#in a way i think its better dont say here

[kenntolog]

Hiiiii I love love lovee your loser gf! Series

Can I please request a loser gf! who is a new nurse and she's kind of nervous for her first shift at the hospital and cool bf sukuna gives her the confidence yk

Thank youuuu!!

𝝑𝝔 an: look i have lotsa respect for nurses, its crazy out there for them too man. i was barely able to get through that course alive😭😭 but i am just a weakling so anyways, i will not write any more nurse reader requests tho!! i dont intend on specifying the characters’ degrees anyway. not proofread. enjoy <33

cool boyfriend sukuna is on his way to surprise visit you on your first shift as a nurse after his basketball practice, when the familiar ringtone of his phone fills his ear, a smirk appearing on his lips when he sees your name on his screen.

“what’s up, loser? kill anyone yet?”

“that’s not funny, ‘kunaa~” you say, despair evident in your slightly whiny tone that he likes to tease you about. “i’ve been here for a few hours at most and i’ve talked to more people than i’ve ever done in my life.”

“that’s a crazy statement. you sure you’re not exaggerating?” he probes once again, already imagining your exasperated expression as you rub your forehead in distress.

“no! ugh—” you sigh out, your voice becoming a little shaky. sukuna tenses in his seat, the smirk disappearing immediately as he listens in for any more signs of your nervousness. “i-i don’t think i can do this.”

he clicks his tongue, looking for a parking spot near your hospital, “hold on, baby, d’you think you can come out for a little bit? i think you need some air.”

you mumble out a weak ‘okay’, but don’t end the call which is better than nothing. sukuna quickly gets out of the car and strides to the entrance, patiently waiting for you to walk out. not realising that he’s actually visiting you and is currently standing just a little bit farther from the entry, you slowly step out and start slowly pacing around, still breathing into the phone. it seems to him, that somehow it calms you, listening to him breathing and doing it along with him.

a small smile appears on his lips when he eventually sees you, steps halting as he speaks into his phone again.

“dark red? that’s a nice choice.” he compliments with an appreciative tone, referring to the colour of your scrubs that you hadn’t shown him beforehand.

“thank you, suku— wait,” he watches you still in your spot for a second before you start looking around haphazardly, your voice getting loud enough for him to hear without the phone as soon as you notice him. “sukuna!”

you quickly run to him, arms spread out readily to wrap around his middle, and bury your face in his chest while he pets the top of your head, not caring about the neat hairstyle you made before.

“you good?”

it’s a simple question and his tone doesn’t indicate how worried he is actually. however, one look into his expressive eyes and you can clearly understand that he is full of care and love and affection. you peck his chest and look up at him, bottom lip jutting out in a cute pout and watery eyes trained on his as he cups your jaw.

“i don’t think i’m fit for this,” you sniffle, hiding yourself in his palm. “it’s so quick and busy and i—”

“and you’re just not used to this.”

sukuna watches you frown, begrudgingly nodding in agreement as he nods along too, continuing.

“and you’re nervous, s’okay.”

you nod again, rubbing your eyes a little too roughly for his liking.

“you’ve come a long way, loser, don’t back out of this now just ‘cause of some pressure. you can take it.”

exhaling shakily, you hug sukuna once again, whining some incoherent words into his chest, that probably aren’t even words and just a way for you to let go of the tension. sukuna ruffles your hair and kisses the top of your head, pulling away abruptly when an ambulance wheels by your side, it’s siren making you shudder.

“go and do what you need to do. don’t think about anything else, loser, and certainly don’t think about me.”

his insides melt at the soft smile that spreads on your face at his words and he leans in to quickly kiss your lips, pushing your body away simultaneously.

“i will pick you up when you’re done.”

“bye, kuna!”

he watches you run towards the entrance again, where a woman, seemingly older than you and probably the head nurse, starts scolding you, an amused chuckle escaping him at the sight of your embarrassed expression.

[pansyfemme]

i am so ace i forgot people would consider the prostrate tissue thing a thing for anything other than cancer screening, like when i heard abt it the only thing i thought abt was wow that kind of cancer runs in the family better figure out how 2 talk to my doctor abt it. u dont have to answer this obviously i was just flabbergasted that thats a take people have in this world (i shouldnt be shocked)

its also my first worry and something that more studies will definitly focus on but like. maybe im just too deep on horny gay ftm tumblr but likeeee ive seen several dudes say with their whole chest thats what that study means and its like! fuck yeah reasearch into ftm transition thats great! but like. we cannot just theorize in that way its really not a good plan. like listen im gay as hell, i think its great that it may be affirming to some guys to know they have prostate tissue! awesome! but it is still a singular small study and i want to hear a lot more research before i think about anything related to that besides like- does that mean trans men can get prostate cancers or similar things? if so, how do we check for and prevent this? if the tissue is mainly present in the vagina, is this something we have to train gynocologists to check for? that’s also jumping pretty quickly to conclusions and we need more research into transmasculine sexual health in general. but i think its just something that more people need to be aware of that you do in fact need to fact check medical info about hrt you find on here, whether its something like this thats just misinterpreted or legit dangerous misinfo. just please be careful yknow

[sirrat]

SEASON FINALE THOUGHTS OH DEAR GODD-

AAAAHA HERE WE FUCKING GO OKAY

HELL YEAH MEL

help even the kid uses a gun- kate why lmao

NO WAIT KATE- NO DONT-

KATE STEWART- MOTHER- NOOOOOOOOOOO- THERE WILL BE BIRDS? WHY DOES THAT KINDA SOUND LIKE TWELVES LIINE OF THERE BEING NO STARS

FUCKKK- KATE THEY BETTER BRING YOU BACK ISTG-

mrs flood u are weird- NO SHIT THEY DUSTED- NOOOOO- CARLA DUSTED

oh shit wait wtf the tardis is not bigger on the inside- now thats terrifying

SARAH JANE SMITH? GIRLY IS THAT YOU?? AAHIJRGADSGUHDFJSKG

AWH HEY FOURRRR- FUCK THIS FEELS-

AHAH LMAO THE WAY SUTEKH IS JUST HITCHIN A RIDE ON THE TARDIS LOOKS SO FUNNY LMAO-

omg thatrs so COOL- the tardis is going through her villain era

AAHUWHFHGDFKGDKFHL- A REMEMBERED TARDIS- AWH I CANT-

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ooh sorry about that- didnt comment on a lot of things but im at the point where the doctor says that the earth is dying over n over again

NO DOCTOR YOU DIDNT DO THIS- HONEY YOU DIDNT KNOW- YOU-

cant you not hear someone scream in space- ah i dunno- but damn.. the universe looks so dead

HEY THOSE TREES- THAT LOOKS LIKE THE TREES IN THE DOCTOR FALLS- AA-

metal metal- there was one classic who ep where metal was valuable- fours seasons??

oh- oh that- damn- OH SHIT SHE DUSTED

AWH RUBES- giggling like a little kid omg- i miss sarah so much

mel? no dont tell me youve got the dust- please dont :(

MEL LOOKIN LIKE SHE BOUTA FUCKIN DUST- DOCTOR DO SOMETINGG- well i mean what can he do-

who is rubys momMMMMMMMM got damn i need the answer so bad

NO FUCK- SUTEKH STAY AWAY FROM MEL- NAO- NO YOU FUCK

SHE DID MEET ROGER AP GWILLIAM- DOCTOR WHERE DID YOU GO ON THAT DAY

awugh the way mel has sevens lil jumper- vest- not sure sorry lmao

but what did sutekh mean when he could see through the dead- is mel dead? man idk

pe teacher fifteen gotta love that-

ITS SNIWING- SNOW- FUCK I CANT TPYE

MEL PLEASE DONT LISTEN TO HIMMMM

NO- FUCKK- I WAS RIGHT SHE DID DIE- SHIT

AHAHAH GET THAT DOG ON A LEASH

THAT LOOKS LIKE A CRACK IN A WALL- THAT- HEY THAT LOOKS-

AAAAAYYYYYYYYY THE GOT THE WHOLE SQUAD BACK

what are they gonna do about skaro? bring life to that one too? WAIT- COULDNT THEY BRING LIFE TO GALLIFREY? NO- NO I DONT THINK SO MAYBE THATS IMPOSSIBLE-

THE OOOOOD

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didnt comment on the whole sutekh being life and the doctor being death ahem- mb mb- i was too in awe to comment

so anyway

kate really trying to employ anyone istg - also what abt donna? doesnt she work in unit? and 14 what about that soggy piece of paper

was he restraining demons not to do anything about the dust

awhh-

oh no- ruby -

ruby road- oh my- THATS SO FUCKING SWEET I CANT- I CANT- SOMEBODY DO LIVE SLUG REACTION TO THE BARISTA

is ruby gonna leave?? or is fifteen gonna say she can leave- oh no

i was right :( i will start balling my eyes out

THE FUCKING MUSIC- THE " I LOVE YOU" I CANT-

whose narrating- oop- mrs flood hello-

WAIT WDYM ABSOLUTE TERROR?? GODDAMMIT MRS FLOOD YOU ARE SO WEIRD

man im- i- heu

[lggy]

I just wanted to tell you, coming from a past total Jason hater who has now accepted that they were wrong on things, that your takes about him and Jess have helped me get out of whatever parasocial disillusioned mess I was in. I just felt like you deserved to know that you weren’t shouting into the void.

THANK YOU

i'm trying to undo some of the damage caused by parasocial rumors n hater stuff.. i feel like i probably come off as a dickrider and it doesnt help that im the wiki guy on top of that and people probably perceive me as not being critical enough, but i think it's way better to approach things (especially accusations against irl people) with all the facts laid out and with critical thinking (bad-faith interpretations are not critical thinking) and also empathy/believing people's first hand experiences.

i'm mostly advocating for stopping the spread of misinformation and rumors.. but i am biased bc i love aphmau.

it's just really hard for me to hate on jess like some people here do after watching that livestream where she breaks down after talking abt the level of harassment/threats/(now as we learned, stalkers) she got during mcd s2. idk i feel bad for her people are so mean to her :(

a lot of people jump on hate trains bc they dont want to be labelled problematic hence all the ppl who tag their aphmau posts as like "jess defenders dni" "jesson supporters dni" "i dont support aphmau" and it becomes one big spiral of rumors and accusations and becomes a toxic cesspool then wonder why jess ghosted all social medias. it takes effort to get all the information and a lot of ppl dont want to do that, so thats why i'm doing it.

idk i just go about the internet as if the creators can see what i say and draw. some ppl straihgt up want to bar the creators from their own fandoms which is fucked up in my opinion. some of you people are proud of bullying the employees which is extremely gross and cringey too. thats just my opinion though

There really are issues with the workplace, a few current/former employees speak up about it. These are issues brought up in just the past few weeks:

( sebastian's og tweet was last year but he retweeted in the beginning of june for some unknown reason but i won't speculate on that though)

last one is just in general that pulls in over the past couple years^ i don't have any sources for the employee who allegedly had ptsd after working at blujay/catface because i haven't looked that deeply into that in particular and dont know where to look for it

i don't really know what to say about the workplace things.. they hired new HR recently so i guess they're working on it.

I can interview a few current employees to learn more but all i know rn is people in the voice and art department

i had more but its 1 am i have work tomorrow oops gn thank you for hearing me out

[samtamdan]

[moeblob]

What if I straight up didn't explain myself? What if I just said trust me on this? Would you?

[suntails]

loyalty

[rearranging-deck-chairs]

the doctor isnt neurodivergent or autistic or adhd or nonbinary or genderqueer or asexual. what the doctor is, is Not From Here

[skunkes]

doing figure drawing studies because i know thats what i should be doing right now but also ive been in a very insane deranged state for the past 2 months that leaves me like this whenever i look at a man for too long

[oatbugs]

i feel rly sad and conflicted abt one of my best friends on earth but idk who to ask for advice bc i usually would have consulted her in this situation lmao

[doomedclockworkdotmp3]

ahaaa. redraw of this oldass drawing

[oceanwithouthermoon]

https://x.com/d3kutism/status/1741579841764475157?s=46

it should be illegal to be this fucking stupid so loudly and confidently omg..

mfs on the internet preach about "media literacy" yet they completely gloss over the fact that the only damn things that kusuo "canonically" is are a tsundere, an unreliable narrator, and a fucking liar LMFAOOO.. babe thats like basic reading comprehension, im sorry..

EDIT: it should go without saying not to send a person hate just because of a silly post like this one(+i dont have any reach anyway so im sure it wouldnt happen, but i wanna say this nonetheless lol) but i would just like to say that i just checked and realized that this person is 15 years old, so like... yeah, too young to be arguing with grown people on the internet. dont take this too serious or send this person hate pls lol..

[corokoro]

twitter was having a shit fit earlier when the SGF happened and the s2 cast was revealed and like

i understand part of the rage at two crossovers and bison already being back, people wanted the big faves to come back like the sf3 cast in general, cody, menat, etc

but think of the LORE, gang, the POTENTIAL

and also when it comes to growing rosters and what characters get in, you gotta get used to the odd choices and potential disappointment, this is why the smash dlcs still worked even with characters like piranha plant and min-min, so i was kinda surprised by all the anger on twitter, and it was genuinely hurting my own hype because yeah i didn't think bison should've been added this early either, but since he is here now anyways, it's time to deep analyze on what they could do with this, because they could prove JP to be the bigger bad if they play their cards right

anyways guess im lurking on tumblr for a bit, yall are stuck with me now KFHSLFND

[sendmyresignation]

social media is just new and excruciating ways of seeing cleanliness being upheld as an indicator of morality (same with health) which make me want to claw my eyeballs out of my skull.

[citrlet]

very sad this morning seeing Ryan and Shane leaving youtube to start yet another exclusive subscription service :/

[stuffedsand]

for the violence ask game: 8 common fandom opinion everyone is wrong about. for milgram. i know exactly what you're going to say i just want to see you go off again

Hiii bestie. You do know what I'm about to talk about. Yippee

Disclaimer that this whole essay is like. For fun and how I say things is ramped up to be funny. I don't mind if you disagree w me cuz like that's the nature of things! We disagree but we can get along.

Anyways short answer for people who don't wanna see the essay: organ harvesting theory. This is about shidou.

Idk how prevalent it is rn since not many people even talk about shidou but it was prevalent enough in June when I got into milgram that I believed it for a bit anyways the rest in under the cut cuz I'm insane sorrg

SO the main reason I think the theory is WRONG (hyperbole‼️) is because I just think it's unrealistic. Man works in a hospital in Japan. How would he pull it off. Scuff an operation bad enough to cause braindeath/death and I'm p sure they suspend your medical licence, if he participated in an organ harvesting operation pre-family-accident his case would then be black and white cuz he was doing it in complete sound mind with no regard for human life. Also it wouldn't justify the extreme reaction he's had to realizing, specifically, "what I've been robbing people of" (t1 voice trailer), and he wouldn't have as heavy a focus on the relatives' feelings and reactions. At least story writing wise it'd make less sense since it doesn't allude to anything if that's the end goal? Imo at least. Idk maybe this is because I really like tragedies in media. Also because it'd be a really disproportionately severe crime compared to every other direct murderer???? Like. We have strangled someone, stabbed someone, bludgeoning, bludgeoning, kicked someone to death. Organ harvesting looks cartoony in this context. It's also not a very prevelant issue in Japan iirc.

Also to prove my point further. If we use this theories the murders would be

Strangling, abortion??????, cyber bullying, stabbing, organ harvesting, toxic r/s, telling the truth (lmao), bludgeoning, bludgeoning, bludgeoning (minus weapon). Organ harvesting is goofy cuz it seems so.... Extreme,,,,,,,

ALSSOOOOO funny point. If he's not directly involved in his murder (as in, unintentional and indirect) that makes 5 direct and 5 indirect. Silly.

Also also his murder seems somewhat tied to how he feels about his job itself ("I wanted to contribute to society (about his career choice)/I had thought my work was a contribution to society", use of past tense) and to me it reads like hes disillusioned w his job esp since his reason for getting a highly sought after, high paying and high social ranking job is "I wanted to contribute to society". Doctors with that empathy can be affected by the death around them more severely and I think that's a fun topic to look at

I count this under "common fandom opinion" cuz it was common enough around June (whenyours truesly got into milgram) that I believed it. I mean I introduced shidou to my friend (hello clown) as "maybe Dr malpractice. Organ harvesting dude" and said friend (hello again clown) is also the one who's heard me bash the organ harvesting theory like 6 times at least now so. Yippee.

Take none of this seriously I just got off a plane and am so very eepy. If you like the organ harvesting theory good for you!!!!!!!💥💥💥💥💥 you do you bestie !!!!!!!!!!!!!! I literally do not think less of anyone who believes that theory I just personally dont lmao