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Ordered the last of the stuff of acme
Wish me bank account luck in recovering
#babies first con means investing in a bunch of badic shit#i wont have to get a lot of it again#cos once i have it its there#but#it feels like a lot#this is the hard part#it gets easier from here#and tbh for babies first con table it shouldnt look too bad?#because ive been building up various stock for etsy#and i make SO MUCH ART#it should be fine
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A-anime?
you know, sometimes I forget that Twst is actually an isekai that starts with the protagonist getting run over by an inexplicable horse-drawn carriage. and every time I'm reminded is a delight because that's AMAZING.
also. look. okay. there's a lot of very fun stuff in the trailer but I am obsessed with that Crowley surprised pikachu face. me when I spend all my keys and gems literally hours before they announce overblot SSRs and drop the anime trailer:
#twisted wonderland#twst anime#<- gonna use that for anime stuff in case anyone wishes to filter it#this is the point where i once again have to admit that i have not really read the manga#(i've liked what i've seen but it's very hard for me to keep up with stuff a lot of the time)#(the anime may actually be easier for me to absorb it in :')#god i GOTTA draw the manga yuus#i kept meaning to when yuuna got revealed but i didn't get around to it before 7-13 ate my brain 😭#anyway the bits they chose for the trailer are pretty interesting to me!#like i think chances are good it was mostly from that one sequence because given the timeline#they probably don't have a ton of 100% finished post-comp footage yet so they probably just took what they have#but also i'm thinking back to how deliberately vague all the game promo stuff was#and...okay again i don't really know how they did it in the manga but i am reminded of how overblotting was actually like. a twist.#a twst twist#like we were introduced to it in the prologue with the mine phantom#but riddle's overblot was an actual SURPRISE and like. an instant reveal that okay THIS is what the story's gonna be about#so i'm just kinda wondering if the anime promos might also like...actively try not to spoil everything#or if they're gonna go full anime-intro 'here's all the super spoilery scenes you can expect to see :)'#basically is the marketing gonna skew towards new viewers or established fans. both valid i'm just curious!#also excuse me for a moment as i reveal myself as a hugely pretentious snob but#oh my god the backgrounds actually have some texture and shape and are taking style cues from the game backgrounds#oh my god the castle exterior actually looks illustrative and fantastic and isn't just a 3d model they plopped in#it's hard to tell at this point how consistent that'll be since most of the trailer is in the mirror chamber#but i'm just SO happy to see it! hopefully this means they weren't crunched to fuck and are able to really go ham#(the pre-isekai scenes all look more generic modern anime so like...is that a conscious artistic choice they made)#(because that would be incredible. holy shit.)
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Spite Loves...
#dragon age: veilguard#datv#Spite#spite dragon age#spite dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#(adjacent)#Rook#zara renata#art: mine#I have had this sitting as a draft sketch / planned idea from like week 1 of veilguard release#back when I was still trying to grasp how to draw Lucanis / Spite#I'm glad I ended up setting it aside bc I'm so much more comfy with how to draw him now that it was sooo much easier#him and my rook tbh#honestly I am amazed I have not seen this meme for him yet???#is this meme old now?? am I old??? do the kids not know Ponyo Loves Revolution comic#(im joking but still amazed. if it's out there who ever else has made this joke your brain his huge and you're so smart)#I chose 'revenge' as I feel like I remember Mary specifically describing spite motivations re zara as revenge at some point...#im also so enamoured whenever people tag Spite as Spite Dellamorte... distinguished family member#anyway I'm glad to get this one off my list LOL it's been sitting in my procreate gallery taunting me for months#also wow 2 art posts in less than a week: i must be motivated or something :fingerguns:#tho its been a while since I've done a midnight art post and here we are again
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Not quite
#dbhc#dbhc sillies#dbhc art#dbhc tango#dbhc doc#docm77#tangotek#art escapades#much easier to bother the scary goat man than the server admin I guess#maybe there’s something to be said here about tango probably figuring he could get away with just getting replacement parts from doc for#longer#tango was probably smart enough to figure that if he went to x for this stuff xisuma would have made him quit taking poor care#of himself right away#tango probably knew he could get away with it for longer by coming to doc for quick repairs#until doc himself was so fed up with the repairs he did something about it#anyway#I’m fine
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I find the Dark Dany conversation really confusing (and maybe part of this is because I haven't watched the show, and I think a lot of analysis of Dany's arc is wrapped up in trying to use the show as a barometer for where George is going to end up – which I don't agree with), because I feel like she already had her Dark Dany arc and the end of ADWD is her realization that compromising with the masters is bad! You can make no peace with slavery!
Her last two chapters seem really clear to me as a denunciation of compromise in the face of moral evil!
Here's her second to last chapter (when she's going to the re-opening of the fighting pits):
The "floppy ears" comment is in reference to the tokar, the outfit of the ruling (former slave owning) class. Brown Ben Plumm makes a joke that if you want to be king of the rabbits, you have to wear floppy ears, and so Dany refers to blending in with the ruling class (again, the former slave owners!) and adopting their customs as putting on her floppy ears. Here she describes how putting on the floppy ears, the symbol of her attempt to compromise with slavers!, will keep her cool and hide any blood splatters. But she also acknowledges little about this day shall please her – she knows the compromise is wrong.
Dany is upset that that so little has changed despite ending slavery. "One step, then the next, but where is it I'm going?" is Dany questioning herself about if she's taken the right approach to agreeing to reconstruct Meereenese society under the influence of/beholden to the whims of the former masters. Has she compromised her entire abolitionist project?
Dany witnesses Barsena's violent death in the fighting pits. The boar realizes he can't charge Barsena directly (much like how the masters of Meereen have changed tactics. Instead of fighting Dany directly, they are manipulating her into compromise, attempting to provoke and misdirect her, and waging violent guerrilla war from the shadows with the Sons of the Harpy).
Barsena is brave, but dies horribly in front of the crowd, and Dany is sickened. The sequence ends with her TAKING OFF HER FLOPPY EARS, the symbol of her compromise with slavers, because she can no longer ignore the violence of the fighting pits and the moral rot of appeasement.
She's realizing the depths of her mistake in compromising.
I am looking into hell (the fighting pits), but I dare not look away (instead of allowing Hizdahr and the rest of the masters to convince her to ignore the problem and lead her astray).
If I run from him, he will burn me and devour me (the moral consequences of compromising with slavers will destroy her.
And here's her final chapter (where she's wandering lost with Drogon):
"That was where she belonged, surely" – she's trying to convince herself that her place is in Meereen, back with her husband. She's telling herself to keep walking forward despite the previous chapter's quote about "one step, then the next, but where is it I'm going?"
I also think this part about Drogon is interesting – is she talking about the path of moral truth, that she shouldn't have bowed to whip or words (of the ruling class)? Or is she talking about the rot of slavery, that she can't turn the masters away from it if they do not wish to be turned?
And then! In this next paragraph she contradicts the previous statement, saying "Drogon had bent before the whip, and so must she"
But she believes that her place is in the arms of her noble husband, the husband who has pressured her to reopen the fighting pits, which she knows is evil, that's the realization she has in the last chapter! So she's conflicted here, and I think we're supposed to be taking away that she shouldn't do that. Her place is not there! She should not bend!
Then Dany describes the blisters she gets "from the way [she] walk[s]" a clear callback to the line in her last chapter "one step, then the next, but where is it I'm going?" – the path of compromise is quite literally hurting her!
Dany has to remember who she is – someone who abhors slavery, who doesn't compromise on her principles.
She's sick, dehydrated, hallucinating (and seemingly having a miscarriage), all alone at her lowest point, and finally she realizes Meereen is not her home and never will be! She cannot be a Harpy!!!
#daenerys targaryen#asoiaf#valyrianscrolls#anyway if you had told me last year when i was reading the books for the first time that i would be writing paragraphs in defense of dany#i would be so shocked! i think her arc really has grown on me the most since reading (part of that is because i finished reading Foner's#Reconstruction which adds a real layer of historical depth and richness to chapters for me)#and also because the online reaction to her genuinely shocked me LOL#I also think part of this is because the orientalism in her chapters was so crushing and difficult for me as a reader#so now that i have some space from it it feels easier to talk and think about her cuz george rly poisoned the well with that unfortunately#anyway as many people have linked ten million times i think the tower of the hand essay about dany and reconstruction is so good#really gets into the historical meat which i'm glossing over here to focus on dany's motivations/realizations#read it!!!#hashtag my post
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just made a post about kh making like half the cast clones so heres some clones for you
#doodles#roxas#xion#vanitas#repliku#GOD i need to draw repliku more i love him sm#kingdom hearts#messing around w how i draw these guys here#replikus hair isnt how i normally do it but i think i actually like it;;;;#maybe too long though#thats more like. kh2 riku hair length#also im drawing the heart ahoges a bit differently#so theyre easier to color#i think they read more like hearts like this also?#ALSO vanitas and ventus have like. half hearts that go together#but i dont think it read that way the way i was drawing them before#idk i dont have like. reference sheets for how i draw characters but after drawing them a few times i tend to do the same thing#which is why i have very similar lineart but different coloring usually when drawing them#.unless im colorpicking from an old drawing#which usually happens when i dont want to spend 5 minutes straight trying to get a skin tone that doesnt look weird lmaoo#whatever this is silly take some clones#roxas and repliku are my favs <333#i love xion and vanitas too though
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prusty torment nexus
#venture bros#the venture brothers#vbros#pete white#rusty white#thaddeus venture#ts venture#peterusty#admin draws#fanart#ideally id ramble long here but i have labs tomorrow mornign...#im just thinking pete probably grew up with at best a vague knowledge of who rusty is cause i just imagine his family not having a TV#and in college he gets a little puppy crush from sheer proximity when hes jsut like naw rusty is fun thats why i like him#meanwhile rusty is not fun he tries too hard and his friendship with pete rests upon pete splitting a joint with him at the freshman bash#and them being on the same dorm floor and snowballing common friendgroup of losers#like yeah theres genuine fondness here but its heavier on pete's side. hes not exactly starstruck but its easier to explain it like that#instead of giving up the bad fight of claiming hes not gay for the next 15 years#rusty despite himself just relaxes into a relationship only because pete is that perfect mix of non threatening to his own self worth#cause hes also a massive loser#but also giving him the kind of attention he craves without it being overbearing#thats my half asleep peterusty manifesto
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Previous // Next
[gremlin noises] Ava: Owwww-.. WreNNNNN! Robin: How much gel do you even need..? Oscar: C’mon guys, we’d be done by now if you’d-… Courtney: STOP PISSING AROUND! Oscar: You heard the boss. … Byrd: Are we free yet? Oscar: Not until you’re eighteen. Wren: I’m gonna falsify my birth certificate…
#ts4#sims 4#simblr#ts4 story#sims story#forever in between#fib#oscar finch#courtney finch#robin finch#wren finch#byrd finch#ava finch#wow look at me i actually finally took a break longer than a couple weeks fffgkfjgkjf#sporadic posts from here on out i think but posts nonetheless#🤸#i've got a bunch of pre-written stuff to kinda get thru first but then maybe i'll try and be less scripted so things are easier idk#more gameplay less pose making u kno#neway look at all my bbies getting older ;-;
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I have what you're looking for. High quality. Befitting a man of my tastes. I have a room over on Divisadero, not too far a walk.
#iwtv#interview with the vampire#iwtv amc#daniel molloy#louis de pointe du lac#danlou#iwtvedit#tvedit#dailyflicks#*#dont know if i can articulate my thoughts well#but something about how daniel at first is so closed off from louis when he sits down near him#doesnt really want to talk at first but starts opening up pretty quickly#then louis is buying him a drink and it's easier to talk. mostly what he wants to talk about is his journalism work#because its so important to him. but when louis starts getting too personal (i know what you're here for danny) he starts backing off again#maybe some combo of shame for how quickly he felt attracted to louis and the flirting and the diminutive louis uses#the bartender uses it when asking if hes got money tonight. hes used to exchanging sex for things he needs but cant afford#above all it's like a sharp reminder of what louis wants & what daniel wants too even before the offer of drugs#and he's trying to hold onto the denial and excuses. it was a good place to score he did what he had to#sex with men has to be in exchange for something he can't just want it on its own#the lie he tells himself about himself#also these tags are getting long but i think you can see the moment louis decides he might not just fuck and kill this guy right away lmao
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Edit: for context, this is a re-imagining of chapter 50 Annatar being like "Look. Maedhros. I know it might feel like it's only you making an effort to atm, but you aren't the only one trying to change round here, y'know?"
I didn't come up with this, but as I was reading through the comments on Chapter 50 of The Harrowing, I saw one that absolutely needed to be brought to life with appropriate visuals~ (took me like five days before I had any spare time, but it's here now >:D)
@chthonion
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#the harrowing#annatar#celegorm#feanorians#lotr#hehe#btw#i don't know the original commentor's tumblr username#but if you're on here and you want me to put it in lemme know~#:D:D:D#I am totally gonna do more from this chapter#and like. that arc in general#cause it is Amazin~#its taking a bit to get used to using krita again tho#using photoshop for a year spoiled me~#*wipes away mock tear~#it was way easier to just do quick sketches on~#I've been doing a ton more traditional stuff though#which is very fun ngl#so like. pros and cons#:D:D
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Petrigrof doodle (I’m normal about them) <- is lying
#i don’t really have any awakening from my childhood but I’m pretty certain that these two both defined my gender#also I’m getting back into posting more of my art online#perhaps I’ll even make a side blog where I reblog my art from here to make it easier to search through#adventure time#adventure time fanart#doodle#simon petrikov#betty grof#petrigrof#follysart
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if i said i picked up this issue for anything but drunk erik i fear i'd be lying
(Wolverine (2020) #3)
#xmen#xmen comics#krakoa#magneto#ok fine logan can get a tag too. this IS his story after all ja/lkLAJVEAVKLJ#wolverine#snap scans#i should read the rest of this run but its like 47 issues i think so. gonna take some time with that#spliced up the panels so its easier to look at everything. and so i can frame drunk passed out erik on my wall#someone uploaded some of the first page some time ago but 1.) i forgot to rb it 2.) it didnt include the rest of the scene#it ESP didnt include erik fallin face first on the table and his lil sleepin face on the next page like please im gettin cuteness aggressio#im so miffed that these are printed on the same page cause i woulda framed this spread otherwise like PLEASE#this shit got me GIGGLING SO BAD i cant. 'dare i say it .......' he's so unnecessary i love him so much#he's so silly ..... also someone said it best in that whenever erik's drawn like a bug it's the best thing#like look at him. that's a beetle. that's my little beetle and i love him i need to put him in a terrarium and watch him#honestly theres a LOT of things i have scanned and wanna share however i have to do it. Reasonably so to speak#in that i dont want to accidentally drown out all my doodling with comic scans jvEALKVJEAKL#maybe i'll do it sandwich style ... art -> scan -> art -> scan etc etc#that does remind me i have a doodle i wanted to do today. so maybe ill do that and share another thing i got scanned ....#unfortunately i do very much love reading the comics. a troublesome thing cause theres so much i wanna share and talk about#like from this issue too i love how hank describes what charles' mutation feels like#its not a grand thing but i love it whenever charles' telepathy is described and how it effects him physiologically#maybe hank was just Theorizing what it feels like but still ... i love that insight so much .....#i'll share that quote another time- i prob won't scan the page cause it's just a text log but i will say it was from here dont worry#ok ive rambled long enough BYE im gonna go draw charles
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broken dopamine receptor
#disco elysium#de skills#disco elysium skills#electrochemistry#de electrochemistry#does anyone else get so sad about him. ''oh haha funny image i'll draw it as an echem shitpost'' ''...oh no. why's it sad now.''#''its so hard to keep living and here's things that make it easier!! that make you better!! give me something to work with here!!''#''I JUST WANT HIM TO LIVE! HOW CAN WE CALL THIS LIVING?? I CARE FOR HIM JUST AS MUCH AS THE REST OF YOU!! WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME??!''#[angry and desperate] ''MY INTENTIONS ARE GOOD!! I'M *TRYING*!!!!!!'' [softer. more broken] ''i... i'm *trying*...''#<- SAD ABOUT HIM!! anyway enjoy :]#voliart
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man i forgot how LONG writing a whole entire story takes. admittedly it was mostly made up of a lot of long pauses followed by bursts of inspiration but it's taken me like 12 hours total to write 3.2k words and that was just the introduction/setup. we are facing like 10k words at least on this baby AFTER editing.
#🐉#that was the part i was least enthused about writing though so hopefully it starts getting easier from here on out#i still have drawings to work on though. AUGH.
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theres a light in your eyes that never goes out
#now that im looking at tjis its not that good but WHATEVER#theres a lot to this one#mostly about pest#i left a lot of empty black canvas space to represent pests lonliness#pest is very isolated from everyone; both mentally and physically; even after his escape from jail#machinery and building things seem to be one of his only forms of comfort. so naturally; objectum pest; of course#but in a way i think this would make it easier for him to let scag in. because shes a machine; something hes found comfort in for-#-likely a long time#one of the only things lighting up the darkness; aside from pests own eyes; is scags screen. representing her making his life brighter#we can see theres still a gap between them; as pest isnt so easily trusting; but she still allows scag to get close#anyway thats my two cents for this rarepair only like 5 people actually care about#can more of you guys like tvbeetle so i dont look insane here#regretevator#regretevator fanart#regretevator pest#regretevator scag#pest x scag#scag x pest#tvbeetle#roblox#roblox regretevator#roblox fanart#lesbian#objectum
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Family for day 6 of SpeSilverWeek! Edition uuh found biological and crime I guess...
#this was the first one I completed tbh and I'm not vibing but it was rly good warmup and tbh working lineless is so much easier...#I get lazier and messier concerning anatomy esp and stuff but I have fun...#spesilverweek#pokespe silver#pokespe blue#pokespe#my art#the thing about this is. I have so many thoughts about this one very specific rocket au where they aren't dex holders but find Giovanni#instead but he still goes missing and they still kind of hate team rocket bc the whole mask of ice thing still happened so they try to fuck#shit up from within now that giovanni is gone even though they also rly just kinda want him to return and deal with stuff himself#and the admins have these rly fun roles of all being in disagreement on what to do#like the boss might be dead his kids should take over or we Must find the boss or lol no boss my team rocket now#and then the dex holders get mixed in too and it's Fun bc everyone is fighting everyone#also sorry Giovanni for making you look like that#it's like 5min til day 6 technically but my laptop is being a butt so in case it won't turn on tomorrow here it is now#I will not wait 5min for midnight I got a new pillow for christmas and I wanna SLeep on it noW! hell yeah !!#pokemon
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