#im so sorry...

[vexaris]

Ten of Swords

The Ten of Swords represents feelings of betrayal and abandonment, for the character is stabbed in the back. It's a story that ends in tragedy. The swords are a symbol of intellect, of intelligence and logic, and yet it leads to the total defeat of the spirit.

The Ten of Swords is a story about a character who makes many mistakes, and then spends an entire lifetime attempting to run away from the power that they misused.

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(version without the swords)

[catsr-reallycool]

BLLEEWHH... sensory OVERLOAD..

[just-a-leech-boy]

Yeah Jeeves id endure it all for that pussy too tbh

[kuroo-suno]

i've finally finished brewing a delightful fic idea in my mind kettle and i finally have the motivation to actually write it, but my nails are too long atm to properly type it out on my laptop

living is prison

[sweetheartmotives]

I miss you 🍮 Anon I'm sorry I haven't answered your request, I swear I'm working on it. 😢

[bubblegumlefty]

So... my day's not going well.

You probably heard about the controversy about Punk and Cabana that's going on right now. And honestly... I don't know how to feel. So I'll just put a 'read more' section to spare others who don't wish to read this.

It just feels so gross and inhumane and the fact that some people are literally defending this by saying "oh, it was a different time, it was the culture back then, it's been years ago and they've most likely changed now". (I'm not lying when I say I have actually seen these flimsy excuses being given around. It's sickening) Just because it was "the norm" back then doesn't make it excusable in the slightest. Not then. Not now. Not ever. Period. No question.

This is just one of the many reasons you should never meet your heroes. Cause 9/10, they've either done something morally or legally wrong. Maybe even both. And 9/10, they won't own up to it either.

I'm just so goddamn tired. I just feel sick and emotionally drained. My interest in AEW seems to be going down the drain, if it hasn't already. I rarely live-blog in general anymore, the backstage drama is leaking into the main show, nearly everybody is turning out to be a dubious or downright terrible person behind the scenes, and I can't even enjoy talking about the show anymore without some bullshit controversy, drama, or dug up dirt flooding into my dashboard these days. It's like all the fun's has been sucked out of it, and what's left is a souless shell of what it used to be. It's ironically become the very thing they've once been very outspoken about.

And yet, for some reason, I still find the characters that are played on screen engaging. I like to study them and watch them for the character they play as, not so much for the actor behind it. Especially when it plays into creative writing/fanfiction stuff like I do. And I have a feeling that admitting that alone is gonna make me lose a few close friends. But honestly, I'm not sure if I really care at this point. I already feel icky and guilty as hell for still having that mindset even after all this crap, so I might as well just admit to it now. There's really no point in hiding it...

So, in short, Fuck CM Punk. Fuck Colt Cabana. Fuck AEW for still going along with a show that will most likely be centered around them, even after when this little controversy will soon blow up. Fuck everything.

[serslee]

[croutoncat]

the french pronounce brownie as ‘brohnee’ btw

[tomatoluvr69]

divergent since it’s listed twice in your bio ;-) that or Frankenstein

how about both. jesus fucking christ i don't know what's wrong with me. also i never read divergent and presumably that's not her name lol

[orcelito]

oh god it's been almost a month since i was like "next update is probably gonna be just a few days from now! <3"

[intercrusher]

this is their foreplay

[james-p-sullivan]

the older i get and the closer i am to reaching 30, the more the people around me try to deny me my age. it’s a constant ‘oh you’re just turning 29 again teehee 🤭’ or ‘dont tell your SO that, he’ll leave you for a younger model 😉’ and i just???? hate it?????????

i spent my entire teenaged years fighting for my life. i crawled through the deepest pits of my depression to cling to the promise of a life beyond that pain. i was so convinced that i was going to die young, that i would never see the grace of my age starting with a 2, let alone 3.

so im going to turn 30, and there’s not a damn thing anyone can do to stop me from loving it.

[ofswordsandpens]

idk why people get super pedantic about the movie logic in Home Alone and start and try to pick it apart, because like, its a Christmas movie about a child accidentally being left home alone, the premise isn't exactly asking us to suspend our disbelief that much, and yet nearly every single "gotcha" question I see people bring up about this film is literally answered within the first 15 minutes :/

[everwalldigan]

Bruce: who are you? A new crime lord?

Jason: *takes off his helmet*

Bruce: *squints suspiciously* a new crime lord who looks like a grown up version of my dead son?

Jason: *sighs in annoyance and forces a bright smile*

Bruce: JASON THE NEW CRIME LORD???

[daftmooncretin]

spock’s room decor is actually fucking bonkers. The weapons??? the big red velvet curtain??? like ok phantom of the opera go crazy.

for reference jim’s room has some photos and a plant so we can surmise this is uniquely a spock being a dramatic weirdo thing

[chessb0r3d]

Analysis so bad you don't even know what it's talking about anymore.