#in my head by ariana grande

[nisazzle]

"Here's the thing, you're in love with a version of a person that you've created in your head, that you are trying to but can't fix."

- In My Head (2019)

[crypticsim]

i've been getting a lot of asks about what i use on ariana + madison and i'm not ignoring y'all i promise!!! a cc list will be up either later today or tomorrow 💗

[givingmeyourweekends]

How come every artist and their mom is releasing music/album this year

[behind--these--walls]

it’s like supernatural

this love’s possessing me but I don’t mind at all

it’s like supernatural

it’s takin over me don’t wanna fight the fall

[p1325]

[yzzyhee]

are you and user ja3yun dating?

@ja3yun you answer this, youre the older one so take responsibility!

[queercodedvillains]

Wake up babes, new chapter of mallrats just dropped <3

Mallrats (23114 words) by QueerCodedVillains Chapters: 3/9 Fandom: Naruto, Naruto (Anime & Manga) Rating: Explicit Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence Relationships: Deidara/Sasori (Naruto), background kakuzu/hidan Characters: Sasori (Naruto), Deidara (Naruto), Hidan (Naruto), Kakuzu (Naruto) Additional Tags: SasoDei Week 2023 (Naruto), 90'S, Akatsuki - Freeform, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Claire's AU, Mafia AU, If You Squint - Freeform, we are taking liberties translating the akatsuki into a modern setting here, Drug Use, Drug Dealing, Blood and Violence, POV Alternating, Bottom Deidara (Naruto), Top Sasori, BDSM, Impact Play, Praise Kink, Edging, Orgasm Control, Overstimulation, Sasori is still a puppet master but only in the loosest terms, if you catch my drift, Shibari, Suspension, Fucking Machines, Porn With Plot, Hurt/Comfort, Bratting, brat taming, Dom/sub Series: Part 1 of Mallrats Cinematic Universe Summary: In which the Akatsuki are 90's mallrats by day, crime syndicate by night. All the best criminals have a day job to launder their rent money, but the real fun only starts once they're off the clock.

[serenecirce]

Dear You,

It’s easier to say this to the void than to tell it to your face. Your face causes too much pain and heartache, even in memory. I remember all of it, every detail. It’s almost burned into the back of my eyes, haunting me. I did it on purpose back then. I memorized everything to have you back then. I sat in silence, watching you sleep, counting your freckles across your face until I could do it in my sleep. But now, it’s just a constant reminder that I’ll never see you again. It’s a bad thing for us, I’m sure, but I’m okay with it now. Usually I would say that I hope that I haunt you too. That feeling changes all the time. Sometimes, I wish I could haunt every corner we’ve turned, every place we’ve gone to, every song we shared. But nowadays, I just want your ghost to leave me alone. I know you’re not thinking of me; if you did, you would have reached out by now. I counted my losses a long time ago when it came to you. There wasn’t any right person, wrong time with us; it was right me, wrong you. I hope you realize that you had someone who moved heaven and earth to be with you. Someone who would dedicate every love song and give my heart to you at any moment. You still have a piece of my heart with you; even now, it’s in that stupid nose piercing you got on our first date. But I can’t live my life regretting that you never came back. I can’t keep letting you linger like the smell of burnt toast. I want release. If I can’t have your apology, I want freedom from you. I thought it would be us against the world, one Mac Miller song at a time, but that was then; now I try to think of anything else when he plays. Sometimes, I hope that I haunt you the way you haunt me, but nowadays, I just wish you could leave my mind the same way you left me. 

[sweetiienest]

in my head

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❝Here's the thing: you’re in love with a version of a person that you've created in your head, that you are trying to but cannot fix. Uh, the only person you can fix is yourself.​❞

❝Painted a picture, I thought I knew you well.❞

❝They see demon, I see angel, angel.❞

❝Without the halo, wingless angel❞

❝On “in my head,” Ariana talks about how she fell in love with a version of someone she created in her head, to later find out that, in reality, that is not at all how that person is.❞

But there was so much for her to offer so why didn’t he take it? Why didn’t he see what she had and reciprocate? That was the kind of person he was, right? Though he never explicitly said it, she could tell, right? She wasn’t just imagining everything? Even so, he loved her enough to live up to that. No, no one should. It’s all in your head, in her head, in my head. 

❝I got a habit of seeing what isn't there❞

❝Falling, falling, but I never thought you'd leave me.❞

❝I had a vision, seeing what isn't there.❞

❝Everything you are made you everything you aren’t.❞

❝I do a thing with people, that the song kind of explains. I just want people to listen to it and have their own experience with it, but I do this thing where sometimes I paint a different picture of someone that I either already know is not what I’m believing they are and I’m hoping that they are that, or I’m slowly learning that they’re not what I had thought.❞ -Ariana via The Zach Sang show

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(1/2 parts)

[competition-sky]

You remind me of a time

When things weren't so complicated

All I need is to see your face

[ariiluvsyouu]

[jessss-ica]

Painted a picture; I thought I knew you well

I got a habit of seeing what isn't there

Caught in the moment, tangled up in your sheets

When you broke my heart; I said you only wanted half of me

[eternaldisguise]

Ariana Grande lyrics

[mirokata]

Some songs make me feel like popping out hyper-feminine moves while others make me vibe in a hyper-masculine way but it’s always in a ‘drag’ sense.

Like if I’m dancing feminine I’m feeling masc but if I’m dancing masc I’m feeling feminine. Does that make any sense?? (It doesn’t have to)

[smashionfruit]

it breaks my heart how much i relate to 'in my head' by ariana grande

[dansa-i-neon]

Here's the thing: you’re in love with a version of a person that you've created in your head, that you are trying to but cannot fix. The only person you can fix is yourself. I love you, this has gone on way too long. Enough is enough. I'm two blocks away, I’m coming over.