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willowcrowned · 2 years

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literally so hard existing out here as someone who finds the sweaty slice of white bread that is brennan lee mulligan categorically unfuckable but for whom knickolas pnackleless hob is basically horny kryptonite

#he is DEVOTED and HYPERCOMPETENT and a LITTLE BIT SAD and crucially he is a SEVEN FOOT TALL MONSTER GUY #i want him. so bad #it’s rough. it’s real rough out here #dimension 20 #a court of fey and flowers #i should say I think Brennan is an incredible storyteller and I really admire his craft and skill #watching him is a masterclass in like five different things and I admire him deeply #nevertheless: categorically unfuckable

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saintaviator · 7 months

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something something gman tommy something something gordon in stasis. you know how it is.

#GOD TUMBLR ATE THE FUCKING QUALITY. JESUS CHRIST.#This is a lil rough lookin cos it’s uhhhh . One it’s like a month old and 2 it took me like an hour w no real thought or effort #Anyway #I Feel Normal . Im normal. It’s whatever #THIS IS BASED ON NOTHING . other than this has been haunting me. The hypotheticaaaallllllsssssss aaauuughhhhhhbhhh #hl2vrai #hlvrai #tommy coolatta #should. I tag ol gordon here ?#I dont. Know. I don’t wanna Fuck up th hl tag #whatever.#hlvrai 2 #gordon freeman #gordon feetman #hlvrai gordon #hlvrai tommy #If they do do smth w stasis it’ll fuck me up so bad cos. ONE .#that means Gordon never got to go home. fucked up. Fucked up #TWO . It’s so. AUIUHGHH. It’s one thing w like. in the hl2 canon of Gman this like. Mysterious freak fuckin around w Gordon #Where it’s just an uncaring omnipotent Guy taking you in and out of limbo as he pleases #but with like. Dr coomer specifically tryna contact Gordon and TOMMY BEING GMAN. FUCK. it’s like. Now it’s your friends.#now it’s your friends who need you and are trying to help you along. putting you into place. THERES SO MUCH MORE WEIGHT THERE #this might be me reaching but it’s like. ohhhh my god #wgatever. What the fuck ever #EDIT: SOMEONE JST POINTED THIS OUT AND THIS WASNT ON PURPOSE I SWEAR TO GOD. HES KINDA IN TH FUCKED UP VR CROUCH POSE. FUCK . FUCK

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evol-astraea · 5 months

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Riveder le stelle.

Inspired by Divine Comedy, Inferno, Canto XXXIV, line 139.

#ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #gabriel ultrakill #gabv1el #evolarts #it took a month and half to get this done (from a rough sketch on paper to the real deal but digital) but it's here at last!#that line from the original poem? it struck me so much #it's powerful and hopeful #and brain proceeded to go full 'you know...it kinda fits with ultrakill somehow'#because of obvious reasons #I mean..the events in the game the setting the direction the characters are heading to...#it doesn't leave much room (if none AT ALL) for hope #so...no matter how the end of the game will be #somewhere in non-canon land these two idiots (affectionate) somehow make it out of Hell #both alive #and with a whole world and lifetime to explore and cherish #together #ntw gabe's lacking both halo and wings...bc I forgot!#in hindsight though...eh I don't really mind XD

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ethosiab · 7 months

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started working on a some PET postal service designs...

#and by started working on it i means i doodled their normal designs (as pictured but i didn't like how the pearl one turned out)#and then did rough sketches for their new ones but didn't like those and scrapped em #but i shall share these doodles #nics art #tangotek #ethoslab #ethoslab fanart #tangotek fanart #hermitcraft #usually i'd draw etho with the jacket but its been so hot here i cant even think about jackets (im lying i like drawing him like this)#also new default tango design reveal real not fake??#he is one of those guys ive never settled on a design for but i really like this one so

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sweetshelluvaau · 2 months

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Me here just pretending that Helluva Boss only lasted two seasons and the Mammon episode was the final where Fizz gives Blitzo the crystal, Blitzo tells Stolas to go fuck himself and then works on getting his life together with Loona going to anger management classes because giiiiirl and IMP becomes that found family that they could have been if Viv knew how to writing realistic firendships and didn't have a hate boner for the main lead.

Oh and Blitzo ends up in a polycule with Fizz and Ozzie. Because I say so. Maybe he ends up dating Striker too just because I want to spite Viv.

#here goes sweets off her bullshit again #helluva boss critical #Maybe Octavia tells her dad off and ditches his ass and joins I.M.P out of spite because she lost all patience with the Ars Goetia bullshit #Blitzo becomes her real dad once she learns what his relationship with her father was really like and eventually forgives him #though that forgiveness still takes a long time #man I wish Octiava's POV was shown because divorces and everything else is rough but Stolas can't be wrong or allowed accountbilty #Would also be nice to know what Via's relationship is with her mother #Honestly I only really watch the shorts now I never each touched the full epsoides after the Mammon one

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taralen · 5 months

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[what do you mean]? [i wonder!]

LOSING MY @#()$. PSYCHOSIS VENT.

#my art #deltarune #spamton #big shot spamton #spamton g spamton #manic vent #psychosis #vent #rough drawing #sketch #doodle #I HATE ALL THAT NOISY NOISE #JUST WANT SOME DAMN PEACE AND QUIET #yet I GET YELLED OUT INSIDE AND OUT #you can'T STOP VIBRATIONS from traveling through particles in the air #WHAT I WOULD GIVE FOR A REAL [silencer]#33db? MORE LIKE 33 DEAD BEAT. GET THE $(%0 oUT OF HERE

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youareunbearable · 11 months

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Tonight is a great night to think fondly on Haleth and Caranthir. I think they would make such a funny couple.

Imagine??? The Big Tall Broody Scowling Kinslayer Who Is Also The One Reason The Economy Is Functioning At All Between The Different Races/Elvish Factions Who Probably Is Dying To Tell King Thingol/His Cousins To Fuck Off At Any Given Moment and hes looming over this short human lady??

This short human lady that Can, Will, and Already Has told him to pull the stick out of his ass and bullies him into doing normal townsfolk chores??? Lord Carathir, Master Economist and a Weaver with the skill to rival his grandmother, sitting there and darning socks cause his tiny mortal wife told him too. His reward will be a kiss on the cheek but she'll scold him while he does it because he said a mean thing about his Cousin Finrod in his last letter to her while he KNEW Finrod was visiting her.

Only three things in the world keep Caranthir in check: His Eldest Brother, The Lord Himring, The Current Head of the Feanorian Faction of Noldor, and Former High King; the idea that if he didn't complete his brothers' tax paperwork and run the Trade Routes then the Nolofinweans and Arafinweans would become more economincally important And We Cant Have That; and his 4'11 wife he met bloodied and wrathful on a battlefield screaming at an orc over the corpse of her brother-- it was love at first sight

#caranthir #haleth #halenthir #silmarillion #amber rambles #I honestly just love them they would be such a power couple like i can see them at banquets looking untouchable #but theyre just bitching about the other guests over wine #In my mind they are the country/goth couple of the year #Cara is used to things like this cause he grew up with Feanor and Nerdanel and they don't believe in servants #and also spent a lot of time camping while he was growing up so Cara is used to roughing it he just Doesnt Like To #but here is his tiny mortal wife like Oh My Poor Spoiled Richling Of A Husband lets get u doing some Real Work #he doesn't correct her cause he thinks its funny when she does it in front of other Noldor #cause everyone knows the Feanorians are by all accounts the least spoiled and down to earth out of all the Finweans #Cause everyone knew what Crown Prince Feanor was like

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xejune · 7 months

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doodle idea: Bruce cookin up something good?

he's cooking a mystery camping soup (no one but him knows exactly whats in it but it's tasty!)

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gynandromorph · 4 months

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maybe it's just the context that i have? i'm sure i've posted this before

even then???!?!?? there are people who still go to church after God kills their mother!!! there are people who still go to church after the pastor drops dead during the sermon because God decided it was HEART ATTACK TIME!!!!!! THERE ARE PEOPLE WHO START GOING TO CHURCH AGAIN AFTER GOD GIVES THEM STAGE 4 CANCER

SO I CAN'T EVEN SAY "NO ONE WOULD DO THAT" CLEARLY A LOT OF PEOPLE WOULD DO THAT

#idletry spoilers #rough draft disclaimer here #the god kills x thing is from THEIR IDEOLOGICAL FRAMEWORK #BUT some people will really put their entire ass out there and claim it's actually free will to die from cancer #or divine justice. it happened so you must have deserved it is a sentiment i have heard TOO MANY TIMES #BUT! the only way i can see people acting that way is again early indoctrination #as well as the instinct to conform with the group #and jessie's religion has NEITHER of those things #but she DOES have actual physical proof that she is real which counts for something

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purpurussy · 15 days

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i log on to this site. i write essays about dnp and their gay little antics. i save them to my drafts because i am scared of being perceived. i log off again

#i have thoughts. but at what cost #i know people on here are generally really cool but i dont wanna risk it lshfldkjfslkjg #like this isnt twitter but there are still topics that people will bully you for having the wrong opinion on djfskkjfk #and also theres the fact that my dissociative episodes have been better lately since im less sleep deprived but #i still have a really hard time trusting my own perception of reality sometimes if that makes sense???#like every time i try to express a serious thought on here my brain goes #ok but what if i got all of this wrong.#what if i misremembered everything and i cant read suddenly so i cant fact check it #what if dan and phil arent even real and i just made them up and nobody knows what im talking about dsjhgljglknfls it's rough #it's making it really hard to finish my thesis project as well bc i second guess every single thought i have like i cannot trust myself.#losing my mind #discussing dans phantwerp autism blunder over the last few days really took it out of me #bc i started panicking like omg what if he didnt even say that at all and i just completely made it up dsflglglsknvlknvlnknkldsnv #anyway rip to the 126 posts in my drafts which will never see the light of day

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harrywavycurly · 2 months

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Listen loving a fictional character that you obviously know you can’t have hurts BUT loving a man that you’ve actually seen with your own two eyeballs flaunting around in shiny sequins with a giant butterfly tattoo on his tummy hurts more because he’s real you just can’t have him.

#it’s rough out here no matter how you slice it #like you can’t love fake dudes because they be fake but then you can’t love real dude because they are just not in your reach #my little lanky baby #harry styles

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musical-chick-13 · 3 months

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The problem is. When I go, "Oh, this system is bullshit" and try to live outside it. My choices are still defined by that system. And that makes me feel really weird.

#I love being a woman so much but jfc am I having strange feelings about what that means in a societal sense lately #and like. obviously the most important thing is to unapologetically be my authentic self. which I try to do every day.#but sometimes it's VERY hard to tell what my authentic self is versus what I'm rebelling against versus what society tells me I am #and it would be GREAT if I could find OTHER PEOPLE who felt like this but that would require me airing out all my baggage and #no one wants that.#(okay. like. tame example. I think it's absolute bullshit that women are expected to shave. and for the most part I don't. and I don't care #whether other people do or not. but I HATE the way that armpit hair feels on my body. so I do usually shave that. I would shave that even i #there was no cultural expectation for women to shave at all. but I feel like a bad person for complying with this cultural standard even if #the reasons for it have nothing to do with gaining general acceptance or appealing to some Standard of Femininity.)#(and it's not that me making this choice is like. Inherently Feminist™ it's not. but it feels ANTI-feminist. and then if you map this to #a bunch of other more serious shit..............)#it's rough out here!#(and then there's the fact that I'm CONSTANTLY bombarded with '''''takes''''' claiming that women don't actually suffer under the patriarch #and that misogyny isn't real. but the t/rfs keep trying to have a monopoly on THAT conversation and I do NOT want to be associated #with them because THEY ARE ALSO WRONG. AND THEY DON'T ACTUALLY SUPPORT THE LIBERATION OF WOMEN LMAO)#(so then it's just like wow! I really do feel incredibly alone! nothing resonates with me at all!)#In the Vents

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floral-hex · 7 months

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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void #shits rough dawg #I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts #haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier #it’s cold #saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours #guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left #even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are #I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh #my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week #maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting #woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside #hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning #can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience #anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments #I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now #ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

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littencloud9 · 6 months

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collapses to the floor. does anyone have kunichuu fic recs

#ive read grace and corey and ela’s kunichuu fics like a hundred times #it is rough out here in these rarepair waters i fear i am not surviving #also im always surprised that kunichuu is such a rarepair #considering how dazai centric this fandom is why wouldnt his two partners be thought about tgt more often #i swear i see more s.igchuu content than kunichuu and im not hating on it but also How #sigma was introduced so much later than knkd #i still think bones fucking up dazais entrance exam is the root cause of this tbh #cause the kunikidazai to kunichuu to perhaps kunichuuzai pipeline #is very very real #‘kunikida and chuuya would never get along’ wrong theyll spot each other and start making out in five seconds #jk. but i genuinely think they would get along so well. their chemistry would be insane thats why asagiri wont let them chat #and no they wouldnt only bond over being annoyed by dazai. theres so much more to that #ok sorry im done whining. tldr i love kunichuu please understand me

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chainsawcorazon · 6 months

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sometimes i’ll see those headcanon posts with YJ98 and know instantly that OP never actually opened a YJ book in their life, and is just vicariously living through fanfiction and fanart of ppl who ALSO did not read a lick of YJ98

#it’s rough out here #real talk #dc comics #young justice #yj98

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phier · 3 months

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Unending Grief

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