#im overthinking this arent i

[ajarorworms]

guys is making an inanimate insanity oc whos an escaped meeple product making them a mary sue i made them a ball of anxiety bc writing angst with them is fun but now im like "oh god i made him best friends with my favourite character, he has a sad backstory, a life altering injury, mental illness, vibrant colours and a name that doesnt match anything in cannon bc he doesnt have an object name" and im just like idk did i make a mary sue? if i post this character will some ii fan see it and be like "lmao ok pick me" or what if i become one if those art lore people and people start making fun of me or make satire ocs mocking me? or am i self centred and it actually wont get that much attention at all and im just overreacting-

oh my god am I a mary sue?

[throne-anguis]

arn I just had a Thought (TM)

at the start of persona 5 it’s explained that joker’s on probation… and has to live in yongen-jaya instead of their hometown…

at the start of Hikari’s chapter on octo2 hikari’s all but chased out of ku…

point I’m getting at here is hikari shares at least 1 vague plot point with the p5 mc and that’s proof enough they should be the wildcard. in this essay I will

Yes yes that means he was MADE to fit the role im so proud of him

Seriously I may have unconsciously thought of Hikari protagonist because he's on parallel with Joker here and that's perfect (hikari is still protagonist material though) plus he witnesses a crime and is run out of ku falsely even though he was intended to have the throne

A question is if Mugen frames him for murder or not and he's running away from that or he is just run out of his prior living situation because Mugen tells him to get lost lol.

I feel like one of these options adds more tension and I think that's the answer to that question.

[084392]

ok ok WHAT are pokemon that you know would scare the ever loving shit out of you if you just stumbled on them in the wild as someone in the pokemon world?(can include legendaries, mythicals, UBs, paradox pokemon, and just rare pokemon in general btw)(or just specific not rare ones too)(also im sorry but do not give me that "none i would hug and love all of them!!" crap istg)(or try and tell me that you wouldnt be scared bc you're "not a pussy" or something -_-)

[part-time-zombie]

I feel like I kinda wanna talk about what I want to think is a key part regarding logans character: his unicorn onesie.

I know it's a stretch, but hear me out: in a way, the onesie represents his comfort and sense of whimsy. It shows who he is when he isn't just "logic", it shows how he acts when he's happy.

When thomas summons him by surprise, he's taken aback by the unexpected interruption. Look at his face here: he doesn't just look startled, he almost looks scared. He doesn't want to be seen like this, when he's not in his serious, necktie-wearing role.

"I can explain,"

He immediately tries to convince thomas that it's not what it looks like, acting like a child who's mom caught them doing something they weren't supposed to do.

Thomas doesn't give him that chance, instead making him change back to his normal clothes. He does so quickly, and almost immediately returns to his more serious self.

In the end card, however, when he's alone with patton he openly indulges in his appreciation for the onesie. He looks happy and relaxed, a stark opposite from his reaction to thomas seeing him like that just minutes prior.

But the moment he lets himself get too silly and makes a dad joke, he clams back up. Patton caught him and now all he can do is beg him to not tell anyone, because if word got back to thomas that he's not serious or respectable, he'll never he listened to again.

We don't see him wear or even mention the onesie at all until ATHD, where he says he stopped wearing it because it's "too childish". In fact, aside from crofters I can't really remember him doing anything fun or silly in many of the later videos, likely his attempt at being more serious to make up for the onesie slip-up.

However, as the end card rolls, we see him snuggled up in the onesie again. He sneaks quietly onscreen, checking to make sure he's alone, before wrapping himself up in his comforting onesie and practically hugging himself as he apologizes to it.

He apologizes to the onesie, an inanimate piece of cloth that he knows very well isn't sentient. Unless he's not just talking to the onesie. He may be somewhat consoling himself here too, feeling upset that he has to say his favorite things are too childish for him to openly enjoy anymore.

He wants to be respected, but he feels like he has to be serious for that, and in doing so he neglects his own wants and interests in the name of fulfilling his expectations.

Now it seems he can only be himself in private...

[worth-this-and-more]

is it just me or does anyone else wonder too about how the hell did davis get into the ogof-y-ddraig without the three bloodlines with him??

like for bree & gang to get there, they needed william, fitz and felicity to open it up.

so did davis have like vials of blood just chilling in his office fridge?? which, now that I think about it, is very very morbid and gross. and how did he get the blood anyway, what would he have asked for?? what reason did he give?? or did they just do whatever he asks because duh he's the king (not really but at that time).

even while opening up the gates, to get natasia's blood (I'm assuming because she was the only easily procured source) what would he have asked her?? or she just did it because of duty??

and even william had a vial of sel's blood, what is the purpose of keeping these vials in the first place?? do they just assume that someday they might have to close a gate without a merlin at hand?? or William has the blood for his research and shit and davis just happened to have access to it??

why are they collecting merlin blood samples anyway?? what's the point??

[mariovroom]

Carlos Sainz had 3.3% chance of winning both Singapore and Melbourne. Here's why:

I was in a silly goofy mood (as in fuming because I decided to sleep instead of watching the GP, thinking "ah yes Max will just win again", like an idiot) and I've started wondering what are the odds of Max ONLY having issues with the car when Carlos is front row (and ahead of charles in quali). So I've gathered my three braincells together and calculated it - around 3.3%. This is absolutely WILD. Obviously I'm not downplaying Carlos's ability to deliver when the opportunity arises HOWEVER I think it's nice to point out just how unlucky Charles is lol.

As to where the hell I pulled this number from - I've calculated it based on last 11 races (since Singapore 23), in the span of which Carlos outqualified Charles twice (leading to his two wins) and Max also had technical issues twice. (This realization actually prompted me to calculate it, because "what are the odds???", right?) Basically I checked how likely it is for two events of probability 18,(18)% (both Max having issues and Carlos outqualifying Charles - 2/11) to occur simultaneously, which I did by multiplying the numbers and BOOM 3.3%. (For this stat to work, we need to pretend that the rest of the grid doesn't exist and it's just between the ferraris, so just keep that in mind). I'd like to add that I'm absolutely no expert in maths so I COULD BE WRONG - if someone has a better idea how to count this, hit me up.

Also, data from 11 races is veeeeery scarce, so it's more of a "Look - that's an interesting stat" post, rather than anything else.

And on a different note-

3.3%? -> 33??? Hello??? Max Verstappen are you there???

So yeah, Charles continues to be the unluckiest ever [relatable]. If you flip the number around, he had 96.7% chance of winning at least one of the two races when redbull wasn't as strong as always.

[hyperfixating-rn-brb]

rewatching good omens because what the hell else am I going to do and this just hit me--

Prophecy 2213.

"Four shall ride, and three shall ride the sky as two, and one shall ride in flames, and there shall be no stopping them. not fish, nor rain, neither devil or angel, and ye shall be there also, Anathema."

obviously the first half details the horsemen, aziraphale-tracy and shadwell, and crowley with the burning bentley, but the Anathema part is intriguing.

anathema's mom is abundantly aware of how her daughter is going to be there at the end of the world. if my memory serves, in the book, anathema's mother had just found the name somewhere and liked it. (maybe in connection to the prophecy, maybe not.). When anathema arrives at the airport in the show, though, she calls it an "old family name."

So either there are several generations of anathema's with the device family just waiting to see which one would be there for the end, or her mom decided, "hey there's this cool name in a prophecy about armageddon, I think it'd be kinda cool of me to name my daughter that so she's the one who has to deal with that"

either way-- why would the devices purposely name their children anathema, knowing they would be involved in the end times?? did they think they could stop it?? because the prophecy clearly states there is no stopping it. but if they never named their kids anathema, could Armageddon have never started in the first place?

[bunnihearted]

funny that therapists whose job it is to listen to u are the WORST listeners in society lmaooooooo. they dont hear a single word u say. they genuinely dont care abt what u say at all, they're just gnna take what theyve read in some textbook and apply it on to u. whatever u say you're not a person speaking words, your just a box filled with their judgements and pre constructed notions abt whatever diagnosis theyve assigned to u. therapists and psychiatrists are the most useless and incompetent ppl in society lmao. such a fkn joke it's insane how theyre even allowed to get paid for the shit quality job they perform ._.

[moeblob]

Chris works in a different room than Right, Brent, and Karen so he just pops in and is like "Karen why does it feel so tense in here and it's dead silent please help me" and Karen is just done with the two guys so she's just "this is my work environment now thanks for noticing".

[my-secret-shame-but-fanfiction]

I feel like my tumblr just keeps not sending me notifications for replies/messages/reblogs and I'm just so bummed about it.

[rubber-glovs]

Vent post!! Sfth related

The fact that I'll see sfth live and actually be able to talk to them and give them gifts and whay not actually TERRIFIES me. Like I've NEVER experienced anything like this before, and in the past couple of weeks, I've tried to boost my confidence, but it is just terrifying to think of. I'm not saying I'm scared or think sfth will hate me, but I don't want to be seen as annoying or anything like that, I want to get Future signed by Tom but I'm worried that it'll be like I'm nagging him or something, I don't want to be rude. I'm not great with social cues or knowing what to do in most or if not all situations, and I just panic and freak out. I've always dreamed and wanted to see sfth live, just like any other fixation I've had, but it's just scary. I'm also going with my aunt and I don't want to nag her either about my interests or anything, I'm good at hiding when I'm excited about something (unless I'm alone) so it already seems like I'm not so interested when I know I will burst out into happy tears the second I see them on that stage. I know that I shouldn't be scared. They're just doing their jobs and having fun to entertain the audience, but when I have hyperfixations as strong as that, I just feel so lost. I don't know what to say, and I thought about winging it, but as time passes, my anxiety creeps up as I realise I'm so nervous and socially anxious and awkward to even talk to cashier. I feel scared and unprepared. It's blocking out all my excitement to enjoy and see the show, and I really hate that do much. I just wish I wasn't so anxious and nervous about everything. Sfth is my second biggest hyperfixation, I think about it all the time and every day, and just like my number one hyperfixation (hermitcraft/life series), everything is a reference towards it. I don't want to leave a bad impression on the people that I think about every second of my life, I'm terrified to be a bad person in front of them. And I'm not particularly a good person, I try to be, but I don't get social cues, I can't understand people easily and constantly need them to rephrase or repeat what they said, I can't express my emotions or feelings to the people I trust most in the world and I bottle stuff up a lot, it makes me do bad stuff that I don't even realise they're bad until someone tells me and I live with the grief and anger at myself for so long, most of the anger I have are from years and years ago when I've already been forgiven, but I'm still thinking about it daily and the guilt is still terribly bad. If I do something bad in front of sfth to make them hate me, I'll end up hating myself for eternity. It won't be something I'll be able to shake off easily. It's going to stick with me till the day that I die, and it scares me. I don't want to do the wrong thing, I don't want to make them uncomfortable, and I don't want to be annoying. I don't know how to act around people I'm not close to. I'm either really awkward or quiet or I don't give 2 flying fucks, and there's no in between. I normally can't control it either. It makes me upset.

[nudibutch]

okay real talk. for those into any form of pain play and/or impact play? how do you distinguish between like. wanting it because you Want it vs. wanting it because you feel like either 1. you genuinely deserve it (punishment or the best youll get) or 2. its the best you have to offer your partner?

[bittwitchy]

cw anti st*ggy and st*cky joke:

its funny how much i hate st*ggy considering i also dont like st*cky romantically

[nazurabbit]

hey guys has anyone ever noticed that in earlier mvs nazuna doesnt wink at all and even seems to have less expressions compared to more recent mvs where he is a lot more free with his movements (rather than sort of robotic, like he was just doing what he was told) and he has more expression in his face which could symbolize how he slowly grew and realized that he was a part of ra*bits and belonged with them rather than just doing movements and being the perfect idol on stage, the one that shu always pushed him into being to the point that being perfect on stage was all he ever knew how to do

or maybe im just delusional

[decembermoonskz]

update on flirty idiot that I may have a mini crush on bc I can

[allforthepack]

I was tagged by @voidofteeth ! Thank you :D

Last song I listened to: Detectorists by Johnny Flynn

Last book I read: The Mars House by Natasha Pulley

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Last thing I ate: Easter egg chocolate

Amount of sleep: 5 hours ? It was very fractured

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