okay but like……….toxic Dabi that wants everything you two have built together to crumble so badly. not because he hates it, or is getting bored of you, but because the calmness that falls around you and your relationship with him is…..baffling, to say the least. he’s used to destruction and chaos and flings and heartbreak and angst. he’s not used to being invited in, to being welcomed, to being accepted, to being loved. it’s foreign, and it’s starting to make a knot form in the pit of his belly every time he’s with you.
he’s fucking you one night, rolls you over so he’s on top again, and gets this look on his face. you can tell by now what it is—he’s in his head again, wondering how he can fuck up your relationship this time. so you take it with a grain of salt when he opens his big, dumb mouth suddenly.
“What if I just trapped you right now? Just held you down, and came inside of you? Put a baby in you?” His voice is eerily quiet under the sounds of your skin slapping together, the squelching from between your legs. you only reach up to stroke his cheek, pulling him down to kiss him quiet, whispering against his mouth,
“If you wanna get me pregnant, then just say that.” You tell him, eyes fluttering open to watch his squeeze shut. “I can make an appointment with my gyno to start preparing my body for it.” You’re so reassuring, that it disarms him. Dabi only nods, quiet finally, and doesn’t pull out when he cums.
or other times, when you’re making dinner for him, standing in your brightly lit kitchen in your underwear and his ratty shirt. he watches you with his chin in his palm, that same look gracing his face. you can practically feel him burning holes into the already hole filled shirt, and prepare yourself for his questions again.
“I could just whisk you away right now, you know that?” He mutters, eyes never leaving your form, your ass that peeks out. “Put you in a basement, far away from here.” And you disarm him again, walking over to where he sits with a wooden spoon in one hand, the other holding a palm underneath it.
“You wanna move? My apartment is feeling a little cramped these days.” You mumble, offering the spoon to his mouth. Dabi watches you for a few seconds before he opens his mouth, accepting the spoon, chewing as he eyes you warily before swallowing.
“Where were you thinking of moving to?” you ask him, wiping the corner of his mouth as he glares at you. but he tells you anyway, that he’s been looking at houses a few minutes away from here, that he saw one with three bedrooms and a big backyard.
other instances include him telling you that he could chain you down and keep you at his side forever and you ask him, when do you want to get married? or, that you try to kill him every time you cook and you ask him, what flavors am I missing for you? or, when he hides his face in your neck and curses about how much he can’t stand you or your stability or your stupid face or kind words and you ask him, when did you realize you loved me this much?
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So this is how Disco Elysium has been going, I am no longer quitting my job every time something bad happens, but I only have 2 points in both health and morale and brother says that's too low but I think it's fine since I can just chug medicine. Which is very cheap. Unlike speed. I would unstoppable if I had the funds to be on speed 24/7.
Anyway, I love Kim and nothing matters to me as much as gaining his love, or at leats his approval. Unfortunately, I keep doing stuff just because I can, so I end up doing things like exhorting money off a guy which Kim didn't like. I'm so sorry, Kim. I also keep getting morale damage because every time inland empire tells warns me against doing something that will remind me of my ex-wife, I do it anyway. So maybe I should restrain myself.
I barely understand the game's mechanics and keep messing up, but that's all well and good because it makes me connect with Harry. I like to introject characters when playing games.
Encyclopedia is my best friend, to no one's surprise.
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Introducing what I like to call the “Philip dies and everyone else (mostly Belos and Hunter) has a really, really bad time” AU
This boy’s name is Walker! (How original… in Belos’ defense he’s not in a good headspace, let alone a creative one) Physically he’s about fourteen, but he’s only been around a few weeks at this point. He’s a silly little guy who has not yet experienced any of The Horrors, and overall is doing remarkably well for the Grimwalker of the guy who Belos centered his entire reason for living around who only recently died and Belos has refused to let himself process a single iota of that grief.
Basically sometime between Hollow Mind and the aftermath Belos goes slightly too far and accidentally kills Philip. And sure, there’s only a week to the Day of Unity he can kill everyone and fix up a Grimwalker before he leaves for the Human Realm no problem he just needs to stay focused on the mission at hand…
Yeah, no. Cue murderous rampage because Belos has the emotional intelligence of a toddler and can’t control his curse or his murderous intent. Pretty much every witch and demon stationed in the castle dies, including several of the Coven Heads before the survivors manage to subdue his curse with the rest of the palismen in the reserves.
Welp. He’s just blown his shot at the Draining Spell, because, yknow, a hundred murders in the span of like three hours hurts your popularity and trust, not to mention half of the people he was going to use to channel the spell are now dead. He takes Philip’s body and runs to the Grimwalker lab, which further hurts his reputation because he just committed mass murder and peaced out, which, what the fuck.
In his absence the CATs manage to take over and keep the chaos at a minimum, the Draining Spell is revealed to the public, and Belos becomes the number one most wanted criminal in the Realm. No one can find him, though- between his glyph lock on the lab and his ability to teleport he’s practically unreachable. (The Collector is never found, as King’s Tide doesn’t happen)
Everyone is on high alert, but months pass and there’s no sign of Belos. Eventually people start to relax, assuming him dead, but the main cast (particularly Hunter) are all still hyper vigilant. Then, sooner or later, the Hexsquad is walking through the forest near the edge of Bonesborough and run into a kid with brown hair and red eyes holding an artificial staff in his hands.
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pei shaoze from accidental mark *is* the standard. the guy was transmigrated into an ABO novel as the scum antagonist who abuses the protagonist and decided that no, fuck the original pei shaoze and storyline, i’m going to be so respectful, kind, and loving instead. i’m going to be the greenest green flag in existence and do everything in my power to help cheng xia achieve his dreams because that’s what he deserves
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