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Bruce's Uncle Phillip was an eccentric sort of man, a rich man who hated the big city lifestyle and wanted to get away from it all. So shortly after adopting Bruce, the three person family unit temporarily moved to Smallville, Kansas. To get away from it all and escape the trauma of Gotham. It was here that Bruce Wayne first met Clark Kent, Lana Lang, Lex Luthor and some others.
For a few months, Bruce stayed in Smallville. Him and Clark became good friends. For a brief time, Bruce even ended up Superboy's sidekick as the Flying Fox. Bruce never learned Clark was Superboy, and Clark never learned Bruce was the Flying Fox. They couldn't learn each other's secrets, because Bruce moved away from Smallville a few months after he invented the Flying Fox identity. Uncle Phillip was bored of small town life, so he chose to move the family back to Blüdhaven. He grew homesick, and he realized that small town living just wasn't something he could make work. So Bruce lost a friend in Clark Kent. Although they would eventually reconnect. One day…
In any case, Bruce moved back to Blüdhaven. Blüdhaven ends up being where Bruce spends most of his childhood. It's here that he decides to become Batman, and here that he learns Mrs. Chilton's son was the person who killed his parents (although he still managed to forgive her). Blüdhaven was where Bruce began dedicating himself to the ideals that would go on to define his future life. And on the whole, it was home to a relatively peaceful childhood for him. He still keeps in touch with Uncle Phillip and Mrs. Chilton to this day. Just because they're family to him. So his childhood after Smallville was fairly unremarkable, at least until he turned 17 or 18.
When he turned 17 or 18, Bruce moved away from Blüdhaven to go to Gotham University. Bruce began studying to be a law enforcement officer there. His professors taught him everything he needed to know about forensic science, non lethal combat training, and all the other fine arts of criminology. At Gotham U, Bruce also met two new friends (who helped fill the void in his heart since leaving Smallville years ago): Harvey Dent and Ethan Bennett. Ethan was also studying to be a Detective, and Harvey was training to be a lawyer. Together, these three became best friends, infamous on campus for their academic achievements.
Shortly after graduating from university, though, Bruce took on the identity of the Batman. He became a nightly presence in Gotham City, a vigilante either helping the cops or making them look ineffective, depending on who you asked. But either way: Batman had arrived in Gotham. And he has here to stay. Fighting against Falcone and the other mobs in Gotham, Batman had inadvertently drawn the ire of the Court of Owls (led by Carmine Falcone). But that's a story that won't be resolved for a little while yet. For now, we leave the story of Bruce Wayne here. In the next part of his life's story, we meet Robin I (Dick Grayson), and Alfred re-enters the fold.
#batman#bruce wayne#superman#superboy#clark kent#kal el#this is based on something that really happened pre crisis#but i blurred a lot of stuff together to make this backstory#i could've been reading at school today#but no!#i had to write all this#and a lot more too#there's so much i wrote#curse my overactive imagination#superbat#clark kent x bruce wayne#worlds finest#it's sort of tied to those things#smallville#phillip wayne#phillip kane#uncle phillip#batman headcanons#harvey dent#ethan bennett#or as they'd later become known:#two face#clayface#dc#dc universe
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"Everything went wrong after David Bowie died" "everything went wrong after the Reformation"
Me, whose Metaphysics studies and medievalist interests have been heavily shaped by Dominicans: everything went wrong after Ockham et al. sustained the primacy of Will before Good in the nature of God.
#Theology#Christianity#Catholicism#it's funny because it's one of those discussions that sound extremely Byzantine#But if Good precedes Will in God then God's Will is primarily good#and its goodness must be discerned rationally by the creature#but if Will precedes Goodness then good is essentially and substantially arbitrary#God could have perfectly chosen to create a world where murder is always a good and heroic action#or where one's first duty is to make everyone's lives as miserable as possible#And that would be literally good and the good in such a world because God so willed it#such an understanding of the primacy of will on the ontological order leads to an understanding of reality as dominated by power#and in that scheme self-serving manipulations of religion and Scripture are not only easy but rationally justified#that's the where and why of Benedict XVI's motto being cooperatores veritatis#the cooperators or servants of truth#because Truth cannot be possesed and used#it can only be sought and followed after#in honesty and humility#which again ties back to the supremacy of good (and its transcendental truth) in the metaphysical order#EDIT: this is also where strain-the-mosquito-swallow-the-camel legalistic attitudes come from#Because if what's good is what is defined by the will of God as expressed in textual commands#then any comprehensive rational inquisitive reading is out of the question#and will-infused casuistry is in#Biblical literalism can only thrive in this sort of tradition#“where does it say in the Bible that [insert hyperspecific thing...”#but it's also the environment in which the kind of attitude denounced in pharisees#as sticking to precepts without embracing the moral good that sustains them#and so twisting said precepts to their own convenience
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hiii cool drawing person!! I uh saw that you kind of do requests? So I was wondering if I could request a little doodle of Yesod hugging Netzach.. I feel like Netzach goes through so much hell that he'd need that, and Yesod would like to give affection to someone considering his uh. . . prior need to delete a bunch of information and pretend that no one who died existed you know ? Plus snake.. haha good at squeezing. and he's chest height, how stupid <3 thank you so much for making so many people's days with your art and your thoughts oh my god your thoughts. i love how you dissect these little freaks 🥺



hi neat anonymous sender!! thank you so much for your words!!! im so glad that i can bring some sort of joy and happiness even if it is small. and that my thoughts and writings are well received still. i am still in a bit of a shock that people like and read them even with the passing time. . . i hope youre okay with these doodles! thank you for sending this in
#library of ruina#netzach#netzach lor#yesod#yesod lor#intimacy. i suppose romantic? what ever is wanted. regardless of what the affection could be categorized as its still affection#mister viper. looked briefly into it so i dont know the particulars but it seems that venomous snakes dont really curl around their prey#considering the toxins would immobilize with out a need to go ahead and hold them down. not to say that they Dont curl but constriction is#more typically thought of as pythons or boas. mister boa. hehehe.#netz is typically just happy to be in the presence of or around those he likes. see carmen for example. so physical grounded touch to affirm#the fact of proximity and. i guess realness? would be nice i think. ability to wait and still stay by the side i guess. he has a thing with#expecting or thinking things to leave. not as much anymore and being more brave or fearless inspite of that preconceived notion but still#i cant quite articulate it the way i want it but its the general idea resigned acceptance now turning to budding change yet still there#which is why it can be scary. or had seemed pointless to go ahead and fight against an inevitable. so just a kind of physical reassurance#and patience and staying is nice. for yesod its to where i wanted him to typically be drawn w his arms on the outside isntead of boxed in?#a thing w restriction. if youre hugged and your arms are on the inside you lose that mobility and ability to move. feels like it would be a#comfort thing to just be able to have the arms in a position that can move even if logically it is alright and a safe environment#i wanted netzs hold to be there and present still but kind of lazy? dual nature of have it more limp or lax bc its netz but also bc it would#have it to where it wouldnt be confining. but still embracing. sort of thing#also w the sheets. based a little off my own experiences? remind of it. when overstimulated or just in HELL mentally sheets and blankets#feel like they tangle and bind and serve to distress than anything positive. so yk. duality of man. weighted blanket to be encased in a#cacoon or no sheets at all to be free and able to move. but yeah. main idea. also then realized that id have to draw more bc of that#[cent miscellaneous]#there was more but they were Too Sketchy... tis okay. suprised i was able to get anything done rn in the first place even if small#... i never thought abt it i guess these are kinda requests. i mean thats chill and fun but like. huh
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I swear I have read your big post regarding Peter Parker's neurodivergence and why it is best to avoid labelling him, but he definitely has a weird brain
Can't find it and feel kinda sad about it cuz I deeply related to it
i know exactly which post you're talking about and i can't find it either! i've raked through my archive, and it's just - nowhere to be seen. i think tumblr eated it (it happens.)
really, tumblr's search functionality is so so useless, i don't know what to tell you. there are plenty of keywords i can search to find it that post, but the search functionality actually just does not work!
undiagnosed audhd-addled peter parker, my darling, my light, my life, my everything.
i think peter parker's such an interesting creature to write, because a lot of people will point to a certain behaviour about him and say "this is an autistic thing, right?" but a lot of those behaviours are actually, in my head, tied to certain traumas in peter's life too.
people say "oh, the food thing, peter's a picky eater because he's autistic" and yes, absolutely. but also it's tied to his trauma with his parents.
peter gets overstimulated, and yes, it's an autism thing, but also he was bitten by a radioactive spider and his senses are dialled to 11.
it's a similar case i've found for myself, too – where a lot of friends i have kind of diagnose me because i have autistic traits, but actually - i'm hesitant to claim the label or pursue diagnosis because, actually, i know where these certain behaviours come from, and they come from certain traumas. there are events i can pinpoint in my life and say "yep. that's where this behaviour comes from."
so - i think there's a lot of overlap between trauma and autistic traits. the brain is very complex! i think the reason for that overlap is maybe as simple as the fact that people with autism and people with trauma are both doing the same thing - developing behaviours to protect themselves or soothe themselves. so - i think it's nice to be able to see a character like peter parker, who may or may not be autistic, but recognise behaviours in him and see yourself in him.
people who go undiagnosed for whatever reason - people who are really good at masking - so good, in fact, that they have no idea they might be on the spectrum - everyone and anyone at all can look at peter parker and recognise themselves. because i think we discredit the thought that every single brain does the same thing! develops certain behaviours in order to survive. every brain has that same software - we've just all been faced with different hardships that we need to overcome, and that's were all the differences come in.
autism is a spectrum, i guess - everyone falls into it to some degree. and i think events in your life probably push you along on it. but i don't know, i didn't study brain science. probably what i'm saying is very stupid and uninformed. of course there's brain chemistry involved. but i know people in my life living with autism and certain events in their life have exacerbated certain behaviours or made coping with it a lot more difficult. so maybe trauma is a catalyst.
#a lot of my traits have been exacerbated lately and i remember it was much easier for me before#and some of my friends have said “oh it's because you've been masking too long and now you're facing autistic burnout.”#and that made sense to me i think.#but then i found out about the stress thing. me overproducing stress hormone. and that's a very physical thing.#and that explains why i've been overstimulated more than usual lately. and why everything feels like too much.#and i wonder how many of these traits of mine are going to subside once i have lamar removed#and it makes me wonder a lot of things. and it's so weird how much your brain is tied to your biology.#i wonder how much i'll change. i wonder how i'll feel. i wonder if i'll still feel like me. i wonder how much me is me right now.#and how much of me is being altered by weird freaky hormones. who am i?? who will i be??#i'm almost looking at this as like. a superhero origin story of some sort. like this is my spider-bite moment. maybe.#will i be different? will i cope with things differently?? now that my body isn't fighting something anymore??#maybe i'll be normal. i don't know. i don't know.#i don't know what it'll mean for me.#but all of these things mean i relate to peter parker in a certain kind of way#i don't think you have to be diagnosed with autism to recognise and empathise with those traits i think#i think everyone can see themselves in peter. and i think that's the benefit of having characters that aren't diagnosed.#because there's so much overlap in the human experience. and certain feelings aren't exclusive to just one group of people.#peter has such a rich identity actually. it's an autistic thing. it's a queer thing. it's a jewish thing. it's a trauma thing.#there are so many overlapping parts of peter's identity that inform who he is and how he behaves and it's never just one thing.#it's a product of all of his things.#just like me! just like everyone.#so me? i guess i can be a million things. you can explain what i am in a million different ways.#a hundred different psychologists can all come up with different ways to explain why i be the way i be.#i don't think it's something that can be simplified.#sorry wow. i'm really going off here in the tags.#i hope people don't think i'm stupid. i don't know brain science. i'm just philosophising as usual.#sci speaks
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I love that he’s wearing hair clips but his bangs are still in his face lolol I’ve been there brother 🙏
#sometimes it comes loose from where it was tethered n just…. faaalllls down#or maybe it’s a stylistic choice 🫡#anyway hehehehee I love the club wear alts they’re so fun#why are he and azul wearing ties to play games bdhdhdbehejtt#idr did azul say they have outfits specifically for like events#or did I make that up#is this their chess tournament fit#what ever they look kinda cozy lol despite the uniform shirt and tie#A FASHION STATEMENT#something about it reminds me of like early 2000s kind of alt fashion but also preppy lol like#i have a specific vision in my mind but idk if those are the right words to describe it#like the ‘school uniform look’ but not actually uniform sort of thing#I feel like band music videos did it sometimes. maybe they still do idk I don’t follow bands#but then also. teehee nerd boys dressed up for games and then#cloaked in their bigass jackets#the jackets look soooooo comfortable#they’re so big. I want a big jacket#I wonder if Idia’s groovy will be the other side of Azul’s or if he’s gonna have his alt winning crazy face lol#god there a jenga in the bg of Azul’s. SILLY.
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ernest's plot was executed MUCH better in the anime, in my opinion, and that's largely because in this version of the story he didn't have it out for the seven dragons from the get-go. he just "knew" someone had betrayed his grandfather and his family, and wanted to find out who. he only learned of the seven dragons' involvement much later on, after already having lived most of his life: including attending gressenheller, becoming kat's assistant, and helping the seven dragons during investigations.
one of my gripes with the version of his story in the game is that he's supposedly had this specific, burning hatred for the seven dragons his entire life, but this somehow doesn't affect his actions at all until the very moment he enacts his revenge plot on them - which is ridiculous, whether or not ernest was so single-minded about it or not! it's much more plausible in this version, where his desire for revenge was always somewhat nebulous, as he didn't yet know who to blame for his family's plight: that anger was strong enough to push him forward, but not so precisely focused into hatred that it should be odd for him to reasonably live life normally outside of it. it makes more sense in this scenario that his promise to his mother should channel primarily into his becoming independent, rather than actually getting revenge, as he spent most of his life not even knowing who to get revenge on; in the meantime of not being able to fulfill the latter half of the promise, why not work on the former?
anyway, in terms of these specific screenshots... i don't think the game specifically described ernest as a "weak" boy, but that's how i always interpreted him to have been: lacking his own will and dependent on others for direction, particularly family members like his mother. after all, this all was a promise to her... and for all of ernest's growth as a person, you can see how many of his childhood weaknesses have carried over into adulthood: among other things, he's eager to assist katrielle to the point of being servile to her, and notably she's a very passionate, bold, and kind person herself. ernest is more than happy to be told what to do, when the person directing him is strong and makes him feel safe! aside from having a crush on her, he likely admires her on a personal level... because she's brave, which he's always found difficult to be himself.
something which i'll never forgive the anime for, though, is paralleling ernest to emmy in the end: having him wish to leave katrielle's side as her assistant out of a feeling of guilt. that just breaks my heart! they didn't need to do that to me! fortunately, though, kat comes by with more tasks for ernest to help with, and he returns to her side... some things never change, it seems!
#melonposting#professor layton#yayyy ernest i love you ernest <3#also it's weird to say but his voice actor is very good at crying convincingly#ernest cries/tears up a lot in the anime (at the end of almost every case) so perhaps one would expect it to not be so impactful here#but it is. partly because through those constant tears (along with other things) we've come to know him as being rather 'weak'#and as it turns out he was 'weak' too as a child#so in an odd way it sort of ties everything together? him crying like this at the end#because his tears are always about caring for other people. about compassion and empathy and a desire for them to be happy#that's why the other cases got to him. that's why his mother's death and the destitute state of his family got to him.#and that's also why his guilt over misguidedly pursuing revenge against the seven dragons got to him#so in a way it's weakness but at the same time it's strength. an incredible driving force that's pushed him forward#and through his promise to his mother he was able to hone that strength and become a kind and passionate and independent person#so when he breaks down in sobs at the end of this episode i can really feel both how weak and how strong he is at the same time#because we've seen him cry so many times before#if that makes sense??#yeah :thumbsup: i like ernest
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zavijava info PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! PLEASEEEEE ZAVIJAVA COME HOME ... PLEASE .... umm um um ill tell you about umm . tma au im making for nastya if u tell me about her .PLEASE!!!!!!!
so she is definitely a star of some kind. i mean she is an angel but in that story in particular The Stars are kind of angels. like they’re otherworldly beings and they jus kinda hang out. cosmically. it’s a different dimension separated from the human one but like, obviously stars still exist for humans, they just don’t do anything crazy because the rules of the world dictate that their realities shouldn’t interact. angels can observe the other world from far up above yet they still exist on a different level. But tbh zavijava had never enjoyed the otherworldly ethereal whatever lifestyle—she just didn’t feel like she fit in there. she is a #1 humans fan though so she knows that’s where she’d fit in. so she does just that. she fits in perfectly :) and normally :) yay :)
#see the thing with zavijava is that there isn’t much info to share on her just on account of her being what she is#she is like a Concept trying to humanize and shove herself into a box#it’s like asking a rock what it likes. a rock can’t like anything it just sort of exists#that’s zavi babey#that’s not to say she doesn’t desperately try to like anything and everything . and that’s precisely what she ends up doing#she loves everything ! but she doesn’t really understand it or have a genuine connection to anything just by virtue of not being part of the#world. it’s like having a 6d being try to exist in a 3d space. very limiting. very incomprehensible for the 6d being#so her enjoyment of things (debatable if she’s even Capable of feeling Anytning) is artificial in a way#she is Uncanny Valley she reflects humans she does not really have an inner world or proper opinions of her own#so like she Does really love humans and everything about their world. but no specifics or a detailed understanding of them & it#as much as she likes humans she does not grasp their concepts like at all. Or only in a rudimentary manner#haze could explain to her why some people walk holding hands and she would be like Wow i guess that means we are married :) because we are#always together :) we can even hold hands too :) (she tries to hold his hand and he immediately starts seeing the hat man)#so yea. tldr. she’s more of a concept made character so there’s not a lot of Character Info on her#she’s more of a force#cramswering#idk if any of that is a coherent fucking explanation LOL she’s just kinda dream-like in that sense. idk#like yknow the way humans can’t truly comprehend eldritch beings or non euclidian shapes or whatever#the eldritch being in turn is not fated to understand da humans ….#& anyways for now the rest of the stars are aware that zavijava is Goofing but it’s not urgent enough to send someone after her. yetttt#tho hell dude 2 angels in the world would probably make it implode instantly so maybe that’s why they’re hesitant to do anything#also yea idk if this needs to be said but those angels arent tied to religion or humans really. they’re not guardian angels they’re just#Things that exist on a different Plane Of Existence. parallel to the human world#they watch over it but not in a guardian responsibility way#just sort of in a It’s Something To Look At way#ok yeah it’s 1:30am too by the way so i think that’s enough incomprehensible eldritch rambling#tell me about ur au boy
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FUTURISMO ⚡️⚡️⚡️
buwan ng wika already passd but i still wanted 2 draw sum futurism in modernized filipiñana garb 4 funs
#detail dump time uhm#member 3’s alampay is meant to represent those boost pack belts they have on their chest#…or maybe boost pack binder???#whatever#two wrapped tapis on their waist in place of those lime green hostler thingies#wooden bakya with that#3 connected dots thing on their sneakers#cyber’s got a sharp silver laced salakot meant to be in place of both his headphones and his vinyl discs#bakunawa mask since felix’s mask is tied with some sort of in game mythos?#barong embroidery is made to look like those ink blot test thingies in psychology or something#idk i made it squiggly on purpose to also look like brain lines also#diskarte#just gave him sum white platform boots 4 the sake of contemporary aesthetics#also psychedelic designs on his barong and member 3’s puffy see thru pants 4 da matchyyy#ok thats all if u read all this …well congratulations i guess ty for putting up with my rambles#chi tingz#brc#bomb rush cyberfunk#filipino au#pinoy au#dj cyber#futurism#brc dj cyber#brc futurism
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Random headcanon of mine (context, I am a multishipper and did like KiriBaku in the early seasons;it has since obvs taken a back seat for bkdk):
Katsuki and Kirishima dated for a short time....if you want to call it dating. (They're both young, and it's their first situationship, not to mention they're both figuring out where they might stand on the queer spectrum. They obvs don't date deeply or for long, only kiss maybe once or twice. If that's even something Katsuki would want in an early relationship at age 15, troubled as he is.)
It's in that Era of the first movie, OF COURSE. LOL.
Obviously, though, their school work starts to take first priority for both of them as well as the LOV targeting them all the time, not to mention whatever Katsuki starts to have going on with Izuku.
They remain friends but naturally fall out of "dating". They're both ok with it.
#bakudeku#personal headcanon#its one of those fleeting relationships thats like “what if we?”#but obvs they end up having way more to worry about#that first movie is such kiribaku fuel#baku bringing kiri as his plus one#kiri having a suit ready for baku that perfectly fits#sharing a room#kiri taking a hit for baku and baku yelling for him???#hello they were in some sort of situationship#(shut up i know thehre friends)#also ties into izuku being sad that he cant take katsukis hand in the rescue#it has to be kirishima#bkdk#katsuki was in no condition to really be dating#but#they probably both agreed it would be a pretty casual thing#the first person outside of Izuku that Katsuki cared about
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argh. This comic writing is taking me way longer than usual. I keep editing things and it doesn’t feel right.
#wip#i think I finally got it#The issue is usually plots come to me formed yk#But for this one#I did have a plot but it was more related to Chil having a v bad experience and Mei hearing about it and then him telling her#Not to go thru with her plans to become involved with adventures in a sort of threatening way#So I had that all sketched out and then randomly I decided I wanted more drama#so initially I extended it and had it be that maybe she tried to hug him or something but he reacted Badly bc of his aforementioned shit#But I didn’t like that and it felt jarring and sort of…over dramatic. Too much.#So then I got rid of that. And then I was like well maybe he and Mei should actually have a conversation about it#Like he brings it up#So I wrote that and I had him get really mad at her and let that sit around for a minute bc uh-oh there’s another problem#Seee the issue with doimg multiple rewrites of something is suddenly the part that was initially meant to be the focus. Is not important#Anymore and is actually distracting from the main point#So OK I delete all that and rewrite that to make it less distracting#Still keep the important buildup in that scene but focus on Mei more bc this is a comic that’s from her pov#Ok ok yeah. I like that. But THEN#UH OH NEW PROBLEM. ! Remember that He gets really mad scene? The one I let sit to go worry about the middle section#Well. Haha. I read the whole comic back again to check for flow and shit#Get to the end#WOW ITS OUT OF CHARACTER AND JARRING. He’s not mean or anything I just don’t think he’d yell in that sort of emotional way?#I got so lost in the sauce I forgot to write good#So now I’m stuck. It’s so out of character so obviously I get rid of that problem.#Change it so he does still yell but less and also differently. and also now Mei gets to be pissed tf off#and tied it into several previous comics since I like things to be connected to each other#I think?? I think I’m happy with it now…but Jesus Christ#I don’t usually have to do Any rewrites#And the number of other comics I want to do is piling up so I take breaks to sketch those out for later#Then return. To my undoing.
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#OOC !#tbd#i s2g most days there's just not enough time in the day to do the things i want to get doneeee#just having one of those weeks where adulthood is like. a major slog lol#anyway i am like actively forcing myself to not heart starter calls or rb prompts#just so i can focus on what i owe and!! tis a struggle!!!#if i can sort myself out this week i may offer up my discord to plot dynamics with peeps#bc rn i do not have the brain power to come up w ideas#but just know im making eyes emojis at all of u
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My personal life is in chaos right now and for the most part I’m only considering happy or hopeful media. I assumed TGR would easily fall into the hopeful camp because Jean’s healing is the most important thing (or that my own excitement might cancel out any other requirements I had) but I’m not even a chapter in and I may need to reevaluate. Can someone who’s read the book give me some non-spoiler/limited spoiler insight into the hopefulness vibe? Does it end on a good note for Jean and Jeremy? Is the angst mostly working through old shit or is new trauma being accumulated? (I am not opposed to learning about new traumatic events that happened in the past, but want a handle on whether focus is healing/growth or in the thick of it emotional turmoil)
#aftg tgr#tgr#the golden raven#why is my personal life in chaos#well I work for the us federal government#my agency is supposed to get rid of like 10% of its employees#I’ve been dealing with constant musk fuckery for the last week#I don’t even really like my job. it was supposed to be a stepping stone to other things that allowed for security in the meantime#it’s sort of served its purpose in that I no longer owe 25k because I completed a year of federal service tied to those funds#also if I last 11 more months I get access to more job opportunities that better align with my education and values#not that I can really do that in this environment but it would be helpful for the fuckery afterwards#I would even settle for just not being fired before April 15 because that would allow me to complete this performance review cycle#but I love where I live and I don’t want to move in May but I also can’t afford to stay without a job#my family lives in the Midwest and I love living in NOVA#I love the museums and the culture and my libraries and my friends#I love my apartment with its privacy and little balcony and monthly gatherings
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Someone asked for this feathered airhead so, during this week I'll try to work on an infodump for him 🦅
#myart#windydrawallday ocs#windy ocs birdlord#i could reply in a sit but the thing with this OC is that his lore is tied to a +15 yo project#thats like opening a pandora box of lore hahaha#and like i did with Edwin i want to make something pretty for him too!#old doodle im glad i saved between my scanned files#bird anthro#bird furry#avian oc#sort of his species is one of many in Frontera#they look like animals but are not exactly animals#like aesthetic representations of what those animals and their archetypes mean
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Congratulations, Kane! You've successfully determined a grocery store was from the UK by looking at one small section of the shelf and only zooming in and looking for the currency symbol on the price tags after you figured it was from the UK.
#I guess watching all those shopping haul videos in ASDAs did me some sort of good?#also no one was speaking in the video it had some like song playing over it so it's not like I got it-#-from any blatant accents.#I cant tell if I want to brag about this or not cuase this is a very. very silly thing to brag over.#I wanted to be prepared for everything when I get there okay and that especially includes grocery stores!#Though truthfully I should probably look a wee little into some other ones cause for some reason I got very hooked on ASDA-#-and did all my lookings for grocery stuff there. Buts that's mostly becuase so many things about it remind me of-#-Foodlion and I love Foodlion. Which I suppose makes sense considering ASDA is/was literally just-#-essentially Walmart but in the UK. Nothing fancy but it's affordable and I don't need premium stuff.#I lived off of the weekly sales papers ASDA will do right by me. But looking into other ones wont hurt.#Look I can at least use the excuse that this isn't a completely nonsensical blogging post because I only have-#-UK/England endevours because of Finn and Axlerod alright. so it's related and tied in to them.#me when I. do blogging on my blog and use it for the intended purpose that I made it for which is being an-#-outlet for me dumping all my thoughts to get out of my system.
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Landslide by Fleetwood Mac




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#stranger things#bizarre love triangle playlist#el hopper#el’s pov#el is so fleetwood mac coded 😭#this one was hard to find a gif for bc I feel like this song fits a lot with her inner turmoil during her time at nina#brenner’s whole speech here about not being able to let go#‘youre regressing eleven’#all of this progress she had outside of the lab#a lot of that progress was tied to mike (or at least el thinks she owes a lot of that progress to mike)#i feel like she sees him as someone who saved her and bc of that she’s scared of letting go of (the idea of) their relationship#if mike isn't telling her he loves her... let alone showing it#what does that mean for her and all the progress she’s made?#so she tries her best to cling onto the idea of their relationship#even if it means lying about everything#but then how can she actually progress and become her own person if she’s ashamed of the truth?#and so yeah no duh she’s regressing#the lyrics sort of fit with her going on this journey all while her feelings are in the background guiding her#'can the child within my heart rise above?'#being able to grow while also mourning not having the childhood she deserved... can those two things co-exist?#'well i've been afraid of changing cuz' i've built my life around you'#'but time makes you bolder. even children get older. i'm getting older too.'#el isn't the same girl the boys found in the woods#she has grown so much since then#and yet at the same time she hasn't#bc she can't progress if she keeps holding onto this idea of what she has to be to be enough for mike#bc it's not about being enough for him#it's about being true to herself#4x05#gif
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@caemthe replied ; pat is definitely sitting next to ody and commenting on the vases and statues and getting silly souvenirs too (gets a bunch of them for their friends uvu)
❝ Not only have we gained new valuable knowledge, a truly marvelous thing, a formidable weapon even; but we will return back home with new friends .❞
And by new friends he of course means.....
The koala plush he got at the Natural Science's museum shop!
#camethe#;o.dysseus#the koala plush is like those lil monkey plushies that have velcro so u can tie their hands together around ur neck#but he has it tied around his arm#p.at and o.dy: -thumbs up for the picture next the vases-#I VIVIDLY REMEMBER- when i was a kid i once went to this museum and got as souvenir a#worm on a string-#now that i think about it; its funny that was there but i feel like o.dy would get those kind of things#he would also really like those sort of 3d ish puzzles- he likes building stuff so its like :concentrated:
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