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maegalkarven · 1 year

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The poly route with Daniel and Ortega is hilarious if you focus/open up to Danny more.

Ortega is here desperately trying to make Sidestep open up and trust them, and then Sidestep just goes and tells Daniel (some of) their secrets, the very ones they've kept from Ortega for ages.

My Step told Daniel he is a trans man and Re-Gene before he told Ortega (which he never managed to do on his terms bc he and Ortega crashed).

I just find it strangely satisfying what Rangers tried to keep things from Herald only for him to know more than the most already.

#fallen hero: retribution spoilers #fallen hero spoilers #fallen hero: retribution #ortega: why don't you trust me??#matthew:*sees ONE golden retriever boy whom he previously hurt* I guess I tell him (amost) all my darkest secrets #it's a form of self-harm #bc he feels guilty for hurting Danny and subconsciously wants Daniel to hurt him in return so they could be 'even'#this is not how it works #but hey what does a cuckoo know?#meanwhile hurting Ortega was bad but felt...like a payback #because why didn't Ricardo save him why why WHY #he didn't know but does it fix everything for Matt? nah #avery.txt

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hekatiane · 2 months

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I am absolutely radiating. Why can't you see?

#fear and hunger #fear and hunger termina #samarie #samarie's death as dysmorphia is so tragic to me- asking why we can't see how much she radiates and tbh we can't-#- because dysmorphia's form is not built on self-love but on insecurities and seeing herself as having a flawled body-#- and samarie died believing in these self-harmful views about herself- truly tragic

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nitewrighter · 1 month

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I mean, if anything, buying a protein powder whose flavor turns out to be awful makes me better at consuming protein every day, because now I'm determined to get rid of this stuff as soon as possible but I'm not gonna throw away 50 bucks and a chance to get buffer.

only 26 more servings to go, haha....

#'exercise culture is a form of self-harm'#Oh yeah? Watch this *drinks a fucking hell-shake*#whyyyy did I think the fruity pebbles flavor would be good #Me in the store: Hmm well I mean I'm already making my shakes with frozen fruit anyway....

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timetravellingkitty · 3 months

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the only religion worth following: punjabi

#opening quora should count as a form of self harm #ਰੇਵਾ

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keelifallen · 4 months

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#I don’t even like it but I worked on it too long to throw it away #every time I draw him I get an aneurysm #I want a word w his animators #come here guys #just wanna say something 👊🤛✊🤛👊🤜#dbh #Connor #detroit become human #fan art #dbh connor #artists on tumblr #illustration #art #drawing him should be considered a form of self harm

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codenamesazanka · 4 months

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Shigaraki/Tenko wanting to destroy the false sense of peace All Might and Heroes created

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Shigaraki/Tenko wanting to destroy everything that lead to the existence of that house, which he conceptualizes as the embodiment of rejection and injustice in the world. Be a Hero for the Villains.

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AFO basically literally created that house

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Shigaraki/Tenko helps defeat AFO

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Deku telling him 'you already destroyed it' is... apparently Shigaraki/Tenko having finally gotten rid of the true cause of (his) rejection and injustice? main antagonist's big problem that represents an overarching major issue of the story/in-universe society... solved? (main antagonist's big problem that represents an overarching major issue of the story/in-universe society not actually being the problem he thought it was but now also solved?)

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No longer a need for there to be a Hero for the Villains, Shigaraki/Tenko dies.

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Heroes not to be blamed in the first place. also fuck everyone else and all other 'actual' outcasts I guess.

#i understand that Tenko not having 'supposed' to be rejected doesn't mean the rejection didn't occur for the other League members #but taking that away from Tenko/Shigaraki - leader of the League of Villains - wanting to be their champion #symbolically being their collective grievances and wills condensed into one #taking that away makes the story a lot weaker #GOD what happened #nalslastworkingbraincell #honestly making everything AFO's fault #and making Tenko's main issue being his despair toward himself (created by AFO)#allowed for the (seemingly for now) clean resolution of 'get rid of the both of them' possible #It's AFO's fault? Kill him! Problem solved #Tenko's issue not actually *harm caused by other (non-AFO) people* but instead *harm caused by his self-conceptualization/his own self*?#Tenko's projecting his own self-loathing and anger onto the world and causing trouble for everyone and making his crusade meaningless?#let him die too. Pity but problem solved!#AFO gave him the specific quirk that was Decay because it was such a brutal and deadly quirk that would guarantee rejection #you cannot tell me he could've been fine after manifesting Decay if only AFO wasn't there to tell him he has an innate need to destroy #not after what we've seen of Shinsou and Toga #other 'normal' people would not have let him live a normal life #that *is* also very much a problem that should be addressed #but it was AFO who gave him Decay and Decay was also actually not naturally existing #so everything's fine! no changes for anyone!#all this could've been saved if this was transferred to AFO - AFO also seen as a victim of societal apathy #especially since he was BORN A TRASH RIVER RAT ORPHAN #but he's just a lonely guy who was too unpleasant to form real relationships #so. only real issue Hero Society ever had that needed to be addressed was civilians being too hard on Heroes #gotta love them more and demand less of them #yippee

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nyatbinary-81 · 4 months

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@vulpixisananimal sifstem art jumpscare!! more specifically i got bored and decided to mess around with sif and mal's outfits.

#my art #this is how I think theyd present themselves either in person or in headspace. the slouchers <3 #sifs outfit is simple; the boots i always give them (but with star laces for funsies); loose sweater; simple pants #the pants are Meant to be jeans but isat doesnt Specifically Have Jeans so. theyre just Pants.#the sweater is slightly looser bc sif doesnt seem like a Form Fitting Clothes kinda guy to me but hes Trying to be more open #on particularly good days theyll roll the sleeves up or wear a sleeveless one methinks #even if everyone Knows abt the self-harm scars its hard to Look at them.#i also associate them being more open with them not wearing an eyepatch. esp bc hes the only one of the three to go without it #for mal (or 'ami' as i like to call it) i wanted smth reminiscent of a mourning outfit bc mal du pays means homesickness #and i picked 'ami' as a nickname bc ami means friend :] at least according to my basic translator. i dont speak french <3 #ami's outfit being dark is also reminiscent of the inversion thing its got going on in canon.#ik the veil is starred in the original but i think ami would want the fewest reminders of home. on account of The Issues #(actually if i can come back to sifs laces sif also has issues with reminders of it bc of the memory loss but the shoelaces are His Choice—#—which gives them a form of control over it and they can keep it subtle or undo it if he wants. which makes it easier)#anyway. i put amis hair in an updo and smoothed the hat bc i think ami wants to be Unremarkable. Unknown. so it keeps its silhouette Simple #(it still keeps the pins. theres smth comforting abt them. they shine like stars and theyre not stars and theyre not Home. but theyre You.)#and i kept the long hair i gave loop. dont ask me why its so long when the canon hair is short. maybe their hair kept growing over the loop #OH and i drew ami in a side profile bc Silhouette and also bc i think itd make an effort to keep people away from its blind spot #andddd i think thats about it? plus i actually managed to keep this one within a reasonable timeframe.#if their hair changes lengths/the proportions change between drawings. no they dont 💛 peace and love and body craft #OH AND YOU FINALLY GET TO SEE WHAT I MEAN ABT SIFS BOOTS BC THESE ARE THE BOOTS I GAVE THEM ON MY REGULAR DESIGN ARENT THEY NEAT #i did actually try to give sif a different font but nothing Works for them like the pixel font. i cant explain it.#i think 'ami' would be a nickname that mira gives it. bc. shes Fantasy French. and its a sort of 'youre more than your yearning/loss' thing #me every time i think abt sifstem: yeah they just rotate in my head. nothing major #me every time i talk abt sifstem: oh hey im almost at tag limit again #au Good what can i say

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bookshelfdreams · 3 months

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"The man's half insane"

"You're just an insane, unpleasant shell of a man who's merely posing as Blackbeard."

"I should have let the English kill you. This - whatever it is that you've become - is a fate worse than death."

"This is Blackbeard. Not some namby-pamby in a silk gown pining for his boyfriend."

soulmates 🥰

#hello my dudes what IS going on #like no disrespect to con but. watch 01x04. really pay attention to the ed izzy scenes #they grew apart decades ago and are kept together by habit spite and resentment only #stede appearing is what severs the last fragments of whatever connection once existed between them #ed has no need for izzy he just keeps him around - well as it turns out as essentially a really weird form of self harm #so hes more than happy to let izzy go #it's izzy who can't deal with that #and I would think since he's the one who fucking played it like that he'd know #I'm just gonna assume this quote was taken out of context and go on to live in blissfull ignorance #our flag means death #izzy hands

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bucketofchum · 14 days

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How do you stop yourself from fucking up your own life

#i can't seem to stop self sabotaging #this is like my gross new form of adult self harm that is somehow 100000x worse than just cutting oneself #like lol one is just superficial physical damage #and the other is like lmao let's fucking destroy everything good in my fucking life and my future #like deep down i don't believe i deserve good things?? so i fuck it up for myself??#idk why im like this #sorry bad mental spiral and idk where to go with this #why am I so fucked up i just want to be good #try to dissociate and get some work done #cuz that's also going bad

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proudfreakmetarusonikku · 7 months

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also to like people talking about this this is ABSOLUTELY not a call out or anything it’s good that you are but it would be nice if people took scrupulosity into account. again 1000% support you calling out abusers and shit but god i would prefer not to genuinely panic over the idea of watching any streamer literally any of them being inherently irredeemably immoral bc they all have skeletons in their closets and that means supporting them means supporting whatever that is and if it could be horrible then you’re supporting horrible things. like obviously that is not what you’re saying and I know it isn’t but it’s just. really scary and makes it really hard to know what to do because every post gets turned into another ritual immediately.

#like scrupulosity sucks so bad and it’d be nice to be able to speak up on issues like this without developing new and exciting forms of #emotional self harm like again not anyones fault moral ocd is just a bitch #mcyt #discourse I guess

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hum-suffer · 4 months

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I just finished watching Imtiaz Ali's Laila Majnu and I'm mentally unstable now

#desiblr #suffer ye suhana nahi #desi tumblr #laila majnu #its a form of self harm

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pingustuffings · 10 months

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I feel like theres something that could be said about how roier said to pepito that he was fond of pepito since pepito reminded roier on when he was younger.

Something could be said that also reflect how roier is treating pepito, hitting pepito with a chancla and seperating pepito from the other eggs.

Something could be said that could reflect on how roier treated himself drowning himself in his pool and secluding himself from the others after bobby's death..

Likes theres something there!.. but idk how to put my thoughts together and this could be so wrong, BUT IT FEELS LIKE THERES SOMETHING THERE

#qsmp #qroier #qsmp pepito #character analysis #< i guess #also pepito wearing a swim suit is frankly ironic when i bring up the fact roier drowns himself as a form of self harm #i could do a character ananlysis but im so nervous of the possibility that i get everything wrong

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liauditore · 1 year

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the brainrot has been hitting extra hard of late. so lyric-posting hours it is 👍

cw + lyrics under the cut!

// You praised me by saying “You’re crazy.” Thank you, I’ll do my best // From today you'll be the air I breathe, your breath is everything in me // If with one click, and I can reset everything, I want to be your favorite next // I’m yours now and forever but do you even like me deep inside? Guess I, guess I’ve been lied to this whole_ damn_ time //

// So (..) burn me at the stake and make me out to be an evil villain. Painting my sins, it's totally fine. // After all, it has never been my fault! My innocence is proven by the verdict that you chose. // Come gather ‘round, we’re slicing her open. A burning sort of passion suddenly woken. “How stupid” I sigh, your stubbornness claims my mind. The answers I’ve yet to find. // I’m so sick of love love, love. I have had enough.

The After Pain lyrics are taken from this amazing cover while the It's Not My Fault lyrics are from this other amazing cover. Everything else is linked :D

Milgram is about murder so the music videos depict that pretty frequently, sometimes more explicitly and sometimes symbolically depending on how many theorists they want to make angry. Also it's co-created by DECO*27 so themes of suicide/self harm and toxic relationships also tend to pop up 👍

so basically haruka's a very messed up person so desperate for any kind of love he can get no matter how the other party treats him But is also incredibly unhinged, possibly dangerous and muu is a manipulative brat whose instinct is to berate and use those around her because she's scared of being hurt. they are best friends and awful for eachother.

are you seeing the parallels im seeing.

I rambled a bit more abt the lyrics here and here if anyone's curious.

poses/expressions are ref'd from haruka and muu's trial 2 teasers! I LOVE these smug ass looks so much.

#my art #trafficblr #trafficvocabrainrot #scott #pearl #if anyone wants to know more abt milgram pls ask #i love this series to death but its so confusing to get into #its a very unique form of storytelling for sure #and there are some questionable things in it so uh yknow #but yeah ESPECIALLY muu's songs fit scott so much in my head u have no idea #cw suicide #cw violence #cw murder #cw self harm #<-- all for these goddamn songs lmao

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wyrdle · 4 months

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takuto x shuji scribbles because I'm normal about these middle aged men

savior complexes that involved a utopia x decimating it into nothing. A big heart x a black hole of one, for the toxic cognitive pscience yaoi lmao. Both also spend years fixating on their research so ye. basically younger man with big desperate for a better world energy x older man with very bleak perspectives about the world and desire to end it all oughghghg scrumptious

#shuji ikutsuki #takuto maruki #cw self harm #takuto maruki x shuji ikutsuki #persona 3 #persona 5 #im chucking shuji onto the laps of various men from persona #he deserves it #black hole of a heart incapable of forming meaningful bonds #do you get me #a lot of this requires or asks for an attempt to see the parallels between shuji and takuto #which is hard since we never got anything about his past or reasons for his motivations lol #so #yeah

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ffverr · 1 month

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