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Happy Songkran!!!!
A very happy Thai new year to all of you!! <3
#eclair’s art#:D#happy Songkran!!!#there’s so much water fights going on these past two days lol#so many kids throwing water at each other#in this heat it is very appreciated#40 degree weather without aircon is rather toasty and melts#happy Thai new year !#with the 5 gays that run my brain#and eheh#a few lil guys at the top#who may or may not be original neon souls characters…#:)#fantasy au doodles will be done soon I promise#just finished colouring the ectoloader one bc of course
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what if a cat... was a frog
#mine#original#ougagygwugh#thank u for people who hve ordered stuff !!!#my sales went down sm when my stock ran out so odfhdsufdj i appreciate th support!!!!#i ordered 2 anatomy books today im very excited....i wann aget better at bodies so bad#im better than i was but i want MORE#my phone is full of pictures of myself in bizarre positions so i can see where leg go#okoay its cold im gna dive under my heated blanket now good bye
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My translyrics for Salamander, written out under the cut :D
This one was much more difficult than the last, but I'm still very satisfied with it! 😤 I'm both sad that my version lost a lot of the fun soundplay of the original, and also waaay more impressed with the lyrics and vocals after digging it like this! I tried to keep it balanced between the original and Fuuta's version, though maybe it ended up leaning more toward the cover, idk. Leaving my specific notes in the tags 👍
Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?
"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.
It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.
I want a taste, but all this spice may prove more than I can take, (eh?)
Something's on your mind. So spit it out and tell me, don't waste my time, kay?
I'm hooked on this, pass me a dish.
The way I'm starving here without you -- it's a crime
A spicy treat, put on repeat,
Can I get seconds with the same heat? One more time!
Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?
"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.
It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.
I can't stop anything, although I wouldn't want to stop, oh no --
Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.
I want a bite, I can't help giving in to this new appetite.
Again, again, I want to be on fire when I get to the end.
We live too fast, we burn to ash,
I never handled spices well and it's a crime.
A spicy treat, put on repeat,
Can I get seconds with the same heat? One more time!
I want to burn bright red
I want to burn bright red
Salamander~ Hot's nice, don't you agree? This pa- passion's fine, see?
"But" isn't what I wanna hear, so say "more" loud and clear.
Tell me I'm not alone in my mind!
Salamander~ Look what's happened to me. This pa- passion's crazy
Tell me I'm not delirious, I'm being serious.
It's heating up all through my mind when I'm with you.
I can't stop anything, although I wouldn't want to stop, oh no --
Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.
I want to leave I want to go, but I can never stop, oh no --
Take a breath, it's best to cool down or you earn yourself a burn.
#milgram#fuuta kajiyama#deco*27#this time i can confidently say this is my fav milgram song lmao#literally the hardest line of the whole song was the very first one#still not 100% satisfied but compared to my dozens of draft lines its pretty good#i really wanted the 'po's to be within a word like the original and went digging through so many words with the sound in the middle LMAO#i wanted something focused more on heat/spice but alas it had to be passion -_-#there was very little space to get across the idea of 'its not a big deal right?' so i hope 'fine' conveys what i want it to hmm...#forever missing the sound of 'ripiccha itai/ piriccha itai' but the treat/repeat lines still worked out well!#so mad english doesnt have a nice onomatopoeia like 'fuu' :(#i needed to keep the long u to finish of the first stanza the long o in a few lines -- i absolutely love how arthur lounsbery sings those#my ace ass appreciates his commitment to singing such a steamy song so harsh and turning the seductive whispers into angry grumbling 😂#me too man#the struggle of trying to write fun food lines and going 'oh NO that sounds even dirtier now' 😭😭😭#i actually did record myself singing and i knew it was gonna be bad but it was Really Awful adsfdsfd so sorry#just take my word for it!!! it all works perfectly!!!#(once again if anyone wants to cover it hmu hehe :3)#oops spelled delirious wrong in my chart shhhhhh#lyrics
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Me while I was just infodumping / ranting about OSDDID for a full hour to my beloved
#𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ OOC . ›#[ saw something Bad relating to OSDDID ( off rp dash ) that made me go squinty eyed and BOY ]#[ had a whole ass OSDDID 101 lecture at 9 to 10pm damn ]#[ FNDSGBSJLDKGJN;SNG; ]#[ I just. yeah having DID sucks given the symptoms but. I do very much love my starmates so dearly much ]#[ it's moments like this even in a heat of a moment that make me grow more grateful and appreciative of my cluster ]#[ ugh I'm being a sleepy sappy star don't mind me <3 goodnight o+< ]
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how would witch eclipse react to someone (coughcough me coughcoug h) teasing him with suggestive jokes just for shits and giggles (not in a shippy romantic way) :3
welllll...he's been living in complete isolation for basically the entirety of his life (aside from his childhood with KC but that hardly counts cuz the guy never puts a word into a conversation), so he has no idea how to react to something like that, he probably doesn't even know what whatever you said means.
He'll take a good 20 seconds to try to glean and understanding of whatever you said and if he actually catches the meaning his optics'll go really wide. He's not used to affection being offered, it's too much for him to handle. After another 30 seconds attempting to recover his dignity and hide the sound of a plane taking off (his fans aren't used to being overworked ahaha), he'll probably throw some weak insult at you in hopes that you'll be too defensive to keep pestering him with feelings. He hardly ever analyzes his emotions, you think this guy can understand a tease?
If you really wanna get to him, tho, try just giving him a genuine compliment: teasing him wields less of a result compared to outright telling him something nice about himself. If you tell him that you like how passionate he is about his research or something, or that you like the way he speaks, or that you like spending time with him? He'll either freeze and try to keep his insides from spontaneously combusting or just leave the situation entirely, rushing out of the room with some half-baked excuse or insult and talk about 'returning to his work'.
...he's going to get absolutely nothing done for the next 3 hours.
#witch au#witch eclipse#(non-cannon)#pfft#the guy's very out of his depth when it comes to this stuff#he's been trained in defensive magic#he's never interacted with anyone outside of KC before#he doesn't understand romance or even friendly company#so you'd probably have to start really small#but yea being genuine will literally make this guy's insides melt from the sheer amount of heat radiating off of him#not in a romantic way more like in a 'god what do i do i've never had someone be genuinely nice to me' way#so he'll probably need a breather to try to figure out what on earth is going on#he will absolutely never admit he likes being complimented or feeling appreciated#the guy treats his emotions like a game of chess#he's never seen this kind of move before#in the cannon witch au he's probably a little too goal-oriented for a relationship#i'm hesitant to call him aroace because i don't exactly know what it really entails#(i need to do more research at some point cuz I don't wanna accidentally cross a line)#because he's probably capable of it#he's just never been in a situation like that before#and he's too goal-oriented to seek out a relationship of any kind#anyways#thanks for dropping by sue :)
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in a high fantasy au davey would be an incredibly accomplished wizard who published his first spell when he was like. 9. and takes it all very seriously not just because he's interested in it but because he's realized what a magical legacy means and feels like he has to do something bigger than himself and help people with the gift he has. jack would be a like. bog witch who doesn't even mean to cast magic he just like. waves his hand and is so in tune with himself that it makes things happen. they infuriate each other
#the Big Moment tm of their relationship arc would be in a battle#jack pauses and very carefully casts a spell that davey has been working on but hasn't finished yet that jack has only seen in pieces#but requires the type of careful consideration that jack shys away from and davey uses#davey makes eye contact as the spell goes off and knows exactly what jack just did. appreciates that the heat of the moment worked#to give that last shove to completion the spell he hadn't managed to finish needed#and then jack gets hurt and davey spins. reacts on pure instinct in a way he's never let his magic do before#and in true jack fashion the spell he can't even identify and didn't mean to cast flys true and ends the fight#and now they have the understanding of each other they hadn't before#newsies#jack kelly#davey jacobs#javid
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I really should go to the doctors and try and figure out just what the fuck my skin is doing lol
#my hands are red and warm as hell and kinda itchy but otherwise#usually every other red patch on me is warm but never usually itchy#man. I have no idea ow to like. go about explaining this to a doctor#yeah my skin gets red slightly raised and super fucking warm and is patchy as hell#never in the same spots always different each time across my arms and sometimes my hands#and sometimes on my legs but I don’t pay as much attention to that#assuming my legs and feet don’t look two seconds from dropping off lol#and it only ever usually happens around midnight and onwards#and idk if it’s heat related I’m not sure bc on very hot days this doesn’t happen ??#and it doesn’t happen during the day either so ??? only at night only well past like. midnight or smth#so yeah. idk how to go about explaining this#let alone if a doctor would even take me seriously lmfao#ooc#if you’re a doctor on here and you might have an idea for me to research… it’d be appreciated
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i need to talk to people in person that like gvf so next time i can aim for floor tickets and also not have to wait as long to feel less awkward
#not complaining#i feel so lucky that i got to go#especially with the seats i managed to get so last minute#and it was amazing#gvf was amazing#mt joy was amazing and i so need to listen to more stuff#hannah's set was great and she's an amazing performer#(before anyone says anything i've already stated my opinion on her and unless that changes i won't be doing that again)#(i'm just here rn to appreciate that i got to see 3 amazing performances and i'm so lucky to have been able to do that this is not a place-#for negativity)#also the stuff i'd heard from mt joy was so different to what i was expecting i've heard almost completely different songs from them#so that was a surprise but a very welcome one even if i only knew one song#the energy was great#screamed my heart out to fotf lml the archer and bsr#and the falling sky and heat above and lltb and the indigo streak and highway tune and-
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whats tough about like. Having Chemistry and spending time with someone at the start of the spring semester is that valentines day is coming up and its like a make or break point with what you may or may not Be and you have to question what direction things are headed in and its a pressure just Not present in the fall semester idk. idk
#we uhhhh. kinda hit a bump in the road ...... idk.#hes. been very gentle and kind and understanding about where im coming from and so we havent talked in a couple days but just ....#god ok fuck it. we were hanging out saturday night and at some point we were going somewhere where parking sucked so i just suggested we go#in his car rather than separate bc finding parking for ONE car is a Struggle. anyways so afterwards we went back to where i parked my car#and i hahahhaaaaa was NOT leaving. it was just past midnight and so we were just hanging in his car talking for abt an hour#in there at some point i told him about that last crush and how it dragged on and he was like jesus CHRIST sia thats a lot#i was reclined in my seat and shutting my eyes listening to the music and i caught him looking at me a couple times andddddd uh#yeah basically i ended up in his lap and then we were kissing and touching and grinding for like the next hour and a half#and he asked if i wanted to go back to my place and i was like uhhhhhhhhhhhh not now so we stayed in there and just made out & talked more#and then he TOLD me. basically hes in a similar situation i was in this time last year. like a girl he liked and was talking to actually#has a bf. hes sorta in limbo and she still talks to bim and is stringing him along and playing off his hopes theyll get together for.#entertainment ig. everyone at this school is fantastic btw. jesus fucking christ.#so yeah he told me bc he said he didnt wanna hurt me or end up fucking me over and that i deserved full honesty and didnt want to get my#hopes up. which i REALLY appreciate. we talked for 8 days he got carried away once and immediately owned up. i do appreciate that#so like. he said that we can just be friends with or without benefits and i said id think about it. then at like 3 am we went home and he#check in with me to make sure i was alright since he could tell i had a LOT on my mind. i said id call him the next day and so we talked#and basically i explained the reason for my apprehensions and why i said no to hooking up (csa) and he was really understanding#and then like. i just asked him more about what was going through his head the night before & he described it as a heat of the moment thing#(which i agree it was) and like. he was genuinely concerned about me tho. idk#i told him that after i got home i had to shower for an hour scrubbyat every place he touched me and that im tired of feeling used#and he really heard me out and listened. he also asked if he hurt me and i said no but it def could have gotten to that point and i#and so he said 'im sorry for making your life at all hafrder to deal with' and i REALLY really#appreciate him being as honest as he was. so i said its cool we can be friends but i just need some space rn & he once again was really#understanding & said 'for as long as you need. just let me know whenever youre ready to just be friends again & if you need me to stay sway#from [xyz places we hung out] just let me know and if you need anything for class just feel free to reach out'#and. GOD i appreciate him. so that convo closed out on good terms. i was worried id need WEEKS but it rlly was just a few hours after that#i was ok again. traumas all about narratives and before that convo all i could see was another instance i was usee but like.#after actually talking it out all the fear around it dissipated and i can just see it for what it was: 2 friends who got carried away#but i really REALLY appreciate how hes handled this and we're both single & attracted to each other and so the question im thinking now is:#crushposting
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❄️
#wishing for snow and cold wind rn#but also trying to figure out if I’m gonna wear my binder next week#because I’ve got breathing issues rn due to heat etc#and I don’t want to pass out or smth#but at the same time going out without my binder#is a struggle#if anyone has any safe tips I’d very much appreciate them
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HAPPY NEW YEAR MY LOVELIES 🥳🎉✨❤️
#ill make an appreciation post and 2023 recap later today since i got caught up with some things#my new year started off bad thanks to a heated argument and i was called a few things#cried a bit#lost my voice#yk the whole shabang#but lets hope it gets better#i hope everyone who see this post has a very bright and happy year#happy new year#2023#and moots expect a message in your inbox bc yk i have to drop by and talk my talk ❤️#[✨] mae . • . ° rambles ♡˖
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hi i have a bit of a stupid question but. if the power goes out overnight and i’m asleep and something i have is plugged into an outlet, if that thing is still plugged in when the power goes out it’s not going to cause a fire, right? i’m really scared that i might start a fire at night because i have a space heater (i think that’s what they’re called?) and they have safety precautions embedded but like if i know its storming i turn it off but if it gets really really cold i don’t want to freeze so i need to leave it on but i don’t know if i’m going to set my room on fire. does anybody know about this? thank you in advance <3
#nightmare.personal#help really appreciated actually#i have severe fears of power outages and dying so this kind of thing sets me on edge#and usually if im worried i just avoid everything involving electricity or water or heating or anything because#i don't know how many things a power outage affects#like i don't want to be electrocuted either#but i need the heater because it's going to get really really cold and my house is very normally cold
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and as a final goodbye, the front door to the building broke
#litchi.txt#this place didnt have heating all winter#the bathroom light is flickering#my bug net fell out and I live on a hill on the top floor so Im too pussy to put it back#and on my last night before moving out the automatic front door stops working#and honestly Im not even upset. this is just a storytelling level of irony that I very much appreciate
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I couldn’t tell you guys yesterday because I was on the plane but the guy sitting next to me was a rocket engineer who’d gone out to the Mojave to give his rocket a test drive but sadly. It blowed up
#apparently the heat wave was so massive the fuel spontaneously caught fire#i have no way of knowing if that’s actually possible but I choose to believe#i was like oh you build rockets? cool! and started asking him all these questions about the plane and he was like… planes and rockets are#very different actually. i do not know how they keep the fuel from shifting in the wings. nor do I know what that light is for#he was very nice actually I appreciated that he did not pretend to know more about planes than he actually did
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rip my shitfuck macbook 2014-2022
#appreciate your final gift of a whole saturday panicking and trying to back up my files#with no left click and a cursor with a mind of its own#just because you decided to peace out with literally no warning#very cool very cool#im being facetious but i am actually quite devastated#i cant write on my phone#and footing the cost of a whole ass laptop when i can barely afford to heat my house isn't very appealing#I'll feel better about it tomorrow but#yeah#:(
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owhhh okay i think i'm p tired ... gn in advance y'all
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#tired not as in Sleepy i mean the other Tired but i'll be fine TvT#anyways aaa ebg ends soon !! like a day or two !! so uh :squints: to all those who have sabotaged me ily very very much and really#appreciate it sm TvT LIKE HELRPWJDJSJ ik i shld feel :(( <//3 yes but also knowing i was actually like. y'all make the game fun ... TvT#yes yes so uhhhhhh help im heating up IDHSIWJEKS (shy)#OKAY so to sam & lune esp bcs damn y'all hate me fr 💔 /nm n ofc cal lettē n that 1 anon im p sure is anoushka (embarrassed if im wrong but#yes <3 IDHSIDNS) tyvm friends TvT aaaaaaa ebg isnt over yet but im feelin a lil ack these days ehehhehehdhehdh so yeah#i feel like i havent rlly gotten much sabotages compared to my fellow mutuals who r playing JDUEWHIJWJS so ya just a rlly HUGE ty to u guys#it means a lot to me even if it prolly seems like smth small >< ✨ aaaaeeeeee#i prolly won't send sabotages as much anymore tho bcs i'm feeling tired now TvT wont elaborate but yes WHEEZEHWRWIDJSOSKAOSPAJDKANSOAO#nah idk maybe im just overhtinking again or wtvr i dunno man but just not feeling it rn again brrrrrrrrr#ill head to sleep b4 3 am !! yesterday was b4 5 so now will be b4 3 hopefully ehe#please Do Not perceive this post /nf /lh ODBWIDNWKDJSK now goodbye B)#dw later today when its actually proper morning or afternoon im sure ill be fine again B)) always am#tw vent ish#i hate feeling this way brrr i always try to focus on the good positive and happy but#yeah :')#if i start distancing myself again rirhwiwhdiehkde i'll most likely be fine so no need to worry at all abt me or wtvr ^^#i doubt anyonr will even see or read this post (?) but if u need pls know i rlly genuinely do appreciate it jdhsjd ilysm aha :') 💖#TvT i just bottle my feelings up a lot okay ORHRIEHEIEHKAJS and i feel like ive been doing that again for quite a long time so im just#kinda breaking rn again :') ill really be okay soon tho for sure 🫶🏼#tw vent#im like 90% sure no one will even notice this so its fine if i just post this ya rhe
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