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#is ugh exhausting sometimes
radiotransmissionaac · 6 months
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starts experiencing new symptom.
“Oh, I wonder if this is related to my-“
Looks up list of FND symptoms.
“Yep, there it is.”
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sherlockggrian · 6 months
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I really relate to mumbo sometimes - his video “I hate everything I create” really hits home and I think it’s true for a lot of artists. There are so many incredible artists on this platform and sometimes it’s really hard not to nitpick everything I do and compare it to everything else, and to want to force myself to make better stuff before I can show it, even though visual arts is by no means anything more than a hobby for me. It’s kind of ironic cause when I hear other artists talk like that I think they’re being ridiculous - just like mumbo, cause how could anything mumbo makes be bad right? He’s an incredible creator and cinematographer and it seems insane to think that HE wouldn’t think so, but then again I overthink everything I make, even if it’s only for me. Idk. I keep trying to create just for myself, and to make myself happy and not worry about perfection - but I guess it’s a step in every creative process to get over that fear and comparison.
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rexscanonwife · 2 months
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Getting the strange urge to start up star trek again...
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spaghett-onaplate · 1 month
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i need to pack my bags and get the hell out of frown town
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kirishwima · 2 months
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I love my job, I do, I love interacting with patient and studying up new treatments and even writing reports.
But when it comes to scheduling appointments and family meetings? I want to pull my hair out my scalp scheduling issues are h e l l
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jotunvali02 · 8 months
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"Alastor may very likely be a wendigo."
Wow. Cool! I had a strong feeling he was. That makes him a thousand times scarier.
"That means Vivzie clearly is racist bc it's cultural appropriation."
Uuuuuuuugh!!
Girl, the wendigo HAS been a pop culture figure for years, if not decades. It is a fact it's not limited to Algonquian or First Nations anymore since ages. Vivzie is very, very, very, very, very very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very, very FAR from being the first to put a wendigo in a fictional work and far from being the last. Because it is a fucking POP CULTURE figure.
So how the fuck is it suddenly "appropriation"? And how the fuck can you call s/o racist with that one thing (Alastor being a wendigo)?
Also, that may not be the socialist or leftist usual line, (you may call me a fascist or a racist too if that makes you feel so good to be paranoid and see racism everywhere) but I think that "cultural appropriation" concept is pure bullshit:
Cultures, even very different cultures always have crossed paths, blended in and mixed with each other, learned and picked legends from each other. The way it happens isn't always right or just or even logical, it's just natural and human. It's how humans function! In North America and everywhere else in the world!
Or do you mean every people should stay away from their neighbor and never have any interaction with a people different from them? Or any interest in learning new things? If I had followed that mindset, I would be ignorant as fuck AND actually and fully racist. Because racism comes when you don't know shit about people different from you, does it not?
Rather, see that so-called "cultural appropriation" as a opportunity for non-Native American people to learn more about Native American cultures. Or is cultural diversity "cultural appropriation" too??
And bitch, if Vivziepop really was racist against Native Americans, do really think she would have used one of their most popular legends to create her most popular and charismatic villain? Also, if she had no idea what a wendigo is, I may have agreed with you, but she clearly knows what a wendigo is, she educated herself on the subject!
Unlike you, who NEVER educated yourself about her!
And I can't believe I've just explained all that while it's all fucking OBVIOUS and commonly known! How old are you? Five? (tho I bet there are five-years-olds who're more educated and thoughtful than you)
If you're a minor, you shouldn't even watch Hazbin Hotel in the first place.
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stormyrainyday · 3 months
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this entire year has been flop after flop why am i losing so bad your honor i am literally just some guy
#im yapping u can move on if u dont wanna hear my life story#first i get nuked by stomach pains when i go to visit my friends#something that had been ongoing for years but#my best friend convinces me to see a doctor that year#my condition deteriorates no matter what meds they put me on#i finally get a more invasive exam that shows my intestines were inflamed#i get put on fucking steroids that fuck me up physically and emotionally#i go through multiple med school exams after spending months in crippling pain#pain so bad id be bedridden for hours#got 6 weeks of migraines near daily#sometimes multiple in a day#stressed out of my mind by the time my finals came around to the point that i could no longer bring myself to care#bc i was sure id fail no matter how hard i studied#visit my friends again bc somehow its already winter again#am a nervous wreck all the time and retreat into my phone#but also hate myself for not spending what little time i had fully present#constantly worn out and exhausted bc my meds are barely working#and id found out i was allergic to a lot of things so i was cutting a lot of things out of my diet#lmfao it was so bad my weight still hasnt recovered but yeah i come back i start 3rd year#the toll the last year had taken on my mental health finally registers#i become too depressed to study for my hardest module yet#UGH THATS SO CRINGE JUST SIT DOWN AND STUDY??#but nothing was sticking on god#anyway im sure ive failed#and la salud mental no es bien or soemthing idk i havent taken spanish in 3 years#anyway deep sigh i just stay losing#i cant believe im in like four fucking research projects and classes and trying to work on myself this shit sucks balls#and clinical rotations...#lord just strike me down
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skiitter · 1 year
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no one talk to me i've been reading destiel fics for four straight days and i don't have a single compelling reason as to why.
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phantaloon · 12 days
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tangledinink · 1 year
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BE SO SAD ON MAIN BE SUPER DUPER SAD ON MAIN BC YOU DESERVE TO LET YOUR FEELINGS OUT!
Well if you insist 💖
I wanna go to sleep but I can already tell ima have a spooky dream if I do so I’m just like :((( sad.
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burninq · 2 months
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i called out of work today and i'm going to go out of town to do some shopping and probably go watch the new deadpool movie. i haven't seen it yet and i've been wanting to. so...if you need me, you can find me on disc.ord. i was gonna leave in an hour but i owe nothing here and i don't want to do anything on my other blogs atm cause my brain is just CALCIFER !!!! so i'll just leave. bye guys. see ya later.
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shijas · 2 months
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:/
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angelmush · 1 year
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can’t believe my brain was deeply intent on a complete ED relapse like 2 days ago .. food is delicious and my body is fat and i love to cook and my life is fuller and more joyful when i do
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brsb4hls · 11 months
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Ok, one more time:
Loki is not gay!
He is bisexual!
I get that you want to erase Sylvie (who is also bi) to inforce your ship preference, but that's not how that works.
(And yes, you'll probably say it's an umbrella term or whatever, but I wont buy that.)
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barkingangelbaby · 4 months
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venting so much i ran out of tags lmao
#i think im hallucinating ?????#i have my headphones on (listening to boyfeel on repeat n choppin up some paper)#and keep feeling / seeing shadows in my peripheral vision#im probably just dehydrated and having bad floaters but i dont like it :)#today has also been bad dramatically awful#life isn't serious there's no reason to feel this heavy#oop very emo thoughts incoming#life can't be meaningful or ill miss my parents too much but can't be meaningless or im living without them for nothing#im just. struggling very hard this year. idk#i had so much health bullshit going on for months that i put off going to a psych n now im so busy that it feels bad taking time off for it#and im also scared of getting on meds bc the idea of being dependent on something that i might not have access to is.. auuughhh#idk dude my adhd has been debilitating lately and i feel so stuck and sometimes i think i have ocd bc my compulsions are so fucking bad and#all my mental bullshit with my breathing has slowly been driving me wild and peaks my anxiety#and sometimes i worry abt being bipolar bc my mom's mom is and my mom's best friend told me she thought my mom might have been#bc the way my moods are so low or so high is exhausting it feels like i haven't had a “normal” day in so long#but also atp when im happy i feel manic bc idk how to healthily experience happiness anymore#idfk y'all !!!! im also very nonverbal these days#ugh and still going back n forth on telling my therapist ive been suicidal again bc i dont want him to have to report me or anything idk#a few months ago i made a joke about offing myself and he got rly serious n said he'd have to take action if im serious so im leaning no#like. i wouldnt actually kill myself. i just don't want to exist sometimes in this life#its just been very very very very very very very very very very very very very very hard lately without my parents or grandma#and even after all these years it's still heartwrenching to think about continuing to live this life without them#like. i just want to make them laugh. i just want to feel their arms around me in a warm hug. i just want to dance to their favorite songs.#i don't want to think of them and see their dead bodies anymore. i want to remember them healthy and smiling.#i would take care of them again in every lifetime but fuck dude. i just want to remember their good days instead of the end. can i please#please fucking invision them at their best. i want to remember the dad that played baseball and video games and whose laugh filled the room#i want to remember my grandma who was so sassy but kind. whose button nose crinkled when she smiled. who taught me to happily be dramatic#i don't want to remember them being frail. i want to forget the frustration i saw in their eyes. i want to forget seeing them struggle#(insert sadness about not remembering my mom at all)#just. fuck dude. my life is simple and i am safe so i shouldn't complain. but things feel so fucking hard sometimes. i feel so heartbroken
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Sometimes I think about now blimey cow literally is the thing that encouraged me think critically in middle school about Christianity, planting the seeds to my deconstruction only for them years later to dismiss and mock people who are deconstructing because their youth group and church experiences were fine so everyone must be exaggerating.
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