#im shaking so hard

[moonlightonme]

it sounds so stupid but i’m shaking so much right now. i’m so scared and i’m terrified after the movie release and all the media going out. i’m beyond scared right now. gosho, Kaishin has been my lifeline and my support- my comfort ship for YEARS now. i can’t leave them, i never can- but because of this i’ve become so scared of talking about them to people, i’m scared of being cancelled or talked down to for being so attached to them as characters and especially as a ship. they helped me to get through some of my hardest times and now at my lowest again this happens. i feel like shit and again have to watch people bash them and state “isn’t it obvious” when every dcmk character resembles each other?

i love kaishin so much. i love kaito, i love shinichi.

detective and thief dynamic has always been my favourite…

they’re my comfort ship. i have no one to talk to, roleplay with or share my love for them to. it’s so lonely and this only made it worse. i don’t want to be delusional and say the movie isn’t canon or what not but please… if there’s anyone who’s still staying please reach out. again it’s so stupid but they’re my comfort and attachment and i’ve been crying for an hour straight because i’ll still love kaishin with all my heart. i thought i’d have enough time to reach out and gain friends from the ship and fandom but i guess not!

this made me feel alone all over again.

(shina // vent)

[bellcza]

google searching how to not die

[jetstarred]

guys i am so ill... oh my god miss beloved shes real holy shit....

[llovely]

phoebe bridgers i love you i love you so much i love you i do i love you oh my fuck oh my god

[lwveless]

THIS IS THE SCARIEST WHATSAPP GLITCH LIKE WHATS GOING ON

[acekindaneat]

so that new episode huh

bonus:

live takenaka reaction

[televangelizt]

another "maybe im pointing out the obvious" but the fleshy mass keeping the earthmover in place like. has to be hell right? i assume hells keeping it still for v1 and any other robots trying to get through but God. ultrakill has just been littered with imagery of being trapped.

on the topic of the earthmover- the fact that the liquid at the bottom of its fleshy insides is corpses (and just the fact it has to run on blood alone) makes me just think about all of those atrocities. like- we're all talking about the inherent horror of the guttermen being powered by prisoners of war being fnaf'd but like this is that on a MASSIVE scale. the fact it leveled cities too, so the bodies had to be from that. it destroyed homes and the people who lived there we just fed to the giant war machine, the metaphors so in your face its insane.

i dont know just. smthn smthn the leviathan being the writhing bodies from within the river styx and the mannequins filled with the tortured bodies of sinners and the guttermen and the blood being fuel and just. the fact that hell mass creates demons. and hell mass looks like flesh.

[macksartblock]

you believe me like a god, i betray you like a man

[neominthe]

Oh well, look who's (briefly) back to post future! Luffy from my fic! Don't ask me what happened to his chinelo (and straw hat)

da fic is here

[cj-the-random-artist]

I don’t know how I managed to do this in a day.  Like.  I think I pumped this out on pure adrenaline

But again.  If ur at the caption ya probably say the PSA spoiler wall that says that this comic contains spoilers for the Limited Life SMP finale.  Well and I’m tagging this as spoilers so it’d be evident anyways lol.  So I won’t write my spiel about go watch the end of Limited Life and I’ll just say oh my god what a finale it was absolutely epic.  I loved every moment of it.

But yeah.  I sketched this out as one of those “ahh silly goofy doodly sketchy sketchbook comics when I’m spewing a thought into my sketchbook” and then.  My impulsiveness (there’s a pun there.  Is it intentional?  That’s for you to decide) won in the end and this exists now.  It’s not the best quality of anything I’ve ever made but gosh darnit it was so much fun to make.  So so much fun.

But yeah.  Limited Life was absolutely amazing from start to finish and every POV was awesome (but if ya can’t tell team TIES is gonna live in my head rent free for a while lol)

That said.  Enjoy this silly little mini comic I made and have a good day :D

[haunted-xander]

IT'S NOT A WANT IT'S A NEED!!!!!!!!!

[superbellsubways]

new WMM ref yayyy (blows up)

[chanstopher]

🐺🫧230719

[grimalkinmessor]

Hi welcome to my very tired rant

[guccigarantine]

the mongrel cat came home holding half a head

[alchemania]

Finally got enough energy to talk about Furina's SQ and while I loved her and the troupe, MC and Paimon were .... Not Great. I talked about this with friends but in Paimon's case especially, the way they interact with Furina feels like people who just don't understand trauma and depression and then engage with someone suffering from both in all the wrong ways.

Talking about how much of a downgrade her house is from the opera house, making fun of how she can't cook, pushing her to act when she's set a very clear boundary and then guilt tripping her after she's stuck to her guns, shaming her for not being able to fight well (Paimon literally talks about how second hand embarrassment is overwhelming and I'm just like ?????), telling her she's "not acting like herself" when she attempts to open up and be vulnerable....it's just really rough. That and the MC asking "is something wrong" when Furina gets sad over Poission ..like bro people died and she couldn't save them and she's tearing herself apart over it. Those people are never coming back and you know it and you have the gall to ask her is something wrong??? Of COURSE there is!!

It just feels especially odd because we literally get to see all of Furina's suffering and Paimon in particular is. SO mean? Like she was more understanding with Wanderer and Ei and THEY'VE tried to kill us multiple times!! I don't get it, and honestly I'm very proud of Furina for refusing to waver. Let her rest!! She's tired and depressed and she needs time to heal; and honestly fuck Paimon for trying to make her feel bad. Furina's worked harder than she EVER will.