#it's so... idk. we barely DID anything
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update on inquisition: solas broke up with my inquisitor, so she swore at him and then stomped off to lure and fight a high dragon while her companions complained the whole time
#me.txt#i play dai#i play games#it's so... idk. we barely DID anything#it felt like one kiss and then crestwood and then break up#yeah okay#but it is implied that they got into bed...#also so boring of dai to have the literal elven trickster god not be bisexual#if there were any god that SHOULD be bi it should be the elven trickster god. every part of that implies bi#anyway.#... i had an entire ramble about how the elves like abelas reacted weirdly to the elven inquisitor asking for their knowledge and help#because lots of people if they saw their civilization 'diminished' would want to reclaim glory days instead of just tossing them aside#and Sera is super weird. like as chinese diaspora we have lots of reasons to dislike mainland china but being 'too chinese' isn't one#but i actually had a talk with it with my friend and did some further thinking#and ... abelas (and solas) is just one of those boomers who call millennials snowflakes#and sera is one of those self-hating asians that'll post a self-hating rant on a city elf FB group and get told to get therapy#which makes is hilarious that these are the elves we see in inquisition#velanna and merill and zevran and fenris were so normal in comparison
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Currently thinking about Artemis's will in the code at the bottom of TLG and how it really kinda shows how strained his relationship with his dad still is. Everyone else gets something they're interested in or that Arty thinks they'd like (sound system for Juliet, frozen chicken for Mulch, ethical investments for his mother, etc) and yet for his father he leaves only bearer bonds, despite Artemis I trying to move away from a money-focused enterprise and lifestyle as of TEC. Not to mention it's Butler who would know how to disengage all the booby traps protecting said bearer bonds, further highlighting the difference in trust & familiarity Artemis has with everyone but his father.
#artemis fowl#is this comprehensible? idk#i just think they're a fun relationship to explore#and like i get the reasons why the relationship between the two artemises isn't really elaborated on in canon#and why it exists as it does in the first place but still#your son - whom you had a very businesslike relationship with in his young childhood - talks about money when you are returned to him#after being missing for nearly two years. you tell him you failed and want to be a better father and money isn't all that is important.#a handful of years pass and your son goes missing (and is presumed dead just like you were) and yet returns just like you did#barely a year later though while grappling with his actual death and corpse you find out that no actually nothing had changed#and he still went to his grave with the only bridge between the two of you being money with no interest in other hobbies#what a thing for Tim to experience#from an overthinking and reading too much into things perspective that's heartbreaking#we never hear about Juliet's interest in sports cars or pop music yet that was included in artemis's will for her#compared to like beckett who we know likes bugs and slime and how artemis put that in his will for him#so when we get snippets of Tim's other interests (solar powered planes or his bio-hybrid prosthetic or running marathons or whatever)#and yet Arty didn't include anything about those interests in his will for his father is kinda like... huh.#you never really did change your perception of what would make your dad happy did you#and that would've destroyed Tim
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ever think about the great sect madams of the generation before?
about madam yu, the violet spider, one of few in her generation to earn a title (even her husband was only ever sect leader. even wen ruohan was never regarded by a title other than sect leader wen). about yu ziyuan, about what she was like before years of jealousy and envy twisted her to only her most bitter parts? about the girl who was the third daughter of a sect leader, and then the wife of another, and yet all of her immense martial power meant nothing to the society around her.
about madam jin, known only by her title and never given a name or a natal sect, who was still somehow the closest friend to yu ziyuan. the mother of the sect heir and yet a wife who can do nothing but stand by as her husband dishonors their marriage over and over again.
about madam lan, the murderess locked up for her crimes, never seeing a trial and dying alone, only allowed to see her children once a month. who was she before she was the wife of the lan sect leader? was there a reason she killed the lan elder? did she want that marriage to qingheng-jun? did she even want the children she was kept from?
about the madams nie and wen, who only exist by implication, by the knowledge that their children exist and therefore so must they. about how so little is even implied about them?
#sharpie says shit#ma dao zu shi#mdzs#cql#madam yu#yu ziyuan#madam lan#madam jin#madam nie#madam wen#idk i just find the women of the generation before Very Interesting#mostly because we get barely anything about them compared to their husbands#madam lan is the exception but only kinda because there are still SO MANY QUESTIONS#this isn't madam yu apology btw i just think looking at her character is Neat#she is obviously a woman of great physical power#but due to the state of Being Female all of her social power is basically dependent on jfm#and i think years of being powerless while Wanting More takes their psychological toll#also how did she and madam jin even become friends? were they sisters? sect sisters? sworn sisters?#we're never told
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maybe the real Viktor arcane season 2 character arc were the friends we made along the way
#I’m sorry but they relied way too heavily on off screen implications of things happening and telling instead of showing for his arc#we literally barely saw anything of what he had to go through to get to any of the places where he was in the season#idk maybe I need to rewatch to understand better but due to the rushed pacing and severe lack of screen time I feel he didn’t get enough#nuance and substantial characterisation that he truly deserved this season#like dude barely got to machine his herald before the writers decided it was time to wrap up and have a 2 min redemption arc😭#let that man be full of RAGE let him be FERAL let him have an UGLY GROTESQUE MAN MADE MACHINE TRANSFORMATION#GOD FORBID A MAN COMPREHENDS THE HORRORS HE’S WITNESSED!!#I love season 1 but season 2#Rn it’s a 6.5/10 for me while s1 was a 9 or 10/10#maybe I need to rewatch to see if any of the other characters got it better than he did I mean I LOVED ekko jayce and jinx this season#but Viktor Mel and sky#they got fumbled so hard they deserved so much better imo sorry#yapping#arcane#arcane spoilers#arcane critical#Might delete later idk this rant feels deeply unserious and I’m also sleep deprived so maybe my takes aren’t the best#Living up to my name as the world’s first elderly teenage girl bc I need a grandpa level nap GOD#my post
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genuinely one of the most boring, lazy, unsatisfying bits of worldbuilding in TVC (and i'm glad they're ditching in the show) is the idea that vampires just don't like being around one another. how is that narratively satisfying in any way? what does that accomplish? in all other ways, vampires are written as more or less thinking and feeling as humans do. excusing away 'oh idk they broke up' or 'oh they all just wandered off from the night island' by saving vampires just kinda don't like being around one another falls so FLAT.
#rose reads tvc#this last third of tva feels so rushed and sloppy and dull tbh. why did we spend a million chapters with marius and like one chapter on CoD#barely anything about tvl or iwtv from armand's pov which could've been so fascinating.#anne rice said she changed her mind about him as a character since those books. use this as a chance to reconcile it???#what did he think about all the nicki stuff? what about tossing lestat off the tower?#his POV on akasha and everything from qotd? hell if we're gonna make this book all about him and marius what about like.#show us his thoughts when he found our marius wasn't dead?#idk i'm struggling so much with words today but i'm feeling dissatisfied. :/
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season three of the way home and I'm back on my nonsense
#let's see how long it'll last what with spring semester starting this week#on one hand I get that del would know her son. she'd know it was him. but on the other I feel like it's been so long#that she'd be suspicious if it were really him idk it all felt too quick?#like okay del knows now ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#I feel like the problem is that the conversation happened off screen so we don't see much of a reaction#but even after that del doesn't seem to think much of it#I feel very thrown back into the series it's been so long#really should've rewatched the other seasons I barely remember anything rip#the way home hallmark#earl crow ramblings#also realizing that I might have entirely missed some of the end of season two how did that happen I don't know#girl help why was my first thought upon seeing jacob without his beard is that they should put some eyeliner on him and he'll look like#he's in some emo band from the 2000s or smth#I think they chose such a good actor for him#del handing jacob his bear and saying he's been waiting for you OH MY WORD I'll cry#EW I forgot about sam get him OUT#WHAT have they done to alice oh my word what's going on#what's with susanna??#oh they combed jacob's hair he looks normal again though tbh I like how it was before#good episode!! pacing felt off imo but okay it's the first episode of a new season
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it’s like none of you know what dramatic irony is
#the outties and innies barely know anything about each other or their worlds so all of them are making decisions based on the info they have#diary#idk some of the takes im seeing are so weird did we forget about lumon the evil corp responsible for all of this….. anyways#tv#severance
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Am I the only person who has never decorated any space they’ve ever lived in in the almost 24 years they’ve been on this Earth?
#like idk I might’ve been banned from decorating my room#or id just get shut down by my parents#and when I asked if we could buy decor I got called ungrateful#I was afraid of doing it wrong in boarding school so I had nothing#and I barely did anything in college#like how do you know how to decorate#not to be dramatic but I feel like I’m missing a key part of existence#uchiha-gaeshi overshares#txt
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oh yeah i watched the new ii and it was pretty wack. my only two thoughts are
i love cabby
they had to neutralize clover?????? hello?????????
#melonposting#ii spoilers#clover continues to be one of the only good people here. like hello thank you for saying that cabby didn't do anything wrong#(though at this point ae's probably just kinda backpedalling after the ableism allegations so. yeah. anyway it's really the bare minimum)#also it made me so angry to see nickel again. nooooo we just got rid of him!!!!!!!!!! boo tomato tomato tomato#i did find it funny that they were gonna have the dumb fantube-bot family thing and then blueberry interrupted it. ha ha ha. ha#yeah about the other thing. now i'm worried that any victory cabby gets out of this will only be a result of ae backpedalling#it's already pretty weird that the show's general perception of cabby did a complete 180 out of nowhere#i dunno. everyone ganging up on mephone was kinda strange#like okay springy and walkie talkie have their beef with him. but the cameras? zoetrope??#forgive me if i'm being dumb but i can't remember anything so horrible mephone did to them to warrant (gesturing vaguely) all of this#i dunno it's just kind of silly to have the big-bad be 'all of these random guys mephone kinda annoyed'#like huh. huh?#idk i'll see where they'll go with this. hopefully cabby doesn't get screwed over <3 that's really all i'm hoping for haha
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Going to bed but given what I’ve seen today, I’m so glad @abruisedmuse and I stopped hosting fandom events in 2021 lol. There’s always something.
#it’s actually nuts how seriously these things turn and so quickly!#these are meant to be fun y’all#I’m seeing the berlain stuff and honest to god pissing myself#yall are nuts#in the best way lol#idk where our elainarcheronweek blog went but we did do that one in 2021#I barely remember anything tbh#chitchat
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NO YOU’RE SO RIGHT ABOUT THE MAJIMA STUFF THOUGH. GOD. God forbid you speak poorly about the fandom silly guy etc etc. I rt’d one post about someone being annoyed abt majima getting an insane amount of merch (especially compared to other characters- even other PLAYABLE characters) and suddenly my TL is filled with ppl taking it as a personal attack….. like?? Settle down???
My one fear is that instead of Mine content we’re just gonna get Majima Saga 2 for yk3 and rgg will call it a day. WHAT ELSE IS THERE TO SAY ABOUT THE GUY !!! GENUINELY!!!
at this rate we’re going to have a complete record of Majima’s life from birth until modern day bc you knowww they’re never gonna let the cash cow die or retire. + god I lowkey need the 3jimas to break up Now so saejima and daigo can stand on their own again (w/out being overshadowed by Majima)…. Saejima especially… I miss the days when he felt like a character………
(I may have a lot to say on the topic) (he’s a fun character but at this rate I’m getting so sick of the fandom around him)
gen is kinda funny how when there's the Monthly Critique Of Majima post on twitter the rggtwt part of the tl is flooded with majima fans being upset. its like clockwork really LOL
as for saejima, i do miss him being solo... like he's funny with majima at times, but as wack as Y4 was i still really liked his coliseum scene, and his prison adventures in Y5 were a real treat too..
#snap chats#like you say one mild comment about majima in passing and then you have mates acting as if you burned their crops#like .. its never this serious .. also i think people have the right to be a littttttle miffed that other charas barely get anything#its starting to change with the plushies and saejima/akiyama figures so thats great but. still a way to go LOL#its just esp Lol inducing because kiryu and ichi are protagonists so it makes sense for them to get stuff#but majima is quite literally a side character that wasnt meant to have this much popularity#the concept of a chara becoming popular by accident isnt bad thats not the thing- its even cool when that happens#its just sometimes you just see people act really entitled to stuff for that character while every other chara is ignored#and then the same people acting surprised when others go 'actually ive had a bit enough of this guy'#honestly if they did another majima segment for a hypothetical yk3 id laugh. like id be a bit annoyed but id mostly laugh#cause truly what else is there. he's like a comic book character we just gotta keep making situations for him til hes 90#idk. just so funny majima's been given a sort of 'weird' protagonist status#and i say weird because he IS a protagonist but just compared to how he actually functions throughout y1-y6. lol. lmao even#like youre right in that majima's a fun character but he really is better in just small doses imo#or. at least i need people to relax on the idea of a 'majima gaiden' or making him any more prominent in the games than he is now#anyway i cant be bitter posting my dad is being funny as hell. he got us bracelets and he was like#'in our family you and i are the only ones who like these. makes us cool' and i was like 'yeah dad we're so cool'#and this old man is just 'we're so cool ☺️' LIKE PL E A S E THE EMOJI TOOK ME OUT. i love my dad. all bitterness is gone from my heart#anyways bye if rgg gives majima a saga in yk3 im gonna livestream playing that and only that#not even yk3 just the majima part 😭😭😭😭
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going through and cleaning out my spacehey a little bit and i forgot about diary entries i made like 2 years ago about how hopeless and upset i felt about my last relationship's struggles and described my ex's issues and behavior as "catastrophic and neverending"... yeah sounds about right
#.txt#sorry that u had to go through alla that past me. genuinely#so many other posts about how annoying my ex friend group was too 😭😭well#also the words “this almost always happens out of nowhere” 😭😭 in regards to his bullshit they put me through#he just wanted more and more and more and more from me like it was never enough and it made me so confused#wed spend so much of the day together and then when i would want a break or want to do something else#maybe on my own or literally whatever else it was like a ticking timebomb before shit hit the fan with him again#so no wonder i was always miserable always anxious and could never feel comfortable or like im really having fun#GOD i hate that motherfucker so goddamn much such a waste of my fucking time and energy and love#fucking dick#it felt like i was always being watched in some ways. and then hed claim that i never spent any time with him#when .. when i did. and it just felt so insane like it lowk felt like he was gaslighting me or something idrk like i was just#so confused all of the time because im like where is this coming from... we just did a whole lot together ?? and why do we always#have to be doing something#just makes no gd sense and i have a feeling that was on purpose. dude is not right in the head#“exhausting” is another word id also use in those diary entries and looking back on it that played such a major role#in my happiness w him basically plummeting#and not feeling like i had any more energy for him or barely anything fucking else at the time. because he exhausted me#actual energy sink. actual energy SIPHON. i actually genuinely pray for anyone else that gets stuck with them#good fukin luck omfg#and i do hope all of them stalk and i do hope all of them read my shit on here because im not taking it down. because#if u read all of my shit and what i went through and everything and u still choose to find me irredeemable then idk what else to say#corrupted ass people comma if so
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going insane
#drank too much coffee i fear HXJXJKDMZNXNNDJDKDKXKZKZKZKZKZKKZKZKZKZ#im not a coffee drinker so this is.... NDJDJZKKZZKKZKZKZMZMMZ#my thoughts are going so fast. c#cant believe i used to make personal posts every day. multiple even. now i just like idek JDJJDJDJDJJDJD#im so offline but at the same time not. idek anymore#but im like so out of sync with any current media. i'm like months... years behind n going at the pace i want to idc !!!!!#i'll hear seulgi's new album in like idk 6 months from now thats fine !!! i still havent heard sungjins yer#yet*. but soon. like maybe in a few days. it cane out in november#so proud of myself tbh bc i always had to be consuming d6 content constantly#and to the point id get stressed. but now i like dont know anything thats happening#i have a playlist where i put all the stuff they do n maybe i'll watch it one day or maybe not who knows NDJDJXKKDKXKZM#i did like band aid tho#and also cosmic by rv ... oh its on replay a lot NDJDJDJDJJXJXNX#personal#also im so much more in touch with myself now. that crush i had made me go crazy i think. but im okay now JXJXJJXJXJXJXJJXJX#i lost myself like almost completely. i should have known itd have never worked out bc we couldnt talk about like#anything that i really really liked bc i was scared hed think i was weird !!!!!#imagine !!! i love nrto n op but couldnt even like HDJJDJDJD SAY ANYTHING FHCJXJXJJX crazy#n e way lmao#the caffeine is makin me yap up a storm#and i really dont think he could handle how crazy im goin over katakuri rn. i can barely handle it HCJJDKDKZKZKKDKDKDKKD
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Me when 2!! of my professors call out people who are pissing me off in the same week

#yayyyyyy#okay vent time:#class 1: is a small class where the professor is lecturing#but is kind of talking to us#probably the best class/prof ive taken love him#and theres this girl that does not take notes and is always on her phone#which i understand to a point#but our prof has said that he finds it distracting and would rather we didnt#even if he hadnt said anything girl get off your phone this isn't a big lecture hall#if this did not effect me at all it would be wtv#but sometimes she has the volume on#and when we split off to discuss what we're going over in lecture she obvi has no idea#class 2: is structured so terribly. basically we do the readings before hand and answer the questions and then just. answer the questions i#class as a group#like i would probably get the same things out of the class even if i wasn't going#we get a little bit more discussion in lec but thats it#but theres this one girl who doesnt take notes when doing the readings before hand (if she does them idk) and barely has anything to add wh#n the other girl and i are talking about the question our group has#and she barely answers to the whole class (and when she does her thought is so half formed and barely what our group talked about)#and ours is the only group of 3 the others are 4#so its me and the 3rd girl going back and fourth answering our questions.#maybe i need to start journaling
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#hey g its me#used to think it was pretty hard to fumble an interaction with me#this is still extremely true#but recently in a vc someone triggered me (not knowing it was a trigger)#but i was like#screaming begging them to stop because i knew where it was going and itd be okay if they didnt say anything#just stop the thought. haha yeah okay we all get the reference no need to sing the song#and they did. snd then i immediately left the call#and they. didnt... idkif they even noticed#i never got an apology but id barely talked to that person anyways. was excited to be friends...#and now in my head i think theyre a creep and scary because they did that#thays it tho. thah one interaction. but i was so loud befging them to stop and they did it anyways#and i left and they didnt ask where i went even tho we were actively talking back n forth#idk. i jusy dont eant to interact with tem ever again#ive entertained blocking them but it wouldn't really make a difference i barely see them around
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google search how do i stop missing her so much i can't breathe
#she's literally not all that. i am 100% out of her league.#i cannot stress how much this girl does not deserve to have me pining over her and missing her and crying about her months after the fact#my standards are SO low and she did not fucking meet bare fucking minimum#and yet i'm still like. she could call me and ask me to take her back and i'd do it in a heartbeat#anyway lol i had a dream about my ex girlfriend ibn which we were back together (and also both working at an aquarium?? idk)#and now i'm like. ugh.#also imagine asking out a kind loving girl who is head over heels in love with you and would do anything for you#treating her awfully and breaking her heart AND NOT EVEN GIVING BACK THE FUCKING BOOKS YOU BORROWED!#i'm just saying lol. i wish someone felt about me the way i feel about her#and i wish she wasn't so unbelievably fucking immature#and i wish i had better taste in women#and i wish i didn't still think about her alll the time#okay i'm done i swear i'm so done#talking to strangers on foreign phones
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