#it's Fine i'm FINE

[transjudas]

Man with the wettest eyes and poutiest lips and a sweet smile getting a traditional tattoo on the floor in 2008 (x)

[aralisj]

Don't mind me, just thinking about how Queen Charlotte is still dressing like it's the late eighteenth century forty years later, how it's portrayed as a deliberate choice with her entourage also echoing the same exaggerated rococo style, how Lady Danbury is shown to have moved on by adopting the regency silhouette, how Brimsley said the Queen's daughters wouldn't leave her because she was trapped in time, frozen...

[onebug]

saying goodbye to my favorite neighbors :,)

[lizzybennets]

"You really don't get it do you?"

2x10 | High Noon 8x16 | Harvey

DONNA PAULSEN AND HARVEY SPECTER Suits (2011-2019)

[livetogether--diealone]

AS I'VE BEEN SAYING-

[intermundia]

*gritted teeth* it's actually fine to me that people have a variety of interpretations of star wars

[chenfordspiral]

Fake confession vs actual realization 🥺

[forcebookish]

chest kisses (◡‿◡✿) (ʘ‿ʘ✿)

[topsyturvy-turtely]

scarred from within

a/n: turtely is hurting so obviously one of my bois needs to hurt too.

a/n2.0: i am sorry.

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laying in bed. tears streaming down his cheekbones, into his ears. he hated that feeling of salt drops coming out of him and finding their way back into his body. as if they wanted to crawl back inside. as if his feelings wanted to bury themselves somewhere deep inside, where they couldn't be accessed anymore.

he hated that feeling, but he let it happen. he couldn't bring himself to care enough about his stupid tears in his poor ears to wipe them away.

feeling another tear breaking its way outside, just to hide in his hair again, sherlock thought of him. of all the sweet niceties. of appreciating words, of soft touches. the words never saying enough, the touches never lasting long enough.

his chest hurt and he thought it was ridiculous. heartache? because of an emotion? what a not-at-all-sociopathic thing to have.

and yet. here he was. aching with heartbreak.

hating mary for marrying the love of his life. hating the love of his life for having a different love of his life. love of your life - what does that even mean? sherlock sighed. he knew exactly what it meant to him: that he wanted to do everything with john. he wanted to solve crimes, and run through half of london, knowing he was right behind him. he wanted to talk with john - he always managed to bring the too many, too big, too fast thoughts into some kind of order with his simplicity. but it meant so much more to him than that. it meant that the thought of john was the only thing that kept him alive during his time in serbia. one whiplash - his imaginary john running towards him. second whiplash - john yelling his name. a third whiplash - a hand on his cheek. a fourth - imaginary john telling him to hold on. a fifth - telling him to be strong. a sixth - so he can come home to him. a seventh whiplash - so he can fix him. john would fix him, when he got home. he'd mend his wounded skin, his broken ego, his weakened mind.

that is what he believed in.

he never thought john would hit him too. he never realised his life scrambled the second he stepped over that rooftop. into the nothingness. and fell. he never realised that the mat underneath would not actually save him.

his heart had cracked back then. when he was laying on the concrete - blood all over his face, stinging his eyes, sticking in his hair - but it was john's voice, so weak, so hurt that cracked that thing in his chest. back then he thought "it is for the best. i am doing this for you. i'll come back for you and we'll be okay."

but it wasn't for the best. he had come back for john. and they were not okay.

and for the first time in his life sherlock realised what people meant when they said their heart was broken. there was no way it could ever heal from this.

sherlock felt this with such devastating certainty, it pricked new tears from his eyes. and it felt like those tears were sandpaper, scraping traces of sorrow into his face.

he almost laughed- it sounded and felt like a sob. ironic: he once thought his back was scarred, broken his skin apart, but he was still whole inside, because of john. now he felt broken from within... and his face... was scarred by tears. because of john.

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a/n: i'll write this with capital letters some time and upload it on ao3. rn this felt like it needed to be written without them.

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[fancysmudges]

finally caught up with 13 and I have no qualms about Graham and Dan except for the fact that they make it painfully obvious that getting the writers to have the Doc and Yasmin interact for more than 3 minutes at a time was like pulling teeth

[kindahoping4forever]

📸: Makenna Cordiano

[kinnporsche]

mile phakphum & apo nattawin on instagram live (june 22nd, 2023)

[aroasexualboypussy]

Time to play my very favorite game as an asexual!

"Am i actually a little bit gay or am I aesthetically attracted and she just happens to be scantily clad?"

[mctreeleth]

"I'm always so nauseous while I have my period" <- girl who has eaten nothing but steak and dark chocolate for the past 4 days

[bookishjules]

okay but jules including emma in the mural as a part of the family, in her own little section, across the wall from the depiction of julian himself is everything. she's not a part of the family because she's a part of julian, or because her being his parabatai forced them to adopt her. she's a part of the family in her own right, and would be included even if julian were to somehow be erased from the portrait.

[moonchild-in-blue]

i love music theory (not)