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telling myself to continue on like normal and write like normal but how am i supposed to do that when i know my world is ending in 24 hours?
tw for tags: i accidentally rambled on and aired out all my grief for my dog
#ive known since the moment we got the cancer diagnosis id be losing him#it doesnt make it easier#tw pet loss#ive experienced a dog dying unexpectedly and now a planned death#i have decided there is no death thats easy. you'll always wish it went the other way.#in 24 hours ill be loading him into my car one last time#ill be joking about how heavy he is as i lift my 'heavy baby' into the backseat#i'll be babytalking him the entire drive and nearly dislocating my arm just to pet him at the red lights for the last time#i bought him reese's peanut butter cups. because he loves peanut butter and deserves to taste chocolate before he goes#i got him all his favorite treats. been feeding him all the meals he'd beg for that id say 'dogs cant have'#i just. this is hard. im losing my baby. my best friend.#the 'aggressive' boy no one wanted for 2 years until i came upon him and said 'hes coming home with me'#people keep telling me i dont have to be in the room when it happens but how could i do that?#how could i leave him alone this last time (arguably the most important time) when the day i brought him home#i made the promise that he'd never be alone again?#how could i do that when every time hes sick he wants me near him? puts his head in my lap?#how could i when during my roughest times he protected me so fiercely?#the only time he's been anything but a gentle giant has always been when he protects me#how could i not protect HIM one last time?#im sorry. im in my feels. this fucking sucks.
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#hom3stuck#homestuck#john egbert#jade harley#dirk strider#dave strider#karkat vantas#davekat#lil hal#autoresponder#inspired sketches because i went thru a bunch of artblogs and wanted to be dynamic and artsy too#also love to listen to songs and then try my best to draw something for the duration of it. this isnt quite one of those times but#hey the names matched up nicely#idk man. tonight is a sad about dirk strider day turned into sad about dirk strider night. davekats to make it go down easier#anyways ever think about how a captcha of 13 year old dirk doesnt want to die but the 16 year old version does.#cause i do . plenty.#these seem like sketches ripe to do something with but i dont feel like touching them more so. black and white up they go
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NONE OF THESE MFS CAN DRIVE
#i lied about not making comics#i was possessed#im going to keep making comics about characters not a lot of my followers even know#i want a fic so bad#sephiroths life would be easier if he put his hair up#zack doesnt get car sick so he gets the map#angeal would roll the jeep going too fast and break everything#genesis's attitude is spicy enough to roast food over when they get more lost#ff7#ff7 crisis core#ff7 zack#ff7 angeal#ff7 genesis#ff7 sephiroth
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Spears! because people wanted to see my progress, tho the start only shows that i have no clue what I'm doing half of the time, I'm just balling
The whole thing took like an hour and a half but I stopped to play games midway so I have absolutely no idea on how long it actually took. Still experimenting tho
#my art#rain world#rw spearmaster#my rambles#if anybody zooms to check the detail im kissing you platonically#or hugging you or even just looking#whatever is most comfy for you but casting protection spells#i certainly add detail that doesnt really matter much but im just being silly and i like them so they stay#you can also see i have a funny eraser brush#granted they just make the stuff roll easier than before
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extremely rough color scheme update to these two idiots (affectionately)
(zelda; hylia and demise)
#ganondoodles#art#zelda#demise#hylia#i need to practice their anatomy so badly again lmao#maybe i should just restart working on chapter two bc it kinda forces me to draw them in all sorts of positions#and yet even after all this time i STILL struggle with demises anatomy#its like hes completely different each time to me and it drives me up a wall#anyway i think im keeping the gradient and im puttign his big horns further back and apart like big horned cows#to make it easier to draw for me and it doesnt keep obscuring his face
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Steve Rogers & Natasha Romanoff The Avengers (2012)
matching each others freak
#marveledit#dailymarvelgifs#steverogersedit#blackwidowedit#steve rogers#natasha romanoff#black widow#captain america#the avengers#my gifs#another one baby#this came along a lot easier and faster#helps that it was all one scene so i could do basically the same coloring and stuff#anyways i love this scene it makes me fucking crazy#i love these two im so sad about what happened to them individually but also as a duo#they barely know each other at this point in the avengers but steve totally goes with her completely bonkers idea to hitch a ride on one#of the aliens?? like shes out of her mind#shes not enhanced or anything either the way steve is like yeah shes a badass and very capable but shes also very much human#but he doesnt argue with her at all he sees her throughline and is like well she wouldnt suggest it if she couldnt pull it off#and his like.... awestruck look as she zooms away...... i know he thinks shes so cool#i just love them i love nat and steve as friends i love their dynamic#i dont ship them romantically but like. i do get it
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Loch took that literally
#the white lotus#saxloch#as far as we see lochy was hoping for something to happened since the shared room scene#and viewing saxons actions from lochys view who WANTS to see it it looked like 5 episodes of teasing/#/leading lochy on#then saxon makes this speech and its like a confirmation for lochy to go for it. he sees the biggest opportunity he can get#also especially in a party scene where everyone is drinking its a moment everyone knows its easiest to do something that might end up with#rejection/humiliation#i think lochy def played his best cards and planned to confess/do something since choosing saxon over piper at the port#in a “i think something could happen tonight and i will try my best that it does” kind of way#but i dont think hes planned and manipulated and purposely teased saxon the whole time#he IS shy and the way that he is. but he sees an opportunity and wants to take it knowing its now or never#especially with saxon being his brother. they know and trust each other. its easier to be confident once he isnt immediately rejected#instead of like with a stranger he cant read#and if anyones easy to read its saxon#that doesnt make loch a coercive scheming manipulator. i hate that people read it that way when saxons speech basically tells u the opposite
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i survived another week under capitalism's thumb. w me. anyway, here's some Tension >:)
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#hazbin hotel#lucifer morningstar#hazbin hotel sara#hazbin hotel fanart#fanart#hazbin hotel comic#comic#rays art#i noticed that sera doesnt really call charlie by her name... shes 'lucifer's misguided daughter' or "daughter of the morningstar'#her identity only seems to tie back to lucifer in sera's eyes#its very demeaning and although i dont think sera even realizes she's coming across that way... i do find it very interesting#i like to think she does the same thing to lilith#lilith isnt 'the queen' or 'the first woman'... shes 'lucifer's wife'#and thus lucifer's importance is exaggerated and those related to him are underrepresented#especially since both charlie and lilith care about demonkind and have radical ideas#and while lucifer USED to be the same way... his sense of self has been crushed (at this point in time)#thus making him easier to manipulate#again i dont think sera even realizes this is something she's doing or taking advantage of as her intentions are not 'evil'#but its still happening#thats the consequence of a 'the end justifies the means' mindset
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peak friend activities is bleaching and dyeing the other’s hair at night
#trigun#trigun fanart#vash the stampede#meryl stryfe#trigun modern au#gonna start tagging these so theyre easier to find T_T#brainrot over my own au Oh we’re really in it now spongebob#vashmeryl#(platonically this time)#shes on a stool bc hes too tall btw. if u care. no it doesnt make sense but i thought it was funny so i kept it in#vash playing rythm games is straight up just me projecting . it was also Just Funny
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MY BOYS ARE DONEEEEE
Ahem- I've been hyperfixated on this game and these dorks for a few days now. I love drawing from reference but omg Jerry is the most painful thing to draw. Anyway, they are my boyfriends and they are boyfriends, no further questions your honor


#the drawer has hammer space obv#now that ive drawn them both with heavy reference#i can hopefully now just doodle them#jerrys still gonna be difficult. my style isnt really detailed enough for him#HIS HAIR WAS THE HARDEST THING#my specific type may be monochrome boys#but seeing as this game doesnt really have any of those#my basic type is autistic nerd boys who wear glasses and have dark hair#...its not more specific. shut up#im gonna have to goddamn learn how to draw jerry easier though#cause i love chance okay? i do#but jerry is my number 1#i also kinda wanna make a chance closet cosplay#and make those night vale au characters and write about them#i. cannot. wait. for june 17th#...is that why theyre called team 17#gotta edit this on the computer to include the two audios i have of them together#oh make those men kiss#we're just a little autistic nerd group with glasses in the office#penelope could be included too perhaps. i like her design#okay okay ill stop#i just.. i just love my boys?? is that so bad??#date everything#jerry date everything#chance date everything#date everything fanart
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Here are a few headcanons focused on high school Bernard and his friendship with Tim mainly because we see very small snippets of them interacting during that time but it's implied Tim does consider Bernard a friend and likes hanging out with him. Bernard, in his early appearances, is treated more as "guy friend of the week who annoys Tim" so I like to think of how their early friendship can be fleshed out more.
First of all, I mentioned this headcanon previously, but I like the idea that Bernard enjoyed leaving notes in Tim's locker, usually just about silly stuff. At first, Tim thought it was weird, but he began to look forward to the notes he got from Bernard. Bernard also later started doing the same for Darla when they became a trio of friends.
Another thing Bernard would often do is give Tim spare food at lunch and sometimes even give him little snacks in the morning. Bear would always shrug and tell Tim his Mom had made some extra baked goods or extra lunch and so he could have some, but that usually wasn't the truth. Even in high school, Bernard enjoyed cooking he just didn't tell anyone cause he wasn't sure if his classmates would perceive his baking and cooking skills as cool or not. So he would often bake or cook extra snacks at home and take them to school to give to Tim and Darla.
Another thing Bernard would often do that, in retrospect, Tim grew to appreciate, was that he would inquire as to how Tim got hurt when he noticed something like a black eye (such as when he assumes it's because Tim's Dad is abusive). Tim initially found Bernard's insistence into trying to get him to tell him how he got injured annoying since he was trying to keep his Robin identity a secret - but later when Tim looked back at it he realized Bernard was asking because he cared about Tim. Bear would also offer him bandaids when Tim got simple school injuries like a scrapped knee during gym or a paper cut (Tim found it endearingly funny that Bear always had spare bandaids in his backpack for some reason).
Lastly, although Tim initially thought he'd prefer Bernard's company in small doses, he did grow endeared to Bernard always being around him, especially at school. Tim is definitely capable of handling himself fine, but during school assemblies, he still found it nice that Bernard would always find him and sit with Tim. Especially considering Tim didn't have long-lasting past friends like Ives at school with him now, since he had only recently started at Louis Grieves. And with his Robin duties, he probably felt he had less time to socialize with others in general at school and outside of school. So he did appreciate that Bernard had basically took it upon himself to be friends with Tim and later when Jack forbade Tim from being Robin, Tim had both Darla and Bernard to fall on as school friends he could spend time with as he was just a normal civilian for a while.
#tim definitely doesnt have trouble making friends but it probably made things a bit easier to have someone else just decide to hang out with#him right away#sorry if im interrupting tim wrong in anyway though#bernard dowd#tim drake#darla aquista#timber#timbern#tim drake x bernard dowd#louis grieve trio#tati's post#honey bear
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sunburn shane
#based on dat one art meme going around#shane sdv#stardew valley#sdv#shane#shane stardew#sdv shane#stardew shane#stardew valley shane#god why doesnt he have a last name and an uncommon first name it would make tagging easier#shane stardew valley
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Do you see my vision
#my dc posting#my art#dc#jason todd#red hood#transfem jason todd#transwoman jason todd#trans fem jason todd#trans woman jason todd#its always so weird when uve made a character trans. and then u gotta use their canon name for tagging#i feel like im deadnaming her even tho i havent come up w a name yet#the lazarus pit gives spontaneous transition. even if u havent realized ur trans yet#i feel like itd be hard to become a respected n feared n succesful crime lord if she presented as female. because of the 'sogony.#so she can have a lil perry the platypus style shit goin on w a voice modifier in the helmet#also coming back as a woman would make batman less likely to connect her w his dead 'son'. so.#idk. i dont actually have a fully formed au or timeline in mind i just find it easier to draw women#its more of a psychological thing where if im in the headspace of 'this is a woman' it becomes just easier to draw the body#🤷 it is how it is ig#censored bc tumblr's a bitch n really it doesnt matter#i had a post w like 1 note that was literally just 'i dont think [insert name] is a good name for a transfem version of [insert character]'#and it got labelled Mature by tumblr so i figured might as well not even try n be Modest and shit w the way tumblr's fuckin it up rn#anyway shoutout to Daughter of Dragons by thispatternismine for the inspiration#...how does all that hair fit comfortably inside the helmet?#ah. hmm. well that is. it sure is a question! that i will not be answering.#jason todd fanart#dc fanart
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i’ve gotten more comfortable blocking and soft blocking people recently and i’m aware saying that probably comes off as a little mean but . it’s genuinely brought me sm peace :’)
#so it’s a good thing …… i’ve put more effort into curating my dash and my experiences#my blocks are never personal attacks and i hope they arent perceived as that either … its just like#if someone is giving me anxiety for whatever reason . or if i see a take that triggers me a bit#its easier for me now to just be like ’<3 blocked’ … pdjkjdhdd#ive gotten some weird anons recently as well as stumbling upon blogs that make me feel disheartened for reasons i wont get into lmao#and none of that really Matters all im saying is !! i feel less anxious abt stuff like that these days TvT#the block button is my friend even something like a brother#… sorry for posting this out of nowhere i hope it doesnt come off as ominous LMAO . its a big step for me is all#ari noises ✩
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I think at a certain point we all gotta stop referring to the wc incest issue as "accidents." Like, it can only happen so many times before it's obvious someone made an executive choice to ignore it. it feels like...removing/lessening blame to keep calling it a clueless accident
with the way these books are written, I suspect the wc team mindset is "anything the middle-grade target audience wouldn't remember/question doesn't need to be considered." Like, if Nightheart didn't acknowledge last arc that Bayshine was related to him, then he effectively isn't related to him in the eyes of whatever new reader picked up this arc for the first time. Therefore, might as well not exist. Nothing in this world matters except whatever will get them through the current plotline.
the fact they are writing about animals and consistently refuse to use relatable familial terms like cousin/aunt/uncle/grandparent etc probably makes them comfortable shrugging it off.
the new team especially writes as if they are soft rebooting every other arc. it's the ultimate have your cake and eat it too: they don't want to do the work required to change the world/status quo to prevent this problem (doing so might slightly impede the ease of their break-neck writing speed), but they still want to do standard cliche romantic drama with their new next-gen-protag kits, so…they deal with that road block by ignoring it. There hasn't been a financial incentive not to.
this lack of care is all deeply annoying to me. but we gotta stop calling it an 'accident' b/c that implies they would be motivated to avoid it if it were pointed out to them. dog they know 😭 and they clearly decided it doesn't count if they don't acknowledge it
#the only thing that truly puzzles me is why they have a family tree on their website. they should get rid of that.#warrior cats#yarrow speaks#remember how they DID use uncle/nephew in the first arc to refer to Fireheart and Cloudtail#And then they notably stopped using those terms after that arc and never used them again. that's a decision someone made!#why? probably for this very reason.#its a small population with a rule about outside romances#a rule they dont want to get rid of because it has provided so much easy conflict and endless star-crossed-lovers drama#but they always knew this would happen. so make the 'tuck it out of sight' goal easier by not using memorable relation terms#''kin'' matters when a nightheart-type plot wants it to matter and ceases to be remembered just as easily when they're done w that plot#a kid isnt going to make real-world connections to 'kin' the same way they would 'cousin'#this isnt rly like a 'NORMALIZING INCEST" thing for me because they have made sure to never let mates acknowledge each other as relatives#its not /part/ of the story like game of thrones or something#and they at least dont pair siblings and parents. ig. like willowpelt/patchpelt actually WAS an accident that was corrected#and yeah the average new reader probably doesn't remember all the ways Moonpaw and Goldenpaws lineages overlap#im annoyed from a 'lazy writing' perspective.#w/e something doesnt have to be an active physical danger for it to piss me off and be shitty.#young readers deserve more care in the art made for them#i really dont think the world-building would fall apart if they allowed cats to have casual rogue/loner mates.#u can still keep your stupid cross-clan drama. but passing loners arent even a threat jesus christ.#maybe normalizing outsider friendships would be a smell step towards fixing the lazy xenophobia themes idk#wc criticism
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A moment of vulnerability
#danganronpa#my art#art#avis's doodles#drv3#kokichi ouma#kaito momota#kokichi oma#oumota#danganronpa killing harmony#idk man they fuck me up#kaitos grieving for himself and kokichi and maki.#and kokichi doesn't want that. he doesnt want this moment of pain because it makes the whole thing so much more painful#it was easier when Kaito hated him#and kaito is so earnest and the poison is getting to him and-#so yeah im normal about chapter 5#I can't draw size differences
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