#inner kuro x mahiru

[xthunderbolt]

"Is there any difference between humans and spirits? Demons and angels? [...] What am I in your myths if I can touch you?" – from Slenderman, a slothmahi fanfic that will come

[cloloveflower2]

My servamp AU for my fanfic( I don't have a name for it yet)

It take place at the start of mahiru 2 year of highschool

The war with tsubaki is over a new odd war begins.

Things have started to settle bown but the consequences of betrayal and the servamp being broken start to cach up with everyone

Kuro has amnesia and goes to a different school then mahiru ( lily wiped his memories)

Mahiru removed the distance limits of everyone

Inner sloth is a rose again( he agreed this time)

Mahiru thinks he forgive mikuni, lily, and hugh but even though he doesn't know this he develops serious trust issues

Most of the relationship are platonic, slight mikuni x tsumigi and mikuni x jeje

My oc Emily tanaka she is very good at acting (not in the drama club) mahiru classmate

No one is thinking straight( their slowly going crazy)

Lawless is not okay

Another oc chisa shirota( mahiru's cousin)

Mahiru's friends and their family are very important here

Sayaka gose back to school

Every character has a role to play in this au

[kiwi-the-servamp-addict]

Hi

Hey

Howdy

Hello

I haven't made a Sv hc post in a while sooo

Sv hc post

(These are straight from my notes just copy and pasted I have too many)

So

Enjoy

Sometimes in the middle of the night Mahiru just wakes up to Kuro's paw in his face because Kuro is hungry

Kuro hates fleas medicine

KURO HAS FRECKLES WHERE HIS WHISKERS WOULD BE

Mahiru likes kissing Kuro's freckles (back to the other hc lol)

Inner Kuro likes scaring Kuro in the middle of the night by standing in the door way and waking up Kuro

Lily is always trying to get Kuro to have a selfcare routine... it has yet to work.. he's considering asking Mahiru to convince Kuro..

Kuro has cat like features in his human form (cat like eyes[like the pupils spesifically]

Mahiru's mom's side of the family is Hispanic so Mahiru has learned a few habits from some of his family along with his mom and Tooru

Mahiru makes certain faces that remind Tooru of Touma

Once Mahiru made a pissed off face to Kuro but it looked like he was more pissed off then he actually was it made Kuro feel so guilty he started crying

Mahiru felt bad

Lily can't handle being insulted especially if it's from Misono

He's had a couple of breakdowns because of it

JeJe would never admit it but he really likes Mikuni's cooking

Nicco actually likes horror movies

But

He physically cannot handle gory movies

He out right refuses

Cappuccino once watched one with him and it just lead to him checking on Nicco in the bathroom because he threw up

When Kuro and Lily hang out they like to watch True Crime documentaries

It genuinely concerns Misono and Mahiru

world end will not stop bothering Shuuhei until Shuuhei gives him a kiss /or kisses (I made a fic about this hc lol)

Shuuhei found out he really likes cuddles and Ildio is happy to give him them

Shuuhei doesn't get much sleep and Ildio always ends up holding him close to get him to sleep

Shuuhei occasionally daydreams about Ildio and gets caught off guard when someone is talking to him while he's daydreaming

Freya likes to bake and her favorite thing to do is make treats for Tsurugi, Izuna, her siblings, and her Subclasses

One of Nicco's favorite drinks is actually cappuccinos he likes the bitter taste (Cappuccino finds it funny)

Kuro isn't a coffee addict but when he does drink coffee he puts an insane amount of sugar and creamer unlike Mahiru who doesn't put much sugar or creamer Kuro has tried some of Mahiru's coffee before and absolutely hated it he thought it was really bitter he clearly likes his coffee sweet 

Kuro has a big sweet tooth

Freya accepted the fact she can't bring Ildio and Hyde to stores with her

She's realized they're idiots

Tetsu can speak Spanish really fluently and he'll have conversations with Mahiru in Spanish everyone in the room stares at them confused

Lily likes feeding the stray cats and dogs that show up around the mansion

Kuro has a big fear of dogs and will cling to Mahiru for dear life

Ildio will sing his heart out to Selena's music

Ildio really likes Pan Dulce (I made a whole ass post about this like a year ago-)

Surprisingly Kuro has very smooth and soft hands While Mahiru has very cloussed(? Idk if that's the right word) and rough hands bc of house work and stuff (Both him and Kuro like feeling each other's hands just to feel the difference in texture)

Freya isn't much of a video game fan but Kuro got her into a few games (he knew she had a thing for farming so she showed her Stardew Valley and Animal Crossing she loves playing both of the games) while Izuna showed her a few games too (Pokemon, Minecraft, and a few others) so now she has a Switch and plays with her siblings. (Did I make this specific hc because I have Animal Crossing and Stardew Valley to cope with my mental health and the harsh reality of life? No totally not)

Uhhh

That is all for today

Have a nice night/day!

[lazykurocat]

I made a little black cat plush UwU.

[akiakabane18]

You don't have a problem lend Shirota it to me for a moment, right Ash?

It's my first time drawing them jejeje

I ship Inner!Kuro with MahiMahi :D

[faith-gigliorosa]

kuro & mahiru | [let me in]

I want to know everything, let us collide and we will never be alone.

[katzkinder]

Of course I'll suggest you my favourite babes, Inner Kuro x Mahiru

I almost answered this with a Jekuni ask earlier dfjhgdf

Okay but these two would be so fun. Like one, Rose, as I've taken to calling Inner Sloth (and it's such a simple name, simple like the way Mahiru would name him, like the flower he was trapped in and the thorns Kuro used to block Mahiru's path, simple in the way it turned a prison into an identity, something to be proud of, to cherish) scratches that itch for a possessive love I cannot get from Kuro, because Kuro just... isn't possessive.

But TWO, there's that dual potential for like... Kuro being confronted with the fact that Rose's feeling for Mahiru, as strange and alien as they are to the demon, as non intuitive as it is for him to care, are... Very real.

And he doesn't know how to love in any way other than a demon would, how to express that any way other than a demon would

He can't even attempt to learn, because his time is borrowed, just like the face he wears

It's a situation that never stops being dangerous for Mahiru, because there's always the chance Rose could decide it's not enough. It's not enough for Mahiru to give himself over willingly, to share part of himself with him, he wants it all.

And I really enjoy that tightrope Mahiru would have to learn to walk on.

Thanks for the ask Thunder Babe (☞ﾟヮﾟ)☞

[redzeverin]

Some Tarot stuff x Servamp thoughts

So I was thinking of the Tarot cards recently (I blame you @spritesoulmist) and I couldn’t help but remember some Servamp related stuff (courtesy of Neverland boi’s recent birthday cuz it was eveRYWHERE- //cough). More specifically on the C3 arc.

If we look back at the chapters we can see some Major Arcana cards as their titles: namely 

ch.41: The Magician ch.47: The Tower ch.50: The Hanged Man ch.52: The Chariot ch.59: Strength

Now we know how much symbolism and thought Tanaka-sensei puts in the whole plot now yeah? Things, words, events, and characters can be premonitions for something to come soon…

//cough… Anyways, here’s the stuff we came up with. Take note I’m not an expert on Tarot readings and meanings, so these are things I checked up on my book. Also these are just tiny speculations and meanings I thought of so don’t take ‘em seriously =v=)

Also, hear this out. Tarot card readings, depending on which kind of reading you are doing, would have two meanings to it—The upright meaning of the cards and… of course… the reversed meaning. I’m gonna put both interpretations in relation with the events happening in the manga, but the reversed interpretations may not be accurate, sooooo… yeahhhhp

The Magician

UPRIGHT:

This chapter doesn’t particularly zoom in on one character (as compared to The Hanged Man as Tsurugi and The Chariot as Junichirou; sadly it doesn’t have much for Yumikage for it) and focuses on the three magicians, or C3, as a whole. The Magician Tarot card talks about, of course, magic– illusions. It serves as the bridge between the spirits and the humans, and as C3 in Servamp’s case: the vampires and the humans. It also represents, in summary: solutions, aspiration, and capabilities– probably as a reference to C3′s organization as a whole.

REVERSED:

Magic used wrongly. Abilities used to gain a negative end for personal satisfaction or plots. This may be an indication of the plan Touma has “ever since Tsubaki escaped”. It can also mean being out of touch with reality (and being more in the world of magic?), which could also an indication of Tsurugi’s condition that made him “not hear the alarm”.

 The Tower

UPRIGHT:

Tbh, this is the reason why I’m making this post. The Tower Tarot card signifies ambitions that leads to a disastrous ending or a sudden destructive change. wqjiodnasdpansddq– If we think of Servamp… well… nwjqlebnsaodasd okay, with those two meanings in mind, let’s look at the events in the chapters. The sudden destructive change we can point out here is the fact that the rising levels of Jin in their area is making vampires more indestructible and would most likely cause that “world of nothing but night”. Aside from that, there’s also Tsurugi’s case, which was finally revealed because of the Servamps residing in the headquarters and causing the stir in his memories. Theeeen the whole subclass breakout thing too. Fast forward to ch.54 “Climbing the Tower” and we get to see Tsurugi and Mahiru climbing the tower. I sure do fcking hope it doesn’t go as how these meanings are, because there, we see Mahiru wanting to save Tsurugi and The Tower tarot card talks about the fall of an ambition that was too high or more than one can chew…. //cough. Only chapters will tell us now…

REVERSED:

Destruction can bring about regeneration. This is all about delayed destruction, whether by fear of change, or by other physical factors. In this chapter, Touma talks about some stabilizing medication because he deemed Tsurugi unwell. What this medication is, we’re not yet sure, but it is something that “delays” Tsurugi’s total uh… breakdown?... so Touma can still use him.

The Hanged Man

UPRIGHT:

The Hanged Man’s depiction is not one who was sent to be hung because of his wrongdoings- in fact, he is hanging there on his own will. There are two cases for this—surrender and sacrifice. As a personal sacrifice. (//cue 10 headcanons exploding in my mind rn), it can either be a person doing the personal sacrifice, even if it is unrewarded, or an event that requires the personal sacrifice. In the case for this chapter, first off we have Mahiru asking Tsurugi if the reason they (the humans) were able to live peacefully all this time was because C3 has been fighting for them the whole time (and note, without most humans’ knowledge). Tsurugi then mentions something about “dying for world peace” then afterwards saying “just joking”. Then he presents how he is viewed by the two opposing sides of the vampires and humans- seen as an enemy to be killed and a hero who kills to protects, respectively. He knows what he is to them, and because of that, resigns-- surrenders – himself to that fate. And for humans, that can be seen as a personal sacrifice for the better good. Buuuuut then again, this card also symbolizes surrender in the “letting go” manner in order to achieve a better end result. Also there’s this example here of suspended action— decisions that weren’t immediately made even when the situation is already dire (//cue the “alarm”; //cue Jun’s wife--- //KICKED).

It was also in this chapter that we see a panel where “The Fool” was put below Mahiru, and where Tsurugi mentioned “You can still go anywhere afterall,”. This is referencing to The Fool’s tarot card of not being in sequence with the Major Arcana cards. The Fool is a free spirit- not bound by the numbers- and has unlimited potential. The Major Arcana is often seen as The Fool’s journey through life—making him the protagonist. A.k.a. Mahiru still has a lot more to do from ch.64 onwards fckYEAH---

REVERSED:

A standstill in time and decision. In regards to Tsurugi’s character (which I have very little grasp of at the moment so dear Tsurugi peeps forgive me), it is the inability to move forward from his current situation. This is the part of him that “wasn’t able to grow up”.

The Chariot

UPRIGHT:

The Chariot Tarot card here focused more on Junichirou as a character—Meaning that this card stands for control— being the most rational one in the group AND also the attitude to take the matters into your own hands, which can be seen through his personality and actions in trying to save Tsurugi (despite Yumikage’s protests). It stands for determination and will power- despite him not being a better combatant compared to Tsurugi during their fight, he still did what he can. Discipline could also be seen in the way he uses Mjolnir…. Although… this card also signifies victory. Will Jun still have a part to play after all that happened? ;;

REVERSED:

Losing control of personal life. Junichirou’s loss for his wife and seeing his best friend apologize gravely for what happened… really took a toll on him that made him on leave for a year. This was his time of thinking things over, taking the reins on how he wants things to be from then on- and that means fighting for the ones he has now.

Strength

UPRIGHT:

I’m not sure if this is considered to be part of the Tarot cards speculation, but Strength is indeed one of the Major Arcanas. As opposed to the usual idea of brute force, the Strength card, and the symbolism portrayed here is inner strength—composure, resolve, courage, character, and reliability. Kuro’s said it well enough for us to understand the fact that he’s acknowledged Mahiru’s growth! It is also a sign of taking on things without the use of unnecessary violence- through intellect it may. Which, in this chapter’s case, is also leaning a bit to Mikuni’s ways of doing things. The elaborate plan he’s coming up is not him getting into the fray, but getting all the pieces together until he makes the final move (or so).

Oh, oh, fun fact about this too. The card of Strength is portrayed by a woman calmly holding on to the jaws of a lion. She didn’t keep them close by force- she earned the lion’s trust for her to be able to touch him, and in turn, the lion is soothed by her presence and doesn’t attack. Very befitting for the bond of the Sloth pair ne~? x3

REVERSED:

Doubt. Seriously, the reverse of the courage shown here is doubt. I don’t know what else to say besides Doubt Doubt //kicked.

//cough. So there you have it: Things that may or may not symbolize something in the future. What I’m waiting for is one or two more Tarot card reference. Tarot cards have different spreads that can connect each card with each other, leading to a conclusion. We already have five references as of now… six would make it into LT’s 6 card spread, and seven would make the Horseshoe tarot spread. Although there are other spreads, these two are kinda more popular. But anyways, I’m betting on two more of these. one for Yumikage, and one for the resolution.

Yumikage may have The Moon tarot (from his name Tsukimitsu, “Moon shine”?). This card is something akin to uncertainty, fear and vagueness. He wants to protect things his own way but “nobody ever listens to what he says” (ch.49). He longs for a proper action, even with uncertainty, to the point of frustration. But even then, the moon still guides him in the world of nighttime they have immersed themselves into. This can signify clarity and awakening too. Yumikage ganbatte!!!! 

And for the resolution, the Judgement card I guess. It’s the final outcome, welcomed or not. //prays for happy ending for everyone ;;

Ohghods that was way too long. If you made it this far with my ramblings, I congratulate you! xD. I’m gonna stick to waiting for more ideas here and there so hehehe... Only the chapters will tell~

[oftheredmoon]

O, P, and R for the fandom meme ^^

YAAAAAAYYYY AN ASK!!!!!! O) I literally threw my playlist on shuffle LOL AANNNDDD...•I got Demons by Imagine Dragons (I always get this song when it comes down to asks idk why) and I thought of Kuromahi which is understandable bc of Kuro's inner demons and him being an angsty vampire and how he wants to keep Mahiru in the dark to protect him.P) A RANDOM AU...... •"I was minding my own business at school and then you started throwing orange slices at me and now we're dating." YALL THIS IS HOW I MET ONE OF MY CLOSEST FRIENDS. HE THREW ORANGE SLICES AT ME IN THE LIBRARY BUt I kinda cheated on this since he and I never dated and it isn't really random since it happened to me.... this can also go for any fandom but I see it being with Vanoé (Vanitas no Carte) or Victuuri (Yuri On Ice!!) R) A ship that nobody else ships.. hmm.. I have 3...•I shipped Mystras and Sinbad from Sinbad No Bouken for a while, but then I gave up on it since Mystras and Pipirika became canon. •I also KINDA ship Shuuhei and Mikuni from Servamp but my Mikuni x Tsurugi feels overpower it. But I still ship it. •And then this one is an OT3 but... Chuuya, Dazai, and Atsushi from Bungou Stray Dogs. My OTP for BSD is Soukoku and I realized that Atsushi would also be perfect in a relationship with the two of them- THUS MY BSD OT3 WAS BORN. And I've never met another shipper. GAAHAHAHAHHAA THANK YOU FOR THE ASK!! AND YALL PLS KEEP SENDING IN MORE (I'll probably answer them in like 12 hours tho cuz I'm about to go to bed)

[xthunderbolt]

— slothmahi; when darkness comes you know I'm never far

[xthunderbolt]

Servamp x welcome to demon school iruma-kun.

Never watched iruma-kun so idk.😔 But wanna hear about my next fanfic idea with witch mahiru x demon inner kuro witchcraft school au? 👀

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— SLOTHMAHI fanfic on the way! The title will be a surprise, but here's a hint about it: creepypastas~

[xthunderbolt]

BUT MY BABIES OMFG THEY'RE SO CLOSE HE TOUCHED HIM HE LOOKED AT HIM HE'S SO BEAUTIFUL MY LITTLE DEMON I MISSED YOU MY SOUL IS ASCENDING NOW KISS

[xthunderbolt]

Happy Birthday, Mahiru!

[xthunderbolt]

— Servamp Tarot Cards —

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Mahiru's hand looks like it melted from Inner Kuro's touch and it's dripping