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plulp · 7 months
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IM NOT A DOCTOR BUT I THINK I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP
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heycoyotegirl · 10 months
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the writers should've just committed to the one-sided pining daxton, but they're cowards who refused to accept that it's fundamentally impossible to write a version of paxton who is not in love with devi
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shortcakelils · 1 year
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(This is fee asking, my cupsona) is cups free by any chance???? (Idk what to do rn🤣🤣🤣)
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if ur still doing requests pls rem if not das all g
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she’s chrysanthemum-coded to me <3
close-ups ig
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#ask#death note#rem#very messy i apologize#was extra messy here because i was playing with a new brush and by that i mean a default brush that i've never touched before#i actually quite like it very fun i typically like brushes that are 100% or close to 100% opaque but this was fun i like how it layered#i think i'm gonna finalize my idea and perhaps render something fully for once because i feel up to it if flowers are involved#but i promise nothing#drew these left to right btw. there were also like 2 more but they were small and i gave up on them so wjatever#i like the last one the best i think i needed a bit to figure out how i wanted the petals to lay and i like that one the best#the silhouette feels good i like the shape the back i did start trying smth asymmetrical but rem is very symmetrical and i find the symmetr#paired with the wings feels very regal and powerful and almost cape-like as a silhouette which i am a fan of#if i did finish something i might add misa in which case i need to think of what flower she most resembles roses are too easy i need smth#else but i will decide that later bc i am writing this very late at night and now i'm gonna queue it up for tomorrow bc i am going somewher#so goodbye goodnight good day idk what time it is for you. so#WAIT I SHOULD DO RYUK TOO WAIT WAIT soon. soon. he will be a bug yes yessss wait wait if he's a bug i want misa to be butterfly themed#like maybe a beetle of some kind? no no no wasp? ant? i'll think abt it#light would prob be some sort of poisonous plant? idk if u have thoughts idk tell me i'm getting into this bc i'm deprived of springtime at#and it is making me silly :3 teehee anyway i will Think about this and get back to it soon enough#gooddbye bye bye sayonara you weeaboo shits idk. bye
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purgemarchlockdown · 5 months
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On Muu for a bit: Id like to say theres a balance here of not…horrifically demonizing a teenage girl but also not acting as if she doesn't perpetuates some really shit power structures.
Muu T2 VD:
Muu: Wow, poor thing... I’ll teach you! Friends aren’t like that, you know. Rather than using each other for something, we just get along because we’re comfortable around each other. That’s all. Es: Well, I’m sorry about that. Muu: Haruka-kun is really nice! He accepts anything I say, he listens to anything I tell him. For me, that’s really comfortable. Es: And that’s… “friendship”? Muu: What do you mean? Of course we’re friends! Haruka-kun is happy with it, so it only has benefits for both of us! Es: I, as someone who has no friends, can’t judge, of course, but isn’t that just exploitation? Muu: Exploitation…? Um, I don’t really understand, but… I do help him pick out clothes [in return], and I recently gave him a hairpin I didn’t need anymore as a hand-me-down!
Now this isn't the greatest sign but Es and Jackalope have shown to be unreliable and while it might not be entirely Healthy, healthy relationships are like a wild unicorn in this place. I'm a 0308 friendship supporter I can't argue Just On This.
Except...
You know how Haruka's mother keeps tropical fish that showcases how her mistreatment of Haruka is even worse because she clearly has the time and money and doesn't invest it in her child? (Post found! It's this one by red-moon-at-night thanks to @/tokyogruel for informing me!) Muu T1 Interrogation:
T1Q14: Hobbies? A: Taking care of tropical fish. They're small and cute.
Haruka T2 VD:
Haruka: Muu-san is my mother.
Through association we can infer that Muu probably thinks of Haruka as "small and cute, like a pet"
Here's a question: Why do abuse victims stay in abusive relationships? There's a lot of very complex answers for this because of the nature of the question but here's two possible reasons:
The victim feeling that the relationship is a mix of good times, love and hope along with the manipulation, intimidation and fear. The victim's lack of knowledge of or access to safety and support
We already Know Haruka is Willing To Let Himself Be Hurt if it means Staying Together With Muu.
Haruka: So what if she’s using me? Isn’t it a good thing to be used? For someone to think of me as worthy enough to use me… isn’t that something to be happy about? Es: Haruka… you… Haruka: If you don’t forgive Muu-san, I’m going to kill you. Es: You really have no learning ability whatsoever. You can’t kill me. Haruka: Ah, right… Then… I’ll die.
And We already know Muu has a history of participating in these sort of structures as the perpetrator of them.
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I don't think Muu would PURPOSEFULLY mistreat Haruka. I don't even think Muu is a master manipulator or anything. Muu can be as Nice and Genuinely Helpful as she wants but, that doesn't mean she Cannot harm Haruka.
I'm not going to Say she is, but it is something she did Before, and I think we gotta keep that in mind when it comes to how she and Haruka interact.
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yo9urt · 5 months
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mutuals i may be on the verge of becoming a gamer...
#not really LOL not like a serious one at least but umm this could be huge#mine#ok i realize i havent made a personal post in a while so let me explain...#for a while now ive been wanting to get a proper pc so i can play games and also do other stuff (<- macbook air owner)#but i was like ill just wait til i move out cause money and moving etc etc and then i was like well maybe ill get one for black friday#and then i was like no i don't have space and i need to be frugal and it'll be easier to move out if i don't have a pc to worry about#but i still want to play games...COUGH bg3. i really wanna play bg3...and minecraft and stardew valley and the yakuza games also#possibly other games too but anyway i was beginning to lose hope and then i saw someone on some thread somewhere mention the steam deck#and i was like oh yeah waht is that thing (i had never considered it before bc i thought it was more of a serious gamer thing but i also#didnt really know what it was at all anyway back on topic) so i goog'd it and it's like exactly what i need?#it's in my budget + small and portable + can run all the games on my list#(it doesn't run bg3 WELL...you have to be a bit careful with the settings and the framerate is a little messy#but i'm willing to accept that honestly it doesn't bother me i just want to play the game i'll lower my standards)#and with winter break coming up i'm like umm. i need something to do....#plus they just came out with the oled version and after doing research#even though i want to be frugal i honestly think the 512gb oled seems like the right choice#so. i might order it tomorrow LMAO
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smply-sktchng · 1 year
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keeping cool / staying warm
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ghoul-haunted · 10 months
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I mentioned in the tags of that comic I posted with caesar and cassius that the second panel was inspired by a scene out of the abracadabra mv, but what I didn't mention was I almost did something with the milk thing but I looked at the rough draft and went, 'buddy, we gotta dial it back a bit, we haven't posted dead romans in a month. chill. relax. be a little bit normal on main for a second.'
anyway,
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That hate anon i got is still really funny to me lmao
#I deleted the post but still it was so funny#*points* TWITTER USER#I would post it but I don’t want it to get attention plus I talked about it some last night#But I deleted it but most of y’all saw it anyway#But it was so funny I could just TELL they where a Twitter user from the race in bio part and thinking I was cultural appropriating#Btw I think everyone should watch OctoberrKs video on it bc they have a really good channel and videos go support them#They go over the topic well#Tldr anon said I was doing cultural appropriation with basing pogo on WELL KNOWN mythology with care and thought put into it-#-just because I didn’t have my race in my bio#Like?? Do kids now just NOT know Internet safety like I swear to god#But yeah it was funny lmao me and some friends had a good laugh about it#Like by the anons logic any kind of god of lighting or god of the underworld is cultural appropriation of Greek mythology#Also nyakuza metro is like RIGHT there just saying like bestie idk how to explain it but Ahit in canon has Japanese influences right there#Just wanted to make a new post considering the one I did last night was a bit messy and now I have a chance to organize my thoughts#Diversity win I got my first hate anon and they weren’t even correct about what they where talking about!!!🥳🥳🥳#Lmaoooo#grace post#Might delete this post too later? Idk I don’t wanna stir up anything even if the anon was in the wrong still I don’t like drama#I can see where they got the idea from but like??? Bro that’s not what the word means#Having a character based on another culture with care thought and research put into them is different then being intentionally malicious#Like I said *points* TWITTER USER
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My neighbors might hate me because I love singing while doing everything. Playing phone games? Music. Cleaning? Belting like I'm performing a concert. Walking? You can bet your buttons I have a karaoke track playing.
But I also have the horrible habit of playing one song on loop, and if I don't know then I learn it by picking up that way. But I only know certain lyrics for most of it.
So my neighbors have been hearing bits and pieces of Chronically Cautious all morning. Mostly "So if I'm honest, I think I'm beginning to question how much I want this," which I'm sure is not how they pictured their morning going. And I ended up playing a karaoke track, so that they got to hear the full thing about four times.
At least I'm a decent singer?
#i can hear one neighbor playing video games 24/7 amd another likes to slam his cupboards like they wronged him#so i dont feel too bad#and i keep it within decent noisy times#its noon rn and i started at about 11 or 11:30#ive been hella productive this morning which has been lovely#i got like six hours of sleep and then took an Adderall so today is going to be great#i showered. washed my face. did an exfoliating face mask (that didnt do much of anything. my skin might be beyond saving)#cut my nails. practiced Chronically Cautious about 50 times while getting dressed#i got dressed in cute af cozy clothes#now im about to go to the coffee shop to do some work on my computer#i have to be the most fuckable person at the coffee shop obviously#eventually i have to clean my tub and tidy and make dinner and a couple other things#i havent had an appetite lately... whovh is bad because i use Hellofresh#they send meals every week and my meals have kind of been stacking up because i dont feel like eating#i should do my dishes...#if i were rich. ill be honest. i would hire someone to clean for me#im a bit of a messy person and it just stacks up#especially since my apartment is pretty small. theres nowhere for the mess to go except places that a mess doesnt belong#especially my table... thats pretty bad. and my dishes. and laundry all over the floor#i have my apartment divided into spaces for different things. right.#table is for eating. desk for working. rug for recreation/crafts. bed for sleeping (im srill bad at not using my phone there tho)#but my table gets messy so its hard to eat there and my rug gets laundry so i dont want to sit there (and i need to vacuum it)#i need either an actual Adderall prescription (im used ti get it from a coworker but we dont work together anymore so im almost out of it)#or a bigger apartment. or enough money to hire a housekeeper#none of these are very feasible#but at least im productive today. so maybe ill get some cleaning done#i just realized im addicted to parentheses today#maybe i should get a library card... i live right next to a library why dont i have a library card?#sorry that was fairly unrelated. anyway have a good day i love you all
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nabilfekir · 1 year
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psg are so rancid rn like everything about us stinks but then hakimbappe is like when middle schoolers would do gym and not shower but spray cologne like they’re a spritz of perfume on a giant log of doodoo
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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looking in the mirror rn wowow i think i give tall vibes
#🌙.rambles#HELP WHSJFJSK I'M JUST LIKE 5'4 or smth tho T_T#ngl i swear i felt so short today at the con#looking at pics tho today i'm#ARGHHH I LOOK SO AWKWARD#at home i swear i'm all girlboss n all but#in public places. around other ppl#I'M SO SHY that my confidence does Not show T_T#hoping that tomorrow when my family goes out again#we go to conquest again for a bit bcs i might as well make use of this weekend pass (tyvm again AAAA) n enjoy the con both days#YOOO ISTG I'M SO AWKWARD T_T#my hands look like they have no idea what they're doing#n my hair's messy T_T tbf my hair's always messy 🤕#i pose awkwardly bcs i'm too SHY#n bcs of that i only look good at home bcs i am natural and have no anxiety#yk i really try my best to love myself but yeahhh i can't deny that i have insecurities w how i look T_T#when it comes to my personality tho. i know i'm top tier 🤩 /lh#damn i really need to take better care of my health tho#WAIT I'M GETTING OFF TOPIC#a lot of my friends (from way back before highschool n the pandemic started) are shorter than me ehe#one dynamic in particular that i rmber well was a friend i had in gr 6 who was in softball varsity#she's short than me so i tease her abt that often n she always says she's 'average height' which is true but her reactions are just cute#same goes for my two closest friends hehe#i rmber one of them used to be a whole head short than me but now's she's grown so much 🥺 (still shorter than me tho)#i rmber another childhood friend that i'd tease abt her height whenever we'd meet up n all bcs our parents are friends#+ i rmber that long lost friend during summer swiming lessons from way back (that i reconnected with during the summer#like we just talked for one night LMFAO then no more interaction but we have each other's discord's lmfao)#they used to be shorter than apollo and i but now they're 5'10 💀#speaking of apollo T_T sobs i'm the older twin but she's taller 😞#yk what i'm gna fix my sleep sched n grow taller while i still can ✨
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llycaons · 2 years
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MAN ttbc already has more palpable lesbian sexual tension than the entirity of priory, including the scenes of that book where two women have actually do have sex
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People will be all like “Neanderthals were wiped out 😔 idk how tho” and I don’t either, obviously, but I do know that some of my Homo sapiens sapiens ancestors were sucking and fucking Neanderthals who were also some of my ancestors and I feel like it’s a bit of a disservice to great great grandparents Neanderthal. There might no longer be pure Neanderthals or even mostly Neanderthal hybrids, but my (several hundred at least) great grandparents were Neanderthals and Homo sapiens who were sucking and fucking each other and I for one don’t forgor that. This one goes out to you grandma eyebrows *goes crazy on a bone or reed flute*
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arolesbianism · 3 months
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Every day I shake and cry as I stare longingly at years old posts and threads abt oni lore knowing very well that even if the original poster still gives a shit abt oni lore they probably don't give as much of a shit as I do
#rat rambles#oni posting#^ not said in a 'Im the only Real oni fan' way but in a 'Im insane' way#I know damn well Im the only guy who has a several hour lecture about olivia characterization based on barely anything locked and loaded#its just me losing my mind as olivia is mentioned in an email or smth and contemplating the potential deep implications of i#all while the mention in question is just that shell be at a party or smth (that is an actual example of exactly this experience btw)#look tbf it is a fascinating mention as it shoes that despite complications in olivia and jackies relationship olivia is still heavily#involved in company matters including stuff regarding company image and events#well ok saying heavily is probably a bit of a stretch but yknow involved nonetheless#it shoes some strange degree of trust on jackie's part even though she obviously doesn't actually trust or respect her much otherwise#thats a bit harsh but its not wrong jackie very much doesnt respect olivia like at all even if she might not think that she doesnt#and well jackie seemingly doesnt trust olivia to be given privy to certain information#tbf its because she knows damn well its stuff olivia would be against so its not like shes making an incorrect judgement there per say#but I do think on some level olivia is the closest thing to a person jackie sees as an equal#not nearly close enough evidently but olivia is despite everything an important person to jackie#jackie just also sucks and is too caught up in her own ambition to truly see how poorly she treats olivia#she wants olivia to be there and gives her a lot of resources and power along with additional responsibilities so on some level she does#see olivia as at the bare minimum more valuable to her goals than most ppl but along with the evident personal factors it becomes rly messy#it showcases one of the core flaws of jackie as a very emotionally driven person who wants to see and present herself as objective#and you see this is the bullshit I was talking abt I pulled all of that straight out of my ass and the tiniest bit from One email
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comvi · 4 months
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I always have to remind myself that I don’t need to push myself to make art, and I don’t need to apologize or feel bad for not making a lot of art. art is something that should make me feel happy, so if I’m pushing myself to the point of not enjoying it anymore, then I should just stop and calm down for a second. and take some time for myself. Art won’t disappear, it will always be there waiting for me again, its okay for me to take some time doing others things sometimes.
#sorry this is a bit negative. most of the art i’ve been making latelyis personal/ocs so i dont post it here and thats been stressing me out#since im scared a lot of people are expecting things from my art that i cant give#my art changes a lot because i get inspired by so many things each day. and a lot of my designs are personal and mean a lot to me#so seeing other people like them is both a happy thing for me. but also so scary.#most people i see post art in fandoms im in will post so much of it so often#so i think i subconsciously think that i have to do that too. Make a bunch of art super fast and i HAVE to post ALL of it#but from the things that disabled me to just. that not being how i do things. i cant keep up with that#art takes a long time for me to feel happy with. And i dont always have the motivation or energy to finish all my drawings#Or even do things past a messy sketch#so i keep most things to myself for one reason or another#i dont know it just feels like everyone needs to have things “now now now. fast fast fast” nowadays.#or else the stuff you make isnt worth it. or isnt as good as everything else. In the case you make art late into joining the fandom#I think someone called it fast consumerism? or something? But yeah its just#bad. i dont like it at all#sorry for the long tags. i might stop posting as much art for a bit so i can take some time for myself.#go outside more. learn a new hobby. maybe even join a club or something#if you read through this hi. feel free to ask for my toyhouse if you want to see my ocs or whatnot.#I was very lax on checking my grammar here. not sorry this time. im getting seen for dysgraphia and im tired and need a break#myposts#rambling
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