#it's hell

[zuperdooperupernatural]

me scrolling through my dash having not finished the show yet

[larkral]

Oh, hello. Wednesday, huh? Thanks for the tag @artsyunderstudy !!

SO this week I have been doing MANY THINGS including many fannish things. Including things in several fandoms. Me earlier this year: I truly cannot handle having more than one thing on the go. Me now: Yes, maybe I do have six active writing projects in three different fandoms as well as four podfics on the go. WHAT OF IT!?

I've finished recording all of my podfics, and I'm editing them now and... well, it's hard. One is edited, one is 1/8th edited, and the other two are freefloating audio. But, uh, yeah, here's some audio. Because. I... well, you'll get it.

Yes, I titled this file TENDER because I just, it's... yeah. I'm not totally sure whether I'm allowed to say who/what I'm podficcing... (@caught-on-tape-fest can you advise?) But, anyway, probably someone will get it based on that snippet.

Below the cut: snippets of writing and tags!

Here, also, is a little, silly segment of my OMGCP fic, the Holsom Timeloop, featuring an OC who, let me just say, I gave excellent breasts, and zero flaws. I will accept no critiques:

He bumps into someone as he turns, attempts to keep anyone from falling with one hand in the steadying region of what should be a shoulder but turns out to be a truly exceptional handful of cleavage.  "Shit, I'm so sorry," he says, taking a half-step back and looking at the woman he just groped.  There's a lovely flush on her olive cheeks, and her hair is a cloud of beautiful, wild curls.  Marjorie. She's in his o-chem class and she's cute. She's been cute all semester. And smart. And funny. Though her typical cozy-sweater-and-jeans look in class does not betray how truly magnificent her tits are. They're propped up by some kind of bra magic in defiance of gravity, and barely contained by the blue-green fabric of her shirt.  She laughs. "You're forgiven. Though by the transitive property, you definitely owe me a drink."

I also wrote another couple hundred words on my @carryon-reverse-bang beach fic, of which these are some:

The moon is rising and the tide is coming in. "D'you know," he says. "Even if there were no moon, we'd still have tides?" I hum. I look over at him. His silhouette is blurred by the rays of the setting sun, lighting him up from behind like an unearthly being.

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[mulderscully]

my whole life my mom talked abt how when she was young she thought she would die the age her mother was when she died (28) and now i spend my whole life being afraid i'll die the age my mom was when she died (53)

[elluvians]

There's no internet at our new place yet and might not be for at least 2 more weeks 😩

[froggywizzard]

I'm halfway through Onyx Storm and boy, oh boy... IT'S SO BAD. Can't believe a grown ass woman wrote it.

I won't elaborate.

[ikeepseeingghosts]

Didn't expect Phan twitter to have the same "only REAL fans deserve tickets"-discourse as like, Taylor Swift stans but here we are

[project-dreamer]

Ask for basil!

Hey basil do you know where kel is? And do you know where you are?

[A whisper moves throughout the breeze]

"Huh..? A question...? I don't know where this is.. it looks like a city.."

"Kel is here!? Then I need to find him...!"

"The air is going to make me sick... it's so eerie here... I feel something watching me..."

[gyaa-fish]

i feel so....empty.....

[gotskamstuff]

After 26 days of non stop chaos (yes I counted) today is the first day that I can actually stay at home and do nothing after the most hectic, exhausting and stressful month of my life and I thought to myself "wow finally I can just spend ONE afternoon in bed, have a tea, finish that fic I've been wanting to write since forever, start watching something, make a real dinner and just catch a fucking break" and instead I AM spending it in bed... but trying to keep my anxiety in check 'CAUSE I AM DOING NOTHING AND I FEEL LIKE I SHOULD BE OUT DOING SOMETHING!!!!!

Just wanted a damn break to relax and my brain is just "nah bitch, the fuck is there to be relaxed about? QUICK WORRY ABOUT SOMETHING, ANYTHING!"

It's 4 pm and I'm getting waves of anxiety for the fact that I've done nothing all day ON THE DAY I PLANNED ON DOING NOTHING!!

[justletmeon12]

I'd seen a bunch of the YouTube clips, so I knew there'd be an annoying slam poet exchange at some point.

I really should've seen it coming with the artistic terrorist thing on the news announcement.

[skribblez]

i have a newfound respect for osu players

[before-it-felt-like-a-sin]

Never ghosting anyone again. Sorry to the people I've done it to before.

[verdanturfwind]

I'm kind of starting to realize that being on the irony-poisoned "cringe compilation" era of the 2016-2018 internet in my formative teenage years changed me in more ways than I thought

[andromeda-lv]

Me: tries to navigate getting my degree, starting a job, publishing a scientific paper and changing cars all at the same time

My autistic brain: have you ever noticed that your left eye feels weird.

[queerstudiesnatural]

my voice is gone 😭