#im not clowning it’s gonna happen

[strawlessandbraless]

The Winchesters Season 1 Finale

The Winchesters Season 2

[inkskinned]

you have to go to work so you can pay for your doctor, who is not taking your insurance right now, and if you say i can't afford the doctor's you are told - get a better job. it is very sad that you are unwell, yes, but maybe you should have thought about that before not having a better job.

(where is the better job? who is giving out these better jobs? you are sick, you are hurting - how the hell are you supposed to be well enough for this better job?)

but you go to the doctor because you had the nerve to be hurt or sick or whatever else. and they tell you that it is because you have anxiety. you try your best. you are a self-advocate. you've done the reading (which sometimes pisses them off worse, honestly). you say it is actually adding to my anxiety, it is effecting my quality of life. so they say that you are fat. they say that all young people have this happen to them, isn't it a medical marvel! they say that you should eat more vegetables. they say that you probably just need to lose a little more weight, and that you are faking it for attention.

(what attention could this doctor possibly give? what validation? that's their fucking job, isn't it?)

there is always a hypochondriac, right. someone always tells you about a hypochondriac. or someone who is unnecessarily aggressive during the worst days of their life. or someone looking "for a quick fix". or some idiot who wasn't educated about how to properly care for themselves who just abandons their treatment. and again, the hypochondriac, the overly-cautious hysteric. these people don't deserve to be treated like humans (right), and since you might be one of these people, you also don't get treated like a human. because those people can really fuck with the system, you now have to pay for it. and besides. you're actually probably faking it.

(more often than not, you find a 2:1 ratio of these stories. for every "hypochondriac", there are 2 people who knew something was wrong, and yet nobody could fucking find it. the story often ends with pointless suffering. the story often ends with and now it's too late, and it's going to kill me.)

you are actually just making excuses. someone else got that procedure or that diagnosis and he's fine, you should be fine too. someone else said they watched a documentary about other inspirational people with your exact same condition, maybe you should be inspirational, too. you're just too morbid. your pain and your experience is probably just not statistically concerning. it is all self-reported anyway, and you're just being a baby.

(once, while sitting down in the middle of making coffee, you had the sudden, horrible thought - i could kill myself to make the pain stop. you had to call your best friend after that. had to pet your dog. had to cry about it in the shower. you won't, but that moment - god, fuck. the pain just goes on and on.)

you know someone who went in for routine surgery and said i still feel everything. they told her to just relax. it took her kicking and screaming before they figured out she wasn't lying - the anesthetic drip hadn't been working. you know someone who went in for severe migraines who was told drink water and lose weight. you know someone who was actively bleeding out and throwing up in the ER and was told you're just having a bad period.

in the ER there are always these little posters saying things like "don't wait! get checked today!" and you think about how often you do wait. how often the days spool out. you once waited a full week before seeing the doctor for what you thought was a sprained wrist. it had actually been broken - they had to rebreak it to set it.

but you go into the doctor. the problem you're having is immediate. the person behind the counter frowns and says we're not taking your insurance. you will be paying for this out-of-pocket.

they send you home with tylenol and a little health packet about weight loss or anxiety or attention deficit. on the front it has your birthday and diagnosis. you think about crying, and the words swim. it might as well say go fuck yourself. it might as well say you're a fucking idiot. it might as well say light your money on fire and lie down in it. and the entire fucking time - the problem persists.

it's okay. it's okay, it's just another thing, you think. it's just another thing i have to learn to live with.

[iamfarfromvibingrightnow]

IVE BEEN SO DISTRACTED BY THE BISEXUAL FIREFIGHTER I COMPLETELY MISSED THE CAST OF MY ICON'S SHOW VAGUEPOSTING ABOUT A RENEWAL????????!!!!!!!!!!

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Ok, this is mostly bc I realized we've only seen Sally being passive, but how is she able to hypothetically rip apart larger puppets limb from limb? (if the captions with Howdy hold water with other puppets)

(Slight Mutilation Warning Ahead: Puppet Edition)

they absolutely hold So Much water! it's a combination of a couple things!

a) Nightlight!Sally is really Strong. i'd liken to her to a chimp, as much as i hate them. despite being smaller than people, they're absurdly powerful. when it comes to Her, this comes from a mix of hysterical strength and something Else i've been pondering but don't want to solidify yet, so shh dont worry bout it. it's also much easier to tear fleece & cotton/stuffing than, uh, Biological materials.

b) none of the puppets are really prepared for violence? they've lived in an idyllic world where true, visceral violence likely hasn't even been a Thought in anyone's minds. like, you watch videos of people get attacked by like... raccoons or rats and they visibly Lose because they panic! they aren't prepared! they don't wanna fight! so the much smaller creature wins. They Don't Know How To Fight, Or Fight Back.

b.1) also, Nightlight!Sally is still... Sally. she's still their dear friend. i know that if a close friend attacked me, i'm not sure i'd be able to bring myself to do much other than defend/flee. i wouldn't wanna hurt them even if it meant protecting myself. hence why Wally avoids all confrontation with her & can't protect his friends from her. he can't hurt his neighbor.

b.2) there's also the shock factor. imagine you wake up from a pleasant dream to an absolute nightmare reality. Boom, automatically thrown way off your rhythm. then one of your close buddies looks Fuckin Weird, Are You Okay? and other crazy shit is happening! you're freaking out!! then your Close Friend Who's Off is suddenly slashing at you and BOOM, your arm's gone & your entire brain is scrambled from shock and fear and "?!?!?!?!?!". plus, i doubt the puppets know they're full of stuffing. seeing yourself sliced open and white fluff spilling out has gotta be just. so Unpleasant on principle.

c):

CLAWS BABEY! RIP TEAR AND SHRED! those sharp grippers are perfect for piercing and ripping! puppet fleece is Paper to her!

her fighting method is attack wildly until the threat stops making noise! it's very hard to defend oneself from it! imagine those cartoon bits where a cat attacks someone and its just a Flurry of Unbeatable Violence

[imdayyydreaming]

oh we are never getting nandermo i fear

[thiamfresh]

What was Jamie Tartts little lean towards Roy, eyebrow waggle and hip wiggle as he said "which I was" when talking about being a prick on an easyjet flight if not flirting

[queerbuckleys]

and what if eddie says “you all think he’s already dead don’t you?” what then…WHAT THEN

[evermoredeluxe]

definitely don't think she's announcing rep tv tonight

you 🤝 me

[bangcakes]

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[dickfuckk]

Me and the girls (gn) liveblogging a corporate shareholder livestream 🤩

[stormyoceans]

ANYWAY onto bigger and better things; next jimmysea project where sea is the flirty one manifesting starts now ,,💆💆💆

YOU'RE SOOOOO RIGHT ANON THERE REALLY IS NO TIME TO WASTE HERE

like call me boo boo the fool but at this point im CONVINCED we're getting a new jimmysea series directed by p'jojo and produced by p'aof, there simply are too many signs pointing to it for that not to happen: since p'jojo showed up on the last twilight set that one time he's been actively engaging with both jimmy and sea on social media; then he said that he didn't have any series for GMMTV 2024 part 1 but that he was going to come back for part 2 while p'aof announced that he wanted to take a break from directing and focus on producing; after that we got p'jojo reacting to ep.6 of last twilight and showing up to the final episode screening, while in an interview sea said that if we wanted another series we should ask p'aof and p'tha

COINCIDENCE???????? I THINK NOT!!!!!!!!!!!

and honestly if there's anyone who could be willing to switch up jimmysea's usually dynamic in shows that would be p'jojo so. WE'RE MANIFESTING WE'RE ACTUALIZING WE'RE PUTTING THE ENERGIES OUT THERE AND WE WILL BE REWARDED!!!!!!!!!

[shroombies]

I got this ad on YouTube and I had to stop what I was doing to record it because oh my fucking God

[gay-mooshrooms]

ok.

does anyone want to explain.

what the actual

FUCK

that was.

[berryblu-soda]

EXCUSE THE CRAPPY DIAGRAM!!!

ok so, my current theory for tld is that theyre stuck in a bit of a cycle (skraunt´s "you die time and time again"), in which skraunt is either the only one, or one of the few- who remember the previous ones! the change in this current timeline, was that Susi got to live, and we are yet to find out the full consequences of that!

now i do believe the tsoki gang is from the exact same timeline as our main characters. With the information we have this could very well not be the case, but personally i think that having them be "doomed by the narrative" in the sense that the beggining of the war is inevitable in the current timeline not only DESPITE their struggle against fate, but BECAUSE of it is a really interesting choice that pickles my brain heheh

still, Menter sending the tsoki gang back in time with hindsight 20/20 (multiplied by the number of eyes hfhgfhghfhd) probably points towards all these events needing to happen because thats the way they happened, and also that the alternative timeline where they didnt would be *worse*-

[letsgetitblog]

Am I the only one that feeling that Wally's Stare becoming more...STARE-REY ( if that make sense)

IK IT'S THE SAME PICTURE BUT- IT SEEMS MORE INTENSE THAN NORMAL AND I DON'T LIKE IT. The more I look into his eyes is the more I want to cry.