I'm past the point of wanting apologies. I've had them from her before. They always come with some backhanded 'but actually it's not my fault for how I acted, I did nothing wrong, and the fact that you are upset by it is hurting me more than I ever hurt you so how dare-'. Or it's followed by her hurting me emotionally and mentally in some new way in the following few months, never actually following through and changing her behavior.
I'm realizing I don't want apologies anymore. There's no apology she can give that I could believe at this point, not it ever matters. I don't want this constant cycle of 'oooh I'm so sorry but actually I'm not and will never change teehee'.
I just want her to leave me alone.
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It's kind of jarring to be reminded that everyone around me has always had more than me (aside from a select few). Like I just forget until it comes down to something mundane like buying shoes and I don't know my shoe size because for most of my life I've had one pair of shoes that I wear until they break. And it was usually something someone either got me as a gift (horrified that my shoes were wearing out. As if thats not what shoes do when you wear them) or they were passed down and I grew into them.
Like that's just normal for me. It doesn't bother me either, this isn't a pity party. It's just surreal that it bothers other people sometimes
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i miss living with a cat. they are easy to understand, i understand their boundaries & understand what they are trying to communicate w their body language, i feel like i understand them a lot and feel so at ease around cats, even the skittish quiet cats who would rather hide, i understand them...i vibe with them so much.. i miss cats..
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'mvk wasn't abusive' is such a weird hot take to me like. personally i think killing a man, taking in his child, and then setting that child up to take the fall for the murder 15 years later is in fact enough to qualify as psychological abuse even if that's "all" that happened in canon
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