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dreampearls · 8 months

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oh yeah and it goes without saying the colleikillua isms exists. somehwere.

#in my beautiful mind perhaps #its the conceit of a murderer finding narrative redemption in forming meaningful connections with others #the only thing is that killuas ''redemption'' is so flippant LMAO that kid is not guilty about the murders he quits being an assassin #only out of a vague moral obligation to his friends & because he recognizes it isnt the most socially of acceptable practices. lmfao.#but yeah once again the weaponization thing against your will and fighting against a deeply embedded #indoctrination/trauma for the sake of someone they love. thing applies here #also in my mind. colleis personality is much more similar to killuas than her game iteration.#reading the webtoon with this in mind made everything click for me LOL

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bacchuschucklefuck · 5 months

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laying here spinning in my head 1/adaine's new gf meets riz for the first time fic or 2/riz and baron fake dating for event thing fic maybe I just wanna think abt future stuff for my guy. just pure thinkin bout him chillin kickin ass

#not art #just realized Ive been typing on this document for an hour already lmao #adaines new gf is a warforged archival worker btw. she just appeared in my brain unprompted #I just think itd be funny for adaine's gf to have met and hung out with everyone in the party Except for riz #and riz seems normal and boring from what shes seen of him but every story she hears abt him is like #fully insane. and then she meets him and hes solidly both #I just think. a fic abt how every bad kid partner also immediately becomes a honorary proxy bad kid would be #good for riz's nerves eventually he realizes that like oh when my friends date that just means more friends for me #baron Is in riz's office throughout this fic however. thats my vision #the riz baron fake dating fic is fully it just idea rn but I think itd be fun to see #riz accepting his fear and then immediately weaponizing it #goes to an event where the people there supposedly hate his guts no matter how hard he conforms #and then slowly unleashing baron upon them #a bit too high concept for my brain atm but perhaps. eventually. itll get written #the first one is like 1k+ in already lmao. sometimes I do a little writing #eh. its for fun anyways I get at this when I want to. we'll see! for now. beautiful vision in my mind

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crazywolf828 · 6 months

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So anyway if anyone wonders how @rockystar11 shows her love it's by making cursed art of Chuck E Cheeses and Biggie Cheese.

Anyway they're exes that still have insane sexual tension 😌

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laniidae-passerine · 3 months

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decided that in my own personal canon, Santiago’s maker looked similar to Louis, simply because Ben Daniels stated that Santiago was very likely in love with his maker. and wouldn’t it be some kind of torture to fall in love with the man who murdered your first vampiric love? to then watch him fall in love with another, who bears an eerie resemblance to that first love? to be witness to something tender and affectionate blooming, every moment a memory of how none of those you’ve adored have ever wanted you back? it would be agony. it would be torture. god, you would just hate them to pieces, loathing even as you loved them. and you wouldn’t know peace - not until the whole pack of them learnt the horror of love, just as you have.

#I like to think that Santiago was courted by his maker. that it was a genuine interest #perhaps turned to be an immortal companion before his maker saw his mind and past and realised how dull he was #imagine being sold the beautiful dream of having an immortal companion who loves you and chose you out of everyone #to be the only they spend eternity with. forever in the arms of love #just for him to see you. truly see you as nobody ever has. and then instantly recoil #abandon you in disgust. he doesn’t care what you do. he doesn’t care where you go. he doesn’t care what you call yourself. francis.#santiago is a strange inverse of claudia #she is a grown woman struggling against her body - constantly being viewed as her past rather than who she truly is #but she is capable and knowing and refuses to pretend. she is Claudia the adult woman. she is Claudia the cage breaker. Claudia the killer.#while I think Santiago is still deep down Francis. lonely and needy and wanting someone to pick him. but nobody ever will #and so he covers himself up in lies and leather and performs on stage. and nobody thinks anyone is standing there but Santiago #I just LOVE torture. imagine how upsetting all of it would be #he’s still a foul cunt. but god the agony. Armand killing the man he loves. Armand falling in love with someone who looks so similar.#and Santiago can have none of them. will only be touched in anger. so make them angry. get them to touch him.#furious desire to hurt is a kind of desire. he’ll take what he can get. he’s going to get it.#he decides to become the new master of the coven when every part of him is clearly begging #please please please want me take me need me make me yours please don’t turn away don’t pick someone else #he’s so careless with the women because life’s not fair ladies! the powerful want you then they drop you after they’ve used you #if I’m a toy you’re all toys. if I’m used I’ll use up the lot of you.#exactly my favourite kind of guy. wants to be loved eternally would flinch if he received it because what even is this?#santiago iwtv #santiago #ldpdl #louis de pointe du lac #armand #armand iwtv #armand interview with the vampire #iwtv #interview with the vampire

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fragmentedblade · 3 months

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I think I've become an official HI3 player. I check the HSR leaks hoping for iterations of HI3 characters now

#I have little hope about some of them. For instance the Su and Kevin voice actors are taken by Aventurine and the Trailblazer iirc?#Kalpas' voice actor does the male Dreamseeker in Part 2 of HI3 which is not as terminal considering HSR is a different game but still #Luocha thankfully exists. I don't think they'll be introducing Kiana anytime soon #I would love Sakura but I'm way more into PE Sakura than CE Sakura and then there's what they did with Miko #Some of my favourite things of PE Sakura they gave to Jingliu or Acheron already (freeze time‚ haunted and corrupted by loss‚#unable to unsheathe a sword and memories coming back to her when she does‚#piercing someone's heart with her sword but the other person living on with a new life‚...)#Thus an iteration of all that but with the cool things missing could get messy and unsatisfactory pretty easily #Mobius and MEI are similar to Mei and Herta so they're in a similar situation to PE Sakura #I find Griseo somewhat unsettling in a good way and in a way same with Eden. I love all the loss weighing on her as if she had already dead #with the concept of her being The Era itself and the era dying. So I wouldn't mind seeing them too #Hua seems like she may appear in the Xianzhou? Given the Marshall existence and that the Xianzhou drinks a lot of those concepts #Blade‚ Dan Heng and Jingliu drink so much of Fu Hua. I don't care about Hua though. The Herrscher I did like though #I'm curious about what they'll do #Other than the Chinese voice actor having already a steady job in Mihoyo‚ there's echoes of Kalpas in Blade‚ Arlan and Sam #so I really don't have much hope there. Not as little as with Kevin and Su perhaps but... yeah not really a lot of hope #Yet here I am. Hopelessly hoping for a Kalpas iteration. Imagine how beautiful the fire would be *sigh*#I was so mad about him being my favourite in HI3 but it just makes sense #Besides the Guzm.a process he went me go through‚ he truly has a lot of themes going on that recall Blade. I don't know...#I like his CN voice actor a lot‚ and how he plays Kalpas in particular‚ both when he's calm and when he's deranged #The Dreamseeker doesn't have the same voice at all unfortunately. I would really love to see him in HSR what can I say #That's the kind of person I've become. In a little bit of time I'll be wanting a Kalpas plushie at this rate #I talk too much #I should probably delete this later

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sevicia · 8 months

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I suddenly just fell alseep for like 5 mins and in the dream I could hear my sister talking to me from her bed and I was replying to her until I realized that she's actually at her bf's place rn and I got very scared and didn't know what to do so I just went to post on here (like rn LOL my first instinct #tumblrina) but I got even more freaked out because the letters kept scrambling and I managed to wake up but now I'm just gonna have to go to sleep scared. @ God pleaaaaaseee deliver me from evillll pleaaaaaseeee

#diary #I never thought rly hard about that ''realizing you're not talking to who you think you are'' trope but it's scary as fuck now #and the 1st thing my mind went to was DEMON ... catholic school moment perhaps .....#🆗 I hope I don't have nightmares. I keep trying to remember how el Padre Nuestro goes for some reason #never understood why my gma started praying when we had earthquakes #WHATEVER. I'm not even religious this is so unserious. Goodnight my beauties ... 🥀

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shi0n · 9 months

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there are some beloved characters and pairings that i hate / dislike for bizarre personal reasons and one day i shall be a hater and list them. not today though. im marinating

#one example is mafuyu asahina proseka #if her name wasnt mafuyu i would like her. but her name is mafuyu #maybe if she was in a different group then i would not dislike her for having that name #not gonna explain why you just have to automatically understand my beautiful mind #havent talked to anyone in a while.. perhaps tomorrow i will try to drag myself towards the company of my friends for a bit #('¬' )#shion.txt

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morsobaby · 6 months

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Thinking about Thunderwing from the transformers prime Wii game...

#my thoughts #He was kinda beautiful tbh #Mostly my mind came to him bc of Terrorspark bc Thunderwing is another of Unicrons little creations(?)#Or at least a very loyal follower #I'm. Prettttty sure he was also created by him i can't remember if it was explicitly mentioned in the game itself #Anyway yeah. Thoughts about Terrorspark and it's fellow titans perhaps

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moe-broey · 2 months

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No context but I got So distracted. I did not set out to do All That today. I don't even know where the fuck I am anymore. It was all an impulse decision and I didn't even write down the second distraction because it was So Strong. In my mind. But then a second distraction hit my two braincells. I have no idea whwre I am anymore. I was just gonna whip up a shitpost doodle and then go back to my main project. I never even got to the shitpost doodle. 🧍

#okay fine full context. i was hit w a vision last night due to a pet peeve like No Hate but Damn #people will really just put any guy in this specific format. and obvs epic trans headcanons forever i have nothing but respect 🫡#but like. it just irked me and made me ask myself Well. who WOULD fit this format in my beautiful mind palace #who. in my mind. has LAYERS of lore surrounding my trans hc for him. who would fucking say that. some sort of mentor perhaps #and who would ASK him that. what would PROMPT that. under WHAT PLAUSIBLE CONDITIONS #esp i think bc the topic makes me so fucking dysphoric too i go insane and die 1000 deaths about it routinely #to the point where i straight up almost never talk about it. i refuse to even acknowledge it.#which is. i think why this got to me so much LMFAOOOOOO I'M. ANGRY. HOW DARE YOU HAVE FUN WHILE I'M DYING. BADLY.#in a way that i just could never allow myself to have fun w bc I Am Above It. you CANNOT get me. i'm WINNING.#takumi has too much pride so not him. moe has too much pride so not it either.#no.... this is. a job. for Bruno.......#and sharena my best friend sharena my sillie goofy about to jump to the most INSANE conclusion bestie sharena 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺#but then. realization. i have to revisit my 'back in the day' designs for the askr sibs and ESP bruno.#and honestly i just needed to completely revamp him. okay. no probalm! 👍 i am revisiting my back in the day alfonse hcs #really Thinking about them. i doodle One Thing about how if alfonse wants to build any muscle #he needs proper nutrition. he is SCRAWNY. he is TWIGGY. he only has weight in his thighs abd really not as much as he shoulf #i get distractef. i am making a comic. anna is there. she is also a mentor. the comic is about learning life skills/food #I REMEMBER WHAT HAPPENS. I CAN'T FORGET. I NEED TO GO. GOODBYE #worte it down but alsp i got plans i gotta go for REAL. GOODGBEY

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monstrsball · 2 months

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when we were young oisuga... on my mind again

#Feel My Mind Beams.#my beautiful exes who reconnect like. 10+ years later oisuga universe #originally i was like 'oh around the first olympics!' but perhaps actually.... closer to when oikawa is reaching retirement age #and for obvious reasons is feeling some kind of way about it

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marzipan-alligator · 9 months

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I believe dressing like a snobbish Victorian gentleman 24/7 could probably fix me

#get me a top hat!#a waistcoat!#suspenders!#a proper suit!#perhaps a bow tie!#oh to be the cruel fiancée of the protagonist’s long lost crush in a classic film…#*bitchass detested rival voice* oh reginald it’s such a shock to see you back in town so soon after that frightful scare the other day…#I surely hope you do not mind that Elouise has been staying at my residence while she recovers #you see a woman of her intelligence and beauty deserves someone who can treat her well- wouldn’t you agree reginald?#I think I am going insane

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i-will-steal-your-intestines · 1 year

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i used to write lots of poetry when I was younger. a lot of it was shitty, granted…but it was something…a shitty something..but a something nonetheless. an expression of self.

and i express myself less and less everyday, and i wonder what happened to the me that loved writing poetry, and loved creating art, no matter how bad it was. i wonder where she went.

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earlyspringtranscendence · 1 year

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attempting another raglan knitwear item [screaming and crying car crash sound effect cat yowling glass breaking]

#so far have had no luck with raglans. right now. i have the right amt of stitches just not in the right places #but its ok bc it 1 misplaced stitch which should be in the front but fsr is in the back. no harm done i can live w 1 st #im mostly also bad at being patient enough to achieve gauge #like . its ok i have a 90% accurate stitch gauge and a 115% row gauge #which like is perfectly plenty but i am gonna have to do some quick math later on bc it says to knit until it measures 12 cm #but there are still some 20 odd rows to go (with increases) and im already at 5 cm #and the gauge also said 22 rows = 10 cm so like idk i do think something's not quite right there vis a vis measurement but whatever #i just really hope it works out pls god let it work out im using such a cute yarn combo #im holding 5 strands of yarn btw which is so fucking stupid especially bc one of the yarns is one i recuperated from a sweater and split #horrendously but its SO beautiful its like a yellow cotton polyester blend (or viscose icr) and its like silky soft and gorgeous #but also entirely split into like 6 strands or smth plus the shiny strands that make it so soft keep getting caught on my dry hands #and i dont even have that dry hands but like anyway point being im giving myself a headache inducing task #and i hope it works out #i also should perhaps do a crochet raglan cause its . easier. and i care slightly less abt crochet so i wouldnt mind fucking up

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peapod20001 · 2 years

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Anyways before I forget again,

Does anyone else have meanings behind oc color pallets? Both for an individual character and when they’re part of a group??

#random post #I can name a couple I think #not in these tags lol I can’t #and I don’t mean like!! ‘they’re all pink cus it means they’re family :>’ I mean like #they all have a certain aesthetic and colors that both 1. fit together nicely and 2. give an idea of their character #hmgmgmhgfjn someone ask about it so I can fucking. talk about it not in tags I am *claws wall* my mind is very active and I need to tone it #the FUCK down fhiddbd #anyways I’m thinking about the blandamores..and fruit dads..poly boyfriends (August)#thinking about the Grimm fam (al and beauty and the rest) al and his triad friend thing #uhm. kinda Séb and fam a bit #god now I’m. thinking about design choices as well as colors #I have thoughts I swear I just. I need you to eat my brain to understand #I need you to ‘warm bodies’ open my skull and slurp my brain meats to pick up what I’m trying to put down #lmao now I’m thinking about how Ozzie. Goose & Blondee (and some of their kids) are practically my only ocs with like. legit clown paint on #well it’s not PAINT it’s their faces but like!! OH THERES CHINTZY THEY HAVE A WHITE FACE #and!!! I can’t think of any more of the top of my head they’re all kinda just. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ solid colored (sad)#lmao where was I uhmmhhg uh #anyways uhm. if I’ve colored an oc before pls ask why I colored them how I did I promise it’s not entirely ‘cus it looks nice :>’ I had at #least some thoughts about it 😭#oh and maybe 👉👈 design bits too perhaps #god watch me creatively crash in the next ten minutes lmao ah

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luminarrow · 1 year

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redesigned her a little bit

also, ive been forgetting to mention, but im doing (hopefully) artfight or whatever so heres me account yarr

#my ocs #i must admit the first design was perhaps... somewhat halfassed u_u (ie. embarrasingly halfassed to me)#so i tried putting some thought into it.. and actually took time to color it and make it seem metallic #that was something that really bothered me with the old one it was just soo flat and.. well i didnt like the colors at all #also this time shes even more '''inspired''' by yukes because this is MY beautiful world in my epic mind...#i shyed away from that before cause i was embarrased but im gods strongest crystal chronicles fan #also sorry i just traced the old pose but my hand was hurting SO SO bad at the time i did it just to save me a bit of pain haha #and i didnt draw her bag... oops

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dandyshucks · 7 months

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i want to have a beautiful blog that has a consistent aesthetic and that adheres to a strict Only-This-One-Specific-Topic rule but unfortunately i have the Rambler's Curse where i simply must share so many thoughts and ideas all the time

#i keep going back and forth on whether i should start tagging non-s.elfship stuff as ''off topic'' or smth #but i will straight up not consistently remember to tag for that SBDHDKL #i can remember trigger tags but other things get iffy dbdkdl #if u dont want to see into the different parts of my beautiful mind then perhaps u shouldnt follow me <- JOKING JOKING THIS IS A JOKE #I DO TRY VERY HARD to keep everything on topic here but sometimes i feel like i want to yell abt other things SBDHDKL #dandy.cmd

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