Chuuya and Dazai definitely saw each other's rawest moments during their teen years, but I think to begin with it had very little to do with trusting each other with those moments.
We've seen Dazai witnessing Chuuya's worst moments in Fifteen, the Dragon's Head Conflict and in Stormbringer. I'm willing to bet Chuuya saw Dazai struggling too, simply because they were most likely given their hardest mission together.
Soukoku were the mafia's heavy hitters, I imagine the missions they were deployed on together weren't easy. Chuuya knows what Dazai looks like when he's stressed, he knows what behaviours Dazai does to try to self soothe. (For example: Dazai rolling on the ground to calm his mind enough to concentrate.) He could have only learnt them during their years together in the mafia.
Dazai most likely tried to hide whenever he was struggling on a mission, not wanting Chuuya to have ammunition against him. He assumes that should someone see him stressed, it can only be seen as a weakness and used against him. That would be the smart thing to do anyway, that's what Mori would tell him to do. He doesn't expect Chuuya to sympathise with him. He forgets Chuuya knows what it feels like that have an overwhelming amount of responsibility placed on your shoulders.
Slowly, they open up to each other and get more comfortable being honest when they struggle on missions. Not with words, they won't admit stuff like that outloud if they can help it. But through actions, through being comfortable to show their coping methods, little signals to each other that they need a minute or a hand getting back on track.
Maybe the only reason the rest of the mafia thinks Dazai's blood is mafia black is because they never saw his vulnerable moments. The only people who did are now dead, turned traitor or a man so loyal he'd never betray the vulnerabilities of someone he cares about.
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Warning. The following contains references to SH in Arc3. Please be carefull if this might be triggereing to you!
Okay here the update on my personal au now containing Arc3 i hope this will be readable its all gotten a bit small! I am just making a whole new post for this updated version so its all in one place
Sorry if its hard to read id recommend reading the light and dark parts top to bottom on Arc3
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I know it's not a topic that Obey Me will ever address because I think the devs like their offices not being firebombed but I have to wonder
does like jesus exist?
like how does/would that work?
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I wrote a little weird thing for the Ghosts: (this is way pre-canon)
Keegan sighs as Ajax sits down next to him "you okay, Keegan?" "Mom and dad are fighting again" he looks over to Elias and Rorke, who arguing about something small in the backround."ah, yeah, that'll put a damper on your day" both fighting parties glance over at Keegan's wording, tho it doesn't distract them enough from their argument. "Who's mom, from those two?" Ajax whispers to Keegan, Keegan looks at him "Elias, obviously" that lead to a head snapping to them. "Why the hell am i the mom?" Comes a little exasperated from Elias, meanwhile Gabriel is trying to keep himself from laughing. "Oh, you know exactly why, Eli" Rorke grins at Elias "oh, go fuck yourself, Gabe" Elias shoves at Gabriel, but it's clear that neither things are with malicious intend. Both Ajax and Keegan make a grossed out sound at Rorke's comment. "What, you are the more motherly of the both of us, not sure what any of you thought" Rorke muses, but keeps grinning widely, knowing that the others understood exactly what he meant and it was not that. Elias just shakes his head and leaves, tho before he turns to the two younger "don't forget dinner in an hour, i saw you weren't at lunch" "and this is why you're mom" "shut the fuck up!"
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NO WAY, UZI IS A SLOSHY FAN !!!
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