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daydadahlias · 1 year

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i felt so mean pointing that out but i didn't want you just not knowing i'm sorry

no, it's not mean at all!! u dont need to apologize!

u guys are absolutely 100% allowed to point out continuity errors or grammar mistakes or formatting stuff if you notice it!! I actively encourage that you do; i will never be offended by it!! at the end of the day, i really am just one crackass college student writing gay fanfic for fun and stuff slips by my self-editing radar super easily!!

that's the beauty of sharing a fic in real time w/ a real community bc u guys do genuinely have a say in things and I can hear you when you talk !! i listen <3

#and stuff like this is SO small yknow #like the easiest fix ever #like took me 3 seconds to change the sentence and bam the fic is completely back on track #most of my errors are so minor that i just dont catch them myself yknow!!#and i dont have a beta reader #like ashley reads for vibes lmfao not for formatting/line by line edits #so people are totally allowed to point out stuff like this to me!!#the only thing u r not allowed to point out is timeline errors #bc those #those i cannot fix #if u notice a timeline error #just take a deep breath and suspend disbelief and pretend u never saw it <3 #everything else tho!!!#stuff like that is sO easy to fix!!!#it doesnt take me more than a minute!!#so dont worry at all!! im very appreciative of you telling me #and so FAST too!!! caught it within the first 4 hours of being posted!!!#thank you thank you #giving u a kiss on the head mwah i owe u my life etc etc #fanfic readers help make fanfic <3 #GRANTED YALL ARE NEVER ALLOWED TO TELL ME IF U WANTED ME TO DO SOMETHING INSTEAD OF SOMETHING ELSE #like if u went 'aw i would have liked it more if-' no shut up #but continuity !!!#minor edits!!#even if a comma is wrong #feel free to tell me tbh!#im more than happy to change stuff #we're all just having fun :)#pigeon #anon

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moeblob · 4 months

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Shavuli !

She's just. Into rocks. It's fine. She likes to collect shiny rocks. (this is dice related and I am not apologizing for giving her this trait)

#my characters #not me being anxious about what if my buddy doesnt like the blue fae hahahahaha #also you have to realize that it took a lot of energy to refrain from drawing absolutely wild shit bc i played 20mins of an otome #and it was wild and my brand of wild and if i didnt take so much to help me sleep last night i woulda played more #one person got the play by play and its SUCH A trip and i should play more than 20 minutes before drawing for it #but anyway hello this is an oc and i tried so hard with various colors other than yellow but i didnt like the contrast as much #so yellow splashes as a treat #also she is much more rounded bc she isnt intent on being the edgiest fae alive (noll has those honors)#also since i mentioned it while i started doodling her on stream ? its worth noting that the games the fae start #are like extreme tag where they get a human partner roped into their game and then give the humans a nice lil present #which is a weapon but its also the fae themselves #and are like yeah lets go kick butt! and someone in the stream asked if the humans got hurt #and the answer is no ! because the weapons are the fae and the fae dont wanna be hurt so as long as they have fun thats enough #its just an elaborate game of tag with weapons #shavuli becomes a lance if anyone is interested and thats not actually inspired by my buddy i just #think lances are cool and i think my buddy is cool so yeah

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why-the-heck-not · 6 months

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Starting to almost wish I could just go do this fucking presentation today solely bc I’m getting mad and tired of the anxiety, how is it physically possible to be this anxious for so many days straight. There has to be a limit how long u can be on the verge of an anxiety attack like ????

#it’s stupid #cant sleep cant eat over ’’ppl are paying attention to me for 20minutes or so’’#i hate this so so much #bc like I KNOW it’s overreacting and unreasonable and it never is as bad as I think but knowing that won’t do shit for the anxiety #like it will he here until I’m back home tmrw after having presented it #at least it’s only like a day of this anymore but I don’t have the energy for this for even one more goddamn minute #literally what could happen in that presentation that would be worse than feeling like this??#the realistic worst case possible is that I lose my train of thought or have a ’’brain doesnt work’’ moment and have to take like 20secs to #gather myself and like maybe if someone asks a question I don’t have an answer to #but like I won’t die or anything #even if it’d be awkward (it will be awkward) that’s legit nothing #I’m ’’just some guy’’ to the ppl and after leaving the building they’ll never think abt my stupid ass presentation again #so wHY cant I fucking chill #april 2024 #2024

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wolfisland · 3 months

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dgmw i dont give a fuck if people do drugs, or what drugs they do. not my business. but id rather actually have the choice rather than feeling like i have no other option but to be a stoner bc doctors dont wanna fucking medicate me for my pain

#''have you tried swimming and walking?'' I CANT FUCKING WALK FOR MORE THAN 5 MINUTES BECAUSE MY HIP IS FUCKING WRECKED #AND NONE OF YOU DUMB MOTHERFUCKERS KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME OR TAKE ME SERIOUSLY #i hate it i hate it i hate it i feel so guilty every time i have to take a pill IVE BEEN PRESCRIBED bc its so stigmatized #im Exhausted and sore all the time. to the point of tears. i just have to push it down and ignore it til i physically Cant #im 24 and it feels like my entire futures been stolen from me by my body and brain not working right #and i have to sit there and be treated like a fucking animal by most doctors who think im fucking lying #like i didnt want this. i WISH i could just do drugs for fun #i didnt ask for any of this. i dont get why the medical system just keeps punishing me like my body doesnt do it enough #drugs #txt

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vammieposts · 9 days

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I am going fucking insane do they make drivers ed intentionally brain melting??

Everytime i hear this mans voice i feel like im watching honey crystalize or paint dry or cheese Very Slowly grow moldy

Like i know im overreacting but i cant focus on this?? I have to do 30 hours and its like every time i start watching one of the videos my brain turns off and i cant focus on what hes saying i hate online learning stuff so much

i dont care if i have to go to a classroom just make me learn this in literally any other way than listening to this man reading aloud multiple choice questions from a weirdly formatted slideshow for 30 minutes straight with the crunchiest audio known to man

#i know online learning is probably cheaper #but do you want me to be good at driving or not??#this is kinda important #IF I HEAR THIS GUY GO #And #the correct answer is #C #ONE MORE TIME #vammieposts #i sit in apush lectures for forty minutes everyday and im able to focus #clearly theres a wY to do this so its not so dull #JUST STOP WITH THE MULTIPLE CHOICE QUESITONS I BEF #like who decided this was a good idea?? multiple choice stuff is so repetitibe it all blends togther #and now i remember the wrong answers more often than the cofrect answers!’#drivers ed #i have 25 more hours of this i really dont think i can handle it #yes im overreacting but i cant do busywork i cant focus on dull things i really want to learn this and its not being taught well and that #upsets me a lot #its so so frustrating when theres an easy solution to bad systems and formats #and people dont see it??#it upsets me that so many things are being switched to online when that more often than not makes it MORE difficult??#my schools digital hallpass things??#unique apps to pay for parking in each coty??#digital doesnt automaticaly meant more efficient or convinient #its helpful in some areas #and much worse in others #this drivers ed is the worse end of the spectrum #because instead of being like oh heres the slideshow read it and take the test #it gives you a specific amount of hours you have to spend watching videos #i could just walk away and let the bideo play! like how does that prove that i know anything thats being tuaght??

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dullahandyke · 4 months

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didnt even touch on the sandra lynn stuff int he tags of the last post bcos if i talk about her im liable to explode. get behind me, middle-aged divorced woman proficient in archery

#wasnt around for sy as it aired but ive seen the remnants of the liveblogging and its so foul #the genuine misogyny....#saw someone claim gilear was a better parent than her and i had to turn off my computer #i know we all love gilear and hes been tbh redeemed by comedy where sandra lynn doesnt get that #but like. be serious.#that tonal shift in difference of how gilear and sandra lynn are received is wicked interesting to me #and like pre-emptive disclaimer this isnt Gilear Problematic I Want Discourse. im just thinkin thoughts here #the way fy episode 1 gilear actively left his wife n daughter and calls her a demon even if he doesnt mean it that way #but then fig/emily takes an interest in him and from there hes a radically different character whos just kind of. pathetic.#im hesitant to call it flanderization because initial gilear only got like 10 minutes of screentime before wet cat gilear took the stage #but like. in ep1 both faeth parents are shown as equally flawed and on an even narrative playing field #which is then upset as fig latches onto gilear as a comedic force and hes not as much 'dad with tense relationship to daughter he disowned'#as 'guy the pcs do bits with'. esp in fy he doesnt do much but let fig live in his apartment sometimes #(and if u rlly wanna analyse u could say something abt her basically taking care of him instead of the other way around)#this then rlly impacts sandra lynn! bcos now fig has One tense parental relationship to rest all her angst on #and where gilear gets bits. sandra lynn really doesnt get much spotlight until the prison sequence #and the lack of focus on sandra lynn Is lampshaded in-universe and i like the resolution #and then u get to sy where sandra lynn gets as much spotlight as gilear but she doesnt have his comedic shield #so instead she has the dramatic spotlight and both the story and the characters are weirdly obsessed w her sex life #and yeah i know im an aro autist maybe i take cheating a bit lightly. but its in the same category as the 'zelda is mad at gorgug' shit #shes made a spectacle but because shes not gilear and society has notions about sex she gets judged for it #like something abt gilear disowning fig getting dropped while sandra lynn is scrutinised so much rlly rubs me the wrong way #she is FLAWED that is what THE JAIL EP WAS ABOUT!!!#she is TRYING arguably more than GILEAR but she doesnt have the absolution of rule of funny to fall back on #i go insane. i go insane #post not mentioning jy bcos i havent seen it. once again middle-aged divorced women proficient in archery get behind me ill protect u

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gifti3 · 5 months

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The way they have asmos fits in the 5th boxes

#celestial blessing? more like stabbing you 250 times #i shouldnt expect much from a gacha game #but if ur gonna make a whole new game....good to try something new you know #almost done with set A #id have to get hella lucky to get to box 5 for set B #on the brightside i barely touch the rhythm games anymore so ig its not that big of a loss #anyways has anyone read the event story yet #im probably gonna read it on stream last minute #so theres that #maybe its good #.....#hopefully solmare doesnt like take it down #i feel like they dont want us sharing things from the game tbh #obey me nightbringer #obey me asmodeus #ik hes not the only one in the 5th boxes #but i have tunnel vision #its a miracle when i acknowledge the rest of the cast for more than 1 minute

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iniquity-fr · 1 year

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fuck a baldwin queue i want an arlo queue so bad i hate having to click all that shit again every 10-15 minutes please god let me just queue up like 5 magnifying glasses at a time and forget about it for like an hour please god

#i know you can turn the notifs off but that does not in any way help me at all #bc if i dont get notifs i will forget about it #but also im SICK OF GETTING THEM CONSTANTLYYYYY #and no i dont want to just ignore the arlo function altogether either i need/want stuff from there #hell part of me even just wishes it would take like 30 minutes per item use like baldwin anyway #it would genuinely be less annoying to take longer to get plots uncovered than to have to keep clicking back every. 10. minutes.#trying to get just one item rn and like. good lord i already get easily distracted enough #it doesnt help that i have to go click more website buttons every 10 minutes. my art progress is going so poorly

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trujellyfish · 2 months

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thinking too hard abt how this rise of "mental health" discussion still only seems to focus on the Cute and Quirky symptoms and still demonizes other mental health (personality) disorders

like my carefully curated tumblr space is fine, but everytime i get sucked into insta reels i inevitably see tens of different reels of the same 3 symptoms of autism/adhd

like im glad theyre getting this positive moment but it just kind of fucking sucks to listen to people talk about how they ToTaLlY have a "touch of the 'tism" and ur friends are sending u "relatable adhd memes" so u think u have a little more support and understanding but then u mention how ur struggling with self harm and suicidal thoughts and violent/disturbing intrusive thoughts and suddenly everyone's like

😳

whats the matter babe, my mental health problems not palatable enough for you? :/

#told a coworker that some ppl have intrusive thoughts like assaulting ppl #and his face was just like the emoji #'ur not a terrible person'#would u still feel like reassuring me if u knew abt the thoughts i was beating back with a stick?#like i could absolutely use a therapist #not for a diagnosis mind u just for. fucking. counselling.#bc obvs i cant be chronically relying on my friends to emotionally support me #they have their own stuff and emotional labour is a lot and i know that but still #sometimes i just feel like. fuck. like just.#could u just listen to me for five fucking minutes #and reassure me that im not a terrible person #and that everything will be alright #because i can tell myself and do self affirmations but fuck #sure would be nice if i felt like someone other than me believed that too #like i think i could rely on my roomie but she doesnt do physical contact lmao #and i could prob talk to my sis or mum but i would Rather Not plus they would probably cry #and i want someone who's gonna be calm about it hahaaa #dont ask if im back on my meds yet <3 #as unhealthy as my childhood friendships were they were also the most honest #we were Very Open abt how fucked up we were #unfortunately we just like fed into each other #but now trying to be honest just feels like a Fucking Joke #and not even in a 'trying to downplay so i dont cry' way #more like 'im not taking this conversation seriously Unless ur crying'#gods i feel like a fucking teenager trying to get ppl to take my emotions seriously again what the fuck #like sorry for being an emotionally unstable 30yo i guess?? are u really gonna try to shut me down abt it??#like who are u my father lmfao fuck OFF #like im fine with the person that i am!!! why isnt anyone else?? im not a child!!!

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sonknuxadow · 3 months

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okay im definitely going to be away from home when sxs gens comes out i need to figure out how im going to deal with this

#its not the end of the world if i cant play it immediately i guess (though it will be painful)#im mostly concerned about pre order bonuses and how exactly i should pre order the game that sort of thing #doesnt help that im torn between physical and digital. like im probably gonna pick physical #because i hate spending more than like 15 dollars on a digital game. unless its digital only.#but theres pros and cons to both wwhich makes me worry about making the wrong choice ..#like having to miss out on stuff like an entire stage just because i dont wanna buy digital deluxe really sucks....#well digital players getting to play early isnt something i have to take into account at least since i wont be able to play anyway #switch players are excluded from playing early for some reason and im not gonna have access to my xbox because im gonna be gone #and getting it on my laptop is just out of the question entirely i dont think itd be able to handle a game like that #so . doesnt matter.#but i still have to think about the pre order bonuses . and how im gonna get the game exactly. because i really want geralds journal </3 #if i go physical i can get a friend to pick it up i guess???#or maybe on my trip i can pre order it at the last minute at a store thats in the area and then go pick it up when i have the time #idkkk i have a few months to figure this out still so i dont have to rush into coming up wiht a plan but im still thinking about it

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josecariohca · 5 months

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#im gonna be mopey for a minute dont mind me <3 #but like ive always known that my fics wont ever get super high engagement bc i write for smaller fandoms/pairings #like a couple heta fics a couple naru fics im not exactly writing about the most up to date popular fandoms in media atm #which is fine lmao i knew that when i started posting a year ago and its been more for me to get back into writing than anything else #but like. i wont lie. it is disheartening as a writer to see just how much people refuse to comment on fics now #idk i dont wanna go too into it bc like i know im not ~entitled~ to comments or whatever but. idk!!!#authors would be more than happy to post more and interact more if people actually commented on the stuff they like #i have a couple people who always comment on my stuff and i adore them with every fiber of my being they are my world #and i wish more people were like that. fic gets the short end of the stick in terms of engagement and fandom attention which #doesnt. exactly feel great lmao #idk where i was going with this i more just wanted to have a little mope and whine but.#idk if anyone is reading this maybe take a minute out of your day to leave a nice comment on a fic you enjoy #it really will make someones day and i promise your fav authors are more likely to post more if they see people enjoying their stuff #anyway yeah thats all i got. happy monday! :D #personal

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spaciebabie · 2 years

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The only question I have is kissing Daycare Attendant's teeth.... Or Peepaw's Teeth?

ohhh thats a good question. tbh it depends. if springtrap washes his stupid mug i would b all over those chompers. im tellin ya i would sprint and smash my face inta his at the smallest inkling that hes clean. but if he doesnt he gets no kiss kiss. that will hafta go 2 the dca

#if he cleans himself he wins every time no cap #spacie splains #nahhhh cuzzz I WANNA KISS HIM SO BAD #but hes GROSS #babygirl.....ever heard of a BATH? TAKE ONE.#HURRY UP SO I CAN KISS YOU SILLY #ugh i wanna smash my face inta his #honestly if im desperate enuff he doesnt hafta wash his face but im not that desperate yet #the standards are still on the floor. they're not in hell yet #.....well #praise glitchy for making a springy x reader fic honestly #ive thought abt drawing some springer x self insert stuff but it makes me too flustered 2 even think abt it #LET ALONE DRAW IT #he makes me even more flustered than the dca asfjsdkfsjdf #making self insert of the dca was EASY #already making sexy spoinger arto feels....very indulgent sfkdjkfsja #i dont think that i can go beyond that ill turn bright red and blow up #GOD I WANT HIM SO BAD FDSIFJKAFJSK FUCK #....MAYBE I SHOULD LEARN TA LOVE HIS GRIME....#wow it only took a few minutes ta become That Desperate

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voidimp · 5 months

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hey u know how when ai tries to make text it looks all weird & the letters are sometimes like combined or theres random bits where there shouldnt be... if u look at regular text & it kinda looks like that..... do we think that might possibly be........ dyslexia................ asking for a friend (me)

#i feel like recognize Words more than Letters. only reason im good at spelling is i have a good memory for it #i wont SPELL similar words wrong but i might READ them wrong #this is especially obvious with like. names and places. also numbers #and im mostly figuring this out from working data entry lmAO it never really Clicked until i got this job #THANKFULLY IM PRETTY GOOD AT NOTICING THAT WHAT I TYPED DOESNT MATCH i just gotta look at it for a minute like ok but WHAT is different #idk how to explain it... its just hard for me to separate words into letters. they do not look like they are made up of smaller things to me #a word is just a word its not a group of letters. it only works in one direction. once the letters are together i cant take them apart #(at least not as easily)#idk im just. hm. hm!!

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bittwitchy · 9 months

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those 40 gifs took 5 hours btw

#from capping #bc i dont have a capping program #i dont know how ppl have VLC autocap i cant get the tutorials to work #i am doing each cap frame by frame w the e > shift + s > e > shift + s repeat #frame by frame #WITH arthritis #so 5 hours is an estimate bc it took at least two hours to cap everything #at LEAST and its been 3 hours of other work #the only reason it didnt take longer is bc i have a photographic memory of TB22 its ingrained into my brain #someone tell me how to make the vlc capping thing work it hasnt yet i dont know what im doing wrong #but imagine how much faster i could crank gifs out if i knew how to autocap #kpplayer i think its called?? that does too much #adapter only works on mp4 videos that are shorter than 40 minutes #and even then it sometimes doesnt work #anyways im tired #im gonna go do more of jefferson now #i woke up and started jefferson 3000 caps was abt an hour and a half or so i think #bc i didnt have to skip back and forth between scenes its all chronological #anyways howdy. im tired #remember to rb tho bc honestly my gifsets that get less than 10 notes and most of them are likes??? really drains my brain down #like. not worth it.#esp when its chars the fandom is all 'WE NEED MORE' of like clearly no u dont #i'll delete this later i promise i just needed to complain

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hes-a-tough-kid · 1 year

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If you see the final word count for my completed fic gently increasing over months and months no you dont

#i have realised that the ‘fast n loose’ method for churning out a fic doesnt work for me actually #i am so sad that so much of that fic was skipped- or told and not shown- or brushed over in favour of me forcing it out quickly #i know i did it for a good reason- that if i took my time with it and it grew bigger and bigger that there was a risk i would have exhausted #myself and not finished it at all which would have been way worse #i think actually taking 3 months to craft 15k chapters with many drafts makes me happier than churning out 4k in a week #that being said im so glad its finished and that- somehow- it did so much better than i would have ever dreamed <33 #now i can go back and make it what i want it to be without the pressure of racing against my own stamina #and. if im really honest. i didnt think i would still be into avatar for this long lmao #i thought id lose the brainrot at around month three so i had to finish the fic before then #and yet. month 7 and i draw spider in my sketchbook every day. i think about him every spare minute.#the brainrot is still kicking and im happy #anyway here i go to dive back into that fic and add even more angst and whump and maybe another hug. if spider is lucky #i also want to write a little one shot about Ngaire properly taking care of spider after something bad happens #but idk if people wanna read OC stuff and its certainly not my comfort zone so i might keep it to myself #N E WAY this was the biggest and dumbest ramble to myself about my own fics lmao i should really shut up and just go write :’)

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sunsetsover · 5 months

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imagine my face last night when i (extensive history of suicidal ideation) (has chronically felt lonely and unloved for my whole life) (daughter of an alcoholic) (biggest fear for most of my life was ending up an alcoholic) (has actually witnessed someone drink themselves to death) (also actively drunk at the time) sat down to watch episode four of only friends only for the episode to open with ray trying to kill himself because he felt so unloved and lonely and was petrified of ending up like his mum, who later in the episode was revealed to have drunk herself to death. just imagine my face.

#touched a wound in me that does not often get touched. i hated it more than words can actually say. i may have cried.#how are you gonna go from boston bouncing on top's dick in the back of his car to that. like how are you actually gonna do that to me.#the bpd thing was supposed to be a JOKE but bitch we are not LAUGHING anymore #girl also fuck mew's stupid ass too i like him as a character him and sand r like the only normal ones so far #but to be the one to find him and see what a state he was in and know what he was going thru ESP knowing his mum's history?#and do NOTHING abt the current state he's in?#talking abt some 'i'm here for u <3' in the flashback when we've already seen how he treats n talks to him in the first 3 eps #like ofc he can't be responsible for him n ray definitely has Problems and isn't the greatest friend either #but calling him a drunkard n letting him drive drunk isn't exactly helpful ! nor is it being there for someone !#sands known him for five minutes and already told him multiple times he needs therapy #like joking or not he at least seems to have some kind of awareness that hm the way he's behaving is not normal maybe he needs some help #girl fuck only friends this show should be called shitty friends. they all deserve better friends. like all of them.#believe it or not im enjoying this show a lot but every time i see ray i feel like someone is taking out my heart w an ice cream scoop #hes just tragic like hes a mess but he's TRAGIC bc hes confused and lonely and a mess but you can tell he's not a bad person #like you can tell he's kind and he's TRYING to be a good friend he's TRYING not to hurt sand he just doesn't know HOW #and thats what makes it worse like he very clearly doesnt WANT to be the way he is but no one is HELPING him and i wanna KMS abt it

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