#im so so soooo fond of the skills

[u3pxx]

it's a new year, harrier.

[mihai-florescu]

I was listening to les temps des fleurs randomly and this time I felt a sudden appreciation for their voices. Why do they sound so beautiful. Who let them do that. Also Shu's CV is the consistent voice for Ryu. From street fighter. I don't know why but I'm completely bewildered by that.

Im always shocked to find characters who share a VA with Shu, for some reason i can never guess it beforehand. He's a very skilled voice actor, i admire him a lot. Im soooo curious what Shu's solo is going to sound like... we'll probably get a sneak peek at the end of the month. Agh! Im also very very fond of the way their voices sound in the spoken dialogue of Eternal Weaving. I am but a fool that struggles within the sorrow and rapture of this mire. Nay, your handwoven tales are a beauty desired by Epicurus himself! O’Light! Why will you not cease creating! O’Shadow! It is because that is precisely what you demand of me, and it is precisely that which makes you human! We wish to bestow the beauty of art upon this world!

Valkyrie simply have extremely good music. Not just for an idol game, in general, i feel like i need more people who arent even into enstars to listen to them...

[danggirlronpa]

haiiiii :3 akane anon again. im off work now!

i agree w absolutely everything u said. she's been my fav ever for years and i have so many in depth thoughts abt how she could function on relationships w like. most of the girls. i could probably make a chart if i figured out a format.

chiakane soooo crazy. never been my main ship but ill consider anything. they r most interesting from a doomed standpoint to me...... akane as a remnant vs chiaki's existence as ai and (counting dr3 as canon which im not usually interested in doing) death before the tragedy. i think of them in almost a similar vein to the tragedy between madoka and homura except if homura was replaced by a kyoko who's a little worse w emotions. chiaki's entire being has become dedicated in one way or another to serving class 77 even if that means sacrificing herself over and over and akane has had every single meaningful relationship (or what SHOULD have been) ripped away or twisted and never having even really existed and she is so afraid of going through this again she doesn't even try and have relationships she cares about deeply (or at all!) that aren't w her siblings. so she would be PISSED to fall in love w chiaki who is already dead and doomed to die again. ive never believed the mastermind akane theory people talk abt at least fully but it IS interesting. i can make a killer chiakane au w it. w madoka magica parallels even. but ur right they can also be very very sweet. i think they would play super smash bros and akane would kinda suck at it (spams the buttons and thinks it's a pro strategy) but chiaki would let her win every once or twice. akane hears the rumours abt chiaki dating some random reserve course guy and sends the "im so happy for you and your ugly fucking boyfriend I'm serious" text after swearing to herself she doesn't even gaf

that's uh. that's a lot. im so sorry can you tell i have autism. this isn't even my favourite ship for either of them ask me about pekokane and i start growling like a rabid dog.

YES yes yes yes!! I am a HUGE Akane fan. She's the only character I have a real little collection of merch for (though that's partly just because so much merch excludes Mukuro). I didn't really attach to her the first time I played SDR2 but over time I've grown SO fond and defensive of her, she is such a sad and complex character who deserved to be treated better by her writers (and have less racist tropes associated with her. Spike Chunsoft. cough cough) and still deserves to be treated better by the fandom.

And I think you got it RIGHT on the money why I'm inclined towards Chiaki/Akane, actually. Akane has lived such a dark life that not only does she not know how to ask for help or rely on others, she doesn't even realize she needs to - for her, this is just how the world is. Akane, to me, is like the equivalent of a housecat looking at their humans and going, "They don't even know how to hunt. They're all so stupid. I have to go kill mice so they can eat. Are they even bathing themselves properly?? Licking time. Morons." She's incredibly resilient and smart within the context of the VERY SPECIFIC lifestyle she's lived.

And something really appeals to me about someone who solely exists to help people meeting Akane, thinking they can 'save' her, and slowly coming to realize that she is not dumb or unskilled just because she isn't skilled in the way they value. Learning that intelligence isn't a measure of worth and seeing & valuing Akane for who she is - and, at the same time, helping her see that some of the things she's gone through are truly, deeply traumatic, and helping her learn how to rely on others for the first time...that shit gets me. I Just Want Akane To Be Happy

[honeybeekao]

Top 10 enstars relationships (doesn't have to be romantic!)

im so glad i can draft ask responses because i cannot do this all in one go, im not that insane

1. madarei - who would've guessed! i know ive sorta defined myself with them, which wasnt intentional but i'm very very fond of characters who help eachother feel more human, and worthy of life. putting self sacrificial little gay people together is my favorite thing! they care too much about others it makes me lose it. i feel like the way madara can't not hate certain people contrasting with how rei can't not love certain people is interesting. i think the way they both retreat from connection because of how they view themselves as evil monsters is heartbreaking. they were both driven overseas at age 17 and grew up in weird situations. i think they deserve a break, both need more sleep and love, and they should also kiss probably

2. oh god here we go with the kaoru relationships chiakao - theyre so gay and stupid and oblivious are you Kidding me. chiaki's head over heels actually and kaoru has no idea. he also will not acknowledge how much he cares about this sunshine boy or why he feels the need to call him a sunshine boy and i feel like every pairing w kaoru is just trying to win kaoru over. get him to realize he also has a heart that beats a little too fast when in the same room as certain people. date plan is my favorite story is it obvious have i said this before idk i love kaoru so many people love kaoru Hey kaoru. there's a fic i really love where kaoru takes care of chiaki's wounds during 2nd year and it's so good. it establishes that chiaki is on his radar, but he wont acknowledge it and chiaki's just like 0_0 the entire time. i feel like kaoru's proud of him for how far he's come and that's probably a mutual feeling since they both changed a lot.

3. the oddballs - they make me sad catch me sobbing over the oddballs bot on twitter, their entire story is so aighdfgddgkxdg Flails hands in the air! kanata feels like the center to me despite rei's existence just because of how important the student council taking control of the fish cult is. taking lonely characters with extreme talent and skill n isolating them more is so evil and kanata specifically just???? adhhhghhghgghughh definitely appreciates and loves the others as dear friends, the beginning to him and shu's relationship is interesting to me of Course shu doesn't like him originally. but they have similarities in that they grew up with no friends, just one was praised and worshipped while the other was bullied. big difference there. also good lord my memory on everything with wataru is failing me right now just know i really like the oddballs. REI AND WATARU IN AQUARIUM MADE ME SO UNBELIEVABLY HAPPY.

4. reikao - are they popular and basic to some people? yeah. do i care? absolutely fucking not i love them, platonic or romantic it doesnt matter i really like them and i have a kaoru polycule rotating in my brain. i think the way rei gave kaoru the chances he needed to establish his identity as an idol is amazing and rei is soooo fond of him. so unbelievably fond of him <3 kaoru being able to get past his fear of commitment because his need to be helpful is stronger means everything to me, him helping rei out with leading undead. jzjfdjgkg loses my mind

5. crazy:b in general - theyre so dysfunctional i cant believe they manage to make it work. but at the same time i'm just incredibly fond of them. the way himeru sees kohaku as similar to kaname makes mecgkdhfhfh OUHGHHFFHHGG and the way kohaku does in a way reciprocate that brotherly affection. specifically loved when he was like "hey guys! listen t'himeru!!" rinne and niki are a disaster theres something so horribly silly about niki being at the center of madness constantly. poor guy. and it's not even that himeru and kohaku are necessarily disasters, it's just that rinne likes him most so he ends up the center of chaos. also he's the one working a normal job DGJDFJFDJ i think they all think too much and should voice their thoughts more, that'd solve many problems. im looking at rinne directly.

6. chiakana - ohhhh themmmmm the beloveds the angels i wanna cradle them in my arms. married couple but the happy married couple. i said this before but chiaki absolutely gets hurt constantly performing tricks, and kanata scolds him for not being careful and i think theyre best friends for life!!! i Love that chiaki teaches kanata so much and i love that like. chiaki meets this weird lonely guy and cares about him . chiaki has a big heart chiaki would risk drowning a million times to save kanata. THE LINE WHERE KANATA BECOMES RYUSEI BLUE MELTED MY HEART oigh ryuseitai OUHFJDHH also them hugging. that's all.

7. reikei - i try not to let them make me sad but if it happens it cant be helped... divorced </3 the way that rei still thought of keito as a childhood friend while keito was just overcome with jealousy Man keito has made a lot of mistakes in his life tjdjfjgjg my eloquence on this is so gone i think everything with deadmanz is a fucking nightmare rei im so sorry. i do think they can reconcile, like u say the enstars characters are really young and have an entire life ahead of them. i think about your reikei drabble when i think about them because it's cute and i love how you write keito

8. izukao - my friend got me into them Really fast, but then dance on ice ruined my life and now i need to see kaoru talk to izumi more. they constantly wanna impress eachother and kaoru is so casual with him it makes me lose it. the fact that izumi says kao's only redeeming quality is his looks? i dont believe you. you Gotta at least commend him for his dedication to u. i think kaoru's in love with him he just doesnt know it also i love their nicknames for eachother ALSO ADDING IN CHIAKI 3A trio my beloveds!!!! theyre disasters Ough. i love kaoru this entire post is just a lovepost to ksoru. he deserves so much love all these bitches love kaoru

9. narumika - Sidenote why is narumika the popular name and not aramika? is it because of the name naruchan and the fact she prefers that? it feels like a tododeku situation w inconsistent ship names but anyway awwwawwawaw theyre ride or die friends for life mika is arashi's poor little meow meow i forgot who said this to me but theyre So right. mika could do anything and arashi would not bat an eye, she'll support him til the end! the way she worries for mika's wellbeing is really sweet, and i think it's so good she's there for him. i'll admit i havent gotten too far as far as seeing/reading canon moments but know i will one day because im fond of them

10. rei and a forehead kiss goodnight

[beautifulbangtanboyz]

Kim Seokjin is literally THAT bitch. His mother was supposedly miss Korea, and his dad is a ceo!! Despite growing up with money, and having successful parents, he didn't need any help rising to stardom. That binch did it all on his own !! He is such an inspiration for real. Its crazy to think he was scouted due to his undeniable good looks,(not really because I mean, look how gorgeous he is) bUT look how talented he is TOO!! WHAT BLOWS MY MIND THOUGH IS HOW FAR HE HAS COME IN TERMS OF VOCALS AND PERFORMANCE. HIS VOICE IS INSANE AND THE NOTES HE CAN HIT JUST BLOWS ME AWAY. HIS VOCAL TEACHER LITERALLY BURST INTO TEARS AT HIS PROGRESS AND IM JUST SO PROUD OF HIM. HIS DANCING SKILLS AND STAGE PRESENCE HAVE IMPROVED SO MUCH SINCE DEBUT. HE LEARNT PIANO FOR EPIPHANY ????? um hELLOOOO , OH AND NOT TO MENTION, thAT MAN LITERALLY BALANCED SCHOOL AND PERFORMING. HOW ????? He was so privileged and probably could have used so much to his advantage but NO, He earNED EVERYTHING HE HAS AND HE WORKS HIS ASS OFF DAY AND NIGHT. ANBODy who says that mAN "DOES noT deserve to be in BTS" OR THAT HE "DOESNT BELONG" NEED TO TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT THIS MAN'S HARD WORK AND DEDICATION TOWARDS WHAT HE DOES. IDK ABOUT U BUT IM INSPIRED BY HIM EVERYDAY. OH AND HIS CONFIDENCE ?? I MEAN, IF I were him ofc I would be confident too but he literally knows hes the shit and Im so happy he realizes how amazing he is.

I ALSO NEED TO ADD HOW HE JUST DOES WHAT HE WANTS AND KNOWS HOW TO GET HIS POINT ACROSS. He doesnt let people define him or tell him how to act. I absolutely love that he is changing a lot of norms within the industry!! He eats what he wants when he wants, he makes sure he has his opinion heard and if he isnt fond of something he speaks up. He stands up for his team even in times where he could get in trouble. He has shared private stuff with us, and openly discussed subjects that are usually kept within the group or the company. He doesnt give in to things just so others can have their way. He wont do certain stuff for entertainment if he is genuinely uncomfortable. I love how he stays true to himself even with the constant pressure to be a certain way. Idols are for the people, but he reminds us that he is a real person with real emotions. He shows us that hard work does pay off. He shows us that loving yourself and believing in yourself, and chasing after your goals is so important. He has taught me soooo much honestly and has really given me motivation to put towards my own goals. I know I keep adding to this post but this man is so wonderful. I am so thankful to have an inspiration like Kim SeokJin :) HOLD ON, ADDING ONE MORE VERY IMPORTANT THING. I JUST LOVE HOW HE ALWAYS BRIGHTENS THE ATMOSPHERE WITH HIS JOKES , AND HOw he stays positive even during difficult situations. He has helped the others through so much and the others have often mentioned that. He really cares for them, even when he jokes around . He takes care of the others and always has.Maaaan, He should NEVER be underappreciated. He is so talented, hard working, funny, sweet, thoughtful and genuine!!!!! ! Please love Kim Seokjin!!!!

[make-me-imagine]

🛸hey can i request a ship? my name is victoria and im a straight/heteroflexible girl. im a chinese american so i have straight black hair and dark brown eyes. im 5’1 and i hate any kind of physical activity- unless its dancing (not professional/as a skill, just for fun). i really like singing- if somone else is singing while im in the same room i will join. i also *kind of* play the piano, im learning how to play guitar and im pretty sufficient on the ukulele. (1)

Ships are now Closed!

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I hope you like them, and don’t worry about sending three, I understand! :)

Avengers: 

I ship you with Pietro. (In this case, he survived lol). I think even though Pietro is a bit cocky, and he is “fast”, he is patient. He cares for people deeply, and would be patient with you in any situation. He never tells you your work ethic is bad, but instead encourages you in the things that you enjoy, like music. Even though he is a bit against the whole ‘no physical activity’ because he is a bit restless, he never forces you to do anything, and does think it’s cute when you dance. He is definitely very supportive, and protective of you. 

Prompt 2: First Kiss (I’m not going to try and type out his accent soooo, you’ll have to imagine it lol)

You sang along to the music and danced around the room as you walked around sorting some things out around the house. You had failed to notice Pietro watching you from the doorway, fond smile on his face, enjoying how happy you seemed in you own little world.

His eyes grazed over you, the little movement of your hands and feet, you didn’t dance professionally, but you had your own form of grace as you moved. 

You had only been dating for a couple weeks, and Pietro’s feeling for you continued to grow as he fell ever further for you. 

No longer able to stop himself, he zoomed over to you, and in the blink of an eye, your hand was in his, and his other hand was around your waist. You were no longer dancing alone. 

You gasped at the sudden appearance of you boyfriend “Pietro!” your shock faded into amusement as you saw the smile on his face as he began to twirl you around the room.

“What? I just wanted to dance with you” he smirked.

“Well you didn’t have to scare me like that” you commented.

“I wouldn’t have if you hadn’t been so oblivious. I was standing the doorway for a while, and got bored”

Your eyes glanced over to the doorway as you knew you hadn’t noticed him there, meeting his eyes again you saw an intensity behind them. “What? Why are you staring at me like that?” you asked, suddenly shy.

His smirk grew slightly “I’m just thinking about how much I want to kiss you”

You stared at him in silence for a moment, as you still danced around the room, your smile grew slightly as you found a bit of confidence “Then why don’t you?”

You stopped moving as he smiled down at you, his hand slowly rising to your face as he inched a little closer “I was hoping you’d say that” he commented quietly as he bent down, kissing you gently, though there was a passion behind it, that only grew as he wrapped his arms around you and deepened the kiss.

Star Wars: 

I ship you with Finn. Finn is very caring and excepting and un-judgmental. He is not afraid however, to tell you if he thinks anything is harmful or a bad idea. He loves that you sing and loves to sing along with you. He is supportive of your music and encourages you so much when you are learning and playing a new instrument. He does get worried if you got from being very talkative to very silent and will often check to make sure you are alright, and if you are he is relieved and will sit around in comfortable silence with you.

Prompt 2: First Kiss (idk if they have catalogs in the Star Wars verse but just go along with it ok lol I ran out of ideas)

You sat side by side on your bed as you looked through the catalog in your hands, Finn next to you looking at a different one in his hands, quiet music playing, as you occasionally hummed along.

It was storming outside, so you two settled for relaxing before dinner, neither of you having the energy to go out into the storm or do anything active inside. 

“Why is everything in here to expensive?” you muttered quietly as you flipped the page again.

“Good question” Finn commented as his eyes widened slowly at the price of a coat in his catalog “Who would pay that much for a thin piece of fabric that looks like it was half eaten by Tauntaun?”

You giggled at his comment as you looked over at the jacket he was talking about “Poe” you said simply.

Finn paused for a moment before laughing “Yeah, maybe” he glanced over at you, the sweet smile on your face sending a rush down his spine as a feeling of fondness took over. He really did love you.

Feeling him staring you turned to look at him, only for his lips to suddenly be on yours in a quick kiss. When he pulled away you could see the surprise on his face at his own actions. 

“Sorry” he quickly apologized “I should have asked before doing that”

You smiled lightly at him, your own heart beating rapidly “You don’t have to ask to kiss me Finn” 

“I- I don’t?” he asked

You only shook your head in response, he glanced down at the catalog in his hands “Oh...cool” he cleared his throat before looking back at you, his eyes trailing down to your lips before he me your eyes again and leaned forward, this time you met him half way, both of you feeling the other smiling into the kiss.

[horansqueen]

AM Conversations : chapter 32

A Niall Horan fanfiction ; rated MA

CHAPTER 1 || CHAPTER 2 || CHAPTER 3 || CHAPTER 4 || CHAPTER 5 || CHAPTER 6 || CHAPTER 7 || CHAPTER 8 || CHAPTER 9 || CHAPTER 10 || CHAPTER 11 || CHAPTER 12 || CHAPTER 13 || CHAPTER 14 || CHAPTER 15 || CHAPTER 16 || CHAPTER 17 || CHAPTER 18 || CHAPTER 19 || CHAPTER 20 || CHAPTER 21 || CHAPTER 22 || CHAPTER 23 || CHAPTER 24 || CHAPTER 25 || CHAPTER 26 || CHAPTER 27 || CHAPTER 28 || CHAPTER 29 || CHAPTER 30 || CHAPTER 31

NOTES:

-one chapter is her pov, the next is his. -4k -im sorry, i never proofread, i hate it. -there WILL be smut. but not only smut. -this is a romance, comedy, smut story. -for the summary, check my MASTERLIST.

- if you want to be notified when this is updated, please message me or leave a comment!

- you can send me questions and theories and comments. tbh they all make me SO SO SO SOOOO HAPPY! and make me want to write more! you can also tell me if there are things you WANT to happen. you never know, i may add it :P

- note for this chapter: i got a few requests like a trip to ireland to meet their parents and casual dates... and they were ideas I had already planned so yay haha we think alike! more of that date in next chapter. and theyll be going to his parents’ for christmas so ill write that too (all planned already lol) PLEASE tell me if its getting boring okay? thank you!

Chapter 32 : His chapter

NIALL

When my phone rang again, I was laying on top of Liv, kissing her slowly and deeply. I could feel myself still hard from going down on her and the way her hands moved on my body only amplified my libido. Her fingers ran down to the small of my back before reaching my butt over my boxers and without thinking, I bucked my hips against hers.

"Maybe you should answer the phone." she let out in a whisper, her lips brushing against mine.

"If it's her again i'm gonna be pissed." I admitted low, making Liv chuckle,.

If I only listened to myself, i'd keep kissing her all day but I just groaned and kept my eyes closed, trying to decide if I should just let it ring or get up and answer. It took me too long and it stopped ringing, probably letting the call reach my voicemail, and I smiled against her lips.

"Oops?"

She chuckled but I quickly pressed my lips back against hers, deepening the kiss immediately and closing my eyes again, focusing on her hands and the way her lips fitted perfectly with mine. I knew out bodies would too. It was so obvious to me now.

My phone rang again and this time, my girlfriend laughed while we were kissing. I pulled away and let my eyes roam on her face before sighing low.

"I don't care, i'm not answering."

Once again, I dipped my head down to kiss her, rubbing myself very slightly between her legs trying to get a release I was not sure I wanted to reach now. It took only a few seconds after my phone stopped ringing for it to start again and this time, I groaned in Liv's mouth before pulling away a bit, opening my eyes to meet hers. There was only one person who would insist and I knew that they'd keep calling until I'd pick up. Liv raised her eyebrows and her lips curled.

"Your mommy."

I raised my nose up, knowing she was most likely right and reluctantly, I peeled my body off of hers, getting off the bed to search through my pants. When I turned around, I notice Olivia smirking at me and raising her eyebrows up.

"That was a very nice view, can you bend down again?"

I chuckled and shook my head, raising my eyebrows at her.

"And you call me a pervert." I pointed out, making her chuckle before finally answering my phone. "Hey ma."

I stayed motionless, facing Liv as I chatted with my mother and noticed the way she was looking at me. I didn't know why but I liked it and when I finally hung up, I moved my hands up with a smile.

"What?" I just asked, making her chuckle low as she glanced down at my boxers.

"It's just... I really made a mess out of your boxers." she chuckled before pressing her lips hard together.

I frowned but looked down, noticing the wet spot on my boxers and suddenly realizing I had been standing between her legs only a few minutes ago after going down on her. I looked up with a smirk, raising my eyebrows and laughing a little.

"It's only the proof of the effect I have on you." I pointed out with a shrug, still smirking. I put my phone on the bedside table and turned back to her. "Now you can't deny it... ever."

I crawled on top of her and she started laughing.

"Why would I ever deny it?" she asked in a low tone as she wrapped her arms around my neck.

I smiled even more and kissed her, staying over the covers while she was laying under them. I felt attracted to her like a magnet and even if I knew it was a stupid comparison, it was exactly that. I couldn't be away from her for too long and anyway, I didn't want to. It took me so long to realize my feelings for her, I just wanted to make up for lost time.

"What did your mom want?" she finally asked after a while, her lips briefly parting from mine.

I didn't want to tell my mom that I had a new girlfriend over the phone and the fact that she knew Olivia and have for decades made things even more important to announce, or it seemed.

"Remind me to be there for Christmas." I chuckled. "As if i'd forget something like that."

I stopped talking and felt my heart jump in my chest before pulling slightly away to look in her eyes. My gaze dropped to her lips and she immediately licking them. Fuck, I loved that, and it turned me on more than it should.

"Now that I think about it, we could spend so much time together in this room that we'd literally forget Christmas."

Her lips curled into a fond smile as her fingers started playing with my hair. Her touch was extremely soft and gentle and I felt goosebumps appear on my back.

"We definitely could." she admitted in a whisper. "But don't worry, we'll get out of here long enough for you to go to your mother's for a few days."

She chuckled again and it made me smile even more.

"How about you come with me?"

Her lips parted, her eyebrows raised, and the look she sent me amused me more than it should have. I didn't want to be separated from her for the holidays and it would be our first Christmas as a couple.

"My mom is doing a big Christmas dinner and my dad will be there too, and probably my brother." I added with a small shrug. "We could tell them in person, what do you say?"

I could read fear but also excitement in her eyes and I waited, motionless, until her lips curled and she moved up on her elbows to reach my lips with hers.

"Then we can go see your parents for an other few days if you want." I added, taking her bottom lip between my teeth and biting it a bit, making her whimper. "You haven't seen them in a while."

I knew her parents had moved back to France a few years ago and even if she kept in touch with them through skype, I knew she missed them a lot. I remembered catching her crying one time while we were on tour, after she talked with them, and although she had never explicitly told me that it was why she was crying, she had literally spent half an hour sobbing in my arms.

She brought her hands on my cheeks and sent me a fond smile, making my heart twist lightly in my chest.

"Thank you."

She whispered the words but I could feel how grateful she really was and it made me smile. I have always wanted my best friend to be happy but now, it became the most important thing for me. I thought about the comments I had seen under that ridiculous online article and it made my heart twist in my chest. Sometimes, I couldn't believe how mean people were. And wrong, too.

"What do you think your parents will say?" she asked, raising her nose up in a grimace. It was cute and it made my smile grow.

"About us together?" I just asked, raising my eyebrows, a smile still on my lips.

"Yea, do you think they're gonna like me?" she wondered in a very low and juvenile tone.

"Are they gonna.. what?" I chuckled with a frown, amused by her question. "Liv, they already know you, they've known you for two decades, they love you!"

She shrugged a shoulder, looking up at her fingers in my hair.

"That doesn't mean they'll like me as your girlfriend."

I didn't know why she was scared but I didn't want her to be. I sighed low and licked my lips, waiting until her eyes would meet mine.

"Olivia, look at me."

Slowly, her gaze moved to meet mine and she licked her lips nervously. I watched the way the tip of her tongue ran gently between her lips and it made me realize that I love this habit of hers.

"You make me happy, you always have, and my parents know that, and they love you." I pointed out, waiting about a minute until she simply nodded. "Can I book our flight?"

This time, she chuckled and nodded more before I bent down and kisses her lips in a peck. I pushed myself off of her and got off the bed, looking for a paid of pants and a shirt.

"Maybe you should wear clean boxers." she proposed with a short laugh.

I raised my nose up with an amused smile and shrugged.

"Naa, it's okay this way." I let out. "Just a nice reminder of my skills, 'ts all good."

It took only half a second before I felt a pillow hit the side of my face and lost my balance as I was trying to put my pants on.

"What the..."

I didn't trip but it was close and I looked up at her with a big smile. She was smiling too, her eyes smaller and her nose up again.

"You're so pretentious!" she let out, making me laugh as I finally pulled my shirt down on my chest.

"What?" I asked, raising my hands slightly up. "It's the truth!"

"Shut up, Horan!" she groaned, making me laugh even more.

"Okay dress up! I'll make coffee!"

With one last smile, I left the room and walked to the kitchen, making coffee and leaning against the counter, crossing my arms until I felt my phone vibrate in the pockets of my sweatpants. I quickly grabbed it and read the message I got, losing my smile slowly. She entered the room at the same time and I put my phone back in my pockets, looking up at her.

"Can we talk?"

She frowned but nodded, sitting at the table as I poured coffee in two mugs. I placed one on the table for her and sat in front of her with mine, both my hands wrapped around the cup.

"Niall, you're stressing me." she admitted in a low tone. "You're not breaking up with me, are you?"

I frowned in surprise, not really understanding why she would believe that after the way I acted with her only a few minutes ago, and finally shook my head.

"No! Liv, why would I..." I leaned a bit on the table and raised my eyebrows again, looking in her eyes. "It took me decades to admit to myself that I'm in love with you, I wouldn't ruin it now."

Her smile was half embarrassed and half grateful and I smiled back.

"I just..." I sighed and shook my head. "Remember the trip I told you about? In Asia?"

She frowned and shrugged, staring at me.

"Yea of course, it's all you could talk about for a while. Leave for Asia and travel with barely any money?" I nodded and she did the same. "What about it?"

"We're supposed to leave in a few weeks."

She frowned more and chuckled a bit, her lips curling.

"Yea, I remember that, too."

I pressed my lips together and looked down at my cup of coffee. Of course, I didn't want to be away from her but at the same time, I had planned this and was really excited to go. I would invite her but I didn't want to impose someone else in this trip. I had almost forgotten about it but then again, I forgot many things in the past 12 hours. I was also scared of what she would say. I knew how Olivia the best friend would react, but I had no idea what Olivia the girlfriend would do.

"And, you're okay with that?"

This time, she laughed and took a sip of her coffee. I loved the way her eyes moved up when she smiled sincerely. I loved her smile. I loved her eyes. I loved her.

"Of course, it's what, two months?"

"6 weeks." I rectified.

"6 weeks, good." she shrugged. "We'll have many weeks after that, and you'll keep in touch, right?"

"Every single day, I promise."

I slid my arm on the table and turned my palm up, making her smile more. She tilted her head and her fingertips brushed on my palm before I grabbed her hand, rubbing my thumb softly against her skin.

"Then I don't see a problem." she just expressed in a low tone, making me squeeze her fingers again.

We stayed like that for a while, just enjoying each other's company, and I tried to think about all the times I was separated from hers. The world tours were the worst and although I had seen her a few times during them, we were so busy and tired that I felt like I could barely enjoy the fact that she was around. Last tour was better but there was one thing that I knew, and it was that being away from her again and especially now would be fucking hard.

"I'm gonna miss you." I confessed in a very low tone, staring at our hands together.

"Me too, but you'll have fun. It's an amazing experience." she added, squeezing my fingers too. "And we can face time."

I nod slowly and we stay in silence again for a few minutes as thoughts start invading my mind. It was ridiculous to worry about it now and I was not the kind to be anxious, especially not about things like that.

"You know what?" I finally let out a bit louder, making her look up at me with an a funny smile. "How about I take you on a date? A proper one. Dinner, movie, coffee..."

This time, she burst into laughter and moved closer to me, leaning on the table. Her eyes seemed to sparkle and it made me smile, too.

"Dinner, movie, coffee?" she repeated with an other laugh. "We do that all the time!"

"Fine then!" I admitted, knowing I couldn't say the opposite. "Burgers, arcades and pub, how's that?"

She shook her head, her lips still curled up, and leaned back against her chair, staring at me. I wanted to be alone with her and bring her on a proper date, the way I did with the other girls I dated. She deserved it, she deserved even better, but she was right. We couldn't pretend we had just met or that we weren't used to spend time together because we were

"You're such a romantic guy, Niall James Horan!" she joked.

"Okay how about going to a museum first? I could kiss you in front of your fave Dali painting."

Her traits softened and her smile faltered slightly. She moved our hands and brought her other one on the table, around mine. I felt her cold fingers against mine and raised my eyebrows.

"That... actually sounds like a good idea." she let out gently and low as she played with my fingers again.

I slid my other arm on the table to grab her hands in mine tightly.

"It's a date then." I whispered, making her look up in my eyes. "Be ready at four. I have a few things to plan for my trip but i'll pick you up."

"You're gonna drive me home so I can get prepared?" she asked jokingly, making me chuckle and frown.

"Of course, i'm a gentleman!"

                                                               ---

I decided to dress casual for the date but I couldn't help but wonder the whole time I drove to her house if I shouldn't have put on something else. I didn't know why this date felt so important and special but I wanted it to be perfect. I parked in the street and rang her doorbell, opening the door quickly when she answered and running upstairs, skipping a few stairs on my way. When she opened her door, I sent her a smile, and my eyes moved down to look at what she was wearing. A simple pair of jeans and a t-shirt, just like me. I brought my eyes up to her face and sent her a bigger smile.

"You opted for the simple outfit, too?"

"Of course," she shrugged with a smirk. "Didn't want you to think you had a chance to bring me in your bed tonight."

I let out a laugh as she stepped out of her apartment and locked the door.

"No hope for you to sleep at my place then, is that it?"

She turned around and seemed slightly surprised when she realized how close we were. I looked down at her, letting my eyes roam on her face. Her lips curled very slowly and she finally licked them.

"No." she insisted, making me laugh again. "And no kiss after the date either."

"Yea?" I asked in a murmur, raising my eyebrows. "What about before the date, then?"

I took a step closer and she took a step back before I trapped her body between mine and the door. She didn't answer but slowly, I dipped my head down until my lips reached hers. Her yes closed suddenly and I kissed her, pressing my body against hers and slipping my tongue in her mouth. She didn't touch me but I brought one of my hands up, running my fingertips on her jaw, and smiled again when she whimpered in my mouth.

"Would you rather go back inside?" I asked in a whisper, smirking more. "We can spend the evening in your bed if you prefer."

I felt my whole body throb at that thought and brought my lips back on hers to kiss her even deeper this time. It was insane the effect she had on my body and I let my fingers run on her neck and down her side.

"Niall..." she let out in a mix of a whimper and a whisper.

"Yes petal?"

She brushed her lips against mine and I could swear I saw her quiver from a shiver crossing her back. Gently, I rubbed my nose against her and her eyes fluttered open.

"Don't even think about it."

I let out an other chuckle and took a small step back, reaching for her hand and intertwining our fingers before pulling her with me. I knew she enjoyed museums and I was also aware I was bringing her to one she had visited many times before. I paid for our tickets and when we walked inside, she handed me one of her earphones, making me frown.

"Do it. Classic music and visual arts just fit so well together, trust me."

I followed her around, just looking at pieces of art that I didn't understand and others that brought different feelings inside me that I couldn't seem to explain. I tried to let my eyes roam on the painting while my ears focused on music from Tchaikovsky or Chopin and when we entered an other room, she stopped in front of a painting and stared. I squeezed her fingers tighter and after a few seconds, she turned to me, making me smile.

"Morning Ossification of the Cypress." I just read out loud after moving my upper body closer to the painting. "What does that painting mean to you?"

She turned to look at it with a smile and finally looked back at me.

"That it doesn't matter how, where, and why you were born... you can still become anything you want to be."

I frowned slightly at her and looked back at the painting for a minute or two.

"You don't have to see what I see, you can interpret it the way you want to."

Once again, I turned back to her and something hit me suddenly. She looked gorgeous, standing there, surrounded by pieces of art... yet she was the most precious of them all, as stupid and cheesy as it seemed. I didn't tell her, I just looked at her and moved my head down again to kiss her. She let me, her lips moving avidly over mine, and I felt her hand grab gently the front of my shirt. Every time we kissed, it brought in me a sensation of comfort and excitement, like it was something new but also something I was used to, at the same time. Nothing had ever felt like that before.

"I don't get why you like him." I pointed out after we pulled away, making her raise her eyebrows. "Salvador Dali."

"I don't like everything he does but some of his paintings are... meaningful. No one had his brain, his imagination was... unique."

I loved the way she was talking about it. She was not trying to convince me or anything, she was just explaining how she felt, and it's always been something I liked about her. It was easy to discuss with her. I stared at her a few more seconds, just taking her beauty in before sighing.

"Hungry?"

"Starving!" she laughed, grabbing my fingers again and pulling me toward the exit. We laughed as we walked to the first fast food place we saw and quickly ate our burgers and fries, sitting on uncomfortable chairs and laughing at a few memories.

"Oh, remember that time you tried to shoot for a goal but you ended up just hitting Aiden in the balls!" I asked, my mouth full.

She groaned and rolled her eyes. I remembered she had a crush on him and had blown all the chances to date him she could have had.

"Remember when I caught you masturbating?" she said with a smirk, using iut as a pay back.

I smirked back and leaned my elbows on the table.

"Remember when I caught you masturbating?"

"Way too well." she mumbled, making laugh more,

I stopped after a while and looking down at my hand, nibbling on my bottom lip.

"You know, it was really hot." I confessed, intertwining my fingers and looking up at her. "You think you could do it again? I'd love to watch."

I saw her cheeks turn a soft shade of pink and it surprised me. She was not the kind to be embarrassed by anything sexual but just asking her if I could watch her masturbate was making her blush.

"I mean, only if you want to, you really don't have to-"

"Yes." she cut me quickly. "I can do that for you."

I raised my eyebrows in shock. It was not the answer I had expected, simply because of the talk about her body we had had before, but the thought of her touching herself right in front of me turned me on more than I thought it would. I wanted to watch her face and hear her moan. The image in my head was so exciting I squirmed on my seat and cleared my throat.

"I mean, if you come home with me tonight..."

"Let's start by this date, yea?" she just suggested quickly, getting up to throw what was left of our food away.

I helped her and we got back outside in the winter cold. It was already dark and it had snowed a lot, enough for the snowball fight I had in mind as soon as we'd get back to my house.

"How about a drink to warm us?" I proposed. "There's a pub not so far. I can teach you how to play pool."

She chuckled and rolled her eyes with a smile.

"I'll beat you."

"We'll see."

[wannaonescenarios]

boyfriend!youngmin, college au? thank you:)

thanks for requesting!!

also, i reached 300 followers already?? thank u so much im njdkc??? i wasn’t active that much, and im really sorry about that!! but ill work harder to get more stuff out as a thanks!! 

but really, thank you so much!!

under read more bc its kinda lengthy!! 

 -tbh his major would be music education and while he is not fond of the idea of teaching kids in school, he hopes to become a private teacher or something to get $$$

-actually rlly loves the class and tries his hardest bc he feels music is something anyone can connect w

-and also bc his other friends are in his class w him LMFAO

-always in the back w donghyun and the two are known as the alpacadong duo :’)

-mainly bc donghyun is the good student and youngmin kinda,,slacks but still manages to ace the class

-youngmin always gets into trouble and somehow donghyun is always managed to drag into it

-and when he meets lee daehwi and park woojin, those two also get dragged into whatever mess youngmin gets in

-but its ok!! bc they are like family to him and tbh, youngmin wouldn’t have it any other way

- despite being a troublemaker, he’s rlly popular on campus

- mainly bc of his attractive looks, and also bc he’s incredibly talented

- got talked into doing a performance w the other bnm boys

- and they won first LMFAO

- and after that, their popularity blew up

- the constant talk of campus

- ‘’did u see daehwi today?? he’s so cute!!”

- ‘’woojin helped me up after i tripped and i think i fell in love’’

- ‘’donghyun smiled at me in class today!! and i just!! his smile is so pretty jdnksfndsfd’’

- ‘’i saw youngmin talking w kenta today and wow i love finding visuals on campus’’

- one day, u two are partnered during class and ur like

- ‘’shit’’

- LMFAO mainly bc u hated working w people

- u had friends yes but not in this class

- the assignment was to perform or write a composed piece in front of the class and it was a huge final

- so u couldn’t fail this even if u wanted too bc this determined if u passed or not

- and u just grit ur teeth bc ur like ‘’i have to pass’’

- so u go find youngmin, only to find him talking to donghyun

- aka more like donghyun teasing him about something and youngmin dying

- little did u know, youngmin had a crush on u ever since he saw u

- especially since u performed a piece in front of class and u showed off ur rap skills

- and he’s like

- ‘where have u been all my life’

- because u looked so cool and confident and he’s just jdnsfkdnfds

- eventually, every one of his friends found out and they just tease him about it and he’s like

- ‘lEAVE NJSDKFNDS’

- u go up to them and they take notice

- and donghyun is like ‘’good luck’’ and he flashes both of u a smile before leaving

- and ur like

- ‘’hey, do u have class after this? maybe we can work in a practice room?”

- and youngmin is like ‘’no im free!! we can do that’’

- and his hands are shaking but he still flashing u a confident smile and ur like ‘’uh ok’’

- and the two of u go off to find a practice room and youngmin trails behind u

- and donghyun, daehwi and woojin r like ‘’u can do it hyung!!”

- and youngmin just gulps bc

- u were so pretty u were intimidating and he’s like

- god help me

- ok anyways timeskip

- u guys get there quickly to secure a practice room and once u guys settled in and everything

- ur like ‘’what should we do? should we compose a song or just cover one?”

- and youngmin is like ‘’uhh should we cover one? I think that would be easier than composing bc we could choose a song we really like??”

- and ur like ‘’okay sure, what song should we do?”

- ‘’i think we should search a song up and just see if we both agree??”

- ‘’ok cool’’

- and after a while, u two decide to do akmu 200% (aka stan akmu pls)

- and u guys distribute the parts and practice and u had to admit

- youngmin was really funny

- he eventually loosened up and he started being his alpaca self

- he told lots of jokes and puns and u are just like

- ‘’cancelled’’

- cue youngmin crying and u just being done LMFAO

- u learned about his family and his favorite foods and drink and what he liked to do in his free time and who his friends were

- and in return, u opened up about urself and felt the two of u were like best friends??

- the two of u had so much in common - much more than u thought and u got along easily

- and eventually u two traded numbers bc u wanted know what days were free and weren’t

- at first, it was to let u know about when u two were free, but eventually he asked u to hang out besides working on the project

- and eventually, the two of u hang out everyday to go find good but cheap places to eat bc u know, u two r still broke college students LMFAO

- and finally the day comes and it was the moment that the two of practiced so hard for

- and u two aCE (haha stan a.c.e. too please they deserve the best) it and u guys pass w the grade of 100%

- and after class, u were sad bc u wouldnt see youngmin anymore?? even tho u talked out of class, u felt like this project helped to bring u two closer

- but u felt a hand pull u back and ure like???

- and it was youngmin and before u could say anything he interuppted u

- ‘’these past few weeks have been the best time of my life,,,and i was wondering if u would like to go out with me so i could find more about you?”

- and thats how u started dating LMFAO

-dating youngmin would include: late night runs to the convenience store for cheap ramen bc u too were so hungry 

- ‘’hey lets go to the store’’

- ‘’youngmin,,,its 4 am’’

- ‘’ok and??” 

- ‘’...okay’’ 

- having to wake up youngmin before class bc the two of u talked all night and he ended up oversleeping

- ‘’did u sleep through ur alarm?? i called u like 3894 times’’ 

- ‘’yes but i was too busy dreaming of you~’’

- ‘’NDJSKNSDK u are so greasy leave’’

- buying each other coffee in the morning when u had a rough day or if u were studying for an exam

- little gifts or trinkets from him bc they reminded him of u

- and u give him little alpaca plushies or small keychains of alpacas bc u thought they were really cute and how could u not think of him once u see those??

- also, matching alpaca keychains!!

- the boys always tease him bc of it but he doesn’t care bc he thinks it cute when he sees it

- never fails to send cute little good morning texts or good night texts bc he wants to be the one who u think of the first thing in the morning and the last thing at night

- ‘’good morning princess!! i love you, lets go out for lunch later okay?”

- peppering ur face in little kisses whenever u two cuddle bc he is so grateful that he has u

- first kiss after he finally gets a side job as a music teacher and he was so happy that he kissed u right after he told u the news

- cue the two of u becoming flustered and shy before he’s like

- ‘’can i do that again?”

- careful w pda bc he once kissed u in public and bnm boys saw u guys and wow u didn’t know daehwi could scream that high LMFAO

- rap battles all day everyday 

- karaoke night out w the bnm boys to see who can score the highest

- leaves his sweaters in ur dorm in hopes to see u wear his clothes one day

- one day u showed up in his sweater to class and u were running late so that was what u put on and youngmin just

- fainted bc u lOOKED SO CUTE AND HE JUST !!!

- peppered u in kisses after class bc u looked soooo good and he couldn’t help himself

- showing u his alpaca dance when u were upset or tired and it never fails to make u smile every time

- also, only does aegyo when u are upset or mad and u can’t help but not be mad at him anymore

- holding hands 24/7 of the time 

- small hand kisses  bc he loves the way your hand fits perfectly in his

- lots and lots of forehead kisses 

- shy laughter the morning after and him hiding his face in his pillow bc he couldn’t believe what just happened

- he is absolutely in love with u and would do anything for u bc he loves u and wants to keep u safe